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What was I thinking?

   Well what can I say?  You know it's often asked when something turns out
not the way you planned...if you could go back would you do things
differently?  And I've been asking myself this very question over and over.
And even now, I can't say I would do things differently if I were to go
back to before this all happened.  Would I do it all again?  Well, I'll
tell you the story first, then you can decide.

   I was 23 years old and still in grad school.  Why not right?  I always
put education in a high regard, so I had no problem vesting in my future.
But the down side was, it didn't leave me with a lot of chances to date and
start new relationships.  I mean who wants to start a new relationship with
someone they would barely see?  So, that wasn't going too well. 
Occasionally I would hook-up with a girl, but it was usually no one very
amazing looking, it was more of just, you need some every once in a while.
So I was a bit neglected in the sex department.  Normally I wouldn't care,
but I definitely noticed that more than ever before, if I went too long
without sex, I would be horny 24-7, and that's not too fun when there's no
way to release it.

   So that brings me to Amanda M.  Ok, I'll just say it because you're
reading this story for the good stuff...she was 16, a young high school
teenager.  But!  And no matter how many people tell me this is wrong, she
was amazingly beautiful.  I'll admit age often never mattered for me
anyway, I found myself attracted to young girls all the time.  But this one
girl, Amanda, was so beautiful.  She was blonde, and kinda short, even for
her age, but had that perfect face, almost angelic.  And then her body of
course was to die for.  She had little tits, but they were firm and
perfectly proportional to the rest of her body.  She was thin of course
(very important) and had short, but good legs.

   So there you have it, Amanda M., 16 years old, and very hot.  I knew her
through church believe it or not and we had always talked and I had her
screen name even and we would always chat about different things.  Like I
would hear about her friend problems or boy problems sometimes.  I didn't
mind listening.  High school drama is rather funny now that I am older and
look back on it.

   Well one night I had sent her a quick "Hello" cause I saw her online. 
She replied and we exchanged the usual greetings.  But I could tell she was
down, figured it was more high school drama, but I was asked if she was ok
anyway.  I reminded her that she could tell me anything, as always.  She
got into this whole thing about this boy and how he had like literally used
her to get to one of her closest friends and then the friend actually went
with the guy.  So she felt she lost a best friend and a boy she liked, so
she was pretty down.  We got into this discussion about how she felt she
must not be pretty (you know, its always the good looking girls that think
they aren't pretty) but she really seemed to think that.  Well, a couple
things came to mind for me.  One is I thought she was gorgeous, and second,
I always liked to be the guy to pick people up when they are down.  And I
would have killed to be the guy to have a chance with Amanda, I would not
pass it up like that dumb punk kid.

   I literally was like "shut up, you're like the prettiest girl I know".
Those were my exact words if I recall.  Then I calmed it down, but kept
saying how I honestly thought she was beautiful and that any guy who passed
up her was the one missing out.

   She seemed to slowly be turning around and not so in the dumps.  Then
apparently she got a wild idea cause out of no where came her next IM. 
"Wanna prove that?" Could she really mean what I thought?

   "Prove what?" I replied back in a little shock.

   "Well, you said I was the prettiest girl you know and that any guy who
passes me up is missing out...if that's true, then you won't mind
physically proving it," she said.  She threw one of those smiley's at the
end.  So I knew she was saying it almost in a teasing way.  Well, now that
it seemed the offer was on the table, it hit me that although this girl was
beautiful, she was underage and I wasn't sure if, in reality I wanted to
take that risk.

   But then again, what did she mean by physically?  Maybe it was just my
horny mind going right to sex.  Maybe she just meant physically hang out,
or even if we made out, I don't think that alone would be illegal.  But I
had to reply with something and I was curious what she meant.

   "What do you mean by physically?" I wrote, including my own "wink"
smiley, which showed my teasing.  I mean I was happy either way, I thought
it was cute (and hot!).

   "Well, gee I don't know, maybe if you come over here, you'll find out,"
she wrote back!

   Wow!  This had to be it.  I mean what else could she mean.  I knew
clothes would be coming off.  Although I had one problem, I still lived at
home and she obviously lived with her whole family.  And believe it or not,
I didn't want to have to explain where I was going.  Not that I had to at
my age, but if out of nowhere I just got up and said I was going out,
curiosity would spin.  And I'm not a good lier.

   "Wait, you mean now?" I replied.

   "Well, I mean only if you want to?" she said, seeming to take it the
wrong way.

   "Oh, no, no, honey I definitely want to, I just, the timing is kind of
sudden," I said.  "Aren't you worried what your parents will think?"

   "Well I would be worried, but they are away until Sunday (it was Friday
night).  It would be perfect to have you come over here now." she said. 
Well I'll be damned, the hot little teen wanted me at her empty house! 
Even more reason to think what we did would be amazing.

   "Well how's this for a deal?" I said.  "What if I came over tomorrow and
we got to spend the whole day together.  And then we have the whole day to
get physical together." I wrote back with another smile.

   "Haha, ok, yeah that makes perfect sense actually.  You promise you will
come?!!!!!!!!!!" she wrote back.

   "Oh yes, I definitely will," I wrote back.  Yes, I'll admit, my dirty
mind was spinning at the moment, I meant I would cum!  I mean I planned to
at some point.  My cock was hard already just from making the plans.

   Well we chatted a little more, and I was going to get there at noon and
then we would go from there.

   As we were saying goodnight...I wrote, "Thanks for inviting me over, I
can't wait to prove just how beautiful I think you ate."

   "Aww, I have a feeling it will be an unforgettable day," she said. 
"Goodnight" she wrote as she signed off.

   Unforgettable day.  I should have known it then, but my mind was on much
other things.  I actually was going to have sex with Amanda M.  That's all
I could think of.

   Well the next day rolled around.  Oh yeah, she had told me where she
lived during our conversation and thanks to Mapquest it became the most
adventurous ride ever, but I eventually found her house.  It was cute, not
too big, but quaint and the neighborhood was quiet.  I was concerned about
a neighbor seeing me go into the house and then inquire with Amanda's
parents later as to who I was.  Didn't want my cover blown.

   But I went up the door as it was quiet and rang the bell.  Suddenly,
there she was.  Amanda appeared at the door looking as beautiful as ever.
She clearly had gotten up early enough to spend a good amount of time
getting ready.  Her face glistened , she was so gorgeous.

   "Hello there" I said smiling.

   "Heyy" she said opening the screen door, "Come on in."

   We barely got in the house before I said..."Wow, everything I said about
you last night, I'll say again.  You are just so drop dead beautiful! 
Haha"

   She laughed back and blushed.  "Aww you're too sweet.  I wasn't sure how
you would feel once you actually saw me."

   "Well hey, you have nothing to worry about, I'm here and I'm so happy,"
I said.  As I said that I walked right up to her and put my hands on her
waist.  I looked at her beautiful eyes as I leaned in and kissed her.  I
just couldn't wait anymore, I wanted to kiss her.  So I have her a long and
passionate kiss.  She kissed back and if felt so nice.  She was really a
good kisser.  Or maybe I just didn't care, but it was amazing.  After we
parted from our first kiss, she seemed nervous.  The poor thing probably
didn't know how to go about this.  I kind of figured I would have to play
teacher and kind of lead the way, which I happy to do.  I didn't expect her
to know what to do.  I was almost positive she was a virgin.  And I won't
lie, I got a little excited thinking about being the one to deflower her.

   "Hey, why don't we go somewhere and get more comfortable," I suggested.

   "Ok" is all she said with a shy giggle.

   "Is it ok if we go to your room?" I asked.

   "Um, yeah sure, that's fine." she said.  I couldn't tell if she was
reluctant to say that or not, but we started heading up the stairs so I got
over it quick.  We got to her room and we walked in.  Typical teenage
girl's room.  Still had posters on the wall and girlie clutter all over the
place.  But other than that, it was actually clean.  And it was fun being
in Amanda's room.

   Now that we were here, I figured it was my time to lead the way again.

   "Come over here baby," I said as I sat on the bed and she pulled her
next to me.

   She sat and looked at me, still looking kinda nervous.

   "Hey, don't be nervous, I'm here to prove how beautiful I think you are
remember?" I said smiling.

   "Oh I know, its ok, I'm just nervous about..." I cut her off at that
moment by leaning in and kissing her again.  My thought was that whatever
she was nervous about I would make her forget and just enjoy it with me. 
That's all I wanted was for us to both enjoy this, and I wanted to give
Amanda her first cock.

   Our kissing continued.  It was a little less passionate now and more
aggressive, but that was cause of my horniness.  I ran my hands over her
upper body and felt her as we kissed.  I wasn't sure when I should go for
her chest, I mean I wanted to soon.  I kind of let my hand brush over it at
one point, but not stopping.  When she continued to kiss me, I brushed my
hand back down again over her perky right tit.  Again, no response.

   So at that point I decided to go for it.  I brought my hand up and
cupped her breast through the fabric of her shirt.  She hesitated for a
second, but didn't pull back or push my hand away.  So while we kissed I
caressed her little breast and it felt good.  Perhaps I was being a little
bit bold, but I felt I had to be, I had to lead.  Plus, this is what she
wanted anyway right?  So we kept kissing and I was really getting horny and
she seemed to be into it.  I mean she did say she wanted to get physical,
and that's what I was doing.

   I wanted to feel under her clothes and take that big step, but I wasn't
sure how I should go about doing that.  I decided to say something.

   In between kisses I said, "I'm gonna put my hand under your shirt, ok?"
I said.

   "But...but..." she said but I was already sliding my hand up her shirt,
feeling her bare skin for the first time.  It was so soft and smooth, it
felt amazing and it made me really want to get naked so I could feel her
soft skin up against mine.  I ran my hand up and down her side and back. 
She felt so good.  Now our clothes were getting all messed with and I kept
wanting to go further.

   I pulled back and put my hands under the hemline of her shirt and
started to lift it up and off of her.  "Come on baby, I want to see how
beautiful you are," I said as I began to lift.  With that she relaxed and I
was able to pull her shirt up over her head and off.  I still saw it as
being nervous about probably her first time having her shirt off with a
guy. She was still in her little bra.

   Now I was feeling her upper body all over.  Her soft smooth skin was
even more amazing, the more I got to touch.  I decided that the next step
was easy.  I reached down and took my own shirt off.  Then as we continued
to kiss I reached behind her and plucked open her bra.  She looked at me
with almost a confused look on her face as I slid the straps off of her
shoulders.  I was sensitive towards her reactions, but I always kept going.
And never at any time did she say no or tell me to stop.

   Now we were both topless and I took the liberty of feeling her little
tits.  It was cool cause our bare bodies would rub up against each other
and I could feel her wonderful body up against mine.  I was a little at
odds as to what to do next, I mean I totally thought I was there to have
sex with her, but the mini steps I was taking were showing some reluctance
on her part.

   "Come on Amanda, let's lie down," I said smiling.  With that I pulled
her with me up the bed and laid her down with me on the bed.  We were still
embraced with our naked upper half's pressed against each other.  We kissed
some more from this position.  But I really wanted to start getting naked
and get going on the sex, which now would mean taking our pants off.

   "Amanda baby, look I know you're kind of young and probably don't know
what to do and stuff but I'd really like to show you in the best way just
how beautiful I think you are.  And I'm willing to lead the way and show
you, I think it would be amazing," I said.

   "Oh Matt, I mean I don't know if I can," she said.

   "Of course you can sweetie," I said.

   "No, I mean like..." she said, and I cut her off again by kissing her.
Again just wanting her to relax and enjoy it and not think about it too
much.

   Now I was ready to take her.  So I reached down and undid the button to
her jeans and spread the wings so that her plain white panties were
showing. They had a lace waistband, which was very hot!  I worked my hand
across her hip under her jeans and felt her little ass through the panties.
With my hand in back I worked the jeans off of her ass and down her legs.
She had to shift, but it was nice to see her help me, and I was able to
pull her jeans down her legs and off.  I tossed them to the floor.

   Now the sexy teen was just in her panties.  I again took my own
initiative to take my own jeans off.  Now we were both in just our
underwear.  The more I saw of her, the more I wanted.  I couldn't wait to
get my cock inside this beautiful teen girl.  I wasn't even gonna try to
get her to suck me, I figured I would eat her out a bit, get her nice and
wet, then just stick my cock inside her tight virgin vagina.

   "Oh baby, you're doing soo good.  This is amazing already.  I swear
you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen." I said smiling at her
again. I wasn't totally lying by the way like you may think.  I really did
think she was especially hot.  Maybe it was her young age that was so
attractive.

   "Now baby, I'm gonna take our underwear off now and we're gonna be
totally naked together, but I want you to relax and just let me lead the
way ok." I said.

   She just nodded.  She was breathing heavy.  Definitely from her
nervousness as far as I could tell.

   I then reached down and began to remove her panties.  I slipped them
down, uncovering her bare ass and pussy, and right down her legs and off.
Now the 16-year-old was completely naked in front of me and it seemed like
she was going to let me have sex with her.  I quickly removed my underwear
too, making us both butt naked in the young teen's bed.

   I started running my fingers across her naked pussy, just feeling her
most intimate spot.  She shuddered as I touched her there for the first
time.  It may have been the first time anyone touched her there at all. 
But as I felt her soft smooth pussy, my cock sprung up and was standing
straight out.

   "Here baby," I said as I took her hand and placed it on my hard cock.  I
guided her hand up and down the hard shaft.  After a few strokes I let go
and she kept going, she seemed to have the hang of it as she stroked her
first cock.  So for a little bit, I played with her bare pussy while she
stroked my cock, really getting me going.

   "Oh yeah Amanda, you're so good," I said.

   "Thanks," she said giggling.  She was definitely nervous, but seemed to
be enjoying it.

   "Do you like it honey, does it feel good?" I asked as I continued to
fondle her.

   "Yeah it feels good, just not used to it," she said still giggling.

   "That's ok, this will be good practice, and there's no pressure, it's
just me, so you can relax," I said.

   "Ok, thanks," she said as she continued to stroke.  It was about time to
get moving because if she stroked me too long with her sexy naked body
right in front of me, I would soon lose it.

   "Amanda honey, why don't we stop this for now and you just lie on your
back...yup there we go.  Now I'm going to make you feel really good," I
said.

   With that I got down between her legs and brought my mouth to her young
pussy.  I kind of did some licking around it first, just to get her ready
and wanting it.  The I just covered her pussy with my mouth.  She had very
little hair so it was a nice pussy to suck.  I ran my tongue up and down
the slit.  As I got to the top I pressed my tongue into her young clit. 
She moaned as I did this.  This was definitely her first time getting head
and she was definitely enjoying it.

   After awhile of eating out her pussy, she was very wet and slick down
there.  I thought if I was ever going to slide my cock into her, it would
have to be now.  I peeked up at her and she was still in a state of near
orgasm, with her eyes half closed.

   Without saying anything, I pulled away from her pussy, and crawled up
the bed over her.  She looked up at me now, still in a bit of a daze. 
Maybe she knew what I was gonna do, maybe she didn't, I still don't know.

   "Matty..." she said as I positioned my cock at her young teen pussy.

   "Shhh, it's ok baby, just relax ok," I said.

   I didn't wait for a response in case it was negative.  I was so worked
up at this point, I had to fuck her.  So I dragged my head down her slit
until I felt it rest against her warm hole.

   I immediately pushed forward and my head slipped inside her.  She was
still nice and wet so that part was easy.  I pushed forward more and I slid
into her more.  It got really tight as I got a little deeper and I could
feel my cock stretching her pussy.

   She winced as my cock entered her vagina for the first time, but I
gently just kept pushing it in deeper and deeper.  Only about 2 inches were
inside her when I felt a pretty solid barrier.  I knew this was her cherry.
And I knew I was going to be the one to pop it.  I withdrew just a little
bit and then pushed in hard and I felt my cock split through the thin layer
of skin that was her hymen and I had officially taken her virginity.

   Now she moaned in pain and for a moment I felt bad.  But really, I was
excited and I felt almost a triumph knowing I just took the teen girl's
virginity.

   "Oh Amanda, you're doing so good baby, hang in there, that was the only
bad part," I said.  I was afraid she would ask me to stop or take it out.

   I gave her another moment, and then I pushed forward more.  Now that I
was through her hymen, my cock slid in rather easily.  It was still very
tight, which made It feel really good, but I was able to get my entire cock
inside her.  With my cock buried to the hilt in her vagina, I held in it
her for a moment or two to let her get used to it.

   Then I couldn't wait anymore and I started to slowly withdraw my cock
until just the head was in her.  Then I pushed it all the way back in until
my balls were resting on her ass.  It felt so good as I slid into her
warmth.

   Then I began to slowly fuck in and out of her.  I didn't go very fast,
but really, that made it so good, because her vagina was so tight that it
just felt so good to let it massage my cock.

   It wasn't until I was fucking in and out of her and feeling the walls of
her vagina massaging my cock that I realized what I was doing.  I wasn't
using any sort of protection.  I wasn't wearing a condom and there was no
way this girl was on the pill.  She had never even had sex before.

   Now that I thought of it, I'm surprised she didn't say anything.  I mean
she was old enough to know she could get pregnant if she had unprotected
sex.  But as I looked down at my naked cock sliding in and out of her
vagina, I realized that for whatever reason she wasn't going to say
anything.  I mean it wasn't like she didn't know I had no condom on.  If
anything we could both clearly see my raw cock sliding into her pussy as we
fucked.

   So for now I took this as a gift that she didn't say anything and I
continued to fuck her tight vagina without a condom, just enjoying the
feeling of her vagina massaging my naked cock.  I had fucked 2 girls in the
pussy without a condom before, but I had never, ever cum inside a girl.  I
usually would always stop well before I was going to cum and she would jerk
me off or something.

   But as I was fucking Amanda M., I realized that she really wasn't going
to say anything.  It was all up to me.  I was already fucking her without a
condom and it seemed that if I wanted to, I could even cum in her vagina.
Now, I knew that I might not want to do that.  I didn't want to actually go
and get the girl pregnant.  She was only 16 and we were basically having a
random fuck, I certainly didn`t want to be making a baby with the girl. 
But it felt so good fucking her tight pussy without a condom and I knew
this was one of those very rare chances to cum in a girl's vagina, and
especially Amanda's, since I had been lusting for her for so long.

   The thought of all this got me soo worked up, I realized I was going to
cum any second whether I liked it or not.  And at that moment, as I felt my
cock nearing orgasm inside her tight wet vagina, I realized I was going
drop the load right into her vagina, I just had to!

   "Oh my god," I started to moan as I felt my cock start to throb.  I knew
I was cumming.

   "Oh god, oh yes, ahhhh," I moaned as I felt the first hot spurt shoot
into her vagina.

   Then I just pushed it all the way in her as deep as I could and the big
load started emptying into her.  Glob after glob of my sperm shot into her
vagina as I had my best cum ever, right inside her unprotected vagina.  I
didn't stop until I had dumped my entire load into her waiting womb.  Oh,
it just felt heavenly.

   As my huge orgasm finally subsided, I had a flash back to reality.

   "Oh my god Matt, what did you do?" she said now suddenly worried as
opposed to nervous or anything else.  I apparently wasn't the only one who
knew I had just cum.

   "Amanda, I...oh god, I'm so sorry honey, it just felt so good," I said
still breathing heavy from cumming.

   "Oh god," she said pushing me out of her finally.  She now could see and
feel my cum oozing inside her vagina.

   "I knew it, you came in me," she said whining.  "What are you thinking,
now I'm gonna be pregnant, oh my god!" she complained.

   "I...I'm soo sorry," is all I could say stumbling to find words.  I mean
what do you say to the young teen girl who you not only took her virginity
but came right inside her vagina.

   "Oh no, I don't want a baby," she said obviously not being able to get
over it.

   "I know honey, I don't want you having a baby either, trust me.  Look
maybe you won't get pregnant, it doesn't happen every time.  It's like
uncommon actually," I said trying to re-assure both of us.

   "No.  That's what I was trying to tell you, I knew I couldn't go and
have sex today, cause like, I'm right in between periods, you know.  I
wasn't planning on actually having sex today, just like kiss and stuff."

   "Oh!  I thought when you said get physical you meant like get naked and
have sex," I said realizing how dumb of an assumption that was.

   "No, no, just like kiss and maybe like take a few clothes off, but I
really wasn't ready to get naked with a guy and definitely wasn't ready to
have sex," she said.

   Now it was all clear.  My horny mind had led me to take this unwanting
girl's virginity.

   "Oh honey, I'm so sorry, I mean I really have wanted you for so long, I
just wasn't thinking or if I was I was thinking with my horniness.  And
plus you were just so beautiful and really I must say, you were a natural,"
I said trying to make her feel somewhat better.

   "Well it is what it is.  And I couldn't believe we were doing it without
a condom, but I figured you had some sort of plan.  I didn't think you
would ever just go ahead and cum in me like that," she said remembering
most why she was mad.

   "I know, I'm sorry, that honestly wasn't planned when we started, I
just...I don't know it felt really good," I said.

   "What felt good?" she said still sarcastically.

   "Well all of it, but at the end especially, like when the cum was coming
out," I said.

   "Well I'm glad you liked it," she said very sarcastically, "I hope it
was worth having a baby, cause that's what's gonna happen."

   "Look why don't you go hop in the shower and wash out down there.  It
helps if you clean the cum out.  And again, I'm sorry I did it in your
vagina like that, I wasn't planning on that when we started, honestly," I
said trying to do damage control.

   "Ugh, just...whatever," she said getting up, grabbing her clothes and
running to the bathroom.

   I knew that the shower wouldn't help that much with stopping her from
getting pregnant if indeed she was ripe at that moment.  I mean this wasn't
just one of those things where you pull out late and a few spurts end up in
the girl's vagina by accident.  This was a full and intentional cumming
inside Amanda's vagina.  As soon as I felt the first little spurt, I pushed
my cock all the way into her vagina and came as deep inside her as I could.
Basically assuring that she would get pregnant if she was ovulating.

   Well as you can probably assume by now, Amanda ended up becoming
pregnant.  She told me that her period was late and that was bad news in
itself.  But it was about a month and a half later and she still hadn't had
a period since we had sex.  So there was no doubt left that Amanda M.  was
pregnant with my baby.  It was weird.  It sucked cause I knew it could only
mean trouble.  I mean how do you explain to her parents that you fathered a
baby on their underage daughter.  Heck they might even call the cops for
this one.  But it felt kind of exciting and almost devious to know that I
had taken this girl that didn't even want to have sex yet and ended up
planting my baby in her young womb.

   Like I said at the beginning.  If I could go back, knowing the results,
I probably wouldn't have cum inside her.  The reason I say probably is if
you had asked me before this if I would risk getting Amanda pregnant just
to feel the moment of shooting cum right into her vagina, I can't be sure I
would say no.  It felt that good.  It would have been nice to have her not
get pregnant, but again, the risk was worth how good it felt at the time.

   MJK
   Feedback: PatsNE21@yahoo.com


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