Terry Barton was not only the cutest senior at Roosevelt High, he was also one of the best students and the most honored athlete at the school. He was the dreamboat of every single girl in town from lower school right through high school. Some of the mothers and college girls also dreamed about him. And you know what they dreamed about. His sexual antics were legendary, as was his charm in hooking a girl and his casual sadism in dropping them after he had fucked them brainless. Terry was so cute that girls willingly gave up their virginity for him. They also commited shameful acts of debauchery for him. Terry had that kind of sick mind.

How do I know all of this? Because when I was eight years old, Terry was the boyfriend of my fourteen year old sister. Now Terry was already eighteen and a senior, and although Mom and Dad weren't too happy about Nan dating a high school senior when she was just a budding Freshman, they were very selfishly proud that their daughter was the official steady girlfriend of such a well known, locally famous young man. Besides, he would be off to college in the fall, and their little girl would go into her second year of high school and meet some other boy.

Did Mom and Dad know that Terry was fucking the shit out of my sister? When I think back on it, I think they probably did, but refused to believe it, if you know what I mean. People are able to shut doors on certain things. The fact that my sister could hardly walk some days because of the battering her cunt and asshole had taken the night before was ignored. It turns out that not only Terry, but all of his best friends fucked Nan. He was that kind of "good guy" to his buddies. He simply told Nan that if she didn't do what he wanted, he would drop her. He said she had to prove her love and devotion to her "Man." If that meant sucking off Terry and his five best buddies twice a day, so be it. I didn't think Nan was the kind of girl who needed attention or acceptance that badly. I mean, she was always a strong, independent type. But I guess something happens to you when the cutest boy in town offers to let you be his girlfriend.

She was a virgin when she met him. She had hardly dated at all. I mean, her tits were starting to form, but she stilled played with her stuffed bear collection. He fucked her on the second date. How do I know? Terry told me. He made her masturbate him on the first date, and she had to suck him and take him up her pussy on the second date. On the third date, he ass-fucked her and asked her to go steady. That meant apparently that he could still fuck around, but she belonged to him. When I told her he was fucking other girls, Nan wouldn't believe it. She was star struck over Terry. She told me long stories of how they would get married and have a wonderful home with beautiful children, and how he would lover her forever. This is the kind of shit he told her to get her to suck him on that first date. She did it in the movies. While he sat and watched the movie, she sucked on his big penis. When she resisted just a bit out of shyness, he told her that maybe at 14 she was too immature do date an eighteen year old jock star.

All of the Senior jocks liked to fuck really young girls. They didn't want cunt that was all stretched and used. They loved to "break a bitch in." It was not unusual around down to see a good looking stud of seventeen or eighteen with his arm around a girl of thirteen or fourteen. All of the girls spent most of their time tweeting about which boy was the cutest and what they would do for them if those boys belonged to them. So I guess I can't really blame Nan. I kind of feel sorry for her.

But this story isn't about Nan. It's about Terry and me! As I say, I was eight at the time. I'm twelve now and the slut of our school. I have sucked the dicks of over forty different seventh and eighth grade boys in our school. The boys don't even call me Lucy, which is my name. The just call me "Cocksucker" or "Cunt." I suck about ten dicks a day at my school, and I often suck fifteen or twenty dicks over at the high school. If it sounds like I spend most of my time sucking cock, you are right...except for when I am taking it up my pussy or asshole. I have found that the high school boys are much more willing to fuck than the seventh and eighth grade boys, who are kind of shy and prefer a blow job. I admit I am a cock slut...and all because of Terry Barton.

At eight years of age, I was curious like any child, but totally innocent. My parents are average white conservative Christians. We live a normal life. Nan was part of that life, until she started dating Terry. On the day that changed my life, I answerd the doorbell when it rang, to find Terry Barton standing there looking amazingly beautiful in the afternoon sunlight, his hair just right, his smile just right, his body standing at a cocky angle, encased perfectly in a tight tee shirt and body molding jeans. I had a crush on Terry, just all all of my girlfriends did. We even had his photos up on our bedroom walls, and we giggled and chatted over his webpage, which showed him on the football and baseball team. God, he was a dream!

"Hi Plug...Nan at home?" he asked in his cocky way. His voice was kind of husky and sexy. His eyes glittered and his teeth flashed. I can see him to this day.

"No, she's at cheerleading practice until six." Didn't he know that? Usually he drove her home and they made out in the car. On days when my mom and dad worked late, they would come in and go up to Nan's room and he would fuck her.

He stepped into the house and reached out one hand to play with the hair on the top of my head. I giggled. He swaggered past me and plopped himself down on the couch. "Hey Plug, ain't you going to get your guest something to drink?" He crossed his ankles and leaned back, stretching his long arms along the back of the sofa.

"Sure Terry.we've got lemonade and Coke and Diet-Coke and..."

"How about a beer?" He smiled at me again. Those teeth. My heart beat so loudly, I was sure he could hear it.

"Well, I'm not supposed to..."

"I won't tell, if you won't." He cocked his head to one side and winked.

I ran. I practically flew to the kitchen to get him a beer. And walking back, for some reason, I tried to look mature and graceful. "Here you are Terry." I said with a big smile.

"Thank's Plug, you're the best. Your sister doesn't like it when I drink. She can be such a bitch some times." He pouted his full lips around the end of the bottle and tilted it back, swallowing the beer. I watched his adam's apple bob. He slid one hand up under his tee shirt and rubbed his chest, especially over his nipples. I remembered him doing that when he played hoops with the guys at the playground. "Don't you think Nan can be a bitch sometimes?"

"Oh yeah...she sure can. She makes me take out the garbage when it's her turn, and stuff like that all the time." I was trying to sound grown-up.

He leaned in toward me. "That's terrible...for her to do that to her beautiful ten year old sister."

My face fell a bit. "Ah, eight. I'm only eight." I hoped that wouldn't stop him from talking to me...you know...thinking I was too immature.

"Really? You are so mature for your age. I would have sworn you were ten or so." He took another slug of beer. One large hand went down to his lap and squeezed himself. I was really embarrassed by that.

"Maybe you can help me with your sister, Plug. I love her so much, and I try so hard to please her, but she doesn't love me."

I knelt on the hassock in front of him. He sat there with his legs spread really wide, one hand in his lap, squeezing, the other holding the beer bottle.

"Of course she loves you Terry. My God, don't you realize that? All she talks about is marrying you, and living with you, and starting a family and stuff. Everyone in town knows she adores you.

His hand tightened on the huge bulge in his jeans. He leaned forward, toward me. "Then why is she so selfish. Why won't she do stuff for me once in a while?"

I nodded and my pig tails swung. "She is pretty selfish. She won't let me try on her clothes or use her make-up or anything."

He nodded. He was so cute. "See what I mean? You're too pretty for make-up anyway. Nan isn't that good looking, but you are gorgeous. Prettiest ten year old...excuse me...eight year old I ever saw." His hand wasn't just squeezing it was kind of working down there. "See, my problem with Nan is this. A dude my age needs sex. It's just a fact. I hope I am not offending you by mentioning sex...but a dude my age just needs lots of sex. That is just the way God made us. And Nan just doesn't want to put out as much as I need it. I beg the bitch for Christ's sake. Sometimes I just need to be sucked three or four times a day...and she will actually say to me, "You've had enough for one day." Can you imagine?

I was entranced and mystified by the conversation, I just shook my head, no.

"Remember this when you get older, Plug. A girl is expected to sexually satisfy and take care of her boyfriend. It is one of her main jobs. Don't you treat your boyfriends badly, Plug. You are so beautiful, you are going to have hundreds of dudes after you. And when you commit to one, you make sure to keep him sexually happy."

At eight years old, I didn't even know what that meant, but I nodded solemnly. Terry went on. "Like last Friday night. I was fucking her and I wanted her to let one of my buddies fuck her in the ass at the same time. You know, just for the fun of it. What was my buddy supposed to do, just sit there and watch us and jack off? I felt kind of queer with him just watching me shove my dick in and out of her, so I said he should join in and use her currently unused asshole. Well she didn't want to be double dicked! Made a big deal out of it. You know, she may be fourteen and have good tits coming and all, but in some ways, I think you are so much more mature than she is." And then he slapped himself on the forehead.

"Jesus Lucy, I am sorry. I apologize. I shouldn't be talking to you like this. I forgot that you are only eight...not ten. You have probably never even seen a cock."

I just about fell of the hassock, I LEANED in so far. " I have too!" I said, trying to sound grown-up.

"Have not..." he snapped back at me, wrinkling his nose and squeezing his crotch.

"I have so, Terry. Don't tease me. I'm not as immature as you think." For some reason I was feeling all funny in my tummy. I remember that so well.

"I'm the one who told YOU that you were mature, silly. Okay...whose dick have you seen? He lay back on the sofa, pulled his tee shirt up and rubbed his hard smooth belly.

"MY...My dads. I saw my dads several times. When he shaves in the bathroom, and when he walks from the bathroom to the bedroom. I saw his dick maybe a dozen times." I snapped my head in a "so there" expression.

Terry laughed. He had a beautiful hypnotic musical laugh. "Dad's dicks don't count, silly. That was the dick that fucked you into the world. That dick doesn't count. What did it look like?

I frowned and wrinkled up my face. I don't know. Funny. Nan says dicks are beautiful, but I don't know. It was like a big sausage or something. And it swings when he walks. Nan calls it a dick, but Mom calls it a penis. Nan says I am too young to talk about dicks."

Terry shook his handsome head and cursed. "FUCK! That's just because she is jealous of you. She's jealous you may be smarter than she is, even though you are only eight. She's not very smart you know. The dudes at school call her, "Dumb Cunt." So, didn't you think your dad's dick was beautiful?"

" I don't know." That was the truth. "And I saw your dick too!" I played my trump card. He almost fell off the couch.

"What the fuck are you talking about, you little twat. You never saw my dick!"

"Did too, when you fucked Nan up in her room two weeks ago. I watched and I saw your dick, and I saw her suck it, and I saw your put it in her." I hoped I had not gone too far with my revelations. But to my surprise, Terry threw himself back on the couch and roared with laughter. I noticed the lump in his jeans was pushing way out.

"You fucking Whore," he said in a warm laughing way, "You actually saw my dick and watched me fuck your bitch of a sister?" I nodded and chewed my lower lip. "Congratulations. You are really something. Well, what did you think of my dick?"

"I though it was really huge. I don't now how Nan could take all of it in her pussy. No wonder she cries when you fuck her."

"Ha! Right on. But didn't you think it was beautiful? Most of the girls and women who see it, go nuts for it. They will gladly leave their boyfriends and husbands to have my dick. Did you know that? I have had offers.

'I don't know if it was beautiful or not. I have only seen yours and my dads. His is much smaller, but yours was so stiff and angry looking. And Nan kept choking on it and you kept pushing it down her throat. I couldn't see it too good."

Terry got a twinkle in his eye. "Would you like to see my dick? Would you like a private show? Would you like me to show it to you up close?"

I pinched my mouth together and closed my eyes for a second. Nan is your steady girlfriend, it wouldn't be right...would it?"

He winked again and stood up, his hands on his belt buckle, his penis pushing out the front of his jeans. I had never seen anything like it. "I won't tell, if you won't tell! Well, want to see it or not?"

That was the moment that changed my entire life. Terry says I was always a natural dick slut, but I don't know. I might have stayed a good girl, were it not for Terry and his huge beautiful dick. I nodded my head again, and put one finger to my mouth and sucked on it. I felt very much like a baby for some reason. I felt little and vulnerable again. It was not a bad feeling, no, it was quite good.

Terry peeled off his tee shirt to reveal his muscular torso and beautiful chest. His pecs were capped by large brown nipples. He kind of flexed for me and smiled. Then he kicked off his shoes and peeled off his socks. Next he unbuckled his belt. He teasingly inched down the zipper. "This, Lovely Lucy, is what your fucking sister lives for!"

BOYS! I have since learned they are nuts. They will say anything. All they live for, all they think about is fucking. Or getting sucked or licked. Or beating off. They think about sex constantly. And sports and video games...but when while they watch sports or play video games, they play with their dicks and nuts. On the phone they play with their cocks and balls. On the toilet they finger their dicks and balls. On the computer they surf sex sites for hour after hour, pumping their fuckers. In school, they finger their peckers through their pants, until the crotch is often rubbed sooth. Even in Seventh and Eigth Grade, the boys are always playing with themselves.

Not five minutes before, Terry was complaining to me that Nan didn't love him and take care of his dick enough. Now, he was telling me she lived for it. Go figure. Boys will say anything to get their dicks serviced. They will fuck a faggot or a girl or a pillow, or a hole in the wall, or a melon. I'm only twelve years old now, but I know that already.

Terry peeled his jeans down and hopped on one big foot and then the other as he peeled them off. I got my first real glimpse of his large egg filled testicles swinging and bouncing. He had a really big full bag. His whole package was twice the size of my dad's. His bad looked soft and velvety. So soft in fact, that I wanted to touch it at once. How different boys are from girls.

He put his hands on his hips and turned to face me, a big grin on his handsome face. His cock was beautiful. I saw that at once. It looked terribly suckable. I felt that even at eight years of age. I knew of course that it was much too large for my little mouth. Even Nan had trouble taking it all. Not that I would ever think of actually sucking a dick. NO, I was only eight years old. He stood there and allowed me to look at for abut a minute.

"Come on closer. Get a good view. So you saw me fucking this into Nan. I didn't think an eight year old even knew what fucking was."

I didn't tell him, but I didn't know exactly. But I had seen him do it to her, and the girls and boys at school do say things. Even at eight, girls hear stuff. I moved in and stood with my face about six inches from his fuckmeat. The shaft was thick and the head huge. The slit in the tip opened and closed, and a clear thick liquid almost like spit trickled out of it.

"Are you peeing? Don't pee on the carpet."

Terry reached down and scooped up the slime with his fingers. "No Silly, this isn't pee, it's Fuck Slime. It helps a dude with sex. It helps him slide in up a cunt or an asshole. Too bad you didn't see me fuck Nan in the asshole. That really hurts her. You would have gotten a kick out of that. He held out his hand. "Here, wanna taste it?"

I shook my head, hard. "NO thank you...that looks yucky." Terry just laughed, then brought his slime coated fingers to his own lips and sucked on them.

"Not yucky, but yummy! Girls pay me for my fuck slime!" He grinned again and pinched his nipples quite hard and his huge cock danced and bobbed in the air. It was the most amazing thing.

He curled his big toes into the rug, and his gigantic dick throbbed and leaked and danced. "Oh Man, Holy Mother Fucking Christ, I could sure use a good cocksuck right now. But your fucking bitch of a sister isn't here to help me out. She's at...fucking cheerleading, jumping up and letting everyone see the camel toe in her panties as they ride up into her puffy cunt lips. Fourteen year old Fucking Whore. She should be here with her boyfriend, sucking on his nutsack. Don't you ever let the boys down like that. Don't you ever go cockteasing them and not helping them out. It's a bitch's job to suck as many dicks as she can to help out boys. Promise me, Lucy that you will suck as many dicks as you can to make boys happy. "

That is a lot for an eight year old to take in. I just kept staring at his cock and nodding. I felt really funny in my tummy and lower. I could smell Terry's cock from where I stood.

"Do you want to touch it?" Grin. I said nothing." I know you do, Bitch.. Shit I got a six year old niece, can't get enough of my dick. I baby sit for her sometimes, and I leg her lick my balls for hours at a time. If my sister knew, she'd fucking freak out. Of course my sister got fucked by my big dick was I was fourteen and Debbie was two years old. She let Debbie sit on the floor and watch her little brother fuck her cunt. Even at fourteen I was hung so well, my own sister was dick crazy for it. Even when she still had a husband, she would sneak over for some of little bro's cunt stuffer. Anyway, when I baby sit, Little Whore Debbie, loves to lick my nutsack and my asshole and my dick. Course she can only get just the very tip of the head in her little mouth. It is so fucking cute. I'll bet you could take more than she can...course you are two years older."

It was like I had forgotten to breath. Every since that moment, I have thought about almost nothing but cock. When I watch tv, I satre at the lumps on the boys and men. When I watch American Idol and the voice, all I do is look at the cock bulges in the guys' pants. Sometimes I actually turn the sound off.

I reached out and gently touched the velvet soft head of Terry's dick. The cock bounced and spit a little pre-fuck. Terry told me it was called pre-fuck. What a nice word for an eight year old to learn. I touched it again.

"Move the skin back and forth. That feels real good to me. I bet you can do it better than your sister does. OH FUCK YEAH. OH JESUS FUCKING MARY DOES THAT FEEL GOOD. RUB MY FUCKING DICK, WHORE CUNT!"

Soon my hand was slick with his pre-fuck. I looked down at my slimy palm and then up at Terry. He nodded. "Go ahead...taste it. You'll love it."

I wouldn't say I loved it...not that first time. It was strange and exotic. But pre-fuck is pretty tasteless compared to cum or piss. In the weeks that followed this, our first encounter, Terry and his buddies loved to piss in my mouth and make me swallow it. I'm still not sure why boys love to do that kind of stuff, but if it makes them happy...! Just like Terry convinced me to stop wearing panties under my school uniform to school. And then he somehow got all the boys in the school to flip up my skirt. The boys in my school can be quite nasty and dominant if they don't get their way. They would make me stand in the hallway with my skirt tucked up into my waistband and my totally naked pussy on display. Fifteen or twenty boys would gather round to have a look. Terry said I had to let the do that, and even touch if they wanted to.

"How else is a boy going to learn about pussy and fucking and stuff?" He asked. Of course some of the boys my age at school had no interest in seeing my pussy, but the boys in sixth, seventh, and eighth grade took quite an interest. Sometimes I felt guilty or humiliated, or even depressed, but Terry said a girl had to learn young to please boys.

One time, he took me into the high school locker room and made me strip off all my clothes and stand on a bench. About thirty or thirty five jocks came in from practice and stripped to shower. They saw me and gathered around. Terry made me spread my cunt lips for the boys and play with myself. They all agreed they had never seen such an eight year old slut in their lives. They all stood around masturbating and watching me. Then they had me kneel and shot their loads all over my face. But that was much later.

On this, my first time with Terry, I stood there masturbating, long strings of fuck slime hanging from his fucker.

"Okay, Bitch, fair is fair, I stripped for you...now you take off your clothes and show me what you got." He flopped back down onto the couch, spread his big naked legs and pumped his throbbing dick.

I stood there awkwardly. "I don't want to, Terry. I'm shy. I'm only eight."

"So fucking what? You are a cock whore, I can tell it. Look how you were pumping on my fuck sausage. Now come on, show me your cunt!"

It took a long time, I'm afraid. He had to goad and almost threaten me several times. I got down to my undershirt and panties and just stood there like a statue. He leaned in to study my pussy through my panties. I was so nervous, I feared I would piss on the carpet.

"Come on, Baby Bitch, all the way! " I took off my undershirt and stood facing him with my flat little girl chest exposed.

"Oh, oh, oh, my...wait a minute. Come closer." He signaled me with one finger, his other hand furiously frigging his wet fucker. I remember worrying about all of his dick leak staining the sofa. I stepped between his legs and his fuck slick fingers came out and brushed my barely visible pale little nipples.

"Oh, Baby, you got some bitchin' good nips starting here. For only eight years old, look at these puffy nipples.' He flicked my nipples and I giggled and turned red and tried to step back, but he entrapped me with his legs and kept working my young tits. "You are going to have some grade A tits here when you are older. That is if you swallow lots of cum. Did you know that swallowing a dude's cum is what makes your tits nice and big?" Of course I didn't know that. How can an eight year old girl know that? "Yeah, they are going to be some milk jugs...when guys fuck you pregnant and you get swollen milky tits, they are going to enjoy sucking the milk out of them and squirting it all around the room. Now, let's see your eight year old pussy!"

He peeled my underpants down. He studied my pussy slit like a doctor. "Hmmm. Nice cunt clit. Don't ever let any hair grow there. The minute you start to get cunt hair, pluck it out. Most dudes don't like big hairy cunts. Especially high school boys, who will be your main fuckers in the next few years. High school dudes like nice smooth Cunts.' His fingers traced than gently pinched my pussy lips. "Nice puffy cunt lips. That's a good sign. Some bitches have really bony hars angled cunts. No, a nice puffy look really turns a dude on. Put one foot up on the hassock and let me check out your clit."

All you could hear in the room was the ticking of the old clock and my heavy breathing. Well, Terry was breathing pretty heavy too, and he was sweating, even though it wasn't very hot. I remember seeing sweat drip from his armpits and his ball sack.

"Play with your tits while I check out your clit!" He told me, and I began to rub my nipples. How many eight year old girls get to have a really hot eighteen year old boy play with their clit? He poked and peeled the skin back and uncovered my baby clit. I closed my eyes and rocked back and forth on my naked little feet.

"Oh Baby, you are very mature for your age. You need to be fucked! Of course I guessed that. I would see how you stared at my dick in my pants when I came to pick up Nan. And now that I know you watched us fuck, well that confirms it. YOU NEED A BIG FAT DICK UP YOUR CUNT!" I almost fainted.

Next, he made me...well he hardly made me, I would have done anything for him...he made me sit on the hassock and face him.

"Legs nice and wide, now. As wide as you can get them, so I can see your pretty little eight year old cunt. He fished around in the pocket of his jeans, his wrist thick fuckmeat bobbing and leaking and produced his cell phone. He proceeded to take photos of me sitting with my legs spread showing my pussy.

"Maybe you shouldn't' do this, Terry. What if somebody sees?"

"Trust me, Baby. Reach down with your fingers and spread your cunt lips for me. I was in the throes of my first childhood crush. How could I refuse? I peeled back my little puffy pussy lips and he snapped photo after photo. "Can you get it wider? Really tug at those cunt lips...show me what you can do. I really want to see inner pink!"

"Please, Terry, I feel so dirty. Don't let anybody see these!"

He smiled, still snapping photos...getting real close to catch my inner cunt and my asshole. "I'm only going to send them to all my buddies, every Sophomore, Junior and Senior in the high school Maybe even some of the dweeby Freshmen boys. After all, they jerk off too. And then I am going to send them to every boy in the sixth, seventh, and eighth grade in your school."

I freaked out. "Oh God, please, Terry, don't do that! Please." I started to cry. I sat there spreading my cunt and crying at eight years old.

He furrowed his handsome brow in deep thought for a moment. "Well, maybe I won't send them to all those people...if you are a real good little girl to me. I won't send then to the boys in your school, if you suck my dick!"

And that was how it started. Of course he didn't just want me to suck his dick. He wanted to face fuck me. He wanted me to lick his big sweaty scrotum and eat out his sweaty asshole. He wanted to fuck me. His dick was too big and my cunt too small at first. He just got the tip in and unloaded up me that way. Mostly at first it was just sucking and licking. And of course he wanted me to lick and suck the dicks and balls and asses of all of his close friends. I never knew a boy who had so many close friends. Soon, I was sucking practically the whole senior class of boys at Roosevelt High. He would smuggle me into the locker room, and after practice, when the coach left, I would have to lick the sweaty asses of the whole team clean, and then suck all of their dicks. Of course a few of the boys thought it was totally perverted and immoral and wouldn't participate, but most of the boys were up for it.

Terry also gave me quotas to fulfill at my own school. I would be ordered to suck off so many seventh and eighth grade boys every week. I had to act slutty and whorish to get them.

Once Terry got his nine inches of dick up my cunt, things got even more complicated. Now all of his friends wanted to fuck me. Soon, to accommodate more boys, and because he loved anal, Terry fucked me in the ass. Often I would have to take care of three boys at once...mouth, cunt, and ass. And all of this before my ninth birthday. They began to use me as a toilet. At school, boys would bring me used condoms and make me suck them out. I was turned into a total whore.

Terry went off to college, getting my sister pregnant and then dumping her. She was devastated. She knew nothing of Terry's games with me. Nor did my parents. I missed him in a strange way, but I was left in very good hands...sixty new high school Senior jocks. The other girls hated me because I got all the attention. Before a boy agreed to a date with another girl, he had to check my list of fucks for the evening. I could only take so much cock, so they started to put a list on one of the locker doors and boys would sign up to use me. Of course a boy could always take his date home and then come over and have me suck his dick. My parents slept upstairs and my bedroom was down next to the rec room on the basement level, so I had boys over most nights. Some nights I didn't sleep at all, draining the balls of boys who had dropped off their dates and had blue balls. Some high school jocks would fall asleep with their dicks up my cunt and sleep that way all night. I had to sneak them out in the morning. My sister could not understand why I got phone calls and visits from cute high school boys. She was so fucking jealous. She also, it did turn out, missed Terry's massive dick, because her next boyfriend was a really thick hung nigger basketball star from another school. My parents truly freaked out, and it led to their divorce. I always felt my mom secretly wanted to be fucked by that black boy as well. I had learned to appreciate black dick before I was ten.

So, now at twelve, I pretty set in my ways. I have my own boyfriend now. He is a twenty-six year old Black drug dealer. Of course we have to sneak around, so that no one knows. He could get in real trouble. I am fucked almost daily by him and his three brothers and his father. He says he loves me, and it feels really good to be loved, after all the sex I have been through. But I am afraid then once I reach thirteen or fourteen, he may tire of me and dump me. I hope not. I believe in love.