I was in Bangkok on business, had a little free time and went to the farmer's market - I was living in a hotel so I wasn't going to buy anything, just touristing. And this little girl came zipping around - she had to be six at most, plainly dressed, but running and running and running - I couldn't take my eyes off her.

"You like little girl?" She was a squat woman, over my age, but with an inviting smile.

"Fun with little girl cost $100."

"What kind of fun?" - I was kinda weary because the country has been cracking down on child prostitution - this trip I'd simply put the idea in my pocket.

"She sucky-fucky - but not her cunt - too young. You can fuck her ass."

I stared this woman down - perhaps longer than I should have 'cuz she turned away.

"Wait!"

"You like little girl?"

I drew out and handed her a $100 dollar bill. With that, she summoned the spiralling little girl and ordered her to take my hand, which I did. It was a five minute walk to their place. Medium squalid - there was running water and shit.

"She sucky-fucky - but not her cunt - too young."

I'd been in this situation before - but always at a bordello - so I didn't know which way to turn.

"She suck you, you fuck her ass - you gave me $100."

The child was kinda calm, expectant, leaning into what I could only guess was her grandmother.

After a few moments of disquiet I said "Where?"

"oH!" - It was a funny second, really - maybe this was a brothel and she just expected me to know where to go - but obviously I was lost and needed her direction - which is not usual in Asian households. She took my hand and yanked me down a corridor to a dank little room, bare mattress on the floor - and quite a mess. The girl had followed.

"Not fuck de cunt - costa extra $100." - She was very adament.

"I won't fuck her cunt."

She was happy with that. Though a sad sour bittenthrough happiness.

"Hi," I said to the little girl, as we were both sitting on the mattress facing each other cross-legged - her eyes bright as black stars - "Hi!" she said back like it was a game.

"Sucky-fucky." I don't know why I said it, but she rolled off her tank-top showing two gorgeous black nipples and began shimmying out of her shorts and slid down her underpants - then looked up to me. Cross-legged and naked. It was a challenge I thought, so just as quickly and comically I yanked off my tee-shirt and pulled out of my pants and briefs. She was pleased - a glorious smile.

Grandmother was watching us - standing by the door, arms crossed - not really a scowl - I sometimes have trouble with Asian faces.

I reached out and touched her arm - she giggled like mad, then immediately did the same to me - I did not laugh.

I poked her leg - she was already laughing - she poked my leg.

I pinched her little left nipple - she laughed then pinched mine.

I licked her foot - I don't know why - she tried to reciprocate but just couldn't.

I fell in love with her in the madness of my own desire...

She reciprocated as she could - we kissed deeply for ten minutes, tongues and all. She'd done adult kissing for a while I could tell - her tongue was wild inside my mouth, her eyes closed -her whole body lunging.

"Sucky-fucky" the grandmother interrupted...

"Yo yo" I said - but this was extraordinary...

"Hundred dollars" I said - she calmed down to a mouse.

"What's your name?"

Grandma piped "No names!"

"Fuck you, Grandma!"

I don't know a lot of Thai, but I asked her directly what her name was - she said 'Lilah' or something like that. 'I like you,' I said. She smiled. Sprang into a kiss again - long. 'Sucky-fucky' - the grandmother said more forcefully - I rolled out another hundred - that shut her up, and she left the room.

This was somebody I wanted to woo. I'm no idiot - I'm sure she's done this a hundred times - a tiny whore - but I didn't just wanna fuck her, I wanted to make love to her. We kissed again, her tiny mouth engulfing mine. She was the aggresser.

She swooned. That squeak Asians make when they are close to orgasm...

This was a most beautiful girl - six years old, pure smooth skin - no forms on her body, but already a woman - my heart stretched just seeing her naked, I felt unprepared for anything awaiting - I was falling in love with her, and she with me.

After a half hour of kissing and fondling her non-existent breasts and smooth cunt we both realized we were alone for ever - that gave us some freedom... we slowed down the heat and luxuriated in being...

With mama-san gone, this girl really turned on the charm - being a child, she was childish -being a whore, she was whorish - I liked the back and forth - I licked her bald cunt, tasted like grapefruit - and she was surprized - such a thing had never happened to her before I guess - she didn't know how to respond, really - but I could feel a quaking - not really an orgasm, something perhaps much deeper - she was stiff while I sucked away at her cunt - but loosened all of a sudden - and that squeal... I switched to licking her asshole - that calmed her down and excited her - she loved my tongue up her ass

I was getting there.

It's not so much I wanted her to love me - I wanted to love her, to experience love again - since the divorce I've felt emmasculated and lonely - I wanted one thing from her - to feel my blood. I saw her as a forrest or meadow, or us humping away in a meadow - no shame...

Then after sucking her baby asshole and cunt and that little space between for maybe a half hour - her smiles just increasing and increasing, she rolled onto her stomach. Now I'm supposed to fuck her ass - that's her routine - skinny as hell. With my hesitation - she'd seen the transaction - she rolled over and offerred me her delicious cunt - legs splayed.

I moved upon her, like the animal I am - but I slotted my prick to her well-licked asshole, face-up, knowing that's what she needed - this is a girl who really likes to be fucked in the ass - and I thrust in quickly - god, what a tight hole! And we kissed while I pumped away.

I fuck her ass maybe ten minutes, then cum hugely - I'm no mastodon at this sport She's happy; we kiss again, again - she really likes kissing.