Message-ID: <61299asstr$1311210603@assm.asstr-mirror.org> X-Original-To: ckought69@hotmail.com Delivered-To: ckought69@hotmail.com X-Yahoo-Newman-Property: ymail-3 X-Yahoo-Newman-Id: 52877.22155.bm@omp1059.mail.sp2.yahoo.com X-Original-Message-ID: <1311106902.11060.YahooMailRC@web112911.mail.gq1.yahoo.com> From: Alex <wohnung_wien@yahoo.com> X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Tue, 19 Jul 2011 13:21:42 -0700 (PDT) Subject: {ASSM} FROM CHECHNYA WITH LOVE (MF, rom, slow, inter-cultural) X-Original-Subject: from chechnya with love Lines: 2480 Date: Wed, 20 Jul 2011 21:10:03 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2011/61299> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: newsman, dennyw <1st attachment, "from-chechnya-with-love.txt" begin> FROM CHECHNYA WITH LOVE (MF, rom, slow, inter-cultural) by Anonymus Preface To those of you who have little or no knowledge of Chechnya and its history this story might seem like a fairy tale or a fable that is full of unprecedented bravery, tragedy and distinguished heroism. Indeed one could be forgiven for believing this was a myth written by someone with an imaginative mind, yet it isn't. If you are not scared off by descriptions of warfare and bloodshed or offended by an erotic element I invite you to follow me into the land of the "Noxchii" as the Chechens call themselves. Brief History, Culture, Geography Chechnya is situated in the Caucasus about a thousand miles south of Moscow. It is surrounded by Dagestan in the east, Georgia and South Ossetia in the south, again Dagestan and Russia in the north, and North Ossetia in the west. Chechnya's size is barely a hundred miles from north to south and some sixt across. The Caucasus itself is a mountain range which divides Europe from Asia. The highest peaks in Europe are here, compared to which the Alps seem like the merest pimples. There are spectacular prospects which are made still more forbidding by the vertiginous steepness of the slopes and cliffs, dropping in places more than five thousand feet into icy torrents that seem to dissect the landscape into sheer blocks of stone. Stretching for 650 miles from the Caspian to the Black Sea, their average height is over 10,000 feet. The highest peak is Mount Elburz (18,481 feet). The region is one of the most complex ethno-religious regions in the world and has been a battle ground since the time of the Medes and Persians. Three millennia of more or less documented ethnic history of the Caucasus have been filled with virtually incessant wars fought between tribes, kingdoms, principalities, clans, fiefs, warlords, barons, bishops, highland communities and other groups. The very impenetrability of the Caucasus, and the difficulty of internal communication, has allowed countless different peoples and tribes to dwell here. More than 50 distinct ethnic groups can be found within this theater. The historian Pliny tells that the Romans employed a hundred and thirty-four interpreters in their dealings with the warlike Caucasian clans. All these nationalities used to preserve their languages, cultures, and their ethnic self-consciousness. And never in the history of the Caucasus has the stronger nation conquered the territory of a nation lesser in size. The mountainous region of modern day Chechnya reveals sites of early humans who lived there since prehistoric times. The harsh climate and impossible terrain have imposed an ascetic lifestyle on the inhabitants. In this isolated region they have remained ethnically the same for thousands of years and with some exceptions, their way of life didn't change during all the time. The best evidence of the region's isolation is the Chechen language (Nakh) which seems to be a linguistic fossil surviving from the Stone Age. It is considered one of the most difficult and oldest languages in the world. This tongue is unrelated to the other great language groups of Europe and Asia today and apparently descends from the language spoken before the invasion of the Indo-European mother tongue between 3,000 and 4,000 years ago. Its roots can be traced most closely to the ancient Mesopotamians with a cuneiform-style of writing evident on some of the stone inscriptions. Linguistic influences from invaders and traders over the centuries, including Mongolian and Arabic, are evident in many words. The language has a complicated grammar and peculiar sounds unlike any other Caucasian tongue. The territory of present Chechnya is composed of three distinct parts: mountains, piedmont and plain. However, the Chechens are not 'plain people' or plainsmen but mountaineers. Yet, little agriculture is possible on the dizzying slopes, and only on the highest plateaus can sheep be husbanded with any success. The economy of the mountains is based on breeding. The life in this zone is developed in high valleys. The breeding in the mountains is done in the framework of bi-annual migration and the pastures are divided into winter and summer pastures. The country is characterized by great forests, beautiful hills and desolate mountains. The Chechens even had regulations to protect old trees and most of the land was forest until the 19th century, when Russians destroyed big part of the woods in connection with their war efforts. Since ancient times the Chechens lived in small villages (auls) fortified with stone blockhouses and sheer walls to keep out bears, pumas, and wolves, as well as enemy tribes. Built in the most inaccessible positions atop needle-thin peaks, the only route to these stubborn hamlets lay along footpaths which clung to the cliff face, providing no place for rest, but only dizzying views of surrounding peaks, eagles circling far below and the glacier-riven heights. Each village had anywhere from 10-50 families. The village names typically ended in "-Aul" (fortress); if the village had been attacked, the name would end in "-Martan" (battlefield). Then, as now, everything centers around this village and the clan where elders rule. The clans (taips) consist of several villages with a common ancestor. The clans form strong units which defend homes, land and extended family. These clans are composed of several big families that, without exception, declare their common origin to be the same mythical ancestor. The clans share a common history, language, religion and culture, and have their own elder council, court of justice, cemetery, customs, traditions and laws. Each clan is self sufficient and self contained. The unity of clans, despite blood feuds, has traditionally been strong and remains strongest in the mountain regions. Women didn't have the right to participate in the life of the clan and they were deprived of the right to vote during the general meetings. Every clan had its name, received from its founder, occupied a territory, possessed an eponymous mountain, a tower, erected by the founder, its own divinity with a particular religious cult and a cemetery, reserved for members of the same clan. The clans had civilian chiefs (kh'alkhancha or tkh'amada) and military chiefs (biacha). The civilian chief chaired the Counsel of the Elders of the clan and managed daily life, whereas the military chief entered in his functions only during military operations. Membership was by election. These clans played an important role in the preservation of Chechen ethnos, which for example, created the forces to maintain the first Caucasus war, in the face of one of the strongest armies in the world, the Russian army. The ethnology proves that the clan organization didn't just appear from nowhere, but was formed during thousands of years in the course of history. There is a legend, saying that the first clan (about 20 people) formed and lived in the Nashkha area in the Caucasian mountains and from them other clans formed and came to the whole Chechen territory. These clans were called the "pure clans". And those clans, in which the members of other tribes have come from, were called the "impure clans". According to Chechen folklore members of the "pure clans" had stored, for thousands of years, a sacred relic, a huge copper boiler; on its sides was the ancient designation of names of the "impure clans". During the first Russian-Caucasian war, the preserved Chechen relic was sunk in the mountain lake, 'Kezen-Am', by Imam Shamil, the leader of the Caucasian tribes in order to consolidate the Chechen nation in their struggle against the Russian invasion. In all, there have been as many as 135 Chechen clans. All clans were obliged to write chronicles. These manuscripts were constantly rewritten depending on their physical conditions. They contained invaluable information on the history of the Chechen people. The elder of each clan was obligated to save these historical documents in a solemn secret. It was explained by the fact that the secrets of centuries can become the subject of a boast or quarrel between the Chechen groups. Use of these documents was admitted only by the judicial executors of a prime-power organization named 'Mekhk Khell' during the settlement of disputes between the ethnic groups. Sadly, a large number of these manuscripts were destroyed by the Russians when they deported the whole nation to Siberia and Kazakhstan. All clans are categorized by a specific tribe (tukum). There are 9 tribes among the Chechens. Legend has it that they all share a common family ancestry of 9 brothers. That is the reason for the 9 stars on the Chechen flag. Within each tribe are numerous clans, although tribes vary in size. Chechens are marked by extreme pride, fierce independence, and persistence of ancient traditions. Common to all Chechens is their love for freedom and emphasis on equality. Every Chechen considered himself first of all a freeman (uzden). "Come at liberty" is the oldest of the greetings in actual use in Chechnya. They have a particularly strong self-identity and people say their stubbornness is unlimited. They are the traditional leaders of the Caucasus. In their tribes (tukums), clans (taips) and villages (auls) the Chechens lived according to their own customary law (adat) which was in force until the twenty century in all mountain societies. The 'adats' included the 23 articles regulating the clans life in all spheres of life: inside the family, among members and in relations with members of another clan. Norms of behaviour in daily life were set and enforced very well in detail. For example, from his younger age a Chechen knew how it was necessary to speak with his wife inside the family and in presence of other people, how to speak with children, how to behave at home and outside, what to do when he met an adult or a young man, how to help an elder to climb up and to alight from horseback, how to behave and what to speak about with a guest, for whom to give a place on the right hand during the meal, how to be seated at table and how to eat at home and elsewhere. All these rules were observed by all members of the clan and supervised by elders or adults. Although supplanted officially by soviet laws the 'adats' continued to play a very important role in the internal relations of the Chechen society. Even at the Soviet time an important part of daily behavior's norms was systematically set by the 'adats' e.g. the woman's exclusion from the social life, the respect for the elders, the leading role of the clan's chief and the attachment to the historic lands. Chechen and in general Caucasian life was dominated by the blood-vendetta (kanli) which ensured that no wrong, however slight, could go unavenged by the relatives of a victim. Tales abound in the Chechen epic literature of centuries-long conflicts which began with the simple theft of a chicken, and ended with the death of an entire clan. The vendetta is explained very well in the customary law (adat) according to which the council of elders of the clan met every time after the death of a member, to take the decision to avenge the victim. Generally, only close relatives and members of the family of the dead had the right to take part in the vendetta, whereas all the members of the clan discredited the murderer. During the Soviet Union the murderer was pursued on the whole territory of the Soviet Union. Often, neutral clans acted as intermediaries to settle the conflict. And even today this blood feud continues to be in force in the remote regions of the Caucasus. An interesting set of circumstances existed in the entire Caucasus for centuries. There weren't any boundaries. It simply was not necessary. Unlike Slavs, Asians or Europeans, there was a code of hospitality and respect regarding boundaries. If an Avar from Daghestan wanted to cross onto land owned by Chechen people, the Chechens would allow it. And vice versa. When foreign invaders would try to conquer the Caucasus, many tribes would come together to protect their homelands. Boundaries of what makes up the land of the Chechens were undefined and unclear until the nineteenth century. It was not until Soviet rule that borders were defined. Stalin's order to erase Chechen boundaries from maps during the deportation of the nation to Siberia and Kazakhstan has left the actual modern-day boundaries unclear. Further more Stalin also transferred a lot of Chechen territory to the Georgians and other peoples. Today, boundary disputes continue as the Chechen people try to recapture what was once their traditional land. Chechnya was and is a society of military democracy. This means that Chechnya never had any kings, khans, barons or princes of their own. There was no land-tied serfdom or feudalism. They lived as people unaware of class distinctions; they had never experienced either class antagonism or despotic government. Chechens thought they were all equal; in fact, legal equality was an ancient law in their society. Thus foreign invaders who would usually give grants and lure the local elite over to its side were stuck in the case of Chechnya. In consequence foreign invaders (especially Russia) were forced to create a local pro-invader upper class which was seldom successfully. Chechnya if it was ever governed at all as a distinct entity, it was done by a council of elders on the basis of consensus. But like any other military democracy, such as the Iroquois in America or the Zulu in southern Africa, Chechens retained an institution of a supreme military chief. In peacetime, that chief had no power at all. However, in time of danger, when confronted with aggression, the rival clans would unite and elect a military leader. The traditional Chechen culture of personal contact is based on the principal of equality for all people; on the basis, that nobody should use or underline his superiority. The ancient Chechen wisdom says that if you are a rider, you could possibly lose your horse in time, but if you are on foot, you can possibly become a horse rider tomorrow. Another characteristic of Chechens is that they have no sense of fatality. This compared with their traditional belligerence made them tough enough to resist all foreign invaders. A shocked Russian acquaintance of me once said, "Chechens don't fear death nor pain; they are worse than animals." Chechens have constantly fought against foreign rule and they were often overrun but never really conquered. According to tradition, the Chechen man must restrain himself from expressing his sorrow or joy. They are convinced that mourning shouldn't be expressed openly. As the Chechens believe, your today's sorrow could be a repeat of yesterday's sorrow of others. It is possible, that tomorrow you'll face an even deeper sorrow, and today's sorrow will seem to you only like a child's play. Fighting and resistance against foreign invaders are national virtues for Chechens. All male Chechens have, since times immemorial, been brought up as protectors and trained to bear arms. Since warfare was constant, as was the training for it; and young men prided themselves in their horsemanship, wrestling, and sharpshooting. This strong military culture makes much of the population willing to engage in warfare. Their prestige rests not on riches or knowledge, and not even their belonging to a certain clan, but above all on personal military valiance. Even small children are allowed and even encouraged to play with weapons. Their ultimate goal is to become strong warriors like their fathers and grand-fathers. One could say fighting is in the Chechen blood. They have an unquenchable desire for freedom and any attempt to impose a totalitarian rule on them cause's automatically natural resistance. Here lies the reason why that small lease of Chechen land till now did not surrender, whatever weapon was used to this purpose. The traditional Chechen culture attaches great importance to music. With the sounds of music, the Chechen people cured illnesses, expressed the words of love and hate, reconciled and embroiled, and told the mysteries of life. For example, the use of 'Chungur' (a sort of string musical instrument) was associated with crop production: This instrument was played in the field in order to speed the growth of the grain crop and during the sheep's mating season. The singers and chungur players were a highly respected group in Chechen society. Speaking about the musical instruments, one must tell the legend about the terrible devastator of Chechnya, Timur. When the battle of the day was over, Timur asked his commanders: "Have you taken away their 'pondar'?" (A musical string instrument) The answer was negative. Then he said: "If you haven't taken away the 'pondar,' you only destroyed their army, but you didn't subjugate them. So we must make them our allies. I welcome them, and I wish as a sign of my respect to their steadfastness and for their edification, to grant them my sabre, which I haven't given to anyone yet." His men didn't find the fighting men; they were all killed. They brought the storyteller, who was prohibited from taking part in the battle and had to observe from a distance, so that he could tell the story to the future generation. The storyteller, Illancha, took the sabre of the Iron Lame and gave it to nine pregnant women, who passed it on to nine young boys. Later, Timur ordered freedom for all the Chechen prisoners. The Chechen elders told that this sabre, together with other presents and many Chechen relics were saved up until February, 1944, when the Chechen people were robbed of all their possessions during Stalin's deportation. The main part of the Chechen treasures was taken to Moscow. Except for the Arab missionaries who began converting the Chechens to Islam about the year 1000 Chechens had scant contact with the rest of the world. Yet, Muslims have never conquered the Caucasus, even the Sahaba, who swept before them the legions of Byzantium and Persia, stopped short at these forbidding cliffs while the Muslims of neighbouring Iran regarded it with terror, believing that the Shah of all the Jinn had his capital amid its snowy peaks. Archaeological evidence and modern day practices suggest that their religion was based on cycles of nature and astronomy, with many gods and complex rituals. For centuries, its people continued in their pagan beliefs like many ancient cultures and civilizations. However, Islam was slowly introduced over a period of centuries. Where Muslim armies could not penetrate, peaceful Muslim missionaries slowly ventured. Many achieved martyrdom at the hands of the wild, native tribesmen, but slowly the remote valleys and even the high villages converted to the new religion. Some tribes adopted Islam earlier than others, while some tribes emphasized their traditional way of life. Today they are predominantly Sunni Muslims. However, only that traveller, who spends a significant period in the mountains of Chechnya, can understand the Chechen character and their religion. Russo-Chechen Relations In the fifteenth century the Ottoman Empire extended its sphere of influence over the western half of the entire Caucasus while Persia extended its sphere over the eastern half. Yet, the Chechens were left alone for the most part. In the sixteenth century, Russia's annexation of the Tartar Khanate's capital of Astrakhan marked the beginning of their interest in the Caucasus. In consequence, Russia, the Ottoman Empire and Persia began to vie for the area for strategic and trade reasons. The very first documents on contacts between the Russians and the Chechens date back to the early sixteenth century. At that time, the Russians did not know the word "Chechen", and called them differently; one of the names was "Shibuts people." The term "Chechen" was coined by the Russians after the name of the village Chechen-aul where they first encountered them. The word 'Chechen' is derived from the Turkish term for "ungovernable." At the beginning of the seventeenth century the Czar launched a series of major military campaigns to control territories of modern day Chechnya. Using the Cossacks north of the Terek River, they tried to gain a foothold in the North Caucasus. They were interested in this region as a military and trade route to Persian territories. But they were defeated by locals and Ottoman Turks, and abandoned all their forts. In the eighteenth century Peter the Great decided to conquer the Caspian basin region, which had been under Persian control, for its natural riches and strategic location as a trade route. He transported a large army across the Sea to the coast of Daghestan. Yet, he could not defeat the Chechens. Russian expansion in the Caucasus was renewed under Catherine II. However, in the fast and dark forests, the Chechens were fighting on their own ground. Shooting from the branches of the giant beech trees, constructing traps and pitfalls for the stoical but disoriented Russians, they methodically picked off the enemy officers, and captured many of the bewildered foot-soldiers. In this twilight world of vast beech trees and tangled undergrowth, the lumbering Russian column, led by priests bearing icons and huge crosses, and burdened with oxcarts carrying five-foot samovars and cases of champagne for the officers, found itself slowly eroded and scattered. At the beginning of the nineteenth century Czar Aleksandr I instructed his chief commander: "Carry on the war with the mountain people as before: maintain proper vigilance to repel their outrages, but keep punishment commensurate with their crimes, because war is their way of life." And the Russian chief commander wrote: "The Chechen are a people that, by reason of ferocious inclinations, can never remain quiet and on the contrary renew at the first opportunity insolent hostile actions. The only way to stop them from committing [these actions] is either to wipe them out entirely, in sacrificing a considerable part of Russian troops, or to seize the plain that they need for breeding or agriculture." Soon General Yermolov, the Russian hero of the Napoleonic wars, was appointed head of military in the Caucasus. He said of the hechens: "Freedom is their God and war is their love. They repay good for good and blood for blood." He built a series of forts and linked them, trying to shut off the conquered areas. One of these forts was Fort Grozny, which means 'terrible' or 'fearsome' in Russian. Later this fort evolved into a town and eventually became the capital of Chechnya. From there on, Yermolov carried out a campaign of terror: he burned villages, murdered civilians including women and children, cut down vast forests, tried to rid of the livestock and crops of those Chechens who lived along the plains and foothills and he forbade them any contact with the mountain Chechens. The Russian strategy was to starve the mountain Chechens by cutting off the flow of foodstuffs from the fertile lowland areas. In one fight, when the Russians were unable to dislodge a group of Chechens barricaded in row of huts, they set them afire, and then invited the Chechens to give themselves up. Not until the buildings were blazing briskly did a lone Chechen emerge, black from the smoke, bearing a white flag. He told the Russians that he and his comrades preferred death to surrender, but had one request: Would the Russians kindly inform their families that they had died bravely? He then turned and strode back into the flames. While fighting the Russians the Chechens often sang chants; the most familiar to the Russians was the Death Song, heard when a Russian victory seemed imminent and the Chechens tied themselves to each other, and prepared to fight to the end. The Czar heard about the brutalities of Yermolov's campaign. Yet, Yermolov justified his campaigns by informing the Czar that the Chechens were barbarians and bandits which had to be destroyed. And he added: "Gentleness is a sign of weakness in the eyes of Asians [...] and I'm inexorably severe. The execution of a mountaineer saves the lives of hundreds of Russians and prevents thousands of Moslems from betrayal." It appears that the general took pride in the fact that the Chechen mothers invoked his name to scare their disobedient children. Although the ruthless use of force by Yermolov and other talented generals ensured some military triumphs to Russia these victories did not subjugate the Chechens. In fact the only result was to arouse a universal desire for revenge among them and to unite them. A Russian historian described the Chechen people, as the "most rebellious" and said: "The Chechen men and women are a very handsome nation. They are tall, very slender, their faces are expressive, especially the eyes; their motions are quick and adroit; their characters are impressionable, cheerful and humorous, they are called "the Caucasus Frenchmen", but at the same time, they are suspicious, hot tempered, perfidious, crafty and vindictive. While striving for their aims they use all possible means. But the Chechen people are indomitable, of great endurance, brave in the attack, defiant and pursuit. They are very rare among the mountain knights of the Caucasus, and they are proud of their character, choosing the wolf for their ideal symbol among all animals." The Russians realized that their enemy could only be defeated on open ground. Thus they deputed a hundred thousand men to cut down the great beech trees of the region. Some were so vast that axes were inadequate, and explosives had to be used instead. The Chechens could only watch from the secure heights as their forests slowly disappeared. At that time, the Russian made huge military campaigns against the Ottoman Turks to the west and the Persians to the south, bringing nearly all the Transcaucasus under their control. The exceptions, which remained independent territories, were mountainous Chechnya, Ingushetia, Daghestan, and Circassian-Abkhazia. Georges Dumezil described the life of the Caucasus peoples as followed: "The raids practiced, the boisterous activity of young men constantly on horseback, the mortal risks of daily life in the auls (mountain villages) or villages, the moral based on rich archaic legends and maintained by songs of praise and on mockery have exalted everywhere the liking for excentric and paradoxical behaviors. All that, added to the economic conditions, doesn't favour mountaineers seeking prestige in paraded and stabilized wealth, or in the luxury of dwellings: they offer enormous feasts, perpetual hospitality, a generous munificence indeed without limit, they are brave in fighting and speak skillfully about the quality of arms and about the beauty of horses (and wives) to satisfy all the appearance-consciousness of the great men. While the Caucasus remained isolated, this ideal, exactly realized, could maintain. The anarchy got on well with the independence." And Daniel Zimmermann wrote in the book, "Alexandre Dumas the Great", using the recollections of the French writer himself who visited the Caucasus at that time: "What is the cost of human life amidst that wild nature? A handful of coins, at the best. On the way to Chervlennaya, Aleksandr's convoy was attacked by a small group of Chechens. The Cossacks rushed at them. All Chechens retreated, with the exception of one abrek, who had pledged never to run away. The abrek offered a duel. Aleksandr's unconquerable inquisitiveness makes him promise 20 roubles to the one who takes up the challenge. A Cossack sends his horse galloping. He and the abrek exchange shots and take out their sabers, and the abrek holds the Cossack's head aloft, challenging anyone else to continue the duel. Another Cossack, who was smoking a pipe, inhales for the last time, throws his pipe away, and rushes at the abrek. His rifle on his shoulder, he fires but there is only a little smoke, as if the fuse is burning. The abrek approaches, he fires, but the Cossack manoeuvres and shoots again. The abrek falls down. The Cossack cuts off his head. His comrades undress the body. The victor is asked how he managed to shoot twice from a single-barrel rifle. It turns out he exhaled the first smoke." The Chechens were always incredibly tough fighters who gave no quarter and asked none. Several times, when a Chechen village was hopelessly surrounded by Russians, the Chechens cut the throats of their wives and their children before shooting themselves, rather than let them be taken prisoner. As Lesley Blanch aptly described in his book "Sabres of Paradies": "Vengeance was their credo, and violence was their climate." During the nineteenth century there lived one native man, an Imam called Shamil who strived to convert the still semi-pagan mountain Chechens into orthodox Muslims. He tried to stop the use of tobacco and drinking, as well as rid of the old adats (customary law). Imam Shamil rallied most of the Caucasian tribes under his banners to fight the Russians. Yet, the Russians were determined to conquer the last two remaining regions of the Caucasus: the Circassian region to the west and the Chechen-Dagestan region to the east. The war which followed between Shamil and the Russians in the is known as the First Caucasian War. Shamil quickly realized the impossibility of winning pitched battles against the large and well-equipped Russian army, and the need for sophisticated techniques for dividing the enemy and luring him into remote mountains and forests, there to be dispatched by quick, elusive guerilla attacks. The Czar dispatched nearly 200,000 soldiers to fight in the Caucasus which was the second largest military campaign after Russia's Napoleonic war. On the contrary Shamil's men, at their height, never numbered more than 28,000, yet he was able to resist for 38 years. An early Russian dissident, Ivan Golovin, wrote from his French exile in 1845: "The war in the Caucasus is under prevalent circumstances a truly fruitless war and the stubbornness, with which the Russian government insists on its continuation, will have nothing but useless bloodshed and increased hate as its consequence, and make every lasting rapprochement impossible. Russia should, first of all, declare war on its own officials who are its greatest enemies, and who, after calling forth the quarrel themselves, make it in its continuance pernicious, by robbing and stealing without mercy. They sacrifice the interest of the country to their own interests and sell enemies even weapons and gunpowder. They conceal the number of the killed ones..." In 1852, Leo Tolstoy, then a young Russian officer serving in the Caucasus war, described the attitude of Chechen villagers whose homes had just been destroyed by czarist soldiers, he could just as easily have been describing 1995: "No one spoke of hatred for the Russians. The feeling which all Chechens felt, both young and old, was stronger than hatred. It was not hatred but a refusal to recognize these Russian dogs as people and such a revulsion, disgust and bewilderment at the senseless cruelty of these beings, that the desire to destroy them, like a desire to destroy rats, poisonous spiders and wolves, was as natural as the instinct of self-preservation." It is recorded that during that era no Chechen girl would consent to marry a man unless he had killed at least one Russian. On the other hand, the Russian General Neidhardt, promised to exchange Shamyl's head for its weight in gold to anyone who could capture him, yet this bounty was in vain. The Caucasian war finally ended when the active Russian army in the Caucasus was increased to 300,000 men. In the summer of that year the new supreme commander Prince Bariatinskii, had at his disposal a large concentration of fresh forces and modern military technology which enabled him to defeat Shamils army. In the last battle Shamyl retreated to the most inaccessible aoul of Gounib. Here, with three hundred devoted fighters, he determined to make a last stand. The Russians were driven back time and again but finally, after Beriatinsky's threat to slaughter his entire family if he was not captured alive, Shamil agreed to lay down his arms. He was taken prisoner and sent to the court of Czar Aleksandr II, who had distinguished himself as a young officer in the Caucasian War. The Russian emperor was gracious in settling the Imam comfortably in Kaluga and granting him a considerable remuneration. Shortly before his death Shamil asked to be allowed to make his pilgrimage for Mecca which was allowed; Shamil died in Mecca and was buried there. Historians have written that the Chechens suffered the most during the Caucasian War of all ethnic groups, losing half of their population and their entire economy. According to historian Volkova there were only 116,000 Chechen people left and most of them were cripples, whose symbol of recalcitrance was the famous commander Beno, who had one leg, one arm and one eye and continued the resistance for another two years. The Russians, fearing new revolts in the Caucasus decided to exile large groups of Chechens, Daghestanis, Ossetians and Cherkess to Turkey. Russia deported nearly 500,000 North Caucasians to Turkey. The procedure was harsh and there were many victims. After the First Caucasian War the Chechen 'volcano' went to a short sleep although small eruptions did happen now and then. Just a couple of years later a revolt flared up. The ceaseless efforts of fifty years and the immense sacrifice made by Russia to subdue the North Caucasus seemed to be reduced to naught. Yet, an immense concentration of military force in this small territory could quell the uprising after a year of warfare. The leaders of the revolt Ali-Bek Haji, aged twenty-three, and Uma Zumsoevski, aged seventy, were court-martialled. The presiding general asked if they considered themselves guilty under the laws of the Russian empire. Ali-Bek Haji replied: "It is only before God and the Chechen people that we consider ourselves guilty because, in spite of all the sacrifices, we were not able to reconquer the freedom that God gave us!" They were sentenced to death by hanging. Before the execution the condemned were allowed to express their last wish. Uma Zumsoevski said: "It is hard for an old wolf to witness the slaughter of his puppy. I ask to be hanged before my son." But the Czar's court wouldn't grant this favour to the old man. The struggle of the Mountaineers for freedom and independence became an issue in philosophical debates in Europe. Marx and Engels wrote in their famous Communist Manifesto: "People of Europe! Learn to fight for freedom and independence from the heroic example of the Caucasian Mountaineers." And the celebrated Russian writers Alexander Pushkin, Leo Tolstoy and Michael Lermontov who had visited the Caucasus immortalized the land in their literature, while condemning the cruel and inhumane methods of their fellow people. However the ordinary Russian people were ever since brainwashed into believing that the Chechens were barbaric and dangerous and had to be destroyed to insure the safety of the Russian people. Likewise the communist rulers depicted the Chechens as untrustworthy and as agents of the capitalist west trying to destabilize the communist empire. Ever since their forced annexation to the Russian empire the Chechens have never willingly accepted Russian rule. There was a more of less continual resistance movement of Chechens against Russian domination. Rebellions would characteristically flame up whenever the Russian state faced a period of internal uncertainty. At the end of the nineteenth century oil was found in Chechnya. Russians sent in thousands of oil workers to drill it. Oil refineries sprang up yet the Chechens remained excluded from the oil extraction industry activities. The Chechens and the whole North Caucasus declared independence when the central power was weakened by the 1917 revolution and the ensuing Civil War between the Bolshevik 'Reds' (later Soviets) and Czarist 'Whites.' Each party vied for power and control in the Caucasus. The "White" armies invaded Chechnya and fought a brutal war which they eventually lost. Soon after the Czarists were defeated, the Red Army entered Chechnya and a new rebellion erupted, this time against the Bolsheviks. This revolt was led by great grandson of Imam Shamil, Said-Bek. Stalin personally met with the heads of the North Caucasus and offered amnesty to all in the Said-Bek rebellion if they would recognize the Bolshevik government. The Chechens accepted on condition that sharia would be officially accepted as constitutional law and that Soviets would not intervene in internal affairs of mountain peoples. Stalin accepted the conditions. Yet shortly afterwards the Soviets changed their mind and brought troops to Chechnya and tried to break up the Mountain Republic in which they finally succeeded. A brief period of relative tranquility was cut short by the introduction of the collectivization campaign. Socially, economically and psychologically the Chechens were the least prepared among the population of the Soviet Union to face the onslaught of compulsory collectivization. When the Soviets started to seize possessions that were to be turned over to the 'kolkhoz' the whole of Chechnya exploded and rose as one. Chechens wanted their land back, as well as traditions and religious practices which were promised by Stalin. Soon regular detachments of the Red Army began to arrive in Chechnya. The insurgent centers were conquered but the losses of the Red Army were heavy. It was only with great pains and suffering that Soviet power was established there. Yet, resistance continued throughout the whole Soviet era. During World War II the Chechens again rose up against Soviet rule, which prompted Stalin to deport the entire nation to Siberia and Kazakhstan, resulting in the estimated death of half of the population. Yet, their pride and the dream of freedom were impossible to be vanquished by the ruthless atrocity of communism. Even in the Gulag cams (like concentration camps of the Nazis) the Chechens never submitted to tyranny; they were any time more ready to face death than slavery. The Russian dissident and Literary Nobel Prize winner Alexander Solzhenitsyn witnessed the Chechens in the Gulag camps where he too was detained. He wrote in his book "The Gulag Archipelago": "But there was one nation, who didn't yield to psychology of obedience, - not lone persons, not insurgents, but the whole nation. They are the Chechen people..." The Chechens spent more than a decade in isolated work camps in Siberia and Kazakhstan while Stalin ordered the removal of all references to the Chechen nation from maps, history books and more. After Stalin's death during the de-Stalinization under Nikita Khrushchev the Chechens were eventually proclaimed 'rehabilitated' and finally allowed to return to their homeland albeit some were not granted this permission before the 70's and 80's. When they returned they found that their land had been 'russified' - hundreds of thousands of Russian farmers had been brought in to work the land during their absence and had become permanent residents. They had moved to houses owned by Chechens, and had taken their land. The Soviets had also destroyed Chechen national monuments such as ancient watchtowers and tombstones as well as their churches. The Chechens had to build their existence from the scratch on. But even during these dark years of Stalinism, their homeland was never destroyed entirely. The mysterious Highland was the only land that stayed untouched by the Russian invaders, hiding many secrets and holy places known in ancient tales. Throughout the Soviet era, a small part of the Chechens, who had managed to hide in the mountains, had guarded the Highlands and their sacraments. The Russians were afraid of the many avengers guarding these Highlands, and the desolate mountain nature protected this land from the Soviets. In this contradiction-ridden area, the iron rule of the communist regime maintained just for barely 70 years a shaky, forced and superficial peace. Historians argue that no people anywhere on earth fought so long or hard against tyranny and colonialism as the Chechens - and none has suffered so much. The collapse of the Soviet Union gave rise to a new independence movement. The Chechens held elections which were won by a Chechen of great renown, Dzhokhar Dudaev, a former Soviet Air Force General who became famous when he ignored communist orders to attack Estonia at the end of the Soviet era. After his election as President he proclaimed Chechnya's independence. However the only nations to recognize Chechnya's declaration of independence were little Estonia and Afghanistan, both of which know full well the terror of Russian occupation. While western nations recognized the other newly declared nations that had been Soviets because they had been occupied by the Soviet Union, Chechnya was denied recognition as it had already been occupied by the Czars. As expected the Russians didn't recognize Chechen independence. They had two important reasons for not granting the Chechens their beloved independence. First, Chechnya lies at a major chokepoint in the oil-infrastructure of Russia and hence would hurt the country's economy and control of oil resources. Second, other ethnic groups inside Russia - there are dozens of ethnic groups in Russia - could join the Chechens and strive to secede from Russia as well. However some cynics theory is that the Russian President was just looking for a 'victorious little war' to boost his poll standings, or that it was a falling out of organized crime syndicats with men in the highest ranks of both countries, or even that it was a kind of slow-motion coup by the Russian military against the nominally democratic government. The Chechens argued that Russia needs to control non-Russian populations because virtually all of the natural wealth in the Russian Federation is in non-Russian territories, like the oil of them. They think that Russia is only following the policy of the old Czars that the peoples and nations of the Empire have no right to self-determination or independence and that to declare their sovereignty is to risk war with Moscow. After the declaration of Chechen independence Russian hardliners vowed to "exterminate the Chechen bandits." The governor of Kursk, Alexandr Rutskoi said: "In a week Grozny and the whole of Chechnya should be turned into a Gobi desert." The minister for defence, Pavel Grachev, an Afghanistan veteran, stated that he could capture Grozny with "one airborne regiment within two hours." And the supreme commander of the Russian forces in the Caucasus, Vladimir Kazantsiev declared: "I am capable of finishing the whole issue in one week and I am ready to wipe out everything in Chechnya with bombs." No one in the Kremlin apparently had an end state in mind or conceived a conflict resolution or termination strategy. The war planners ignored experience of Russia's annexation of the Caucasus, neglected historical, cultural and religious peculiarities characteristic to Chechens: their traditional belligerency, hostility to any supreme authority, defiance of death in combat, tight bonds of blood relationship, strong tradition of vendetta, and so forth. On December 11, 1994, Russian armed forces invaded Chechnya in a three-pronged attack, from north, west, and south. The Russians considered President Dudaev and his army as a criminal, disorganized gang of rebels, who would be intimidated at the first sign of a Russian tank. Yet, when the Russian Army advanced through the neighboring provinces towards Chechnya they were already attacked by local tribes. They hadn't yet set foot on Chechen territory. When they entered Chechnya they found most rises and bends in roads turned into fortresses, bridges closed off with reinforced concrete blocs, and some bridges mined. Local inhabitants passed along Russian troop locations and actions via ham radios. Initial skirmishes took place and snipers fired at the columns. The Chechen Foreign Minister Shamsedin Yusef said: "They cannot kill every Chechen. There are one million of us and every one of us will fight." The supreme commander of the Chechens, Aslan Maskhadov declared: "Our salvation is in fighting, and we will fight to the end. The whole world should know that the Chechens will emerge from this war victorious." And his field commander Shamyl Basayev stated: "We want to prove to the world and the Russians that despite the size, power or technology of any enemy, there is no way they could defeat the people of belief, principal and land." The Chechens defense strategy focused on the capital Grozny and the area approximately 15-20 miles out of the capital. Here Chechen fighters offered real resistance, to include Grad (MLRS) rocket attacks and offensive assaults on Russian positions. However, they had no helicopters, tanks, planes or heavy artillery. Still the Russian army needed weeks to fight down Chechen resistance in the area surrounding Grozny. Before the main attack on Grozny, Russian SU-25, SU-27, Mig-31 jets attacked the city, destroying all infrastructure; strangely that included schools, hospitals, orphanages, libraries, and the university. During the war the Russian Air Force was continuously in the air bombing the whole Chechen territory. The Russian military commanders offered a blunt ultimatum to the tens of thousands of civilians - mainly elderly and disabled people - who remained in Grozny: "There will be no more talks. Everyone who fails to leave the city will be destroyed." Although relentless bombing by Russian planes had made it almost impossible for refugees to leave Grozny safely, Russian commanders warned that "those staying in the city will be regarded as terrorists and bandits." In Grozny, the large Russian army of 50,000 men faced about 5,000 lightly armed Chechen fighters of whom only a small minority were considered well-trained soldiers. Yet the Chechen defenders had put up firm resistance in the capital with their main stronghold being the Presidential Palace - a large, concrete structure built in Soviet times as the local Communist Party of the Soviet Union headquarters, including a blast shelter underneath. The fierce battle for the Chechen capital which followed between Russia's finest, it's airborne and marines and the chiselled, wily, and experienced Chechen fighters shocked the whole world and even the hard-boiled Russians. A western elite soldier described it as followed: "I've been a combat soldier and have covered 12 high-intensity wars from the front, but I have never seen anything that equals the heroism and boundless courage of the Chechen mujahedin. For the past four months, 5,000 lightly-armed Chechen warriors fighting on flat, open terrain that favours air, armour and artillery, have held off 50,000 Russian troops, backed by regiments of heavy guns and rockets, helicopter gunships, ground attack aircraft, and thousands of tanks and armoured vehicles. Chechen mujahedin, most without any formal military training, have no heavy weapons and are chronically short of radios, anti-tank rockets and even small-arms ammunition. There is almost no medicine or morphine for their wounded, and no shelter from massive Russian bombardment that includes banned fuel-air explosives, toxic gas and napalm." Grozny was more or less obliterated by massive bombing; its streets were a wasteland of bombed-out buildings and huge piles of rubble. Within twenty days, the Russians had dropped more artillery shells than had fallen on the besieged city of Sarajevo in two years. Military observers noted that the battle for Grozny was the heaviest artillery bombardment on a popoluation center since the fall of Berlin in World War II and that the destruction was even worse than in Stalingrad. The American journalist Owen Matthews wrote: "Wherever you are in Chechnya, you can hear the distant thunder of the bombardment of Grozny. The percussion of the falling bombs shakes the whole devastated land, as though Chechnya has become a giant drum reverberating to the sound of a punishing beating being meted out by its new masters." Another war journalist, Scott Anderson described the artillery bombardment as following: "After a time it no longer even seems like a sound but like something animate. It travels trough the ground, and you first feel the ache in your knees, then in your upper chest, and before long you can start imagining that it is inside you and will not leave. I wonder if this is why people go mad during bombardments; not the fear of a quick death, of a shell finding you, but the fear of a slow one, the sense that the constant thrumming through your body is inflicting violence from within." Chechens were fighting to the death against impossible odds, defending every ruined building and mined street while some 40,000 civilians cowered in cellars under non-stop Russian shelling. The Chechen President, his deputy, and the supreme commander held out inside the Presidential Palace for almost two months under massive shelling and only 150 feet away from the Russian tanks which blockaded the area. The black fog from burning oil refineries mixed with the dust of collapsing buildings as shells rained down at a rate of one per second. With any venture outside almost a suicidal risk, many residents simply huddled in basements until they slowly starved or froze to death. No one knows how many exactely died for so intense was the bombardment that many victims were simply obliterated buried beneath leveled buildings, or consumed by packs of dogs that roamed the shattered streets. During the ferocious battle an English journalist made it through heavy fighting to Chechen supreme commander Aslan Maskhadov in his headquarter. When asked about the fight the Chechen defender said: "I can only wonder at the strength with which my men fight. The Russians attack us with planes, then artillery, then tanks, leveling the houses before them. Yet still my men emerge from the rubble to fight on. But we cannot match the Russian weaponry, and we will have to fight a different type of war. All we can do is fight on, to show that not only that we want our independence, but that we are willing to die for it." When asked about his personal feelings he added: "The worst thing is to lose your friends: nineteen of mine have died here. The next worst thing is when some men start to panic under fire. I did not go to Russia to fight the Russians. I am fighting in my country, for my country: for my village, my people, and my God." The elite of the Chechen forces was the 'Abkhaz' battalion, a group of five hundred reckless fighters led by Commander Shamyl Basayev who had already fought the Russians in Abkhazia (Georgia) and Nagorno-Karabkh (Azerbaijan). The French war photographer Patrick Chauvel, who accompanied these daunting warriors said: "As soon as they went in all hell would let loose, the fight would suddenly escalate. They were like firemen. Then they would move to the other place." Yet despite the cruel war, Chechen defenders did not react with the same cruelty against the captured low grade Russian soldiers. All foreign observers, paid particular attention to the noble attitudes of the Chechen fighters towards the defeated enemy prisoners and wounded Russian soldiers. The most amazing thing was that they were often released to Russian mothers without any conditions or ransom. It seemed that the Chechen mujahedin released them out of pity knowing that they were ill-fated pawns in the murderous war game of the Kremlin. After months of savage fighting there emerged what seemed to be a final message from the Chechen defenders out of the burning ruins of besieged Grozny: "At a time when the world has left us entirely, we ask Muslims around the world not to forget the ordeal of their brothers in Chechnya fighting the jihad (holy war) against Russian oppression." Yet only a handful of Muslim fighters came to support their Chechen brothers. The Muslim world in general failed to recognize their suffering. The Islamic countries didn't ask Moscow officially to stop its massive military assault on the small republic because no one dared to anger Moscow by supporting tiny Chechnya. Actually important Muslim nations - like Egypt, Malaysia, and Iran - were negotiating arms and aircraft deals with Russia. Except for this small number of foreign fighters (the most famous was Khattab who was killed by Russia's secret service with a poisoned letter) there was virtually no one to stand by the Chechens. The UN didn't interfere and even the Red Cross left Chechnya after more of their workers had been murdered than in any other war zone in the international organization's hundred- and-thirty-seven-year history. The western countries response to the war had been shameful and hypocritical. They basically argued that this was an "internal matter" of Russia. Worse, western loans of the IMF for the corrupt economy of Russia made it possible for them to pay the costs of the war. The world seemed to watch silently as Russia, which knew neither shame nor mercy crushed the life out of this tiny but heroic people who refused to bend their knees to Moscow's rule. Nonetheless the whole world wondered why the third largest army of the world (1.7 million) was struggling for months to take a single, small city? Why they couldn't defeat a few thousand guerrillas who had no tanks, planes or heavy artillery? Why the tattered flag of rebel Chechnya still remained atop the Presidental Palace, as a taunting symbol of their unyielding defiance. Soon the Russian forces launched a massive air and artillery attack; by Chechen estimation, a rocket was hitting the palace at a rate of one per second. Sukhoi Su-25 fighter aircraft dropped two bunker busters into the Palace. The bombs fell through all 11 floors and fell into the reinforced bunker below the building; one landed 20 meters from the HQ of General Maskhadov, miraculously not exploding. However, in the end overwhelming Russian numbers and firepower eventually prevailed albeit they paid a high price, - about four Russians were killed for one Chechen. The Russian army had lost more tanks in the battle for Grozny than in the battle for Berlin, 1945. After several months of intense house to house fighting the Russian military was finally able to occupy Grozny and raise the Russian flag over the burned out shell of the Presidential Palace. The commander of the Russian Rapid Reaction Unit (SOBR) said: "They fought like lions." The entire world could clearly see that the Chechens hated to surrender to the great power that humiliated them over centuries. However the war was not over. The Chechen fighters had retreated to the mountainous regions of their home country taking the war with them. President Dzhokhar Dudaev, whose fighters were backed by no outside force vowed to continue to resist Russian occupation until the bitter end. Outnumbered 20-1, the Chechens' defense of mountain passes vividly recalled the 300 Spartans at Thermopylae. The principle means of the Russians were massive, indiscriminate bombardment, massive mobilization of troops to enter towns and villages after air raids and ground bombardment and collective punishment to the Chechen civilians when collaboration with the Chechen fighters was suspected. The Chechens on the other hand installed suicide battalions in which even women conducted kamikaze style attacks on Russian military facilities as well as hostages e.g. Moscow theatre, Budyonnovsk hospital and the Beslan school siege. For centuries of fighting, women have always been a part of the resistance and Chechen folklore is full of songs and stories about various heroic acts by Chechen women. This war was no difference; more than one war widow has blown herself up taking some Russians with them into their grave. The journalist Anna Politkovskaya interviewed one Chechen hostage-taker in the Moscow theatre before the Russians discharged gas into the auditorium killing most of the hostages-takers and their hostages. The man named Abubaker told her: "We don't want anything; we do not intend to survive. We don't need it. We have come to die. And we are going to die in battle." In the course of the war the Russians killed hundred thousand Chechens, razed much of the small country and scattered 17 million anti-personnel land mines across the tiny nation. Anti-insurgent techniques perfected in Afghanistan, where the Soviets slaughtered 1.5 million people, were being used again in Chechnya. The United Nations declared Chechnya to be the most heavily mined area on the planet. Mines were planted carefully and thoughtfully by the Russian army in inhabited, agricultural, animal grazing areas and near vital water resources. And the worst part was that the mines were deviously designed in the forms of toys and household tools so as to make the children the largest portion of victims. Nevertheless the Russians were not able to force the Chechens into submission even thought there was not a single family who had not lost a loved one. Sill the Chechens declared proudly: "We don't consider ourselves conquered and we'll never do. We are a people who would rather live in rubble than live in slavery." It is unlikely that Russia can fully succeed in Chechnya where generations of harsh, repressive rule and even abortive genocide have failed. One western observer noted: "What's going on right now in Chechnya is not war. War is a confrontation between two armies. That's not the case right now in Chechnya. Without the capacity to take on the Chechen guerrillas in hand-to-hand combat in the mountains, Russian forces instead try to bring about the outright destruction of the Chechen country with carpet bombing, massed artillery strikes on civilian targets and the deliberate destruction of the economy, infrastructure and environment of Chechnya." Fred Cuny, a courageous American humanitarian who experienced firsthand 30 armed conflicts including Rwanda, Somalia and Bosnia in a quarter of a century said of Chechnya: "This is the most terrible place I have ever been. There are no rules at all. It is a total war. Sarajevo, compared to Chechnya, will look like a Sunday stroll. In terms of horror, terror and unpredictability the war in Chechnya can be compared to no other war in the history." Fred Cuny did never return from Chechnya; he vanished into the war- rocked highlands never to be seen again albeit there were great efforts from the American government to find him. The "fight against terrorism" that Moscow claims to be leading against "Chechen bandits" has every appearance of genocide. The Russian Federal Security Service FSB (former KGB) and the GRU (Military Intelligence) have build 'filtration centers' in the cities of Mozdok, Khankala, Urus-Martan,... where suspected Chechen rebels were being raped, tortured, interrogated and sometimes even killed, usually by OMON units, a special task force of the Interior Ministry. Actually the Russians frequently videotapped these humiliating beatings and rapes to blackmail the Chechens afterwards. The dead bodies were routinely sold to the relatives for money, vodka and weapons. However, some corpse were burned in vats hidden in the inner rooms of these detention centers. The Chechen President Dudaev commented this as followed: "They understand perfectly that the only way you can bring us to our knees is by the complete annihilation of our nation." Subsequently the President himself was killed when a Russian Ilyushin-76 aircraft (Russia's version of the more sophisticated US AWACS aircraft) locked onto Dudaev's portable satellite phone signal and detected his exact location. Only seconds later a Sukhoi Su-25 jet, armed with air-to-surface missiles, received his coordinates and fired two 250 kg laser-guided missiles. President Dudaev died almost immediately in the arms of his bodyguards and his wife Alla. Doctors Without Borders labelled the Chechen war "the world's cruellest war." For the foreign journalists who had been in Chechnya the courage of these small mountain people was almost beyond comprehension. Unfortunately media attention to this war which was violating all norms of warfare and numerous international conventions had been limited by Russia's blockade on journalists and even aid workers who were prevented from entering the war-torn state. The journalist Anna Politkovskaya said: "It is not law that rules Russia today. There is no person and no organization to which you can turn and be certain that the laws have any force. People who were my witnesses and informants in Chechnya have died for that reason, and that reason alone, as soon as I left their homes." Nonetheless some reporters made it inside Chechnya. One of them spoke with the relatives of a killed Chechen. The dependants told him: "When your heart and everything inside you is burning like fire, you don't pour water on it but you quench the fire with the blood of your enemy." The next one said, "If it be death I shall die forever unconquered, if it be life I shall rise strong in my pride and free." And another one quoted a Chechen proverb: "He who thinks of what will come of his moves is not a brave man." Russia has been waging war on the Caucasus since five centuries, and today - having the most perfect weapons and a capable army - it has not changed the situation. The war is prolonged and will keep, even in spite of the fact that the Chechens, as against Russia, have neither a stable army, nor high technologies, nor military industry. The Chechen resistance is seasoned and motivated by a religious zeal that is not limited by ideology or self-interests. This war, to the Chechens, is a matter of survival as a people and race. All these circumstances indicate that there is no military solution of the Russian-Chechen conflict. The continual bombing, - especially the use of ground-to-ground missiles which were launched from bases far away and which stroke without warning - forced many inhabitants of villages to live in the forests. They hid during the daytime in makeshift shelters constructed out of tarpaulins and branches and only came out at night to hunt for provisions in their houses and look after the animals. The burials were also carried out at night. For Chechens there was no difference between Timur, Genghis Khan, Catherine the Great, Stalin and Putin. They all came to conquer their home country and subjugate them. Today's Chechens know who fought beside them in the last war, but they also know their ancestors and their clans, deported by Stalin or who took up the sword against Genghis Khan. In the course of the war even some Russians spoke out against it. Former General Alexander Lebed said: "People are fighting to avenge their killed relatives and ruined homes. No military leader, no matter how brilliant he may be, has ever won a war against the people... That is why I reject all the talk of Russia's integrity and indivisibility. Is it possible to ensure the integrity of Russia by killing hundreds and maiming thousands of people every day? I am often asked if I know who is responsible for this war. Yes, I know all of them by name. I am also sure that this war has economic roots camouflaged in politics. Now is not the time to name these people, because chances are rather high that the war may resume with fresh force and on an even larger scale." It seems that the war has outplayed those who started it, that neither side is strong enough to resist its momentum. The legacy of Russia's brutality is scorching a terrible image into the minds of those Chechens who survived and they will continue the war. The war prompted many Chechens to flee their home country because there was virtually no region inside Chechnya where civilians could shelter from Russian attacks. The refugees said: "We could no longer live like that, hidden away like rats, waiting for death to strike us from the sky." The people who fled travelled only during night. Only a few had cars and if they had one, one would always keep his head out of the window, listening for Russian planes. They took out their seats to make the car lighter and to get through the damaged parts of the road and those areas more prone to attack, easier and faster. However, the last miles across the border to Georgia had to be made by foot anyway. The majority of the refugees stayed in the neighboring countries and provinces. Yet some Chechens who had money or relatives to pay the brazen refugee smugglers made it to Europe, North America and other regions. After a dangerous journey of more than thousand miles, a number of them even arrived in my home-country. Elina It was still dark when I arrived at the refugee camp. The guards were sleepily nodding to me as I entered the camp through the main gate. I headed to the staff's building where all my things and equipment were. My two colleagues from the nightshift were already awaiting me. For them my arrival meant that they could leave the camp and get sleep. They showed me the journal book in which every incident has to be noted for the day shift. They mentioned that nothing special had happened, and said Goodbye. I took my walkie-talkie, the keys and my clipboard with all the lists of the houses, rooms and refugees and stepped outside into the cool air. In front of the building the workers (one Afghan and one Yugoslavian) who would accompany me had already gathered. They were refugees who were selected because of various skills. We greeted and then marched on towards the women's refuge, a building, guarded by security service and surrounded by a fence. Only a few men from the staff are allowed to enter; it is mainly operated by female social workers. It was there that I noticed her first. Initially I considered her Persian because of her exceptional beautiful eyes; it's typical for Iranians to have such stunning dark, expressive eyes. Yet, much to my own astonishment I found out she wasn't Persian. My first thought, upon hearing that she was from Chechnya was, 'I didn't know Chechnya has such fine women.' However, I was so happy to have found such a delicate woman in this place that I didn't mind from which country she came. It was not only her eyes, and her well shaped figure, that were appealing to me. There was something about how she walked. It was just a dirty corridor in a refugee camp but hell that woman walked with such pride and self-confidence as if she was strolling on Fifth Avenue from shop to shop. She moved like a woman who was aware of her stunning beauty and the effect she has on men. This made her appearance so irresistible for me. There was a certain arrogance in it but that stirred my desire even more to conquer her. Part of her confidence probably stemmed from the fact that she was a Moslem and she knew nobody was allowed to touch her. In her home country a man would face death for doing so. Now as she finally fled into a free, western country, where she felt completely secure she was proud to show off her lovely body in western style clothes which she hadn't been allowed before in her young life. She certainly never made love to someone else than her husband. I was completely aroused and enthralled by the lure of this strange, foreign woman, her exotic beauty, the danger to chase a Moslem and the prospect of conquering her wild but pure heart as well as her delicious body. One day she was walking on the corridor while I was working in the building. Luckily no one was present at the time. I observed her as she disappeared in one of the rooms. This woman made me really nervous; I was excited and even caught myself licking my lips unconsciously while I gazed at her loveliness. I thought nobody else was in her room, so I decided it was time to follow her. I found her room and stepped inside. There she was, standing in the middle of the room, starring at me. I smiled at her and asked, "Are you all-right?" "Yes," she stammered, obviously a little bit frightened that a foreign man had just entered her room, the only place which provided little privacy for her in the big camp. "Where are you from?" I proceeded to ask her. "Chechnya," she replied, fixing me with the most alluring eyes. Having learned some Russian in the camp I asked her, "Wi gawaritje pa ruski?" "Da," she answered. Suddenly she seemed to loosen her reserve. Moreover, she made the impression of being curious. I proceeded to speak with her in my broken Russian as well as English. She noted that her English was 'not very good' but that she wanted to improve her skills. She said that she had just come home from an English class that we offer for refugees in another building of the camp. That was my chance and I quickly took it, "If you want, I'll help you to learn English," I proudly stated. "Really?!" she asked questioning, examining me with her dark, expressive eyes. "But you have to teach me Russian," I responded with a twinkle in my eye. "OK, I will teach you Russian," she merely answered. "You are welcome!" I happily replied. Her vivid eyes brightened up and she smiled at me. I also smiled because I was glad that I had found such a convenient introduction to start her seduction. Whenever she and I had a little time left I sneaked into her room and sat down beside her on the old military bed and started to teach her English. It was a funny time because Chechens have a great sense of humor; and although Elina had not much education, she was endowed with exceptional intelligence and sensitivity. Occasionally I would allow my hand to stroke her back. At first she would tense up when I did so, but later she would look into my eyes and smile at me. She was an apt pupil and I was happy to be with her and teach her. Both of us kept a small sheet of paper and we would write down the new-learned words, she the English words and me the Russian words. One time I wrote on her paper, 'You are very sweet.' She starred trustfully into my eyes and asked curiously, "What does this mean?" "Ty otchen mylaya" She jumped of the bed and blushed. "Thank you very much." Then she sat down again. I would embrace her with my right arm and stroke her back. A smile would wash over her face whenever I did so. She was proud that she attracted me. It would have been a nice sight for my colleagues if they could have seen us together. It is forbidden to start a romance with a female refugee, strictly forbidden. So it was a dangerous adventure; I always kept an eye on the door, so that I could get up fast if someone would enter the room. Fortunately it didn't happen. Once I asked her, "I have heard that Chechens like to dance, is it true?" "Yes, Chechens like to dance. We have various special dances like the 'Lezginka' dance which is accompanied by the demonstration of life stories, military deeds, men's daring, and women's grace." "Please tell me more?" I pleaded. "At the beginning of the dance, a young man and a young woman approach from opposite sides and distant positions, advance into the circle and begin the movements; each one moves to the right side in a spiral motion. Then they move to the center of the circle, as if some strange force leads them, once more, they untwist the spiral from the center to the periphery, while the young man in some special movement turns over to 180 degrees and stays behind his partner. At this stage, he is not allowed to raise his hand or lead her in her movements. When the spiral becomes completely untwisted and each have gone away to their opposite positions, the young man will stand briefly in front of the men's row, and the young woman in front of women's row. After these initial movements, the real dance begins, where the young woman submits to the gestures and movements of her partner." Another day I asked her, "I have read that your people love nature, is that true?" "Of course," Elina stated resolutely. "Chechen proverbs and tales teach a child to respect all living beings and nature. There is nothing unimportant in life: As the saying goes, "if you leave a peg in the ground, you'll have a headache, if you kill a frog, a cow will die, if you catch a butterfly, your sister will lose her joy of heart", etc. The Chechen people gather honey without killing the bees. They milk a cow with one hand, while supporting her udder with the other hand. It is unthinkable to beat the cattle." "Honey, I hope that your people never lose this noble attitude. And what do Chechens think about other people?" Elina smiled sweetly and proceeded, "To this day, Chechen people think that all mankind is united in a blood kinship system, and the people of many nations are different only in their languages, confessions, customs and ceremonies. But these are secondary matters, and only the human essence dominates. All people have physical needs, sorrow and joy, birth and death, and everybody is equal before them. The Chechen people have the tradition of not decorating their cemetery memorials." Elina told me a lot about Chechnya as we continued with our English-Russian classes. Further more I read many articles and even books about Chechnya, Russia and the Caucasus. It wasn't like that I was only interested in a sexual adventure, no, but that I was truly fascinated by this small people. Once when we were deeply engaged in our studies, the door suddenly broke open. I jumped up but it was only a small boy. As he saw me he stopped abruptly, but when Elina said something in Chechen to him he came closer and Elina took him by the hand. "This is my son Shamil," she stated proudly while she straighten up his clothes. "Really?" I exclaimed. I was a little bit shocked. The boy seemed to be about eight years old and Elina was only twenty-four. It's a misery, how can such a nice, young man like me always get into such difficult situations? Elina seemed to be perfect: a young, beautiful, intelligent, open-minded woman and would have easily found shelter at my home. But with a son? "Skolka tebia let?" I asked the boy. "Eight years," he murmured, looking into his mother direction. "I love him more than anything else," Elina proceeded and gave him a kiss and tight hug. But Shamil wrenched out of her embrace and run out. "That's interesting, you became mother at a very young age," I asked her. "Yes, I was sixteen, one year after I married," she said unconcerned. "So you married when you were fifteen, an age when some girls in my country are still playing with dolls. Why were you in such a hurry to get married?" I asked intrigued. "That's not unusual in Chechnya. It's part of our tradition. When someone takes a fancy to you and the parents agree, you generally have little opportunity to protest. Although no one will drag a girl to a man against her will. It's just that girls in my country are accustomed to doing what their parents say, so they don't protest too much. My father didn't object and nor did my husband's family. But if one of the esteemed elders had said I wasn't respectable enough, there would have been problems. If the worst came to the worst my fiance would have to abduct me. Or we'd have to give each other up for good." "So you don't regret marrying so young?" I asked. "Not really because an unmarried girl, even if she's thirty, can't leave the house on her own. There is no leeway. The laws in Chechnya are very strict. So when I got married I was actually freeing myself from parental control. Admittedly I came under the control of my husband, but that is something else. Unfortunately he mistreated and abused me, and when I came to your beautiful country I got the chance to leave him and divorce. The police separated us and brought me to this women's refuge." "Oh, I am sorry, I hope you are able to divorce." "Don't worry, I am Chechen, nobody can force me into submission," she stated proudly, and her eyes flickered with fervency. For a split second I could see deep within her an unquenchable desire for freedom and emancipation which shire intensity truly astonished me. I knew instantly that this fire could only be quenched with her death. "From which region of Chechnya are you?" I changed the subject. "I am from Grozny, the capital of my country." "Tell me more about this city?" "The town evolved from a Russian fortress (Groznaya fortress) founded as a Russian military outpost. After the pacification of the region, the military use of the old fortress was obsolete and it was renamed to Grozny. Today, the city is divided into four administrative city districts. The city lies on the Sunzha River, it has a university and is home to FC Terek Grozny. However, nearly all of Grozny was destroyed or seriously damaged during the war." "I have heard that 'Grozny' means 'terrible', 'fearsome' or 'dangerous' in Russian. Is that true?" "Yes, it's an awful name which was given by our oppressors. Now we want to rename the city into 'Dzhokhar'- in memory of our first President Dzhokhar Dudaev. On the next day I asked her, "I was told that hospitality is important in Chechen culture?" "Yes, for us a guest is a sacred person. A story tells about a driver who accidentally knocked down a woman on the street, and she died immediately. The driver took her in his arms and rushed to the nearest house, praying to God for help and mercy, for he had neither relatives nor friends near by. The man who opened the door saw his dead mother, and said to the praying driver: 'Keep calm, I've heard your prayer. This dead woman is my mother, and if you wish, I'll be your brother from this day on. But by God, if you had only left her at the road and tried to run away, I would spend all my life looking for you in revenge for my mother.'" I was content with our intense conversations because it brought us closer to each other with every hour we talked. Further more I was especially glad that I was able to learn so much about her peculiar people in which I was honestly interested. She surely sensed that my curiosity was genuine and my attention sincere. And my attraction real. Once I asked her, "I have read in an article that genealogy is of great value for Chechens?" "Yes, where have you learned this? Each Chechen is supposed to remember the names of his or her ancestors. We are taught from a young age to name our ancestors back 12 generations or more. For a Chechen, to be a man means, to remember the names of seven generations of paternal ancestors. We attach much importance to heredity on maternal side. The phrase "mother tongue" is used to indicate decent behavior and "mother milk" - to reprimand for unseemly behavior. And not only their names are to be remembered and faithfully transmitted from generation to generation, but also the basic circumstances of their lives, their deaths, and the locations of their tombstones. All together, this constitutes an enormous depth of historic memory. Naturally, in so many cases the remembered deaths occurred at the hands of Russian soldiers: under Catherine the Great, Nicholas I, Stalin, Yeltsin and now Putin. Thus, for practically every Chechen, a Russian soldier is considered to be evil incarnate." "Honey, I am really sorry for the conflict of your people with Russia and everything which has befallen your people in this war. I strongly believe that this war is unjust and that Russia ultimately will have to pay a huge price for her bloodshed," I stated. Elina replied, "Unfortunately history teaches that in Russia, things are often exactly as bad as they are feared to be. This is not only due to Russians, and due to the lack of democratic traditions, but due to the same problem that was faced in Western attitudes at Germany in the 1930s. The outside world did not believe - and neither did the Germans themselves at that time - before it was too late for millions of people." I answered, "I think that Chechnya will always be 'the burning piece of coal resting on the palm of (this) world' (W. Shakespeare), if it does not obtain its freedom, and I think that the main undercurrents operating in this crusade against your people were political and economic forces and interests of a small but rich and secretive clique in the Kremlin that in their cumulative scope and scale far exceed the scope and limits of your tiny nation, which is an infinitesimally small part of Russia's territory. Only this can explain the extreme cruelty of this war, the massiveness of the war effort, and the readiness to ignore all protests and indignation from the world community and the liberal and democratic opposition within Russia." Elina replied, "Every Chechen knows that we were sold out by a few powerful, secretive men in the Kremlin, the military and the organized crime who made a fortune with this war. These men control the whole of Russia today; they largely descend from the old Soviet secret services of the KGB." Tears were running down her cheek and this sight of her made me feel miserable. I felt helpless. I kind of muttered, "You are right, honey. Sadly only a few westerners are aware of the truth about Chechnya and Russia. Yet, I am truly convinced that the future not only of Chechnya, but also the future of Russia to a very significant extent depends on the outcome of your people struggle." "What do you mean by 'the future of Russia'?" Elina inquired. "My dear, let me describe this to you with the help of a citation. It was yesterday that I read an interesting passage in the 'Book of Mormon' a holy book of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I was utterly surprised because this part seemed to be written especially for the case of Russia today." "Please read it to me?" Elina insisted impatiently. "And it came to pass that they formed a secret combination, even as they of old; which combination is most abominable and wicked above all, in the sight of God; and whatsoever nation shall uphold such secret combinations, to get power and gain, until they shall spread over the nation, behold, they shall be destroyed; for the Lord will not suffer that the blood of his saints, which shall be shed by them, shall always cry unto him from the ground for vengeance upon them and yet he avenge them not. Wherefore, O ye Gentiles, it is wisdom in God that these things should be shown unto you, that thereby ye may repent of your sins, and suffer not that these murderous combinations shall get above you, which are built up to get power and gain -- and the work, yea, even the work of destruction come upon you, yea, even the sword of the justice of the Eternal God shall fall upon you, to your overthrow and destruction if ye shall suffer these things to be. Wherefore, the Lord commandeth you, when ye shall see these things come among you that ye shall awake to a sense of your awful situation, because of this secret combination which shall be among you; or wo be unto it, because of the blood of them who have been slain; for they cry from the dust for vengeance upon it, and also upon those who built it up." "Oh my God, does this mean that the organized crime and it's corruption which are spreading over the whole of Russia will ultimately lead to it's destruction?" Elina questioned. "Yes, that will be the consequence of their murderous deeds. There is a vers from the Bible in Matthew which I remember from my teenage years in which Jesus says to a man, 'Put up again thy sword into his place: for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword.'" After a second of thinking Elina called out emphatically, "You are right! The Russians are Christians, yet they have killed my people since hundreds of years. I want to send this quotation to Mr. Putin." "Oh my lovely, I fear these men will not hear, for they don't want to listen. They have already chosen the path of war for the last centuries. Yet, soon, the time shall come that they will have to pay for their murderous actions as it is explained in the verses I have read you. Keep calm, Honey, the sword of justice is already on its way upon them." Elina said, "Yes, the Russians will continue to kill us but they will not succeed in exterminating us totally. We have an old proverb that goes, 'Like a whip that fell down from the hands of a horse rider, who was overwhelmed by a sand storm, the Chechen nation will disappear. But, that same wind will blow in from the other direction, and the whip will appear on the surface of the Earth once again.' That means the Chechen nation will go into non-existence for some period, like now as the Russians are trying hard to eliminate our people but our nation will revive from dormancy for the sake of goodness and justice, and will survive until the judgment day," Elina announced satisfied. Elina had tears in her eyes. I was also very touched by our emotional conversation. She got up and hugged me. I took her face in my hands and looked into her marvelous eyes. Then I kissed her gently on her cheeks. Elina smiled. I whispered, "I am glad that my home country has granted your people asylum so that you have found shelter. And I can assure you that my homeland is a wonderful country where you and your son will be safe and enjoy freedom. You will be treated correctly." We hugged tightly and said Good Bye for the time being. Did I mention that Elina was one of the most beautiful women at our refugee camp. A lot of the male refugees ogled her. We had a lot more single men around than single women and the men tried in vain to get into their pants. They seemed to be sex starved. We had rooms with more than 100 single men. One can imagine what atmosphere there was with all those sexually frustrated men. Elina behaved like a little queen. She hardly spoke with the other refugees except for some close friends. It was funny to watch her strut through the camp with dozens of men of all colors and shapes drooling over her without paying attention to their glances. Yet when it came to me, she was charming and friendly and gave me small presents. Some of my friends warned me before a Chechen woman and told me some bad stories but I just answered them that all depends on the education and intelligence of the two people involved. I found Elina to be enough intelligent to cope with the situation. Of course, I could be wrong and that could have severe consequences for both of us. We exchanged our cell phone numbers and sometimes I would call her in the evening and ask her about how her day was. It was not possible that we met every single day but I was informed about every change in her life. Once I suggested we should meet at my place where we could continue our English class in peace and silence. She accepted though she didn't know when she would be able to visit me. Time went on and some things changed in both of our lives. Elina was transferred to another city not far away from the camp and my home place. Again I called her and this time she was able to fulfil my wish to visit me at my home. It was a beautiful, sunny day and the birthday of her son Shamil. He was named after one of the most (in)famous Chechen warlords, - Shamil Basayev. The man who was responsible for numerous guerrilla attacks on security forces in and around Chechnya as well as a terrorist attacks on Russian civilians, including the Budyonnovsk hospital siege, the Moscow theater siege, the Beslan school siege and the hijack of an Aeroflot Tu-154 plane. The Russian government put up a bounty of $10m for information leading to his capture. Basayev's family was killed during a Russian air raid on his hometown and he lost a foot when the rebels withdrew from Grozny after stepping on a landmine while leading his men through a mine field. The operation to amputate his foot was videotaped and later televised by Russia's TV, showing his foot being removed while the shaven-headed Basayev watched impassively. Despite this injury, Basayev eluded Russian capture by hiding in densely wooded mountainous terrain. He was finaly killed in an explosion of his car, rumours are the Russian security services had their hands in it. The Chechens on the other hand claim it was an accidental explosion. However, it was little Shamil's birthday when I met his handsome mother at the railway station in my hometown. We walked back to my place. I took Elina to my room which she liked very much. She sat down on my bed and found the playboy magazine. She curiously opened it and started reading or better, viewing the images and pictures. She seemed to be comfortable with it though I was sure she hadn't seen many nude magazines before in her life. She showed me one particular picture of a beauty with very long hair and told me she didn't like it. I agreed with her though I found that picture to be the best one in the whole magazine. After she finished reading the playboy we decided to go shopping and buy a birthday present for her son Shamil. As we strolled through the picturesque town, enjoying the fresh air and the sun rays Elina started to sing softly, "We were born at night, when the she-wolf whelped. In the morning, as lions howl, we were given our names. In eagles nests, our Mothers nursed us, To tame a stallion, our Fathers taught us. We were devoted to our Mothers, to people and the Native land, And if they will need us - we'll respond courageously, We grew up free, together with the mountain eagles, Difficulties and obstacles we overcame with dignity. Granite rocks will sooner fuse like lead, Than we lose our Nobility in life and struggle. The Earth will sooner be breached in boiling sun, Than we appear before the world; losing our honor. Never will we appear submissive before anyone, Death or Freedom - we can choose only one way. Our sisters cure our wounds by their songs, The eyes of the beloved arouse us to the feat of arms. If hunger gets us down - we'll gnaw the roots. If thirst harasses us - we'll drink the grass dew. We were born at night, when the she-wolf whelped. God, Nation, and the Native land, We devote ourselves only to their service." I was more than curious and asked her, "What was that song?" "It's a very old Chechen song, it's our national anthem," she replied, looking deep into my eyes. "Honey, I like this song," I frankly admitted. She turned to me and whispered into my ears, "I never sang it since I came to your country, because I was never quite in the mood for it, but today I feel really happy with you." "I love you sweetheart," I said, taking her into my arms. "So our people love wolves," I chokingly asked her referring to the songs text. Elina was seriously responding: "The wolf is our sacred national animal." "Really? Why?" I asked. "To us the wolf is the most respected and famous animal in nature. It is admired especially because of its perseverance and unyieldingness. The explanation for this is that the lion and the eagle are the symbols of strength, but they attack only the weak animals. The wolf however, is the only beast that dares to attack a stronger animal. Its lack of strength is compensated for by its extreme daring, courage and adroitness. If he loses the struggle, he dies silently, without expression of fear or pain. And he dies proudly, facing his enemy. Every Chechen man is proud to be compared with the wolf." I was speechless. This woman surely made me look like a small boy in comparisons to her daring, brave people. Elina wasn't finished yet. She continued, "Even our national flag - green, white and red - has a motif of a wolf and a full moon in it. A native legend of our folklore tells about the wolf, which, at the times of the end, is the last living creature to stand unyielding against a death-wind rising from the north, and wiping across the world, destroying everything. With its perseverance the wolf makes God relent and he decides that the world is after all worth of saving." 'So many times the Russian death-wind has already wiped across Chechnya, and yet the wolf's nation has endured,' I thought to myself, wondering about the courage of this small nation. We were walking hand in hand through the narrow streets of my home town, passing a lot of small, charming shops. Elina is a very curious girl and she would peek into every petit shop. It was fun to watch her examine the goods, some of which she had only seen in TV or books. Elina could not speak my language and therefore just said "Hello" and "Goodbye" to the shop owners yet she would proudly walk into every shop however exclusive it may be as if she was the wife of our venerable mayor. She had no inhibitions or reserve at all; one cannot say this was a timid woman. Most other refugees would have not dared to enter such shops at all. I always watched the shop keepers to find out if they had detected that she was a foreigner but many didn't notice it because she was dressed quite elegantly in western style. It was fun to observe her confident behavior. Maybe, she didn't know how precious some of the things were she carefully examined. Even I couldn't fully interpret her behavior. Chechens are unique; I have never met anyone like them. And I have met a lot of peoples in the refugee camp and not only there but also on trips abroad. I haven't met a girl like Elina before. She is totally different to European women. I had promised Elina to buy her a dictionary and so we visited the local book store. It is run by a friendly, old man. He knows what kind of dictionaries I look for because I always visit him with my Russian speaking girlfriends. We bought a pocket dictionay for her. After we had left the book store Elina told me that she had to visit a friend of her mother and so I took her to the railway station. When we were waiting at the station I took Elina into my arms and kissed her. No, I tried to kiss her. She was always saying "eta ne krasywaya." This is Russian and in this context, it means "it's not appropriate to kiss in public." Chechens are in general very conservative for they are Muslims, strict Muslims. That makes the thing really dangerous but I cannot help myself it also attracts me. While we were standing on the platform Elina whispered into my ears, "Chief Camp." I almost freaked out. My initial instinct was to hide somewhere or run away. Could it really be that the Chief of our refugee camp was here. How could such a good-natured boy like me have so much bad luck? No, that wasn't fair. I looked up but I couldn't see anybody. Probably due to the fact that I didn't wore my glasses. I didn't have them on because I knew Chechen women detest them. Then my eyes wandered to the opposite platform. I put on my glasses and saw him standing over there. Fortunately it was not the real chief of the camp but just the Chief of the kitchen! Ha, who cared for the chef de cuisine? He didn't look into our direction anyway and Elina said that he hadn't seen us. I still felt a little bit uneasy and went back into the building where we awaited the arrival of Elina's train. I kissed her Goodbye but only on her cheeks and soon she was gone. After I had told some friends about my new love I became more insecure about my feelings. The reason was that I couldn't answer their main question. Why had I fallen in love with a Chechen woman? Me, a young man from a well educated European family, and Elina from Chechnya, a war ridden Caucasian republic. These are two totally different cultures; I didn't know the answer either. I spend a lot of time asking myself why I was so bewitched by this woman. There was some hidden reason I could not detect. I wasn't sure if we could ever be together. One evening, while I was one my way home from work I was again trying to figure out why I was so captivated by Elina. Suddenly it hit me, and I knew the answer. It was like someone was saying to me, 'What fascinates you so much is the ambition to gain the love of a woman who never before devoted herself freely to a man.' I knew instantly that this was true. Elina came from a country where women have almost no rights. Usually the girls got married at a young age and their parents decided whom they marry. There was often no real love between husband and wife. This was also the case with Elina. She married at the age of 15 and gave birth to a son one year later. Her husband had been six years older than her. Now she was in Europe and filled for divorce because her husband had beaten her. For the very first time in her young life she was in a secure and stable environment. And she was free to pick every man she liked and have sex with him. I called Elina, she was happy and told me that she would soon get her own apartment together with her son and mother. She asked me if I could go shopping with her and help her buy a kitchen. She was so sweet as she tried to explain it in my own language. She had clearly improved since we had started our lessons in the refugee camp. We talked in English, Russian and my mother tongue. Elina was like a child that was trying to tell the parents about the fascinating adventures of the day. That night I had a dream, a strange dream which I am sure was not evoked by my own consciousness or sub-consciousness. The dream began slowly getting more intense and loud like a song that's made louder by and by. I heard water splashing, somewhere. It was like I was standing under a waterfall. But it wasn't a waterfall at all. It took me some moments to realize where it came from while the sound of the water got louder and louder. I was in a shower, right in the middle of a shower all the water splashing onto me. It felt so real, I could swear I was there at this particular shower. Everyone knows how real dreams can seem. The next thing I heard were soft moans. These were the sounds of a woman and I recognized they came from Elina. I saw it. No, I rather felt it because it was more than a visual picture of her. I was present in that very moment. I could feel what she felt. She was pleasuring herself. And all the while her thoughts were glued on me. She was fantasizing about me. And it was one of the most erotic feelings I ever had. I felt her desire, her lust and her strong sexual energy which was inevitably thriving her to her climax. I was with her at that moment. Elina was quickly approaching her climax and when she reached that peak, a wave of pleasure and desire for me rushed through her body and mind towards me that seemed to grab me and pull me out of my body towards her. This feeling hit me like a storm and it caused an instant erection with me. Never ever had I experienced such an erotic dream and I knew it wasn't just a dream, no, it was real. My mind swirled because of all her passion and lust. She had an incredible strong desire for me and while she reached her hot, steamy orgasm she was totally focused on me. I got the impression of being pulled out of my body towards her. I had to hold myself back spiritually for I was afraid I would really leave my body and fly to her and would get sucked into her somehow. Yes, I wanted to be inside her but with my body. An amazing feeling though a little bit scary too. After her orgasm had subsided, I felt the power of the vision vanish and I finally woke up with my hard on. I thought, 'Wow'. When I regained my composure, I got up. I was still weak and staggered through my bedroom. Then I looked at the clock, realizing it was just 11 p.m. And that's surely not too late for an evening shower, isn't it? Three days after the above had happened I got a call in the evening. I saw Elina's name on the display. God thanks; I didn't answer the phone by saying something like, 'Hi Honey' or so. I just said, 'Hello'. What happened next was a shock. It wasn't Elina but a man clearly a foreigner, who shouted, "Who are you? What's your name? Where do you live?" Surely I had to expect that something like this could happen once but nevertheless it struck me and I admit I was a little bit afraid first. I followed my first instinct and switched off the phone. It had been a busy day and I wasn't in the mood or ready to face Elina's friend, husband, elder, or whoever he was. I settled down and finally felt into an anxious sleep. On the next day I got the same call but this time I felt secure enough to speak with the man. Now I asked him who he was and he said, he was the husband of Elina. I said that I was very sorry and that I didn't know she had a husband. It was a lie but it was somehow true because when I started the romance with her, I really hadn't known this. I said that Elina had told me that she was divorced. He said, `OK'. He asked for my name. I was reluctant. Why? He said he wanted to know if Elina had told him the truth. I agreed and told him my first name. He said, OK. He asked me from which country I was. Africa? He thought I was a black refugee. Probably Elina told him this story. No, I told him I was a native. He explained that it was true that they were divorced but that they were still together in a kind of relationship; he didn't explain this kind of relationship further. Probably there wasn't any relationship at all. He became friendly and called me by my name telling me that it was not my fault but his wife's. Eventually I said Elina is a difficult but sweet girl. He wasn't upset about this and finally we were talking about how difficult women are. Finally he wished me a good day and I offered my help if he needed something. I wasn't sure what to do after this particular talk with this stranger who claimed to be Elina's husband. I thought I would wait some time to calm down everybody and then approach Elina and ask her what this was all about and what had happened that her husband came back and how he got to know about our flirt. I thought the International Women's Day on 8th March was a good date to contact Elina again especially since it was a big holiday in Russia. It had been six months since I had spoken to her boyfriend or ex-husband. I decided to send her a small present. I went to my local perfumery. It is a small but exquisite shop in the town's centre. I asked the lady, "I would like to buy a shower (!) gel for my girlfriend." The refined, mature lady who owns the shop asked me, "Which fragrance does your girlfriend use?" "I am not sure," I answered. The lady was very friendly and obviously happy that a young person has found his way in her elegant boutique. She surely has not many young customers. However, she proceeded by asking me, if the 'young lady' was the sportive type or more the classic one. I opted for the classic type. She was really nice but a little bit too curious and chatty. I don't like that. So when she later asked me, "Is your girlfriend from town?" I sharply replied, "No, from Chechnya!" The lady kind of shrank back and didn't say a word. Her telephone rang and she was talking to a client who asked for a make-up session. Then having regained her composure she asked me in a concerned tone, "Isn't there war going on? And isn't it a very insecure place with lots of dangerous people?" "Yes it is," I replied solemnly. "Oh my God! What do you think of all this?" she demanded to know. "I think of color, danger, mystery and romance," I retorted. With these words of mine she kept silent for the remaining time. I finally took a gel from Chanel with the meaningful name 'Chance' and was granted regular customer's discount even though I had been there for the first time. I had it wrapped up as a present and took it home. There, I wrote on a small card, 'Elina, ty maya lubymaya. Please call me.' I wrote down my number and sealed the package. I sent it by registered letter to ensure that it was delivered personally to her. The only problem was that I had to write my full name on the back of it and my address. This meant, if her ex-husband was at home while the package was delivered he would be able to take it away from Elina and have knowledge of my full name and address. This wasn't a pleasant though but I was bold and desperate enough to take this step or in other words, a young man becoming blind to dangers because of love. I waited for a couple of weeks but I didn't get a response. I got a little bit nervous, didn't know what to do next. Then I decided to check my local post office for information. The branch manager personally checked if the package had been delivered properly. He looked it up in the computer. He came to me and handed me the confirmation of the delivery. It had been collected by her self. I got depressed immediately that she hadn't responded to me in any form. What could I do? Forget her! No way! Never! I could visit the address but that could be dangerous because of her ex-husband. I decided to wait and give her more time. And one day, she did call. She told me that her ex-husband had come back and threatened her. I was speechless. She said, that she had experienced a horrendous time while she tried to settle the matter with the help of the Chechen elders but that turned out to be difficult as they were very strict and conservative. I assured her that I would have come to serve her but she immediately replied that she didn't want to get me into danger. Finally she was able to leave him when the Chechen elders had realized that she was willing to go to police and court to insist on her rights. We were talking for a very long time and she told me everything. When she was finished, I said, "Honey, I think it's now time for you to enjoy life again, may I help you with that?" "You are welcome," Elina replied happily. My birthday was approaching and I decided to dine out with lovely Elina. I chose one of the best bars in the city; it's situated inside the most luxurious Hotel of the capital, a place where official guest of the state are accommodated. What I especially like with this hotel is that it's only a stone's throw away from the world famous concert hall. So when you open a window you can sometimes listen to the great music. In my opinion there is nothing better than to lay on the king size bed of the Princes suite, listening to the soft sounds of the musical masters, coming from the concert hall while watching a beautiful girl sucking devotedly on your cock. As we entered the dimmed bar, I immediately noticed some celebrities sitting in the middle of the bar on a grand table. The renowned piano player was quietly playing his superb jazz interpretations. Well Elina, I thought to myself, you are the first woman of your people to be invited into such a place, so I hope you will behave well. We settled on a small but very romantic table in the corner of the place. Elina was dressed fashionable and sexy. She had put on her best clothes for the event. I ordered two cocktails for us, and enjoyed Elina's sparkling eyes as she curiously inspected the bar and the other guests. She made the impression of being exhilarated. I leaned over to her and whispered, "Honey, I have to tell you something very important: Since I first saw you, I wanted to spend a night with you, no, - not one night, - one hundred nights!" Elina tried to look casually but one could see that she was excited. She looked intently into my eyes and replied, "I know, I have felt your thoughts." "Do you know that you are the most fascinating women I have ever met; from the most interesting nation?" "Really?" "Cho chas ju, sun cho duk jes," I responded in Chechen. "Thank you very much," she gleefully answered. "If you fancy, we can take a suite tonight," I suggested innocently while I nipped on my cocktail. I put my hand gently on her cheek and stroked it. I leaned over and planted a wet kiss on her soft lips. Elina blushed. Our eyes met and she smiled. After a while, I thought it was time for her to decide if she wanted to be with me or not. There was no leeway. "Let's go upstairs, sweetheart, they have really splendid rooms," I cooed. I quickly rose up, stroking nervously my suit. I could feel the eyes of the honored guest on me as I was standing beside our marble table. The piano player smiled at me and the ambassador lit his cigar. Would she follow me? Life does indeed have its moments. In an instant she got up and was beside me taking my hands tightly. We took the Prince M. suite and while we walked hand in hand up the old stairs of the magnificent grand staircase I detected for the very first time a flicker of lust in Elina's eyes. This hint increased my own anticipation of our first lovemaking tremendously and made me beam with joy. We entered the suite and were greeted with a splendid view of precious antiques, tasteful furnishings, marble bathrooms, and walls cocooned in silk. Magnificent chandeliers sparkled and shimmered from high stucco-adorned ceilings radiating aristocratic flair. While I walked to the bar in the corner of the room I thought to myself, Almost certainly I am the first man of my nation to gain the love of this Chechen woman who never before in her life devoted herself freely to a man. What a great triumph! Indeed of all the girlfriends I ever had, Elina is my greatest conquest. I brought her a glass of water, and then we kissed passionately. Soon our hands were rubbing all over our bodies. In a moment I stripped of my clothes and laid down on the huge bed. Elina was intently watching every movement of me, and my naked body. Then she carefully pilled out of her clothes. My eyes feasted on her attractive, young body. Yet, when she had still her bra and panties on she looked bashfully at me and said, "Turn off the lights?" "Why Honey, you are so beautiful, there is nothing to hide. I would love to watch your pretty body." "I will rather undress in the bathroom," she answered shyly. "Go on, sweetheart," I uttered. Elina swiftly walked into the gilded bathroom and closed the door. I laid on the bed and waited for her return. While I starred at the wall I suddenly felt so tired and sleepy. I didn't know from where this fatigue came but I had difficulty to stay awake. At times I thought my eyelids were drooping and maybe I even dozed off. All of a sudden, there appeared a young man out of nowhere. He was standing amid a large group of people; among them were all sorts of men: great and small, rich and poor, beautiful and ugly. Another, much smaller group emerged: they were poor and thirsty and tried in vain to hide from the strong arms of an evil creature. I perceived in astonishment as they took shelter within the major group. Next I noticed this young man stepping forward towards them. Then I watched in awe as he reached out to one of the women of the small, miserable crowd. I cheered when I saw how the woman looked up into his eyes, and took his hands into hers. Finally my heart rejoiced as I observed as they fell into each other arms and kissed passionately. The End Author's Note Due to my respect for Chechen religious feelings, I have abstained of descriptions of sexual acts. Acknowledgments I want to thank the following writers, academics, journalists, professors, commentators, and military advisors for their articles, books, essays, interviews, and stories about Chechnya which provided me with the necessary background information: Alexander Solzhenitsyn, Lyoma Usmanov, Andrei Kolganov, Raymond Finch, Abdurahman Avtorkhanov, Anatol Lieven, Eric Margolis, Thomas De Waal, Magomet Galaev, Abdullah Khan, Marshall Goldman, Alexander Bennigsen, Enders Wimbush, C. 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