I went to Japan on a business trip. I was going to check in on the sex dolls they have, as a side trip. The store was fairly modest. There were A breast assortments, but they were all 5'4", and lacked I don't know what it is. These things cost $8000 a pop. But I wanted one more to my liking. Like a six year old body. The salesman had good English, but with my request got kinda upset.

'No, no, no, no!'

'It's a fucking piece of plastic!'

'We cannot produce that. And it's not plastic.'

'How much?'

'Sir, we cannot.'

'Where can I get something like that?'

There is no such thing as manifest destiny.

'Try Uguchi's' - and he went to behind his counter and drew me a card.

'Thank you.'

And he bowed, but only half waY - I guess I was a full-on pervert to him. Fuck him.

The cab driver was friendly as hell, been to California once. I think he got laid or something -wasn't really following his story.

This place was probably better - it was a beat-up neighborhood. The salesman was tired and old.

'Yes?'

His English impeccable.

'I'm looking for a special doll.'

'Well, we have hundreds here.' And that was true - it was like a warehouse - they were stacked on top each other like lesbians.

I cut to the chase.

'I wanna six year old.'

He looked at me weirdly for a moment.

'This is not a string operation is it?'

'It's STING operation, and no - I'm a serious buyer.'

I've never understood the contemplative messages of the oriental mind - but we stood there for a good two minutes.

'I think I can help you.'

'She's never been used', he said, while leading me way back so I was getting paranoid. This place was endless.

I saw her first - I guess she'd just been thrown in with the trash.

A perfect doll of a six year old - a little oriental, but I didn't mind that. The guy actually picked up as I saw her.

'She got an asshole, too. Mouth work. Like I said, never been used.'

'How much?'

'Oh, very illegal, this one.'

'I read stories about child sex all the time - I'm not going to use this as a primer - it's fantasy.'

'I don't understand you, but $5000 dollars.'

I picked her up - she was heavy as lard.

'We send, or you take?'

'Better send.'

Cost me an extra two hundred dollars. But, you know, I had her. She'd be coming home to daddy.

That's the weird thing. I expected two weeks at least, but I'd been home a week and there came a meek knocking at my door.

'Yes?'

'Your doll is here.'

I was kinda freaking a bit, 'cuz the hall in our building vibrates sound. But when I opened -here was this tiny six year old Japanese girl.

'What?'

'My grandfather said you needed comfort, and bought a doll. I am much better than doll.'

I pulled her in - What The Fuck?'

'I am to be your doll.'

'I don't understand.'

'I come from the province around Fukishima. I'm orphaned - it was difficult for my grandfather to do this, but he got me on a plane - and here I am now.'

'I wanted a love doll!'

'I will be your love doll.'

She was sitt'in inside the room by now, on the couch -

'Your grandfather - sonofabitch - was sending me a doll! A doll!'

'I am your doll.'

Her bangs were like cut straight across - What the Fuck?'

'I please you.'

'No. Not at this point. Not really.'

'You hate me?'

'Naw naw naw naw - you seem like a sweet kid, and you're pretty. This just wasn't our deal.'

'You like me?'

'What's not to like?'

'I be your sex doll.'

'How is this even possible?'

'All records were wiped-out. I do not exist.'

'Have you ever had sex before?'

'No no no - my grandfather told about what that is - I feel strange to the idea - but I am your sex doll.'

'I went out and bought a life-like Japanese six year old sex-doll because I didn't want any repurcussions. I don't want a relationship - I don't want shit! I don't even want to fucking feed you.'

'That's your choice.'

'How do you speak so good English?'

'My father, who I've never met, was a Navy pilot.'

'I don't know what to do.'

'What would you do if it were the doll instead of me?'

'I'd fuck you.'

'So... fuck me.'

I was not in the mood - I'd been hoaxed and bamboozeled. How could I explain this to anyone?

Fuck I gotta get her into school and shit. How the fuck did she get into this country?

Everything which raced thru my mind deflated my cock.

Then it hit me.

'You're my Love-Doll, right?'

'Yes.'

'Then you're living in a closet.'

'I guess so.'

'You have no life outside me fucking you.'

'No.'

It took a while... 'Do you know how to suck cock?' 'No. I know nothing.'

'Nothing?'

'I know I am your sex doll.'

'I wanna fuck your tiny asshole.'

'O.k.'

'Um. I don't know. I'll lay down. You position yourself over me.'

'O.k.'

When I saw her tiny fucking ass, I just couldn't resist.

'I wanna lick you there first.'

'O.k.'

I really dug my tongue into her tiny porceline asshole. It was immacculate.

'Piss.'

'What?'

'I want you to piss while I'm licking your asshole.'

'O.k.' It took her a while. But she pissed all over the bed, really had no control whatsoever.

Sprayed everywhere. Even caught my mouth. She was embarrassed as hell. I laughed a little.

Her asshole started to open some.

'I like you licking my asshole.'

'Shut the fuck up! You're my sex doll! Don't talk unless I say so!'

'Yes. I am your sex doll.'

'Can't you shut the fuck up!'

'O.k.'

I then layed down and got her ass approach ready. I was on fire. She slid down and tried to get me in her ass, but it was a no-go.

'Fuck!'

'I will do this. I will try!'

Took a god-awful twenty minutes or so until she had swallowed my cock up her rectum. And she was not a happy camper. I was being all the gentleman I had in me. Real patient. But she was my doll. So I had to fuck her. Real good. And damn the screaming - I just tore her open. I felt bad and let her sleep on the couch. I ain't no murderer. Even laid the comforter over her.

I let her rest for a few days. She'd never eaten pizza before, and loved it. I was talking mostly out of my own ass-crack - 'I'm not going to fall in love with you!'

She just smiled, hunched up there on my couch.

I couldn't even dream. I checked-up on her all the time. Yeah, she was my live fucking sex doll. I kissed her once, while she was asleep - came in my pants.

It was two days later... 'What was that?'

'What?'

'What you did to my mouth.'

'I kissed you.'

'Can you do that again?'

I got behind my anger. What the fuck. I was go'in to say 'Shut the fuck up!' for the umpteenth time. No. In reality, I had a little girl to take care of.

'O.k., sweetheart, what do you want?'

'I can't answer that.'

'Why not?'

'I am your sex doll.'

'So you can't want nothing?'

'I'm a doll.'

'So you can't want nothing.'

After a pause... 'I want you to kiss me.'

It had only been a little peck of sorts. But she wanted it again. And I needed her mouth. Our tongues would eventually entwine and melt and all of that, but I kissed her. I fell in love.

I was ashamed that I might fall in love with my sex doll - that she turned out being real flesh and blood, I was doubly ashamed, and I had fallen in love.

We'd only had sex the one time, and I wasn't proud about it - I'd forced my prick into her asshole like there were no tomorrow.

So now it was her cunt's turn.

She was virgin, and I knew there'd be blood and shit. But this really hurt. I felt really bad even as my sperm emptied into her. I am a bad man.

I went back to her asshole, and she was kinda thankful... I licked it first, of course - but I just wanted to fuck her... so I fucked her ass again - no problemo - shit, should've stayed out of her cootch.

Her mouth is still waiting.