Let me introduce myself. My name is Amber and I'm now 20. This story began the summer after I had my 12th birthday.

I was a "late bloomer" and was just barely 5' tall, about 85-90 pounds. My hair was light brown and hung down to the middle of my back. I usually kept it in a ponytail, especially during the summer. Daddy always told me how pretty my long hair was, so I kept it long for him. My breasts were barely enough to fill out a training bra, and my pubic hair had only just recently begun to be noticeable from the downy fuzz that had first appeared.

One night, I was at a slumber party with four of my best friends. Mrs. Jensen, the mom of my closest friend (and the mom who's house we were at) came and told me she needed to talk to me in private.

When I followed her to the living room, there was a state trooper there. He told me my parents had been killed in a car wreck. The last thing my daddy had said was where I was and would he make sure I was taken care of. I was an only child already, and now I was an orphan.

He left me there crying my eyes out. I fell asleep on the couch and woke up the next morning thinking it was all a bad dream. The dream was just starting. The trooper came back and said he had a court order from a judge. I was supposed to go with him since I didn't have any family.

I got dressed and rode with him to a big house out in the country. He didn't say much on the ride, just that since I didn't have any family, the judge had decided I should go to this orphanage. I wanted to stay at my friend's house, but he said this was the way it would be.

Dr. Border met us at the door, took the paper, and the trooper left. The doctor told me he would start with an exam, like he did all new residents. He said all the kids here were like me, and he would go over the rules later. He led me into a medical examination room and told me to get undressed. Completely undressed. Then, I was to wait on the table. It was one of those kind that had the stirrups and a short part to lay on. There were two cameras set up in the room, one on either side of the room, and both facing the table. I thought that was strange, but the red lights weren't on, so I didn't think they were recording anything.

He walked back in a few minutes later. I had left my bra and panties on, and was pretty cold. I wondered where the nurse was, and asked him. He told me to get completely undressed and there was no nurse. Then he said I better start minding, and obeying his rules, or I would be punished.

I started crying, but slipped out of my training bra and simple cotton panties. Daddy hadn't let me buy any sexy ones, so they were just plain cotton.

I lay back on the table and wouldn't look at the doctor. He asked if I was a virgin, and I told him yes. He asked how much I had done with a boy, if I had a boy friend. I told him only kiss, and no. He started listening to my chest, then feeling of my titties. He stepped between my legs and put my feet in the stirrups. I was so embarrassed. I hadn't been naked in front of any man ever since I was maybe like 6.

He started rubbing my pussy lips, then tried to put his finger inside me. I was really crying. When he said the next thing, I almost lost my mind.

"Ok, Amber. We can do this the easy way or the hard way. You are about to lose your virginity. I can strap you down and rape you, or you can relax and let me. Either way, you're gonna get fucked. How do you want it?"

I started really sobbing and tried to close my legs, but they were strapped down. I couldn't understand why he was doing that. He was supposed to be taking care of me and now he said I was gonna lose my virginity?

I guess I waited too long to answer him. He took off his pants and stepped between my legs. Using a little lube (I found out later that's what it was), he held onto my legs and just forced his cock inside me. I screamed so loud! He was ripping me apart! I was only 12, just lost my parents, and now was getting fucked for the first time. To make it worse, when I looked towards the cameras I had seen earlier, the red lights were blinking. He was recording my "exam" and rape!

He started slow, then gradually got all of his cock inside me. I looked down, and could see some of my blood on his cock from where he tore me. I stopped holding my breath and fighting him, and it kinda started feeling better. I still didn't want him to do this, but I figured I better cooperate. One of my girl friends had told me she had touched a boy's cock and let him play with her, but now I was getting a cock inside me!

He looked up and smiled at me as he started getting a rhythm. "That's my girl. Just relax and enjoy it, Amber. Once you learn to accept and enjoy this, it'll be a lot easier for you."

I had no idea then what he meant, but I would soon learn. After a few minutes, he started grunting and pumping harder and faster. Then he held still, and I could feel him squirt his stuff inside me. I had felt something start tingling, but it faded away when he stopped and pulled out.

He took a cloth and wiped the blood off his cock, then moved a stool over to the bed, next to the head. I just looked at him. He stepped up and I could see his cock a lot closer now. This is what just took my virginity, my 12 year old virginity.

"Ok, Amber. The next thing you will do is learn how to suck a cock. I wiped most of the blood off. There's still some cum and some of your pussy juice on it. Don't worry. You'll learn to like the taste. Now, take it in your hand, then lick it, then put it in your mouth."

I was in such a daze, I did just what he told me to do. It tasted weird. I had never tasted cum, or my own juices, and never even seen a guy's cock! Here I was now, learning how to please a man by playing with his cock. Dr. Border just stood there smiling, then took my head and held it while he started pumping in and out of my mouth.

He started getting hard and stepped back. He told me to wait a minute, that he had to do something else, then he would let me finish. He stepped off the stool and walked over to a cabinet. He took something out I couldn't see and turned on the water. When he walked back to me, he was pushing a steel pole. He hung a rubber bag on the pole, then looked at me. My legs were still in the stirrups, and I could feel his cum running out of my pussy and into my butt crack.

"Amber, have you ever had an enema before?" I had no idea what it was, so I shook my head.

"You can't say that any more." As soon as he said that, he shoved something in my butt and the water from the bag started running inside me. It was warm and started being uncomfortable, like it was hurting my tummy. When I started to whimper, he just laughed a little bit, turned the water off and pulled the tip thing out. Then he shoved a plug of some kind in my butt and walked back to my head.

"Now, Amber. Finish me off. Suck me 'til I cum."

I just took his cock in my mouth and started sucking. I was so confused. My mind was spinning, my tummy was hurting from the water, and I was just sucking his cock like it was the most natural thing in the world. My jaws hurt, but I kept going.

Dr. Border started pushing more into my mouth and I gagged a lot. I thought I would throw up. He would pull back, tell me I was doing a great job, then start pumping into my mouth again. I really needed to go to the bathroom, but I tried to ignore that part.

In just a couple of minutes, he held my head, and started grunting again. I felt his cum squirt in my mouth and he told me to swallow. It tasted nasty, but I did what I was told. I gagged again, but finally, he stopped and stepped back. I wiped my mouth with my hand and asked him if I could go to the bathroom now.

He unstrapped my legs, then helped me stand up. It felt really weird. I had cum running down my legs, a plug in my butt, and here I was waddling to the bathroom in the corner. He told me to bend over the commode, and he pulled the plug out.

I turned around just in time to empty in the bowl, then he told me to turn around and bend over again. He did that twice. Filled me up, then let me empty it out. While I was sitting on the toilet the last time, he stood in front of me and told me to suck him again.

I just took his semi-hard cock and started to suck. I could tell he was getting hard. I had an idea where he was gonna put it next, and I was right. As soon as he was hard, he told me to go back to the bed and bend over it.

He squirted the cold lube on my but and started fingering me. I just lay there and let him. I had no fight left in me. I was so confused. When he started to push his cock against my hole, I just took a deep breath and let him go. It really hurt! I screamed again! He told me to shut the fuck up and let him go.

He was pretty slick with the lube, and pretty soon, he was sliding in and out just like he had done with my pussy. Rubbing on the bed was making me tingle again. That little bump (I would later discover it was called my "clit") felt really awesome as it rubbed on the vinyl cover of the bed. The tingles got stronger. He was grunting and pushing harder & faster.

"That's it, my little slut. That's the way. Let it happen. Enjoy having cock. You are such a tight little slut. I knew that as soon as I saw you. That's it my little slut. You're doing great. Let yourself go. Let it happen."

He was going on and on. My tingles were getting stronger and I let "it" go. Whatever "it" was. I came really hard for the first time in my 12 years of life. When I did, I screamed out again, only this time, it was in pleasure! When I did, I must have squeezed his cock in my ass, 'cuz he squirted a third load (I would find out later that the good doctor could cum five or six times before he needed a rest. I guess it's good to be a doctor!).

I barely felt him pull out. I was just laying there panting. His cum was running out of my pussy and my ass. He told me he would help me take a shower and get ready to meet the staff and my room mate.

When I stood up, I was really shaky and almost fell. He grabbed my arm and supported me while I walked to the shower. I vaguely heard him saying something about breaking in another new girl, and how much money the video of this one would bring.

He turned on the shower and stepped in with me. I do remember he was very gentle as he sponged my petite body. I was facing the shower and Dr. Border was standing behind me. I could feel his cock getting hard and press up between the cheeks of my butt. I had a feeling he would want me to take care of him again, and I was right.

When he put one hand on my waist, the other on my shoulders and pushed forward, I just leaned and let him do what he wanted. I really had no choice. I was still numb mentally from everything that had happened. Just last night, I was at a sleepover with my best friends. Now I had no idea if I would ever even see them again.

I felt him slide his cock inside me from behind. I had no idea that was even possible, but it was the beginning of my sexual education. I leaned on the shower wall for support and felt him slide in and out very slowly. It started feeling really good again, and I couldn't help but moan. I think I even started pushing back!

"That's my girl," he said. "All girls are made to fuck. You are no exception, Amber. Your body loves what I'm doing. You just learned pretty quick to accept it. That's a good thing. You'll be one of my best, I can tell."

I barely heard his words as he pumped a little faster. My moans were getting louder and I could feel those tingles beginning again. When he came inside my pussy again, I shuddered and almost fell. If he hadn't had both hands on my hips, I probably would have! He pulled out and washed his cock off before turning off the shower.

He dried off, then wrapped a towel around me. He was very gentle, and didn't say very much. When we walked back into the exam room, I noticed my clothes were gone.

"Where are my clothes?" I asked him.

"The staff has put them away for you. You'll be given everything you need while you're here. You will wear only what you are told, and that only when you leave the grounds. The only time you wear panties on a daily basis, is when you are on your period. The rest of the time, you will be nude.

"In addition, you will allow yourself to be used sexually by any member of the staff, at any time. You will follow orders to the letter, or you will be punished. My kids are brought to me because, like you, they have no other options. You, Amber, have no other options. I can't stress that enough.:"

I was standing in front of him, wearing only the towel, when he reached out and pulled it away. I still couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"But, what about school, and my friends? Will I get to see them?"

"NO! Your past life is over. The lady whose house you were staying at when the trooper came for you has been told you are well and taken care of. You will be here until we find a home for you. There are no cell phones, no mail and no internet unless it is monitored by the staff. And you will have to earn any privileges you receive.

"Do you have any questions young lady?" He had finished putting his clothes on, and I was trying to understand everything.

"I'm not sure. I mean, I'm just confused. Why? Why did I have to come here? Why did you do that to me? I just don't understand." I felt the tears well up again.

"You had no family. Your parents were only children, and so are you. The judge knew that. I always take my new kids first. That's one of the benefits of owning this place. There are other, shall we say, "benefactors" that visit from time to time. When they show up, they are allowed to choose their companions for the night. When that happens, you will be told what to wear, and how to act. As I said before, you will follow orders at all times, or you will be punished.

"There is no room for arguments, discussions, or misconduct. You will be given everything you need while you are here. You will also have an education, and a fund will be started for your college with the proceeds from the movies that are made.

"Those movies are not up for discussion either. Every room is monitored. Some clients just like to watch the daily operation, others want a scripted movie. Eventually, you will act in those. Now, let's go meet your room mate and the staff on duty for today."

This was it. My new life was starting. I meekly followed him out of the exam room and down a hallway, totally nude, my ponytail bouncing (funny I remembered my ponytail, huh?).

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