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Subject: {ASSM} Losing my virginity (M/f, consensual, tame stuff)
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Losing it, part one

I think I mentioned that when I think about losing my virginity, I
consider that I lost it three times, and the second time didn't really
count. (It's my virginity, I think I can decide who actually took it
and Cowboy didn't count. This is the story of how I officially lost
it, but I count the third time as the time I lost it having actual
intercourse.)

The first guy, I'll just call him Surfer. His real name isn't
important in the scheme of things. I don't even remember it now, I
suppose I should, but outside of our brief relationship on the beach,
it didn't go far.

I spent almost an entire summer at the beach with friends. Laura,
Robbie, Davie, and I would all ride in Robbie's car to the beach where
we would stay the day until late in the afternoon. We'd lounge on the
sand, play in the waves and watch the guys play on their boogie
boards.

There comes a point in a girl's life where she realizes she can flirt
and guys notice. I was at that age. I spotted this one handsome surfer
sitting on the beach, and started up a conversation with him. He asked
me to sit down. This went on for a day or two, I'd hunt him out and
we'd sit together on the beach for a while and talk.

Talking turned into closed-mouthed kissing. I hadn't done much kissing
and I wasn't comfortable doing it right there on the sand in front of
everyone. He didn't say much when I pulled away, he just stared at the
waves for a few minutes. He stood up, helped me to my feet, then
pushed me towards my friends, saying, "Go tell them I am taking you
for a walk. Tell them to watch my board."

My friend Laura looked a little worried, "Where are you going with
him?" I shrugged, "Just for a walk he said." She said, "Be careful." I
nodded and walked back to him.

I asked where we were going and he answered, "My van so we can kiss in
private." I followed him towards the parking lot, then, spoke up
again. "I don't think it's a good idea to get in your van."

He looked at me and let out a sigh. "You're a virgin aren't you? Yeah.
Okay, we'll stay out of my van. I know someplace else." He led me
towards the tide pools instead that were at the other beach. There is
a pathway that goes to another beach, it requires climbing up the side
of this cliff but it's secluded and quiet.

We sat down straddling this rock, with me facing him. I wasn't sure
about sitting on the side of a cliff so I was trembling a little. He
asked if I was cold, I shook my head and replied, "What if I fall?" He
put his arms around me and pulled me close to him saying he wouldn't
let me.

He started to kiss me again, keeping his mouth closed for a few
minutes and I forgot I was on the edge of a cliff. "Open your mouth."
"Why?" "It makes kissing better."

That sounded confusing but I opened my mouth because I was starting to
feel really relaxed. When his tongue first entered my mouth, I tried
to move away, but he put his hand on the back of my head and made a
stop sound in his throat.

His fingers found a spot on the side of my neck and my entire body
went stiff just before I melted against his chest, feeling my stomach
get warm. He broke off the kiss a little and murmured, "Use yours
back." I kissed him back, understanding now what he meant about it
being better. (God, had Laura and I said we'd never kiss like this?
Wow, why?)

My entire body was firing off sparks I'd never felt before, and I was
clinging to him kissing him. I hardly noticed his hand moving under my
bikini top until he had my nipple between his fingers. I flinched but
pushed closer to his hand. His fingers swirled around my nipple,
gently rolling it while I forgot about kissing him because I'd
forgotten how to even breath.

"Turn around." I somehow managed to get my body turned around so I was
leaning against his chest, my ass pressed against his lap. He was rock
hard and he asked if I could feel him pressing against me. I felt my
face flame and I turned my head away, closing my eyes as I nodded. He
chuckled, "You are cute when you turn red." If it's possible, I turned
even more red and said "My friends are wondering where I am."

He began to kiss my ear, and my neck, telling me "We aren't going to
go any further than you are ready to go so just relax. Let me make you
feel good."

I found out that afternoon that the side of my neck is a highly
sensitive spot, just gently breathing on it can make all types of
sparks start flying. Licking and kissing sent my body into a fever
pitch. It was a fever I had never experienced before and I didn't know
what was wrong, or what I needed, but I knew that I was at the edge of
something just out of reach.

His hand was back under my top again, but this time, his other hand
was down near my inner thigh. I shook my head no, but he whispered
"Trust me, let me make you cum." His fingers slipped inside the leg of
my shorts and I stiffened up. "No."

He said nothing, but he stopped moving his hand, he just increased the
licking on my neck, finding this spot at the base of my throat and
gently sucking while his left hand milked my nipple.

"Do you want me to stop?" I said "No, don't." "Good girl, raise your
hips just a little." He slipped his hand inside my swim suit and I
stiffened up again, scared. He kept kissing my neck, making me relax
into his hand as he pushed my suit to one side, allowing his fingers
access to my pussy which was soaking wet. He was leaning back against
a rock, and he pulled me backwards a bit so that I was thrusting my
hips forward.

His right hand was rubbing the outside of my pussy, playing with my
clit, teasing the lips. I could feel I was damp and I also felt like I
was still missing something. I was pressing against his hand, saying
"please", but I didn't have a clue what I was asking for, I just knew
that I needed something else because my entire body was ready to go up
in flames. He chuckled against my neck.

"I am going to put one of my fingers inside you. If it hurts, tell me
and I'll stop." He moved his hand away from my pussy and I moved
forward, trying to press his hand back to my sex.

He gently held me against his chest. "In a minute. Here, get my
fingers wet, suck on them." His damp fingers were against my lips and
I could smell my musk on them. I drew back slightly. "Open your mouth,
Baby. Get them wet so I can fuck you with them."

Damn, he was kissing my neck again and my mouth opened with no more
prompting. I can't think while my neck is being kissed. I sucked at
his fingers, thinking they were already wet, but not protesting.

He moved his hand away, and kissed me full on the mouth, remarking "It
tastes good, doesn't it?" I was blushing again but it didn't matter,
he was moving his hand back inside my shorts and I was pressing my
pelvis up to give him better access with no prompting.

"Easy. Hold still. I don't want to hurt you." My mind registered that,
but the only thing I could think was my entire body was hurting and I
didn't understand why or how to stop it. Some part of my mind said his
fingers were the key to fixing it.

I pushed against his finger, and it gently slid inside, shocking me a
little because I had never had anything inside before. It felt mildly
invasive and a little uncomfortable. I went totally still, trying to
decide if I liked the feeling.

"I don't think we should be doing this."

"Ah, I wondered when you were going to realize what we were doing.
I'll take you back to your friends." He started to remove his hands
from my shorts and from under my top.

He was stopping? Oh damn. What had I said? "Don't stop. Please. I've
just never done this before. It feels strange."

"Did it hurt?" I said, "Not really. It just felt strange." He
commented that it should not feel any more strange than inserting a
tampon and I choked, prompting a chuckle from him. "Never used those I
take it?" "No! Guys aren't supposed to even know about that stuff!
It's private!"

He laughed again, "I can have my finger rammed home in your kitty, and
that's okay, but talking about tampons is too private." He sat up. "Do
you want to go back to your friends? I didn't realize you were this
much of a virgin, you are really responsive. You aren't going to be a
virgin if we keep doing this. It might hurt a little bit because you
aren't used to it. The way you are wiggling, I can't promise I won't
tear your cherry. You might regret it afterwards."

I thought about this for a minute or two, the logical side of me
warring with the physical side that was still on fire and throbbing,
just dampened a little.  "I think I want to lose it this way. Don't
stop." I felt his body shudder against my back and his cock became
rock hard again.

"You are sure? Once it's done, it can't be undone." I nodded yes.
"Okay, I'll be as gentle as I can. Lean back against me again."

His mouth renewed it's assault on my neck, making hickies right at the
spot where my neck meets my throat, driving me insane with need for
something just out of my grasp. His hand slipped back under my shorts
and he began to tease the outside of my sweet spot, getting his
fingers damp with my juices.

I felt one of them slipping back inside while he played with my nipple
and sucked on my earlobe. I stiffened up again at the invasion but he
whispered "Shh. It's natural for it to feel that way. You are really
tight. Does it hurt?" I shook my head. He began to move his finger in
and out, and I melted into him, it felt good, really good, but it was
still not what I needed and I was still on fire.

He pulled me so I was cradled in the crook of his arm, resting partly
on his lap, and that gave him better leverage. His finger found what I
realize now was my g-spot and that was what I wanted. My entire body
began to tremble and I was rocking my hips against his hand.

"I can get to that spot better with two fingers. It's going to stretch
you a little, can you be brave? It will feel good again in a few
seconds." He pulled his finger out, making me struggle against him in
protest because it felt like he was stopping. He leaned down and
started to kiss me, using his tongue, delving deep into my mouth as I
sucked gently on his tongue, using mine to tangle with his.

I felt two of his fingers start to slide in, and he was right, it did
stretch me. I opened my eyes and looked into his. He asked me with his
eyes if he should stop and was he hurting me too much. I pushed my
hips up just a little so the angle was better for him and closed my
eyes.

As his fingers pushed in deeper, the pressure increased, becoming
painful. I whimpered, easing my hips away a little, flinching from the
hurt. He pulled out slightly, playing just inside my kitty, teasing my
clit with his thumb, tugging gently on my inner lips. I started
pushing against his hand again.

"Be brave for me, this is the worst part." He leaned down and began to
gently bite my neck while he wiggled his fingers gently in and out of
my canal. As I arched up to meet his mouth, he pressed his fingers
home, tearing past my hymen, making me cry out and stiffen.

He held his fingers still inside me, while he kissed my neck,
whispering, "Good girl. Brave girl. Let me make it feel good now." I
could feel my muscles clenching around his fingers, my nerves firing
off on their own in reaction to having his fingers so deep inside and
I trembled.

He pushed my swim suit top aside and began to suckle on my nipple and
my body relaxed into him again as the stinging eased and the fire
restarted. He adjusted his angle so that his fingertips were against
my g-spot, and I opened my eyes in confusion as I felt my body begin
to give up control. I was cradled half in his arms, half on this rock,
his fingers deep inside my most private spaces, his mouth latched onto
my nipple and I started to shake.

It started somewhere around my stomach and spread to my limbs. I was
moving against his hand and my nipple pressing harder against  his
mouth, dangling on the edge of something I couldn't define. He said
"Go on. Cum for me." I didn't understand what that meant exactly, but
thankfully my body did. I orgasmed against his hand, nearly blacking
out from the force of the feeling.

I am not sure how long it took me to return to reality, but I was
quiet in his arms for quite a while as he put my swim suit top and
bottoms back in place. He finally said "We should get you back to the
beach. Your friends will come looking for you." He helped me to my
feet and I somehow made it back down the path feeling dazed. Before we
came back into view of the beach, he stopped me and very gently kissed
me.

"Thank you. That was hot. You probably won't like me much later when
this glow wears off, you are going to be a little sore. I'm sorry
about that, I was as gentle as I could be. A warm bath when you get
home will help with the soreness. There might also be a little blood
on the inside of your shorts or suit, you tore inside a little, that's
natural. You aren't a virgin anymore. I hope you don't regret that
later, I probably should have brought you back to your friends
instead." He kissed me again.

My friends were waiting for me, the guys didn't seem to notice
anything, but Laura said "You look different. Did he kiss you?" I did
not answer. I just sat and watched the waves as my nerve endings
settled back down to normal.

I never saw him again. Do I regret it? Not at all and I didn't then.
There were no words spoken of love or forever like perhaps there
should be at a time like that, but it was just the way it should have
been. It was only later that I realized the sacrifice he made by not
asking me to help him get off after he had helped me.

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