Dear Diary:

There's a new boy in the Senior Ballet class. I don't know his name but he's really cute. He's got curly black hair and dark eyes. While I was waiting for my class to start I heard a couple of the girls from his class laughing. One said it's too bad that all the boys there are gay because he's so great looking.

Dear Diary:

The new boys name is Thaddeus but we call him Todd. He just moved here from Texas, his dad works in Manhattan. He's 16 and is in 10th grade. He's been dancing for eight years and was even in a company in Texas. I don't think he's gay because he was holding hands with Marline, one of the Senior girls.

Dear Diary:

Todd helped with my class today, Mrs. Colleen said that he would be helping out from now on because she wanted us to get used to being picked up, "aerials". It was so neat, he's so strong. We did this thing where he picked me up by the waist and held me over his head. I leaned out and put my legs out straight and he spun around three times before he put me down. Some girls were scared but I really enjoyed it.

Dear Diary:

I'm so excited!!!! Mr. Colleen talked to me today and said she wants me to practice with the senior company for the performance. She said that I was so good at the aerials with Todd that she wanted him to dance a solo with me!! Now I'll be going to rehearsal on Wednesday nights too. Oh no! That means that I can't play softball on the 5th grade team anymore. Mrs. Jackson will be mad at me.

Dear Diary:

Mom called Mrs. Jackson about softball and then said everything would be ok. She said something about Todd's dad giving the school an "endowment" and that it was more important than softball. It has something to do with the studio moving to a bigger place and paying for it.

Dear Diary:

I'm soooo tired. My legs really ache. I didn't know that the Seniors worked so hard. It was also hot in the studio. Todd is so neat, and he's so cute. He doesn't treat me like a kid, he talks to me just like he talks to the other girls. Of course, they all treat me like a kid. One of them told me I looked funny with the bumps under my leotard from my panties.

Dear Diary:

Mommy took me to a dance shop and bought me a whole bunch of leotards and tights. She also bought me a wrap, leg warmers, and new technique shoes. When we were driving home, mommy told me not to wear panties under the tights, that if I was going to dance with the senior girls, I couldn't have my panties showing through the fabric.

Dear Diary:

I think I'm making a lot of the girls jealous. The girls in my class are being mean to me because I dance with the Senior class and the girls there are mean because I dance with Todd. But, he's so neat.

Dear Diary:

Today, after rehearsal, Todd took me out to eat. It was almost like a real date! I had to call Mom and she said it was alright. We drove to a Jason's Deli. His car is sooo cool. It's a silver Miata. We had to top down. I felt kind of funny being there in my leotard but Todd was also wearing his (but he had put on some gym shorts. Then, when we were driving home he took my hand and squeezed it.

Dear Diary:

Todd asked me if I want to go to a movie! I'm so scared to ask Mom. I'm afraid she'll be mad.

Dear Diary:

Mom said ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Diary:

This is kind'a strange. Mommy said that Todd would be babysitting me while she went out on Friday at the same time I am going out with Todd. She said that she was going to go out with Todd's dad. She said that after the movie was over, we're supposed to come home and wait for them and that it would probably be late.

Dear Diary:

Todd kissed me! He drove me home from Senior's today and, just as I was getting out of the car he pulled my arm and then kissed me. I think I'm falling in like with him.

Dear Diary:

Tonight's the big night. I just couldn't pay attention in school! Mommy said that she was going to help me get dressed up when she got home from work. She even said she'd let me wear make up. I'll write later and tell you all about it.

Dear Diary:

I was soooo tired last night that I fell asleep. Well, let me tell you all about it!

Mommy got home about 5 and said we had only an hour to get ready. While I was in the shower, Mommy picked out clothes for me. I was really surprised. She had laid out just my yellow tube top and a black mini. I thought she'd want me in a dress. I put them and my sandals on. Mommy was drying her hair. She put it up in a real fancy way, she had an evening gown laid out on the bed. Then she had me sit next to her and, as she put her makeup on, she put it on me too. She said not to put my hair in a pony tail but to leave it down.

Todd and his dad got there at the same time. I was thinking we were going out on a double date, really kind of confused, Todd wasn't dressed up but Mr. Thompson was all dressed up. When we got outside I saw Todd's Miata and a limo. The driver was holding the door. Mommy told me to have fun as they got in the limo and Todd opened the door of his car for me.

We waited in the car until they had driven away, then Todd kissed me. I was so surprised! I didn't know what to say, I just sat there. Then he pulled me to him again and kissed me again. Next he started the car and we drove off-as if nothing had happened.

We went to Denny's for dinner. Todd told me all about his teachers and the school. It sounds so confusing, he has 6 different teachers. I can't keep my two straight. He goes to a private school in lower Manhattan. He rides to school with his dad in the limo every morning, then takes the subway and train out the island in the afternoon. I told him about my teachers and then he told me about Texas.

On the way to the movie, he held my hand when he wasn't shifting gears. The Miata has a stick. It was neat. He put my hand on it and then showed me how to shift!

We saw "Batman and Robin." It was really cool. Todd put his arm around me-that was cool too. I don't know why, but I folded up the arm on the seat-I was so scared he'd be mad-but he just put his arm tighter around me. It was so nice. When the movie was over, he kissed me again. Then as we were leaving he kept his hands on my hips. Once, when the line stopped, he pulled me back against him and hugged me.

When we got home we sat down on the couch and kissed some more. I've never been kissed by a guy before-I mean for real kissing-and I liked it a lot. Then he frenched me! Other girls have talked about it-it was neat. When he moved his hand and started rubbing my chest I said "no" and he smiled, then he kissed me again but he never tried again. We frenched so much my tongue got tired!

Oh, Diary, I think I'm falling in love with him! I can't wait till class on Monday!

Dear Diary:

On the way home from church, Mom asked me about my date. I told her I had a lot of fun. She said that she saw us sleeping on the sofa that we were cute "cuddled up like kittens." I thought Dedi barking woke us up in time. I thought she'd be mad but she said no.

She said she had a great time with Mr. Thompson. They went to a concert at Lincoln Center. She said he was really nice too, just like Todd and she hoped he'd ask her out again.

Dear Diary:

Class went really well. Todd and I danced a lot. I think the other girls have figured out what's going on and they're jealous. We don't make a big show at class but Todd sits next to me while other girls are dancing and we talk when we can. I'll be seeing him again on Wednesday.

Dear Diary:

Mommy arranged for Todd to pick me up for class today. It was raining so he had the top up. We talked and listened to the radio on the way there. The class was a lot of fun, at least for me. Todd was helping teach and he kept asking me to partner with him when he showed us things. I guess I know most of the steps already.

On the way home he asked me if I wanted to stop to eat. I said I had to call Mom and she said ok. We had McDonalds. Mom called me back and said that she was going out to a meeting for work and that she'd be home around 9.

When we got to the house Todd came in and, before we even got to the living room he hugged me and kissed me. OOOhhh, it was soooo nice. I love kissing Todd. We went into the kitchen and drank got some cokes, then watched TV.

Can I tell you a secret? You have to promise not to tell?

I let Todd feel my nipples.

We were kissing, I was sort of sitting on his lap and he started to real gently rub my chest. My nipples are real sensitive and sort of stick up. At first it tickled, but then it made me feel real warm and sort of nervous-like. But not really nervous, just my heart was beating real fast.

He pushed his hand up under my top (I was wearing that black halter dance top). It felt so good, he was really gentle, just rubbing his fingertip back and forth. I started to get, you know, gooey and, well, I guess I chickened out. I told him to stop. I hope he's not mad, he didn't seem to be. He just smiled and we kissed more.

I told him that Mom would be home at 9, so he left around 8:30. I was in the shower when she got home.

Dear Diary:

Real quick before I go to school. Todd called this morning and asked me if I wanted to go out on Friday. I hope Mom says yes.

Dear Diary:

SHE SAID YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!

Dear Diary:

I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD I LOVE TODD

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Dear Diary:

I guess that tonight's going to be sort of like last week. Mommy's going out with Todd's dad again. I'll tell you all about it later.

Dear Diary:

I don't know if I should tell you about all this but, you are such a good friend. Please never tell anyone, ok? Good.

Tonight, Todd and I went to see "Addicted to Love." The movie was almost empty. We sat alone and Todd kissed me. You, know, it's so romantic in the movies and, well, we kissed a lot. Then he moved his hand up my shirt. I was really kind of scared. All I could think was what if someone saw. But, it also made me tingle all over. He pulled my leg over his and then put his hand on my thigh. I was so scared, we'd be in so much trouble if someone saw us. I can't believe what I said. I don't know where it came from, but I said, "No, not here." I couldn't believe I said that! He stopped and just smiled at me and we watched the rest of the movie.

When we got out of the movie, I had a message on my phone from mom, it said she was going out and wouldn't be home till late. A few minutes later, Todd's phone rang. I could tell he was talking to his dad. Then he handed the phone to me and said that mom wanted to talk to me. I was surprised, it was sort of weird. She said that she wouldn't be home till tomorrow and that Todd would watch me. We went for a walk around the mall, I tried on some jeans at Abercrombie, then we played some games at the arcade. Then we went to Todd's so he could get some things.

His place is so cool! They live on the 35th floor of a high rise, way up in the Penthouse. From their living room, you can see downtown. We sat down and watched some TV. Really, I wanted to make out. It wasn't long before Todd was feeling me. Oh, I love him so much! I just pulled my shirt off over my head. I don't know what made me do it, it just happened. Todd looked so surprised, then I felt embarrassed. I hugged him to cover myself up. I've never been seen like that by a guy before. I was afraid he'd laugh at me. I don't have big breasts like those women in magazines, just my two little nubs. Mommy says they'll grow, not to worry. I know guys like girls with big breasts. I was so afraid that Todd would laugh, that he'd see I am just a little 11 year old kid.

We kissed some more, then he pushed me back. "You're beautiful," he said. Now I was embarrassed. I could feel myself blushing. Then he pulled his shirt off! He has such a strong chest. I put my hand on is, it was so hard. I'm sure he must be able to do 100 pushups.

Then he pushed me back and we lay down on the sofa. He started rubbing my nipples again, it felt so good. We kissed for ever. He lifted up and looked down at me, then he leaned down and sucked one of my nipples! It felt sooooo good. All I could do was hug his head. Then I felt his hand move up my thigh. I didn't care, I wanted him to. He started rubbing me down there, moving his hand back and forth. It was like when I do it alone, only a zillion times better. Mommy calls it an organism, that warm feeling that just spreads all over you. That happened to me almost right away. I know I shook and Todd just held me tight.

It didn't stop then. I was laying back, and Todd had lifted up, he was looking at me. Then he leaned down and started kissing me. Next he pushed his hand down my pants. I was a little scared because things are so tender down there. He rubbed my bump around just like I do sometimes, then he pushed his finger inside me. I almost exploded, I was shaking so hard that I pushed against his hand and kind of hurt myself. It just went on and on. When he tried to put two fingers inside it hurt and I told him just one. His hand was really tight in me jeans, so I undid them and sort of pushed them down a little. It was so nice, I just rolled and rolled. Todd pushed his finger way up inside me. He was half laying on me.

That's when, somewhere in my mind, I felt his- thing against my thigh. It was pushing against me, hard in his pants. He was sort of pushing it against me, rubbing it up and down slightly. I reached down and ran my hand between us. Todd rolled back slightly and I felt it in his pants. It was about six inches long and felt like broom handle. As soon as I touched it, Todd started pushing it back and forth against my hand and pushed his finger deep inside me. I had another organism.

I lifted my hand up, then I tried to push it inside his pants but his belt was too tight. "Here," he said, rolling onto his beck. He pulled his hand out of my pants, then undid his belt and pants. He pulled them down slightly. His-penis-was hard up against his belly. The head is pinkish brown, then the rest is white with blue veins. It was warm, hot, and the skin was soft over the hardness underneath. I started rubbing it up and down. Todd started to breath hard and hold on to me. I stopped long enough to push my pants down all the way, I wanted to feel him against my thigh.

Todd looked at me, his eyes had a glazed look. I was suddenly very afraid that he'd not like me, I felt so small, so much like a little kid. "God, you're beautiful," he said. My heart leapt, I love him so much!!!

He reached out and ran his finger along me. A shiver went through me and I pushed my legs apart. Again he pushed his finger inside me. A warm wave ran over me. I held his penis against me, it was hot and smooth against my hip. His hair kind of tickled me as he rubbed it up and down. He was moving his finger in and out too and we were kissing, frenching like crazy. I had another organism, it spread across my belly and down my legs. Todd pushed real hard against me and sort of shook. I knew what was happening, Mommy has told me about the stuff that men squirt.

Suddenly it was all wet on my hip and side. Todd grunted and pushed again, I could feel his penis twitching against me and more wetness. He sighed and relaxed against me.

"I love you so much," he said.

"I love you too."

We kissed more, then I lifted my hand up. It was all wet with his stuff. My palm and wrist was all smeared with his white stuff. It was also all over my hip and up my side. I didn't know they made so much!

Todd sort of laughed, then took a blanket and wiped his goo up. I was all gooey too, down between my legs. We kissed a lot more. Then I told Todd that we really should get to my house because Mom might call there to see if we were back.

Todd said he had to change his pants because he had "come" on them. I guess that's what guys call it. He got up and then really surprised me by taking his pants off. That's when I realized we were both naked! I was kind of embarrassed. He pulled me up and we stood and kissed. His penis was still kind of big but not hard and he dripped a little more of his stuff on me.

As soon as we got home he kissed me again and he kind of pushed his knee between my legs. All I did was take his hand and we went to my room. I really didn't mean to go all the way but, well, it just sort of happened, ya'know.

Todd first took my top off, we were standing and kissing. Then he took his shirt off, then undid his pants and pulled them down. His penis was sticking out again. I pulled my shorts off, then we tried to hug. It was kind of silly, his thing was sticking out and he pushed it against my tummy. I laughed at him, then I was scared he'd be mad. He just picked me up and lay me down on my bed. We cuddled and kissed a lot. He pushed his fingers in me again and sucked on my nipples-I must have orgasmed ten times.

I really don't know how it happened, I was laying on top of him and we were laughing. I had my elbows on both his collarbones and I shifted around to get more comfortable and, suddenly, I realized that his penis was, well, it was pushing against my slit. We stopped and looked at each other, then he pushed against me and his tip went just a little bit inside. He had this far away look in his eyes, I was a little scared, but I also wanted to, well, you know. I wanted to know what it was like. I pushed back against him and it hurt. I could feel his heart pounding so hard in his chest! I just knew that I had to do what he wanted so I pushed harder. At the same time he pushed and, well something sort of gave and he was way inside me. It stung a lot but it also felt real good. We moved back and forth some and I had another orgasm. From then on, it just went on and on. Then I felt him spurting his stuff inside me. I didn't care, it felt so good.

A little while later he was done and I rolled off him. That's when I saw the blood, so did he. It had gotten all over the sheets. I'm so scared mom will find out! We put them in the wash, even the pad, then he made the bed when I took a shower. Before we went to sleep I told him I was really sore.

I made oatmeal for breakfast this morning and we were watching TV when Mom got home.

Dear Diary:

I can't believe I was so stupid! Mommy knows, she knew almost right away. I forgot about the sheets in the washer-I'm so dumb. She called me to the basement, she had them laying over the side of the washer, still wet, with big red stains. I was so scared.

She doesn't seem too mad. She said that she should have expected it, letting me go out with an older boy. I don't know if she'll ever let me see Todd again.

Dear Diary:

I guess Mom isn't too mad. She said that she and Mr. Thompson were going out again tonight and Me and Todd could go out too.

Dear Diary:

I can't believe the things I'm doing. Mary or Jill would tell me I was a Hussy. Well, let me tell you. Todd and I went to his penthouse and he made us pizza for dinner. Then we watched TV, but, well, you know what we actually did. I was sitting on the sofa and he was kneeling on the floor when he tried to put it in me but it hurt! I was still too sore.

Todd is so sweet. He just smiled, then he kissed me as he rubbed his fingers real gently. I laughed when he said he'd kiss it and make it feel better-I thought he was kidding. He did a lot more than kiss it. When he licked me (down THERE) I thought I would explode! I must have cum (that's what he calls it, "cumming") eight times.

A little later, he was sitting next to me and I was rubbing his penis. He put his hand on the back of my neck and sort of pushed me down. I hadn't thought about it, but I knew what he wanted. Other girls have said that that's so gross but, well, I didn't mind.

He felt warm and smooth in my mouth, tasted sort of musky. A couple of times he pushed way back into my throat and sort of gagged me. He was pushing up and down and he told me the suck it harder. I could feel him starting to shiver and I knew what was happening. He pulled me off and said he was about to cum but I really wanted to see what it was like so I just leaned down and sucked on him some more. His penis got harder and bigger and he groaned. Then it was like he erupted in my mouth. One second I was sliding him in an out and the next second my mouth was full of his stuff. I swallowed hard, a lot of it was in the back of my throat and he shot more. I felt it squirting around my lips and some of it ran over my hand. I must have swallowed a dozen times before he stopped shooting it. It's really slimy and doesn't taste good but it's not as bad as okra. :)

We giggled and laughed, I had his stuff all over my face and we had to get paper towels from the kitchen. Then he said that we should spend the rest of the evening naked, so we did. We even sat out on the balcony naked. It's good that we did because he saw his dad's limo pulling into the driveway and we had to run to get dressed before Mr. Thompson and Mommy got there.

The limo took us home, it was so cool. Mommy asked me what we did and I said that we had pizza and watched TV. Then she asked me if we had sex. I said I was too sore. She sort of laughed and told me that we were going to have a long talk tomorrow about birth control. She said that, even though I'm only eleven, I could still get pregnant. (I didn't know that).

Dear Diary:

Mommy gave me a package of these big pills, she called them "suppositories." She said I need to put one way up inside me before Todd and me do it and they will keep me from getting pregnant. Then she told me to get undressed and she showed me how to do it. It was kind of strange having my mommy touch me there and watch me pushing my finger up inside me like that. (She said that I should have Todd do it!) After she had put her finger up inside me to see if I had gotten it right she leaned down and kissed me (I was sitting on my bed). She had a kind of funny look on her face.

Dear Diary:

Todd gave me a ride home from class today.

Dear Diary:

We had a real hard workout in class today, usually Wednesdays are hard, but Mrs. Coleen seemed to be in a bitchy mood. We were both real sweaty when we got home and Todd said he wanted to take a shower with me! Before we got in I ran to my room and got one of those suppositories Mommy had given me. It sort of burns a little but I guess I need to use them.

We did it in the shower. Todd sat on the floor and I sort of knelt on him. First he had licked me some, but he said I tasted really bitter. We both knew why and I said I was sorry. He said it was ok, I'd just have to wait until later to put one in next time. I told him that Mommy says he should do it and he laughed and said it sounded like fun.

He sat on the floor of the shower and I kind of kneeled above him. It felt so good to feel him inside me and all I wanted to do was bounce up and down on him forever. I must have cum three times before he did. I could really feel him shooting inside me, it made me feel so warm and full. We kissed and kissed, so romantic, and just stayed like that in the shower for a long time. I didn't want him to pull out of me, he felt so nice inside me.

I was falling asleep when Mommy knocked at the door! "Hey, you two. You're using all the hot water!" was all she said. Todd was really embarrassed, especially because his clothes were in my room and he had to run down the hall in a towel.

Dear Diary:

Todd and I went downtown today, just to roam around Manhattan. We took the train down to Penn Station, then went window shopping. We ate at a little deli before catching a train back out the Island. But, let me tell you what I wore.

Todd really likes my pink shirt with the spaghetti straps. I know why, I'm always catching him trying to look down it. Sometimes I lean forward for him just so he can. (I only have two little bumps, but he sure likes them.) I also wore my blue cotton skirt and NO PANTIES.

It felt really different. The fabric of the skirt was rough but it was really sexy feeling the air on my bottom (and front). I was also real nervous that someone would see, but, after a while, I kind of wanted people to see. We were standing on the train, it was very crowded, and I was thinking that I bet I was the only girl there with no panties. We were smushed together and I was behind Todd, hugging him. I took his hand and pulled it around between us, he right away started to rub me through my skirt. I put my hand on the outside of his pants and I could feel his cock (that's what he calls it, it's a much easier word than "penis"). He had to know that something was missing but, just to be sure, I pulled my skirt up, really slow, and pushed against him so no one could see. I almost fell down when I came, I know I moaned a little. A few seconds later I noticed a man sitting in one of the seats staring at us and grinning. When he saw me looking he winked. Just before we started moving toward an open seat I flashed him.

For the rest of the evening, Todd felt me every chance he had, once in a clothing store, once on the street while looking at a display window. When we ate dinner, we took an end booth and he made me cum again. The place was real crowded and busy, no one noticed but anyone walking by on the street could have looked in the window and seen us. I rubbed him through his pants and he had to go to the men's room to clean up.

It was around 11 when we got back out to Brentwood. While we were driving from the station to my house I pulled up my skirt and put one of those suppository things in. But first, just to be funny, I played with myself while Todd watched. When he reached over I said no, I wanted to make myself cum. He almost wrecked the car a couple of times watching me in the dark. It was so sexy to be doing that there. I imagined all sorts of people could see me and it just made me cum and cum.

We did it right there in the kitchen as soon as we got home. I pulled my top and skirt off and sat on the counter while Todd stood. He was so hot, he came right away, almost as soon as he pushed into me he was filling me. He kept going for just a little while longer and made me cum too.

After we calmed down, Todd was still panting and I was leaning forward hugging him, my head on his shoulder, he was still inside me, Mom said, "Well, if you two are finished, can we come in and get some more wine?" She and Mr. Thompson were standing in the doorway smiling.

I was sooooo embarrassed! Todd jumped back and started pulling up his pants (they were around his ankles) and my clothes were still in the hallway. Mommy pulled a small tablecloth out of the cupboard and handed it to me.

"Well, son, I see what you like about Courtney." Mr. Thompson said. "You really should wait to get to you bedroom before you do that." Mommy said to me. "Come out and join us on the patio when you get your clothes on."

It was really kind of embarrassing to sit out there with Mom and Mr. Thompson after what had happened. Mr. Thompson had seen EVERYTHING. Todd didn't say anything. But, Mom told us that they were going to Todds house later and they wanted Todd to stay with me that night. They also said that they had plans for all of us to go somewhere together next weekend.

After they left, it was kind of awkward with Todd. We took a shower but didn't do anything there. Later, we did it in my room. This time we did something different. I lay on my belly and Todd was on top of me. It was so nice and warm being rocked that way. I could push my behind up to meet him but really couldn't do much. It took him a long time before he came. I put one of my hands down there and played with myself while he slid in and out, it was kind of weird feeling his cock with my fingertip as he pushed back and forth. Afterwards, we rolled onto our sides and slept like spoons. It was so nice. He kept is cock inside me for a long time as we just lay there and slept.

Dear Diary:

I don't know, I'm doing such strange things these days. Two weeks ago I didn't even know what a "blow job" is, today I did it to Todd when we were driving on the highway. We were driving back from a restaurant out Long Island where we had dinner with his dad and Mommy and, well, I was cuddling up to him and I started rubbing him. He got hard right away and, well, he was wearing a pair of loose shorts, so it was easy to undo his zipper and pull his penis out. I rubbed it some, then I decided to do it. I had to undo my seat belt. I was a little scared that he might drive off the road! He had the cruise control on, so he just leaned back and steered. It wasn't long and he was gushing in my mouth. I really kind of like it when he cums, I know it makes him so happy. This time I didn't swallow, at least not right away. I held it in my mouth and, after he had finished, I sat up and sort of let it run out of my mouth and down my chin. A lot of it dripped onto my top. I pulled it out so it would drip down on my chest.

We went for a walk along the beach later, it was a little cool there, then he took me home. Mom was there, so he just dropped me off.

Dear Diary:

I want to write you and tell you about this afternoon before Todd gets here to pick me up.

It's Saturday and he called around 10 and asked if I wanted to come over. I said sure, so Mommy dropped me off on her way to an appointment. When I got to his apartment I knocked and Todd opened the door. He pulled me in and then we hugged and kissed. I guess I kind of figured out that his dad wasn't there when he said that he wanted to spend the whole afternoon naked.

His dick was already hard when we stripped off our clothes, then he just lay down on the floor. (I had to dig one of those suppository things out of my purse and he had me stand over him as I pushed it up inside myself). We did it right there, at the front door. I love being on top, that way I can really move him in and out of me like I want. I must have cum four times. My nipples stick out when I get really hot and I love it when he rubs them and pinches them when he's inside me. He's really gentle. A couple of times, he sat up and sucked on them. That just makes me cum and cum. It's like a warm explosion in my tummy, then it spreads down my legs and up into my chest. I always cum when I feel him suddenly get real big and he pushes hard into me. Then I feel him twitching inside me and then feel him filling me up. It's so nice and warm but usually there's too much and some leaks out and runs down my leg or bottom.

Afterwards I'm so gooy that I need to go to the bathroom and clean myself up.

We sat and watched some TV for a while then, we still didn't have any cloths on. I was sitting on his lap and he rubbed me down there and made me cum again. I pushed his finger way up inside me, then licked it off. That was gross but he was so funny about it.

Then we went out on the balcony! At first I was scared that someone would see us but we lay down in the sun and it was so comfortable that I went to sleep. I don't know how long we slept but, I woke up first. He was laying on his back and his penis was sort of flopped over to the side. I really wanted to feel it, so I real gently got up and kneeled next to him. Then, real slowly, I lifted it up and started to suck on it. It felt kind of weird, it was soft and spongy, but Todd woke up and so did his penis!

He got hard real fast, then he rolled me onto the floor and went down on me. God I love it when he licks me down there! Sometimes, he sort of puts his mouth all around me and sucks, then flicks his tongue up and down my slit. That just makes me shoot off like a skyrocket!

He told me he wanted to "do it doggy style." I didn't know what he meant but he showed me. He had me get on my hands and knees. I was looking over the edge, through the bars when he pushed it inside me from behind. It was really kind of weird, doing it like that and watching all the people and cars in the street below. It was also real exciting to think that people could see us and I came right away. He was sliding in and out of me real easy, I must have cum another four times!

Well, I'm not sure I should tell you what happened next. I was holding onto the bars, just sort of relaxing when he pulled out. Then I felt him against my bottom! He pushed and I sort of pulled away from him, I thought he had just missed but he put it against my bottom again. It actually felt kind of good, so I rocked back and stuck my butt up. Then he pushed real hard and pushed it up inside me there. It hurt a lot but it also felt real good. I couldn't believe he was pushing it in there but, ya'know, it made me just cum and cum and cum. I could feel that he was real deep up inside me and then I felt him twitched and cumming. I straightened up and he hugged me as he really rammed way up inside me. Then we sort of fell over sideways and lay, right up against the bars. A little while later her pulled out and ran to the bathroom.

My butt hurts a lot now, it just aches real deep like.

When he came back I told him he hurt me but it was alright. I was a little scared that there was some blood when I wiped a little later, but it's stopped now. I'm not sure I'll let him do that again.

Dear Diary:

We just went to a movie and then came home. I am still kind of sore, so we just watched TV.

Dear Diary:

Mommy says we're going to spend next weekend with the Thompson's up at Lake Champlain. That'll be cool!

Dear Diary:

I haven't gotten to see Todd much this week, only at class. It's finals week and he has lots of exams and has to study. My last day of 5th grade is Thursday, Todd's school ends on Friday. Then we're leaving for the lakes once Mom is off work.

Dear Diary:

Mr. Thompson's limo should be here to pick me up in a few minutes. Mom says that we'll go to her office and pick her up around noon, then we'll be meeting Todd and Mr. Thompson at the airport to fly up to the Lake. That'll be cool.