Message-ID: <48011asstr$1085735402@assm.asstr-mirror.org> X-Mail-Format-Warning: No previous line for continuation: Wed Aug 14 16:30:23 2002Return-Path: <lzalezac@yahoo.com> X-Original-To: ckought69@hotmail.com Delivered-To: ckought69@hotmail.com X-Original-Message-ID: <20040528033931.14738.qmail@web60401.mail.yahoo.com> From: Lazlo Zalezac <lzalezac@yahoo.com> X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Thu, 27 May 2004 20:39:31 -0700 (PDT) Subject: {ASSM} JC:Ed Biggers III-01 (mf mmf ffm ff mm sci-fi) Lines: 678 Date: Fri, 28 May 2004 05:10:02 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2004/48011> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: gill-bates, dennyw ===== Lazlo Zalezac http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Lazlo_Zalezac http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Lazlo_Zalezac __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Friends. Fun. Try the all-new Yahoo! Messenger. http://messenger.yahoo.com/ <1st attachment, "biggers3-01.txt" begin> JC: Ed Biggers Part 3: Accretion Chapter 1 By Lazlo Zalezac Copyright (C) Lazlo Zalezac, 2004 Infant, toddler, child, adolescent, adult, and geriatric reflect the changes in the physical body over the course of a full lifetime. More important than changes in the body, are the different roles a person plays in the theatre of life. A small sample of roles can a person can hold includes friend, employee, boss, lover, spouse, leader, follower, parent, grandparent, consumer, producer, and provider. A life isn't being lived unless a huge number of roles are being played. As the number of roles taken by a person in the course of a day increases, it is regretful how we tend to forget a role or two. A woman that is a cook, mother, maid, wife, chauffeur, laundress, PTA member, employee, lover, companion, and supporter can easily forget to be lover, companion, and supporter to her husband. The man that is a father, gardener, employee, provider, handyman, husband, lover, companion, and supporter can easily forget to be lover, companion, and supporter to his wife. The darkest hours of the night, when all are asleep and the house is quiet, is when a person is haunted by the roles forgotten in the course of the day. Why didn't we make love today? Why didn't I complement her on the promotion? How was it that we didn't have the time to walk on the beach together? When did she stop supporting me? Sleep is disturbed by such questions and the body wakes as tired as when it lay down to rest. The importance of roles can change slowly over the course of time. Meaningful roles can become displaced by more mundane roles. When did vacuuming the carpet become more important than fucking on the floor? When did being a good employee working overtime for a miniscule raise become more important than supporting the child at the baseball game? When did doing this thing become more important than doing that thing? It is only after the consequences of having relegated those meaningful roles to the background are reaped that it becomes obvious that one has screwed up their life. The child runs away from home, the spouse has an affair, and the house becomes a dry sterile environment that kills the spirit. Loneliness becomes the watchword of the day. Men and women, in the throes of depression, cry to heaven, "Oh Lord, let me be loved." Infant, toddler, child, youth, adolescent, adult, and elder. Looking back to previous stages of our physical growth, we think of how much better things were back then. They weren't, it was just that we didn't see the true consequences of our actions at the time. We didn't recognize the missed opportunities until long after they passed. Upon stepping out of the auditorium, Ed was greeted by hearty cheers from his family, friends, staff, and classmates. The crowd shouted, "Congratulations, Dr. Ed Biggers." Smiling broadly, Ed replied, "Thank you. I appreciate the help that each and everyone of you provided me." Beth and Kelly grabbed him, one to an arm, while Ling stood behind, pushing him down the hall to a double size classroom. Around the room were several tables filled with food created by Marguerite. One table was filled with presents, brought by everyone in attendance. Ed looked around and saw the banner taped against the wall. In very large block letters it said, "CONGRATULATIONS DR. ED BIGGERS." This had been a surprise for him. It was nice to know that everyone was more confident in him than he had been. For the past three hours, he had sweated and paced nervously thinking thoughts of everything that could go wrong. The presentation and defense of his dissertation had gone well. In fact, it so easy and over so fast that he could hardly believe it. The questions that he had been asked were much simpler than he expected. The end had been anti- climatic; a simple good job from the committee members. Having been through this process himself, John knew what Ed had felt before and after. He said, "See, you were worried for nothing." Ed replied, "I guess so. It went pretty smoothly." "It always does when you know your stuff," said John. A very impressed Shirley came over to him. Afraid to kiss him, she hugged him as she said, "Wow, I remember when you headed off to college. I didn't believe that you would make it this far, but you did it. I'm so proud of you." A line had formed behind Shirley as others came over to say something to him personally. Sherry came up to him and kissed him with a passion that curled his toes. She said, "I can't believe the bully turned to a scholar. The whole town is proud of you." His old neighbor, Maria kissed him on the cheek. Smiling at him shyly, she said, "You've become the man I always thought you could be." Her wife, Rosa, grabbed Ed and hugged him tightly. Tears rolled down her cheeks in happiness as she said, "Congratulations, Ed." Richard Green came over and said, "Great going, cowboy!" Seeing Richard and Ed together, John Green came over and said, "Hey, I didn't know that you knew each other." Surprised to see his cousin, Richard said, "Hey, John. How's my favorite cousin?" "Just fine," replied John. There had been a time when the two men didn't get along at all. That was back when Richard was a loud, abusive, and crude drunk. Past differences had become forgotten by the time that Richard married Linda. John's daughter, Kim, came running over and threw her arms around Richard in a friendly hug. She asked, "What are you doing here?" "I'm here to congratulate Ed on going from cowboy Ed to Dr. Biggers," replied Richard. Distracted by the presence of Richard, John and Kim Green congratulated Ed and went off with the cousin. When Grace arrived, she joined them as they discussed how each of them knew Ed. Ed had no idea that Richard was related to John, although the common last name should have clued him in. Jim, Sherry's husband and their lawyer, came over to congratulate Ed. Winking, he said, "You're now a doctor. Folks will have to start calling you Doc Biggers." Laughing at the mental image that Doc Biggers invoked, Ed replied, "That sounds like the name of a sex toy company." In response to the joke, Jim and Sherry burst out laughing. With a saucy wiggle of her hip, Sherry said, "I'll just have to try that Doc Biggers Sex Toy." Ed blushed when a half dozen women in the room piped up, "Me too." With a broad smile that showed her white teeth, Cathy came over and put an arm around Jim and Sherry. Ever since Sarah, the granddaughter of William Redman, had greeted Jim at the door, Cathy had taken every opportunity to tease her former boss. Turning to Sherry, she asked, "So tell me, what did Jim say when he came home after Sarah led him around the house naked?" While Jim blushed at the reminder, Sherry giggled and said, "If I remember correctly, it was something to the effect that he had wished it was Cathy." Laughing, Ed said, "I'm sure that can be arranged." Sarah came over to them and saw the laughter. Knowing Cathy, she was sure that the woman was teasing Jim again. She said, "Are you pestering this poor man again? I tell you, he was a perfect gentleman. I was very disappointed." The comment invoked a great deal of laughter. Sarah and Cathy double teamed Ed while congratulating him. There were times when the staff was just too much to handle. After that, the four of them disappeared to eat and talk leaving Ed behind to meet the next in line. Dale and Terry Taylor were next to congratulate him. After shaking hands with Dale and hugging Terry, Dale leaned over and whispered, "We have a present that we'd like to give you in private sometime." Curious about the nature of the present, Ed asked, "Can you give me a hint?" "No," said Dale. Terry said, "We did get permission from your wives." The couple pushed each other in a good natured manner as Ed realized that the present probably was something sexual in nature. He blushed and said, "Tell me when you want to give it to me and I'll be there." Terry blushed and said, "We'll let you know." The happy couple went over to Marguerite, to thank her again for the feast that she had prepared. Marguerite had come to like the couple very much and on her days off sometimes visited with Terry. Ed, watching the four of them together, thought that it was interesting how knowing one person led to knowing another and then another. Nevada Hayes came over to Ed and shook his head. He said, "Ed, I have to say that when you started this stuff, I was afraid that you were making a big mistake. Now that you've finished, I have to admit that I was wrong." "Nevada, I knew that you had my best interests at heart. I appreciate that. A man can't have a better friend than that." Ed looked at his former boss and realized that he was beginning to look old. The face had wrinkles that hadn't been there when he worked for the man. The back was bent a little rather than ramrod straight. He asked, "So how are you doing?" The old man looked around at all of the younger people in the room. With a sigh, he said, "I'm getting ready to retire. Just looking for the right person to take over the business." The initial line had disappeared as the initial excitement wore off and hungry people went to graze the food on the tables. Ed put his arm around Nevada and asked, "This person, does he need to be a cowboy or would you prefer a business man?" Thoughtfully, Nevada looked at Ed and said, "I hadn't thought about it." While scratching the back of his neck, Ed said, "When I was writing my dissertation, I met a kid that was majoring in business. I was just thinking that if you kept ownership of the business but let this kid run it, you'd have a nice little retirement check coming in every month." The two men discussed the possibility while walking over to a table. As they loaded up their plates, an agreement was reached for Nevada to interview Gary Dow. Nevada promised that he would go over and talk to Cathy to make the arrangements. Satisfied, with the arrangement, Ed started to eat. After the first bite of food, he realized how hungry he was. In the morning, he had been so nervous that he couldn't eat much of a breakfast. Lunch had been worse and he had skipped that altogether. He spent the next fifteen minutes eating. He was finishing a taco when Kim entered the room. She came over to Ed and, after kissing him, said, "Hello, Ed. Congratulations." Happy that she could make it, Ed smiled at her. Kelly and Beth waved and stepped out of the room know that Kim was not comfortable around them. He kissed her back and said, "I'm so happy that you came." She looked around at the people in the room and asked, "Where are Kelly and Beth?" Disturbed by her continued avoidance of his wives, Ed answered, "They stepped out when you came in." Kim was silent for a moment and then said, "I'll be right back." "Okay," replied Ed. He spoke to her back since she had already turned and was heading out the door. Watching her leave, he wondered where she was going and what she planned on doing when she got there. In the hallway, Kelly and Beth were hugging each other. The continued unease of Kim around them had begun to hurt. It was a shock to both of them when Kim left the party and approached them. Hesitantly, she said, "Ladies, can I talk to you?" Slowly, Kelly turned to face Kim with a tenseness in her stomach that was impossible to ignore. Too much of this and she worried that she would develop an ulcer. She answered, "Yes, you can." Looking around to see if anyone was watching, Kim said, "Okay, I'm willing to sleep with you." Looking in disbelief that Kim would even make the suggestion, Beth asked, "Pardon?" With a little more control than she thought possible, Kelly said, "That's nice. I'm not willing to sleep with you." Very surprised at the answer, Kim asked, "Why not?" "It would be rape," answered Kelly as she looked at the woman. Although Kim was putting on a brave façade, it was easy to see that she was terrified. Kelly added, "We don't rape." Stuttering, Kim said, "I... I... I thought that was what you wanted." Beth and Kelly went to Kim and put their arms around her as they led her back into the room. Beth said, "Listen to me. We only want you to be happy. We want Ed to be happy. You don't have to love us or have sex with us." Kelly added, "We would be happy if you could at least like us." Confused, Kim stumbled along between them. When she looked up, she was facing Ed with tears in her eyes. She whispered, "They don't want to sleep with me." "Of course, they don't," said Ed. At the hurt look in her eyes, he explained, "They only sleep with people when there is a mutual affection and desire. You don't have an affection or a desire for them, so they will leave you alone regardless of what you offer them. The only thing they've ever wanted for you is to be happy." Looking over her head, Ed winked at Kelly who went with Beth over to table to snack on something. His wives were discussing the sad state of Kim. Sherry noticed that they were upset and went over to help them. She listened and then looked over at Kim with a frown. When she headed over to Ed, the wives tried to stop her, but she shook them off. Sherry, a large woman, strode over to Ed and said, "Ed, I care about you a whole lot, but I'm going to take this young lady somewhere else for a few minutes and I'll drop you where you stand if you try to stop me." "Yes, ma'am," replied Ed. He had no idea what had been going on and decided that he didn't want to know. With a grip that was just short of painful, Sherry pulled Kim out of the room. Kim followed behind trying to figure out who this woman was. As Sherry pulled her along, she passed by Jim and said, "Come here." Jim followed them out into the hallway just as confused as Kim. Sherry came to an abrupt halt and turned around looking at Kim. She said, "Darling, you have some problems and I suggest you get them taken care of. I don't care what happened in your past, but you've got some lessons to learn about love. Until you learn, I forbid you to see Ed." Kim stepped back and said, "Who are you that you think you can forbid me to do anything?" Stepping forward, Sherry said, "I'm a friend of the Carter Clan. I'm a big fat broad that can be mean as hell when I see my friends getting hurt." Snarling, Kim said, "You can't keep me from Ed." Angry, Sherry replied, "You don't deserve Ed because of the way you treat his wives." Exasperated at the lack of understanding of anyone around her, Kim said, "Look, I offered to sleep with them. What's wrong with that?" Understanding came cascading down on Jim. This was the woman with whom Ed went rock hunting. He had heard some of the background on her. The lawyer in him came out as he said, "Have you ever given a guy a pity fuck?" "No, I'd never do that," answered Kim offended at the idea. "How do you think a guy would feel if you were to walk up to him and offer him a pity fuck, basically calling it that?" asked Jim. "The guy would be crushed," answered Kim. She would never do anything to hurt a man like that. Sherry, looking daggers at Kim, said, "Yet, you offer Kelly and Beth a pity fuck!" Her face blanched as she realized that was what she had done. She said, "How do I convince them that I'll do what they want?" "You dumb bitch," said Sherry. She drew herself up to her full height and, pronouncing each word individually, said, "All they want you to do is to be happy and to treat them with a little respect. Is that too hard for you to understand?" Being called a bitch was as effective as a slap in waking up the mental processes of Kim. As she listened to the statement about what they wanted, Kim actually heard the message and it fully registered for the first time. She asked, "They don't want to sleep with me?" "No!" said Sherry frustrated at Kim's denseness. "Why not?" asked Kim. The revelation hurt in a funny sort of way. It was difficult to admit to herself that someone wouldn't want to sleep with her, even if it was a Lesbian. In a very serious tone of voice, Jim answered, "Because they don't love you." Sherry said, "I can tell you from experience that if they love you and you love them, it would be the greatest thing you'll ever experience." Kim pulled back from Sherry as if she were hit with a bolt of lightening. She looked at her and said, "Don't tell me you are one too?" Sherry said, "Jim, tell Kim what my favorite sexual adventure is." With a smile on his face, Jim said, "She loves to have two men at once, particularly if they'll do anything that she asks." That was a sexual adventure that Kim could understand. The idea brought warm feelings in her private parts. She smiled and said, "Umm, that must be magnificent." Sherry said, "Jim, what is your favorite sexual adventure?" Excited, Jim answered, "I like to watch you having sex with a woman while I'm taking turns with the two of you." Kim looked at Jim like he was the lowest form of life that she had ever encountered. Sickened, she said, "You bastard." Snapping her fingers to get the attention of Kim, Sherry said, "I love my husband and I'll do that for him any time, day or night. That, my dear, is love. It is a giving of pleasure to another with your entire heart and soul. Believe me when I say that if you ever feel the desire to give another pleasure without limits, you will find that it is the most incredible experience of your life. You will want to do things that right now would disgust you." Tears welling up in her eyes, Kim said, "I don't understand." While Jim felt sympathy for Kim, an anger welled up from deep within Sherry. Spitefully, she said, "I know you don't understand that and for that reason, none of us want to sleep with you. For that same reason...." Desperate, Jim tried to stop Sherry lashing out at the other woman with a verbal tirade. Everyone froze when John said, "And it harms none, then do it." Sherry turned to face John, ashamed to look at him in the eye. John stepped over to her and said, "Sherry, it is time for you to let it go. I know about your years of pain caused by immature men chasing after pretty women that were totally selfish. Those days are over and you won the grand prize. Don't propagate that pain to anyone else." Sherry answered, "Yes, John. You're right. It's just..." "Sherry, would you belittle a woman with a broken jaw for not giving a blowjob?" "No," answered Sherry as her face turned bright red in shame. John said, "Don't belittle Kim because a part of her has been broken, perhaps beyond repair. My wives understand and hope that she can find a little happiness with Ed. Don't take their gift away from them. Ed has his relationship with her and is satisfied with what he gets out of it. Don't take his satisfaction from him." "I'm sorry, John." Sherry realized that her anger was misplaced. Years of watching skinny good looking women steal men away while being totally selfish had hurt her more than she could admit. If the women had treated the men well, she could have understood, but they didn't and that she couldn't abide. She turned to Kim and said, "I'm sorry, Kim." Before Kim had a chance to respond, Sherry pulled Jim into the room leaving John and Kim looking at each other. In a matter of fact tone of voice, John said, "I've been raped three times in my life. Once by a woman, once by a man, and once by a hermaphrodite. That does not mean that I've given up on women, men, or hermaphrodites." Kim brought her hand to her mouth in sympathy. John continued, "From what I can tell, you've been raped repeatedly by a woman or group of women. I am not saying that you should have sex with a woman, but I am saying that you shouldn't give up on women." "What do you mean?" asked Kim unsure what was meant by giving up on women. "Do you have any women that you consider friends?" "No," replied Kim realizing exactly what he meant. She had gone into a male dominated field so that she wouldn't have to work with women. Years had been spent avoiding any and all activities that required her to become close with a woman. She even viewed the women customers in her store with disdain. John said, "You have two women in there that want to be your friend. They don't ask anything of you except that you be a friend back." Lip quivering, Kim said, "I don't know if I can do that." "You can," answered John. John returned to the room where the party was being held. From across the room, Ed raised an eyebrow as a question and John gave a thumbs up as an answer. Sammy was telling Ed about his time in college and that he would be graduating in May. The young man that had attempted to kill Ed had kept his promise to go to school and make something of himself. Graduating with a 3.46 GPA in teaching with a concentration in English, he already had an appointment to a teaching position in the Phoenix School District. He was planning to get married to the girl that he had been seeing for three years. They were rushing to get married before the school year started so they could take a long honeymoon. As he listened, Ed realized the young man wasn't boasting. He was desperately trying to convince Ed that he had done good things with the chance that Ed had given him. It was time for him to let the young man off the hook. He said, "Sammy, you've done well by me and your mother. I'm glad to see you are successfully pursuing a great calling. Teaching the young is one of the most important things we can do. If you remember the times of confusion when you were their age, you will be a good teacher." The praise had the desired affect on Sammy. The young man relaxed and smiled at Ed before getting a more serious expression on his face. He said, "Thank you for everything you did for me." Smiling, Ed said, "Sammy, I have to be honest with you. I did it for myself as much as I did it for you. I couldn't have lived with myself knowing that I had a hand in destroying your future." When Sammy left, Beth and Kelly came over to Ed. He looked at them and asked, "So what really happened?" Kelly said, "She told us that she would sleep with us. We told her no thank you." Shaking his head, Ed said, "I was afraid of that. Sherry came over here and dragged her away. I imagine she read her the real woman riot act." Having seen what happened, Kelly said, "John took care of that. Before you get to that, you had better open your presents. I think some people may want to leave soon." A very elated Ed spent the next hour opening presents. More than one person remarked that he acted more like a kid on Christmas than a Ph.D. on his graduation. Many of the presents were of the typical graduation present type, pens, daybooks, and a brief case. Other gifts were associated with his chosen profession, rock hammers, chisels, safety glasses, and a hard hat. There was also the usual assortment of gift certificates. The specific kind of the present wasn't important to him; it was the thought behind it. He appreciated every gift he received. The idea that so many people had been rooting for him was humbling. The knowledge that so many would actually take precious time out of their day to spend with him celebrating this event touched him more than he could ever put into words. After getting though all of the presents, he went around the room and talked with people. In his travels, he didn't see Kim and wondered if she had left. He felt very sorry for her, particularly since she had made an effort to come here despite her intense distrust of his wives. It was odd, she could talk to them over the phone, but she couldn't stay in the same room with them. A very distraught Sherry came to Ed and hugged him with tears running down her cheek. She said, "I'm so sorry, Ed. I didn't mean to hurt her." Gently touching her face and wiping the trace of tear away, Ed replied, "Don't worry Sherry. You meant to help. I'm sure that with time she will come to understand." Smiling weakly, she said, "You can tell a fat joke if you want." Laughing Ed said, "Come by the house and we'll work off some of that guilt in a session with the Doc Biggers Sex Toy." Laughing and feeling much better, she said, "I'll take you up on that." Watching her leave with Jim, he wondered how many of the scars she carried were his fault. Others came and said their good-byes before they left. Ed stood by the food eating between visits from well-wishers that stopped by before leaving the party. He hadn't enjoyed himself this much in a long time. While Ed spent his time talking to different people in the room, Kim was in the hallway talking to Kelly. Her lower lip quivered and tears welled up in her eyes as Kim said, "I haven't been fair to you and Beth. I'm sorry for that." Seeing how upset Kim was, Kelly led her to a deserted classroom. She sat down in one of the chairs while motioning Kim to do the same. All Kelly wanted to do was hug the other woman and comfort her, but she knew it would chase the other woman away. Kelly said, "Someone must have really hurt you in the past." Kim shifted uneasily as she thought about her aunt and the tortures that she had been subjected to at her hands. In a voice that was barely audible, she said, "My aunt..." Kelly started when a stately Native American woman entered the room. Smiling at Kelly, the woman said, "Hello, Kelly." It took Kelly a moment to remember the woman and then recognition flooded over her. She squealed in happiness, "Lily! You're here!" Lily smiled and said, "I take it John is somewhere around here. It will be good to see him again." Excited to see the healer, Kelly said, "He's in a room down the hall. Ed completed his doctorate today and we are having a party for him." Putting a hand on Kim's shoulder, Lily said, "Kelly, go join the party. I shall visit your house when I am done with my patient." Kelly turned to Kim and said, "Do what Lily says. She's a healer." Confused, Kim complained, "I don't know who she is." Impatient to begin, Lily led Kim out of the room as she answered, "I am a Druid who serves the Goddess." Among the last to leave the party was Professor Simms. This had been a special occasion for him. As an instructor nearing the end of his career, it was a wonderful feeling to have a student that exceeded the teacher. He had worried about what Ed was going to do once he graduated, but Ed had taken care of that matter. A research affiliate position had been created as a result of a donation from a consortium of mines. In a competitive application, Ed had won hands down with an extremely impressive resume and research plan that had appealed to the consortium. He was now a research affiliate, a position that gave him access to university resources and an office on campus. However, his primary income would be from his consulting activities which had become quite extensive. Satisfied that Ed would be a powerful presence in the world of mineralogy for years to come, Professor Simms never regretted having taken a chance on the lanky cowboy that had impressed him that first day. Walking over to Ed, he said, "Well, Dr. Biggers. This is a great day for the field of mineralogy. You're going to make great contributions to our understanding of crystal formation." "Thank you, Professor Simms. I've really enjoyed this entire experience," answered Ed. "Well, I wanted to congratulate you one more time. Your dissertation broke new ground and I hope you continue your work in that area." Ed and his former professor spent a nice time talking about the research that Ed was going to pursue. Sitting off to the side, John watched with pleasure as his husband talked with passion about his research plans. It was nice to see Ed so alive. Beth came over to John and put her arm around him. Together they watched Ed. Beth said, "He's like a kid that's been given a new toy." "That's the way life is supposed to be," answered John. A very happy Kelly came running into the room shouting, "Lily is here!" <1st attachment end> ----- ASSM Moderation System Notice------ Notice: This post has been modified from its original format. 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