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From: debravo <debravity@gmail.com>
Subject: {ASSM} my self sex adventures
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Date: Thu, 01 May 2008 06:10:02 -0400
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This is my first time trying to post. I would like to write part 2 if
someone wants we to.
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This true story is a warning to all sexual deviants like me. It
happened to me, it can happen to you. Let me introduce myself. 35
years old, married for 10, no kids, and very much in love and
happy being with my wife. Many people will jump to the conclusion
that I'm gay in denial or bi, just because for a few years I had
sex a few dozen times with another guy from high school. But I
was never scared if I was gay, I thought it would be cool but the
truth is I just plain like girls. I think of my sex with my guy
friend as a positive experience. But that's not the dark side of
me. My dark side is that since I discovered masterbation I have
performed so many different acts of self sexual fulfillment that
I can only list them here in no particular order as I remember
them so here goes. 

The things I've put in my ass: beer bottles, dildos, candles,
fingers, eggs, cucumbers, carrots, vibrators, water, zucchini,
batteries, doorknobs, broom handles, pieces of wood. A real
penis? Yes, exactly twice, both times obviously with my high
school guy friend, the first time a disaster and the second so
wonderful that I still wack off just thinking about it. The first
time we were only 14 and hadn't yet started sucking each other
off so we were using hand soap and water to masterbate each other
in my bathroom. I had already started putting things up my ass
and I knew what I wanted so I bent over and told him that I
wanted to be fucked and he got the head of his cock in and the
stinging pain became unbearable. I think they should teach these
things in sex ed class but they don't; never, ever, use soap of
any kind as a lubricant for anal sex. It stings like hell! I
found out that Vaseline is perfect for pushing things in me but
we didn't try it again for many years because he didn't want to
and I was a bit reluctant. For one thing he never got over the
pain he caused me that first time, as I sat on the toilet trying
to shit out the soap, and for another he was (is) huge. I mean
porno proportions. Almost a foot long and thick as my young wrist
he was convinced that it wasn't possible. But I had spent my high
school years practicing with bigger and bigger things like
cucumbers until I knew I could do it. One weekend when we were in
our last year of high school we brought our girlfriends to his
cottage but found out that his grandmother was up for the week
and because we weren't married she wouldn't allow us to sleep
with the girls so it was boys in one room, girls in the other. I
know, the irony of it! We had to be very quiet in the small
cottage and when I saw the jar of Vaseline on a shelf I told him
that this time he was going to fuck me like a girl. I knew enough
from my practicing that I had to be on top to control how much of
that huge cock went in me so I lubed him up and sat on it. I took
it slow and after getting the head in I let my bum adjust to it
and then started to fuck him slowly up and down. It was amazing.
Yes it hurt a bit but feeling his big cock in me was incredible
as I started sitting further and further on it. It was hard to
tell how much of it I got in me but after less that a minuite he
shot his hot load up in side of me and that was the greatest
feeling in the world. We were both still young and he filled me
with 3 or 4 shots of come that splashed inside my bowels. I
slowly pulled out then I stood up on the floor feeling his sperm
slowly leak out and run down the insides of my legs my own cock
began to jump up and down and the second I touched it I came in
powerful bursts all over his flat stomach. That was one of the
last times we had sex and my last time with a real cock coming in
me.

I have taped a condom to a shower hose, then stuffed the condom
in me, with a few inches of hose, and once it's inside me I turn
on the water and it expands inside my bowels and then I pull it
out while coming. I only did this 3 or 4 times knowing that it
felt so good I could easily rupture my bowel so I stopped and
don't recommend this practice.

when I was younger I would pull my feet over my head until my
cock was right over my face and as I came I would open my mouth
and drink it.

I have tied myself up with ropes and belts so that my legs are
pulled around my head.

I have taken pictures of myself in a mirror while doing things
like being tied up with my legs spread and something up my ass. 

I have drank my own piss many times. Sometimes I wait until I
have to piss and do it in my face while having a bath and
sometimes I piss in a glass and drink it all back while
masterbating. 

2 or 3 times I have enjoyed my own shit but it's just too time
consuming in the clean up but, when I did it I covered myself in
my own shit and even put some in my mouth, letting it sit on my
tougue as I masterbated using my own shit.

I grew up in a suburb with plenty of wooded areas and corn fields
so even before puberty and masterbation I used to take off all my
clothes outdoors and love the feeling of being completely nude .
I don't get the same thrill if I'm wearing shoes or socks so
being totally naked and feeling my bare feet in the dirt is
essential to the thrill. Since discovering masterbation I have
done this over a hundred times, sometimes even driving my car
naked and most of the sex with my guy friend in high school took
place outdoors. The thrill of being caught is definitely part of
the fun but I must make it clear that I don't want to be caught,
not at all, and I did once have a very close call. Now that I
live in a city I had to give this pleasure up, until one hot
sunny day when I was taking a short cut home under the highway
bridge and found a small area completely hidden by trees and tall
grass that was strewn with old liquor bottles, newspapers and a
rotting mattress. Obviously a sleeping place for homeless people
but since it was daytime I immediately stripped naked and had a
great wank. I repeated this behaviour 2 or 3 times a month for
two summers until one day I got careless and fell asleep naked
while lieing in the sun in the tall grass with sperm drying on my
belly and woke up when a hobo in his 20's sat down in the shaded
area near the mouth of this enclave. I was terrified that he
would beat me up or worse and lay still, with him about 20 feet
from me. Man but was I lucky. Not only didn't he see me in the
tall grass but he drank back a bottle of cheap booze and after
about half an hour fell asleep. Not only was I able to get
dressed but I escaped stepping over his snoring body and I have
never been back there. I wasn't as lucky the second time but I'll
explain that later, there's more debauchery in my sexual
obsessions.

For about 2 years I was into strangulation in the form of hanging
myself with a tight belt around my neck from rope around the
opening atop the door in a room. I probably tried it after
reading some alt sex stories and took it pretty far. I would
place a full length mirror at the far wall and take off my
clothes. I had a 2 foot long heavy link chain. I used string to
tie up my balls so tight they hurt like hell. When I was done
they were two purple balls separated from my body. I used the
ends of the ball string to attach the heavy chain, from it
midpoint, so that it painfully pulled my scrotum away from my
body, hanging between my legs. Then I would put on my belt around
my neck using the hole I put in it so it was tight. I put a box
on the floor against the closed door and looped the thin rope
around the opening above it. Don't you love high ceilings! Then I
got on the box and tied some string around my ankles binding my
feet together. Using both hands tied the rope in a knot around
the belt buckle so that my bare feet were flat on the box but
with a slight strain on my neck. I always made sure that the
mirror reflected all of me, then I pushed away the box with my
feet and hung. If the hanging left my feet off the ground I used
my hands to untie the knot in the rope and pull back the box and
retie it a tad looser. When I got it right it was incredible. In
the mirror I could see my face growing as purple as my poor
stretched scrotum which hurt more with each minuite, but the best
part was watching my toes trying to support what little weight
was left from the belt around my neck. My bound feet would dance
on my big toes as I slowly lost air and then I would stroke my
cock until, watching my purple hanging balls and body in the
mirror, I would have amazing orgasms. One time I combined this
with a carrot dildo that was so big once I got it in big end
first I knew it couldn't fall out. The last time I did it I
passed out for a few seconds after coming and haven't done it
since. Once again I don't condone this practice. 

I started masterbating in public washrooms later, in fact that is
what led to me to being raped and the end of my fetish
experiaments. Just like outdoors I can't get off in a public
cubical unless I'm barefoot and naked, and that is what I did.
Any time I was in a mall I would end up taking off all my clothes
in the public toilet cubicles. This led to an experience that is
as real as all the other things I have confessed which is why
it's so difficult to write. I started drinking before noon and
decided that I wanted a fetish wank so I went to a local mall
with a bathroom that I knew was cool and took off all my clothes.
I started pulling myself when I noticed that the guy in the next
stall was doing the same. I was in the big stall for wheelchairs
so I lied down on the floor on my back and stuck my bum under the
gap between the stalls. There was a sort of a glory hole in that
someone had pried the partition away from the wall enough so that
suddenly I saw his cock sticking out between the wall and the
bent partition. Because my legs were spread out on the partition
I used my right foot to stroke his cock, using my toes like
fingers, and then he reached down and started sticking his finger
in my ass, which was fully exposed to him under the partition.
This led me to orgasm and as I came on my belly he oozed warm
white sperm on my foot, dripping down and between my toes. That
when the security guys came in. 
 




  Part 2 if you want 

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