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Subject: {ASSM} my first orgasm
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Date: Tue, 23 Aug 2011 20:10:01 -0400
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My first Orgasm.

Rape, romance, MF

I grew up in a small, very closed community, where sex was taboo,
and you waited until you got married. White people rarely reached
our town (if you can call it that), so I never knew what to
expect, or how to behave with white folks.

I lost my virginity when I was 20. I was pedaling my bike from
the local store thru the woods to our house, when I lost control
and flew over the bicycle handlebars. Later I discovered that I
hit a hidden, sharp stone, which punctured my tire and made me
fly...
Anyhow I was on my tummy, bruised and hurt, trying to get up. I
was in pain but mostly felt stupid. I felt two helping hands, and
saw two colored guys grinning from ear to ear.
"What is so funny?" I asked.
"You" they said. "And your nice ass". 
Immediately warning lights started to flash in front of my mind.

I went to my bike, saw that the front wheel was busted. Took the
shopping bag, making a move to get on my way. 
"Not so fast, sweaty"
"We want out reward for saving your life" they answered.
"Thank you very much   I said   but I need to be on my way".
"It will not take too much of your time, don't you worry"
One of the boys pulled the shopping bag from my hands, while the
other was behind me. I was totally trapped, scared I never was
before.
"Now behave reasonable, and we will let you live" I heard one of
them, and I believed him completely. I was ice frozen when the
boy from behind removed my dress over my head, not daring to
move. He opened my bra while the guy in the front removed my
panties. 
They guided me to a small clearing covered with grass. Told me to
lie down and open my legs wide. I complied immediately praying to
God to help me die.
It was not going to happen. The first boy opened his fly, having
difficulty to fish out his hard penis. I have seen penises
before, small, belonging to boys of 5 or 6. But this murderous
weapon scared the hell out of me. I started to cry, but he told
me to shut up, which I did. He pointed his penis to my vagina and
in one push he was inside me, tearing me apart. I screamed for
dear life, but he never stopped. In no more than a minute or two
he started spasming and some white stuff came out from my vagina.
Somehow I felt that he was through, and that will be all. 
Not so fast, not so fast. 
In no time the second guy took his place inside me. He had an
enormous penis and pained me so much that I had to close my legs.
He slapped me and asked me if I want to live. I opened my legs
again.
Fortunately for me he finished his business very fast too. I was
bleeding profoundly, now crying without control.
"Cunt"   one of them said   "you are ok. One word of this to
anybody, and we come back for your life. Capish?"
"Yes, I understand."   I nodded, trying to cover my naked body.
"Not one word"! they said again, and gracefully left me to my
misery.

Some time later I gathered strength to get up, put on my clothes,
and limped back home. My mother run to me when I reached home.
"What happened to you girl"? she asked.
"I fell of the bike half a mile from here. It is not far from the
pond" I answered, collapsing on the porch.
I was very bruised, covered partly with blood. 
"Fortunately nothing is broken, except my pride" I told mother. 
She helped my to my room, I entered the bathroom immediately, not
giving her a chance to see the evidence on my private parts. 
When I came out after scrubbing and scrubbing, my bed was ready,
mother holding a cup of hot tea.
I thanked her, took the tea, indicating that I want to rest.

After she left the room I took the towel, put it I my mouth,
cried and cried and cried.
The pain down was unbearable, but mostly the fact that I can not
share my secret with nobody made me very miserable.

But being 20 and healthy helped me to overcome my rape. At least
physically. Mentally, I got away from people. Now I knew what is
sex about and I wanted no part in it anymore.

Two years later, when mother died I decided to move to town,
accepting an offer to teach in the local high school. The salary
was ok, I could live reasonably and I was comfortable with my
life. Sometimes I went to visit my friends, or went out with them
to have a beer or something. I always left early. 

When my birthday came, I was feeling down. Something was missing
in my life, and I did not know what.
My colleague Janet told me that her boyfriend is celebrating his
promotion to senior staff, together with another couple and their
boss (who was responsible for the promotion).
I said I don't know, but after some persuasion I agreed to join
them.

When we reached the bar, I was surprised to see that the boss is
a white man. It never entered my mind that it is possible.

Anyhow we had some food, drank couple of beers and were
celebrating the two promotions.  
The boss   Mr Jack, an elderly gentleman   was an easygoing
fellow, as I discovered later, liked by everybody.

When he heard that today is my BD, he toasted me and wished me
plenty of health and love.
I thanked him, (with reservations, he was white, remind you).
When we finished the celebration he said again good luck, shook
my hand and was on his way.

The next day, George   one of the promoted guys   called me and
said that Mr Jack liked me, and maybe I could meet him some time.
I said no way I am going to see a white man. George said that it
is stupid thing to say before even i met the guy. After some
persuasion a agreed to meet Mr Jack, but only in George and his
girlfriend presence.
So we met two-three times and discovered that Mr Jack is not a
cannibal, and as a matter of fact is a very nice person. He never
forced himself upon me, he told me to feel free to call me
anytime I feel down. So one thing led to another and I called him
several times, seeing a fatherly figure in him, a figure I never
had.
A month later I had a problem with my laptop and he suggested
cleaning up the possible virus. I went to visit him in his flat.
We had a nice meal, and later he started to work on my computer.
Since he did not finish with it I suggested coming back the next
day, or when he finishes the job.

Somehow after that I started to visit him at least twice a week.
We became good friends and he never suggested anything improper.
One of the nites I confided him and told him about my ordeal and
rape, telling him that since that time I am terrified of men. 
He said that when I am ripe and ready, it will come back to me.
I said ok, but did not think too much about it.
 We used to go out to bars, restaurants or just for a stroll in
the evening breeze.
I used to visit him regularly, once   twice a week. 
In one occasion I reached his home and when I entered the
apartment a saw Jack half-sitting on the sofa, watching a blue
movie. He got up to greet me, kissed me slightly on my lips.
"Should  I off the DVD?" he asked me.
"No, it's ok, I never watched something like this before."

A girl was on her fours, sucking a huge dick in front of her,
another dick was plunging her deep from behind. They were in
unison, when one was in, the other was out. From the look on her
face, she was clearly enjoying this double fuck.

I sat on the sofa, next to Jack. He was gently caressing my lower
back and I loved his administrations. His hand found its way
under my top, touching my bare skin. 

The girl in the film stood up, and sat on the larger dick whose
owner was on his back. She was moving up and down on this pole,
her mouth wide open probably from pleasure. Her lover was playing
with her breast, kneading the nipples gently. Then the second guy
came to her front and pushed his dick deep in her throat. It went
in without difficulties, and I was wondering if I could do the
same. Now it was difficult for her to move up and down so she
concentrated on the dick in her mouth. I saw her tongue moving
over the dick's head, licking it, every time the guy was pulling
back

The hand of Jack opened my bra, and now he was caressing my whole
back. My top was halfway up when he started to caress my belly
too. Now he stopped watching the movie and was concentrating on
my body. He uncovered my breast, pushing up the bra. "Wooooow" I
heard him say when he saw my two beautiful boobs. I am very proud
of them. Although they are large, they stand up like two
rock-hard monuments. By now, my nipples were protruding forward
like two large cannons. When he touched them I shuddered with
pleasure. Of course Jack's next movement was to my breasts,
sucking-in the nearest nipple. I swear, I could feel my nipple
grow harder when his warm tongue started to play with it. 

The girl in the movie turned around and sat on the dick, this
time facing her lover. She bent down sucking his lips. The other
man got behind her and pushed his dick in her too. This was
something new to me, I did not know if he put his dick in her
pussy, stretching her wide open cunt with double penetration, or
maybe he pushed it in somewhere else. Anyhow she was not
complaining. On the contrary, her back was arching with every
fucking movement.

At this time my juices were flowing freely, I felt my panty
soaking wet. As if he new what I was thinking, Jack removed my
panties, one side first and then the other and I helped him,
wiggling my ass to get rid of them. 
He started to kiss my tights, between them, and my heart was
beating like a tam-tam drum. I was afraid what is going to happen
next, remembering my previous encounter.

I knew I did not have not the power or the willingness to resist
or to stop what we were doing now. I opened my legs wide, giving
access to my pussy. Jack did not hesitate and started kissing,
licking around my nether lips. An unknown feeling spread over my
body and I loved every moment of it.

When his warm tongue entered my pussy I almost screamed. Jack was
moving his tongue in and out, taking me to seventh heaven (or so
I thought).

The girl in the movie was licking her lips, smeared with some
white stuff, but the movie stopped to be of any importance to me
and I concentrated on my body. 

Jack took of my top and bra, and guided me to lie down on the
sofa. I was scared   not too much, mind you   but when he told me
to close my legs and keep them that way, I relaxed, not really
knowing what to expect.
He put his dick outside my pussy touching my clit. Plenty of
juice around it - my wetness, his saliva   then he started
fucking my clit, rubbing it with every movement.

It was very sweet and I enjoyed it tremendously. The same time we
were kissing and sucking each other tongue like two teenagers.
Jack was also kneading gently my left breast, while I was doing
the same with the right one.

The rubbing of my clit continued (later I discovered that Jack
did it on purpose, not wanting to enter my pussy at that time.)
I was high like I had never been before. I did not know what is
happening to me, but the warm feeling inside my body filled me
completely. I was not at my senses, but knew that something is
going to happen. 

Suddenly my body started to shake, my pussy spasmed. I was in
seventh heaven, this time really. I lost control totally and
started to scream: "I love it, I love iiiiiiit. Please fuck
meeeeeeeeeeee!!"
I opened my legs wide and guided Jack's dick inside my body. I
did not wait for him to enter me. I pushed myself over his dick,
engulfing him totally. From one orgasm I jumped immediately to
the next, this time higher, still shaking, squeezing Jack to me
very strongly.

Sometime during this I fainted or lost my consciousness, I don't
really know   and to tell the truth   I don't really care.

When I came to my senses Jack was on my body, his dick half hard
inside me. immediately I took his face in my hands, kissed his
lips and said:
"So this is what fucking is? This is what I missed all these
years? Thank you my love, thank you. I think, I need you to fuck
me for all those lost years."

"Yes my love, I will gladly oblige." He answered.




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