When I was around six years old, my mother surprised me one day as I was lying in bed shoving a carrot up my asshole" I had maybe two inches in, total, and it was feeling so good, that I raised my arms in shock, so there I was naked, spread-eagle, with half a carrot sticking out my raised ass" and she just looked at me curiously, and without saying a word, turned around and left.

I'd been sticking things in my ass for over a year by then, but I felt really embarrassed, simply pulled the carrot out, got up, got dressed, and went downstairs to find Mom.

When I caught her in the kitchen, she turned from me.

'I'm sorry Mom.' And gave her a hug from behind.

'Why" why, are you sticking things up your butthole?'

'It feels good. But I'm sorry.'

She turned and hugged me back.

'No, no, no ' it was just a shock. I'm not sure I like it when your father sticks his finger in my asshole.'

'Does he do that?'

'Yeah, sometimes, when we're making love.'

'What's 'making love?''

'Sweetheart, you're way too young to know.'

'Well, Daddy can stick his finger in my asshole anytime he wants ' I like the feeling.' And then I skipped-off to play outside.

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Mom and Dad had this blast of laughter, followed by awful fighting that evening ' guess, Mom had told on me" I didn't hear it all, it happened downstairs, late at night ' but they were angry.

When I came home from Kindergarten the next day, Mom was home and had a little gift for me. I was over-joyed.

But when I opened it, then pierced thru the packaging, it turned-out to be some silly carrot-looking thingie, but made of shiny metal. I was lost.

'It's a very small, very thin vibrator, dear.'

'What's a brator?'

'A vibrator" it's um, something you could use instead of a carrot. It turns on and vibrates, you just have to twist the end.'

'I don't get it.'

'Instead of sticking a carrot in your asshole ' you stick this in. But wipe it clean afterwards, o.k.?'

I thought it was a funny gift.

'Maybe I should show you.'

So Mom and me went up to my bedroom, I undressed and laid back spread-eagle on the bed, lifting my ass. Mom shot the tip of the thing in her mouth, and drooled on it, then slowly began inserting it into my asshole. After it was in an inch she turned the knob at the end, and the thing began buzzing. It was so different having another person doing my asshole, I'd always just done it myself ' and the buzzing felt terrific.

I was shivering, as Mom pushed the vibrating thing in and pulled it out of my asshole. Though sticking things in my asshole was a ritual to me, this shared instance was far better.

But it made me hafta pee ' I was overwhelmed, and I said it to Mom, but she didn't hear or something, and instead placed her mouth full over my little cunnie. I pissed directly in her mouth ' she didn't seem to mind, and actually began licking my little cunnie after she'd swallowed all my pee. I'd never felt so loved.

I slept like an angel" even missing supper.

---

The next morning was Saturday ' and I was famished, and Mom had made French-toast and bacon and scrambled eggs, my favorites ' I ate everything in sight.

Dad was home, of course ' and we ate breakfast as if it were a contest ' it was like a splurge... but then Dad asked me if I liked putting things up my asshole. I was embarrassed. I said 'Yeah.'

'Even that thing your mother bought for you?'

And I was embarrassed, 'Yeah!'

'I have such a thing attached to my body" not a machine.'

'Well, show it to her darling.'

And with that my Daddy dropped his pj-bottoms and took off his underwear, and there sprang-out this most unusual appendage I'd ever seen.

'What is that?'

'It's his penis.'

'Or, cock,' Dad interrupted.

Now of course I knew that boys were made different from girls down there, but I'd never seen one before, so I got on my knees, and shuffled over to have a closer look. Mom joined me on her knees between Daddy's spread legs" the thingie bouncing wildly.

Mom's hand took hold of it at the base, so I reached out and grabbed it too ' it was very warm and hard.

'Do you ever stick things up your cunnie?' Dad asked.

'I like to rub at it here at the top, but it's better sticking things in my asshole" my finger don't go so deep in my cunnie ' there's something there.'

'That's called your hymen. Hey, do you think I could put my cock in your asshole?'

Mom had begun licking and kissing the little sack under his cock, which looked kinda funny.

'I don't know" it's awful big.'

'I'd like to see you put the vibrator in your asshole" let's go up to our bed, you can fetch the vibrator and come join us.'

'O.k.'

And I ran upstairs ' we all met in their room at the same time" Dad was naked, his thingie standing straight up. He gave Mom a look, and she took off her clothes, her huge breasts" I removed mine as well, then we all crawled onto their king-size bed.

I was kinda embarrassed sitting there with my legs wide-open and my butt arching up a little, so I could get to my asshole.

'Would you rather have Mom do it for you?' Dad asked.

'Yeah.'

With that, Mom took the brator and stuck it in her mouth, then crawled between my legs and began putting it into my asshole. Dad had crawled real close too, so he could see; he fondled my legs and knees and thighs, which felt really cool.

Mom had inserted it in a ways when she turned-on the buzz-thing ' which really gets to me. And as usually happens when it's buzzing (the night before I'd just stick it in and out, without the buzzing), I suddenly felt like I had to pee ' and I told Mom, and just like last time, instead of stopping or anything, she glued her mouth over my little cunnie, all the while working the brator in and out of my asshole ' deeper than it'd ever gone before" and I was loving it.

I pissed in her mouth for a long time, the OJ, I guess, but she just drank and drank, and moaned, and continued sucking my cunnie long after I'd finished ' the whole time the brator was going in and out of my asshole ' she'd shoved the whole thing inside me by now, and I was bucking up and down. Until I kinda grunted" then Mom plopped the brator out of my asshole, and I was out of it, but saw Dad give Mom a look, and she began to suck and lick the brator clean ' I think Dad had several fingers up Mommy's cunnie, she was twisting and moaning.

'Are you sore, honey?'

'No. I just didn't know it could go so deep. It felt really good.'

'Well, maybe your little asshole could take Daddy's cock?" it is much thicker, though.'

'I don't know.' I said.

'Let's do it this way darling" I lie down on my back, and you come up and straddle me, and try to sit down on my cock, o.k.?'

'O.k.'

Once Daddy was in place, Mom bent down and began licking and kissing and slobbering-up Daddy's cock. She helped me get in position, and placed his cock-head at the entrance to my asshole" and I began to sit, but it was really impossible ' he couldn't even work it in to that good place inside, where everything just lets go ' and it hurt" I really really tried" but I couldn't do it ' now my asshole was sore.

'Stop darling ' sweetheart isn't ready yet!'

It took a minute before Daddy finally gave-up, he'd grabbed my waist and was trying to force me down on his cock ' it was just too painful! But Mom lifted me off him, then she did the weirdest thing, she began licking my asshole, really sticking her tongue in as far as it would go" so the pain kinda left.

The next morning Mom had another gift for me" and she told me Daddy had been drinking, so he'll sleep in late. It was similar to the other brator, but this one was much thicker, and shiny golden metal, instead of silver ' so it seemed more important.

Giggling as if she were my sister, she asked if we should go try it" and took my hand, and off we went to my bedroom.

'It's really big, Mommy.'

'Well, that's why I've bought this ointment ' it'll relax you down there.'

I didn't know what she was talking about, but soon she'd squeezed some goo on her finger and began rubbing around my asshole, even inserted her finger a few inches with a fresh batch. Then even coated the brator with the goo. I had this tingly sensation back there. Then slowly, ever so slowly, she began to force it up my asshole. I wasn't feeling pain, I wasn't feeling anything other than being stuffed-full. Before I knew it, and to my amazement, and even pride, the whole thingie was up my asshole" Mom was smiling, but then got this devilish grin, and turned-on the buzzing"

This felt like an earthquake deep inside me ' so intense ' and then, of course, it happened, I had to pee, and instantly, but Mom's mouth was already glued to my cunnie, so I just let go.

She wasn't moving the huge brator in and out of me or twisting it around, as usual, but just let it stay there sunken in my depths, as she finished the last drops of my pee and began licking me in earnest I had another pee" it wasn't a pee, it was something wholly different" and I think I fell to sleep after yelling-out. I didn't even feel her pulling the huge thingie out, and I awoke what seemed like late in the afternoon, I was disorientated. But rolled back to sleep.

'Sweet-heart? Little-mouse ' it's time to get up and get ready for school.'

I finally cleared my eyes, and saw Mom sitting there on my bed ' then it dawned on me" it's Monday morning!'

I was cranky as hell, but Mom showered me, fed me breakfast, made my lunch, and drove me to school ' she had this thoughtful look as she kissed me" 'don't tell anyone about what we do.' 'I won't tell anyone.' The worst day of kindergarten I could remember, I was called on three times, and was totally lost ' I was so tired I fell asleep during lunch-break, and came back late to class"

Once I came home I just had to ask Mom ' 'what is it when I pee, but it's not really pee, and my whole body just lives?'

'That's an orgasm, sweety.'

'Gasm is good, but made me really stupid today.'

'Ah, sweetheart' ' and she gathered me up in her arms and gave me the bestest hug, then kissed me on the mouth, no, I mean kissed me where she put her tongue in my mouth, and her hand had slipped down under the band of my underwear and was gently stroking my asshole and cunnie.

'Will you do it again, so I get a gasm? ' I promise to listen at school.'

'I love to give you gasm's baby!'

We headed straight up to my bedroom, threw off our clothes ' and she took the brator out of my nightstand and stuck it in her mouth. Then she placed a pillow under my butt, so it was lifted, and bent down and began licking my asshole, which felt really good. And moved up to licking my little cunnie, and began pushing the brator slowly up my asshole ' which felt wonderful. There's this moment of extreme pressure, and almost a pain thingy at first, an anticipation, but then it pops in to a certain depth and just feels wonderful ' I feel so full! Then she pulls it out a bit, and pushes it back in, even deeper.

As usual, shortly after she had turned on the buzzing, I got this urge to pee ' and whispered such to Mommy, who simply closed her mouth completely over my cunnie so I could let go. She drank all my pee ' and it's then, I think, when that little nubbin atop my cunnie is most sensitive ' because she licked and sucked there for what felt like hours until I had that pee-feeling again, but it wasn't pee, it was gasm.

Mommy's face was all wet as she smiled up to me.

'Mommy? Why do you like to drink my pee?'

'Oh, darling,' and she seemed kinda embarrassed.

'Why?'

'Don't tell your father I told you this, o.k.?'

'I won't.'

'Well, you know your uncle Johnny? ' He's my older brother, right?'

'Yeah.'

'Well, when I was even a little younger than you ' maybe four and a half ' and Johnny was ten, well, he used to chase me, then pin me down, then he'd take out his pee-pee and put it in my mouth and pee in my mouth.'

'No, really!'

'Yes, and he did it a lot. I didn't like it at all ' but he was so much bigger than me I couldn't stop him.'

'And did you suck his cock, like I've seen you do Dad's?'

'Yes, honey. But not so much ' he wasn't old enough to cum ' to shoot that white stuff, like your father.'

'But you said you didn't like it.'

'I didn't like it. I thought he was mean, and I didn't like the taste. But then, when I was around six, and he turned twelve" well, he was able to cum ' and so I kinda started liking it.'

'You like to eat cum?'

'Yes, darling. And I even began enjoying the taste of his pee.'

'I wanna try cum. And, will you pee in my mouth?'

'Are you sure, baby?

'Yeah. It's like nasty, isn't it?'

'It's a very nasty thing to do.'

'Will you pee in my mouth, Mommy?'

'O.k., but we should do it in the tub, 'cuz I don't think you'll be able to swallow too much, and we don't want to make a mess.'

'O.k.'

So we walked hand in hand down the hallway, Mom was really happy, almost dancing-walking, humming a tune. I laid down in the bath-tub and Mom got over me, then squatted down over my face, until her big hairy cunnie was pressed against my lips ' my mouth wide-open ' I was squirming, not knowing what to expect, and my nose tickled at the hairs.

She began peeing ' and it didn't really taste too good, but I swallowed, and she'd stopped her flow of piss. She looked down at me ' 'You, o.k. Baby? ' 'Yeah,' I muffled-out. Then she began squirting into my mouth a second time ' and I guess she just couldn't help it, it just came pouring out, and my mouth couldn't hold it all, and I couldn't swallow so much, so I just kinda spat, and gurgled, and here it was Mom's pee pouring down all over my face and neck and chest ' I had to close my eyes. It even soaked my hair. Then she was done peeing, so I did for her what she always did for me ' I began licking her cunnie, and straining up to lick her nubbin, which was large and swollen. She made whimpering and moaning sounds, so I knew I was doing it right ' until her other pee began shooting-out ' not a lot, it was much thicker, and tasted nicer.

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That evening when Dad got home from work, Mom greeted him at the door and told him we had a surprise. I was already naked up lying over the edge of their bed so my ass was sticking out, when they came in the room. Mom had rubbed some of the funny cream deep up in me, so my asshole was kinda tingly. I guess she sucked Daddy's cock ' it took a few minutes before I felt his large hands on my butt-cheeks. He spread my ass as wide as he could then had the head of his cock right at my asshole. I was shivering in anticipation.

'I'll go slow, baby.'

He worked it in very slow ' I almost thought it wouldn't work again ' I was feeling so much pressure back there, but no real pain. Then it happened ' it slipped in to that place where it begins feeling really good ' even though he was huge it felt wonderful. And he slowly kept pressing and pressing in until I thought his cock was going to poke out my other side, and felt his warm balls rest against my ass-cheeks. He was all the way inside me!

'Sweetheart, you've done it!' Mommy exclaimed.

He pulled out a little, and I heard myself making strange noises. Then he pushed back in, and Wow! I'd never felt anything so wonderful in my life.

'You are so fucking tight baby!'

He only fucked in and out maybe ten times before he screamed-out and began shooting his cum deep in my asshole, which felt really strange.

'Suck my balls!' he said to Mom. And he just kept his cock deep in my asshole while Mommy sucked his balls. After about ten minutes he began fucking in and out of my asshole again ' doing it a little more wildly this time ' and he held-out much longer ' maybe twenty minutes before he screamed-out again and again flooded me deep with his cum.

He withdrew his cock with a plop. Then he moved up on the bed and sat there with his cummy cock right in my face.

'Clean it off for me, baby-doll ' you'll love the taste of come and asshole.'

I started licking at it, and felt Mom sticking her tongue up my asshole too. Delicious.

We all slept together in their king-sized bed that night ' and every night from then on out.

---

The next day my asshole was red and a little sore. Mom had some ointment for it. She then began sucking my cunnie and rubbing a finger in there.

'It's time we start getting your vagina ready for Daddy's cock, sweet-heart.'

'O.k. But what does it feel like when he puts his cock up there?'

'It's wonderful! I mean, I've never gotten off on things in my asshole ' but you! You have no idea how much more pleasure awaits you.'

'What 'bout that hy-m-thing?'

'I'm going to take care of that little problem right now.'

And with that she poked her long finger all the way in to the hym-thing and really quickly, with her pointed fingernail, just poked right through it. Ouch! ' But it was just like being pinched.

There was a tiny bit of blood on Mommy's finger, which she sucked into her mouth ' then began sucking and licking and sticking her tongue up my cunnie.

'I have a surprise for you, sweet-heart.' Mom said as she took off her clothes. And I couldn't believe my eyes ' her cunnie was all shaven ' it was completely bare, just like mine.

'I thought you might like sucking it better if it were shaven.'

'Well, my nose did tickle some from the hair.'

'Would you like to eat my cunt, sweet-heart?'

'Oh yes.'

It was much more fun, now that I could really see it ' and real juicy, like eating an orange.

After Mommy came in my mouth, and licked my face clean of her juices, and gave me a deep kiss with her tongue, she laid me down on the bed and took out the little brater, licked it wet, then began pushing it into my cunnie-hole.

It felt much better this time, especially when she licked the nubbin above my hole while pushing the brater in and pulling it out ' and I don't know what it is, but when someone else is doing it for me it just feels better. I got this tickly-warm feeling, not a gasm, but I squirmed so she knew I'd had enough.

'Mommy?'

'Yes, dear?'

'What's the nastiest thing you've ever done?'

'Oh, well, shoving a vibrator up my six year old daughter's ass, and drinking her pee ' that's the nastiest.'

'That's not nasty to me. Tell me.'

'O.k. But promise not to tell your Dad. We haven't really talked about my sexual past.'

'Our secret.'

'Well, when I was ten years old, maybe eleven, my brother John and two of his friends took me out for a ride. One of the others was sixteen, so he had a driver's license. Anyway, they drove me to this place where they were building houses ' the houses weren't finished, but it was late in the afternoon, so there were no workmen around, and it was kind of exciting, like we were breaking into someone's home or something" it was a place the kids their age would sneak off-to to smoke and stuff. And we went upstairs to this bedroom, no carpet or anything, no windows yet, even. And there was just this bare old stained mattress in the center of the room, nothing else. We sat around and smoked a little" then John told me to stand on the mattress and take off my clothes. I was really embarrassed, but knew better than to complain. So I did it. And there I was, on this wobbly stage, fully naked before these boys, one of them I'd never met before.'

'And one was your brother.'

'Yes, well, so then John ordered me to suck their cocks ' and I began with his" and I wasn't really complaining ' they had all become hard just seeing my body, I felt complimented, even though I had no real boobies, and no hair on my cunt. Anyway, John directed the one boy to lie down on the mattress, and I was kinda glad, 'cuz it stank, and then for me to sit down on his cock. I'd done it enough so that that was okay, and then John scooted up to one side, and while his friend fucked me, I sucked John's cock. I had it deep in my mouth, when I felt this other boy pressing his cock against my asshole. I screamed 'No!' and whimpered and cried ' but with a cock buried in my mouth, it came out maybe 'ummmm!' And we laughed.

'So there I was being fucked in the cunt by the one friend, sucking my brother's cock, and being fucked in the ass by his other friend ' and he wasn't one to lube my ass first or his cock or anything ' he just fucking thrust in. Of course I loved sucking my brother's cock, and the cock in my cunt felt wonderful, so somehow, I focused on that, and not the searing pain in my asshole. The guy in my cunt came first, my brother soon following ' the guy in my ass took a little extra time" but it was all over pretty quickly. Then they sat around the mattress while I sniveled and whined, smoking" and my brother ordered me to suck all their cocks again, which I did. They switched places. Mr. Macho Asshole was in my cunt, I was sucking off the guy who'd fucked me, and suddenly I felt my brother pressing his cock into my asshole! I screamed around the cock I'd swallowed, but nobody heard me, or cared ' after all it was my brother now fucking my ten year-old almost virgin asshole. They all came ' and let me tell you, the feeling of cum emptying into my mouth and pussy just does things to me. I love cum. Especially the taste of it.'

'Then, they sat around smoking, and then switched places ' I didn't even get to suck them first, they knew their positions" and John was beneath me, he was sweeter than I'd ever known him thrusting his cock in my cunt, and I reached-out and sucked his one friend, the other had no problem finding my asshole, it was dripping of cum ' but, to tell you the truth, I swore I'd never have my asshole fooled with again after that.'

'Then, once they'd all come in me for the third time, John had them stand around me, me stretched-out on the bed ' first he, then the other two began pissing all over my writhing body ' it felt fantastic.'

'It seems you just needed your asshole to be prepared Mommy.'

'Yes. And you're prepared. You love it in the ass, don't you, darling?'

'Yes, yes! I love being fucked in the ass.'

'Daddy will fuck you in the ass ' since I've denied him that, he's anxious about yours.'

'No, I wanna be fucked in the ass while getting fucked in my cunnie ' and sucking a cock, too, just like you. And then peed on all over.'

'Well we have to think about that.'

---

The next day as I arrived home from kindergarten, I noticed the two neighbor boys, they're twins, around 15 years old ' and they were playing basketball in their driveway. I tugged on Mom's arm and motioned over to them. She looked, smiled, waved hello to the boys, then we went into the house.

'Not a bad idea, sweetheart. But we've gotta be extra careful. I've got a plan"'

After we'd discussed her plan, I walked on over to the boys, and invited them over for some lemonade. They accepted!

Mom had changed into her bikini top, and it really didn't hide her huge breasts ' the boys were happy to stare. We sat around the living room and drank our lemonade while Mommy talked to them about school and stuff. Then the plan began.

'I bet two handsome boys like you have lots of girlfriends?'

'No, ma'am.'

'Kids start so early these days, they're growing up much faster. I mean, my little girl here is head-over-heels in love with you both.'

'Mo-o-o-m!' And I was really embarrassed, I wasn't acting. Mom came over and started tickling me. And that's when I spread my legs, rolling around, giggling ' I'd removed my underwear, so the boys could plainly see my cunnie up my short white summer dress. And they were looking, smiling at us having such fun. Mom then went back to her seat and talked a bit more about girls and stuff.

'I bet you've already had blow-jobs?'

The twins kinda looked at each other surprised. 'No, not yet.'

'Really? That's a shame. I've been showing sweet-heart on a plastic dildo, but it would really be better with the real thing. Maybe sweet-heart could practice on your cock, Mikey, while I take care of Tommy?'

They turned to stone" not just their cocks getting stiff through their pants, but they didn't move a muscle. There was like a whole minute where nothing was said ' I swear the two of them had stopped breathing even.

Then Mom got up, went over to in front of Tommy, dropped to her knees, and unzipped his pants and pulled out his hard cock. Once it was out, I got up and did the same to Mikey. We pulled their pants all the way down to their ankles, then at the same instant, placed our mouths over their cock-heads. I'd done it a few times before on Daddy, so I knew what I was doing, but of course Mommy is an expert, so in no time Tommy yelled-out and began shooting his cum in her mouth, which she drank and drank, making noises like it was the tastiest meal in the world. Mikey wasn't quite there yet when Mom came over and started directing me.

'Your mouth isn't so big as mine, so suck on the head for a while, then slide your mouth down along the sides ' remember to gently jerk him up and down with your hand ' and take his balls in your other hand, and gently, ever so gently, squeeze them.'

Mikey spurted in my mouth, and I drank it all ' every last drop, and I even made the same noises as Mommy had.

'Maybe you two could come over after school tomorrow, and we can play?' Mom said.

They were all really funny to watch, pulling on their pants as quickly as possible, almost falling over, saying 'Yeah, yeah!' ' then quickly heading for the door.

'Now, boys. I know it's hard, but we can't say anything about this to anyone, Anyone! ' we wouldn't want Mikey to go to jail?'

'Yeah, uh, no.' Then they were gone. And we rolled on the living room floor laughing, ending in an embrace where we tongue-kissed tasting the remnants of cum in each other's mouth.

'I just love the taste of young-boy sperm.' Momma said.

---

The next day there they were standing politely on our doorstep. They'd taken showers and were kinda dressed-up, like it was a date or something. And it's funny how I thought back about the sexiness of the smell of sweat on Mikey's balls last time ' truly a lovely animal smell, so I was a little disappointed, but also glad to see they wished to impress us.

Mom had on a pair of tight shorts and a see-thru halter-top, no bra. I was wearing a tube top and a short pleated skirt, no underwear.

'Lemonade boys?'

'Yes, ma'am.'

We sat around the living room precisely like last time. Instead of doing some planned-out number, I simply allowed my dress to ride up, so my cunnie was exposed.

'You are shameless, sweet-heart.' And I blushed.

'Well, if those were your first blow-jobs, I can't imagine that you've ever fucked a girl before, have you?'

'No ma'am.'

'Well, sweet-heart isn't a virgin, really, I've worked her over with a vibrator ' but the real thing would be so much better. Tommy, would you like to fuck my little girl?'

'Um, yeah, sure.'

'Well, let's go up to the bedroom and get more comfortable.'

'Do I get to fuck you, Mrs. ___?'

'No, Mikey. This is sweetheart's day. Maybe another time.'

So we piled into the bedroom, and it was me and Mom who undressed first ' like the boys were shy or something, but they got the clue and undressed.

'Now, Tommy ' you've never done this before, so let me direct you a little.'

'Sure, o.k.'

'Sweetheart, lie down on the bed and spread your legs.'

'Yes, Mommy.'

'Now, Tommy, crawl up between her legs and kiss her cunnie a little, stick your tongue in, and get it wet, it pleases the girl, and makes it easier for your cock to go in.'

'Um, o.k.'

He was pretty lame at it, I tried to like guide him a bit by holding and moving the back of his head, but he was pretty lame, though he drooled some, which I guess was the point. When he was finished, which was like after five minutes, we both looked over to see Mom sucking Mikey's cock deep into her mouth. She stopped abruptly.

'Don't come, baby" don't come yet!'

She noticed us staring at them.

'O.k., now, Tommy lie down on the bed, sweetheart, get up and sit on his cock ' maybe lick it a little first, I know you want to.'

I mounted him, and it sank in fairly deep fairly quick ' his cock was thin and long, and I looked down at his face ' and I've never seen such ecstasy expressed before in my life ' a really weird face, precious ' I was so proud of my cunt!

After a minute or two we settled into a rhythm ' he was buried all the way inside me when I felt Mikey's cock pressing against my butthole ' Mom's hand was guiding it there. It popped-in pretty easily, so there I was being double-fucked for the first time in my life! What an incredible fullness! And they soon fell into a rhythm where they were both plunging into my holes at the same time, which felt incredible ' but Tommy came, then Mikey"

'Don't pull-out boys! Stay there! You can get hard again right away, I'm sure. I'm going to suck your balls ' stay deep inside her!'

It wasn't much past five minutes later that there was life in their cocks again, and this time they really gave me a fuck-ride. I looked off to the side and saw Mom standing there rubbing her cunnie furiously, her tits bobbing, until she let out a yell and sprayed her goo all over the sides of us ' the two boys squirting deep inside me once again.

They dressed and left, and Mom spent almost an hour sucking their cum out of my holes.

---

My Dad announced he was going out of town for two weeks on an overseas business trip. This used to really depress Mom, but she took the announcement this time like a champion. He fucked my ass twice that night" barely taking notice of Mom, so I kinda felt bad for her as I curled-up to sleep.

The next morning he was gone ' but I heard Mom singing in the kitchen.

'What is it, Mom?'

'Well, darling, sweet-heart ' I've sent a note to your kindergarten that you're off on a two-week long vacation ' no kindergarten for two weeks.'

'Really!'

'Yes, yes. And you know what we're going to do? We're going to suck and fuck as many men as we can find ' just the two of us.'

'That sounds cool!'

'It's not just cool, baby, it's awesome!' And we laughed.

---

During the initial road-trip she just gave me all these warnings, precautions I should take, how to be careful ' never to get separated ' all that parent shit. At one point she pulled-out this scrawny-looking cigarette, it wasn't even really a cigarette ' and she lit it, with difficulty, 'cuz the top was down and we were speeding, inhaled, and passed it to me.

'Smoke, baby, smoke! Smoke, baby, smoke!' she chanted.

But it went out by the time I brought it to my lips. Sweet burnt smell.

She pulled the car over, and I mean we were in the middle of nowhere. She started mumbling.

'You're sitting shot-gun" well, means I gotta shot-gun.'

She re-lit the funny cigarette, sucked it in, then offered me a kiss, and blew the smoke down my entire body. I coughed and coughed and coughed. We started driving again.

'Where're we going?'

'That's it! It's kicked in! Why didn't you ask me 1000 miles ago where we were headed?'

'I don't know.'

'That's it, exactly.'

And I was feeling kinda weird. The landscape, just scrub-brush and shit, became a bit more colorful" and instead of being bored, I was happy. I was so happy I began laughing, which made Mom laugh, which made me laugh louder ' and my eyes were crying, I was so happy. The wind was lapping my eyes like some huge puppy.

'We're going to visit Uncle John ' he lives in Las Vegas, Nevada.'

'Oh.' But then I thought again, 'Your older brother? ' the one who pissed in your mouth when you were four and a half years old?'

'Yeah, him.'

'Why?'

'I love him, he's my brother.'

Then I got somehow comfortable in my craziness, and needing some conversation simply repeated what I'd asked before.

'What is the nastiest thing you've ever done, Mom?'

'O.k., o.k., um, I'd been sent-off to boarding school ' it's like a school where you're away from home, I was thirteen ' and my roommate was a girl a year older than me. And we'd like crawl into each other's bed at night and kiss, and kiss and suck each other's cunts.'

'Well, that ain't nothing.'

'No, no, wait. Well, I mean, we both liked men better, not better, but we liked men, right? And we'd go to parties and try to be the one who sucked-off the most boys. Sometimes I won, sometimes she won. And if we'd been fucked, we'd suck the cum out, which like counted as one point. O.k.? And we were always looking for parties to go to on the weekends" so this one time the two of us ended-up at some frat party ' we were the only two girls ' twenty guys, and us. So I openly challenged my roommate to a 'Suck-off' ' which of us could suck off the most cocks" but it got way worse" and I was fucked by at least a dozen guys, had sucked-off ten, yet my roommate not only fucked all twenty, she let ten of them fuck her asshole, and sucked-off at least a dozen" then all twenty stood around us and pissed on us" yeah, yeah, yeah, that's the nastiest"'

Just then the city lights of Vegas shot into heaven" it was like the whole world was being transported to some alien ship. Then as we arrived, sheesh, this was the brightest, loudest, most congested place I'd ever experienced in my life" Mom was like trying to concentrate on directions" I was in awe"

Mom went in to one building, but returned discouraged, or enraged, I don't know the difference.

Then she got on her cell frantically ' and after over a half-hour's bullshit, she finally met her brother's voice with her tears.

He is not a nice man.

We drove around for an hour ' I was dazzled by the lights ' Mom more concentrated on something inner.

We stopped in a vacant parking place ' this dude came over from a huge white stretched limo" approached us"

'What the fuck do you want?'

'I'm just happy to see you!' and she cried like I've never seen her cry before.

'What the fuck do you want?'

'She loves you, bastard' I just had to speak-up, 'you even pissed in her mouth when she was four!'

The bastard was taken aback, he looked at me.

'Who's this?'

'She's my daughter.'

'Come.'

That's when we entered the huge white limo"

'So what's the gig?'

'It's her, Sweet-heart. We want ten men to fuck her in every hole, then piss all over her. And I'll give blow-jobs to keep 'em up.'

'Whoa, whoa, whoa, sis ' I've got a pretty good deal here ' this is like jail-time! I don't need it.'

'I know you've got the connections, shit, dude, you run a bordello.'

'I'd like to help you"'

'"Then fucking set it up ' tomorrow afternoon, 5 o'clock. Ten men. $1000 bucks apiece for two hours. We split the dough. We need seed money ' going out to L.A.'

He turned to me and stared real hard, having finally taken off his sunglasses. Now, he wasn't what I'd imagined. He was talk and skinny, with long dirty-blond hair wrapped in a pony-tail ' he wasn't clean shaven, he didn't look clean at all. But for the first time looking into his eyes, I did see my Mom.

'What do you think about all this, Sweet-heart?'

'I wanna be fucked in the ass and cunnie and in my mouth by ten men, then have them piss all over my body. I wanna eat their cum, and drink their piss.'

'One hot baby-slut you got going there, sis. O.k., o.k., I'll try to set it up" but they won't just come with the cash until they've seen the goods.'

'They pay at the door. I'm sure you're salesman enough to sell her goods.'

'How old is she?'

'I'm six.'

'Damn.'

'You get 5 grand for so little work, bro ' how can you pass it up?'

'Maybe I should get a little sample first?'

'You're still a fucking pervert!' Mom said while tugging me out of the limo ' 'Just make this happen!'

'Yeah, yeah, whatever.'

It's then we drove around kinda leisurely, Mom in high humor, and she said I should select the hotel ' any hotel I fancied, for us to stay the night.'

There're all these huge beautiful, bright hotels" the pyramid, and castle, and all that. I couldn't make up my mind.

'Mommy, you decide.'

'Well, I've always been partial to the MGM Grand Hotel ' something earthy about it.'

'Then that's it.'

Some guy even parked our car, and some guy even took our suitcases up to our room. I felt like Miss America. I overheard Mom take the room for two nights, and it costed like $500 a night. She paid cash. Ten crisp hundred dollar bills.

And what a room! We could see everywhere out our window, all the lights, and could even sit outside if we wanted, but why? ' we were a zillion floors above the earth" the bath-tub was the hugest one I'd ever seen. There was a huge flat-screen television. Mirrors everywhere, even pasted to the ceiling above the bed. And a man came knocking on the door with two big bottles sunken in silvery ice, one 'champ-pain' or something, the other a very huge plastic bottle of Coke, my fav. I just laid down on the biggest bed I'd ever seen, and it was all silk and satiny, tons of big fluffy pillows, and started shooting thru the channels once I got the hang of the remote. This was heaven.

Mom, like, smoked more of that shit, and I passed ' it wasn't me" then she got all serious on me" 'I'm not using you, honey, sweet-heart? ' This is what you really want, isn't it?'

'Mom, go to sleep.'

'I will, precious baby, just gotta suck your cunt, tongue your asshole, and drink your piss.'

She did, and I did, and we cuddled in the most luxurious wonderland I could ever imagine.

---

It must've been noon before we woke up ' and only because Mom's cell sang, and it was all set-up, I guess ' she was excited.

It wasn't no beauty-pageant what entered the door. They were mostly older than Dad. But each one, upon seeing me naked standing at the end of the bed, handed money over to Mommy, and quietly entered. It was after the first ten men, that John entered.

'You want your share now, or what?'

'You know, I thought I'd get a piece, for my work.'

'$1000 bro.'

'No, fuck that!'

'So, it's like taken from your share ' go have fun with her.'

And they descended upon me" they were in my cunt and asshole, and I was able to suck the other one off ' I was doing three at a time! They all came pretty quickly, their first turn" and I saw Mom sucking the others, getting them ready for me"

It was my pleasure pleasuring men" I loved the taste of cum, just like Mom, and when they squirted in my cunnie and asshole" well, I often had that other pee ' gasm.

God, I love being fucked!

God, I love being fucked!

I didn't even recognize him a first, but my uncle John was thrusting his cock up my cunnie, while some bastard did this semi-dry thing on my asshole ' thank God there was cum already in there" and yet John was so sweet ' I knew why Mom was in love with him ' yet he wanted to hurt me, but seeing he couldn't hurt me, just pushed and pushed, and gushed inside me, childlike"

The 'ordeal' was soon over-with" they'd each one fucked my cunnie, my asshole, and cummed in my mouth twice"

This was our luxurious bed" I said I wanted them to pee on me in the bathtub" and they all followed.

It was as crowded around me there lying down in the bathtub as the city itself seemed" but each and every one of them stood side by side and began spraying me with their piss ' I drank as much as I could. I giggled, twisting and turning the whole time.

Two of them even wanted to be sucked-off again afterwards. More cum for me!

---

Afterwards Mom took me in her arms, even though I was all shiny with piss, and kissed me deeply. She rinsed-out the tub, then filled it with bubbles, and we took a long leisurely bath together ' Mom's toes playing with my cunnie nubbin, and we both giggled like mad.

I slept deep, wrapped in Mommy's arms.

---

There was a knock at the door, it was uncle John. Mom let him in, then fished-out a wad of money and handed it to him.

'What about us, sis?'

'What'do'ya mean? You were such a cool bastard when I arrived.'

'Well, fuck, I haven't seen you since you married that bastard.'

'That bastard"' but Mom trailed-off.

'One roll, for old time's sake?'

'Me? Or sweet-heart?'

'Both.'

'Baby-doll, you up for some more fucking and sucking? I want him completely dried of sperm, and regretting he ever thought to fuck us both.'

She dropped-down immediately, withdrew his cock and went to work on it, while I shed my pink satin pajamas. I don't know much about it, but I guess, I'll bet, my Mom is about the greatest cock-sucker in the world ' it wasn't much more than five minutes before uncle John screamed-out that he was cumming, and Mom drank it all, with those 'yummy' sounds, which makes the whole event seem huge.

She just kept on sucking him, though. I was on my hands and knees on the bed, wiggling my ass.

'I want you to fuck my asshole, uncle John.'

Mom let his cock flop out of her mouth, once it was hard again" and John crawled-up and simply began to press his cock-head into my asshole. Mom spanked his butt hard.

'Where are your manners? Lick her little asshole, first, bastard. I've got a strap-on in the luggage somewhere, ya want me to fucking dry-fuck your fucking asshole?'

He backed-off and began licking at my asshole ' shyly at first, then more deeply.

'I love you, uncle John.'

I was wet and ready, and this time Mommy took his cock and guided it to my asshole, after spitting loudly on his cock and my asshole, so I was doubly wet. He has a big cock, and shaped so that it's curved upwards (I remembered, when he had it up my cunnie yesterday, it had felt a little different ' hitting spots in my cunnie never hit before).

He fucked my asshole like a madman" but it was all over pretty quick, maybe ten minutes of plunging in and out ' then he shot what felt like ropes inside of me.

And Mommy sucked his cock again ' but it didn't work" we'd fucked him out. God, we are the best!

---

The next morning we took-off for Los Angeles"

The drive was really really boring, desert, and more desert"

'So, Mom, tell me the nastiest thing you've ever done.'

'I've told you everything.' Then a sheepish smile took over her face. 'No, no, no ' I haven't told this to anyone"'

'What did you do, Mommy?'

'I was twelve, thirteen, baby-sitting age" you'll be there soon" and the neighbors asked if I'd baby-sit their kids ' there was a boy, around six years old, and he had a younger sister, right? I think she was four or five. Well, anyway, here I was alone with these kids, totally strangers, and they were just the nastiest pair of kids you've ever seen ' not nasty like nasty" but they didn't like to be left with a babysitter when their parents went out, so they were hyper-active, and kinda cruel, and they treated me like shit ' I had no authority over them, or so they thought" and, well, I taught the four year old how to give head to the six year old.'

'What?'

'I, like, sucked the six year old off in front of his four year old sister ' of course a dry event" then told her to do it too.'

'Didn't you suck her cunnie?'

'No, no ' but I did teach her how to blow her brother really good.'

'I don't understand.'

'The dude, is going to be quiet, he's like getting what he wants, the girl might've been bewildered and asked her parents why it felt so good when the babysitter's mouth was over her vagina" I'm not stupid" I don't make stupid mistakes" the boy never told, the girl never told" as far as I know, she's still sucking his cock at will.'

'Are children supp'osed to be having sex?'

'No, not at all ' their bodies aren't made for it.'

'So, I'm not a child.'

'You most definitely are not a child, longer. But we can stop" you can become a child again, if that's what you wish. You seem to me to love the feel of cocks fucking your cunnie and especially your asshole, and you love the taste of cum ' a knock-off the old block"'

'Mommy, I love cum ' it's better than ice cream" and the feelings I get from guys entering my asshole, even my cunnie ' well, I wouldn't trade that away for all the candy in the world"'

'You know where we're headed?'

'No.'

'Los Angeles, I don't know how to explain it, sweet-heart"'

---

I fell asleep in the car, and awoke to find myself in this even more crowded city, much more dirty, even the air was dirty ' orange-brown. There were people everywhere ' and houses and houses and shops and shops ' no castles and pyramids.

It was late morning, I guessed. We pulled-in to this parking lot before a building with kinda cartoonish naked women painted on the façade ' it looked wild.

Mom and I entered the smoked-glass front door hand in hand.

'May I help you?' ' a cleaning man, I don't know ' a guy vacuuming the very red carpet.

'We're here to see Larry.'

'Um. I don't know.' ' the guy looked at me oddly.

'You don't know who Larry is, or you don't know if you should announce our presence?'

'Um. I'll go see.'

We sat in this huge red leather booth, a really strange place ' three small stages with golden poles in the middle, and this really long bar, with glasses hanging, and countless bottles on shelves.

It was a good ten minutes before this semi-handsome, slicked-back hair, well-dressed man approached us ' once he smiled at seeing Mommy, he lit up the room ' his face changed ' this is just somebody I immediately liked.

'My God! Laura!' ' he was so happy. He glanced at me, and became confused, embarrassed, or spooky, I don't know ' it was all very dramatic ' like someone you'd see on television. He slid in next to Mom. Gave her a fatherly kiss.

'Long time.'

'Yo. You back home? You, like" what are you up to? Oh, and, shit ' she's got to get out of here ' the age thing.'

'You're not even open yet, shit-head.'

'Yeah, but I mean"'

'Just chill. Nice threads.'

'Yeah, well.'

'You're looking really good.' ' funnily they both said this at the exact same moment to each other, and I laughed.

'Larry, this is my daughter, sweet-heart.'

'Hey kiddo.'

'Hi.'

'So, what?'

'Oh, the busy businessman" sorry" we're here in town for a few days, and I'd like to set up some parties" me and her.'

'What the fuck are you talking about?' ' then he looked at me and said 'Sorry.'

'Now, I know you got connections in town ' just put it out there there's a six year old and her mother looking to party ' especially groups.'

'Whoa, whoa, whoa, there" What the fuck are you saying?' he again turned to me and said 'Sorry.'

'It's pretty simple, Larry ' she loves to be fucked, it's inherited, I guess.'

'Well, yeah, god-damn. Sorry.'

He was the funniest person I'd ever met in my life" his eyes" the whole facial expression thing was completely over-the-top" I laughed the whole time I was with him"

'She's six years old, she likes to fuck, anal is no problem, Mommy's there too ' Can't you even spread around a little rumor?' ' and this stung him a bit ' I mean, Mom had complete control over this guy.

'You're fucking doing weird shit, man' ' he didn't bother to look at me to apologize" 'I'll put it thru the vine, but, shit, I'm legit here ' so I'm your third man" and if I can't put it together, don't come screaming at me like some cunt!'

'Who is this?' ' this strangely pale girl, she looked more like a doll than a human being, dressed in a bathrobe, and obviously nothing else, came over, sniffing like a dog.

'Janey, this is Laura, and her daughter ' Laura this is Janey. Janey, go put some fucking clothes on!'

I almost laughed.

'Set something up, for old time's sake.'

'You're the weirdest motherfuck I've ever experienced in my life. You shaped me. I'll make a few calls, no promises ' this is like the tinsel-town of discreetness.'

'We are very discreet.'

Then he leaned-in and whispered into my Mom's ear, and she laughed hysterically.

'If she were yours, your sperm would've had to stay up in my womb for ten months before advancing ' does she remind you of you?'

'Well, you know, a life full of bad jokes" I just never had a writer"'

'You have limited talent, dear. Maybe you're a businessman, maybe not ' I've always loved you.'

Mom is like the best at saying to people exactly what they need to hear.

Once the bimbo returned to our table, Mom whisked me off"

---

I over-heard this ' 'Shit, go to Washington D.C. ' that's where the cash is in this shit!'

'Just do this for me, you owe me nothing.'

---

'We're going shopping, baby-doll, on Rodeo Drive ' this is like what luxury is"'

I have to admit, it was luxurious ' I got a thong there, and a frilly pink teddy, and some see-thru blouses ' all which fit me exactly"

---

We checked in to a nice hotel, Mom ordered room service, and we ate sitting out on the balcony.

It wasn't an hour later that Mom's cell rang ' I only heard it from Mom's side, but it sounded like secret agents talking, or something.

We headed out, and drove a few blocks, then went into a parking lot and parked. A few minutes later a rather large man, with a funny goatee and long long blonde hair tied in a pony tail approached us ' no smile, and the sunglasses hid his eyes.

'Come with me.' He opened Mom's door. I began to open mine. 'Wait.'

After letting Mom out, he came around and opened my door for me.

'I'm practicing on being a gentleman.' He smiled a little.

He led us over to his car" not a car, but this huge black thing, I later learned was a 'Humvee' or something" and we took off, me sitting in back, way back, but leaning in to listen.

'So tell me the gig.'

'My daughter and I would like to set up some parties. We come as a pair. She's experienced, and just loves anal, drinking cum, and getting pissed on ' and drinking piss.'

'How old?'

'She's six.'

'Have you done this town before? ' Is this a repeat?'

'No, no ' first time.'

'How many men has she fucked?'

'Sweetheart, how many men have you fucked?'

'Um, Daddy, the twins, and those ten in Law Vegoos ' oh, plus uncle John.'

'She's prime meat,' he said approvingly.

'O.k. ' this is a risky, fucked-up world we're entering here. I'm generally just a drug dealer, but I do the odd job now and again" and Larry was good to call me ' I've gotta dozen clients I can think of to start with.'

'We'd prefer groups.'

'No. No, no, no, no, no, no. Sorry. The People don't wanna be exposed ' less witnesses at hand, less chance of a lawsuit or jail-time" we may even have to drop you some of the time, but mom/daughter is a good-selling kink, I think.'

'I'm not sending her out there alone.'

'You may have to. These people are cream, man ' they won't do anything to upset you ' I mean, they'll have their fun, right? But they won't hurt her. They wouldn't risk that.'

'I don't know.'

'Well, get it fucking straight in your head, then.'

'Who are your clientele?

'Second level producers, a few first ' two or three mega-stars, and a whole cast of wannabes, agents, television execs, lawyers, groupies, some techs, and this guy who's washing dishes down at Denny's ' I'm just being honest.'

'I appreciate that.'

'You wanna sample the goods?'

'Hell no" I'd sample your goods in a flash, but, you know, I ain't no perv.'

'No moral dilemma?'

'I just give the people what they want, thank God it's all illegal so I don't have to pay taxes. Should I make a few phone-calls?'

'Yeah. But offer us first and primarily as a team. And can you skaff me some blow?'

'Blow's in the glove-box" pick a bag and I'll demand the price" this other business, I'll try. What's the price, and what's the cut?'

'$10,000 an hour ' and we split it.'

'Sweet.'

Mom handed him a lot of money and stuffed some things in her purse ' I wasn't really in a position to see.

He let us out miraculously right beside my Mom's car.

'Do you think we can trust him?' I asked Mom as we pulled out of the parking lot.

'Not completely. But Larry would never do anything to hurt me, so I think it's o.k.'

---

Wasn't more than thirty minutes after we'd settled into our hotel room again that Mom's cell rang.

'O.k. O.k.' that's all I heard.

We were off" we drove up this winding road, and entered an electronically controlled gate" and when we stepped-out of Mom's car, it was whisked away by a chalet"

It was a huge split-storey mansion" there up on the hill, so impressive" upon entering the house I simply swooned.

Here we were hand in hand, in a foyer which was the size of a small house.

We were greeted by two maids ' one black, one Hispanic" I thought, and I don't know why, the owner of this house has a sense of humor" we were ushered in to this horrendously large living room, and sat ' sunken silken comfort.

I was kinda anxious to get fucked, and secretly fingered my cunnie and asshole.

A man came out" I didn't recognize him, but Mom certainly did.

'Are you really her Mother?'

'Yes, I am.'

'I mean, really, really.'

'I'm her mother, ask Sweet-heart.'

'Is she your mother?'

'Since I can remember" she's really really, Mom.'

'And you will suck her cunt?'

'I love to suck her cunt,' we both announced in unison.

'Do that for me.'

So I sucked Mom's smooth cunnie until my lips were dry and wet again.

But suddenly, and stupidly, he shouted 'No, no, no, no, no!'

'Mommy should suck baby's cunt!'

He was masturbating, but to no effect. I mean, it only got semi-hard. And I kinda felt sorry for him.

Mom was slurping my cunnie noisily, then she said 'Pee in my mouth, sweet-heart.' So I did. And the old guy moved closer so he could see it happening. And his cock got a little harder.

'May I suck your cock, mister?'

'Do you want to?'

'I need to.'

'So come over here, darling" and Mommy should finger herself.'

So I crawled over and began sucking his half-limp cock. Mom kept her ass in the air, and wiggled it, fingering her cunnie wildly" his cock began to grow in my mouth.

'I'm going to fuck you, little bitch!'

I laid down on the sofa, he crawled over me and began pressing his cock into my cunnie. He humped and humped for a good long time ' I was really enjoying it.

'Will you come in my asshole, mister?.' I reached down and pulled his cock out and placed it at my back hole. He was completely hard now, at last. He wedged his cock in, then began thrusting wildly ' grunting and snorting ' he even drooled on me.

He came with a scream ' kept his cock in there until it withered and plopped-out. He sat up, pointed to Mom, and she scooted over and began sucking him ' she could take his whole cock plus his balls in her mouth ' he didn't get hard again, and he was kinda frustrated by that. I joined Mom and began licking his asshole, and finally, his cock began to react. I took over sucking his cock, while Mom went to work on his asshole.

He spat just a little cum in my mouth ' but I treasured it.

---

'Cha-ching!' Mommy announced as we headed down the winding road.

'Five thousand dollars, sweet-heart" cha-ching!'

'Why couldn't he get hard so easy?'

'He came, twice, didn't he? ' that's close enough. You'll learn that some men have had so much sex in their lives that their cocks don't really work any more ' but they still want sex. He probably hasn't come in ages. We're providing a great service.'

---

We just laid around the hotel pool ' I had on my new yellow one-piece, which felt incredibly sexy, and Mom was in the tiniest bikini I'd ever seen ' guys were checking us both out ' I mean, some stared for quite a while.

'What's it like to seduce a guy?'

'It's a marvelous feeling. You feel so attractive ' and yet it's this intricate game, 'cuz, it's supposed to be the guys seducing us, you know.'

'Think I could seduce a man?'

'Oh, yes, honey" you're quite beautiful ' very sexy and charming. But it wouldn't be easy, you being six and all.'

'Yeah, no breasts.'

'It's not that so much, it's that, it's, well, illegal. The man could go to jail. So you'd have to choose a man who would be willing to risk that to get into your panties.'

'That guy over there has been staring at us for a long time.'

Mom dropped her sun-glasses and looked over at the guy. 'Not bad, kinda cute.'

'Well?'

And we both laughed.

'First, spread your legs a little. Take off your sunglasses and look directly into his eyes, and smile really big. Is he looking, still?'

'Yes. He's smiling back. Now he's calling over a waiter.'

'You got him.'

'What?'

'He's ordering drinks for us ' I bet.'

'That was easy.'

'Yes, terribly. Remember not to be too easy yourself. Be charming, but aloof. Um, be interested in him, but then wander-off in your thoughts, as if he's not there.'

'I don't understand.'

'He'll be joining us after the drinks are served.'

'He's coming here?'

And we both laughed again.

I was really nervous. Mom just picked up a magazine and began thumbing thru it.

'Mom, what am I going to say?'

'Just be yourself. And for god's sake, quit biting your fingernails ' makes you look like a little girl. If you want him, take complete control of the situation. Be in charge. Don't be nervous" the worst that can happen is he's only really interested in me, and he's using you to get to me" in which case, tell him to fuck-off.'

And we laughed. The waiter came with our drinks.

'Raise your glass in his direction ' smile, smiling ' and nod your head.'

'I feel like a grown-up.'

'Good. Now put your sunglasses back on, lie back, and wait. Don't dare look in his direction again ' close your eyes if you have to.'

And we laughed.

I was petrified. It was the longest ten minutes in my life before I noticed a shadow hovering before me.

'Hello, miss.'

'Hi.'

'And Mrs.' ' but Mom completely ignored him. He sat in a chair beside my lounge chair.

'My name's Larry.'

'Hi, Larry. I'm Sweet-heart, and this is my Mom, Laura.'

'Your name is Sweet-heart?'

'Oh yeah. Mom and Dad thought why not give me the name of an endearment, so that every time someone used my name, they were endearing me.'

'That's wonderful. It's a beautiful name.'

'Thanks. Larry's kinda boring, but I'm sure you're not as boring as your name.'

'Better than John, or Dick ' don't you think?'

'Well, if I had a cat I might name it Larry ' so I guess you're right. Wouldn't sound too good calling-out 'Here Dick, here Dick, here Dickdickdickee!'

Even Mom joined us in the laughter.

'I'm sorry, is it o.k. I've joined you?' ' he directed this at Mom, and she simply turned a page.

'Thank you for the lemonade, kind sir.'

'You're welcome.'

'So, what else do you do besides picking up six year old girls at swanky hotel swimming pools?'

That didn't go over so well. He got this real strange expression, then put on his sunglasses ' and he was about to leave.

'She's pent-up in a boarding school in Switzerland all year long. As parents, we do the best we can.' Mom's outburst really shocked both him and me.

'I'm, I'm a script editor.'

'What's that?'

'Well, you know, there's all this trash writing being sent to Hollywood to be made into films, and I edit it.'

'Seems a lot of trash still gets thru.' Mom, again, holding him here" and I started getting this feeling that she was right ' he's here for her.

But he kinda laughed.

'Well, young lady, tell me what it's like in a Swiss boarding school.'

Mom barely muffled her laugh.

'Um, well. It's horrible.' And I started laughing uncontrollably ' nearly wetting my suit ' but calmed down. 'They hit us with sticks.'

'Who?'

'Nuns and headmasters and shit ' oops ' especially for saying 'shit'.'

'It must hurt.'

'Not as much as when the fucking headmaster rams his cock up my ass.'

Mom started laughing uncontrollably, which got me started, and the guy was just, like, lost ' but he still hung.

'Shit, man.' he said.

'Fuck yeah.' I answered. Then I turned serious. 'Of course I love to have a hard cock up my asshole" it's just, well, his, it doesn't get so hard ' maybe that's why it's painful.'

I'd done it again ' too much, I knew the minute I'd said it.

'Do you have a room here?' Mom asked him.

'Yeah, I'm in town for two days ' I work mainly over the internet ' I live in Milwaukee.'

'Would you like to take us up to your room, where you can fuck Sweet-heart?'

He didn't answer.

'I'll be chaperone.'

'I knew LA was crazy" but this is as crazy as it gets.'

'Well?'

'I'd really like to suck your cock' I added" seems he needed encouragement.

'Let's go' he said ' but he stated it like a death-sentence.

In the elevator, on the way up to his room, we were alone, and I fondled his already hard cock thru his shorts while Mommy giggled ' 'How cute.'

We went down the hall and entered his room, which was quite small compared to ours ' I made a mental note to myself to go for bigger fish" but he was cute.

I slipped out of my bathing suit and he stripped out of his tee-shirt, shorts and boxers really really fast. Mom just hung there. I jumped on the bed and spread my legs wide, and soon this man was licking my cunnie. He wasn't near as good as Mom, but it felt nice. I asked him to lick my asshole, too, which he did for a short while. Then he got up and began placing his cock-head at my cunnie lips.

His cock was large ' but it wasn't as big as Uncle's, so I just delivered myself ' and he pumped maybe ten times and came way too fast, but Mom held his butt there, told him to stay inside me, and did something ' I guess she was massaging his balls or maybe licking them ' so that he once again became hard, he bent down awkwardly and kissed my mouth sweetly, and started thrusting into me again.

After his second cum in my cunnie, Mommy pushed him out of the way and began sucking his cum out of my cunnie ' it was only then I had a gasm. She then sucked his cock clean while I gave him a show, stuffing three fingers up my butt. He came in Mom's mouth after some time.

Going down the hall to the elevator Mom said to me 'You're one hot little lady.'

We French-kissed in the elevator going up. We were interrupted by a pair of grand-folks, who got on on the seventh floor ' but Mom continued to kiss me.

'Huummm!' the man kinda said or spat.

'Sorry, are we disturbing you?' Mom, turning, said ' mostly to the woman, who'd been silent throughout.

'She's just had great sex with a complete stranger. Are you two up for an adventure?'

The woman looked like she was up for it, the man became some kind of a demon.

We checked-out of our room" checked-in to another hotel a few blocks away ' this one even fancier.

---

Mom's cell rang, and another 'date' had been arranged. We showered together and got dressed in our new clothes.

I didn't like Los Angeles ' so many people, and it was dirty-looking most places. I only really felt completely safe back in our hotel room. And the traffic! ' my god, it took us nearly an hour just to drive across town. I was lost the whole time ' couldn't point in the direction of our hotel to save my life.

This was a much more modest house than the last one, but still kinda big ' and the front yard was immaculate. There were two fancy cars in the driveway, which Mom parked behind.

We rang the doorbell, and were greeted by a very attractive woman perhaps a little older than Mom. She led us in to this spacious sunken living room, and offered us refreshments. A man entered ' he checked us over for a short while, then offered his hand to Mom, introduced himself, then turned to me ' 'You must be Sweet-heart?'

'Yes.'

'You're very pretty.'

This couple was very relaxed ' where there was usually this tension in the air, before, you know, we began the sex stuff ' to these people it was simply a visit. We sat and chit-chatted a little. They were a close couple, they sat close together on their couch. They were very well dressed, and the house had this smell of cinnamon about it. Very pleasant.

'Well, shall we go into the bedroom?'

The bed was huge, up on a platform kinda ' with golden posts, and an ornate fluffy cover.

'Darling, why don't you undress Sweet-heart. And Laura ' you can undress, and watch from over there.' He nicked toward a large arm-chair against the wall. There was a mirror over the bed. He went over to the dresser and pulled-out a mirror ' there was a pile of white powder on it ' and he did the funniest thing, he picked up some kinda golden straw and bent down and snorted a line of the powder, first up one nostril, then the other.

After I was undressed, the woman bent down and kissed me ' shoving her tongue into my mouth" we kissed like that for ages, her hands grabbing and massaging my buns. I smiled up to her as the kiss ended. She then slithered out of her long dress. She had the body of a goddess. The man had motioned over to Mom, and Mom went over and snorted the powder too ' then the woman did the same.

'Does she?'

'No,' Mom said.

'Well, where would you like to start, darling? It's your birthday party.'

'I'd love to eat her little cunt.'

So I laid down on the bed and spread my legs, and the gorgeous woman crawled up and bent her head down and began licking away ' she was awesome, eating away at my cunnie as if it were the most delicious fruit. I couldn't help but buck my hips upward, to take in more of her tongue. By the time she'd finished her mouth was dripping with my juices. She crawled up, and we kissed again.

The man was now naked, and he had a really really hard cock ' it looked stiffer than any cock I'd ever seen.

'Why don't you get the strap-on, darling.'

Mom began slobbering all over his cock. The woman returned with this really funny looking plastic penis she'd tied on ' so now they both had cocks! And I laughed at seeing it.

The woman had me scoot over a bit, then laid down in the center of the bed.

'Come sit on my cock, baby girl.'

So I got up and straddled her ' it felt a little strange, and was quite large ' so it took me a whole five minutes before I was able to sit completely down on it ' but it felt wonderful ' I was so full! It's then I noticed the man had crawled up behind me, and he was licking my asshole ' sticking his tongue up it, then spitting on it. He kneeled up behind me, and started pressing is cock into my asshole. I was kinda tense.

'Relax, Sweet-heart,' Mom said from her chair. I guess she could see everything in the mirrors.

The man went slow. The woman hadn't moved a muscle ' I was simply buried on her fake fat cock, while her husband worked his cock into my asshole. He got past the ring, and suddenly was all the way inside me. I fell a little, and my mouth landed on one of the woman's breasts, really large, firm breasts ' and I began sucking, first one, then the other. And, like a team, they began slowly, ever so slowly pulling out and pumping into me. It was the most sensual double-fuck I've ever received. I looked over to Mom at one point and saw she had three fingers up her cunt, and her hand was jerking wildly, while she massaged her breasts with her other hand.

They fucked me for the longest time, getting real wild and pumping furiously, then backing off a bit and going slow. Both of them were making noises like they were about to cum ' and I thought that funny, 'cuz, you know, the woman's cock was fake.

Then I felt him cumming deep inside my asshole, the woman was furiously pumping away at my cunnie ' I nearly passed-out.

He pulled his cock out, and I slid off the fake cock. He offered his gooey cock to me, and I began sucking it. The woman began sucking his cum out of my asshole.

'Do you have to pee, darling?'

'Yes.'

She got up out of bed and reached for my hand" then led me into this huge sparkling white bathroom, her husband following. She sat on the toilet and spread her legs wide. I crawled up between her legs and began licking her pussy until she moaned 'Here it comes!' So I glued my mouth over her cunt, and she began pissing into my mouth ' she pissed a lot ' but I was a good girl and was able to drink it all. I licked her clean. Then I turned, and took the man's semi-hard cock in my mouth, and he instantly began to piss down my throat. A little dribbled out the side of my mouth ' he pissed like a horse. But his wife scooted down beside me, licked his piss from my chin, and once again gave me a deep soulful kiss.

Mom was in the doorway. 'Mommy needs to pee, too, Sweet-heart.' She came over, and standing there, I glued my mouth to Mommy's cunnie and drank all her piss.

We went into the bedroom again, and they all snorted that white powder again.

The man was hard. He laid me down on the bed and began fucking my cunnie, kissing me wildly.

I saw Mom was down on her knees sucking the woman's cunt.

He lasted longer than any other man who'd ever fucked me ' I was in heaven. After he came, the woman moved up and sucked his cum out of my cunnie ' which felt wonderful.

We dressed, and left.

---

'She must have had a dozen operations,' Mom laughed.

'What?'

'She was easily 40, but looked like a fucking 20 year old ' and those breasts, my god ' I've never seen so much silicone in my life.'

'She was nice, and very beautiful.'

'They were both nice. How did you like the double-fuck?'

'It was funny ' that fake cock-thingie.' And we laughed.

---

We met Larry's friend at a diner. He handed mom a brown paper bag, which she put in her purse.

'Oh, my name is Boo.'

'Boo?'

'Yeah, well, I grew-up in Malibu.'

'Oh.' And we giggled.

'This next date is sans Mom.'

'Can't we work something out?'

'No. And it's been quite a bit of work to get as far as I've gotten. This guy will only see the girl ' he's kinda famous" no exposure.'

'Shit.'

'What is it, Mommy?'

'You're going to have to go alone, next time. Is that o.k. with you?'

'I guess.'

---

After our long hot shower together in the spacious bathroom of our hotel suite, Mom went about pouring some powder down on a counter, and chopping at it, then rolling-up a bill into a straw, then snorting it into first one nostril, then the other. Something that just appeared absurd to me.

'What is that stuff?'

'It's cocaine, Sweet-heart.'

'What does it do?'

'Makes you feel awake, but kinda numb ' your body is all tingly, your head feels all light ' and you think wonderfully clear, stupid things.'

'Sounds like a winner.'

'I'm sorry, sweet-heart, I haven't indulged since I married Dad. I'm just, like, re-experiencing my youthful days here in Los Angeles.'

'Yeah, this is where you grew up.'

'Not in Beverly Hills, exactly, but a few miles away ' a place called West Covina ' a real shit-hole.'

'Let me try.'

'Are you sure?'

'Yeah ' what the fuck. That smoking pot just made me sleepy and stupid ' at least this will make me feel awake and stupid.'

'You're not stupid, sweet-heart ' you're actually quite precocious for your age.'

'What's 'cocious?'

'It means you're very smart ' maybe not math and spelling smart, but smart street-wise ' you're a woman who knows the ways of the world at a very tender age.'

It was the first time anyone ever called me a woman. I felt proud.

'Just do a tiny bit at first ' if I remember, you might sneeze, so let me move the pile over here.' She was in high spirits.

She drew out two tiny lines and moved the rest of the stuff far away.

'Just suck it in your nose as hard as you can.'

I did, and she was right ' I immediately sneezed ' which kinda made the second line disappear. She brought over a little more, and I snorted that in my other nostril. I didn't sneeze this time, but my nostrils felt funny ' especially the first one, then the second" she took a bit on her finger and rubbed it around my teeth, gums and mouth. Like being at the dentist ' a numbness.

But my head was kinda hot and floating" there was this crinkling noise in my ears.

'You o.k., sweet-heart?'

I sat on the bed, feeling all this weirdness ' the bedside table was staring at me, and that got me to giggle.'

'Are you o.k., sweet-heart?'

'I like it ' my stomach tingles ' my head is warm but friendly ' my eyes feel like they're on fire, but not unpleasantly.'

'Well, your date isn't until late tomorrow afternoon ' what should we do?'

'Fuck me, Mommy!'

She took out both my brators and licked them up, then slotted each ' the bigger one in my asshole ' Mom really knew me.

Mom was on fire, too. She masturbated so wildly, she had to use her mouth on the brator going in and out of my cunnie, while shoving the other in and out of my asshole ' and used her other hand to masturbate wildly.

This was the most heightened experience I'd ever felt ' warm all over ' horny as hell ' I bucked and bucked as Mommy double-fucked me.

I sucked her sweet cunnie for an hour, until my lips were raw. We rolled around on the huge bed deep-kissing and giggling ' I'd never felt so close to her before in my life. It was just fun, sexy fun.

---

The next morning, or should I say, that next noon, I didn't feel so good. I wanted more 'cain ' yet if this was the feeling afterwards, well, I knew better.

Mom shook me really awake.

'What is it, sweet-heart?'

'I don't feel so good.'

'We can't disappoint our customer" what'll make you feel better?'

'Maybe more 'cain. I don't know. But I've shitted twice, and it's all runny.'

'Fuck-head cut it with baby-laxatives ' I'll tell him from now on only pure, or vitamin C.'

I didn't really understand her" I was drowsy ' it was less than an hour before I was going to do this guy solo, but I felt like shit.

'Do a line" I don't know" the waiter has brought-up tomato juice" I think it might help.'

I snorted the lines" I drank the tomato juice. I got on my feet.

'I'm vibrating.'

'Oh, I've fucked this up ' oh, shit!'

'No. No, I can do this.'

She gave me a little envelope with some of the powder, to place in my skirt pocket. And dropped in a hundred dollar bill, which I guess was meant to roll into a straw. It wasn't dizziness, but some kind of feeling lost in oneself.

I was whisked-off in a cab. I'd never been in a cab alone myself. My head was exploding.

The cab driver was friendly ' 'Yeah, yeah ' I'm off to visit Dad,' I said ' not knowing where the words came from.

This was the most fucking hugest mansion I'd ever seen ' it took an hour to drive-up the driveway" I was fucked" I was fucked-up ' first time in my life ' well, that pot shit with my Mom on the way to Vegas, but, no, I was supremely fucked-up.

But so I relaxed ' that's important.

He greeted me at the door" not being much taller than me, we exchanged smiles"the mansion was empty except for him and me. I mean drained ' the house was drained of folk. We were alone. Kinda spooky. Yet he was polite as hell. Led me in to this spacious living room ' four stories of head-room.

And he was a gracious host ' offering me Coca Cola, which is my fave.

But it was going really slowly. He was like just sitting there, looking at me, talking about nothing.

'Do you want me to suck your cock, or what?'

'Tell me about yourself, first.'

'My name is Sweet-heart ' because my parents thought everyone should address me with endearments" I started masturbating with objects up my asshole when I was very young. I just love the feel of things in my asshole. And one day my Mom caught me with a carrot up my butt" it kinda spiraled after that"

'Spiraled?'

'Well since then, Daddy has fucked me, in my ass and cunnie, and then there were ten in Las Vegas who doubled-fucked me" and I've been to some wild parties here in Los Angeles" Also the twins back home"'

'Do you feel you're being used?'

'I don't know what that means. Aren't you being used?'

'Naw, na, na ' the truth of children isn't always the truth.'

'Fuck you.'

'Touche.'

'What if I said I wanted to fuck your six year old asshole?'

'I'd say, bring it on.'

'It's not painful?'

'Pain is pretty relative" but with sex in my asshole, well, there is a little pain ' and then a whole lotta pleasure.'

'You're fucking weird.'

'No, you're fucking weird, to want to fuck a six year old asshole" but that's what I enjoy"'

'So I can fuck your asshole?'

'Please do. You can fuck my asshole for the next hour ' please be so kind as to lick my asshole first, or use some crème or something ' it's better that way for both of us. Then, I'd really like to lick your cock clean" and feel free to piss in my mouth after that.'

He was actually a simple trick" he wanted my asshole, he got it" end of story"

---

Boo picked me up from the man's huge mansion. I was already dressed ' and we hadn't had much to talk about after he'd cum up my asshole, I'd licked his cock clean, then he squirted a little pee in my mouth. So I'd gone into the bathroom and shook out a little of the 'cain and snorted it ' it did feel quite lovely after all. With Boo I was all chatty as we descended into the city.

I don't know why, but I decided I wanted to seduce Boo ' he was good-looking ' he had this awesome car ' and he was funny in a shy sorta way.

'"He just, you know, fucked me in the ass ' I could really use a cock in my cunt right now.'

'I'm setting stuff up.'

'No, I mean right now" You.'

He laughed.

'I've got a girlfriend, honey.'

'She can join us. I bet she's never sucked cum out of a six year old's cunnie before.'

He laughed again.

'Ya know, I'm all for making money. I don't judge people. Everyone has their kink, right? But the fact is, fucking a child doesn't turn me on. No offence. You're a beautiful little girl. But the whole idea doesn't do it for me. Not saying they're sick, and I'm not, just saying"'

At this point I put my head in his lap ' he had shorts on and so it was kinda easy to reach his cock. He swerved, and said 'Fuck!' He tried to push me away, but I wouldn't let him ' and after I'd fished his cock out I placed it in my mouth. It was true ' he wasn't hard ' at first ' but his cock grew.

'Damn girl, cut that out!'

He pulled to the side of the road. After parking, he really pushed me off his cock.

'I don't do this! Nothing personal, but this is business.'

'Do you need some 'cain? ' I got some' ' and I took out my little envelope.

'Listen Sweet-heart, I don't do cocaine, either. Let me look at you.' And with that he roughly took hold of my face and looked into my eyes. 'Shit, man ' you're fucked-up!' 'Sit! ' Over there!' And so I sat on my side, and the rest of the trip was in silence.

He literally dragged me up to the hotel room, angrily knocked on the door ' and Mom opened it wearing an open robe with nothing underneath, smiling. I ran into her arms, and Boo closed the door behind him.

'How did it go, Sweet-heart?'

'It was easy. Cha-ching!'

'What the fuck is going on here?' Boo was kinda mad.

'What's wrong, Boo?'

'She's fucked-up!'

'So?'

'Naw, this isn't the girl I met in the coffee shop.'

'What did you expect? My sweet-heart is growing up very fast.'

'Fucking doing blow!'

'Where's my money?'

'Here, bitch!' and he threw a wad of money on the dresser.

'Just do your job, we'll do ours.'

'I'm out of this!'

'Suit yourself ' I'm sure Larry has other, less noble friends.'

'You're fucked in the head!'

And with that, Boo stormed out. I was feeling sad and kinda scared, but Mom simply laughed, so I started laughing too.

'Tell me all about what happened. Was he nice?'

---

After my long hot shower I just laid in bed nude, watching cartoons. I was enjoying the feeling of the air-conditioning against my body ' it made me kinda tingly. There was a knock at the door. Mom got up, closed her robe around her and opened the door. It was Larry.

'What a pleasant surprise.'

'Cut the shit! What's going on? Boo is all freaked-out.'

'What?'

'She's fucking snorting coke?'

'That's none of his, or your, business.'

'It's kinda fucked-up, isn't it Laura?'

'Well, someone could also say it's kinda fucked-up that I'm selling my six year old daughter for sex parties.'

'Yeah, that's fucked-up too, but coke?'

'I see what's going on. That bubble-breasted bimbo doesn't really know how to fuck, does she, Larry? You're sexually frustrated. Come to momma.'

'No, shit ' this is serious! He's freaking! I've never seen Boo freak" it's freaking me!'

'What is the big problem!'

'He calls me and says Sweet-heart here had his cock in her mouth! He's freaking!'

'Sweet-heart!'

'Oops.'

'Says, my god, my god, a six year old had his cock in her mouth!'

'I was just being friendly,' I said.

'I told you, sweet-heart, some men just won't go for it. Remember that old man in the elevator at our last hotel? Some people just won't go for it.'

'So what are we going to fucking do?'

'Settle down, Larry. Sheesh ' it wasn't a joke, I think you really are sexually frustrated. Nothing, nothing, has changed. Trying to deflect this all on sweet-heart sniffing a little coke is absurd. She'll leave Boo's penis alone from now on. Is that cool?'

Larry was wild-eyed ' he looked at me 'Would you put some fucking clothes on, for god's sake!'

'Is her little immature body turning you on?'

'No! It's just" fuck.'

'We're making good money, right? You're getting a cut, right?'

'Yeah, yeah.'

'So there's no problemo.'

'It's just"'

'"Just explain it to Boo. If he can't handle it, I'm sure you've got other sorted friends.'

'Yeah, I know this guy who will set her down on the street with the rest of the crack whores.'

'So tense.' And with that Mom began to rub up against him.

'Laura, you're my worst nightmare, man.'

'Shit, Larry ' you're the one who introduced me to coke.'

'You were twenty fucking years old!'

'And did I ever go off, did I become a coke-whore? Look, here.' And she brought out of her purse a plastic bag full of the white stuff. 'I bought an eight-ball, what is it, two days ago. Look! I've done maybe half a gram.'

'Not just you, but her!'

'Fuck that! We've done just a half a gram in two days" yet we have an eight-ski" what does that tell you?'

'Either that you really bought an ounce, and you're fucking me, or you're some kind of moderation freak ' like back then.'

'Oooh, here it comes, let it out, big man, big comedian ' sometimes I had to make myself laugh at your jokes.'

'You know what I think?' And he pulled her in to him, and spoke really low, 'You never became the whore you were looking to become, now you've put it on your daughter.' She pushed him away and laughed.

'Are my titties good enough for your bar?' She'd opened her robe and exposed her breasts.

'Laura, I'm telling you,' he said while backing out of the room, 'this thing is done!'

'Boo will be calling" if not, I go elsewhere. Tell him that!'

He was gone.

'What the fuck was that?'

'Between you and me, it's okay to talk like that, but try real hard to be a sweet innocent child" it sells better. Just business shit.'

'I'm sorry I tried to suck Boo's cock.'

'Don't ever be sorry, sweet-heart.'

---

When I turned seven I was shooting-up heroin" naw, I'm just fucking with you ' Mom explained to me all the fuss of the night before.

It was two full days before Mom's cell rang ' we'd been to Disneyland one whole day and just laughed the whole time. It was Boo. Mom said he was very 'cool' or 'cold' ' this is just business, she said to me. And for god's sake keep your hands off Boo's cock. And we laughed.

---

'Dad's coming home in three days, we've gotta decision to make.'

'What.'

'He's a fantastic provider, a good fuck ' but now I think he'll be more interested in you than me. Do you want to go back to the life we lived? Or do you just wanna continue? We're making huge bucks here.'

'I love Daddy. But yeah, it was kinda boring back there. Where do we go from here?'

'Larry is the sweetest imbecile, but he's right, we go to Washington D.C.'

'Where's that?'

'The other side of America.'

'What's there?'

'Politicians ' way more powerful than movie-stars, and lobbyists ' I mean, it's a field-day.'

'As long as there are hard cocks, it don't matter.'

'That's my girl.'

---

We did one last party in LA" this gentleman who was torn between us, I mean, Mom and me" he started by licking and then fucking my cunnie ' but he was way into Mom's titties. He came in me, but pulled Mom's hair back so she licked his cock instead of her sucking my cunnie.

Really strange, really. He could've just bought a hooker off the street.

Then he fucked my asshole ' no prep ' but I'd gotten used to that.

He pissed in Mom's mouth.

We were out the door.

---

'I'm selling the car, sweet-heart. No turning back.'

We flew first-class.

She was teaching me luxury.

I became infatuated with our stewardess" she was so professional, beautiful, this, to me, was the ultimate woman ' I don't know if women have to be in uniform, but she was sexy as hell.

Mom was zonked-out ' she was completely drunk and sleeping. I'd just snorted some coke in the bathroom a while back ' I was fresh and alive.

I signaled over to the stewardess.

'Yes?'

I kinda looked over at my Mom. Then said 'I have to pee, can you help me?'

'Of course, sugar.'

So she led me down the aisle. I entered, then begged her to join me. She was hesitant at first, but gave in.

We were alone in the little room, and she locked the door.

'You're so beautiful, you're the most beautiful woman I've ever met.'

'Well, thank you, sugar.'

'Can I touch you?'

'What?'

'Can I touch your face? It's the most beautiful face I've ever seen.' At this point my skirt was down and my bare crotch just hung there over the precipice of the toilet. The young lady had bent down, and I stroked her face.

'It's the softest skin I've ever felt.'

She was like in to me giving her a face massage.

'Can I, can I touch your breasts?'

She straightened immediately. But I reached-up and began to massage her breasts through this heavy armor of a uniform. She had this lost look in her eyes. Then there was a knock at the door. She looked at herself deeply in the mirror, said 'Just a minute!' and turned to me and asked if 'are you quite thru, young lady?' I hesitantly nodded. Pulled up my dress. And she opened the door.

---

Washington D.C. was just as dirty as Los Angeles, maybe dirtier" I don't like cities.

The taxi took forever, but finally we arrived at 'The Watergate Hotel,' Mom seemed to know the place, and we were humming and singing, and skipped to our room.

'There's a whole lotta black men in this town.'

'Do you wanna be fucked by a black man?'

'I just wanna be fucked.'

'That's my girl!'

The hotel room wasn't anything special. We called-up for some burgers and ate" I was tired, and went to bed thru all the noise of late night television.

---

Mom said she'd be out for most of the day, so I did a few lines, and shoved both brators in me, but it was really laughable ' so I laughed and laughed, and napped again.

'One contact,' Mom said, 'and he's really really squirrelly.'

'I've just been like sleeping.'

'Sleep-up Sweet-heart.'

'I'm bound to find something" this shit-head" well, there's always tomorrow.'

She stroked my face as I fell asleep.

---

But the door was knocked on, and I woke up.

This really tiny guy, I mean he was my size, but a full grown man, he had a half-smoked unlit cigar in his mouth, and he was flanked by two black men, both bald and towering ' and with the most serious expressions of giving pain I'd ever seen. I think Mom was scared.

'What is this!'

'You trying to sell six year old pussy in this town?' And he grabbed Mom's face like he was going to rip it off. 'I sell six year old pussy here!... You want a two year old to fuck? ' That's me! They're in to flavors of the month here right now ' White ain't quite it!'

'What are you talking about?!!!!' ' Mom, squealing, twisting away, on her knees, in a death-grip.

'My boys can fill your daughter's holes. Do her! Both of you just fucking do her!'

This was the worst fucking experience of my life" no foreplay, no nothing, and their cocks were huge" the one rammed my cunnie ' the other my asshole" and they didn't come in unison either" the guy in my ass took forever" then the little guy came over and peed on me, while I was writhing and crying on the bed.

After they'd left, Mom got all serious, her mascara running, as if she'd been hooked in the eye"

'We're leaving.'

---

'Where are we going, Mommy?'

'Back to L.A.'

'Do we have to?'

'Yeah, sweetie, I've got a new plan.'

'What's that?'

'You ever thought about being an actress?'

I blushed, 'No!'

'Well, you know how your school pictures always turn-out so pretty? That means you're photogenic. I think we can score some real cash with you in the lead role.'

'Wow! Really?'

'Yep!'

---

We flew back to L.A. It's funny, that same beautiful stewardess was serving us, but this time Mom was sober and awake.

'Why does that stewardess look at you so funny?'

'I don't know. I think she likes me.' And I giggled.

---

Once again we took up residence in a Beverly Hills hotel. I was really getting used to this. We had a nice house, back home ' but I really liked the feeling of being surrounded by luxury ' even the carpets, the walls, the light fixtures" everything was luxurious here.

The next morning we went back in to Larry's club.

'No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Get outta here.'

'Oh, Larry ' don't be such a piss-ant.'

'You really fucked-over Boo. You simply skip town? He had a deal set up, and you were fucking gone!'

'Tell him we're sorry.'

'Sorry ain't gonna cut it this time.'

'It's not Boo I'm interested in.'

'Get the fuck out.'

'I've got this idea in my head, Larry. Hear me out.'

'What?'

'You know some people in porn, don't you?'

'No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Not that kinda porn.'

'There's an underside to everything that crawls, Larry.'

'You're an old girlfriend. I did you a favor. No more favors.'

'Think of the money, Larry, concentrate.'

'I don't know anyone.'

'Are you sure? Maybe just drop it to"'

'"No! Shit!' Then he got real serious. 'I'll make one phone-call, one! If it don't pan-out, don't come screaming at me like a cunt!'

'Thanks Larry.' And Mom swept me out of the place. In the car I laughed.

'What?'

'Why does he always think you'll come screaming at him like a cunt?'

'That's the way relationships work, Sweet-Heart.'

---

We lounged around the pool all day ' I was still sore from those two black guys so I wasn't in the mood to seduce anyone, and Mom was looking at ads in all the newspapers.

'What's the nastiest thing you've ever done, Mom?'

'Oh, Sweet-heart, let me think. O.k. I was like six years old, and my brother had been pissing in my mouth forever ' I really didn't think anything of it anymore. One day, at kindergarten, I asked to be excused to go to the bathroom. There was a man there mopping the floor. I said 'I have to go potty' or something. He just kept mopping the floor. When I came out I asked him 'Hey, mister, you wanna pee in my mouth?' He looked at me really hard. But then he fished his cock out of his pants with this blank expression. So I kneeled down and took his cock in my mouth, and he pissed away ' right down my throat.'

'Didn't you suck him off, or anything?'

'No. That was it. I drank all his piss, got up, and returned to class.

---

The next morning Mom's cell rang, it was Larry, and we had a meeting at 11am.

Mom was all excited and worried and fussed and fussed that I should look my best, and be sweet as pie ' this, was my first audition.

'Don't give him anything! Not so much as a peek at your panties! Do not talk dirty! Be that little girl at home. But smile, be gracious. Answer his questions honestly ' be yourself! Look him in the eye. Show a range of emotions ' be happy, be sad, be annoyed, be dumbstruck"'

'What's um'struck?'

'Like, pretend you don't know what he's saying, even if you do, kinda thing. Your job here, missy, is to give the man the biggest boner in his life, just by talking sweet.'

'Um, o.k.' But I really didn't follow.

---

It was a very dark, crowded, and curious office. The guy was a real meat-ball ' fat and round and sweaty, and smelling a bit of garlic.

'Are you serious?' This he asked Mom, so I let her field it.

'We're very serious.'

'You could be like the stage-mom from hell, ya know?'

'I won't interfere. No pain.'

'There's a fucking interference right there.'

'Sorry. A mother's instinct.'

'How old are you?'

'Six.'

'Do you like sex?'

'Yes.'

'When was the first time you had sex?'

'Um, I don't know. You mean the first time I shoved a carrot up my butthole, or the first time my Dad shoved his cock up my ass?'

'This some kinda revenge trip?'

'No, no, no, no, no, no, no' ' Mom said, and I kinda laughed (it was Larry's 'no' strip)

'This is my worst nightmare.'

And I laughed.

'Why you laugh?'

'I've just heard that said several times.'

'Fuck you.'

'No, fuck you!' I don't know why, I was pissed at the guy ' he was this sleezy holier-than-thou type ' I grabbed Mom's hand and began to storm-out.'

'Fucking wait, Ladies!' We turned. 'I apologize for my crudeness, but this is a rather crude business we're entering. I'll be more professional, I promise. Please, sit.'

We sat back down, but my face was all red with anger.

'How many films has she done?'

'None.'

'All holes are available, and piss as well?'

'That's right.'

'This is tough shit to sell ' I have contacts, but it's sketchy at best. I also have to have a special crew. This is a pain in the butt. I'll see what I can arrange.'

Outside I began crying. 'Sorry, Mommy ' it was just"'

'"Never say sorry, Sweet-heart.'

---

It was a whole four days later that the producer called us. We were almost blank for cash, and the phone-call came like a fresh breeze. The baggie was almost empty. We were afraid.

---

The special crew was a sound-man who hadn't brushed his teeth in thirty years, the first, second and third cameramen were like high-school students, lighting was handled by an old blind man ' and there was no script, just the audience of these perverts, plus of course the producer, and some foreigner who sat in the director's chair.

I simply sucked and fucked the stud ' it was kinda boring ' but his cock was huge, so at least I got something out of that.

---

I said to Mom 'This is lame. We sit around for hours doing nothing, finally the bang, and then, shit ' ain't nothing to write home about.'

'That's Hollywood, Sweet-heart. Do you want to be a movie-star?'

'Yeah. But it's just so fucking boring!'

'Let's give 'em one last chance, okay?'

---

'Cha-ching!' Mom rang out ' we'd gotten $20,000 in our bank account.

'That's like, two tricks, you're right, this is much easier. I fucked the stupid dim-wit, and it wasn't anything hardcore" yet, we're richer"'

'Yes, baby! We're shooting for the Moon!'

---

'We're really not taking advantage of the situation here ' and I know, I know, stage-mom from hell" but, like, can you line-up three guys, and maybe find another director?'

'Does he even speak English?'

'O.k., o.k, I'll call him.'

Mom called the director.

'Listen, I hate to barge in here, but what if she were to do three men at once? And then, like, get a golden shower afterwards, or something? ' That's really what she wants.'

''No, I don't know what the budget is.'

'O.k., o.k., I'll talk to him.'

She called the producer again.

'I wanna invest $10,000 in the next film ' does that buy us a gang-bang?'

'How much! Sheesh! ' They should be paying to be fucking her! O.k., o.k". let me think" I might be able to find some amateurs who'll do it for token money" should I try? O.k., o.k.'

Mom called uncle Johnny.

'We're into a new gig, bro ' and I need some help. We're doing films ' European distribution. Would you and maybe two friends be interested in fucking Sweet-heart, and actually making $1000 each for doing her? Yeah, on film. These are professionals. We're just getting started, and we need a little help. And Sweet-heart hasn't stopped talking about what a stud you are ' I think she's fallen in love with you. Just drive down here with two attractive friends ' I've got the blow and everything. It's just a party! Early Friday. Cool!'

Then she squared it with the producer and the director. Making movies seems to be a whole shit-load of work for everyone behind the scenes, cake for actors and actresses ' I don't really understand.

---

We had four lazy days. Mom taught me some tricks, like taking a very long hot bath with Epsom's salt, which felt kinda weird, but tightened up my pussy and asshole. She also, instead of just fucking me with the brators, began teaching me how to use my muscles down there, to like tighten down on things inside me. Before I'd just fucked away, now it was becoming a bit more complicated.

I was snorting maybe ½ a gram of coke a day, not even ' though I liked the ritual, and of course the feeling, Mom was very big on moderation. Sometimes she smoked pot and did lines" I could never understand that.

It was a Thursday, while we were lounging around the pool, when the most gorgeous woman I'd ever seen sat across the pool from us.

'Mom? How does one go about seducing a woman?'

'What, Sweet-heart? Who?'

'Her,' and I nodded in her direction.

'Don't you know who she is?'

'No.'

'I need to start renting videos, or taking you to films" that's a really famous actress.'

'Well?'

'Um, sheesh. I'd say off-hand it's pretty impossible. First of all, I don't know if she goes for girls. Secondly, people that famous, well, they get come-on to all the time, so it's a tough one. Use your imagination. I think your child-mind is the only thing that would work.'

I called for a waiter, and sent her over a lemonade.

She accepted the drink with this wonderful smile. She raised the glass in my direction and mouthed 'thanks'.

I got up the courage finally, and walked around the pool to her.

'I'm sorry to disturb you ' it's just, you're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life.'

'How sweet.'

'What's your name?'

'You don't know who I am?'

'No, I'm sorry, I don't see a lot of films ' my Mom told me you are a famous actress.'

'Am I really that beautiful?'

'I couldn't imagine a more beautiful woman.'

'You're beautiful yourself.'

'I know. People say that to me, too. I sometimes feel beautiful, sometimes I feel just normal.'

'Never ugly?'

'God no!' And we laughed.

'Tell me about your films.'

'Well, you know, acting is the most boring business in the world.'

'I know, I know.'

'Oh, you're acting?'

'Just tiny stuff.'

'What's your name?'

'Sweet-heart.'

'No, I mean, your name?'

'That's it ' Sweet-heart. My parents named me that so everyone would call me by an endearment.'

And she laughed hysterically.

'That, I don't think, will cut it in Hollywood.' She was still laughing. 'And that's your Mom over there?'

'Yeah.'

'You're a really precious little girl.'

'Thank you.'

'Is your Mom like pressing you to do this?'

'No, no ' I really like it.'

'I meant come over and talk to me.'

'Oh, no, that's totally me. She wanted me to take a dive.'

'What?'

'Did I use that expression wrong? She said it would be impossible to seduce you. Oops.'

'Seduce me?'

'I asked her how one goes about seducing a woman"'

'"Seduce? What is this?'

'No, no, no, no, no" Can I be honest with you?'

'Yes, please.'

'The films I do aren't like the films you do.'

'What do you mean?'

'I mean men just fuck me, and it's like wham-bam-thank-you-ma'am.'

'Kiddie porn? You're like a slave in this kiddie-porn ring?'

'No, this is my doing" I love to fuck. I love to fuck men and women. But there's something in me which is attracted more to girls, er, women ' and that's why I approached you.'

'How old are you, darling?'

'No, I'm Sweet-heart.'

'How old are you, Sweet-heart?'

'I'm six.'

'That's fucked-up!'

'Don't get all sore at me!'

'I'm not sore at you, Sweet-heart, it's, just, you're being used!'

'Aren't you being used?'

'Just saying we're all being used doesn't make it all right to fuck a six year old!'

'But I enjoy it!'

'Why? How?'

This took me aback" but I think the silence before I answered her questions calmed the situation.

'I love being fucked in the ass mostly ' ever since I can remember I have shoved things in and out of my asshole. And once I was broken, I also love things in my cunnie ' and I just love the taste of cum" I even like the taste of piss"'

'"Uggh!'

'No, really!'

'You're like some little six year old whore.'

'Well, you know.'

'This conversation is way out there.'

'That you were able to have a conversation with a six year old, is that something?'

'Naw, it's best you leave, now!'

'Well, so, even though I still think you're the most beautiful woman in the world, even after you've shown yourself to be a complete asshole" Mom was right" I could never seduce you.'

'Well, don't take it out on yourself! Sheesh! Is your Mom in on this?'

'Go ask her.'

She did go over and talk with Mom, briefly.

After that she walked around the pool, took my hand and led me up to her suite.

Now, this was real luxury ' twice the size of our room.

'Would you like something to drink, Sweet-heart.'

'Cola, thanks. Wow, this room is humongous!'

'There's this hotel-suite in Cannes where I stay, I've been there a dozen times at least, and I still haven't been in every room.'

'Where's Cannes?'

'It's in the South of France. There's a huge film festival there.'

'Thank you for the cola.'

'You're welcome. You're certainly not what I expected for a kiddie porn star.'

'Oh, I'm not really a star, yet ' I'm making a film tomorrow, though, which might get me part-way there.'

'Tomorrow, huh?'

'Yeah. My Uncle Johnny and two of his friends are driving in from Las Vegas.'

'And you're going to do all three ' like, your Uncle too?'

'Hell, woman, I'm used to doing ten men at once, plus my Uncle.'

'Fuck.'

'That's what I do.'

'I'm really uncomfortable with this.'

'With what?'

'I'll try to empathize, that's one of my short-comings.'

'What's 'pathize?'

'It means putting myself in your shoes.'

'Ouch! Your feet are bigger than mine.' And she laughed.

'No, not really putting my feet into your shoes, but experiencing, or trying to experience, life, from your perspective.'

'What's 'spective?'

'Perspective. Wearing your shoes!' and she laughed. So I took off my sandals.

'Go ahead.' And she laughed.

'Mom has told me there are people who get off on sucking toes, licking feet, licking armpits, smelling farts (I rolled my eyes ' and we both laughed) ' but I've never heard of squeezing into too small shoes, before.'

She just laughed hysterically, her drink actually spilling on to the plush carpet.

'What time is your shoot?'

'My shoot?'

'When does the filming begin?'

'I think around three.'

'Mind if I come along?'

'You'd have to drive in with us, and the producer is a huge snot. You're famous? So everyone there will know who you are.'

'Oh, Sweet-heart, I've got my disguises.'

'So, you wanna watch three men fuck me?'

'Maybe that's my kink.'

'And, well, you and I aren't going to be doing anything?'

'There's that sad puppy face again. I just can't risk it right now. But if you're on the up and up, maybe we can play.'

'Oh, goodie! Just one last thing" and I won't touch your breasts or anything" can I feel your face?'

'What?'

'You've got the most beautiful face I've ever seen, may I touch it?'

'O.k.'

And with that I caressed her face for what seemed like an hour.

---

She walked down with me to the pool, and she asked Mom if it were o.k. if she came and watched tomorrow.

'Sure.'

'What room you in?... I'll be there, when? 2:30, 2:45?'

'What with traffic, maybe 2:15. Are you sure? This is pretty seedy.'

'I have my disguises.'

'Welcome aboard. Um, the producer won't be happy, but I'll tell him you're my sister.'

'That'll work.'

And it's funny, but she did the strangest thing ' she blew me a kiss right before she walked off. She was even more beautiful from behind than from in front. And I blushed.

'So tell me everything that happened between you and your new girlfriend.'

'Moooom! She's not my girlfriend! Nothing. We talked. I was myself. I told her about me, and she asked to come along tomorrow.'

'It's a little weird, Sweet-heart. You can't go blurting-out to strangers what we're doing.'

'She's not a stranger! I trust her more than I trust Larry!'

'O.k., o.k., settle down. I'm just saying. What is it exactly she said so that she didn't wanna do anything sexual with you?'

'She wanted to see if I was legit" something.'

---

That night we had pizza delivered to the room, my favorite, pepperoni. But I wasn't really hungry ' that 'caine stuff really fucks with you.

---

We woke around twelve ' which is a luxurious thing in itself" I mean, the world was already buzzing like bees, yet here we were gently pushing each other to wake up. And I scarfed cold pizza for breakfast.

'Uncle John's upward cock shouldn't go up your ass.'

'No, it was o.k. there.'

'Let's just hope one of his friends is long and skinny.'

'Mom, I love it all! Bring it on!'

'You're such a trooper. How do you feel about your girlfriend watching?'

'Moooom! She's not my girlfriend! I don't care if she's watching, whatever turns her on.'

'I can't help it, Sweet-heart, I'm jealous. You think she's more beautiful than me.'

'It's not that! O.k. yeah, I'm attracted to her, god, Mom, you know yourself she is ultimately beautiful" fuck you, fuck you and your jealousy!'

'You're learning, Sweet-heart.'

---

'The fuck-heads,' as Mom proclaimed the trio who arrived at our hotel room door at five in the morning... they were all drunk and high on something" eyes red with racing thru the desert. Mom told them all to go to sleep on the floor. So here we were in this huge luxurious bed, with two unknown men and Uncle John splayed on the plush carpet around us" one of them snored real loud.

---

My ritual in the morning had become taking a hot shower, brushing my teeth, and then drawing-out two lines and snorting them deeply, and then going about the business of the day.

Mom had even began smoking cigarettes, which stank ' and that was her ritual as she woke up ' smoking two or three cigarettes. She'd brush her teeth so I could kiss her, but I still tasted the masked stink.

The guys were all zonked, so we just headed down to the pool. It was maybe 1:00 before we went back up and noisily woke them. Mom yelled and screamed. I started hopping on the bed, singing whatever came into my mind. They were miserable.

'Johnny, you fuck-up everything you ever touch!'

'Naw, naw, naw, sis, I'm there! We're there!'

Somehow this woke his companions more than our pandemonium.

She dropped a whole lot of coke right on the dresser top.

'You guys better get it up!'

'I'm always ready,' but with the slur of his voice, one could determine he's never ready" and the more passive one, well, he just hurriedly tried to get sober ' 'There ain't no coffee here?'

Mom gave Johnny the address, and told them to get out. 'Be there at 2:30 sharp! She gave him like a gram or two of coke, and shoved them out the door.

---

It was the funniest thing that has ever happened in my life, but my new friend, let's call her Angel (not her real name), knocked on the door, and I opened-up. I had no idea who she was. Here was this over-weight blonde with glasses and screwy teeth.

'Um, hello.'

'I'm ready.'

'I'm sorry, I don't know what you're talking about.'

'It's me, Sweet-heart, Angel.'

'No!'

'Well, now you don't think I'm the most beautiful woman in the world anymore" I'm kinda hurt.'

And with that, she just pushed into the room.

'Hi, Laura.'

'Shit!' Mom said, 'that's just fucking awesome.'

'I can get away with murder.' And they laughed.

I was still so unsure it was her" I felt like I'd smoked some pot or something.

'Is it really you?'

'Well, it's me, plus.' And she laughed.

'I'm sorry.'

'Never say you're sorry, Sweet-heart' ' and they said it both at the same time. I was home.

We went down to the rented car and drove-off.

'Johnny might fuck this up" they arrived at five in the morning, drunk as shit and on crystal meth ' all three of them. Shit, shit, shit ' I hope the coke works.'

'Angel was kinda silent, though encouraging.'

I was lost in the back seat.

We arrived at the producer's house" where the filming takes place, and the boys hadn't arrived yet, but we were 20 minutes early.

Mom whispered in Angel's ear 'I told 'em to be here ten minutes ago.'

So I kinda began to feel as if maybe Johnny is a fuck-up" and nothing's going to happen, and that made me feel anxious.'

The director was seated, the lighting guy was there, the sound guy, and three camera guys, all in this cramped bedroom (well, wouldn't be cramped if all this equipment and people weren't here)

Then there came the ding at the door.

Now, the producer was not happy having Angel there ' he said it right out loud" but Mom somehow smoothed that over. But smoothing-out this rag-tag trio was left more to fate. They were all still fucked-up.

The director finally came to life, and in his funny accent: 'Can you all get erections?'

Johnny dropped his pants first and only after a little rubbing, was huge ' the other two just stood there limp as the day they were born. I undressed and spread my legs ' the one of them responding.

'And zyou?' the director hissed.

'Give me a fucking bit, dude, she's like a child!'

'No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no ' her body doesn't turn you on?'

'I ain't no pedophile.'

'But this is the movie you're involved in" do you like to fuck?'

'Shit, man, I'm trying.'

'No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!'

'This imbecile has to be replaced!'

'Fuck you!'

'No, fuck her!'

I don't know what it is about some men, but having a willing six year old cunnie spread-out before them, all they're thinking about is inner or outer demons or something, they just don't get hard" and this is a business of hardness.

The director told one of the cameramen to take position, and castigated the third friend.

It was some huge dance, with emotion, ending in the promise of the thousand dollars anyway"

'God, this is Hollywood!' ' I heard Angel say to Mom.

I kinda liked the camera-man anyway, so he was the first in my cunnie, I sucked Johnny's curved cock, while his more wimpy friend fucked me in the ass. But, God, it felt good to be full again.

---

This film lasted at most twenty-thirty minutes. There was no piss-drinking or anything. The director was like this tyrant. I was really tired of the whole fucking scene.

And I did this strange thing" after filming, I went-up in the director's face, I mean right into his complacent face and I yelled 'I can do so much more!'

---

On the drive back to the hotel Angel didn't really say much. Mom was telling me what a good job I'd done, and how sexy I was, and we laughed about Johnny's up-turned cock and how weird it felt.

Mom turned to Angel. 'Are you okay?'

'Yeah yeah. It's just ' you know, I had this picture in my head of what it was going to be like" but, I don't know, I guess when your like fantasy plays-out right before your eyes" it's weird.'

'Did it turn you on?'

'Yes. I have to admit. Sweet-heart, you're really good. I mean, were you acting, or did you really enjoy it so much?'

'Oh, I love to be fucked.'

'Shit. You're really hot.'

As we got to the hotel, Mom said to Angel, 'Listen, I don't mean to impose, I'm sure you're plenty busy in life, but I was wondering if you'd like to look after Sweet-heart for a few days" I need to wrap-up the ex-husband thing ' face him, if you know what I mean.'

'Yo, I know that. Um, I don't know" I mean, the reason I'm staying at the hotel is that I'm getting my house totally re-done" I just broke-up with someone myself and wanna white-wash the house. But, I'm not filming again until next month" I'm taking a vacation ' haven't had one in ages"'

'Well?'

'What do you think, Sweet-heart?' Angel turned and asked me.

'Oh, I think it would be great fun!'

'Okie dokie.'

---

I moved in to Angel's suite, then we saw Mom off to the airport ' I kissed her in the car, so people couldn't see. She was nearly crying, which choked me up.

'So, young lady, what do we do?'

'Mom gave me like $5000 ' we should go shopping!' And she laughed, so I laughed.

Even though we entered the same stores Mom had taken me to previously, being there with Angel was a wholly new experience. We were treated like royalty, the saleswomen fawning over us so much it was almost embarrassing, even me, her 'niece.' It seemed a photographer on the street ducked-up every few yards, which she ignored completely, but I got a kick from it. And when people tried to talk to her, get her attention, or anything, she maneuvered away cat-like and gracefully.

'I like being famous.'

'Oh, Sweet-heart, it's actually very tough. Fame is not happiness.'

'What's happiness, then?'

'Just being with the ones you love, including yourself.'

'Of course I love myself.'

'Yeah, but as you get older you find reasons not to love yourself so much" then even not to like yourself at all sometimes. It's then when you need the loved ones around you most.'

'Who are your loved ones?'

'Oh, god, it's like MySpace or something ' I've got thousands of friends.'

'Well, I'm your number 1 right now.'

And she raked my hair. 'Indeed you are.'

Her cell rang, and she talked with someone in this laughing torrent.

'Well, Sweet-heart, are you up for your first Hollywood party?'

'A party?'

'Yo. Not a big one, but it's on the hill ' and these parties tend to get wild.'

'Cool! Do you think I could get fucked? ' of course with you there, and, like, participating.'

'It's a stretch. You know what? All this shit has been tumbling around and around in my mind" but I'd like to take you up to our suite and suck your little cunt.'

'Goodie!'

'You've been very patient with me ' more than any guy.'

We got to the hotel, the car was whisked away, and we walked to the elevator hand in hand. We were alone in the elevator; she bent down and planted her lips over mine ' and we shared the most wonderfully deep tongue-kiss ever. I was in love.

When we got to the door, she lifted me up, and carried me into the room. We were laughing.

'I need a stiff drink first.'

'O.k. I'll do a line.'

She fixed her drink and looked at me oddly as I snorted the coke.

'You do that a lot?'

'No. Two-three times a day I do lines. It's just for fun.'

'Let me have some.'

'O.k. But the first time you might sneeze.'

'Sweet-heart, I've done cocaine before.'

'Oh.'

We both undressed like in a panic. Her body magnificent. Mom's breasts hung a bit, and that woman I did, well, they were plastic, Angel's were like an angels. I crawled up on the bed and spread my legs. She hesitated for a moment, then crawled up between my legs ' and I don't know why, but I came the instant her tongue lapped at my nubbin. She didn't stop. My cumming only made her more thirsty.

---

We got dressed-up, really dressed-up ' I'd never felt so beautiful in my life. She did my hair, painted all my nails, and even brushed my face gently with some glittering powder so I had an aura, like an angel, and for the first time in my life I wore eye make-up. Angel was very professional.

We did lines" but I was a little worried that my supply was running-out.

'Don't worry, the party will be flooded with cocaine.'

We took a cab.

The host greeted us at the door ' he was slightly balding, and looked curiously down at me.

'This is Sweet-heart, my niece.'

'You know this ain't no place for a child.'

'She's very, very mature for her age, if you catch my drift.'

He was stunned, and we walked right in.

It was wild ' even though we were early, there was a huge group of people dancing to some techno outside by the pool. The butlers, or whatever, were all dressed in tuxedos, even the females, serving drinks and little trays of food.

There was a guitarist inside who played some kinda classy classic stuff ' and everyone was dressed to the nines" the most beautiful gathering of people I'd ever seen.

Angel stopped a waiter and asked for a coke for me. A man jumped over at us right after.

'Did I hear coke?'

Angel looked at him bemused" 'Yeah, what ya got, and how much?'

'Gramskies, eight-balls, whatever your beautiful heart desires.'

'A gram ' what's that, a hundred dollars? Sweet-heart do you have a hundred on you?'

The guy looked at me really weird, but produced a little envelope and handed it to me, and I handed him the hundred.

'If this shit is cut with baby laxatives, I'm going to hunt you down and poop all over your face.'

Angel laughed hysterically. Then she yelled, whooped, just out of sheer pleasure.

She began drinking hard, but I didn't blame her" it was like catching-up with everyone else there.

She and I danced to the techno for a while. I'd never really done that before, so I just aped her moves, and it was great fun. Some guy she knew came over and danced with us ' she did a grind with him, and I think, well, this was the first times I ever felt the pangs of jealousy. I wanted her all to myself. But I stayed up.

The host came over after we'd finished dancing. He leaned into Angel, 'Very mature? I mean, very mature?'

'God, Leo, never knew you were a perv" yes, very mature. Should we go up to your room?'

The three of us entered this most gaudy bedroom I'd ever seen. There was gold inlaid everywhere ' a huge obscene painting above the head-board of the huge satin decked bed, and not just a sheet of mirrors plastered to the ceiling above the bed, but mirrors almost everywhere ' a place where one could never get lost, or is maybe lost all the time.

'Would you like to suck his cock, Sweet-heart?'

'Well, let's take a look at it.'

He shoved his pants down, and shit, what a fabulous cock ' huge, fat, long, even at half flag I started drooling.

'You've gone over the edge, haven't you, Angel? I know the break-up was bad"'

'My niece loves to suck cock as much as I do. She's very anal. You can even piss down her throat, Leo ' that's what she craves.'

We were all naked in no time. I was mesmerized by this guy's cock. In all the confusion I never got a good look at the black men in Washton who raped me, they were huge, I felt, but, this was Adonis" though a balding Adonis" he was funny and sweet" and after I sucked him to hardness, Angel went down on me, then he crawled-up and entered my cunnie" I was in heaven. And he fucked real long and hard ' really an expert at fucking. I came at least twice. Then he exploded deep inside me, and Angel licked his cock clean, then turned her attention to my cunnie ' and I came again. Sheesh, I was buzzing.

'I owe you one, Angel.' Is all he said as he zipped-up and left.

'Let's see what other mischievousness we can get into here tonight.' And she was giggling, dragging me out of bed, dressing me, and dragging me down-stairs.

I pulled her into me. 'I'd really like a group of men, and women, to fuck me, then piss all over me.'

It's funny that the jealousy didn't go the other way. What I really wanted, but was afraid to say, was her pussy and asshole ' only" I would've been happy just sucking her cunt, drinking her piss. But this was a wild party, so I kind of let it go. I felt privileged to be with her. But then I thought, that's like being sorry, and I should never be sorry. I thought to confront her, and just tell her my outer-most feelings, but instead followed the stream of events. After all I was coked-out" I'd snorted more coke this night than maybe in my entire life put together" and like Mom said, it gives you very lucid, very stupid ideas"

I got fucked again, I don't really remember, Angel was there"

I was dancing, in a trance ' Angel was gone" two guys were like humping me pool-side" this was weird, but exciting" we went up to the bedroom, and they both took me" but they were like doing this rotation thing" 'No, no, no ' one up my cunnie, one up my asshole!'

Finally I was double-penetrated. It felt really good. The guy in my ass was a little rough, but, you know, that happens.

I came back downstairs, a bit disheveled. I couldn't find Angel anywhere. A very beautiful woman noticed my distress.

'Hi, sweet-heart.'

'How do you know my name?'

'Naw, I'm just like, you seem a bit lost.'

'Fuck you!'

'Hold on, princess" I'm trying to help you.'

'So get me a Cola!'

She did, she placed the glass in my fragmented hands. Really sweet, making sure I had grasped the glass.

'I'm sorry.'

'Where are your parents?'

'Fuck all.'

'Who is in charge of you right now? Who are you here with?'

'Angel.'

Well, it wasn't two minutes before Angel appeared before my burning eyes.

'I'm sorry, Sweet-heart" just do'in business.'

'Never say sorry.'

'Yo, but it's time to get outta here.'

'I wanna fuck her.' And I motioned to my savior.

'You're just totally fucked-up, baby-cakes" time to go home. She doesn't do that kind of shit.'

'Let me be the judge of that.'

I was swoozy, yeah. I was out of touch with what one calls reality, but I was feeling really good, not at all sleepy ' the two shots called 'sex on the beach', which I'd drunk, yow, so I was a bit woosy" but I wanted this woman. I approached her.

'Thank you for saving me.'

'That's o.k.'

'Listen. And I'm sorry to be so forward, but ' don't you need to pee?' (She was making the kindof movements with her body, though drunkenly, so I knew she had to pee).

'Um, yeah.'

'I would really really like it if you peed in my mouth" now, don't think anything!" don't fucking think a thought!" I would love to drink your piss! Take my hand.'

I led her hand in hand upstairs to the master-bedroom's spacious bathroom.

She dropped her tiny skirt and underwear and sat there on the toilet, legs splayed like a man. I moved-in and placed my mouth over her cunnie, which was trim. She pissed directly into my mouth, spouting some incredible obscenities while gently stroking my hair while pissing down my throat.

She was tense and hidden, but I believe she gasmed right after her flow of piss stopped. 'Uh, Uh! ' I mean, that's language.

---

Once again, heading downstairs, I'd lost Angel. I was beginning to think it weren't such a bad idea for us to leave and curl up in her bed together. But I saw her talking to this couple, and went over there. She raked my hair with her fingers.

'This is my niece, Sweet-heart. Sweet-heart, these are two dear friends of mine" Shane and Leila.'

'Hi. Pleasure to meet you.'

'What a precious little girl" Angel, I didn't even know you had a sister!'

'Oh, she wants to stay outside the biz-buzz, so I don't tell anyone about her.'

'Is this your first Hollywood party, young Lady?'

'Yes.'

'And what do you think?'

'Well, this ain't Kansas.' And they all laughed.

'The guy said, 'You know, I think Larry is looking for some girl for commercials right now.'

'Oh no,' Angel said. 'Sweet-heart here is in our sister industry.'

They kinda looked at her strange.

'She's a famous kiddie porn star.'

I was really proud she called me famous" but I couldn't for the life of me read the expressions on the couple's faces. A mixture of horror, curiosity, excitement, and pain ' both the same ' eyes drooping and mouths open, nostrils kinda flaring.

'Are you kidding us?' And I thought how funny it was he spoke for both of them, they had really melted together as a pair.

'No. You guys up for some big fun? This will knock your swinging socks off!'

So there we were headed up the stair-case again. I wasn't tired, really, but maybe my legs were, so I asked the man to carry me. He did, a gracious gesture.

Upon entering the room I immediately did two more lines, which refreshed me somewhat, in the back of my head was a headache" but it hadn't quite arrived yet. This couple was beautiful ' I bet they were really famous movie stars.

Leila was kinda hesitating, Shane was already fully undressed, as well as Angel and me.

'Don't be such a prude, Leila!'

'It's just this is like crossing a border.'

'Yeah, like heading down to Tijuana or something, right? Just relax and enjoy.'

We all watched as she slowly disrobed, and I think us watching did the trick, she even bumped a bit to the music from down below. while unsnapping out of her black lacy bra and stepping out of her black lace panties ' an incredibly perfect body, huge boobies.

Shane was already real hard" and he was focused on me, so much so I blushed ' here I was with two beautiful women, me, and a single man, and he was focusing on watching me.

There was that odd moment of nothing happening again, so Angel took control.

'Leila, why don't you prepare Sweet-heart's cunt for your husbands cock? I'll try and get him all slobbered up.'

I laid down on the bed and spread my legs, and Leila came up on the bed ' she was really shy, I somehow knew she felt trapped in a dream, and that's not cool.

'Please suck my cunnie, Leila.'

She was slow on the attack, and tentative at first, but once her mouth started, shit! ' She sucked and licked me like there was no tomorrow. I think her husband actually had to pry her away at one point, so he could enter my cunnie.

Mom, um, Angel, went to work on Leila's cunt ' and she was just staring at her husband fucking me ' he was so sweet, a gentle lover, his cock a little up-turned like uncle Johnny's, which made me smile, he kissed me sweetly, and only after our first deep kiss did he begin ramming me full-force" he was fast and furious" he fucked me like he was a machine ' I mean, it was almost cartoonish how rapidly he went. But thank God he held-out. (fucking him reminded me of Mom turning on the 'brator). I even pissed a little.

'God! She's a squirter!' And then he came. But it was a bit over the top" 'ugh! ugh! ugh! ugh! shit! Then he was done" but lingered long before pulling limply out.

'Now suck his cum out of her cunt,' Angel ordered.

And she crawled over and did just that.

'Now suck your husband's cock clean.'

And she did that too.

'Now we repair to the bathroom, and I want both of you to piss all over her body.'

Again, Leila was kinda shy and stood next to her husband outside the tub, rubbing her cunnie, while he gladly peed on me, focusing on my face, and I was able to drink some" then, with Angel's physical encouragement, she entered the tub, squatted down above my face, and cut loose. I drank a lot, but she was messy, so it sprayed everywhere. We took a quick shower.

---

After the party ' heading on down the hill, Angel was just ecstatic" she kissed me hard, even though the cab driver was glowering in the rear-view-mirror" 'God, I can still taste their piss! I think I've fallen in love with you my little angel!'

---

We slept in each other's arms, which is the perfect thing ' Mom always turned away and snored.

---

We woke up around noon, or a little later. To me, this was life. But Mom's cell rung, which I had, and I opened with 'Yeah, yeah.'

But she fell-out or something" it was Mom trying to get thru.

And Angel asked what I wanted for breakfast, but my head hurt ' I said 'two huge glasses tomato juice, French toast, and scrambled eggs, then slept.

'I'm afraid I don't have any more cocaine" not good.'

And I slept again. God, I'll never drink alcohol again ever! ' I felt like shit.

The waiter came in with our order, but Angel took him aside" 'Can you scaff us an eighthsky of cocaine?'

'Yo. But it'll take me half an hour.'

'Do it!'

I drank two huge glasses of tomato juice, I couldn't eat.

It was the longest half-hour in my life"

He returned with an eightski, which I paid for, rolling out the bills slowly, he was taken aback"

'Sorry,' Angel said, can you scaff some aspirin?'

'That's done.'

And he left, and I was miserable, even after doing a few lines.

He returned with some pills in a bottle, which I took six of" my head slowed-down immediately.

'Sweet-heart, why don't you suck him off" he's been so sweet to us.'

First of all I wanted to vomit. Then, suddenly I had this guy's cock down my throat" he was surprised".

I never wanna be an adult.

I just don't understand it.

But I got so much of his cock in my mouth as I could" and did my hands up and down his shaft, and squeezed his balls and shit, and he blew-off" well, maybe this is the perfect cure for a hangover?" I felt lovely after I drank his sperm.

---

We really had a cozy time all day, lounging around in her suite" we kissed for what seemed like hours, and she went down on me and I went down on her, then we slipped into our bikinis and sat poolside, sipping Long Island Iced Teas, not interested in anything or anybody.

Then as the sun began to wane, we went up to the suite and kissed and we dressed-up for some royal ball or something, and went out, she got us a cab, and suddenly there we were seated in the swankiest restaurant I'd ever sat in.

Over dinner Angel confided she was a bit worried, she'd be going back to work tomorrow and Mom wasn't here" she asked me my last name, Dad's first name, and set an assistant on the task of tracking Mom and Dad down.

The assistant wanted to know my home-town, so I told Angel ' then my address and phone number" but I couldn't remember those"

Then there was the weirdest conversation between her and her assistant, during salad"

'What?'

'What the fuck!'

'Are you sure about the name?'

'Fuck! Get me his phone number!'

'He's in custody?'

'Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!'

She looked at me wild-eyed for a moment, then composed herself"

'Um, seems your Mommy ain't coming back for awhile. And I don't know what to do with you. I gotta start work, I'm on the set 7am til, well, I don't know'"

'Baby-sitter?'"

'Yeah, that's it!'

She called her assistant again and arranged for a baby-sitter.

---

Moving from the luxurious hotel suite into this huge huge house was overwhelming ' the pool was twice the size of the one at the hotel" we had three maids and a male servant at our beck and call" it was a whole new other level of luxury"

The 'nanny' as she introduced herself, was the most uninteresting person I'd ever come across in my life. I don't mind plain people, nor boring people, not even stupid people" but when they're placed in a position of power over you, anarchy's brewing"

Now I couldn't blame her for not having a clue" but I simply lounged around the empty pool, and occasionally snuck up to my room for a line or two. She was unhappy with such a charge.

'Why aren't you in school, miss?'

She called me 'miss' which was a miss and a half.

'Fuck school!' I blurted.

'Don't give me that attitude young lady!'

'I'm not giving you an attitude, I'm giving you a platitude.'

She left me alone, mostly.

---

Angel was a total used-up/wound-up bitch when she arrived home around 8 pm. I could tell she blamed me for her bitchiness. And the nanny hadn't even told on me yet.

Over a luxurious dinner there was just the two of us, plus maids entering and leaving.

'What is it?'

'What is what?'

'You know.'

'I can't"'

'Fucking come with it, Angel! As if I haven't been through enough today!'

'Do you really wanna hear?'

'Yeah!'

'Ah, No.'

'Fuck you! Fuck you! You're really scaring me!" what is it?'

She came around the huge table, lifted me up and cuddled me in her arms.

'Your Daddy has murdered your Mommy ' she's dead.'

'What?'

'You're Mom went back to your Dad, and he killed her.'

'Impossible!'

'No, he's in custody right now, accused of killing your mother.'

'What?'

'What don't you understand?... I've had a very hard day on the set" what?'

'Fuck you!'

And I ran to my bedroom upstairs and down the hall, shit ' I couldn't find it at first, then nanny guided me.

I cried.

---

Later that evening Angel came in and sat on the bed and stroked my hair.

'Don't worry, Sweet-heart, I'm here for you.'

I pressed against her breasts, and tried to cry" but she just began to leave" I felt left all alone in the world.

'You're the biggest asshole in the world I've ever met!' I spat.

And she turned.

'I'm sorry Sweet-heart. I've had a rough day on the set, and now, here I am left to figure-out what to do with you" and, yeah, I know I've been a complete asshole. Let's cuddle.'

We fell asleep in each other's arms.

---

Angel's assistant came by around 7 am, or something obscene"

'They think she's been murdered too (she nodded toward me)" and they're trying to get a confession, but he won't even do the up-and-up on the Mom, so it's hard.'

'So, as far as the authorities know, Sweet-heart is dead?'

'Yo. That's the angle they're working.'

'I need a drink!'

'It's eight in the morning!'

'Listen, fuck-head, have you ever been in a situation like this yourself?'

'No.'

'Nanny is here, Sweet-heart is surviving" I need a seedy lawyer! God, find me a seedy lawyer!'

'Done.'

'Sweet-heart, just lounge today" I've gotta get on the set, now!'

'Yeah, I'll lounge" just tell bitch-ass Nanny to lay off me!'

'Hear that, nanny? Lay-off the child!'

'Yes, miss.'

---

I was waited-on hand and foot all day, just lying around the pool. But I was getting bored.

---

She came home way late. And she was the bitch from Hell" acting is not a science or art, it's turning people into demons"

'Just tell me everything" unload on me!'

'_____ was just a total asshole throughout" the director made these weird grimaces throughout my performance" the make-up 'girl' was a disaster" the crew made these noises, these shifting noises, through-out!" impossible to work! Three stuntmen were staring at me like I held some secret" and the fucking director, fuck him! ' I wasn't at home at all" I'm supposed to be this in-disposable" but everything was working against me". person" fuck this business!'

She wrapped me in her arms for a long time, real hard, too, but then it slowly drained from her.

'I can't promise you anything, Sweet-heart, but I'm trying to get custody of you" do you know what that means?'

'Not really.'

'So you can live with me forever. My assistant is working on it. Would you like that?'

'Mom is dead?'

'Yeah, I mean from the reports" and your dad is in jail" if I just turned you over, you'd be like this orphan child handed around home to home" and I really do love you" I wanna be there for you. But it's a really fucked-up legal mess, and, baby, you gotta understand I'm in the lime-light" reporters are going to ask questions if suddenly I turn up with a little girl at my side" this is some big fucking shit we've gotta pull-off.'

'I love you, too" and I trust you.'

'How you handling the Mom thing?'

I couldn't help it, I began crying. She held me.

---

I was now entirely in charge of the house, since Angel was on the set all day" I had two female servants plus a gardener, and of course Nanny to rule over" and it isn't such an easy task to be in charge. For cocaine, I called up old Boo, who's number was logged on my mother's phone, and he came thru quite nicely. But I was getting bored, very bored, just lounging around the pool all day, ordering people to do this and that for me. And I needed sex, more sex ' I mean me and Angel would suck and hump each other ' but I needed man-meat.

I got so desperate I called Larry one afternoon. When I told him about Mom, well, we both cried over the phone. I wanted him to set-up some parties or shooting or anything, but he backed-off immediately. Such a wimp. Amazing he ran a tittie bar.

I even tried to gain some footing with Boo again, but he wouldn't have anything to do with me, other than sell me coke.

I tried to find the producer's number, even the director's number" but everything was dead" and Mom's phone-book was long and tiresome, and of absolutely no use.

---

So one day I tried to hit on the gardener, my cunnie fully exposed, I licked my lips, a sweet Mexican man, but he was a no-go, and Mom had taught me right to back-off on such occasions"

I was just one frustrated, bored little girl ' so when Angel came roaring into the house late in the day, I matched her roaring, which actually seemed to soothe her, and hers soothed me.

---

I would've even fucked a Leper. (I don't know what a Leper is, it's an expression Mom would use" like, maybe, particularly ugly or something)"

And toys didn't do it anymore" I needed man-meat or woman cunt ' I went so far as to think about seducing Nanny ' even though she's disgusting, but never dared.

I had never been so horny in my life. The door-bell rang.

He was a very handsome man, so well-groomed I looked around for a camera. The maid presented me, pool-side, as Angel's niece.

'Angel doesn't have any brothers or sisters!'

The maid left.

'Sit!' And he sat.

'Who are you?'

'Better yet, who the fuck are you?'

'Fuck you!'

'No, fuck you!'

'No, fuck you!'

'Fuck you!'

And suddenly we were both laughing.

'She keeps her sister hidden because her sister doesn't wanna be in the lamp-light.'

'She has no sister" I lived with this woman for six years.'

'You're the asshole!'

'That's me!'

'Why on Earth would you abandon such a beautiful woman?'

'Too demanding.'

'Like she wanted to fuck all the time?'

'Naw, like she was the bitch from hell a lot of the time!'

'So. What are you doing here? Left some socks in a drawer?'

'How old are you?'

'Obviously older than you.'

'Fuck you!'

'No, fuck you!'

'No, fuck you!'

And we laughed again.

'She's filming right now.'

'But who are you?'

'Your worst nightmare, just ask the servants.'

'What the fuck?'

'You're kinda cute, but I don't think I wanna fuck you, Angel might get mad.'

'Listen, kid, tell me who you are, before I go fucking mad!'

'And, what? Rape me?... already done it.'

He got up to leave.

'So fuck you! ' Bye-bye!'

'Fuck you!'

'No, fuck you!'

'You're just a foul-mouthed little girl!'

'You're just a foul-mouthed little man.'

'When does Angel get home?'

'After your bed-time" should I leave a message?'

It was only then, and I swear it was only then, I stretched-out a bit and maybe showed my pussy.

At first he was a champion and fought against his impulses" but became enamored of me" yo, I was trying really hard"

'Let's fuck right here.'

'What?'

'So fuck me in my bedroom, I don't care.'

'What?'

'I need to be fucked, mister.'

'How old are you?'

'Four year old, five year old, six year old, seven year old, eight year old ' I can play them all" what's your preference?'

'How old are you?'

'I'm six.'

'This is a fucking trap, ain't it?'

'Just a bored horny girl, but if thinking of it as a trap turns you on, well, whatever.'

'No it doesn't. I'll be going now.'

'We could go up to my room and play dollies or something. Believe me, the maids, and especially Nanny leave me alone. It would be our little secret.'

'What would be?'

'That you came up to my room and fucked my six-year-old pussy. I won't even tell Angel, she'd just get mad.'

'You're insane!'

'I'm serious, mister. I'm bored out of brains here. I am very experienced sexually, and would love a quick fuck. Would your new girlfriend get mad or something?'

'I don't have a new girlfriend.'

'So, instead of polishing your helmet yourself, let my pussy do it for you.'

He, incredibly, sat back down again ' I thought I'd lost him, he seemed to faint a little.

'Start at the beginning, Sweet-heart.'

'Yeah, that's my name" don't wear it out.'

'Cute.'

'My Mom and I met Angel lounging around a hotel pool" I bought her a lemonade" I was intent on seducing her. It worked. You see, I'm an actress myself" I do adult films.'

'Kiddie porn?'

'Well, you know, call it what you will.'

'And, like, Angel does you too?'

'Oh yeah, big-time. Guess she's what you call bi-actual.'

And he laughed. 'Bisexual?'

'Yeah, something like that.'

'With a child?'

'Well, let us not discuss who is being the child here. She was obviously having sexual relations with you, and you are a complete child.'

'Not complete, deary" I'm like, old, older" I'm not a child!'

'You seem like a child to me.'

'I don't believe this.'

'So see it.'

'Naw, it's a fucking trap!'

'Isn't every human encounter a trap of some sorts? Who knows, you might fall in love with my six year old cunnie, or even with me ' check-mate!'

'Naw, no, no, no, no, no"'

'If you don't have the balls to fuck me, at least let me suck your cock.'

'Am I in Thailand?' ' and he looked-up as if addressing God.

'Step one: we get up together and go to my room. Step two: we lock the door just in case. Step three: you do whatever you want to me for however long you want it to last. Step four: nobody will ever know.'

He was hooked, I saw it in his eyes. We went hand in hand up the staircase to my room. I shut and locked the door.

'Well, like a gentleman" what do you want?'

'Me? O.k. Here's my scenario" first of all, take off your ugly clothes, and I'll drop my one-piece"' We did. He had a magnificent body, just toned, not muscular, but a little, he worked-out at a gym I could see" and his cock was long and skinny, my fav, and it was sticking straight-out. 'Lick my asshole!' And he did this as if lost in forever ' magnificent" 'Now lick my cunnie too" you're great, you're wonderful.' He did it all really well" no shyness, tho he often looked at the mirrored wardrobe at himself" so I felt like we were filming"

'Fuck me! Whichever hole you want, just fuck me!'

He crammed his cock up my wet cunnie, should've guessed" but it felt wonderful to once again be filled with cock" though it was all over in a few minutes"

I will never understand men"

After he came up my cunnie, rather violently, making funny noises, he pulled-out sharply, grabbed and put on his clothes, checked himself in the mirror, then out the door" well, if I were pretending playing Barbie I would have lingered at least a little, but men are men.

---

I was even more horny that evening when Angel arrived home. She was wasted, but sat there in the living room across from me and rolled a joint, and smoked it" offering it to me, but I passed.

'So, how was your day, Sweet-heart? And please don't ask about mine.'

'The usual terrorizing the maids and Nanny. Oh, but we had a visitor!'

'Who?'

'The asshole.'

'Who?'

'Your ex.'

'Greg? Was here? What did he want?'

'To get laid.'

'What?'

'I might just be six years old, but I know men. He came around to stuff his cock up your cunt.'

'Fuck him!'

'Oh, I did.'

'What?'

'We went up to my room and fucked. He's got a great bod ' and I just love long skinny cocks"'

'"Greg fucked you?!'

'I knew it! I knew you'd be jealous and mad at me! I just knew it!'

'No, no, no, no, no.' And she began laughing.

'What's so funny? Yeah, maybe pass that joint here-over, I need a laugh too.' And I took a drag, but coughed it all up.

'I mean, I jus', I"'

'"Out with it.'

'Greg a perv? I just can't picture it.'

'Oh, a real straight-laced perv" and he checks himself out in the mirror constantly.'

She really cut loose laughing now, and I joined in.

'Tell me everything!' And she joined me on the love seat.

'Um, no.'

'What?'

'I want to drink your piss. If you let me drink your piss, I talk.'

'Sweet-heart, you know I'm not comfortable with that.

'Fuck that. It turns me on ' don't be so selfish" or, as he said, a raging bitch, or something.'

'He called me a raging bitch?'

'That was his reason for leaving you.'

'You know he's probably spread that all over Hollywood.'

'Well, I know you're not a bitch, except when you're working.'

'I'm always working, Sweet-heart.'

'Well, then maybe he was right.'

Instead of getting mad she laughed, but her mood shifted downward quick.

'I could take bitch lessons from you, little lady!'

'Touche!'

'Tell me what went on!'

'We go to the upstairs bathroom, you sit on the toilet, spread your legs, I glue my mouth over your cunnie, and you piss down my throat. Then I tell you.'

'Fuck it!' She took my hand and led me upstairs. I love the sight of her pussy ' it makes her even more beautiful than she is, if that's possible" she was not happy, fidgeted, wanted-out, but did as instructed, though it took a full five minutes, finally she peed down my throat. I was in ecstasy. Her piss tasting like a man's, but I drank every last drop, and sucked on her nubbin and lapped at her cunnie until she cried out ' but no juice.

For someone adverse to piss, she did the odd thing of pulling me up and deep-kissing me, so she was tasting her own piss in my mouth. Then carried me into her bedroom, and undressed me, and fucked me with her tongue for half an hour. We snuggled together.

'Now tell me. Everything.'

And I told her.

---

Boo came over with an eight-ball as I'd ordered, and he leaned in and said he had a client interested in a party.

'I thought you didn't do that anymore?'

'I don't" a special request, from the couple you did a few weeks past.'

'What kind of party?'

'He said there'll be eight there. I quoted $3000 a head" I hope that's alright?'

'What's the gig?'

'Just like some orgy, with you in the middle.'

'What time, and where?'

'Their house, if you remember, 8 pm to midnight.'

'Four hours, 3 thousand?... that sounds rather cheap.'

'3 thousand apiece!'

'I got that, fuck-head!'

'$24,000 for four hour's work!'

'And your cut?'

'I take 6 g's, I drive you there, I pick you up and deliver you home.'

'This is the first time I've arranged something on my own" can I trust you?'

'Shit, girl, you can always count on me.'

'One thing" Larry is out of the picture.'

'He's totally out of the picture on this one.'

'If it's good, we might do some good business together" if not, I'll fucking nail you!'

'I can't promise good ' your fucking criteria for good goes way over my head"'

'No pain. Say that to them.'

'Yeah. Yeah.'

'No. Call them right now, and I wanna hear you say 'no pain'.'

'O.k., o.k. ' don't know which is worse, dealing with you or your Mom.'

He called them and pronounced 'no pain' and set up the deal for the next evening.

---

I had free reign, so a long-haired man picking me up in a Humvee at eight pm was not to be noticed" besides he'd visited me numerous times before" so the maids were cool, and I wiped the scorn off Nanny's face by saying 'If you fucking tell Angel, you're gone, bitch!'

I remembered the house" 'Darling' was her name, never quite caught his" but Darling came and gave me a tremendous hug" so I felt at home. There were three other couples, I was introduced, very formally, to them all.

I was asked to strip" so I simply began to undress" but, no, no, 'to the music'" so I gyrated a bit, and danced somewhat while taking off the rest of my clothes" the music was loud, and not easy to dance to" the couples were all handsome" so I was ready to fuck them all, I didn't get the dancing bit"

But, you know, I wiggled and all, and pulled-off my panties finally" Mom had never really taught me how to strip properly"

So there I was surrounded by this huge group of fully dressed couch monkeys being watched intently by all of them, suddenly naked. I felt somehow bared, and brought my shoulders in and arms, hands up over my nipples.

'Don't be shy, Sweet-heart.' She was so sweet herself.

'Well, what do I do first" Who do I do first?'

'The evening is completely planned. First, we'd like you to pee in this bucket.' She handed me this stupid plastic bucket. I wasn't sure I had any piss in me, so I asked for a tall drink. It arrived with a straw.

'What is it?'

'Long Island Iced Tea.'

I kinda like iced tea, so I drank it down, then spread squatting over the bucket. But for some reason it was unnerving having all these strangers watching me pee, and I giggled. I shook at my 'gina to try to make it happen. Finally" well, maybe it wasn't such a long time" being on stage is huge, time-wise, finally I spurted-out some pee.

Darling then carefully poured the contents of the plastic bucket into this elegantly fluted glass.

'Now drink your pee.'

And so I did. My pee is actually the most drinkable I've ever drunk. I swallowed it all down, and licked the glass for effect.

That tall drink had loosened something inside me" I asked for another.

'Oh, Sweet-heart, is that a good idea?'

'Seems everything I come up with is a good idea.' I took this glass slowly though, even though through a straw.

'Now what?'

The men were all like taking their cocks out, or rubbing them through their expensive pants" the women were more reserved, though Darling and one other were deeply fingering.

'Well, Sweet-heart, what would you most like?'

'I would like to suck all the cunnies in the room" especially yours, 'cuz I know how sweet it it. Then I would like to be sucked in return.'

I went down on Darling in the middle of this audience" somehow live is different from filming, more emotions involved. I came the second her tongue touched my nubbin ' a curiously loud cum ' I squawked or something" she'd been all huh huh huh" then the next woman approached, and I sucked her hairy cunnie, then she sucked me" this was a wild one" I'd never seen a woman orgasm so" she sprayed my face with stuff and was nearly screaming" the next woman kinda motherly, licking my cunt as if a sore needing a bandage, she didn't cum at all, and not really much juice, but she'd shaved her cunnie and left only a tuft of hair on top, like Angel does" and she, the last, she got nothing at all out me licking her bare cunt, though I spent a lot of time at her nubbin, and worked my tongue in as far as it would go ' she was distracted, always looking over at her husband, or whatever" so I wasn't able to reach her" and she went down on me lame, clumsy, as if she'd never licked a cunt before.

I'd apprised the women. Men are men, they just wanna fuck. So my next suggestion was that I'd like to suck all the men's cocks until they came in my mouth. I figured I could swallow four load-fulls of cum without a twitch. As long as I was being fed iced-tea" I really really loved iced tea now.

It was Darling's husband who approached me first. He was so hard I though his cock would explode in my mouth" he did, but not his entire cock. I wiped my lips, and there was the second cock, thick and short" so I played little girl with my mouth and mostly used my hands" he spurted in no time, and seemed really amazed that I not only drank his cum down, but savored it" next up was a pencil-dick" the whole time I was blowing him I imagined him fucking my asshole" so this was the most sensual blow-job of the evening" the last dude simply blasted the moment I wrapped my lips around his cock, and seemed apologetic.

'Well, now that I've tasted everyone's juices, let's party!'

Darling and her husband cornered me immediately, and we fucked like demons. I could see around me a little swapping of partners" two of the women were really going at it" funny, no men sucking cock" just a note.

It was actually the shy couple who approached me next. He was a little overweight, she was a bit plain, but not at all ugly. They were nice enough.

He gently fucked me while his wife or whatever kneeled beside us.

Once he came, I ordered her to suck his cum out of my cunnie" and she did" she performed much better this time" she just wants to be told what to do, then she's happy.

Next came the screaming bitch, and her not unattractive 'date' ' I really didn't think this couple married.

She licked and sucked and spat at my asshole like a pro" but he mounted me soon enough, and I got my first ass-fuck of the night"

After this fuck" and the wife not only cleaned his dick, but sucked my asshole too, the shy bitch came over" 'Can I pee in your mouth?'

'Shit yeah! Let's go up to the bathroom.'

I really don't know what it is about people who hesitate, who know what they want, but desire that want hidden, and hide it well, except in outbursts" it's sexy to know that a person has exploded their edges in just approaching you. The first time in my life I felt like a whore. I miss Momma.

I drank her piss down, but I didn't catch any enjoyment, not even surprise, from her" I sense this person was looking for something that's not in the building"

When we joined the others, hand in hand, it was a pretty awesome sight" all seven of them were connected in one way or another, fucking and sucking, wriggling around in the middle of the living room like they were one writhing breast.

The woman was as pleased as I at the scenario: 'Sweet-heart, I'd like you to fuck my husband.'

'Sure. Which one is he?'

She pulled this guy away from sucking Darling's cunt, while Darling was getting her ass fucked.

'It's o.k., George. I'd like to watch you fuck her.'

He gave his wife this tremendous hug.

We went over to a sofa. He was hard as hell, but I sucked him a bit anyway, slobbered, to get him wet. I sat down on his cock, which was thick enough so it took me a minute or two to take the whole thing in" I saw pencil-dick out of the corner of my eye, standing, disengaged from the beast, and though I was enjoying the fuck, I yelled at him: 'Fuck my asshole, mister!'

He did this funny look-around 'Me?' ' but took the invitation, and it didn't even matter that my asshole was dry, or that the couch was a kinda clumsy place for a double fuck" he got up on the couch and pressed his cock into my asshole. For some reason the beast untangled and became however many, and they watched, I was the center of attention, I was in ecstasy" I might be a whore, I might be a cum whore, I might be a lez whore, but most and most of all I'm a double-fuck whore. I gave them all the show of their lives" and even though the sweet slob below me came, he was pinned, as pencil-dick plowed and plowed, and I shimmied and wailed, shaking my hair, mooing and cooing" until he blasted-off in my ass with a grunt, then withdrew, and I rolled-off the other. Two wholly spent men. That's almost better than money.

And the shy wife took the duty of licking both my holes clean ' she'd suddenly become an expert.

'I just wanna be double-fucked from now on" and of course licked clean.'

There was a hierarchy of some sort within the group, so there was no fussing or fighting. Lying there on the lush shag carpet, lifted up and turned around, I was double-fucked at least five times" faces and cocks a blur, a new woman coming and cleaning me up afterwards, but I noticed Darling getting in there more than a few times.

I felt a little woosy. The doorbell rang. It was Boo. Darling dressed me and gave me the most wonderful deep kiss, then handed me over to Boo, who whisked me off.

'Well?'

'Ah, shit ' I might vomit.'

'Not in my car!' And he pulled over, and I crawled out and vomited in some gutter, somewhere. Wiped my mouth.

'Just say it before it happens!'

'I did! I did!'

'I know, I'm just saying. You o.k., kid?'

'Yeah. Naw. I've felt better. Naw the party was cool. It's those iced teas from Kong Island.'

'Long Island iced teas? ' they fed you that?'

'Fuck you, man, it's just iced tea!'

He laughed.

'You know, it's midnight. I drop you off at Angel's, all hell's going to break loose.'

'I don't give a shit.'

'Yeah, little lady, you gotta learn that there are other people in the world besides you. She's got cameras, I'm sure, and she can trace me. I gotta let you out on the street. When she asks who the dude is in the Humvee, just play dumb or something.'

'She's already asked about you. You're my dealer.'

'Yeah, but I'm talking about tonight.'

'You took me out for a soda, I hooked up with some friends" you're nowhere in the picture.'

'Good. This is yours.' And he handed me an envelope stuffed with money, which I put in my Barbie purse. He also gave an eight-ball, gratis, which I stuffed in my purse alongside the cash.

---

I literally stumbled up the driveway. I even fell and scraped my knee, but no pain. And I got to the door, opened it, and pushed in, and there was Angel standing with her hands in fists on her waist, but instead of stuttering 'oh shit! I simply laughed.

'Where have you been, young lady!'

'A party.'

She was ready to slap me or something" but at that point I didn't care. She calmed down.

'I worried about you!'

'Funny I don't worry about you when you're off on the set.'

'You did a film?'

'Naw, just a party" they were what Boo called 'swingers'. It was innocent enough.'

'How many people did you fuck?'

'Eight. I mean, squared, we fucked a lot.'

'Why?'

'Look in my purse.' And I basically dropped it at her feet. She fished around, found the eight-ball and was not thrilled. Then found the envelope, ripped it open, and the hundred dollar bills literally spilled everywhere.

'I make all the money we need!'

'Let's go shopping!'

It was then that the old Angel returned, she saw I'd had a rough night. I could barely stand, I had a stomach ache, my head was insulated from what felt like a whopper" instead of lecturing me further, she took me up and showered me, then dressed me in my pj's, then left me alone to sleep, after forcing a few aspirins down my throat.

---

I wasn't there the next morning, which was an important meeting with a lawyer and her assistant" She came up afterwards and woke me softly, really concerned, but I was o.k. ' a bit dense in the head, my cunnie was burning a bit"

'Listen, Sweet-heart, we've found a birth certificate which somewhat matches yours, the girl died in a car crash, but you're taking over her identity" congratulations, you're now seven years old"'

' Shouldn't I have a birthday party, or something?'

'I'll arrange for that.'

'Thank you. I know you really love me.' And I rolled back to sleep.

---

The birthday party turned-out to be such a big deal, I almost wish I hadn't wished it" at least a hundred guests" of course I knew no one, but it was obvious they were all famous" children of rich and famous people, at least the ones close to my age, are some of the most self-centered people in the world" and coming from me, that's quite the dis. There was this fifteen year old son of some rock star or something, and I really fell for him" long hair like Boo, and just this magnificent face, open and kind and smiling all the time. Of course he was just being polite with me when introduced" but if he'd known my thoughts"

When I was finally left alone, I wandered over to the bartender" 'Long Island Iced Tea, please.'

'What?'

'Oh, I'm sorry, didn't know you're hearing-impaired"' then I did this spastic thing with my hands, like doing sign-language but on speed" (though I'd only done a little coke), he laughed a little.

'Who's this for?'

'For my nanny ' and she likes to drink them through a straw, go figure.'

He made the drink, but I saw he was uncomfortable passing it to me, so I went outside by the pool, took a seat, and drank.

I spied the 15 year old hunk talking to various groups ' he wasn't a party animal, but definitely a mover and shaker" and, I don't know, maybe seven year olds fall in love more easily than adults" but I was in love, never having said anything to him beyond pleasantries. My Mom popped into my thoughts" that day by the pool" 'just go for it! But don't be disappointed if it don't pan-out" there are people who won't go for it.'

One iced tea out of the way, and I thought I'd just wander up to my bedroom and snort a line or two, then begin on my hunk, but got cornered by two kids, roughly my age" and they wanted to know all about me, what I liked and stuff ' obviously sent over by their parents looking for playmates, and trying to ingratiate" they, of course, didn't know they were being used as pawns in some angle on Angel, so I felt sorry for them, but at the same time played along ' seems the only game I'm good at.

Though the boy was a bit obnoxious, the girl was really sweet" asking me if I wanted to be an actress" 'Well, not if my children have to suffer through it,' I said, rather honestly, which seemed to endear me to her even more. The brother got bored and went away. Here I was with Madeline.

'I hate it when men try to look up my skirt' she kinda whispered.

It was almost ballerina-ish, her skirt, so I understood her complaint, kinda, but why was she wearing it?

'I don't care if men see my private parts.'

'Really!'

'Well, I mean they get a glimpse of my panties"'

'" Oh, I don't care if they see my cunnie. '

'Noooo!'

'We girls have a certain power over men, and of course boys" and we should use that.'

'I don understand.'

'Take your brother, for example, has he ever seen your cunnie?'

'I guess so.'

'That's not something you guess" he either has or he hasn't.'

'I showed it to him once.'

'He asked?'

'He asked, and yeah, I showed him my cunnie.'

Did you ask him to show you his penis?'

'No, no, no, no!'

'That's not fair!'

'You're the strangest girl I've ever talked to.'

'You're the sweetest. But sorry, I need to go upstairs for a bit.'

'O.k.'

'Bye.'

'Bye.'

When I got back down to the party, I had to chase the hunk down" there was a fresh bartender, so I got my drink without problems" I felt this incredible sadness after searching everywhere" he was gone" fuck cocaine! I thought" this dude was an Adonis, and I fucked it up" but then I saw him on the couch in the living room ' the exit portal"

I plopped down beside him.

'Hey, Sweetheart.'

'Hey yourself!'

'You angry with me?'

'Maybe.'

'Oh. I don't like people being angry with me" especially the birthday girl.'

'Come with me then.' And only after I'd stated it did I put my hand in his, and he took it.

I flew him off up the stairs.

'Where are we going?'

We entered.

'This is my room.'

'Where are all the teddy bears and Barbies and stuff? Where's the pink frills?'

'Listen. I'm not your average girl" I don't play with dolls, I play with real men ' and I'm not playing with you when I say I've fallen in love with you!'

'Well, that's sweet, honey.'

'Don't fucking mess with my mind shit-head!'

'What?'

'I'm here to seduce you" you can fuck me anyway you want.'

He literally backed-up so his back was pressed against the door.

'Naw" this would fuck-up my career!'

'What? Falling in love?'

'Naw naw, you're seven years old!'

'I say nothing to nobody ' '

'You're like Angel's kid"'

'Fuck that! She knows my inclinations.'

'No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.'

'Well I've gotta get ready for bed"' so I stripped-off right in front of him" and he did stare. But once I was naked he was out the door, and I simply pulled the quilt over me and slept hard.

---

A few days later something funny happened when Angel and I were out vamping at a cool café. There was this one dude looking over at us all the time, but he just couldn't make his move" I mean I felt so sorry for him, probably just some lush wanting Angel's autograph. The black hair and brittle mustache, he looked very alien to me. But then, after twenty minutes of pawing us with his stares, he finally got up the courage, and over he came. But to my surprise, it wasn't Angel ' he barely looked at her, removed her from the situation" this guy was so nervous I thought he was going to shit his pants any second.

'Miss, Miss, Sweet-heart?'

'Yo.'

'I saw your film last week, in Bucharest" a friend, well" I saw "Three Guys and a Baby" ' and, well ' you were stunning ' amazing.'

'You've seen one of my films?'

'Yeah, a friend" he thought I'd be, like"'

'Don't stutter and apologize so much! It's hard enough to understand what you're saying through that accent.'

Angel laughed this weird peep.

'Can I have your autograph?'

I was dumb-founded" I'd been around this for weeks, everyone asking Angel for her autograph" but here it was me. He handed me a little notebook, opened to a blank page, but I flipped through the opening, and sure enough, this dude was gathering quite a collection" that I'd be on the page right after Janet Jackson, well"

'What do you want me to say? What about, "My dear pervert _____ ? What's your name?'

'John.'

And both me and Angel laughed at this, but I stuck my head down and wrote: "To my dear pervert John" (or how best I could) then signed it in a messy scrawl, I'd learned this from her.

I felt elated, I became giddy" Angel just cheered me on.

---

'What, Sweet-heart, if we try to find you real roles in real movies?'

'Naw, I don't think so" it messes you up so much.'

'That's just me, you're harder than me. Don't you want to be an actress?'

'No, not really.'

'What do you want to be?'

'I don't know what I wanna be, I do know I wanna fuck. Acting is the boringest thing I've ever done.'

'Maybe we need to normalize you?'

'That's something Mom once offered" for me to go back and be a normal child. Fuck that! I'm happy.'

'But I mean, you can't be doing any more films, those films, you're like my daughter now, I have custody of you.'

'They're only sold in Europe" wherever the hell that is" not too many grease-balls like that guy yesterday are going to know who I am.'

'That's naïve, Sweet-heart. With the internet, your films are going to go all over file sharing networks" you're not going to be anonymous.'

'Afraid of a little competition on the popularity front?'

'It's not that Sweet-heart" I've got a career I've gotta protect.'

I seethed there, stewed there, whatever ' what hurt worst was her using the exact wording of Jonathan, aka "the hunk" ' the love of my life. Fuck careers! I thought love conquered all, even fears.

---

It was wonderful to have Angel back" we even did a trip to Disneyland, which I love, though the huge sunglasses and floppy hat didn't work entirely, and she got mobbed a few times"

That evening we went out to some fancy restaurant, though I thought the food sucked"and lo and behold in walked one of Jonathan's friends ' I mean, someone who he seemed to be tight with at my birthday party. I waved him over ' the guy he was with saw Angel sitting next to me, and simply stayed back.

He was quite demure, shy, perhaps shriveling inside, so he focused on me.

'Hey Sweet-heart.'

'Hi, um, shit, I forget your name.'

'Tom.'

'Tom, take a seat while we're waiting for dessert.'

'Um, o.k.'

'Has Jonathan mentioned me?'

I now saw he was stoned on something, his eyes weren't so red, yet dilated.

'Um, oh shit! No, sorry" um, that you tried to seduce him and got naked and stuff.?'

'Are you guys tight?'

'We're big bros.'

'You tell Jonathan, if he doesn't call me in the next 48 hours, the next girl to go down on him is going to bite his balls off, at my expense. Can you do that? ' Here, here's my number.'

He looked real weird at Angel, but took my number.

'Sure.' But it was almost a question.

I noticed then for the first time that he was focusing on Angel's lips every time his darting gaze went to her to avoid me ' he was staring at her lips ' not her entire face or breasts ' which are magnificent" it's like her lips.

'Don't order the Tournedos" they taste like shit.'

'I won't.'

He knew he was excused, and left, and went to join his friend and be seated.

'Who's Jonathan?'

'A boy at the party. I've fallen in love with him.'

'You got naked with him?'

'Not really. I invited him up to my room ' well, dragged him up, then when he did the "career" shit, I took off my clothes" and out he went.'

'You are amazing.'

---

I believe our love-making that evening was our most intense ever, we were laughing and tumbling the whole time" not only did she come in my mouth, then pee directly after, she licked my asshole until I 'gasmed, by only faintly tracing my nubbin with her finger. We fell asleep in each others arms ' totally lovers again.

---

The shit-head didn't call and didn't call and didn't call. I was so pissed-off I couldn't see straight. Then I had the thought, well, if he called me right now, I'd just blow-up on him" and that's not what I wanted. So I calmed down. I forced myself to calm down. I said to myself if he doesn't call, well we're bound to run in to each other some time; or, if he did call, I'll be sweet, maybe invite him out for burgers or something ' try to get him face to face.

Angel was out, so I was all alone at the pool. The Mexican maid had learned how to make Long Island Iced Teas, and never once dropped her composure on serving me" she really needed this job ' I could've probably asked her to lick my ass-hole and she would have without a flinch, just to keep her job.

---

Maria, the maid, pretty much became the adult in my life for a while. She did as I ordered, but slowly, ever so slowly began to inject her own wisdom on me. Like after me passing out by the pool a couple of times. She gently nudged me in the direction of drinking less ' and when I'd flare up, she'd remark that it was obvious I was on some kinda drug. No preaching, just observation" and it worked. I became a little more composed, a little more responsible. Around 11 am every day she'd have a huge breakfast prepared for me as I came disheveled down the stairs in my pj's, and sit with me and talk about her childhood growing up in some town I could never pronounce while I ate and she sipped her coffee.

Margaret, Angel's personal assistant ducked up one day with this folder.

'Sweet-heart, we need to place you in school. You've never been to school, have you?'

'Kindergarten.'

'Yeah, but see, you're seven years old now" time to start school. Do you have any formal training at all? Can you read? Can you write? Can you do math?'

'I can read the writing on the walls, I can write my name, and I can plus and minus some.'

'I've got a little test thingie here, which will tell us where you're at. It won't take long.'

'Give it to me.'

She sat this paper out before me, and I really didn't feel up to a test just after breakfast. I really couldn't follow the words on the paper.

'Here, here's a blank piece of paper ' you write the number "1" and try your best to answer the question" and so on.'

'My mom always said I was really smart. Bring it on.'

'One. I want you to spell the word "child."'

I couldn't, it turned out LD.

'What is 2 2?'

'4.' ' that was easy.

'Can you read this sentence out loud for me?'

I couldn't.

'You did great, Sweet-heart, we'll stop here.'

'Thank God!'

'You really are a cutie.' And for the first time Margaret actually brushed her fingers through my hair. Though a bit pudgy, I started liking her more immediately.

---

That night Angel set me up for one of her serious talks, in the living room. No one else in the house.

'Sweet-heart, we've gotta get you into school" vacation time is over. There's one absolute best school in this town, and that's what I want us to strive for. But it'll take some work. The Mid-West, where you come from, doesn't really give credence to kindergarteners" out here on the West coast, we're fanatics about early child learning. We need for Nanny to give you lessons every day" just two to three hours a day, and only for a little while. Will you do that for me? For us?'

I don't think I could ever deny Angel anything.

'If you do this" I'll get you the most wonderful-est gift you can imagine.'

---

Since I was depressed about Jonathan, I was actually eager to do anything to keep me distracted. The one morning ' three days in ' where I asked Maria for a Tea before my lessons began, she said I needed to be stimulated, not snockered (many years passed before I found out 'snockered' is not a Spanish word)" so I snorted a few lines, went downstairs, and sat with Nanny in the Study studying. This became my ritual. After less than a month I could not only write my name, but full sentences, though basic. I could read books equal to a fourth grader. Seems Nanny was a natural, as was I.

---

And between being loved and cherished by busy Angel, Maria, and Nanny ' I felt I was blossoming like never before" they all lauded my simple achievements, hugged me all the way through" I felt I was really really growing up.

---

And wouldn't you know it, this is exactly when the shit hit the fan.

Boo called and we arranged a pick-up, even though I had a stash, I liked to have lots of stash, so I didn't mind that he'd called, it just seemed strange.

He arrived at the house, Angel doing 'blicity or something, in New York ' and the house-help knew to just let things flow.

We went to a Denny's Restaurant along the freeway" seen a hundred of them, but never been in one. We went in, and looking out at the booths, there I spotted Uncle Johnny ' and ran to him. Great hug.

'Hey, Sweet-heart!'

'Hey, Uncle Johnny!'

Boo was kinda standing back, but finally joined us as we scooted into this red plastic booth ' he sat on my side, the big protector.

'I thought you were dead.'

'Well, ya know, maybe I am.'

'No I mean really.'

'Well I do have a new name, and I'm seven years old now.'

'I can't believe I've found you!'

I turned to Boo. 'What's going on?'

'Seems Johnny here contacted Larry, who contacted me ' so here we are.'

'Shit.'

'No, no, no, no, no, no ' no shit" this is wonderful!'

'I'm doing good, Johnny.'

'No doubt, no doubt. Who? Angel, is it? Sheesh" doing good.'

Boo stepped in: 'Shouldn't fuck this thing up for the girl, dude.'

'I ain't fucking anything up.'

'Your mom's gone. Your dad's in jail for twenty years or life or something" I'm your closest living relative.'

Boo again: 'Don't you listen, dude? ' she's not who she was, whole new identity.'

'This fucking drug dealer of yours is getting on my nerves. Is it o.k. if we talk ' without him ' uncle to niece?'

'It's o.k. Boo. Really.' And as he got up to leave, 'Thanks.'

He went out and sat in his car ' I could see him clearly. And I was really happy he didn't drive away.

'Where's the fucking waitress?'

'Ah, I gave her twenty bucks not to disturb us ' you hungry or something? ' I can wave her over.'

'No, Johnny, just thought it was weird. What do you want?'

He scooted real close to me, pressing into me.

'I only want what's best for you.'

'You're a fucking liar.'

'Yo, yes, yeah ' you're very astute.'

'So?'

'I've got a thriving business in Vegas ' I'm offering you a position, that's all.'

'Don't think Angel will go for that.'

'You don't think? Really? What, you doing the lesbo thing?... She's sucking your cunt, you sucking hers, maybe some toys at play? ' Shit, babe, you need meat and potatoes. I mean it!'

'Now I'm getting hungry.' But pronounced in such a dead way I had to laugh, he laughed too.

'Stupid of me to think I could whisk you away from your story-book life" but we're blood. I won't fuck-up your arrangement, I promise" but if you come with me, all your dreams will be fulfilled.'

'What dreams are those? No, no ' I don't wanna be a movie-star" the whole thing is stupid" people pretending to be important when they're nothing other than manikins with facial expressions"'

'Follow your soul, that's all I'm saying.'

'And what if I follow you? What dreams did you have in mind for me?'

'Just fucking and sucking.'

'Shit.'

'Your soul, man, what do you want in life?'

'This is like weird though" how'd I do it? First, there's Boo outside, all my stuff at Angel's, then telling Angel.'

'You talk to Boo ' get him to drive away. Stuff is just stuff, it's everywhere. I'll deal with Angel.'

I bit my fingernails for five minutes" I knew Mom would disapprove" but I got up resolutely and went to Boo's door ' he laid down the window.

'I'm o.k.'

'You sure?'

'Uncle Johnny and I go way back. No eightski this time, do you have a half?'

'You got a thousand dollars?'

'Yeah'

'I don't know.'

'What don't you know?'

'If you were to blow all that inside your head, you'll die.'

'Naw, it's a long-term solution to an unknown future.'

'Sure?'

'Yeah.'

'I don't really like him.'

'I know, neither do I, but blood is blood. He makes me laugh.'

'He does?'

'No, not really. Such is life.'

And after our transaction he took off.