It's way too late to help. And I cannot say I even want help now. Oh, there was a time I did, or thought I did. But I'm mostly content now.

My name is Franny S... I'm 23 and this is the story of my life from my sixth birthday until today. I'm writing, frankly, just to have a record of my life up to this point.

I'm pregnant and expecting in 4 months. I feel as big as a house some days and sexy as hell on others. I was surprised on my aforementioned sixth birthday with my two brothers I never knew I had. Jerry and Jimmy were twins, twelve years old, identical and looking enough like me to be instantly accepted as family.

But where did they come from? My mother was flabbergasted. The boys showed up in a taxi with their luggage and a note from their father, mine also, actually.

It turns out that my dad left my mom when she became pregnant with me. He took the then six year old boys and disappeared. Now they were back.

My father's note simply said he had to leave the country and could no longer care for his sons. He was on the run, he said. I didn't understand at the time, but my mother cycled between delight at having her children back and being overwhelmed at being a single mom with three kids.

At the time I was a skinny, flat as a board little girl with curly red hair and a little bubble butt. I also had freckles that I hated.

Jerry and Jimmy were both curly blond mop heads, taller than I was and almost muscular. But both were slim.

At first they were shy and quiet, eying me and whispering to each other. For my part I was as tongue-tied as they were and clung to my mother.

I had to give up my bed to the boys and sleep with my mother. One the one hand I was upset at losing my room, but I also loved sleeping with mom.

We settled in to an uneasy truce which evolved into a happy threesome as they accepted me in their mischievous activities. I guess at first they saw me as their mascot. Most of the time we just goofed around. Jimmy and Jerry tumbled around like two puppies, mock fighting with mostly laughter and yelps.

Mom bought a blowup wading pool, as it was a hot summer that year. The boys had old shorts to wear and I had a tiny bikini that was really too small. I soon discarded the top, after all I did not have even the beginning of tits and if the boys could be bare chested, why couldn't I.

One day late in summer mother had to leave the house for an emergency dental appointment. We put up such a fuss and her tooth was hurting so much, that she let the three of us stay home.

She told us that under no circumstances were we allowed to use the pool so we turned the sprinkler on. Running, screaming and jumping through the spray we were having a grand old time. Jerry jumped after Jimmy, grabbing his brother around the waist. As they went head-over-heals Jimmy pulled down Jerry shorts, or really, Jerry squirted out of the wet pants.

He turned around and pulled of his brother's shorts and the continued to spar. I had caught brief glimpse of their boy parts before, but this was the first time I had had close up looks. They both had just a sprinkle of blond curls just above their dicks.

"What you looking at Sis?" I must have blushed. "You got to take yours off too," they said almost in unison, grabbing me by my arms. Jerry held me as Jimmy pulled off my bikini bottom.

"Look she no hair!" Jimmy said.

"That's because she's only six, dum-dum. "A hairless pussy!" The twins laughed. They said no more and we played until we heard my mother's car pull into the driveway.

We quickly put our suits back on and when my mother came out on the back porch she was happy to see the pool empty and that we had played only with the sprinkler.

"I'm too sore and tired to cook," she said. "so I brought Chinese take-a-way."

We dried off and sat down to eat. Later that night as I lay in the dark, I pictured my brother's cocks and balls. I had touched them once or twice as we horsed around and felt them bump against me several times.

I knew about the difference between boys and girls and how babies were made, my mother being very open about it even going so far as to let me see her pussy, holding it open so I could look inside.

But I really don't remember any sexual feeling that I may have had at that time. It was more curiosity, my brothers had cocks, and me and mom didn't.

One early morning, I got up to go to the bathroom. Sitting on the toilet, I hear moans and other sounds coming from my old room, I peeked in where there was a crack in old door to my room and saw Jerry and Jimmy, reversed on the bed sucking each other's dicks.

They held tight to each other and rolled around the bed. I could see their stiffies, red, with gobs of spit, going in and out of their mouths. They were breathing hard and their faces were as red as their dicks.

The next thing I knew they were arching their backs, and I could see their cocks spurting into their open mouths. The white stuff from their dicks filled their mouths and some ran down their chins. It gave me a funny feeling in my pussy, and as I had neglected to pull up my panties, I licked my fingers and rubbed my little hairless pussy.

I looked on in amazement as my twin brothers , shared their jizz covered tongues and kissed and licked each other's mouths. I had heard that women sucked men's dicks, but not the boys doing each other. No one had ever mentioned same sex playing to me, but if the boys were doing it and having fun, it must be, I reasoned, fun. It sure looked like they were having a good time and I wanted to also.

The twins were smart, and when they turned 13 Mom depended on them more and more. Unlike most teen boys, they rarely talked back, and did their chores without complaint. So I was left alone with them after school when Mom worked.

But when we were along together it was a different story. Jerry and Jimmy walked me home from school and when we reached the house had our snacks that Mom left for us.

When the weather was nice we played outside, but often we stayed indoors.

"Let's get naked," Jerry said one day not long after I had spied on them doing it in bed.

"We know you watched us play '69,'" Jimmy said. "so let's do it together." I did not have to be asked twice as I stepped out of my jeans and tee shirt.

"Get up close," Jerry said pushing his stiff dick in my face. My mouth was already open and I started sucking on it right away. "Not so hard, and slower!" he said.

"I'm sorry," I said, feeling foolish.

"No problem," Jerry said, his voice soft. "It's your first time." It was then that I realized that my brother Jimmy, was running his tongue up and down over my little slit, so absorbed in sucking Jerry's cock that I did not feel it at first. I was so excited that I was going to get a taste of their cum. My brothers took turns licking my pussy and sticking their dicks in my mouth, sometimes trying to get both dicks in at once. We rolled around, laughing and playing.

"I'm getting close, " Jerry said.

"Me too!" Jimmy chimed in. "Hold your head back," both brothers said, "and open your mouth." I was on my knees, back arched as the twins stood close over me, jacking off . First Jimmy shot his sticky, thick jism into my mouth and grunting, Jerry followed with a some of the spurts landing on my face.

"Close your eyes or it will sting!"

I did as I was told, rubbing my pussy with one hand and licking my fingers of the other. Both my brothers licked my face, but I swallowed a mouthful. It smelled bleachy and tasted a little bitter, but for the most part I loved it and still do to this day.

It was getting late so we all rushed into the shower, Both boys peeded on me, and I got my first taste of piss from another. I had tasted my own several times and liked it. We dried off, dressed, cleaned up and set the dinner table. When our mother came home she found the boys doing their home work, and I was reading.

The twins talked about "fucking" me, but decided I was too young and too little for penetration.

That first year I still slept with mother and some nights I lay awake while she dreamed, rolling around with both hands between her legs, covering her pussy. When she arched her back and let out a soft cry, I knew she had come.

One night, as I lay next to mom, watching he play with her pussy (just enough light from the night-light) she raised her hands to her mouth and sucked on her fingers. I could see by her face and eyes that she was dreaming. I reached over and gently put my fingers on her wet pussy, just letting them lay on her slit, She groaned and spread her legs, but continued to sleep.

I raised my wet fingers to my mouth and sucked and licked them. I loved the taste immediately. I got brave and put my lips on her pussy, inhaling the musky female smell, planted a quick kiss and retreated, licking my lips, to my side of the bed.

Mom rolled over and I rubbed my own pussy and drifted off to sleep.

Right after my seventh birthday, we moved into a bigger apartment. I got my own room again. I loved sleeping with mom, but missed having my own room. Also, it really made me mad sometimes that my brothers made such a fuss about keeping our play time a secret. I wanted to have a girl friend that I could confide in, but it was absolutely forbidden.

While sulking around one day, half-heartedly decorating my new space. Jerry came into the room. "Sis, I wish I could have my own room too," he said.

"Don't you like sleeping with Jimmy?" I asked.

"Yes, I love him, but we are different."

"In What way?" I could not imagine how my identical twin brothers who had sex with each other, could be different.

"I feel different inside," Jerry went on. "I," and after a lot of hemming and hawing continued, "feel like a girl inside"

I was amazed. Jerry went on to tell me about transsexuals and "ladyboys." It was hard for me to wrap my 7 year old brain around the idea.

"You mean you want to cut off your dick!" I said eyes, open wide with amazement.

"I don't know...yet," my brother said. I know had another secret to keep. He did not want Jimmy to find out.

Jerry helped me decorate my room,with the most girlie thing he could find. The room was so pink it hurt my eyes.

One day when mom was away at work, I went into her bedroom and went through he closet and chest of drawers. Mom was petite, and wore an A cup, I found an old bra, some small panties, and panty hose. When Jerry came to visit me later, I showed him my treasures he was delighted. The bra was way to big for my little 7 year old chest, but by stuffing it full of sox, fit Jerry. He put on the pink panties, shoving his dick back between his legs and walked around the room, looking at himself in the mirror. We went back in mom's room and "borrowed" some makeup and a pair of wedges.

I was amazed. I now had a "sister." From time to time I went to the mall and shop lifted some underwear and makeup. I felt bad about that, all these secrets that had to be kept...

It was foolish to think, however, that we could keep a secret like Jerry's from his twin brother. I think Jimmy was hurt by the fact that Jerry confided in me first, but he got over it.

After things were worked out, the twins, who got an allowance and picked up odd jobs from time to time, had some money. We went to the mall together and I bought, a girlie wardrobe for "Jeri."

At school Jerry kept a low profile, but at home when mom was away, he, or I should say she was "Jeri."

Just before school started, and the twins turned 14, and I became 8 we took Jeri outside. We made plans to simply go to the mall, look around and stop for a soda pop and come home.

We didn't count of the effect that Jeri would have on the other teen boys at the mall: Jimmy nearly coming to blows, protecting his "cousin from out-of-town."

Actually Jimmy like doing it to Jeri when she dressed girlie. She would lay on he stomach, keeping her girl clothes on, Jimmy would pull down her panties and he and I would take turns, licking her butt hole and getting a lot of spit on it so it was wet enough to stick his cock in.

I would sit and play with my self while watching the twins fuck. Both would suck my fingers when I climbed on the bed to join in. I wanted to fuck, to feel my brother's cock in my butt as well.

One of my favorite things to do was sit on Jimmy's (and sometime Jerry's) dick, sliding my pussy up and down the shaft. He would cum all over his chest and I would lick and suck it off. When Jeri was there I would share it with her and then we would share it back to Jimmy.

One day, determined to be butt fucked, I arrived prepared, with some lube we had found in our mother's room. I made to slide on Jimmy's cock, as I had done in the past, but this time as I squatted over him, I took his cock in my hands and before he knew what I planned, sat down on it. Jimmy's cock slid up my butt hole all the way. He grunted, and I bit my tongue. It hurt like crazy. But, though, tears welled up in my eyes, and time, and all outside sounds seemed to stop, my cheeks, feeling hot and cold, I slowly began to move.

"Damn, Franny!" Jimmy said between gulps of air. He started to rock his hips and his cock slid up and down and in my poop hole.

He turned me over so that he was on top and spreading my legs fucked my little ass until he came in my butt.

I laughed, I cried, my pussy throbbed deliciously, my butt hurt and felt good at the same time. I looked up and saw Jeri standing in the doorway, one hand up her skirt.

" Don't be a cum hog, Sis," she said. Jeri law down on the bed, first licking Jimmy's cock, then telling me to stand up and put my butt over her mouth, sucked as much of the cum out as she could.

I'd lost one-half of my virginity, and began thinking how to loose the other. After all I was almost nine years old.

End of Part One