I have to admit I was scared that whole afternoon. Part of was scared that it was wrong, I shouldn't talk about these things with Tom. I had been told about my private parts, they were private. I had also seen a play about bad touches that made you feel dirty, or bad, or uncomfortable. I was scared, but Tom had not touched me.

Later that night, mom tucked me into bed and a few minutes later left for work as a nurses assistant at the nursing home. I was lying in bed, awake wondering if Tom was going to come talk to me or if I should go ask him. I thought about how funny it felt earlier when I touched myself. I slid a hand under my nightgown and touched it again through my panties. I could feel how warm it was, and soft. When my fingers brushed across it the right way, it was electric. My legs jumped and scared me. I was shaking and it felt so funny. I thought I needed to pee, so I stopped and got up and went down to the bathroom.

As I walked across the house, I saw Tom in the kitchen, his back turned. It looked like he was getting cookies from the cabinet. I hurried to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet and tried to pee, but very little came out. Tom was coming out of the kitchen, and indeed he did have a plate of cookies.

"Hey lil' cutie," he said, "I was just coming up to see you. Do you still want to talk?" I nodded meekly and sat down on the sofa. "Well, down here is as good as upstairs," he said as he sat down beside me. "Here have a cookie while I smoke!"

The next part confused me. Both mom and Tom smoked cigarettes, but Tom had a little pipe. He lit it up and it smelled like a skunk. He must have seen me looking at him funny because he told me, "this is something else some people do to feel good and have fun, but you are not quite old enough, and, it's not what we are here to talk about. We are going to talk about sex!"

At this point I noticed Tom was sitting very close to me on the sofa, wearing nothing but his robe. He looked me square in the eyes and asked me, "This is our secret right, no telling anyone at all?"

I said, "Yes Tom, I won't tell mommy or anyone."

"Good, because it could get us both in trouble, and it could hurt a lot of people," he said. "I have been thinking about this for a while. See, you are without a doubt the most stunningly beautiful girl or woman I have ever seen. With your cute freckles, your black curly hair, the shape of your butt.." I giggled at this, but he went on, "You can laugh, but as you learn more about sex and get older, you will see things you like or think are cute about people too."

"There is a lot to learn about sex, and I am not quite sure how to start. You know the names for private parts right?"

"Yes," I answered, "Girls have a vagina and boys have a penis".

"Right, there are other names, dirty ones that you can't repeat except with me, but penis and vagina work for now. See, girls when they get older start to make little tiny eggs in their tummy. Guys make sperm in the balls that hang under their penis. When a guy gets excited, his penis gets hard and tingly. When a girl gets excited her tummy goes in knots and her vagina gets wet and tingly. The guy puts his penis in her vagina and strokes it in and out. If they are both excited, this feels very good to both of them. Eventually the man has what is known as an orgasm and white stuff, sperm, comes out of his penis. This goes to the egg and together they make a baby. Girls can have orgasms too but it is not necessary for a baby. Many people think orgasms are the best thing they have ever felt. They like to have sex, but do things to keep from having babies all the time. Any questions so far?"

"Where does the penis go in? Does it hurt? And my vagina felt tingly earlier, is that good?"

"One question at a time princess! It can hurt the first time or two, but the vagina is made to stretch, and if the guy takes his time, it should not hurt too much and should feel very good. Also, the fact that you were tingly earlier means you are growing up and your body is starting to feel sex feelings. That is a very good thing. As to where the penis goes in, it is easier to show you. Do you want me to show you?"

"I think so Tom, do you want me to undress?"

"If you want you can just take your panties off, or you can take your nightie off too if you want. You do that, and I will be right back."

I took my panties off and also my nightgown. When tom came back he had a hand mirror from the bathroom. He asked me to sit on the edge of the sofa with my legs spread open. He also said, since you are naked, I am going to get naked too, and took off his robe. He didn't have on any underwear, and I could see his penis, which was hanging down pointing toward the ground. He got down on his knees in front of me and held the mirror where I could see my slit. There was a little button poking out just a little bit.

"See, those are like lips, take your hands and pull them open a bit." I did so, slowly, and he started pointing things out. "These are your outer lips, these are your inner lips. Right here, this is your clitoris, or clit. It is very sensitive. Now, see this, this is your actual vagina, it is like a hole or pocket, but right there at the entrance is a little bit of skin blocking it. That is your cherry or hymen."

All these words, I was so confused. Tom put the mirror down, and asked my if it was feeling tingly. It was but I didn't say anything. He looked down ant my vagina and I heard him mutter "so beautiful". He looked me in the eyes and said I can tell it is tingly right?" I nodded. Tom then asked, "can I touch it? It will feel good."

"Is this a bad touch," I asked.

"It is only bad if you don't want it. I promise I won't hurt you. You are too precious. I will also stop anytime. I just want us both to feel good, so can I touch it?" I nodded, and he reached out and very gently touched the lips. My legs twitched and it felt funny but good. He continued to rub and stroke.. finally slipping a finger in to touch my clit. I jumped. He pulled back and asked, "Are you okay little one, does it feel good?"

"Yes it does, but I am scared," I responded.

"Don't be beautiful, it is okay. We can stop for now." He leaned in and kissed me on the lips. Then he took my panties and started to put them on me. As he lifted my butt to slide them all the way up, he gave me a kiss right on my vagina. "put your nightgown on and I will tuck you in. Here, have another cookie too."

When he stood up, I could see his penis was standing straight up and throbbing. I let him lead me to bed, where he tucked me in and reminded me, "our secret right?" I did not go to bed though. After he went back down stairs, I got up and went to the top of the stairs. I could see the living room. He was watching something on the laptop hooked up to the TV. It was a girl, about my age, with blond hair and she had a mans penis in her mouth. Tom was playing with his penis, stroking it up and down. I started to rub myself through my panties it felt so tingly and neat. Then I saw Tom stiffen and what stuff shoot out of his penis all over the sofa and floor and his chest. I heard him grunt and breathe heavy. I got scared and went back to my bed. I don't think I slept much that night.