Disclaimer: You know the drill. This is adults-only stuff, it deals with homosexuality and sodomy and other things the little ones should steer clear of. If this offends you or isn't legal to read where you live, then split now before it's too late and we all get in trouble. G'wan, beat it.
For the Rest of Us: This story contains a scene that is, thus far, the most sexually explicit I have EVER written. I don't know if I've gone too far with this one or not--and believe me, you'll know what part of the story I mean when you get to it. I just wanted to give a heads-up to those who have read my work before so you wouldn't be taken totally by surprise. Proceed.
copyright © 2002
Written for Rubbercody
Synopsis: Handsome young self-described "football jock" watches as he and his teammates are turned into rubberboys by their attractive assistant coach. (mc, mm, ft)
Name's Cody. I'm what you'd call an 18-year-old football jock. It's okay, I'm cool with it. I know I'm a pigskin-head, but I love it, so that's that. I've been heavy into football for as long as I can remember, ever since I first wrapped my tiny hands around a ball and played catch in the backyard as a toddler. I've come a little ways since then. I've played pee wee, freshman football, been on the J.V. and Senior teams, and had no small part in bringing our players more together as a team than we'd ever been before. I guess I'm into football more than anything else in the world.
Well, almost anything.
I don't talk about everything I love as much as I talk about football. I'm also into rubber. Seriously into rubber. I don't know when that all started, really. Probably not too long after I first put my toddler's hands on that football, I suppose.
When I was still in kindergarten, my folks got me these little red boots one Christmas. They were awesome. I was so tiny then, they were practically like knee boots on me. I wore them everywhere, all winter long, and then prayed for rain so I could wear them in the off-season. They were bright red, shiny, slick, sleek. I was constantly yanking out the removable fur lining so I could pull them on barefoot and feel the rubber against my skin. Sometimes, I'd even sneak down to the basement where we kept the snow shovels, toboggans, and stuff and take out the red boots and hide them in my bedroom so I could secretly wear them under the covers while I slept.
As I got older, my infatuation both with football and rubber grew hand-in-hand. I took up fishing just to wear the chest waders. I encouraged buddies to practice ball in the rain to "toughen us up" when in fact I just wanted to put on this old-fashioned rubber poncho I found in the attic. I'd wear that without a shirt, which felt phenomenal. I don't know what it was, exactly, but something told me that my love of rubber was to be kept as quiet as my love of football could be shouted about. I guess, even as much as I loved the game, football never made me...feel the way the simple touch of rubber on my skin did. Football was exciting, energizing, exhilarating.
But rubber was erotic.
You don't sit around the dinner table at Thanksgiving talking ad nauseam about things you find erotic. There's a reason they don't kick off each New Year with a stadium full of fans waiting to watch the Rubber Bowl.
So I kept that part quiet. It was cool. Until rubber becomes as accepted as football, I figure it'd be smart to keep a lid on it. I mean, rubber's a big part of my life, but it's not my whole life, you know?
So I'm a football jock. And I'm a closet rubberboy.
And I think I have a crush on our linebacker, Tad.
Okay, so maybe there's two things I should keep quiet. No biggie.
But right now I'm trying to keep my head in the game, so to speak. It's the beginning of our pre-season football camp, and there's all kinds of fuss about a big meeting beforehand. All the guys are here, new players, too, to hear what's going on that's so different this year, and why for the first time since forever that our coach has actually brought in an assistant.
We're all seated in a big circle in the gym at this camp site, waiting for things to get under way. Even though it hasn't been that long since the end of last season (and let's face it, not a lot of us are very good), you can tell that we're all itching to play. I look across the circle and see Tad. Tad Carr. God DAMN, he is cute. He's talking with Bradley and Hart, too caught up in whatever they're gabbing about to notice me staring, which is good. I tell ya, if there's a listing in the dictionary for "All-American", they should have Tad's picture next to it. He's totally clean-cut, always smooth-faced, no tattoos, doesn't drink, doesn't smoke. His whole body is smooth in fact, except for the few really light, wispy hairs on his legs I've noticed (hey, the team does shower together, remember?). He's got a fantastic build and he keeps in excellent shape. His eyes are intensely bright, and he keeps his red hair very short. I decide to look away before I have to cross my legs to hide my boner.
The coach comes in to address the group, and he's got some other guy with him. The other guy is clearly way younger than Coach, but still older than the rest of us. He's tall, baby face, spiky hair, nice eyes. Really nice eyes. I'm guessing he's just started college and is working at the camp as a summer job. Whoever he is, he hangs back while Coach talks to us.
I'd like to say that Coach Gareth is all muscles and chiseled looks, but the truth is he looks just like every other stereotypical high school football coach. Kinda short, got some serious paunch going on, balding. He's got a great love for the game, but he's not always the best at transferring his enthusiasm into winning instructions or strategies. Coach has been slowing down a bit over the last couple years. Even today, he's moving a little unsteadily, and looks like he could use a few more hours of sleep. I realize that I've been staring at the coach and paying more attention to how tired he looks than to what he's been saying. I refocus my attention and listen up.
"--great group of guys, and I mean that. But clearly, something's been missing. Our record shows that. So this year, we're going to try something a little different. Something new. I'm bringing in an assistant coach who I believe will help us realize our goals of success, both on and off the field. He's a senior in college, and his methods--while a bit unorthodox--have brought his own team champion status during his tenure." And right here the coach looked around the circle at all of us. His eyes grew sharp and it was obvious he wanted us to absorb what he was saying next.
"As of today, I am handing over the reigns of this team to your assistant coach. I'll remain more in the background this season, but rest assured, I will be there. In the meantime, you will respect the authority of the assistant coach in every way." The coach wasn't giving us a request or an order. This was worded as a statement of fact. "You will follow his direction as if he were me. You will work with him, and conform to his program, regardless how unconventional or unusual it may seem at first."
This got a few stares and shared looks of confusion from the team. What was this assistant coach guy gonna have us do? Stand on our heads and spit nickels?
"From now on, I turn you over to the very capable hands of three-time State champion and your new assistant coach, Christian Haydensen." Coach Gareth clapped as he gestured to the other side of the room. The kid I thought was working the camp for the summer strode over with an air of authority. He was older than I thought he was. But he still looked about our age. Coach fired some menacing glances around the circle when he saw us all just sitting and staring, and he slapped his hands together a little harder to indicate we should applaud as well.
The guys shared a smattering of polite, if reluctant, applause.
The new assistant coach took the center of the circle, after he and Coach Gareth exchanged a handshake and the coach retried to the far side of the room. Assistant Coach Haydensen surveyed the group, turning around slowly, making eye contact with each player. When his eyes locked with mine, I could feel a connection between us. It felt as if he were sizing me up. I glanced at the floor, as it also felt that while under his stare, I had been found wanting. The a.c. spoke to us then, with a young voice that still had an edge to it of someone who was accustomed to being obeyed.
"I know it's not the best or event he smartest thing for a new team leader to come in and make blanket statements like "There's gonna be a lot of changes made around here", but that's pretty much what's going to happen. For starters, I need the whole bunch of you guys in the locker room, pronto. Move it, double-time!"
We just kind of stared at each other for a split-second, thrown by his manner as much as his command, when coach grumbled form the far end of the gym, "You heard the man."
The team promptly stampeded into the locker room, unsure of what awaited us there, but trying to make the quick mental adjustment to our new leader. I held back a pace and looked over to coach, who was talking to Christian. Coach looked really tired, and possibly even a little sick. He rested a hand on Christian's shoulder, telling him something about us, I presumed, as he pointed now and again at the locker room where the team had just gone. Christian nodded solemnly, and shook the coach's hand. The a.c. had a look of reassurance on his face as he turned away to join us, and the coach patted him on the back as he went. Coach walked out of the gym, looking whipped. We were now left in the care of our new assistant coach. I hoped he knew what he was doing.
The team lined the benches in front of the lockers, watching Christian pace back and forth as he spoke to us. Either he was a natural leader, or his speech was really well-rehearsed.
"The Vulcans. That's more than just the title of our school mascot. That's us. We're the Vulcans. Do any of you really know what that title means?"
Bradley, ever the smartass, held up his hand in the split-fingered Star Trek salute. Christian pointed at him and said, "And I think we all know I don't mean THAT kind of Vulcan." A few of us started to laugh, but Christian's stern look held us at bay. Bradley dropped his arm and held his hand behind his back, muttering a quick apology.
"Vulcan was the forge of the gods. A celestial blacksmith, who created not only tools and magical machines--but whose hammer and tongs could create the very thunderbolts themselves. If each of us is a Vulcan, then each of us has within him the power to forge his own thunderbolt inside himself. A force of pure power, bristling with energy we can send forth. We have the power to forge our own destiny. It'll take hard work, intense pounding and hammering to mold ourselves into the shape we want--and it'll take sweat." Christian stopped pacing and turned to look at us. Newcomer or not, he had our undivided attention.
"It's time to take a more aggressive approach to your training in order to get you up to the level of proficiency you need to be champions.", Assistant Coach Haydensen said. It was a little jarring for him to start his first official day in charge like this, but so far there were no objection either to his words or his enthusiasm. He wheeled out one of the smaller laundry carts and leaned over to reach inside. "We'll start with these."
Right then he began walking around the locker room, tossing out these black bundles, one to a player. They looked like boat tarps or something, all rolled up into a tight package. "We need to change they way we think about the game, gentlemen", he said. "We need to start changing the way we think about how we train." He kept right on tossing these little bundles to each guy as he walked and talked. "And most importantly, we need to change the way we think about each other."
We all sat there, not quite sure what to make of his speech, or our little bundles. He inclined his head forward, eyebrows raised. "Well? Go ahead, unroll 'em."
We did. What unrolled in each player's hands was a full-length, trim rubber bodysuit. My mouth hung open when I laid eyes on it. It was beautiful. All black and shiny, so smooth beneath my fingers. It was like a dream come true. Was the a.c. actually ordering me to combine the two greatest loves of my life? I was elated.
But not everyone was. "What the hell is this shit?", snarled Zerkowitz. "What are we supposed to do with these, go deep sea diving?" His remark got a few laughs, a few muttered agreements.
The a.c. didn't let it throw him. He walked into the equipment room as if he hadn't heard the snide comment, and came out with an armload of what looked at first like black hi-top running shoes. They weren't. As he started passing them around, checking to make sure everyone had the correct shoe size, I could see they were very snug, 16" tall rubber boots with soles not unlike track shoes. I let my suit fall into my lap to hide my erection. In the locker room, surrounded by fellow athletes, being handed rubber outfits by a hot young assistant coach. It was almost too much.
"When was the last time you really sweat during a workout, men?", Haydensen asked. A few of the guys shot him dirty looks and some looked as if they were about to challenge his remark, appearing offended by the implication that they didn't work hard enough. The a.c. saw it coming and cut them off. "Not the usual, strenuous outpouring of sweat you get from running and straining your muscles. Not like happens each time you hit the field. I mean really, really sweat?"
The guys suddenly went from pissed to puzzled. Now they had no idea what he was talking about, but they were no longer offended. Haydensen put one foot on the bench and leaned forward to speak. "We need to flush out the poor performances that have become associated with this team. We need to rid ourselves of the low scores, the fouls, the mistakes, the lapses in teamwork. And we're going to do it through sweat. We are literally going to sweat the deficiencies out of our system." What he was saying didn't make a whole lot of sense, but he was bristling with charisma. There was a firm tone of conviction in his voice. And as he gazed out across the locker room, his vibrant eyes locked briefly with each and every one of us. And boy, did he ever have beautiful eyes.
These are going to be your new workout clothes. Your sweatsuits. Every time you come here for practice, you will suit up in these sweatsuits. You will run drills in these sweatsuits. You will plan strategies in these sweatsuits. And I promise you, you will become a team of champions in these sweatsuits."
That was all I needed to hear. Quietly, and as unobtrusively as possible, I reached behind me into my locker and retrieved my talcum powder from my shower kit. I slipped the bottle into the neck of my rubber sweatsuit and squeezed in several puffs of talc. I wanted this thing on my body so bad I could practically taste it.
No one was paying any attention to what I was doing or what I wanted. "You expect us to train in these things?", said Zerkowitz, incredulous. "No fucking way! I ain't puttin' this thing on, forget it!"
Christian focused his eyes on Zerk, but his expression didn't change. He didn't seem to be getting mad--just more focused.
Cartes chimed in. "I mean, look at these things! These wetsuits--"
"Sweatsuits", corrected the a.c.
"--sweatsuits, whatever, are gonna be, like, skin tight. How are we supposed to get our pads on under 'em?"
"The pads go on over them. Your sweatsuits are always put on first."
"Well, what are we supposed to wear under 'em??"
"Nothing", I said. Everyone turned to look at me. I had stood up, and my shirt was already off. I kicked off my shoes and started to unbuckle my belt and unzip my pants.
Bradley, who was sitting closest to me, jumped up off the bench. "Cody, what the fuck?"
"Put your pants back on!", Zerk shouted, as I dropped my trousers.
"I think I know where the a.c. is going with this", I said. "And if this thing is really supposed to be made to make us sweat like crazy, we can't have anything on underneath 'em." After yanking off my socks and boxers, I stepped my legs into the suit as quickly as possible, making sure to flap the sleeves around in front of me as if I didn't know what I was doing, when in fact I was moving deliberately to hide my hard-on.
I stuffed my arms into the sleeves and forced my hands out the cuffs. I turned around and said to Bradley, "Dude, zip me up." Bradley just sat there, staring, right along with everybody else. "C'mon, man, just do it."
"This is too fucking weird", he mumbled, zipping up my suit from behind.
"Thanks", I said over my shoulder, as I was sitting back down to pull on my boots, or running shoes, or whatever the hell they were. I hadn't powdered the footwear, so it took some tugging to get the damn things on, but once I got my feet inside, they fit like a glove. Comfortable, cushioning. I stood up, the whole darn suit fit like a glove. Seeing me in it also got everyone in the room laughing. I looked to Assistant Coach Haydensen, who had stood up himself, and had a curious look on his face somewhere between pleasure and surprise. Guess my response to his idea pleasantly surprised him.
I held up my hand, trying to get the guys to cool it. I wasn't really successful, so I raised my voice instead. "Lissen up, guys. We have busted our asses season after season. You know that nobody works harder than we do at practice. But every season we go out on that field and get our heads handed to us. Every damn time." The room quieted down. Their team captain in the funny rubber suit had hit a nerve. This was not a laughing matter.
Now that I had their attention, I didn't want to lose it. "We are a good team. But we never seem to be good enough. We're doing something wrong, and damned if we can nail down what it is. If our new a.c. here has some kind of method that will help us reach our potential, I say we pull together, follow his lead, and try it. He didn't get to be three-time champion on his college varsity team because he has his head up his ass." I quickly turned to Christian. "Sorry." He waved the gaff away. "I say we wear the suits. If it doesn't help, at least we gave it a shot.", I said. "Hell, at this point, I'd wear a frickin' tutu if I thought it'd help."
Christian stepped over to the center of the room. "You heard your captain. You can go on with your undeserved losing streak if you like, or you can start down the road to realize your rightful place as champions. The choice is yours. We're going to try a lot of new things that may seem strange to you, but I assure you they have been tried, tested, and they work."
"Well, what are you waiting for?", I said. "Suit up!"
With a few grumbles here and there, the guys started to undress and unroll their rubber suits. "Swear to God I draw the line at wearin' a tutu", muttered Zerk.
A.C. Haydensen started handing out bottles of talcum powder. "Coat the inside with this. It'll slip on easier." Everyone got their own talc. He handed one to me when he was done. "In the future use this, Cody. It's formulated to be used with rubber workout gear."
"Yessir."
Christian gave me a pat on the arm and walked off. I felt a brief tingle where he made contact, and I couldn't suppress a smile. He was adorable. I searched the room for Tad and saw him in his rubber sweatsuit, hopping on one foot, pulling on his boot. If I thought he looked gorgeous before...
Powers tapped me on the shoulder. "Okay, man, zip me up." He turned his back to me and I zipped his suit closed. "You better know what the hell you're doing, goin' along with this, Cody." He rotated his arms and did a couple quick deep knee bends. "Hey. This thing is way more comfortable than I thought it would be. It's all soft and stuff. Spongy shoes. Feels pretty okay." He looked down, remarking, "I can see you really like it."
I looked down, too. My erection was showing very clearly from within the snug suit. I blushed with embarrassment. "Yeah, well, like you said, they're pretty comfortable." Powers just shook his head and grinned. We filed out with the rest of team for the first set of drills in our new training regimen.
Calisthenics had never been so invigorating. Every stretch, every movement was heightened by the feeling of the taut rubber suit stretched over my body, conforming to my every muscle and contour, moving with me, pressing against me. And every motion seemed to help pull the rubber crotch tighter over my rigid cock, pressing it firmly against my abs. The more I moved, the more it was like the suit was playing with me--fondling me in reward for every effort I made. As a result, I put a lot of effort into warm-ups that day.
The practice was a thorough pounding of the basics. Block, pass, tackle, kick, run. We usually worked up quite a sweat during practice, but today it was like we were all sweating buckets. The sun beat down on our gleaming black rubber sweatsuits and we perspired like cold water pipes on the 4th of July. Plenty of Gatorade was on hand, and we must have guzzled down a gallon apiece.
But there was something about the feel of these hot, sticky, slightly confining suits. Something almost--intoxicating. And I could tell that I wasn't the only one who felt it. The movement of the sweat-slicked rubber on our bodies as we ran, pushed, and played felt strangely erotic. We weren't doing anything other than practicing ball, but the fact that we were doing it clad in skintight rubber (and that we were all dressed identically) made it seem somehow sensual. Players stayed atop one another for a bit longer than necessary during tackles, since the feel of muscular bodies crushed against one another through the rubber felt wonderful. All moves calling for physical contact were engaged with relish, as the impact of one rubbered body against another sent ripples of moist pleasure through each player's frame.
Practice ran longer than had been scheduled, but I don't think anyone cared. I know I didn't. By the end, we found we had pushed harder here in practice than we had at our previous year's Homecoming game. We leaned against one another for support, or collapsed exhausted onto the grass. Those of us who could still stand sloshed a bit when we walked, due to the excess of sweat that had puddled into our boots.
I was doubly spent, as I had remained hard during the entire practice. My ball's buzzing, my entire body trembling from the sensation of being wrapped in rubber, I leaned back against the fence to steady myself. I watched Tad as he sat upon the field, feet stretched out in front of him, leaning back on his elbows, panting. I watched as the slick rubber across his chest rose and fell with each gasp, the flecks of grass and dirt there often drown out by tiny sunbursts as his suit caught the light. And as I let my eyes drop down farther than his chest, I saw I wasn't the only player sporting an erection.
We all staggered back into the locker room feeling both exhilarated and exhausted. We peeled off our pads and helmets, and dropped them about the room haphazardly, too tired to put them away just yet. Christian was congratulating us on embracing our new routine and putting forth an honest effort. "There's just one more thing I want you gentlemen to sit through before I let you hit the showers.", he informed us.
"Ohh, man", Zerkowitz moaned, "I'm so bushed I can barely think. What we doin' now?"
"Just follow me", Christian instructed. We did, all of us still in our rubber sweatsuits, whether it was because we all enjoyed the feel--like me--or because we lacked the strength to peel them off, the end result was the same. Christian led us through the locker room and down the hallway to the auditorium. He gestured that we should take a seat. "I figured after that workout you could appreciate something better than gym bleachers to sit on."
No one argued with that. We filed into the rows and plopped down into the slightly overstuffed cushioned rocker seats. I could hear sighs of relief as rubbered butts landed into soft, welcoming chairs and the weight was taken off of booted feet.
Christian announced that he was going to play some video footage of our work from the previous season. He was very adamant about us keeping our eyes on the screen, and concentrating on what he was saying. All I could concentrate on was my fellow teammates. I had purposely taken a seat in a row behind most of the other guys, so I could get a good look at them all from behind. Just about all the guys were in fine shape. Big weightlifter's builds, some tight and trim, or somewhere in between, I was in heaven--despite my exhaustion--just watching these guys I'd known (and let's face it, occasionally fantasized about) for so long, lowering their rubbered selves into the seats all around me.
Christian dimmed the lights and used a laser pointer to indicate things he wanted us to observe on the video screen. He urged us again to listen close and keep a sharp eye, but I just kept peeking to my left and right, taking in the beautiful sight of the rubber-covered hardbodies who sat close enough to touch. I didn't even pick up on Christian's flat monotone as he spoke until I caught some of the guys nodding off.
Bradley was two seats over on my left, and his eyes were glazing over fast. I guess the combo of the rigorous practice followed by dim lights and comfortable chairs was wiping him out. Bradley's head began to nod and it sure looked like he was falling asleep.
"Psst! Dude!", I whispered to him. "Bradley, man, you're gonna get in trouble. Wake up!" But Bradley was too far gone. His head slumped forward and his chest rose and fell rhythmically to indicate he was already pretty deeply asleep.
I considered getting up to move over and shake him awake, but as I started to rise, I noticed that Bradley was by no means alone. Every head in the auditorium was slumped forward in exactly the same way. I looked up and saw that as Christian continued his flat, toneless speech--apparently unaware that everyone in the room had zonked out on him--he kept flashing his laser pointer at the screen. But he was flashing it too rapidly to be indicating anything in particular. He was flashing it in a repeated pattern, over and over.
Christian continued talking, but began to scan the room, nodding to himself at the team of sleeping rubberboys he saw before him. I had no clue what was up, but I plopped myself back down in my chair fast as I could and slumped my head. It was only then, with my head down and my eyes closed, that I really heard what he had been saying all along.
"That's right, men. Breathing deeply, feeling very relaxed, very spent. This practice was one of the best you've ever had. This team's lineup is one of the best you've ever had. And it's only going to get better. And you know what made it so good? What's going to make it better and better? The rubber, men. You, in rubber. Breathing deeply, in and out. In, and out."
This was more than a post-practice wind-down. He was programming us. My heart rate jumped up a notch and I kept listening in silence. This had quickly gone from sexually exciting to just plain scary. What was Christian doing to us?
"Let yourself sink down, deeper and deeper. Feel the soft, soft chair beneath you, sink down into it, into your rubber suit. The rubber that feels so good, the rubber that is becoming a part of you. It feels so good, so soft, so arousing. Your rubber excites you."
I couldn't help it. I was getting hard as a rock, listening to what he was saying, feeling the moist rubber all over my body. I opened one eye a bit and saw Bradley was sprouting a serious erection, too. Is this what Christian wanted? Did he want a whole team of guys seriously into rubber?
Christian's talk went on for several more minutes, I don't know how long. And even though I wasn't as deeply under as the rest of the guys, I was getting pretty relaxed and increasingly turned on despite my fears. I had almost fallen asleep for real when Christian started prompting responses from us. "And repeat, men. I love the game, I love my rubber suit, I love my teammates."
Like a group of immobilized zombies, every boy in the room responded as ordered. "I love the game, I love my rubber suit, I love my teammates."
Christian had them saying it several times, reinforcing it. "And again, men. Say it and know that it's true. Feel deep within you that you speak the truth. I love the game, I love my rubber suit, I love my teammates."
Everyone repeated the phrase, dutifully. The last couple times I even caught myself doing it, though I think I was the only one aware of what I was saying. And the thing is, I really did believe what I was saying was true. I mean, I would've regardless. Christian's little hypnotic exercise may have been subversive...but was it bad?
Within another few moments, the lights were back up and the guys were blinking their eyes and stretching. Christian commented that further review of the old game footage had better wait until a time when the guys were more alert and attentive.
We were dismissed to the showers and then home. The guys seemed really happy with the day's practice. There was a lot of back slapping and high fives, and compliments flew left and right about the new sweatsuits.
"Man! Feel like I could take on the world in this thing!" "We gotta work out in these things another day." "Hell, every day, I'm saying!"
Some players entered the locker room arm-in-arm, acting as if that were the most natural thing in the world.. A few of the guys actually shared hugs. There was more laughing and joking in the showers than I would have expected after such a draining day's work. Meanwhile, Christian went about his own tasks, as if everything was perfectly normal.
"Dudes, it was absolutely awesome! You should have been there. Every single member of the team, head to toe in rubber, working out, playing, slamming into each other, including my boy Tad. Oh, God in heaven, when I saw him all decked out in our new team rubber suits--oooohhh, total boygasm!"
I was talking with my college pals, Xander and Skeevo. They were a couple years ahead of me in school, and were already fratboys. They're kind of both my friends and mentors when it comes to being a rubberboy. I met them last year when a buddy was invited to rush week at their frat, and was told to bring a friend, namely me. It was like a costume fetish night. I just suited up in my rubber gear for it. Xander and Skeevo were the only other guys there besides me who were decked out all in rubber (except for this undergrad kid they had duded up that way to serve as their boy). I got invited up to their room for a serious first-time experience as a rubberboy. The three of us have been friends ever since. Kind of funny, though--my friend never got invited to join the frat, but I did, even though I wasn't interested.
I sat on the floor of the fratboys' shared room in their fraternity house, both of them seated on their beds. They hung on my every word. Which was a definite role reversal for us.
"Damn, Cody, no shit?", Xander said. "This new coach guy got all you little high school boys into rubber?"
"It took some prompting", I clarified. "But I helped a lot by jumping into my suit first, right there in front of everyone, acting all team spirit and stuff. It pressured the rest of the team to follow suit."
Skeevo, who was the quieter of the two, nodded and remarked, "Go you."
"Thanks, man. By the end of the day, I think everybody was pretty sold on the whole rubber thing. I'm almost positive there'll be no resistance from anybody in wearing them pretty much all the time from now on."
Skeevo raised an eyebrow. "All the time?"
"Um, I mean during practice and like that."
Xander patted me on the shoulder, "Oh, I think he means all the time, period." I smiled, then took on a more serious expression as I thought of something. Xander noticed the change. "What?"
"Well", I mused, "there was this one thing. After practice, we were all whipped, but the a.c. insisted we head into the auditorium and watch this vid of our former plays. Now that I think of it, that seems kinda odd, since the whole point of our new regimen is to do everything totally differently than before. Why would we need to review our old plays?"
Xander shrugged. "Could be he just wanted to point out common recurring errors in execution, not the plays themselves. Troubleshooting."
"That could be", I conceded, "but after a little while, everybody all over the room was nodding off and it was like the a.c. didn't give a shit. He just kept on talking, like we were all still paying attention."
Xander jumped in again. "Eh. Dark room, hard to see. He probably didn't even know you'd all nodded off. Many of you guys snore loud or anything?"
"No, you don't understand", I said, sitting up a little straighter. "The room was well-lit enough from the vid screen alone that you could make out all our faces just fine. There's no way he couldn't have noticed. But then he starts asking us to repeat what he's saying, like it's a foreign language class or something. He's all, 'repeat after me, say this, say that'. And the really fucked up thing is, everyone DOES it. Every single guy, head slumped forward, breathing like they're napping, all start repeating everything just like he told them to. They love their rubber suits, they love football, they love each other. Like that."
Xander rubbed his chin. "But you remember all this. How could you take all this in if you were slumped forward and your eyes were closed?"
"I wasn't. And they weren't.", I corrected. "I faked it just to go along, but I was wide awake, guys. And even I got caught up in the little chant repetition thing. It was bizarre."
Xander stuck his tongue in his cheek and looked thoughtful for a second. He then turned to Skeev and raised a questioning eyebrow. Skeevo nodded, the silent communication understood.
"How'd you get the suits on?", Skeevo asked.
"How did we--?" The question caught me off-guard, as I wondered what that had to do with anything. Then, collecting myself, I answered, "Um, talcum powder."
Skeev nodded to Xander, who kicked his feet up and spun himself around to the other side of the bed. He slid open the drawer of his nightstand and began to rifle through its contents. A few items were haphazardly tossed out to litter the floor or land on the bed. Xander muttered an inventory as he searched for something in particular. "Butt plug... denuding kit... dildo gag... piss gag... ball gag... locking leather collar... locking rubber collar... fist mitts... pocket thesaurus..."
"Pocket thesaurus??", I asked.
Xander looked up at me, surprised. "What? I am in college, big guy." I rolled my eyes, snickering, as he resumed his search. "Aha! It was under the bag of Trojans." He tossed me a small plastic bottle. "Look familiar?"
It was the same talcum that Christian had handed out to the guys on the team. "Yeah! This is the stuff! It's a smaller bottle, maybe, but this is the same stuff we got."
Skeevo identified it. "Hypno powder. There's another name for it, but it's hard to pronounce. Controlled substance. Expensive. Basically, it's designed to mix with sweat and soak into the pores of the skin. That's how it's administered. If you're smart, anyway."
"And if you're not?", I asked.
Xander made a "yucky" face. "Knew a guy once who was into mind games with his sex, wanted a big dose of domination for himself. Poured a heapin' helpin' into his beer. Drank it. Fucked him up for weeks. Had to be tied down almost, since every time somebody on a TV infomercial said to go buy the new Popeil Electro Garden Weasel or whatever, he'd be off sprinting for the nearest Home Depot."
"So, this is used to control people?", I asked.
Xander made an "iffy" gesture with his hand. "More to persuade people to do what they subconsciously already wanted to. It just intensifies it."
"When used properly", Skeevo added.
"When used properly", Xander agreed. Then, to Skeevo, "Looks like we're almost out of that wild strawberry pube shaving lotion, by the way."
Skeevo didn't meet his gaze, just nodded. "I'm on it." Then, to me, "What was it again you were being asked to repeat in the auditorium?"
"Uh, it was like, to really get into using the suits for practicing better, to love and appreciate the game, and to really be there for each other on and off the field. A camaraderie thing, I guess."
Skeevo looked at Xander. "Don't see a problem."
"Me neither." Xander leaned back on his bed, propping himself up on his elbows. "So, tell us more about this honey of yours all done up in his brand new team spirit catsuit."
For nearly the next hour I regaled my rubber buddies with extensive descriptions of my ideal boyfriend taking the field in form-fitting latex.
The next day in the locker room, there were far fewer grumbles about suiting up in our rubber outfits. I was still a bit dazed by all the muscular boys steeping into rubber, so it wasn't until we actually went out onto the field that I realized I had absently poured my own talcum powder into the suit to help slide it on. I'd have to use the other stuff next time, I supposed.
Like the day before, practice went great. There was an energy, a positive aggression in the air between each player that charged us up and egged us on. We sweat like crazy, relished our moments of physical contact (or at least I did), and put away our share of Gatorade again. For some reason, no one seemed to get as tired as quickly.
Afterward, we were herded, sweaty rubber suits and all, back into the auditorium. Once again Assistant Coach Haydensen requested we sit through a video of our old plays, but this time with the added footage of some instructional plays and strategies. No one seemed to object to sitting through a mini-seminar after such a strenuous workout. As the lights dimmed, I settled into my chair and watched the room as much as the screen.
Again, Christian added his own monotone narration. Again, he flashed his laser pointer. Again, every head in the place began to nod forward in response to the stimuli. The rubberclad players, now suddenly sluggish and mesmerized, repeated their mantras as dictated. I mimicked their responses, more than a little uneasy that I was the only one--apart from Christian--who appeared to know consciously what was going on.
"We love our rubber suits. We love the game. We love each other." Dull, emotionless voices filled the auditorium, and despite my growing fear, I felt myself getting an erection. All these rubberboys, under the command of one man (a really hot man at that), being made to profess their love for each other, even in a teammate's capacity, was incredibly erotic to me.
This session lasted considerably longer than before. In it, the boys and I were called to study images on the screen of handsome young football players giving it their all on the field. But there was also footage of some beautiful boys helping one another into their spandex UnderArmor, and into their pads. Christian spoke of caring, or teamwork, of support for one another, as on the screen, adorable young men tenderly suited one another up for their favorite sport.
We recited over and over how much we cared for each other, how much we loved playing together, how much we loved, wanted, even needed our rubber suits. With each repetition, I could hear the conviction, if not pride, grow in each player's voice. As the spoken repetitions built, I could feel something brushing against my fingers. I glanced to see that the player next to me was reaching out his hand to me, over the armrest, fingers extending to touch mine. It was Powers, and his head was still slumped forward, looking sound asleep. His fingers intertwined with mine, and I could feel Cartes's hand, to my right, interlacing the fingers of my other hand as well.
Soon, I was holding the hands of the guys on either side of me, and a quick glance confirmed that every row had all the boys connected hand-to-hand as we recited our mantra, our oath. "I love the game, I love my rubber suit, I love my teammates."
Over and over, we said the words. After a few minutes, Christian prompted us with new additions.
"Very good, men. As you speak the words and hold the hands of your teammates, you can feel how true this is, how right, how natural. Now repeat after me--I truly, deeply love my fellow teammates. I can feel it, I cannot deny it. It burns within me, held inside the rubber. Gentlemen?"
And like robots--very happy, contented robots maybe, but robots nonetheless--everyone recited back, " I truly, deeply love my fellow teammates. I can feel it, I cannot deny it. It burns within me, held inside the rubber." Where the hell was he going with this? Wherever it was, it required us repeating that last one nearly a dozen times.
Then, Christian added, "I love the game, I love the rubber, it's true, it's good, it's right." Another dozen repetitions of that. Then, the real kicker that made the hair stand up on the back of my neck.
"Let all that you've said sink in, now. You can feel deep down how true every word is. It makes you feel good to know you're part of this team, to be surrounded by such good and reliable friends in rubber like yourself." I sat there, holding the hands of two other guys, waiting for the final bombshell. It wasn't long in coming. "Rest now as you repeat your final lesson. "I love my teammate, I love my teammate, I love my teammate."
All around me, sleepy voices responded as ordered. All sounding contented, happy, even fulfilled. "I love my teammate, I love my teammate, I love my teammate."
Teammate?? When had it become singular? Which teammate were we supposed to love? My brains overrode my concern, and I played along so I wouldn't be discovered as the only one not following the recitation. I too said the words in time with everyone else, "I love my teammate, I love my teammate, I love my teammate."
Unbidden, one thought came to my mind. I saw Tad. He stood before me, dressed in his rubber bodysuit, his sweatsuit, hair matted down with the sweat of a hard practice, a stiff bulge or arousal in his rubber pants. Without realizing it, I was still repeating the words. "I love my teammate, I love my teammate, I love my teammate." In my mind, Tad stepped toward me, one hand casually swiping back his moist hair. He walked right up to me until our chests were touching. I could feel my rock-hard erection pressed tight to his. His eyes were so beautiful as they looked not at me but into me. Gently, he cradled my face in his hands, and leaned in to kiss me. I closed my eyes, more than willing to surrender to his kiss. I opened my mouth and felt his soft lips make contact with mine--
"Annnnd feeling fine!" Christian's voice snapped me out of my reverie. I looked over to my right side and there sat Tad, his hand holding mine, a sly grin on his face. It split into a bright smile and he winked at me. I yanked my hand back and shook my head to clear it. When I opened my eyes again, it was Cartes who was beside me, as it had been all along. Cartes's gaze was fixed straight ahead. I turned to see what he was looking at and saw Christian addressing the group.
"So you can see how just that little bit more discipline--not necessarily a lot more--but just a littttle bit more can make all the difference. And mental conditioning is just as important as physical training. Take time every night before you hit the sack and relax yourself and run the things we talked about here through your head. And don't get all flustered if you can't remember it all, we covered a lot. Just relax your mind and let go--it'll come back to you. Okay then!" And he clapped his hands together and then pointed both index fingers toward the door. "Showers!"
Everyone filed out with a spring in his step. Smiles and laughter abounded, arms went around fellow player's shoulders, and a few even traded slaps on the ass. A single thought kept running through the back of my mind. The one that Christian had put there. "I love my teammate, I love my teammate, I love my teammate." Each time I thought it, I felt a connection to Tad. What the fuck was Christian doing to us?
Back at my locker, I was repacking my shower kit and I saw the bottle of hypno powder. The one I hadn't used yet. Was that the only reason I didn't go under with the rest of the group? And why I could still remember what had happened afterward? I held the bottle in my hands and decided then and there never to use the stuff. I surreptitiously slipped the powder into my backpack along with my own talc. That night at home, I would switch the contents of the bottles after giving the emptied hypno powder bottle a thorough scrubbing out to clear away any remnants of the medicated stuff. Anyone watching me would see me pour on gobs of powder from the hypno bottle at every practice not knowing that I would be the only player unaffected.
The rubber practices, followed by the video "instruction" sessions went on every day for the next couple weeks. We hit the field hard every day, ran, kicked, passed, blocked, tackled, sweat like pigs. Then we'd go into the auditorium, heads slumped forward, and professed our love for the game, our rubber suits, and each other. I played along, more conscious of what was going on than anyone else on the team, yet I still walked away every time with a strong feeling of connection to the game, to the uniforms, and especially to the guys. To say nothing of my growing attraction to Tad.
I wanted to say something, but who would I say it to? And besides, we really were playing better than we had before. Way better. And after all, what had Christian done? Made us love and cherish the integrity of the game--not winning, but the game itself. We loved the suits, which were clearly helping us, or we thought they were, which amounts to the same thing. And we loved each other. As teammates. Friends. Brothers. More than brothers... And I felt somehow grateful to Christian for all this. Hornier than hell all the time, but grateful too. I opted to wait a little longer.
And after those couple weeks, the video sessions in the auditorium stopped. I felt a sense of relief about that at first. But then things started to get really weird.
Zerk and Jameson showed up at practice the next day in a way that surprised the hell out of me. Both of them were dressed impeccably. Gone was Zerk's usual oversized jersey and rumpled blue jeans. He instead was attired in a very sharp sweater with crisp dress shirt beneath it and neat slacks. Jameson had on an equally crisp dress shirt and even sported a tie. You could see the pleats in his slacks. Quite a change from Jameson's standard ultra-baggy skater pants and T-shirt.
"Guys, what the fuck--?", I said to them.
"What?", Zerk asked, perplexed by my surprise. "What's wrong?"
"What's the occasion? You just come from a funeral?"
Zerk brushed down the front of his sweater and Jameson straightened his tie, not that he needed to. "I just thought that if we're gonna be a class act team, maybe we ought'a dress the part off the field, man." Zerk seemed a little indignant at my remark, and I had to admit that I could see where he was coming from. I simply nodded and moved on to my locker.
I watched as the others filed in for our daily workout. Bradley, Randolph, Powers, the rest. The majority of them were dressed similarly to Zerk and Timmy Jameson. Very nice shirts, a few ties, slacks, loafers, dress shoes. They all seemed to walk a bit taller, too. Nothing cocky or conceited, but a definite feeling of pride and appreciation for the company they were keeping. Christian came in right behind them, making comments like, "Looking good, gentlemen" and "Looks like we have a room full of professionals here."
When we were given the direction to suit up, the guys were even more ecstatic than usual. Zerk slapped his hands together and said, "Aha! Been away from this dude too long, man! Rubberize me, baby!" Similar sentiments, though none so corny, were shared throughout the room. It had been less than 24 hours since our last practice, and the guys acted like their rubber suits were lost lovers they hadn't seen in months.
I turned to my locker and started to unbutton my shirt when I really saw myself for the first time. Or as much of me as could be seen minus a mirror, anyway. The shirt I had on was a very nice Western shirt, with pressed yoke and highly polished snaps. I had worn some dress slacks in lieu of my usual jeans. And on my feet were my black cowboy boots, shined up real bright. This was the kind of outfit I would normally wear to church, or a wedding. I wasn't quite as dapper as the rest of the guys, but I was still done up much sharper than I normally would be. I had no memory of selecting this outfit this morning, but clearly I had. Dressed up so nice just for practice. What was that all about?
I was still looking at my wardrobe when I reached into my locker and touched my rubber sweatsuit. A sudden charge ran down my arm upon contact with the rubber and all thoughts about my dress outfit fled my mind. I had to get suited up, and fast. I was "rubberized" (as Zerk put it) and on the field in less than two minutes.