Message-ID: <61632asstr$1319490601@assm.asstr-mirror.org> X-Original-To: ckought69@hotmail.com Delivered-To: ckought69@hotmail.com X-Original-Message-ID: <COL110-W426A39FCD43829E661E7C1BAEE0@phx.gbl> From: Sterling Smith <sterling27@live.com> Importance: Normal X-OriginalArrivalTime: 23 Oct 2011 23:29:37.0633 (UTC) FILETIME=[A1439D10:01CC91DB] X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Sun, 23 Oct 2011 19:29:37 -0400 Subject: {ASSM} The Gymnast (Mg cons het 1st pedo rom) Lines: 602 Date: Mon, 24 Oct 2011 17:10:01 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2011/61632> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: RuiJorge, emigabe Author: Sterling Title: The Gymnast Summary: A fiercely-competitive nine-year-old gymnast discovers a secret: sex with a man will improve her gymnastics. She finds a man, and love slowly blends in with the sex. Keywords: Mg cons het 1st pedo rom NOTICE: This story contains explicit sex. First posted 9/11/2009, new header added 8/26/2010. I'm always eager for comments, whether good, bad or mixed. Comments to sterling27@live.com. I have written many other stories and they can all be found at http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Sterling/ You are welcome to copy this story if you include the entire text unchanged, including this notice. If you tell me where you have re-posted it, I can enjoy knowing it is appreciated and perhaps enjoy the feedback the story gets where you re-post it. Sterling And now, our feature presentation. Enjoy! ================================================================== The Gymnast My wife fell in love with another man and divorced me. She got custody of our seven-year-old daughter Kerry, naturally. I didn't get to see her anywhere near as much as I would have liked. She would have liked to see me more too, but her mother didn't allow any more than the standard every-other-weekend that a father gets in this state. But I went to school events, encouraged her to bring friends over, whatever I could do to share her life as much as I could. I had a lucrative but not very demanding job with flexible hours which let me make time for going to all of Kerry's events. When Kerry was nine, she had a classmate named Erin. She wasn't a best friend or anything, but they were friendly. I met her because they went to each other's parties. I thought she was cute, but then I find most girls cute, some of the best scenery on earth. I was surprised when her father Elliot asked me out to dinner. We had met at a Parents' night once and chatted briefly. After pleasantries and sharing the basics of each other's lives, he began to talk to me about his daughter. She was a gymnast, and she took it very seriously. She was on the team of a local club, and practiced for hours every day. Her goal was to be national champion, and her coaches said she just might have it in her. She was an only child, and Elliot and his wife were heavily invested in her success. Elliot had made an interesting connection. Erin shared some of the gym gossip with her mother. A 16-year-old had decided to start sleeping with her boyfriend. A little later the more shocking news came out that a 13-year-old had started sleeping with a boy who was a little older. Erin's mother Sonya had in turn shared these tidbits with Elliot. People were prepared for their gymnastic performance to slide, but it hadn't. Elliot looked into the records and found their performance had actually improved a little, and it looked like it was around the time they started having sex. One possibility was that the improved performance gave them a self-confidence to try new and different things in their lives. But Elliot had hired a private investigator, who had determined that it was one week AFTER they started sleeping with the boys that their performance started edging up. Wasn't that the strangest thing? I had to agree it was the strangest thing, and joked that it was horrifying to think that competitive gymnasts might start sleeping with boys to get an edge. He laughed. I was expecting him to continue with his story, but after a few noticeable silences he went on to other topics. The steak was excellent. Then as we were finishing dessert he shifted in his seat a little. He had told Erin what he had just described to me. He was just sharing information with her, that was all, he said. I thought that he may have convinced himself he was just sharing information, but it was hard to believe that was the whole story. Elliot continued that Erin was now set on having sex, even though she was nowhere near puberty. Sonya and Elliot were clear with Erin that she could not start having sex, but Erin was just as clear that she was going to. She was going to find a way, and knowing their daughter's determination, they believed her. It was evident to me that Sonya and Elliot should have made it clear that she would be finished with gymnastics if she did any such thing, but they didn't. They really, really wanted Erin to succeed, and they convinced themselves that they couldn't stop her. So, Elliot continued, they decided that if she was really so set on it, they should try to find a boy who was suitable instead of her randomly trying to find someone. And of course there was this huge obstacle that she was only a girl, with no sign of sexual development. Boys wouldn't naturally be interested in her. Or if they were, they wouldn't dare admit it to themselves or risk anyone else finding out. I suddenly felt sick to my stomach, my heart racing. I was afraid I knew where this was heading. I must not say a word, of course. Not one word. I wondered if this was a sting operation. Later I decided it was way too elaborate, but I wasn't so sure at the time. Elliot fixed me with a long gaze. It was clear just what I should do. I should change the conversation back to pleasantries for as brief a time as politeness required, insist on paying half the check, say it was so nice to get together with him, and leave. But not a single pleasantry came out of my mouth. As I well knew, there was a hidden but primal, powerful part of me that did not want to leave. What they needed was a man. He and Sonya had done some research and determined that 10% of men experienced a notable degree of sexual attraction to pre-pubescent girls. In today's society, all of them with one wit of sense kept these feelings of attraction completely to themselves. But Sonya and Elliot had thought it over and now understood fully that it was not a choice but a natural inclination, just like being gay, and there was no shame in feeling it. They needed to be highly discreet about this, so they had hired a different set of private investigators recommended by the first to see if they could find a likely man among those who rubbed shoulders with the girls in the school, mostly other fathers. They ruled a lot of them out quickly. Based on prior experience, the private-investigator-scientists had found that where men looked was the best clue. They arranged to collect a lot of high-quality video footage. I tried not to turn pink. Surprisingly, there was not just one, not two, not three, but four men they found who looked at girls surreptitiously, and who tended to look at their chests, crotches, and dress hemlines, especially crotches. The private investigators had also determined that there were reasons to avoid three of the men. Their investigations corroborated Erin's intuition that they were "sketchy". But that left the fourth man. They had been as thorough as to determine that this fourth man looked specifically at Erin's crotch and chest, not just those of some other set of girls. And he was also divorced and not involved with anyone. There was a long pause. "Are you the FBI?" I asked. I hadn't ordered any child porn, and had done nothing illegal, nothing to arouse suspicion -- except apparently glancing at little girl's crotches, which I was quite sure was not a criminal offense if done with reasonable discretion. He smiled, and said they realized full well that they were asking this fourth man to consider something that was illegal -- a serious crime. They had some thoughts on that. They were planning to give him, for storage in escrow, documents signed by both parents and the daughter saying they had initiated this. And videotape of Erin describing articulately what she wanted and why. If the man was guilty, both parents would also be guilty of child trafficking. And though Erin's explanation would have no legal weight, it might be worth something in terms of leniency. Another pause. "One more thing," he said. "She likes you." He had finally gone from "this fourth man" to "you". "In your brief meetings she's gotten good feelings about you." "Think about it," he said. --------- It was early evening on a winter's night. I gave a soft knock on Erin's door. "Come in," she said, so I did, and closed the door behind me. She was standing by the desk, wearing a sweater, dressed in jeans. I hesitated. She had short brown hair, blue eyes, an attractive but not gorgeous face. If I had fantasized about being in this position a month before, Erin wouldn't have been my first or second choice among Kerry's friends. But she was plenty attractive. I had discovered long ago in life that honesty usually served best. "This is really weird and awkward", I said. She gave a forced smile. "Tell me about it." I went over to her and gave her a friendly non-sexual hug and held it. "All the papers are signed," I said, "but I have decided you have to show me every step of the way that this is what you want." She pulled away and nodded uncertainly. Then she handed me a piece of paper and said "I was going to say all this but I had to write it down instead". She then went to the bed and sat, slumping and looking down miserably. I read: "I really want to do this. I have stretched my vagina so it can fit your penis, and I lubricated it already. I know you are doing me a big favor, and if you laugh at me that's OK. And I'm so scared and nervous I'm going to be in agony until we do it the first time." I folded the paper in half and put it on the desk, and slowly walked over to sit next to her on the bed, and stroked her hair gently. "I would never laugh at you." Then I thought about what would make it easiest for her. "OK," I said. "Tell me if you want to do anything differently, but here's my plan: I suggest we turn out all the lights, then you take off all your clothes, get under the covers in your bed, and face the wall." She nodded, though I noticed she was a little pale. I went over to the desk and turned off the only lamp in the room. The shades were already down, so it was quite dark. There was an illuminated clock, and I looked to her for any possible objection before I unplugged it. I could hear her stripping and getting in the bed. I also took off all my clothes, and climbed in bed behind her. Her small warm presence in itself was thrilling. I ran my fingers over her face, around her short hair, then meandered down her smooth flat chest, over her hip, down the outside of one thigh, and then gradually up the inside. I came to a gentle stop where the two legs came together. I lifted her upper leg a little and she held it up, lifting the sheet and blanket as she did. I gently stroked labia that were perfectly smooth, no hair or shaved skin, just the tiniest hairs that are all over a woman's body. "You are really sexy", I said. She gave a soft, ambiguous "HmmMmHm". My erection was rock-hard. "Are you still sure? If you have second thoughts, we can stop any time." "No, I really want to do it," she whispered. OK, I thought, now I commit the felony. "OK. Let me know if you want me to stop and I will." So I gently spread her labia and felt alluring dampness. I touched my penis to the opening. "OK, here goes" I said, then pushed. I slid in easily just a little. She giggled. She was wet inside and my penis felt enfolded, kissed, blessed by an angel. I went out a tiny bit, then in further, each time a little further. She was giggling the whole time. I reached the end of her vagina, and while I had fit only about 3/4 of my penis into her, that was just right for a girl. I knew the giggling was nervousness, not derision, but still I wanted some solemnity to what was to me a sacred moment. "Shhh" I said gently, and she quieted. Let's put this girl out of her virginal misery, I thought. I ran my fingers over her smooth chest as I thrust gently back and forth, my desire and excitement building to overwhelming. I kissed the nape of her neck and squeezed her torso against me just before giving way to my spectacular orgasm, which sent my mind reeling and breathing heavily. But gentleman that I was, I had made sure not to press into her too far, not to thrust in a frenzy of strokes. After a few more slow strokes my body relaxed. I pulled out and fell onto my back behind her, panting. "All done," I said. "Really?" she asked. "Yes, why?" "In the movies daddy showed me it was a lot more than that." "Well, you said you'd be dying of nervousness until we did it the first time, so I did it as quickly and gently as possible. How are you doing?" "Fine. It felt weird, but it didn't hurt at all." There was a pause. "Do you feel anxious or ashamed or angry?" "No, no, it's a huge relief. Thank you so much." "Well, then can I hug your back?" I didn't wait for an answer. I spooned up beside this lovely young girl and draped my arm over her. "That was really special for me," I said. After maybe thirty seconds of back hugging she asked "Can we get up now?" Maybe neither of us had thought about this part of it in detail. "OK," I said, a little disappointed. So I turned on the light and dressed while she stayed covered in bed. I stroked her cheek once and said goodbye. I thought about it more. It was a dream come true, but there was something a little unsatisfying about it. I wanted more than barely-touching little fucks in the dark. Apparently Erin reported that it had gone OK, and Elliot called me the next day. "We never talked about the details," he said. "I'd be interested in knowing how often you're willing to do this. We don't know what aspect of sleeping with the boys may have caused the performance to increase, but it certainly might have been more than just brief intercourse." Ah, maniacally competitive minds and pedophilic minds think alike. --------- I knocked on Erin's door and went in, smiling. She smiled too. We sat on the bed next to each other. "We don't know what might help your gymnastics, but acting more like a boyfriend and girlfriend is probably a good idea." "Yeah, that's what we figured too." That still left a great many choices. I decided kissing should wait until she felt some real romantic attraction, if ever. Was I going to try disrobing her? That didn't feel right either. Once again I decided straightforward might work better. "How about taking all your clothes off?" I started taking mine off. She hesitated. She stood facing me and slowly took her clothes off, but as she had her hands on her panties ready to pull them down, she paused and looked thoughtful. My hard penis had just come into view. "But I haven't even started puberty, or grown sexy at all". I looked her up and down and said with feeling "I love your body, and I think it's incredibly sexy". A pause. "So, you're a pervert?" I froze, and drew in a deep breath. The question was delivered in a friendly and curious tone, but it still stung. A tear came to my eye as I whispered "Isn't that what you need?" "I ... I'm sorry", she said. My erection was falling fast, and she noticed. Looking a little uncomfortable she asked "What can I do?". "Take your panties off, for starters." She made a sort of "doh" expression and quickly took them off. I thought a moment. "Say 'I really really want you to fuck me.'" She was startled a little by the f-word, but after a brief pause said "I really really want you to fuck me." But she went on with greater enthusiasm: "I really really want you to FUCK me!" She wasn't pretending to be wild with desire, she was just telling me what she wanted, and that was good enough for me. "So now move your hands lightly all over this fine organ here which has to get hard again before I can do what you really really want". She knelt down to touch my penis tentatively, respectfully, and with curiosity, and her gentle stroking was working pretty well. She then smiled at me, leaned forward and took the tip of my penis in her mouth. That was surprising, and from the surprise and the gentle touches of her small warm wet gymnast's mouth my erection revived fully. "That feels great" I said, and she stopped. "I saw it in those movies" she said. She then lay back on the bed with legs spread wide, smiled at me, and reached out her arms as if inviting me for a hug. That was more like it! I was starting to get a little sense of her personality, and I was charmed. Her body was fairly small, perfectly proportioned, and muscular if you looked closely, just the way a champion gymnast should look. Her skin was light, smooth, glowing. Her chest was perfectly flat, and I could see now the innocent labia I had felt the night before. She was perfection. I descended on her. She spread her labia and I slid in, holding myself up with my hands. I had felt her once in the dark, but this was far better. She had welcomed my powerful masculine organ up inside her body, right between her legs, forming a tube to connect us. "I'm the luckiest pervert in the whole world" I said. She smiled. I could have come in seconds, but I wanted to luxuriate in the experience. I pushed insistently up inside her for maybe fifteen minutes, faster and faster, grunting, more and more urgently, then I came with a big "Aaaah!" and collapsed on her heavily. She put her arms around my back and patted and gave me a squeeze, but not many seconds later she pushed me aside so she could breathe. "That's more what I expected." "So are you all ready for sleeping?" "Yup", she said. We got under the covers still naked, and I snuggled up to her back. I didn't fall asleep right away -- 10 wasn't my normal bed time! But I treasured my girl beside me, chest rising and falling with each breath. In the night we switched to our other sides, and I felt her small but warm presence behind me, and felt her breath gently tickle my back. I was rudely awakened by a radio at 5:30. Early gym practice. She was briefly disoriented to find me sharing her bed. But she got up showing no sign of discomfort at my seeing her naked. She proceeded to find the day's clothes and put them on matter-of-factly. I decided to go back to sleep, and let myself out at 8am when I woke up again. The third night I found myself licking her all over, and when she didn't object licking her labia before I gave her another little dollop of semen in ecstasy. The fourth night when I went to her labia I made a point of attending to her little clitoris. She definitely felt something stirring, and had an expression while my penis was inside her that wasn't simply the polite approval she had been giving so far. I was in heaven making love to my darling Erin every night, and she was not just lying back to take her medicine. But she had a different agenda. Eight days after our first sweet little virginity-taking in the dark, she hit a move she had never hit before, and by ten she got solid on two others. This experiment was looking promising. --------- Her parents got us a double bed and we became roommates. I should mention here that I kept hosting my daughter Kerry every other weekend, and she and my ex-wife never had a hint of the new flame in my life. I never in my life had a sexual thought towards Kerry. She was my daughter, and that just felt totally different. Erin would come back from the shower with her towel around her and promptly drop it to expose her nakedness. I took to making the bed, picking up her towel, her discarded clothes, her dirty underwear -- mmmmmmm. I helped her with homework. I took to massaging whatever in her poor, overworked body needed massaging, either before or after sex. She talked about her life and all the things about her parents that annoyed her. She naturally talked a great deal about her gymnastics, but I got lost with the technical details. I stayed away from the gym to keep from blowing her cover. I got her to concentrate on the essence of the challenges and the feelings rather than the specifics. During sex she came to watch me with a thoughtful smile as I was mounted on her, thrusting away. She squirmed a little too. She gave me a hug when she felt me have a big satisfying orgasm. She shyly said once that it made her feel special that her little body could give me such pleasure. One morning I was already awake, and then she woke up too before the alarm. I turned it off before the radio went on. "Would you mind if I ...?" I asked, my hand going over her naked chest. She gave a sleepy smile and said "Sure, go ahead." So I tentatively entered her from the rear, and thrust a dozen times before ejaculating at the end of one long deep thrust. She seemed to like that more than I would have thought. We had sex again as usual that night. One Sunday morning I awoke to find her playing with my penis. She knew me well enough to know that if I objected I would say something. As she played it got harder. On a whim I asked if she would like to see what it looked like when I spurted, but this time without being inside her? She said sure. I had her sit beside me with her legs wide apart -- she was a gymnast, so they went out completely to the sides -- so I could look at her lovely private parts just inches away. And I gave myself a hand job. Maybe a minute. The delay was that I really wanted to be inside her. But once my body was resigned to the idea of ejaculating into the air, I got right to the point of no return and said 'Look' just as the semen spurted out. She smiled, waiting for my hip thrusts to subside and my hand to stop. She gave an evil grin and said "Now we can put it where it goes!", and taking one fingerful of goop from my chest put it up her vagina. She held her labia wide open, leaving the rest to me. I had goop on my hand which I got off with my other hand, and put that inside her. It took several swipes to get all the goop from my chest and I slid my finger deep into her vagina with each one. I was getting to know Erin's little quirks of taste and whim, and I liked her more and more. One morning I woke up to find her face close to mine, smiling. She slowly moved forward and just barely touched lips. I responded, and we shared a minute of the tiniest, sweetest kisses. That removed my last doubts: I was in love. From the look of it she was getting pretty attached to me too. I got her to try it doggy style, and I was ecstatic to see her narrow butt presented to me for mating, and I wasted no time taking her up on the invitation. She thought that was fun for the novelty, but didn't care for if all that much. She still asked to do it every week or so because she knew I loved it. She loved riding me, so we did that a couple times a week. With her gymnastically limber body she could go into just about any position. But mostly we did it missionary style, my sweet Erin on her back, legs apart, as she offered herself up to me, and I took her, possessed her, made her body mine, filled what was for the moment my vagina with my very own pulsing penis and filled it in turn with the cream of life, the cream of creation -- the cream of gymnastic success. She got better in the gym. She frequently traveled away on day trips for meets, but then she made the nationals, where she would be away two days. I wished her luck and said goodbye. She did poorly, and said on her return that she missed me, and it was unclear how much it was my semen she missed and how much it was my familiar company. Whichever it was, we thought of a cover for how to handle this in the future. Ordinarily gymnasts doubled up in hotel rooms, but she would stay in a suite with her parents, feigning a medical necessity. I would play the part of a doctor for her, but unbeknownst to those outside the family I never got around to leaving her suite at night, of course. We played doctor. My penis so yearned for her innards it nearly played surgeon. She was looking for every edge she could get. We didn't know that semen was the key to the gymnastic success, but it was certainly the prime suspect. Naturally my semen would drip out of her after intercourse. Now she started collecting the drips with her finger and putting them in her mouth, then on her upper lip, in case breathing in the essence of semen would help. From the beginning I would often wake up in the middle of the night desiring her, but controlled myself to let my little angel sleep. Now she encouraged me to poke her and give her spurts of semen any time I wanted. I would snuggle up to her from the rear, lift her leg a little, and slide in. She might not really wake up, but I would give a series of gentle, quick thrusts and in ecstasy deliver safely up into her vagina more of the fluid she craved. Or if she was on her back I would part her sleepy legs and inject her that way. In the week before the next nationals we were making love once before sleep and once in the morning, and I was doing it to her in a more one-sided fashion maybe twice each night. When we got to the city, her father with some embarrassment gave me a little vial of semen and said it was from him, and if I thought it could help to have even more... I thanked him, but flushed it away. Erin was mine alone. As the nationals began, we thought maybe an uninterrupted night's sleep would be more important for her, so we only did it before going to sleep. She did OK that day, but not great. So the next night I was giving her every drop I had. Every drip from her vagina went on her upper lip or in her mouth. She became junior national champion. -------- She pulled a hamstring and had to stop training for at least six months. Her parents thanked me and said they all owed me a tremendous debt of gratitude. I said goodbye to Erin and moved back to my lonely quarters. I had known this would happen and worked on framing it as a magical interlude that was now over -- instead of losing Erin making me feel so lonely and empty inside. But Erin didn't adjust so well either. She didn't feel like doing her physical therapy or schoolwork. Her parents suggested we could talk on the phone or I could come over for conversation. That made her miss me even more. She found her way to my apartment, and I can still see her on my doorstep -- pleading, vulnerable, gorgeous. I couldn't resist. The minute she came through the door we headed straight to my bed, throwing clothes off as we went. She begged me to get myself inside her and ejaculate just as soon as I could. I happily complied. We rested fifteen minutes and then did it again, and again after an hour. She thought maybe she could see me on the sly, but I wasn't willing to go behind her parents' back. So I went with her to lend her support while she told them she was in love with me and needed me. They relented more easily than Erin had thought, though I wasn't so surprised. By analogy, it might be damaging to marry off your daughter at age nine, but it was inflicting another serious round of damage to make her get divorced when she was eleven if she loved her husband. She no longer needed my sexual attentions for her own purposes, so any sex that happened now was just out of habit and for my pleasure. She found that she could tell me she wasn't interested in sex and I would respect her wishes and not pressure her. But as soon as she found she had that choice she had me on my back impaling herself on me and moving up and down in the rhythm I liked best, watching intently as she gave me a magnificent orgasm. Later that year she recovered from her injury and started training again in earnest. She also started going through puberty. After consultations we decided an IUD was the best thing, and had the insertion done in the Bahamas, in a nondescript room in a nondescript medical building. I adored getting to watch her develop little by little, and cherished the sex with her body at each delicious moment of development. She developed a little fine silky pubic hair to rub against my mat, then a few full-fledged hairs, then more. I watched slowly increasing jiggles from her breasts as she rode me. Her sexual appetites grew, slowly at first and then faster. She started hungering for the inherent genital pleasure of the experience. She had her first orgasm with the patient loving work of my tongue, and I never thought my adolescent baby could be as thankful as she was then. Soon she started having orgasms now and then when we had intercourse, and then could have one almost any time she wanted. She usually wouldn't bother more than once a day, happy the other two or three times with the closeness, with making me happy, and with the magic semen I gave her. There was just no way I could sleep with her at the world championships. She desperately wanted to, but we grown-ups got her to trust our conclusion that we would very likely be discovered, with disastrous consequences all around. I could stay in the same hotel and slip her a sample of my fresh semen to mix with the frozen that I had been stashing away for the occasion. And she could at various times in the night put some up inside herself with a plunger, wipe more over her face and in her mouth. She won the gold on uneven bars, but was disappointed with a bronze in all-around. We occasionally wondered in later years whether sleeping with me during those nights would have made the difference. Later that year she wrenched her knee, tearing cartilage. Returning to competitive gymnastics would have been a long road, required a tolerance for pain and a great deal of hard work. But she no longer had the fierce competitive drive that she had in the past. She retired from competitive gymnastics, but she kept me -- for the time being. Her sex drive reached its peak. She didn't need the semen any more, but she wanted me pumping her full of it three times a day, and she got it. On her back. From the rear. As she straddled me. And she was getting enough gentle rubs, tugs, pushes, licks on her clitoris that now she was having at least one orgasm every time. But at the end of high school she decided we needed to break up, since she was going to college and needed to enjoy the freedom all the other kids her age had -- to make new friends, to date, to experiment. I succeeded in hiding the depth of my devastation. She knew I was disappointed, and she was very sad too. I tried moving on with my life, but it was hard. In the fall of her sophomore year Erin met a boy and they started going out. She even slept with him a half dozen times. But she realized that even though she was fond of him and fond him hot and he was ideal by objective criteria, it was not going anywhere. She missed me too much. She had had enough freedom. Most girls got to be single and free for years, and Erin was going to give that up. But then Erin had been national gymnastics champion, and most girls didn't get to do that. Most girls didn't have an understanding friend to snuggle with every night, and didn't get to satisfy all of their sexual urges from the instant they started having them. And, I blush a little to say, most girls never got to have a lover like me. We got secretly engaged. She came to see me many weekends -- I never went to campus, at least not as her boyfriend. We were married in a small private ceremony one year after her college graduation, and have been together since. I am 30 years her senior. I was ready to retire just as she was finishing med school, so I stayed home to raise our two sons and two daughters, and got to experience four-fold the stages of Kerry's childhood I missed. I was never attracted to any of them, just as I had never been to Kerry. As to their friends, well, I could tell that the pedophilic inclinations were still there, but they stayed dormant, and I didn't even surreptitiously glance at their crotches, or at least not very often. I had my own Erin, love of my life. ================================================================== I'm always eager for comments, whether good, bad or mixed. Comments to sterling27@live.com. <1st attachment begin> <HTML removed pursuant to http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/erotica/assm/faq.html#policy> <1st attachment end> ----- ASSM Moderation System Notice------ Notice: This post has been modified from its original format. 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