The chair was a mess to be sure, after a brief much needed snuggle, I got soapy water and tried to clean my throne. Covered with a towel for now, my little lover and I got sodas from the fridge and sat outside. Kylie asked me a question, "what does love feel like?" "how do you know for sure?". I was kinda at a loss briefly, but I told her honestly that in the past, I had never been in love before. That my mother had told me once, that when you absolutely can not be without the person or imagine any life in which that person is not a part of, that is a big part of love. Honesty, trust and mutual need for each other is part of it too. She thought for a few minutes, while looking a million miles away, then said... "well, then I know that I really do love you", she looked so sweet and serious.

We took my new cycle to her house and had curry chicken, rice and steamed broccoli, and it was to die for. After clean up, we had coffee on the front steps. I must have been too quiet or something, because Mindy asked me what was so heavy on my mind? Fear grabbed at my heart, but I knew that it was time to be honest, at least to a point. I told her that I was terrified to tell her my problem, but that I respected her far too much to keep my secret anymore. She siad "wow!, I better get us more coffee, this sounds way to serious" she smiled and went for more. When she returned, I told her that it was a crazy situation. A situation that may damage or destroy our friendship. She did not respond, but looked as though she was sad for me. I told her that if I tried to take the long way of telling her, that I would just be rationalizing and trying to justify my feelings, and all it boiled down to was that I knew for certain, that I was deeply inlove with Kylie.

There was nothing more to say, I told her to take her time, think about this and let me know, what she thought was the right thing to do. If I needed to find a new house to rent to make things easier, then I would do it. I touched her hand, briefly went in and said my goodbyes to the girls, telling them I had alot of work to do do today. A quick kiss from each, and I was on my way home.

Time can drag on so slowly, minutes seem like hours, and when you are alone with only your thoughts you can be your own worst enemy. I tried to read, sleep and even work, but nothing could help me, I was in a situation that just seemed impossible. I just sat...

To my complete shock laced with some fear, Mindy enter the gate alone, not even 2 hours later. She did not give away any emotion in her face, she just sat down. I got us each a tanduay ice, because I for sure needed it, and suspected she may be feeling the same way. God, I did not want to think about my empty life without Kylie, but if that were to happen, I was at a total loss as to what I would do. I returned with the drinks and sat down, Mindy said thanks and wasted no time. She said that children were far to young at age 9 to really understand the complex world of adult feelings. She I love that you are so true to your feelings and did not waste time with excuses. I just stared stright ahead... Her next words floored me... She said, she had saw it from the beginning, and that although she did not understand it completely, that she knew that even at 9 years old, that her daughter Kylie was very deeply inlove.

I then learned that my little love child evidently talked in her sleep. Sharing deep feelings of love and moaning my name in her sleep. All I could do is blush very bad, knowing what the moaning part was all about. The next shock came when she asked me if Kylie could stay with me for awhile, to see if this was really a workable relationship. Mindy had a sexual relationship herself at age 12, and when it was stopped, she was devastated, and that even now, she was plagued with the question of what could have been? Mindy only knew one thing, and that was the fact that she had no desire to watch her little girl do through that same thing. She would know that every minute of every day, how much pain Kylie would feel.

Mindy was quiet now, wrapped in her own uncertain thoughts. We just sat...

Then the words just flowed from me. I told her that I was as uncertain as she was, but that for sure, I was as inlove with a child, and as impossible as it may seem, I was certain of at very least, just that. The things we had done together sexually, really had little to do with what was now happening. So sharing that information now, was of little need.

That same evening, we went back to Mindy's home, in part to tell Kylie that if she wanted to, that she could come to my home to live, and secondly, knowing Kylie's reaction, was to collect the things she would need tonight.

Never in my life have I ever seen such a happy person, Kylie cried huge tears, huged her mother and her sister, cried more, hugged me and actually sank to her knees, with hands clasped together, she thanked God for the beauty of life. For me at that point, there were no words.

We put away Kylies things, the rest we could get tomorrow, we made a list of things we needed and turned out the lights around the house, and went hand in hand to our bedroom.

Kylie kissed me, then pulled off her shirt, followed by her shorts and panties, I sat on the bed and just watched. Her slim body, small chest and puffy little cunny, were a sight I could never forget. She turned and placed the clothes on the chair, giving me a good view of her back, legs and plump rear. I held out my hand and pulled her close, looking into her eyes, I said, I love you Kylie, I do not understand how this could happen, but it did. I love you, i repeated. Kylie kissed me sweetly.

I got undressed, and stood in front of Kyie. She reached out and touched my already hard cock. My knees got weak and I had to sit. She pushed me gently down so that I am laying on my back, legs hanging over with my feet still on the floor. She held my cock with a gentle hand, leaned forward and kissed my cock head. I jumped and moaned, nothing can explain how it feels when a young lover, never having heard of oral sex, doing this just out of the blue, floors a guy. Knowing that she gave me pleasure, she licked my cock all the way from bottom to top, I asked her if she would suck it into her mouth. No objection, she did just that and I came in less than 15 seconds. Shock and awe was a mild understatement, cum leaked from her mouth but she managed to collect it all and swallow. My mind was just blown, no words at all, i lost consiousness. I'm not sure if I was out that long but Kylie looked very scared, tears flowed and she shook. I held her close and said "WOW!" she wiped her tears as I kissed and licked the others, i told her that she did the most unbelievable thing, I had never felt such pleasure, and it made me passout. You should have seen the grin! We kissed for a very long time.

I sucked Kylies nipples, nibbled her ear lobes, kissed her neck shoulders and nipples again, my hand on her tummy, she tried to move her bottom up to get my hand down lower, i knew that her pussy needed some help, but I held back for a few minutes. From her small nipples to her tummy, I kissed and licked her til her body was shaking. My hand only brushing the mound of her love cleft. She let out a loud moan, and said "pleeaasseeee!"

She was there. I kissed her smooth pussy, and lightly touched her clit with my tongue, slipping it down to her small opening. She was bucking her hips in the air so hard, I had a devil of a time keeping my mouth on her, she grabbed my head and pulled it to her pussy, grinding my mouth and tongue into her sex. I backed off and kissed her legs, then as she calmed some, looking frustrated, I ran my tongue up the crease between her leg and mound. My finger eased its way to her tight hole and stood at the entrance, my tongue then went hard to her spread pussy and clit, my finger drove deep into her sweet silky cunt, my other hand held her firmly as it could, as she sreamed... Ahhhhhhhgggggggg!!! Her body lost all control, her hips tightly push off the bed as far as they could get, her pussy clamped onto my finger and she screamed again and again, her young pussy just stayed tight, then with a rush, it relaxed then started to contract again, the again and again, my finger now pounding in and out of her, my tongue started to stroke her clit hard again, then I sucked on her little bud. Her shaking almost scared me, then like a damn opened up, her pussy gushed fluid like I never knew possible. There must have been at least a quart of juice that sprayed out of her, and she fainted. I moved up beside her and held her close, she actually went into a deep sleep. i kissed her face and lips, just feeling so connected to the little lover, that all I could do was stare at that sweet tranquel face.

After about 10 minutes, I realized that she went into a deep sleep. I went to the cr, washed up in the shower and made a pot of coffee. I did not even know that I could ever feel so dazed, so alive and so contented all at the same time, but mostly my heart was filled to overflow with sweet, simple and complex love...

I poured coffee and went to check on my little soulmate. She was curled into a ball and was sleeping soundly. I put the blanket over her and kissed her soft cheek. Then backed out to my coffee and thoughts.

About 3 hours passed, then a small hand touched mine, she looked so sweet, her face and eyes still in a pleasant fog from the rest. I put her on my lap and kissed her cheeks again, then just snuggled in. She asked me then "will you marry me?" geeez! I slapped my own forehead and started to laugh, all I could say was "YES" she laughed along with me as we burried out selfs in the embrace. We returned to bed and made love, slow and easy twice before drifting off to sleep.

For the first time in memory, since teen years, I slept til 9am. When I woke up, my little lover was nowhere in sight. I jumped from the bed with a bladder in need of relief and a need to know where my Kylie was. Hahahaha, she was on the phone, getting instructions on cooking something, hearing the talk, I snickered a bit and went to relieve myself. Even took a short shower while I was at it.

I got myself dressed fast and went to join my new house mate. She was off the phone and busy putting together omelets, something so intimate about that, something so domestic and sweet, I made my way to her, kissed her neck, which made her giggle and flinch, I said I love you, and went to make Coffee.

Mindy and Mara came over daily, sometimes all day or several times a day. Life took on a whole new and wonderful direction. Contentment like I never dreamed possible. Days turned to weeks and it was all so great.

The school called me, and said that Kylie was not doing well, she had a fever and was kind of week. So I went quickly to the school to pick her up. I put her in bed, covered her up and used a cool wet cloth to try to sooth her. She slept... Mindy came over after work, she spent time with Kylie and attended to her til after dark. Kylie slept herd, her body fighting off the sickness.

Morning came and she was still out cold, I did some work and checked back often. She did wake up briefly to go the the bathroom, but returned to bed after giving me a kiss. She said I love you as she vanished into our room. Being and only child, my mom had passed when I was not even a year old, I was raised by sitters and schools and my dad to a small degree. So never having been real close to anyone, much less anyone real sick, my worry and emotions were off the hook.

Kylie got better in a few days, and was almost back to normal, our routine in place, we loved, laughed and spent time looking about the city of Manila, as much as her school hours and weekends would allow. Mindy and Mara joined us at times, and life was good.

Friends of Kylie were never in short supply, Mara and several other girls spent hours at our home. It was great, but my time was growing very short, I was uncertain what to do. I had maybe 6 weeks left on my project, if I could stretch it that far. I really needed to address this problem soon. There was no way I could ever leave, and I knew it.

At a meeting about 3 weeks later, I told the review board how much it was killing me, with just the thought of having to leave. I had to thank them for this oppertunity and was quite honest about how my thoughts and life had changed for the better, as a result.

Before the meeting was over, the superintendant pulled me to the back table. He asked me if I would at least think about working for the University full time. I almost cried... Quickly I said yes, the pay scale did not matter, I had my way out, just that quick.

Rushing home, news in hand, I gathered my new family and told them the news... Mindy took 10 days off, and we went to a place she had always wanted to go to... Borocay... It was heaven, 2 cabins and 7 days of beach, eating, shopping and love. I was born again.

I finished my project, called my boss and told him that I was not coming back to the states. I thanked him and said goodbye. I emailed my father and told him also, that I was assigned a permanent position in the Philippines. I never got a reply. 2 weeks later, a neighbor to my dad emailed me that my father was dead, that I needed to come home right away.

I told everyone what happened, and said my goodbyes, made love to Kylie as many times as I could, with the time I had. Every time my hard cock was inside of Kylie, I felt whole. She was the part of me that had always been missing, and I just never knew it. Til that day, I finally realized, that the empty feeling I always felt existed in me, was real, and that Kylie was the only person alive, who could fill that void.

After a 17 hour flight, I rested, made arrangements and had the funeral set, and with help from dads neighbor, it went very smooth. He had only a few friends, but had many coworkers that came out to pay their respects. A lawyer came also, and told me that we needed to settle dads affairs soon. The next day, we were to meet. It felt very strange to be at the house I had grown up in. It never did feel like a home to me. Just a place to exist. My home was 6000 miles away.

The next day, went to the lawyers office, hoping to settle things fast. As it turned out, my father had put away a small fortune, the lake cabin and house added to that as well. The bank transfer took place, the lawyers fees already paid, I got a total of 3.4 million dollars, not including the property. I hired the lawyer myself, to put the properties on the market, and to turn them over as fast as he could. We shook hands and parted.

My return flight was so slow, in my heart, it was all that I could do to stay seated. Kylie was the only thing on my mind. At about 2pm Manila time, my flight landed. I had bought a few things at the Norita Japan Air Terminal and had a few other items from home that I bought as gifts. I was about to get into a taxi, when I heard a loud scream, actually a couple screams. Turning to the noise, Kylie, Mara and Mindy were all running toward me. I covered my face bent over and just laughed at the sight. Hugs and kisses and more hugs and kisses, we settled into a hired van, gifted to us by the Dept Ed review board. It was way more than I expected.

We dropped off Mindy and Mara, and went home, letting them know to meet us here at 7. Kylie and I closed the door, I lifted her into my arms, and into our chamber of love we went. Her body was just everything good to me, her eyes, her smile and her gentle love lifted me to a place that even eagles could not reach.we made love, first it was fast and frantic, her tight pussy was in constant pinch mode, her nipples were as hard as can be, we fucked steady for 2 hours, I shit you not! We even dozed off for maybe 20 minutes, with my cock still inside of Kylie. As my cock came to life, she moved slowly, savoring our union as well as she could. She was overflowing with our juices.

I carried her to the shower, and we got cleaned up. After getting dressed, I gave Kylie 2 of her gifts from back home. A ladies Rolex watch and an emerald and diamond tennis styled bracelet. She cried, not even knowing what they really were, she just cried for the thought of a gift.

Mindy and Mara, true to form, were right on time. I hired a car and driver and we went to a Hilton run hotel with a 1rst rate restuarant. As we ate, I told them what happened back home. The confused look and silence was mind shattering. 3.4 million in US funds, plus an added 1.5, give or take on the property sale, was just under 300,000,000 peso. This is a very hard number to wrap your head around. I can't say for sure, but it may have taken the whole meal for them to understand what I was saying, and even then, not really.

Writing this out, the memories are still too much for me. They are still thick in my mind and soul.

A tribal official, with secrecy married Kylie and I in native custom. The day was bright, it was only a week after a terrible typhoon had set its sights on Luzon. We had spent longgg days, putting together supplies to give to those in need. Water, prepared food, clothing and simple person hygene items. We were so wrapped up in this, our day was upon us before we could even blink.

A native dress and beaded head, shoulder and body decor made my young bride a sight to behold. A vision that will never leave my mind. The cerimony, dance and the feast, lasted all day and well into the night. A few officials, polic and even an NBI man were there. Not in an official manor, I might add. Marriage to a girl of not yet 10, was still illegal after all. These kinds of things do happen, but it is always kept quiet. It is a deeply held custom, that is allowed under certain situations.

By 3am, we went to our hotel room to finally sleep. We kissed and fell asleep in each others arms. Kylie actually woke up before me, it was 7am when my eyes fluttered open. My wife was simply watching me sleep. She kissed each eye, then my nose and gave me her tongue in a passionate kiss. She pushed back the covers and put my soft cock into her mouth, no foreplay or words, just sucked my cock. What a way to wake up! It took a very long 15 seconds for my cock to get hard, man... She climbed up, with a leg on each side of me and pointed my cock into her baby smooth pussy, another sight that will linger forever. Kylie came hard on the very first few strokes, it was amazing. The pace after a short few minutes of catching her breath, continued slowly, riding my cock, her eyes closed, she came again, her pussy was so tight as it is, but the contractions were unbelievable. I rolled over on top, keeping my weight off of her as much as I could, she tilted her head and we kissed long and deep, my cock as far into her little pussy as it could get. My control was lost, I began pounding and pounding my cock in and out of her silky young cunt, she bucked and screamed over and over again, then I could not hold back, my shaft pushed cum into her contracting pussy. I held myself as deep as I could as rush after rush of my seed shot out of me, flooding her insides, Kyie actually came again, not as huge as the prior orgasms, but still enough to make her gasp for air...

We showered, got dressed, all the time, stopping to share kisses. She reminded me several times that I was now her husband and that she belonged to me fully. All I could do was kiss her. It was all such a dream come true for both of us. We had room service breakfast, went to the airport and to a vacation spot on a private island retreat. There was a single lady to keep the house in order and cook meals, she was a Master Chef who was paid huge wages to run this property, her was to serve in total secrecy all of the guests, that could afford the island retreat. A man came weekly, to clean and maintain the area around the large house, and check chemical levels in the pool.

Marie had a small cabin about 50 yards from the main house, but at 4am she started her day. We were still fucking like wild animals at 4 am each day we were there. I am not sure about how much time we actually slept even, maybe 4 hours at most. We walked the beach and swam. We picked shells and watched through snorkles, tropical fish, going on about their routine. It was beautiful and peacefull.

We returned home after 10 days of wedded bliss, I became Kylie's home school teacher and managed 4 classes a day at the University, 3 days of the week.

Kylie turned 10 on March 3rd. We had a huge party for her. Everyone enjoyed themselves, a band played, and a special permit allowed me to put on a fireworks display as an added gift. I presented Kylie her gift in an envelope. She looked confused, but smiled with a question in her eyes. I had bought her property and a house that was being build as we spoke. 4 bedrooms, and office, library, 3 bathrooms and hot and cold running water throughout the house. And in addition, a pool...

The house and land was in her mothers name until she was 16, but none the less, it was all hers. In all my years, I have never dared dream that I could feel the way I did. It was a dream of dreams. We made love that night and promised to always be there for each other, to never argue or be mad at each other, because savoring this blessed life, was just to special to taint.

I came home from class on a bright sunny Monday, and found Kyie sleeping on the new sofa in our new house. We had moved in just the week before, she loved the pool, and spent hours cleaning, even though we had 2 full time ladies to attend to this. She wanted to know every inch of her home. It just tickled me to no end... I bent over my sleeping princess and kissed her soft lips. And I knew at that instant that my life was over! I screamed! I screamed again, I pulled her into my arms and convulsed in tears. My angel princess was gone...

I don't remember how I got to the hospital, I remember very little of the whole next week or so. Between grief and medications, my mind was gone, my soul was dead and my heart was broken in 2. I wanted to die!

I can't even finish this story for you. But maybe some day in a very distant future I will be able to do just that, but not now... The pain is just too deep...

I wish I could tell you that we lived and loved happily ever after, but that is not the case.