Dear Diary:
There's a new boy in the Senior Ballet class. I don't
know his name but he's really cute. He's got curly
black hair and dark eyes. While I was waiting for
my class to start I heard a couple of the girls from
his class laughing. One said it's too bad that all the
boys there are gay because he's so great looking.
Dear Diary:
The new boys name is Thaddeus but we call him
Todd. He just moved here from Texas, his dad
works in Manhattan. He's 16 and is in 10th grade.
He's been dancing for eight years and was even in a
company in Texas. I don't think he's gay because
he was holding hands with Marline, one of the
Senior girls.
Dear Diary:
Todd helped with my class today, Mrs. Colleen said
that he would be helping out from now on because
she wanted us to get used to being picked up,
"aerials". It was so neat, he's so strong. We did this
thing where he picked me up by the waist and held
me over his head. I leaned out and put my legs out
straight and he spun around three times before he
put me down. Some girls were scared but I really
enjoyed it.
Dear Diary:
I'm so excited!!!! Mr. Colleen talked to me today
and said she wants me to practice with the senior
company for the performance. She said that I was so
good at the aerials with Todd that she wanted him to
dance a solo with me!! Now I'll be going to
rehearsal on Wednesday nights too. Oh no! That
means that I can't play softball on the 5th grade
team anymore. Mrs. Jackson will be mad at me.
Dear Diary:
Mom called Mrs. Jackson about softball and then
said everything would be ok. She said something
about Todd's dad giving the school an
"endowment" and that it was more important than
softball. It has something to do with the studio
moving to a bigger place and paying for it.
Dear Diary:
I'm soooo tired. My legs really ache. I didn't know
that the Seniors worked so hard. It was also hot in
the studio. Todd is so neat, and he's so cute. He
doesn't treat me like a kid, he talks to me just like
he talks to the other girls. Of course, they all treat
me like a kid. One of them told me I looked funny
with the bumps under my leotard from my panties.
Dear Diary:
Mommy took me to a dance shop and bought me a
whole bunch of leotards and tights. She also bought
me a wrap, leg warmers, and new technique shoes.
When we were driving home, mommy told me not
to wear panties under the tights, that if I was going
to dance with the senior girls, I couldn't have my
panties showing through the fabric.
Dear Diary:
I think I'm making a lot of the girls jealous. The
girls in my class are being mean to me because I
dance with the Senior class and the girls there are
mean because I dance with Todd. But, he's so neat.
Dear Diary:
Today, after rehearsal, Todd took me out to eat. It
was almost like a real date! I had to call Mom and
she said it was alright. We drove to a Jason's Deli.
His car is sooo cool. It's a silver Miata. We had to
top down. I felt kind of funny being there in my
leotard but Todd was also wearing his (but he had
put on some gym shorts. Then, when we were
driving home he took my hand and squeezed it.
Dear Diary:
Todd asked me if I want to go to a movie! I'm so
scared to ask Mom. I'm afraid she'll be mad.
Dear Diary:
Mom said ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Diary:
This is kind'a strange. Mommy said that Todd
would be babysitting me while she went out on
Friday at the same time I am going out with Todd.
She said that she was going to go out with Todd's
dad. She said that after the movie was over, we're
supposed to come home and wait for them and that
it would probably be late.
Dear Diary:
Todd kissed me! He drove me home from Senior's
today and, just as I was getting out of the car he
pulled my arm and then kissed me. I think I'm
falling in like with him.
Dear Diary:
Tonight's the big night. I just couldn't pay attention
in school! Mommy said that she was going to help
me get dressed up when she got home from work.
She even said she'd let me wear make up. I'll write
later and tell you all about it.
Dear Diary:
I was soooo tired last night that I fell asleep. Well,
let me tell you all about it!
Mommy got home about 5 and said we had only an
hour to get ready. While I was in the shower,
Mommy picked out clothes for me. I was really
surprised. She had laid out just my yellow tube top
and a black mini. I thought she'd want me in a
dress. I put them and my sandals on. Mommy was
drying her hair. She put it up in a real fancy way,
she had an evening gown laid out on the bed. Then
she had me sit next to her and, as she put her
makeup on, she put it on me too. She said not to put
my hair in a pony tail but to leave it down.
Todd and his dad got there at the same time. I was
thinking we were going out on a double date, really
kind of confused, Todd wasn't dressed up but Mr.
Thompson was all dressed up. When we got outside
I saw Todd's Miata and a limo. The driver was
holding the door. Mommy told me to have fun as
they got in the limo and Todd opened the door of
his car for me.
We waited in the car until they had driven away,
then Todd kissed me. I was so surprised! I didn't
know what to say, I just sat there. Then he pulled
me to him again and kissed me again. Next he
started the car and we drove off-as if nothing had
happened.
We went to Denny's for dinner. Todd told me all
about his teachers and the school. It sounds so
confusing, he has 6 different teachers. I can't keep
my two straight. He goes to a private school in
lower Manhattan. He rides to school with his dad in
the limo every morning, then takes the subway and
train out the island in the afternoon. I told him about
my teachers and then he told me about Texas.
On the way to the movie, he held my hand when he
wasn't shifting gears. The Miata has a stick. It was
neat. He put my hand on it and then showed me
how to shift!
We saw "Batman and Robin." It was really cool.
Todd put his arm around me-that was cool too. I
don't know why, but I folded up the arm on the
seat-I was so scared he'd be mad-but he just put
his arm tighter around me. It was so nice. When the
movie was over, he kissed me again. Then as we
were leaving he kept his hands on my hips. Once,
when the line stopped, he pulled me back against
him and hugged me.
When we got home we sat down on the couch and
kissed some more. I've never been kissed by a guy
before-I mean for real kissing-and I liked it a lot.
Then he frenched me! Other girls have talked about
it-it was neat. When he moved his hand and
started rubbing my chest I said "no" and he smiled,
then he kissed me again but he never tried again.
We frenched so much my tongue got tired!
Oh, Diary, I think I'm falling in love with him! I
can't wait till class on Monday!
Dear Diary:
On the way home from church, Mom asked me
about my date. I told her I had a lot of fun. She said
that she saw us sleeping on the sofa that we were
cute "cuddled up like kittens." I thought Dedi
barking woke us up in time. I thought she'd be mad
but she said no.
She said she had a great time with Mr. Thompson.
They went to a concert at Lincoln Center. She said
he was really nice too, just like Todd and she hoped
he'd ask her out again.
Dear Diary:
Class went really well. Todd and I danced a lot. I
think the other girls have figured out what's going
on and they're jealous. We don't make a big show
at class but Todd sits next to me while other girls
are dancing and we talk when we can. I'll be seeing
him again on Wednesday.
Dear Diary:
Mommy arranged for Todd to pick me up for class
today. It was raining so he had the top up. We
talked and listened to the radio on the way there.
The class was a lot of fun, at least for me. Todd was
helping teach and he kept asking me to partner with
him when he showed us things. I guess I know most
of the steps already.
On the way home he asked me if I wanted to stop to
eat. I said I had to call Mom and she said ok. We
had McDonalds. Mom called me back and said that
she was going out to a meeting for work and that
she'd be home around 9.
When we got to the house Todd came in and, before
we even got to the living room he hugged me and
kissed me. OOOhhh, it was soooo nice. I love
kissing Todd. We went into the kitchen and drank
got some cokes, then watched TV.
Can I tell you a secret? You have to promise not to
tell?
I let Todd feel my nipples.
We were kissing, I was sort of sitting on his lap and
he started to real gently rub my chest. My nipples
are real sensitive and sort of stick up. At first it
tickled, but then it made me feel real warm and sort
of nervous-like. But not really nervous, just my
heart was beating real fast.
He pushed his hand up under my top (I was wearing
that black halter dance top). It felt so good, he was
really gentle, just rubbing his fingertip back and
forth. I started to get, you know, gooey and, well, I
guess I chickened out. I told him to stop. I hope he's
not mad, he didn't seem to be. He just smiled and
we kissed more.
I told him that Mom would be home at 9, so he left
around 8:30. I was in the shower when she got
home.
Dear Diary:
Real quick before I go to school. Todd called this
morning and asked me if I wanted to go out on
Friday. I hope Mom says yes.
Dear Diary:
SHE SAID YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!
Dear Diary:
I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE
TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD
I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE
TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD
I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE
TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD
I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE
TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD
I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE
TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD
I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE
TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Dear Diary:
I guess that tonight's going to be sort of like last
week. Mommy's going out with Todd's dad again.
I'll tell you all about it later.
Dear Diary:
I don't know if I should tell you about all this but,
you are such a good friend. Please never tell
anyone, ok? Good.
Tonight, Todd and I went to see "Addicted to
Love." The movie was almost empty. We sat alone
and Todd kissed me. You, know, it's so romantic in
the movies and, well, we kissed a lot. Then he
moved his hand up my shirt. I was really kind of
scared. All I could think was what if someone saw.
But, it also made me tingle all over. He pulled my
leg over his and then put his hand on my thigh. I
was so scared, we'd be in so much trouble if
someone saw us. I can't believe what I said. I don't
know where it came from, but I said, "No, not
here." I couldn't believe I said that! He stopped and
just smiled at me and we watched the rest of the
movie.
When we got out of the movie, I had a message on
my phone from mom, it said she was going out and
wouldn't be home till late. A few minutes later,
Todd's phone rang. I could tell he was talking to his
dad. Then he handed the phone to me and said that
mom wanted to talk to me. I was surprised, it was
sort of weird. She said that she wouldn't be home
till tomorrow and that Todd would watch me. We
went for a walk around the mall, I tried on some
jeans at Abercrombie, then we played some games
at the arcade. Then we went to Todd's so he could
get some things.
His place is so cool! They live on the 35th floor of a
high rise, way up in the Penthouse. From their
living room, you can see downtown. We sat down
and watched some TV. Really, I wanted to make
out. It wasn't long before Todd was feeling me. Oh,
I love him so much! I just pulled my shirt off over
my head. I don't know what made me do it, it just
happened. Todd looked so surprised, then I felt
embarrassed. I hugged him to cover myself up. I've
never been seen like that by a guy before. I was
afraid he'd laugh at me. I don't have big breasts like
those women in magazines, just my two little nubs.
Mommy says they'll grow, not to worry. I know
guys like girls with big breasts. I was so afraid that
Todd would laugh, that he'd see I am just a little 11
year old kid.
We kissed some more, then he pushed me back.
"You're beautiful," he said. Now I was
embarrassed. I could feel myself blushing. Then he
pulled his shirt off! He has such a strong chest. I put
my hand on is, it was so hard. I'm sure he must be
able to do 100 pushups.
Then he pushed me back and we lay down on the
sofa. He started rubbing my nipples again, it felt so
good. We kissed for ever. He lifted up and looked
down at me, then he leaned down and sucked one of
my nipples! It felt sooooo good. All I could do was
hug his head. Then I felt his hand move up my
thigh. I didn't care, I wanted him to. He started
rubbing me down there, moving his hand back and
forth. It was like when I do it alone, only a zillion
times better. Mommy calls it an organism, that
warm feeling that just spreads all over you. That
happened to me almost right away. I know I shook
and Todd just held me tight.
It didn't stop then. I was laying back, and Todd had
lifted up, he was looking at me. Then he leaned
down and started kissing me. Next he pushed his
hand down my pants. I was a little scared because
things are so tender down there. He rubbed my
bump around just like I do sometimes, then he
pushed his finger inside me. I almost exploded, I
was shaking so hard that I pushed against his hand
and kind of hurt myself. It just went on and on.
When he tried to put two fingers inside it hurt and I
told him just one. His hand was really tight in me
jeans, so I undid them and sort of pushed them
down a little. It was so nice, I just rolled and rolled.
Todd pushed his finger way up inside me. He was
half laying on me.
That's when, somewhere in my mind, I felt his-
thing against my thigh. It was pushing against me,
hard in his pants. He was sort of pushing it against
me, rubbing it up and down slightly. I reached down
and ran my hand between us. Todd rolled back
slightly and I felt it in his pants. It was about six
inches long and felt like broom handle. As soon as I
touched it, Todd started pushing it back and forth
against my hand and pushed his finger deep inside
me. I had another organism.
I lifted my hand up, then I tried to push it inside his
pants but his belt was too tight. "Here," he said,
rolling onto his beck. He pulled his hand out of my
pants, then undid his belt and pants. He pulled them
down slightly. His-penis-was hard up against his
belly. The head is pinkish brown, then the rest is
white with blue veins. It was warm, hot, and the
skin was soft over the hardness underneath. I started
rubbing it up and down. Todd started to breath hard
and hold on to me. I stopped long enough to push
my pants down all the way, I wanted to feel him
against my thigh.
Todd looked at me, his eyes had a glazed look. I
was suddenly very afraid that he'd not like me, I felt
so small, so much like a little kid. "God, you're
beautiful," he said. My heart leapt, I love him so
much!!!
He reached out and ran his finger along me. A
shiver went through me and I pushed my legs apart.
Again he pushed his finger inside me. A warm wave
ran over me. I held his penis against me, it was hot
and smooth against my hip. His hair kind of tickled
me as he rubbed it up and down. He was moving his
finger in and out too and we were kissing, frenching
like crazy. I had another organism, it spread across
my belly and down my legs. Todd pushed real hard
against me and sort of shook. I knew what was
happening, Mommy has told me about the stuff that
men squirt.
Suddenly it was all wet on my hip and side. Todd
grunted and pushed again, I could feel his penis
twitching against me and more wetness. He sighed
and relaxed against me.
"I love you so much," he said.
"I love you too."
We kissed more, then I lifted my hand up. It was all
wet with his stuff. My palm and wrist was all
smeared with his white stuff. It was also all over my
hip and up my side. I didn't know they made so
much!
Todd sort of laughed, then took a blanket and wiped
his goo up. I was all gooey too, down between my
legs. We kissed a lot more. Then I told Todd that
we really should get to my house because Mom
might call there to see if we were back.
Todd said he had to change his pants because he
had "come" on them. I guess that's what guys call
it. He got up and then really surprised me by taking
his pants off. That's when I realized we were both
naked! I was kind of embarrassed. He pulled me up
and we stood and kissed. His penis was still kind of
big but not hard and he dripped a little more of his
stuff on me.
As soon as we got home he kissed me again and he
kind of pushed his knee between my legs. All I did
was take his hand and we went to my room. I really
didn't mean to go all the way but, well, it just sort
of happened, ya'know.
Todd first took my top off, we were standing and
kissing. Then he took his shirt off, then undid his
pants and pulled them down. His penis was sticking
out again. I pulled my shorts off, then we tried to
hug. It was kind of silly, his thing was sticking out
and he pushed it against my tummy. I laughed at
him, then I was scared he'd be mad. He just picked
me up and lay me down on my bed. We cuddled
and kissed a lot. He pushed his fingers in me again
and sucked on my nipples-I must have orgasmed
ten times.
I really don't know how it happened, I was laying
on top of him and we were laughing. I had my
elbows on both his collarbones and I shifted around
to get more comfortable and, suddenly, I realized
that his penis was, well, it was pushing against my
slit. We stopped and looked at each other, then he
pushed against me and his tip went just a little bit
inside. He had this far away look in his eyes, I was a
little scared, but I also wanted to, well, you know. I
wanted to know what it was like. I pushed back
against him and it hurt. I could feel his heart
pounding so hard in his chest! I just knew that I had
to do what he wanted so I pushed harder. At the
same time he pushed and, well something sort of
gave and he was way inside me. It stung a lot but it
also felt real good. We moved back and forth some
and I had another orgasm. From then on, it just went
on and on. Then I felt him spurting his stuff inside
me. I didn't care, it felt so good.
A little while later he was done and I rolled off him.
That's when I saw the blood, so did he. It had
gotten all over the sheets. I'm so scared mom will
find out! We put them in the wash, even the pad,
then he made the bed when I took a shower. Before
we went to sleep I told him I was really sore.
I made oatmeal for breakfast this morning and we
were watching TV when Mom got home.
Dear Diary:
I can't believe I was so stupid! Mommy knows, she
knew almost right away. I forgot about the sheets in
the washer-I'm so dumb. She called me to the
basement, she had them laying over the side of the
washer, still wet, with big red stains. I was so
scared.
She doesn't seem too mad. She said that she should
have expected it, letting me go out with an older
boy. I don't know if she'll ever let me see Todd
again.
Dear Diary:
I guess Mom isn't too mad. She said that she and
Mr. Thompson were going out again tonight and
Me and Todd could go out too.
Dear Diary:
I can't believe the things I'm doing. Mary or Jill
would tell me I was a Hussy. Well, let me tell you.
Todd and I went to his penthouse and he made us
pizza for dinner. Then we watched TV, but, well,
you know what we actually did. I was sitting on the
sofa and he was kneeling on the floor when he tried
to put it in me but it hurt! I was still too sore.
Todd is so sweet. He just smiled, then he kissed me
as he rubbed his fingers real gently. I laughed when
he said he'd kiss it and make it feel better-I
thought he was kidding. He did a lot more than kiss
it. When he licked me (down THERE) I thought I
would explode! I must have cum (that's what he
calls it, "cumming") eight times.
A little later, he was sitting next to me and I was
rubbing his penis. He put his hand on the back of
my neck and sort of pushed me down. I hadn't
thought about it, but I knew what he wanted. Other
girls have said that that's so gross but, well, I didn't
mind.
He felt warm and smooth in my mouth, tasted sort
of musky. A couple of times he pushed way back
into my throat and sort of gagged me. He was
pushing up and down and he told me the suck it
harder. I could feel him starting to shiver and I
knew what was happening. He pulled me off and
said he was about to cum but I really wanted to see
what it was like so I just leaned down and sucked
on him some more. His penis got harder and bigger
and he groaned. Then it was like he erupted in my
mouth. One second I was sliding him in an out and
the next second my mouth was full of his stuff. I
swallowed hard, a lot of it was in the back of my
throat and he shot more. I felt it squirting around
my lips and some of it ran over my hand. I must
have swallowed a dozen times before he stopped
shooting it. It's really slimy and doesn't taste good
but it's not as bad as okra. :)
We giggled and laughed, I had his stuff all over my
face and we had to get paper towels from the
kitchen. Then he said that we should spend the rest
of the evening naked, so we did. We even sat out on
the balcony naked. It's good that we did because he
saw his dad's limo pulling into the driveway and we
had to run to get dressed before Mr. Thompson and
Mommy got there.
The limo took us home, it was so cool. Mommy
asked me what we did and I said that we had pizza
and watched TV. Then she asked me if we had sex.
I said I was too sore. She sort of laughed and told
me that we were going to have a long talk tomorrow
about birth control. She said that, even though I'm
only eleven, I could still get pregnant. (I didn't
know that).
Dear Diary:
Mommy gave me a package of these big pills, she
called them "suppositories." She said I need to put
one way up inside me before Todd and me do it and
they will keep me from getting pregnant. Then she
told me to get undressed and she showed me how to
do it. It was kind of strange having my mommy
touch me there and watch me pushing my finger up
inside me like that. (She said that I should have
Todd do it!) After she had put her finger up inside
me to see if I had gotten it right she leaned down
and kissed me (I was sitting on my bed). She had a
kind of funny look on her face.
Dear Diary:
Todd gave me a ride home from class today.
Dear Diary:
We had a real hard workout in class today, usually
Wednesdays are hard, but Mrs. Coleen seemed to be
in a bitchy mood. We were both real sweaty when
we got home and Todd said he wanted to take a
shower with me! Before we got in I ran to my room
and got one of those suppositories Mommy had
given me. It sort of burns a little but I guess I need
to use them.
We did it in the shower. Todd sat on the floor and I
sort of knelt on him. First he had licked me some,
but he said I tasted really bitter. We both knew why
and I said I was sorry. He said it was ok, I'd just
have to wait until later to put one in next time. I told
him that Mommy says he should do it and he
laughed and said it sounded like fun.
He sat on the floor of the shower and I kind of
kneeled above him. It felt so good to feel him inside
me and all I wanted to do was bounce up and down
on him forever. I must have cum three times before
he did. I could really feel him shooting inside me, it
made me feel so warm and full. We kissed and
kissed, so romantic, and just stayed like that in the
shower for a long time. I didn't want him to pull out
of me, he felt so nice inside me.
I was falling asleep when Mommy knocked at the
door! "Hey, you two. You're using all the hot
water!" was all she said. Todd was really
embarrassed, especially because his clothes were in
my room and he had to run down the hall in a towel.
Dear Diary:
Todd and I went downtown today, just to roam
around Manhattan. We took the train down to Penn
Station, then went window shopping. We ate at a
little deli before catching a train back out the Island.
But, let me tell you what I wore.
Todd really likes my pink shirt with the spaghetti
straps. I know why, I'm always catching him trying
to look down it. Sometimes I lean forward for him
just so he can. (I only have two little bumps, but he
sure likes them.) I also wore my blue cotton skirt
and NO PANTIES.
It felt really different. The fabric of the skirt was
rough but it was really sexy feeling the air on my
bottom (and front). I was also real nervous that
someone would see, but, after a while, I kind of
wanted people to see. We were standing on the
train, it was very crowded, and I was thinking that I
bet I was the only girl there with no panties. We
were smushed together and I was behind Todd,
hugging him. I took his hand and pulled it around
between us, he right away started to rub me through
my skirt. I put my hand on the outside of his pants
and I could feel his cock (that's what he calls it, it's
a much easier word than "penis"). He had to know
that something was missing but, just to be sure, I
pulled my skirt up, really slow, and pushed against
him so no one could see. I almost fell down when I
came, I know I moaned a little. A few seconds later
I noticed a man sitting in one of the seats staring at
us and grinning. When he saw me looking he
winked. Just before we started moving toward an
open seat I flashed him.
For the rest of the evening, Todd felt me every
chance he had, once in a clothing store, once on the
street while looking at a display window. When we
ate dinner, we took an end booth and he made me
cum again. The place was real crowded and busy,
no one noticed but anyone walking by on the street
could have looked in the window and seen us. I
rubbed him through his pants and he had to go to
the men's room to clean up.
It was around 11 when we got back out to
Brentwood. While we were driving from the station
to my house I pulled up my skirt and put one of
those suppository things in. But first, just to be
funny, I played with myself while Todd watched.
When he reached over I said no, I wanted to make
myself cum. He almost wrecked the car a couple of
times watching me in the dark. It was so sexy to be
doing that there. I imagined all sorts of people could
see me and it just made me cum and cum.
We did it right there in the kitchen as soon as we
got home. I pulled my top and skirt off and sat on
the counter while Todd stood. He was so hot, he
came right away, almost as soon as he pushed into
me he was filling me. He kept going for just a little
while longer and made me cum too.
After we calmed down, Todd was still panting and I
was leaning forward hugging him, my head on his
shoulder, he was still inside me, Mom said, "Well,
if you two are finished, can we come in and get
some more wine?" She and Mr. Thompson were
standing in the doorway smiling.
I was sooooo embarrassed! Todd jumped back and
started pulling up his pants (they were around his
ankles) and my clothes were still in the hallway.
Mommy pulled a small tablecloth out of the
cupboard and handed it to me.
"Well, son, I see what you like about Courtney."
Mr. Thompson said. "You really should wait to get
to you bedroom before you do that." Mommy said
to me. "Come out and join us on the patio when you
get your clothes on."
It was really kind of embarrassing to sit out there
with Mom and Mr. Thompson after what had
happened. Mr. Thompson had seen EVERYTHING.
Todd didn't say anything. But, Mom told us that
they were going to Todds house later and they
wanted Todd to stay with me that night. They also
said that they had plans for all of us to go
somewhere together next weekend.
After they left, it was kind of awkward with Todd.
We took a shower but didn't do anything there.
Later, we did it in my room. This time we did
something different. I lay on my belly and Todd
was on top of me. It was so nice and warm being
rocked that way. I could push my behind up to meet
him but really couldn't do much. It took him a long
time before he came. I put one of my hands down
there and played with myself while he slid in and
out, it was kind of weird feeling his cock with my
fingertip as he pushed back and forth. Afterwards,
we rolled onto our sides and slept like spoons. It
was so nice. He kept is cock inside me for a long
time as we just lay there and slept.
Dear Diary:
I don't know, I'm doing such strange things these
days. Two weeks ago I didn't even know what a
"blow job" is, today I did it to Todd when we were
driving on the highway. We were driving back from
a restaurant out Long Island where we had dinner
with his dad and Mommy and, well, I was cuddling
up to him and I started rubbing him. He got hard
right away and, well, he was wearing a pair of loose
shorts, so it was easy to undo his zipper and pull his
penis out. I rubbed it some, then I decided to do it. I
had to undo my seat belt. I was a little scared that he
might drive off the road! He had the cruise control
on, so he just leaned back and steered. It wasn't
long and he was gushing in my mouth. I really kind
of like it when he cums, I know it makes him so
happy. This time I didn't swallow, at least not right
away. I held it in my mouth and, after he had
finished, I sat up and sort of let it run out of my
mouth and down my chin. A lot of it dripped onto
my top. I pulled it out so it would drip down on my
chest.
We went for a walk along the beach later, it was a
little cool there, then he took me home. Mom was
there, so he just dropped me off.
Dear Diary:
I want to write you and tell you about this afternoon
before Todd gets here to pick me up.
It's Saturday and he called around 10 and asked if I
wanted to come over. I said sure, so Mommy
dropped me off on her way to an appointment.
When I got to his apartment I knocked and Todd
opened the door. He pulled me in and then we
hugged and kissed. I guess I kind of figured out that
his dad wasn't there when he said that he wanted to
spend the whole afternoon naked.
His dick was already hard when we stripped off our
clothes, then he just lay down on the floor. (I had to
dig one of those suppository things out of my purse
and he had me stand over him as I pushed it up
inside myself). We did it right there, at the front
door. I love being on top, that way I can really
move him in and out of me like I want. I must have
cum four times. My nipples stick out when I get
really hot and I love it when he rubs them and
pinches them when he's inside me. He's really
gentle. A couple of times, he sat up and sucked on
them. That just makes me cum and cum. It's like a
warm explosion in my tummy, then it spreads down
my legs and up into my chest. I always cum when I
feel him suddenly get real big and he pushes hard
into me. Then I feel him twitching inside me and
then feel him filling me up. It's so nice and warm
but usually there's too much and some leaks out and
runs down my leg or bottom.
Afterwards I'm so gooy that I need to go to the
bathroom and clean myself up.
We sat and watched some TV for a while then, we
still didn't have any cloths on. I was sitting on his
lap and he rubbed me down there and made me cum
again. I pushed his finger way up inside me, then
licked it off. That was gross but he was so funny
about it.
Then we went out on the balcony! At first I was
scared that someone would see us but we lay down
in the sun and it was so comfortable that I went to
sleep. I don't know how long we slept but, I woke
up first. He was laying on his back and his penis
was sort of flopped over to the side. I really wanted
to feel it, so I real gently got up and kneeled next to
him. Then, real slowly, I lifted it up and started to
suck on it. It felt kind of weird, it was soft and
spongy, but Todd woke up and so did his penis!
He got hard real fast, then he rolled me onto the
floor and went down on me. God I love it when he
licks me down there! Sometimes, he sort of puts his
mouth all around me and sucks, then flicks his
tongue up and down my slit. That just makes me
shoot off like a skyrocket!
He told me he wanted to "do it doggy style." I
didn't know what he meant but he showed me. He
had me get on my hands and knees. I was looking
over the edge, through the bars when he pushed it
inside me from behind. It was really kind of weird,
doing it like that and watching all the people and
cars in the street below. It was also real exciting to
think that people could see us and I came right
away. He was sliding in and out of me real easy, I
must have cum another four times!
Well, I'm not sure I should tell you what happened
next. I was holding onto the bars, just sort of
relaxing when he pulled out. Then I felt him against
my bottom! He pushed and I sort of pulled away
from him, I thought he had just missed but he put it
against my bottom again. It actually felt kind of
good, so I rocked back and stuck my butt up. Then
he pushed real hard and pushed it up inside me
there. It hurt a lot but it also felt real good. I
couldn't believe he was pushing it in there but,
ya'know, it made me just cum and cum and cum. I
could feel that he was real deep up inside me and
then I felt him twitched and cumming. I
straightened up and he hugged me as he really
rammed way up inside me. Then we sort of fell over
sideways and lay, right up against the bars. A little
while later her pulled out and ran to the bathroom.
My butt hurts a lot now, it just aches real deep like.
When he came back I told him he hurt me but it was
alright. I was a little scared that there was some
blood when I wiped a little later, but it's stopped
now. I'm not sure I'll let him do that again.
Dear Diary:
We just went to a movie and then came home. I am
still kind of sore, so we just watched TV.
Dear Diary:
Mommy says we're going to spend next weekend
with the Thompson's up at Lake Champlain.
That'll be cool!
Dear Diary:
I haven't gotten to see Todd much this week, only
at class. It's finals week and he has lots of exams
and has to study. My last day of 5th grade is
Thursday, Todd's school ends on Friday. Then
we're leaving for the lakes once Mom is off work.
Dear Diary:
Mr. Thompson's limo should be here to pick me up
in a few minutes. Mom says that we'll go to her
office and pick her up around noon, then we'll be
meeting Todd and Mr. Thompson at the airport to
fly up to the Lake. That'll be cool.