My first sexual experience happened when I was 13 -- with my cousin, Betty. As you can imagine, at 13 I was horny all of the time, afraid of girls, and didn't know what to do about it. There were some beautiful girls in my eighth grade class that I fantasized about --heck, I even fantasized about the ugly ones. My attempts to get close to the girls in my class always ended in failure because of my inexperience and awkwardness.

My cousin Betty was only 8 years old. My mom and Betty's mom were sisters, and we lived close to each other. Betty was very cute, but I had never thought of her in a sexual way. My thoughts about Betty changed when she told me about an encounter that she had with a sixteen year old cousin on her Dad's side.

She said that she and Richie were listening to music in the basement while their parents were watching TV upstairs. Richie showed her a magazine with pictures of naked women -- I think it must have been Playboy, but Betty didn't know for sure. Richie talked about the naked pictures and asked her if she had ever seen a boy naked. Betty told him that she had never seen a naked boy. One thing led to another, and soon Richie had his cock out showing it to Betty. Richie told Betty that it was her turn, and that she had to pull down her pants and let him see her. According to Betty, she did not lower her pants for Richie, but instead went up stairs and watched TV with her parents.

I asked Betty why she didn't let Richie see her naked, and she said she was scared.

Like most of my horny 13 year old classmates, I had never seen a girl naked, and now I realized that my cousin Betty was my most promising opportunity. I was already talking to her about sex, which was something I had never been able to do with the girls at school.

Later, when we were laying on the floor watching TV, I rubbed her stomach and asked if it tickled. She giggled, and said that it tickled a little. She had on pants with an elastic waistband, so it was easy to slide my hand under the waistband and under the panties. I rubbed her abdomen, just above her pussy for about 5 minutes. I was afraid to go further. I asked her if she liked being tickled there. She said it was ok.

Finally, I made my move. My hand was cupping her pussy. Her legs were too close together for me to move my hand easily.

"Move your leg," I told her, as I gently moved her left leg to spread her legs.

I was in heaven. I was finally touching a pussy. I rubbed my hand over her pussy and her inner thighs. I watched carefully for a sign of discomfort or anger on her part. She didn't say a word, but soon had an ear-to-ear grin on her face.

That first time, I was afraid to try anything else -- I didn't want to spoil my great success. In the weeks that followed, I continued a lot more touching and got some great close-up looks at her pussy.

I also started taking off my pants and rubbing my dick on her stomach, and between her legs. I rubbed my dick on her pussy a few times, but never tried to put it inside. I dreamed of putting it into her, but I was afraid it was too big and would hurt her.

I got my finger about halfway into her once, but she said it hurt, so I didn't try that again. She did make me come a few times.

My fun continued until she was about 10, and then she refused to play anymore.