Characters

• Penny, a Thalidomide baby
• Steve, Penny's adoptive father
• Patrick, friend and neighbour to Steve

Preface

This is the story of a little girl called Penny, a Thalidomide baby, as told by her adoptive dad. Thalidomide was a drug taken by pregnant mums in the late 1950's to early 1960's for morning sickness. Unknown to these pregnant women at the time however, the unborn baby they carried was being hurt. Thus the baby would eventually be born with abnormalities, some of them too hideous to talk about. In Penny's case the deformities were confined only to her limbs and eyesight. She was born with two half legs, no left arm and a thin right arm that only extended to the elbow on which grew one and a half fingers, at first considered to be rather useless. But in Penny's case everything else was in reasonable shape apart from needing a couple of operations when she was a baby. She was, for all intents and purposes, a healthy little baby. Her vital organs were strong and healthy apart from her eyes. She would eventually need corrective glasses to help with her eyesight.

Unfortunately, her birth mother was unable to cope with the deformities and so gave her up for adoption. This is where we meet Steve, who tells us his story.

It was 2 years and ten months after Penny arrived that my wife of six years left for another man. I must say right at the outset, I was devastated. I was so much in love with her but she had not been able to cope with the fulltime care of little Penny. And of course, like a lot of men in a failing marriage, I just didn't see it coming. Penny had become the main focus in the household rather than my relationship with my wife first. That was a bad mistake. Still, penny needed the care and that's what she got. For the next 3 years I only just managed to keep my head above water, financially and emotionally. My sex life was non-existent, the only women I knew were the Social Workers that would visit me about once a month. And of course, there were the neighbours down the hall, little old ladies who kept to themselves most of the time.

All my attention went on caring for Penny, making sure she ate properly, got to the physio on a regular basis and helping out with some school work when I thought I knew some answers. Penny was a real fighter. She would make sure that she was as independent as possible in everything she did, whether it be going to the toilet or going to bed, she only asked for assistance when it was needed. Being a Thalidomide baby wasn't going to hold her back, she wasn't sorry for herself one little bit. I had put aside some money from a grant that I had received from an Aid Agency and we managed to fit her for some prosthetic legs. They were a godsend. Once she had gotten used to them Penny didn't sit still. She just loved the freedom they had given her. She loved the social interaction of school and would tell me all about each day when she came home. All things said and done things were doing well for her given her disabilities. But then not everything is as it seems.

Right out of the blue one day when she had just come home from school, she just sat in her wheelchair and stared at me. She didn't say anything. She just looked at me with this funny puzzled expression on her face. I knew something was up so I asked her what was going on. At first she didn't want to say anything but after some bribery I managed to open her up. Then she hit with it.

"Daddy, will I be able to have a baby when I grow up?"

"Has someone been talking about babies Pen?" was all I could come up with. Pretty lame I thought later.

"Well, yeah......ah...no not really. Some girls were saying bad things about me and they said I won't be able to have a baby."

"They said I was a freak and if I ever had a baby that it would be a freak too." "But then I don't know how to make one anyway."

I felt so bad for her. Kids can be so cruel sometimes. Penny was almost in tears as she spoke but brightened up for a moment when she hit me again with another question.

"Daddy, will you show me how to make a baby?" she said quietly.

You could have hit me with a hammer and it would have been softer. I was frozen to the spot. Words failed me. I couldn't even make eye contact with her for a few moments. Then when I did look at her she had tears in her eyes as she spoke again.

"I want to have a baby so I can show them I can." She stated.

I was left speechless. Then I hit on the simple and fumbling excuse that she would have to do mummy and daddy things to have a baby once she was grown up and married. I thought at the age of 35 I would be able to come up with a reasonable explanation for such a situation.

"But why daddy? Why can't we do it now? What do you mean mummy and daddy things?"

I tried to explain but it was no use, she wasn't going to accept that she would have to wait. What do you say to a 7 year old girl, who is profoundly handicapped, no arms or legs to speak of, when she wants to have a baby?

The only thing I could do was to give a big hug, act like a daddy would, run my fingers through her lovely Blonde hair and tell her to be patient. Eventually she accepted my reluctance to give her a decent answer. The truth was that I didn't really have a good answer for her.

The next day I packed her off to school again, kissed her on her little button nose just as I normally do and went about my work at home on the computer. (Thank god for the internet, I would be lost without it while looking after Penny.) Nothing extraordinary about the day I thought. That is, except an email I got from my long-time friend and neighbour Patrick. Pat and I had keys to each other's front doors in case of emergencies. Anyway, we sometimes would communicate about different issues seeing he worked in the city and I worked from home. I thought ..."oh well...I'll look at that later when I stop for a break." Little did I know what was in the email 'till about 3 hours later. I had forgotten about the damned thing anyway, until my computer alerted me that it was there.

When I opened it I realised there was also an attachment, so I opened it and saw that it was another porn movie. It wasn't unusual for Pat to send me stuff like that. He knew how desperate I had become over the years, only this time it was different. Along with the movie Pat had written a message that this one I would especially like and to prepare myself before watching it. I had no idea what he was talking about. There had been a few others in the past, all being quite similar, that were a mild turn on, and so I didn't expect this one to be all that different.

I sat in my comfy chair with the laptop on my legs and waited for the credits to go and the fun to start. It started just as usual with a young teen, maybe 15 years old doing a striptease in a room by herself. But the scene soon changed. The door opened and in came a very young girl and a man right behind her. The little girl would have been only 8 or 9 years old and wasn't wearing any clothing. She had blonde hair, a flat tummy and her chest was just starting to bud. She had a natural bald pussy, not shaved like so many of the porn stars these days. The man also was nude except for a mask covering his face. The older girl got up and lay on the bed on her back with her legs raised and knees wide apart. The little girl followed her onto the bed but she didn't lie down. Instead she knelt down between the older girl's legs, spread the older girl's cunt lips and began to lick her open cunt.

Then the man got behind the little girl and took his already hard cock and aimed it straight at her cunt. His cock seemed to be of average size but I thought that it would never go inside the little girl's tiny opening. The man rubbed his cock up and down the little girl's cunt lips for a few moments and started to push slowly. But then without warning he rammed the thick pole straight inside, groaning as he did.

I couldn't believe my eyes. She had taken everything the man had to offer. My own cock was suddenly at attention and almost hurting. Seeing this little girl get fucked by the man was such a turn on I was almost cumming without touching myself. Pat had been right. He knew I would like what I saw. But this was disturbing at the very least. At best this was nothing short of child porn. How could I with all good conscience condone such behaviour? Torn between both the rights or wrongs of the movie and the adults who had made the thing in the first place, I decided to stop the movie and delete it from the hard drive. But I hesitated, for about 1 hour I mopped around the house like an old lost dog that had nowhere to go. But then lust was the final straw, those images lingered in my head like a fog in winter. I couldn't wait to get the movie going again. My cock was hard in no time and I was furiously wanking at the sight of the depraved people on the screen. I watched as the little girl's cunt was stretched to the limit and I thought she was going to be split in two by the pistoning cock deep inside her cunt.

The camera soon moved around to the older girl and to where the 8 year old was sucking her cunt and teasing her clit. The teen had started a gyrating motion with her lower parts of her body making sure not to lose contact with the youngster's mouth. The little girl did all that she could to stay connected to her given the amount of movement on the bed from the man fucking her immature cunt. In about 3 minutes flat I shot my load all over myself. Never before had I had such a powerful climax. "So this is why pedophiles prey on vulnerable kids and take advantage of them!" I thought to myself.

Again I was wracked with guilt. I stopped the movie and encrypted it for safe keeping and tried to get back to work. Soon my little darling would be home and I needed to be composed for whatever she was going to tell me about her day. But composed I wasn't and when Pen came in the door I was totally unprepared for what she had to say.

She'd had a terrible day. Some of the other kids had taunted her about needing wheels or plastic legs to get around, calling her 4 eyes because of her glasses. All I could do was to take her into my arms and hug her while the tears rolled down her little cheeks. But my mind was wondering. All I could think of was the film that Pat had sent me that day.

Our shower that night was so very different for both of us. We normally showered together so that I could keep Pen's personal hygiene in check. As we washed that night something came over me that I just can't explain. It was as if something was guiding my hand to spend the longest time washing Pen's tender little cunt. Several times I soaped up the flannel to go straight back to that forbidden zone and keep on washing the little girl.

"Dad" she said. "You just did that bit!"

Startled, then quickly I composed myself, smiled at her as if everything was normal and got back to that task of washing the rest of her and me and getting the both of us out and dry. Finally, with Penny safely tucked up in bed for the night I sat in my lounge and in my mind went over the events of the day. And wasn't I glad the day was over, or was it. As much as I tried to relax I just couldn't get Pat's movie out of my mind. Where the hell did he get such a thing anyway? Then there was the torment that Pen was going through at School and what I would do if I were in her position. Added to this was the event in the shower with the flannel. My mind was cluttered and I needed to think it all through.

Eventually after a few stiff drinks I headed off to bed myself hoping to forget it all and get a good night's sleep. Fat chance! That little girl in the movie kept on waking me up with her moaning and groaning to the pumping of her tender 8 year old cunt. Finally I managed to get to sleep before the alarm went off at 6.30am the next day.

For the next week and a half everything was supposedly normal for our household. I would pack Penny off to school each day and she would arrive home in the afternoon to tell me all about the wonderful events of the day. And as usual I would share what my day was like with the exclusion of Pat's movie that I had now watched several times.

It was a Thursday afternoon, raining and cold.

When Penny came in the door she was visibly upset about the day and the torment that the other kids had put her through. We sat silently together for the longest time on the lounge and cried together at the cruelty of the situation.

Then in a flash the atmosphere change as if someone had just turned on a light switch.

"Why can't I have a baby daddy?"

Once again I was speechless. There were no words that could get me out of this predicament. My mind was filled with the scenes of the little girl in the video and it had really affected me. I had watched it again and again and sex was on my mind regardless of how I tried to pretend otherwise.

"You have to have sex to have a baby, Pen." The words came stumbling out of my mouth from nowhere in particular. They just appeared. I was both shocked and delighted at the response from Pen.

"Really daddy? What do you mean.... sex? I don't know what you mean."

Now I was in a really tight spot and she could see that I was struggling to give her an answer.

"Well honey, it's like this, a man puts his penis inside a woman's vagina and sends some seed down inside and later on the woman gets pregnant with a baby. It takes nine months for the baby to grow inside the woman and then it is born into the world just like all the other people we know." By this stage I was sweating and very, very uncomfortable. It was all a little bit grown up for her to fully understand but she posed another question to me that I should have expected but didn't.

"Will I have a freak baby daddy?"

"No darling, you won't have a freak!"

"Then show me how to do sex!"

"Oh hell, somebody rescue me from this drama!" I thought to myself. "What am I supposed to do now, pull my dick out and ram it into my little darling just like I had seen on the porn movie from Pat?" It's not like I hadn't seen Penny's cunt at all. After all, I had wiped her every time she went to the toilet since forever. But that is a completely different level of intimacy that a carer has for the disabled. Besides, she was my daughter whom I am supposed to teach a greater level of decency and dignity.

Penny was persistent, as always. She just kept at me until I weakened.

Finally I decided to do a little show and tell. Penny has always been a visual learner.

"Come here darling," as I knelt on the floor in front of her and positioned her into the corner of the lounge with lots of pillows behind her. Her stumpy little thigh length legs supporting her frail little body.

"What I am about to tell you is something we have to keep between us both, you can't tell anyone about what happens, ok?"

"Ok daddy."

"Ok now, I'm going to take off your panties and I want to show you something about yourself, alright?"

"Ok!"

I must have seen Penny's little cunt...err...vagina thousands of times before today but it just was so different this time, it was unbelievable. As I pushed her blue checked school dress up and took down her beautiful pink panties my hands visibly shook. Even as I tell the story now my heart is skipping a beat because of the intensity of the moment.

Anyway, her panties came off and here I am on the cliff edge ready to jump. Next thing, I am pushing my own trousers down and taking my underwear off to reveal my rapidly enlarging penis. My conscience was very active at this point but my mind pushed me in the direction of the porn movie I had just seen less than an hour ago.

We were now both semi-naked, Penny waiting expectantly for the right things to happen.

"Pen, this is something you have seen a lot of times before, my penis, right?"

"Yep" Penny nodded.

"Well, when a man and a lady want to have a baby, the man pushes his penis inside the woman's vagina and shoots some juice inside of her and that starts the ball rolling."

At this point my cock was so hard I was ready to rush for the bathroom, masturbate like a monkey in heat and shoot my cum all over the place, just to get some relief. But I had to restrain myself for Penny's sake or I would ruin the moment. Mature for her short 7 years, Penny knew this time we had was special. She remained silent while I spoke to her and waited patiently for answers to her thoughts about babies. Then she spoke.

"How come it's sticking up like that daddy?"

I took a few moments to explain the reasons why it was in that position and then sat down next to her.

"It's like a lollypop, daddy," she said with a giggle.

"Yes darling, a big warm lollypop just for you!" "Go ahead and touch it if you want sweetie."

With that she eagerly reached out with her one arm and tenderly touched the head of my cock with her one deformed finger. My cock gave a little twitch when she touched it and it brought a little giggle to Penny's world of excitement.

"This is what goes up inside you to make a baby, you see?"

Penny's eyes widened and she simply stared for a few moments. I could almost hear her thinking. Then she spoke up.

"Does it hurt daddy?" she asked.

"Absolutely not sweetheart, in fact, it is so nice that people want to do it all the time, just for fun."

"Can we do it daddy!" she said.

"No baby, I couldn't do that to you, you're probably far too small to take an adult penis." Thinking all the time as I spoke that the little girl in the movie had taken an adult cock deep inside her baby cunt. The conflict in my mind was excruciating. Nevertheless the heat of the moment was pushing me further into what I had once regarded as a forbidden zone. If you had asked me yesterday about sex with a little child I would have slapped you to the ground. Today, right at this moment, I really wasn't sure of anything.

"Baby, daddy's going to show you what you are able to do. Now I'm going to slide my finger along your vagina lips and show you how you can open up for a man to put his penis inside you, ok?"

"Are you going to put yours inside me daddy?"

"Clever girl is Penny." I thought to myself while fear surged through my body like a locomotive through a tunnel.

"Baby I'm not sure I would fit inside you, I'm bigger than you are and it might just hurt if I tried."

Just the very sight of Penny's little girl cunt was driving me wild with lust. My mere six and a half inches seemed to have a mind all of its own.

"But daddy we should try at least. Otherwise we won't know, will we?" As she spoke she looked at me with those beautiful green eyes and smiled. I almost melted on the spot.

"No baby, we won't know, I guess."

I thought I had better get back to talking about what her little cunt could do to try and steer the conversation away from me actually fucking the little girl right here on the lounge. At this point I was rather uncomfortable with the situation and with my dick being so hard. As I fingered Penny's little smooth pussy I thought to myself, "You're becoming a pedophile Steve, shame on you." That didn't stop me at all while I continued to talk about the functions of a woman's vagina. Then I found her little immature clitoris and gave it a tweak with my fingers. Penny nearly jumped off the lounge chair.

"Woooo"

"What was that daddy?" she said with a husky voice.

I was totally surprised at the reaction to my feeble attention.

"That was your clitoris darling, just the sort of thing you will want to use later on when you have a man in your life."

"Wow daddy, can you do that again please?"

I did and the same thing happened. Penny didn't know what hit her. At that very instant she became a different person. We had indeed found out that she had an abnormally sensitive clitoris. Earlier when Penny came in the front door from school she was indeed an innocent little 7 year old girl wanting answers to some very personal questions. Not that they were wrong questions in themselves but from a 7 year old they were uncomfortable to answer.

Anyway, here I was with my fingers fiddling with my little girl's unsoiled cunt and she was asking me for more. Well, what could I do? To refuse a request like that now would hurt the girl's feelings and we really didn't want that. I continued to pleasure her little cunt trying to work out what my next move would be. Penny tilted her head back against the stack of pillows and enjoyed the sensations that rippled through her deformed body. She had no idea of what to expect from someone touching her in such an intimate way but she was discovering a whole new world of sexual awakening. With a cautious breath I felt my way inside the lips of her tender cunt. Working my way deeper inside I fully expected to find an obstruction to my probing. None was there. Somehow Penny had lost her hymen, goodness knows how or where or even when. Now my mind was in a fixated state. All of the moral structures I had assembled over the years were now collapsing and passion was winning the battle for freedom. How could I be doing such things to one so young and innocent? But I didn't care to answer that question. All I wanted was some release from the sexual tension that had built up in me for the past several years. This was a moment to be cherished, a moment to behold.

Penny was silent, taking in all of the experience that was here on offer. Now she just lay back and let me do whatever I wanted to her half formed body. We were discovering together that the deformities of her body were more than made up for by the sensitivities in and around her hairless little pussy. This had to be abnormal. Surely she was ahead of her time in that department. But then I didn't really care all that much, normal or not, I was going to have this little girl, right or wrong.

My cock was now beginning to drip precum and was as hard as a hammer. As Penny lay there absorbed in the moment, I shifted her further down to the edge of the seat so my cock was in direct line with her cunt. I stuffed some more pillows down behind her so she had a better view of what was going to happen. As the precum oozed out of my cock I ran the head up and down Penny's tender cunt lips and slowly eased myself inside. She was ready, that's all I can say. What a surprise though. She did indeed have juices all of her own and mixed with mine, allowed me full and unfettered access to that pleasure dome. Oh what a feeling. It had been far too long since I had felt this way.

Penny was simply transfixed. Her eyes grew bigger as I eased myself deeper and deeper inside of her. Then it happened. Penny broke the silence.

"Daddy, are you sexing me?"

It was all I needed to relive the tension.

"Yes darling" I said, chuckling to myself. "This is what you call, having sex."

And that was all she needed to say. Penny just lay back and again became consumed by the sensations now rushing through her frail body. It felt out of this world to be plunging into a wet cunt for the first time in many years. But I had to be careful not to push too hard or go too deep. I had to remember that Penny was only 7 years old, not a fully grown woman. Pushing too deep could very well hurt the girl and cause untold damage. Gently I eased myself into the little girl with a backwards and forwards motion, working myself into a rhythm that would be best for the both of us. Penny was now beginning to make cooing noises as I pushed a little further inside of her. She had her eyes closed and was relaxed and as happy as I had ever seen her. Her cunt muscles were actually well developed for one so young. I couldn't believe the movement of her cunt against my throbbing cock. My hands gripped her hips and allowed me the means to which I could derive the see/saw motion as I fucked the little girl. In my mind I actually said those words.

I was fucking a little girl. But not just any little girl, it was my own little girl, my own daughter. She was letting me, a grown man take advantage of her preteen cunt, something that I would have considered shameful not so long ago.

As I fucked the girl waves of emotion came over me and I was definitely in seventh heaven. I was getting closer and closer to my climax and I didn't really want to have it just yet. As I slowed the pace a little Penny opened her eyes and looked me straight in the face. "You're not going to stop are you daddy?" breaking the silence once again although there had been lots of grunts and groans that had filled the room.

"Oh...umm...no darling...only if you want me to." making sure that I was keeping up the pace I had settled into now.

"No daddy...please don't stop, I don't want you to."

"Ok sweetie... we can keep going."

"Good," said Penny "I really like this sexing stuff, don't you?"

"I sure do darling, and it's called 'fucking'...ok?...but you mustn't really say that outside of this room or you might get into trouble."

Penny was ecstatic at learning the proper word for what we were doing.

"Fucking" she said with a little giggle. "Wow, we're fucking daddy. This is so fun daddy! I want to do it lots." She fell silent again apart from the occasional coo and arr.

I didn't have the slightest interest in continuing with a conversation while I was in the middle of a wonderful fucking.

I looked down at our wonderful union and was utterly delighted at the vision. Penny's cunt lips were gripping my cock as I moved in and out of her little entrance. The cunt lips would get pushed in slightly when I pushed in and then would pucker outwards when I was withdrawing. Our combined juices were beginning to surround my cock shaft and was dribbling down onto the lounge beneath her.

Again Penny was lost to the sensations in her young body and was beginning to make the most unusual physical movements. Momentarily I was worried until she arched her back and let out a gurgling sound like nothing I have heard before. Her body shook and her cunt lips tightened around my cock. Eventually, after quite a while of this display she settled down and with eyes closed she rested back into the pillows behind her letting me continue with my ploughing. I could only conclude that my little girl had just had her very first orgasm.

"mmm....wow daddy, this is so good, please don't stop."

"Of course darling, anything for you."

I kept up my slowed pace but it was getting the better of me. I pushed her school dress up further to reveal her baby flat chest and began to rub my hands over her chest, belly and down to her stumpy legs. Penny enjoyed me fondling her and wanted more of the same. Naturally with time I was getting to the stage of reaching my need to finish. I wanted to cum so badly. The cum was boiling deep in my balls and wanting some release from its prison.

A great sense of urgency overwhelmed me and all I could think of was to cum. In fact I'm not even sure that I was actually thinking, I was just ploughing for dear life. I held on to Penny's hips and thrust deep inside of her, not worried at all in the short term about maybe hurting the poor little girl. But she took it all so well, so much so, that she asked me to hold her harder around the hips and push deeper. Penny's cunt seemed to be so well oiled that I could have sworn that it was an adult that was beneath me not a 7 year old child. To my great surprise and quite out of the blue, Penny fell into a sort of trance and looked at me with rather piercing stare. Her eyes glazed over and she looked as if to look straight through me.

I had never seen her like this before. But nothing was going to stop me now. I was about to shoot my load deep inside of the little girl making it the first time she would receive baby making sperm. The sensations were building up to fever pitch, making it harder for me to restrict the depth of thrust inside the girl. My thrusting was becoming more urgent and the faster I went the better it all felt. It was now upon me, with a burst of lightning I shot my load before I could withdraw my pulsing cock. I thought I was going to black out there for a moment but I managed to stay afloat. Then just at the last I finally withdrew and shot some more of my cum over Penny's tender belly. Oh man was I done. It was as if I had been hit by a train, I was so exhausted.

Penny looked down now with a recognition that all was well with her little world and that now she knew just what baby making seed looked and felt like. To my amazement she quickly reached with her one little finger and scooped up some of the cum on her belly and put her tongue out to see what cum actually tasted like.

Oh my goodness, what a mess we made. My cum was dribbling out of Penny's cunt and down onto the lounge, so I quickly whipped off my shirt to capture the juices from making any more mess. I looked at Penny's little cunt to find it a bit red and tender to the touch but otherwise alright. She had done so well to get through such rutting. I couldn't believe that Penny had been able to take my cock the way she did and to come out with such honours. She had truly amazed me.