Brenda's mom came home just about the time Brenda finished telling me the story of how she was sexually abused in the Park bathroom. If she had listened to her mother's warnings never to go in the park at night, especially when she wasn't home, then I wouldn't be hard right now just thinking of the story she had told me. Wow!

I can thank her little girlfriend; Nancy was her name I think? She told Brenda that boys write dirty things on the bathroom walls, with drawings even, and Brenda had to see that for herself. She had never seen a cock before, and nothing would stop her from looking.

She knew what a cock looked like now by Jiminy! Up close and personal as this stranger pissed on her with it, made her drink from it, and fucked her throat with it. Yes, she certainly knows now. I couldn't ask for a better setup than that experience for an eight-year-old last summer. What had begun, as a random obscene phone call was now becoming a potential fantasy fulfillment?

Brenda trusted me now because I was up front about my contact with her. What she didn't know was the fact that everything was a lie, and designed to capture her trust. The confession was all part of the deceit. I've gotten really good at lying, especially to the little ones. Brenda had the sweetest voice, and through our conversations on the phone I learned that her friends think she is cute. It's time to close the deal. I must go slow and not frighten her off.

I'm getting so hungry for sex with a child! This encounter may be my best chance at it. Time to put on the charm. I've always been told my voice on the phone is really sexy. Here we go!

"Good morning Brenda mon-petite' fleur."

"Hi Jerry. What did you just say?

"That's French for; 'My Little Flower'.

"Oh. I like that. You treat me so nice. So I'm your little flower huh? I'm so glad you called me by accident yesterday. You were right about my telling you what happened in the park bathroom. I feel better now. You are the only one I've ever told. I like being able to use all those naughty words that Nancy and I use all the time. It's really easy to talk to you, and you never judge me. I like that too."

"I'm glad honey. I like being your friend. Even though you don't believe that I could fall in love with you, I think it's happening!"

"I was thinking about that last night in bed. I was thinking about how much I liked you, and wishing it really could happen? I could love you I think. Geezo that would really have to be a big secret huh?"

"I like the idea of you thinking about me while you are in bed. You aren't doing something naughty while you think of me are you?"

"How di...I mean...okay smarty pants, so what if I was? Geezo Jerry.

It wasn't bad stuff I promise. I was thinking about you and how much I liked you, and excited that you said you could help me with my titties. I hope you still want to?"

"Just teasing honey. But if you ever do have fantasies about us I expect to hear about them. That's what lovers do."

"Crap. I guess since you have been so honest with me, I should do the same. I was kinda pretending it was you in the park. I'm sorry! I hope you aren't mad. I didn't think of you as being mean like the man was. Just the ....you know? Just the sex stuff. Please don't be mad? It's kinda funny actually. Yesterday I called you a pervert, and now I'M the pervert. It sure was a nice fantasy Jerry. Don't be mad?

"I won't be, if you won't be. I fantasized about you for hours after we hung up. Like you, it was just the sex stuff. I played with myself the whole time. So lets call it even. And lets keep doing it okay? Now about your tits. I want to be clear about what you said last night when I told you about my last girlfriend who was about your age (big lie). I told you I helped her grow her titties in just two weeks because she let me do everything. Did you mean it when you said you wanted the same thing?"

"Oh yes! Two weeks! I can't believe that I could have some real titties in just two weeks. What do we do? When are we going to meet? We'll have to keep it a big secret you know? Sorry. I'm talking too much. I do that when I'm excited."

"That's okay sweetheart. I'm glad you are excited. So am I just thinking about meeting you and teaching you some things?

Can you sneak out at night without getting caught?"

"Yes. Mom is always so tired from work, she crashes early and then it's hard to wake her up. What do you want me to do?"

"I want you to meet me at the Park bathroom after they close up for the night. You said they leave the lights on all night. That will be a good place for us to be alone where no one can see us together."

"I can do that Jerry. That's a good idea. Like I told you, the park is right out back, and there is a hole in the fence. When do you want to meet? I could meet you tonight? Is tonight okay Jerry?"

I can still hardly believe how lucky I was to dial her number. I'm really going to meet this little girl who's falling in love with me and wants me to teach her how to grow her tits. Wait 'til she finds out the best way? And now she's almost begging for sex with me. Is this a great country or what? Talk about something on your bucket list!

"Tonight is okay. I want you to go into the back stall where you said there was a hole in the wall looking into the one next to it."

"I never did figure out what the hole was for. I thought maybe it was a spy hole, you know? To peek at someone naked on the other side?"

"Remember when the man stuck his cock in your mouth and squirted what you thought felt like your moms chicken gravy?"

"Yes. He had a lot of it too. You told me it was called 'cum'."

"You didn't know it, but he was doing you a favor. He was helping you grow your tits by making you swallow his cum. It's cum that makes babies. I like to think of it as magic sauce. It not only makes babies, but makes tits grow bigger and faster. It even makes cocks grow bigger. So this is where you can decide not to go through with me showing you what you need."

Very long pause...........

"So you want me to swallow YOUR cum Jerry? Is that the secret? You know my titties DID seem to grow a little bit after that day last summer. So I guess you must be right?"

"I've already told you how my cum worked on my last little girlfriend. You need a lot of it if you want them to grow in two weeks. A lot of it!"

"Okay Jerry. I can do that. Besides, I remember what that man's cum tasted like and it wasn't a bad taste. If yours tastes like his did, then I might really like it. Mom goes to bed at nine. I can be there at nine-thirty if that's okay with you?"

"Okay. Just go in the stall and sit down. I will watch you go in to make sure nobody sees you, and then I will come in. I will stick my cock through the hole and wait for you to swallow as much as you can. Just hold your mouth up to the hole and I will fuck it and fill you with my hot magic sauce. I don't want us to see each other yet. Its more exciting being mysterious anyway."

"All right Jerry. You're the boss. See you...uh, I mean I will not see you, but I'll be there at nine-thirty. How many times can you cum in my mouth tonight? I want you to do it as many times as possible tonight. I'm really getting super excited about this Jerry!"

"Me too princess, me too. I'll do my best tonight. I don't know how many times I can cum, but maybe three? They should be big loads though because I'm so hot for you. You know how the man peed down your throat? I wasn't going to say anything before, but pee works too. I don't know why it does, it just does! But it has to be done right after the cum. Something about how it mixes in your stomach. What do you think? I could drink some beer. That always makes a lot of pee. I'll leave it up to you."

"If you say it works better, then I want that too Jerry. I'm' serious! I will do whatever you say to get some tits fast. Is there anything else? Anything I can do? I really want this to work!"

"Yes, but let's just start with pee and cum. I will be able to tell after a couple of nights. I'm glad you trust me. I really DO think I'm falling in love with you Brenda! I can't wait to share my love juice with you."

I'm starting to formulate a plan. As I told you in the last journal entry, sometimes you have to adapt and adjust the plan on the fly. With this arrangement I can see a way to profit from sweet little Brenda?"

That night I watched from behind a nearby tree as Brenda crawled through the hole in the fence she told me about. There was good lighting so I got to see my little fantasy girl in the flesh. She was even cuter than I thought. Perfect little body. Her hair was brunette and pulled to the sides in sort of big pigtails. I couldn't believe my good fortune when I got a clear view of her beautiful bubble butt! Oh my!

I waited for about five minutes to give her a chance to get settled, then went in. The door to the back stall was closed and the one next to it was open so I knew she was in the right place. My cock began to twitch in anticipation of sticking it down her throat. I brought a Halloween mask of a dead President and put it on. I wasn't' sure if I wanted her to identify me yet. Maybe next time, we'll see.

"Hello sweetheart. I saw you come in, and you are even more beautiful than I imagined you to be. Are you ready?"

"Yes. I'm ready. What do I do?"

"The best angle for my cock to slide down your throat is with you standing and leaning down a little. Just open your mouth really wide and I'll do the rest. You don't have to do this other thing, but it will make the experience more enjoyable. Use your hands to pleasure yourself. Like when you're in bed thinking of me."

"How di?...okay. I'm ready.

And there it was. Ripe full lips open to my invasion. I decided to do something else before I violated that pretty little mouth. I bent down and gave her a big wet kiss, tongue and all. What a thrill that was!

"Wow! Thanks Jerry. What a great kiss! I don't know how. Maybe you could teach me sometime?"

I responded by slipping the mushroom of my hardening six-inch cock into her wet mouth.

"Watch the teeth honey as I slide in." I've had my share of adult sex, and enjoyed it for sure. This was something else. Standing in the boys bathroom at Stout Park with my cock slipping into the mouth of a second grade girl who wants all of my cum? Are you kidding me? This is a totally different category altogether. I have a feeling sex for me will never be the same?

There was a short time of adjusting the right angle, but she finally took all of it down her throat. Not without some gagging mind you, but we finally relaxed into a rhythm of pleasure. From her side, other than a gulping sound, I also heard a soft little moan. She likes it! She is going to be one fine cocksucker! Some girls don't like to suck, but they do it to please. My new little girlfriend LIKES it! Oh baby!!

Hell, I was so in to it that my first load blasted her tonsils in minutes. No way could I make that first fuck last. But was it ever perfect! Thinking my jizz had magical properties, she didn't let one drop leave her mouth, even to the point of licking my drooping cock clean.

"Lick my balls too honey. That will encourage them to make more! Put one of your tits up to the hole so I can see the difference when they start to grow." She did and I suckled one for a while. She actually had MY favorite tits already. They were about the size of a small peach, but very flat. Puffy would best describe them. Tiny little pea-sized nipples, that hardened and grew to pencil eraser size during our encounter. They were so wonderful, and an unexpected pleasure. With a nibble and a soft bite, the nipples actually got bigger and harder making it clear she was being pleasured. I had her shift to the other tit to finish my work. I don't know if she has orgasms or not? She might be too young. Judging by the sounds she was making it sure sounded like she was lost in our sex.

"Darling. Are you ready for the pee? This is the best time." In answer, she put that eight-year-old mouth up to the glory hole. I had been drinking a couple of beers so there should be plenty. I confess that I had never done anything like this before, but I was almost drooling with anticipation. She would drink it all of course.

Some other time it might be fun to experiment with other things like golden showers. We'll see. I'm still going to be cautious with her and my lust. Right now I'm in the moment, and I just stuck my cock into her mouth and kept moving forward until her lips touched my pubes.

I had been thinking about this moment all day and it was finally here. "Drink it all baby. Here it comes." Aaahhhh!!!! Ooooohhh yes baby! Drink it all from my cock. Suck it down sweetheart. I just love your mouth Brenda. I hope we can do this many many times my lover!

When the last of it was swallowed, I realized that what I had just done was almost as good as the cum. She would be my toilet now as long as I could drag out the titty growth thing. Obviously if there wasn't growth in two weeks I would have some explaining to do. I was starting to think of that possibility. Hmm, I think I have an idea?

My cock got hard the moment I took it out of her throat. What an amazing feeling that is, to have your cock go limp while still deep in the throat, and then very slowly pull it out! It felt so good, by the time the mushroom came out with a "pop!", I was getting hard again. So I stuffed it back in and fucked her throat for a very long time. She pulled off once, took some deep breaths, and promptly swallowed all of it again. I don't know if she got more cum than last time or not, but my climax lasted longer. It was getting harder and harder to think of her as a second-grader. This is the greatest thrill ever!

I was finally spent after our third round. I told her she did great, and kissed her for the longest time, giving my tongue a chance at action. I had her wait five minutes before leaving so I could go out without her seeing any part of me. I even parked a block down the street. I needed to rest and make a few contacts in the morning in order to set my new idea into action.

You don't play around on computer porn sites without making friends with others of similar tastes. I've been surfing for pictures and movies of preteen porn for some time. Over the years I've made friends with many I thought I could trust. It turned out that there were five within driving distance of where I live, so we've had a few parties together.

As it would happen, none of the five had ever had sex with a preteen, so we did what we could to party. We all got naked in the basement (my man cave), and jacked, and fucked while my 60" TV screen played our favorites. I don't think of me as gay, but I love sex with men. If given the choice, I would rather have a little boy or girl, but we just do what we can. I would list sex with women as third overall. I'm seriously thinking of fucking Brenda's mom. Wouldn't THAT be a hoot? She doesn't seem to have anyone right now?

I set up a Pedo meeting again at my place and promised them a super surprise, and they should bring plenty of Viagra if necessary. I guess you are starting to figure out my new plan by now huh?

"Good morning my little princess! You sound a little sleepy. Do you want me to call back later honey? You had a big night. I want to run something by you and see if you agree with me.

"It's okay Jerry. I'm not really that tired. I have to tell you something?"

"What's that sweetie?"

"I really had a good time last night. I was afraid at first, but the more we did it, the more I enjoyed it. To be completely honest, I took your advice and played with myself while you were fucking me. That is the right thing to call it isn't it? You said it didn't matter what hole you put your cock in, it was fucking right?"

"That's right honey. And I had a wonderful time fucking my girlfriend last night. She's really something. Took my whole cock all the way down her throat. We mixed up a lot of cum and piss in your tummy, didn't we?"

"Can we do it again tonight?"

"Yes. Tonight is good. Let me ask you something Brenda. What if I could cum down your throat ten times? Could you do it? Do you think you could handle a lot more cum in your stomach?"

"I don't know? I think I could do more than we did last night?"

"Do you want to try something that might make your titties grow even faster than we thought? It has to be your decision. But I know a way for you to get all the cum and piss you can handle."

"Really? Sure. I'm good with it. I thought you said three times is about all you can do in that amount of time?"

"I was thinking. Here me out before you answer. I have some friends that are like me. They prefer sex with someone like you. What if I invited them to help me help you? What if you had six different cocks to suck? There would be an amazing amount of cum to swallow?"

"Wow. Of course I've been kind of curious about cocks being different. Yours and that man that fucked my mouth last summer are so different and even taste a little different. Not the pee. It always tastes the same to me, but the cum is different. I like your cock in my throat better than that man. Yours is not as big and I like that better. I thought the other man would split my throat open! Would you be mad if I said okay? You really wouldn't mind your friends fucking me Jerry? The more I think about it, the better is sounds. Let's do it!"

"It's okay with me. In fact, it sounds kind of hot! Why not have some fun sex while we grow your tits? Besides, I get to show off the best little cocksucker in the world. Okay. I'll set it up. But this time we won't be using the glory hole. I'm going to pick you up outside the park at the corner right at 9:30 so your mom will be asleep. We'll go to my house where my friends will be waiting to meet you."

"Really Jerry? I finally get to meet more than just your cock? And your house too? That will be nice. I was really getting a sore neck leaning over that Glory Hole. I have a surprise for you. Mom thinks I'm doing a sleepover at Nancy's house, so we will have a lot more time. I can leave the house as early as four."

"Great! I only hope you aren't disappointed with me when you see me? Four it is then. It's hot, so wear some sexy clothes. Tight shorts maybe, or a summer dress. You had pigtails last night. I like that. I'm a sucker for pigtails. And lots of pairs of panties, at least six. Don't ask why. Try not to eat or drink much so your tummy will hold a lot. I'm going back to bed for a while now. Some little girl drained all of the cum out of me last night, and I need to build up my stamina for tonight."

I think Brenda is going to be a very young whore some day. When she figures out how much in demand someone with her talents can be at a tender age? Until then, me and my fellow Pedo's are going to pleasure ourselves until our dicks are rubbed raw from fucking her tiny holes. I've been saving something that a fellow Pedo gave me last year. I forget the name of it, but it's called the date-rape drug. I'm going to blend it with some Viagra and make sure she drinks it all.

I'm glad she told me about the size of my cock being preferable to a bigger one. I've chosen my friends according to my tastes. And these lips prefer to taste a cock the same size as mine. I want to be able to plunge it into any of her holes until my balls slap against her. Just think. Tonight she gets to sample five other cocks besides mine. Some cut, some not. Two that are fat. She should enjoy the night even if she won't remember a thing. I'll have to ask her if our cum tastes different. I never thought about flavors of cum?

Continued in chapter three.....