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Sly & Nam ~~~ Random Strings Of Sometimes Interesting Chat From
A Failed Friendship
By
NamasteMaster, a nom de plume and alter ego for PlanetDweller
(MF, romantic, courting, courtly love, light BDSM, menstrual
fetish discussions, fantasy, fantasies, very long and somewhat
boring in places, very poignant and very interesting in others)
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***Slysays:
Hello there, are you in?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
HI Sly, , yeah, I'm here, but only for a few,...just woke up
(yes, dreaming about you a bit, Grin!) and have to start getting
ready to go to the Kane family reunion at lunch today...
***namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
only HAVE a few...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, what's up ?
***Slysays:
Yes, I know.....lol........I was dreaming myself last
night.......
***Slysays:
Just read your Sharon's Story.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool...of me, I hope
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, and what did you think of it?
***Slysays:
interesting thought I had and wanted to ask you.........in your
stories, it almost seems like you want to make every possible
scenario "all right".......is that so? I thought it was
"hot"......lol....... and am pretty much aroused by every story
I've read so far......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Don't forget you also said you'd read "Blood In The Snow Of Raven
Rock" to see if it'd send you running for hill, Silly Grin
***Slysays:
I dreamt about eating some woman out,
actually......lol.......don't know who, if that isn't too
graphic for early morning........yes, read that on last night,
sent you an email.........
***Slysays:
also responded on your site to that one.......lol
***Slysays:
You are a "true" Master, that is all I can say.........
***Slysays:
that one.....above
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, it's not an overtly conscious choice on my part that I want
to make every scene "all right"...it just happens that way...I
geuss because I've had only a small handful of negative sexual
experiences....and when a character "talks" to me, it's usually
almost all positive, too
***Slysays:
I see, well, I won't hold you up here.......hope you have a
great day!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You can NEVER get too graphic for me, that's impossible, so don't
sweat it, Grin
***Slysays:
lol okay
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And thanks for the supreme compliment of calling me a "true
Master"...
***Slysays:
I have been inquiring and talking to people.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As long as I end up being YOUR true Master, that's what my heart
and mind is leaning more towards, SMILE
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, go on, I have another 5 minutes or so...
***Slysays:
and although we have not played.....you have the right
understanding about what it is about........the intimacy and
surrender...... *smile*........ that is an
interesting thought........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I do
***Slysays:
I said in my response at your site that I would like to know
YOUR thoughts during such an experience...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Have the correct understanding of what The Lifestyle is about
***Slysays:
yes........ exactly...........
***Slysays:
there are different angles, of course.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'll certainly be happy to tell you MY thoughts during such an
experience
***Slysays:
lol I would like to hear them sometime, thanks........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My raw, natural power comes from my deep sense of self-knowledge,
self-confidence, self-assurance, and a basic happiness with my
self
***Slysays:
that's wonderful, really......... what men should show
more........ what women need to see........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm a man's man, yes, but also a woman's, MY WOMAN'S, man...
***Slysays:
lol I have been told that I am woman for just such a
man............. that's really hilarious............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I simply am not afraid of anything, that does make unusual for a
person on this planet
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool, I've been having the feeling that you were such a woman,
too...an Alpha Female for an Alpha Male
***Slysays:
no, I am not either really, the final thing that could happen
is death and I am not afraid of it either..... lol
that term is amusing to me, really........makes me want to
laugh..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Me too
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes
***Slysays:
how very interesting.........
***Slysays:
would love to hear more on that as well........if you feel
inclined to tell me sometime
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It is a supreme compliment to me that after reading some of my
stories you dreamt of eating a woman/women out...Cool !....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I'll be happy to talk more about my past life memories
and/or anything else, when I have more time
***Slysays:
lol I have been "encouraged" by a few others to do a ffm
....... am not ready for that, I tell them.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of course
***Slysays:
yes, I really should let you go..... thanks for answering my
"ping"........lol
***Slysays:
yes, that would be very interesting.........remember that from
your letter.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sure My Friend...I'll ping you when I get back, probably late
this afternoon or tonight, if you'll be around
***Slysays:
I will be on this evening for sure........ not sure what time
yet
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hugs, and yes, I can see you, Sly, becoming my, Nammy's/K's,
slave, pretty easily...I think it's what my friend Sly wants, she
just wants to be a female a bit and make sure of things...that's
cool, , we have all the time in the world
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No prob, I'll be on for certain around 8-ish
***Slysays:
lol is that your response to my not falling all over myself
for you??? (teasing.....) Hugs as well, lol, and yes, I
am definitely wanting to express the woman I am more, important
for me at this time........... thanks for noticing,
Nammy.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of course, slave Sly, of course...and yes, you are ALL woman,
thankfully for me...well, do need to run, need to "three S"
(shower, shave/trim beard, and the other "s" too, Grin) and get
ready...Hugs & Kisses & A Friendly & Loving Hard Pinch To Your
Right Nipple, talk to you when I get back, SMILE!, Love, Your
Nammy,
***Slysays:
es back........ have a great day Nam...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
U 2 Sly, Bi-Bi
***Slysays:
bye, thanks...
++++++++++++++++++++++++
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, wanna talk about sex some tonight, Hhhhmmm (Sweetly Evil
Grin) ?
***Slysays:
yes, everyone does it seems, that's like my father, messed up
but kind and generous to a fault........ hmmmm well, to talk
about it is to be very much in your shadow, I'm afraid......lol
***Slysays:
I haven't been nearly the adventurer that you have........
***Slysays:
but......
***Slysays:
lol I am open to a discussion I suppose........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I actually consider myself to be relatively IN-experienced and
mostly quite tame and ordinary...well, except with certain
special partner, Grin
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I have done a lot variety and quantity-wise, yes, but always in
LT relationships
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I didn'
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I didn't swing from the rafters and screw hundreds of partners
like many of my peers did, both female and male
***Slysays:
yes, but you have experienced much within yourself, I take
it......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But yeah, I guess I've pretty much had all my fantasies fulfilled
at least one time over the years
***Slysays:
sounds like you have your fill of pleasure, lol....... well, I
guess so....this is in real time, even if distant.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes...I would like for you to tell me your "hard limit" likes and
dislikes, if you'll be so kind
***Slysays:
hmmm interesting question........I don't really know the answer
to that, but what I want is to fulfill the limits of my desire,
so to speak.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Mine are: 1) no kids, 2) no animals, 3) no dead people, 4) no
permanent, disfiguring injuries, and 5) all acts done being done
out of and from love
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And no "scat, either, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Or escargot for that matter, dislikes snails almost as much as I
dislike "scat"
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
lol that's cute.......
***Slysays:
same for me, really.........
***Slysays:
but the details escape me as of yet......lol and the degrees
of many things.........I am more interested in the control aspect
of a Dom/sub relationship than the actual lifestyle.........
***Slysays:
and I don't think I would be interested in a 24/7/365 TPE
relationship either.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Listens...
***Slysays:
I consider myself to be too individual and too strong for that
***Slysays:
lol
***Slysays:
Alpha Female, don't ya know.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, who needs her Alpha Male
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
An observation about living a 24/7 TPE relatioship, since I've
had two marriages that were that...
***Slysays:
lol yes, that's true........the one thing I can't provide for
myself.......
***Slysays:
yes........?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...all relationship have ebbs and flows, ups and downs...the 24/7
TPE is a mindset more than a series of practices...it has to do
more with acceptance of Alpha "roles" than what is actually done
or not done on any given day...what's important is that both
partners are happy with "the rules", whatever "the rules" are
that they might agree on, and those rules are subject to growth
and evolution just
***Slysays:
yes, that sounds about right.....lol I think too that
it's an acknowledgement of capacities, like finding your mate
that matches you...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
like the male and female participants are...Yes, the sex tends to
be better, I really believe, in an UN-convential marriage that
involves at least some power exhange, but what is important is
how happy you make each other, not what you necessarily do to
achieve that happiness
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, agree totally
***Slysays:
and truthfully........ yes, that is what I was going to say as
well.......that none of it is needed except to make each other
happy.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Couldn't agree more, SMILE
***Slysays:
lol we do tend to agree a lot, you realize........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of course, mind-blowing-ly great sex does help
***Slysays:
lol I will look forward to experiencing that one day......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, we do, but it seems very natural and right that we do
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
With me, I hope
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
" lol I will look forward to experiencing that one day......"
...with me, I hope
***Slysays:
yes, I know what you meant....... lol....... I am reacting in a
bit of a stunned way to your directness, not usually my
way.........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, you're not usually very direct yourself, Agree (DUCKS!)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Heheheheheee
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I always try to be sensitive to others, to the one I'm with, but
yes, I'm very direct while trying to do so dipomatically
***Slysays:
hmm I am direct when I want to be, believe me.........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I was attempting sarcasm, something I'm not too good at, at
times, Smile
***Slysays:
ah, okay........well, at the moment it is fitting, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, what ARE you dreams and fantasies, some of them?
***Slysays:
you'll laugh.......being with two men, for one........and
being completely and overwhelmingly dominated, lol.......but
just for pleasure, really.........
***Slysays:
and most of all........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes...?
***Slysays:
being with "the One"..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Perfect
***Slysays:
not very fancy, but there it is......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's why I asked, Happy Smile
***Slysays:
is it? lol
***Slysays:
hmmmm
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes
***Slysays:
I am feeling a bit like you are seeing too much right
now........ an unusual feeling of shyness,........lol
***Slysays:
unusual for me that is
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, I just like what I see, like my new friend - Sly -, she's a
very special friend to me already and we've known each other for
just 2 days now
***Slysays:
yes, I know...... it is very easy to talk, for us....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My empathetic abilities don't work too well over telephone lines
***Slysays:
whew! lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes it is, and it's very nice
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehhee
***Slysays:
lol knew you would like that ........ but seriously.........I
am not looking for anything more than friendship with a man at
this point, don't think I could really handle more just yet
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When you find "the One", when you're with "the One", while every
moment might not be good, every single moment is "perfect", if
that makes sense
***Slysays:
there is a lot that I have worked through recently, and I am in
a period of change right now, that will settle by the summer of
2005 about........lol
***Slysays:
hmmm yes, that is what I have thought as well...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, I'll have to wait until 2005 to go to bed with you,
Uhrrrhmmmm, see you in RT, that's cool, GRIN !
***Slysays:
lol talk about frustration, right?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
For whom ? CHa=Ching!
***Slysays:
lol
***Slysays:
yes.......of course......I am there already, not afraid to
admit that.......
***Slysays:
I will be relocating to another city by next summer or the
summer after, my daughter will be going to a private school as
well....... have it pretty much planned
***Slysays:
and maybe then there will be room for me to play with my
"mate".......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool
***Slysays:
yes........sigh........hope so........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Seriously, I am VERY attracted to you, and yes I am a flirt and
flirt with you unmercifully, but I really do believe that
whatever you and I are meant "to be", close friends, lovers,
partners, more, whatever, between God and us and our mutual and
individual free will agency(ies), we and God will choose the
right path(s) for us
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I am the most patient man on this planet
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I can outstubborn a cat, ask the cats I've outstubborned, Smile
***Slysays:
yes, I know that you think and feel that
way........*smile*....... otherwise I would be alarmed at the
degree of flirtation .......lol I love a patient
man........*swoon*..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You're a worse flirt than even I am, know that ?
***Slysays:
lol yes, I can be at times........great fun,
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
yes it is...
***Slysays:
lol o, you don't fool me for a second hon............ but
thank you again for the flower....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do feel, am feeling, that we're connecting on so many levels as
equals, it's a very nice feeling
***Slysays:
and actually I do believe you can be very innocent........as
well.........lol
***Slysays:
yes, it is really important........
***Slysays:
and I don't claim to have your brainpower exactly, but I think
that is part of it as well..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I've never denied for a single second that if we could meet in RL
Torrow that I wouldn't want to jump your bones right then and
there in the restaurant, and would give the waiter a very big tip
for letting us "use" their table, GRIN !
***Slysays:
intellectually and spiritually we are perhaps close........
lol now there is a fantasy as well.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I see you as my equal in many if not most ways, Seriously
***Slysays:
I would absolutely LOVE to just completely give in to the moment,
the day, the week..........you get the picture..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of course, that comes from my respect of and for you, as much as
anything
***Slysays:
yes, I do as well.......
***Slysays:
it's really empowering as well to talk to someone on similar or
same levels
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I do...you feel the same level of chemistry coming through
these copper wires, but like me, you have a very practical side
as well
***Slysays:
well, I don't know about practical so much as
realistic........and I have to be, I have a daughter who depends
on that........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it is, and lots of fun...even where we disagree, we have a
deep respect for each other's experience, knowledge, and
viewpoints...that is VERY nice
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I understand, and of course respect that as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's what I mean about being practical...you're a single mom
and a very good one at that and of course your daughter MUST come
first right now, I understand and respect that, Sincerely
***Slysays:
Even if I didn't have her, I would be on a quest for
"reality".........have always been that way....... yes, she
does come first, that is also why I don't date.....not the time
for it yet
***Slysays:
and I don't bemoan that fact, it just is this way........my
libido can wait....lol (well, just barely anyway)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, but your libido can also take a weekend vacation hopefully
with your special friend, Smile
***Slysays:
yes, it puts a different perspective on things, doesn't
it....... (lol.....don't believe in weekend flings, SO
unfortunately!)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Really ?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hhhmmmm
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, it looks like you might end up being my wife/slave/sub
eventually, maybe, Hhhmmmm?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehheee
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
In 2005, I mean to say
***Slysays:
lol now how did you conclude that out of that last statement??!!
yes, not before that.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nammy got your tongue ?
***Slysays:
lol oooohhhh that's bad........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehee
***Slysays:
lol you are having fun here, arent' you........ nice to
see.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I am, and you are too as well, I also see, and that's also
very nice to see...you need to laugh more, my good friend Sly
***Slysays:
I am going to have to cut this short this evening, my
Nammy........we are going to bed in a bit........and yes, you
are very right about laughter.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
(hears Sly's mind just a' tickin' away)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's fine, I need to head on to bed shortly, too
***Slysays:
although.......my daughter and I were just laughing about
something for a sec here......lol
***Slysays:
she makes me happy........the love of my life, really
***Slysays:
thank you for those kind words though, Nam..........*kissing
you*.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, gimme a nice hug and kiss goodnight, my sweet and good
friend,and we'll talk again soon, and I will be sending you other
stuff...G'night, Hugs & Kisses...Sweetest Of Dreams (read more of
my porno, GRIN!)
***Slysays:
lol I have been already.....grin back......eyes
twinkling........and thank you, hugs and kisses to you, hope
you have a great night.........
***Slysays:
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Bi-Bi, Night-Night
***Slysays:
LOL Goodnight.......sweet dreams!
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***Slysays:
Hello Nam, are you in?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hey
***Slysays:
hi there,
***Slysays:
I was sent home to go over a million forms, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Did you day go okay otherwise?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Did your...
***Slysays:
yes, great, the supervisor wasn't there yet, she had been on
vacation
***Slysays:
met most of the people I will be working with though, so far
so good
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool ... so maybe it won't be as a bad as anticipated?
***Slysays:
no, I am sure it will not, and the hours will be 9-4, also
better than I thought
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Also very good
***Slysays:
yes, sigh, lol I should be grateful but I am too used to
my freedom, and how are you??
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, about like usual, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I've already been to the bread store stocking up on junk food and
to Kmart for extra flashlight batteries (they were sold out) and
a couple of other places for emergency supplies...the entire
state is bracing for Hurricane Isabel to hit us around late Wed.
or Thursday
***Slysays:
yes, I was just reading that........ I am sorry to hear that,
really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It's part of the culture of living in North Carolina, bragging
about how many hurricanes you've survived, Grin
***Slysays:
well, that does warrant bragging, I'd say...... but the
casualties, the damage, doesn't bear thinking about
***Slysays:
at least there is a chance to evacuate now
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, and they're already doing so, way ahead of what they
normally would
***Slysays:
sure, of course, why not......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, actually, it's been a dead-quiet day, almost eery...
***Slysays:
(I was home at lunch time but didn't see you then....)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'll make a couple of phone calls later but with the hurricane
coming, it's like everything's on hold right now
***Slysays:
hmmmm yes, of course, that takes precedence in everyone's
mind
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Uh-hu, I was out running errands a good part of the day
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
my word
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I did promise I'd be there for her through her surgery...and
she doesn't have anyone else to help her
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sometimes I'm just too nice a' guy
***Slysays:
yes, I know what you mean really, it is hard emotionally as it
is I'm sure...... nice of you Nam......*smile*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Thanks, Smile Back
***Slysays:
it's funny how we need the finality of divorce for closure,
know what that's like
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, Sigh...Lee and I were perfect for each other, were what
each other had been looking for all their lives, 100% we thought
at first, but it turned out to be only 99%, and that 1% more than
balanced out the other 99%, turned a positive relationship if not
into a negative then at least into one that was hurtful to both
of us
***Slysays:
yikes, I'm sorry.......... those are strange odds then
really........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, "weighted" ones
***Slysays:
and it helps to take time as well, to really figure things out
yes, understood, sorry...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
An old fiance' of hers, whom she hadn't heard from in years, her
first "real Master", came back into her life last summer (of
2002); she betrayed me, cut off all sex from me last fall, took a
real crapshoot and started seeing him behind my back last winter
in hopes of she and he getting back together, I know he loves her
and she him but he's a dog at heart and didn't want her as his
"only" and
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
basically left her, and now I don't want anything to do with her,
not in a marriage or relationship kind of way...don't mean to
vent, just letting you know the facts behind everything, Smile
***Slysays:
whew, that's awful, betrayal is very hard to get over.........
I'm glad that it's over with her then, and not a problem, even
if you are venting hon......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Thanks Dear
***Slysays:
I do know what that is like as well......... not worth hanging
on to
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Why did you and yours get divorced?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Are getting a divorce?
***Slysays:
let me make a list for you......... lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles
***Slysays:
well, he betrayed me with prostitutes while on business in
Thailand, for one, he hit me on about 5 different occasions,
the first of which I can't remember, have blocked it out, and
he used me financially......... very selfish and insecure at
the same time
***Slysays:
lol how's that?
***Slysays:
enough of a reason to leave him, for sure
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Wow!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
More than enough reasons
***Slysays:
yup, lol, but it's a long time ago now, and frankly my dear,
I don't give a damn........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehehee
***Slysays:
lol yes, have to laugh about it now.... it was ridiculous,
how much I wanted to give and how much he took.........but in the
end I was simply too strong for him
***Slysays:
so I don't feel brought down by it..... that helps
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I understand...if I might ask, Sly, you've mentioned "legal"
stuff happening later this year or early next, I assumed that was
having to do with "him", maybe it's not, if it's not too
personal, can I ask what'll be going on?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
If it's too personal right now to talk about, just say so, no
offense will be taken, Seriously, Smile
***Slysays:
o no, I've been divorced since '92, this is about the threats
that were made against me two years ago, and a follow up of
security checks really............
***Slysays:
meetings with certain people that were involved, but even so it
is not secure, but it should help anyway........
***Slysays:
I have some confidence in the people that will be contacting me,
in their ability to assess intentions and the state of mind of
the person/people involved........sorry, a bit vague, can
explain further if you like
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, please do if you don't mind, Thanks
***Slysays:
sure, we can't do everything, even those of us who want
to.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
"A man's got to know his limitations" ~ Clint Eastwood,
"Heartbreak Ridge"
***Slysays:
lol yes, true
***Slysays:
I am surprised at this conversation, you know..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Why is that?
***Slysays:
I have been thinking these things for a long time, not
expecting to share them with anyone
***Slysays:
it has been a sole journey, if you know what I mean, and
perhaps in my mind I have had to be alone
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm deeply honored that you choose to share them with me
***Slysays:
thank you, my Dear Friend, really........ you have made it
possible however
***Slysays:
being the way you are
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You're not alone, not any longer, My Dear Friend Sly
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No matter what life does or doesn't bring us, you, and I, you
will never be alone again, not unless you tell me "scram" at some
point in the future, and I won't ever give you a reason to do
that, Smile!
***Slysays:
lol I can't imagine doing that, Nam, and I do feel that we
have made a true connection, I appreciate how you give of
yourself in this way, really
***Slysays:
it isn't everyone who can speak knowledgeably about forgiveness,
you realize......*smile*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
TY,
***Slysays:
and you have stood as alone as I have, felt that right away as
well
***Slysays:
but it is not a bad thing necessarily
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hugs Sly
***Slysays:
you too Nam.......( lol, and now on to something less
serious.......) so, what are you wearing?????
***Slysays:
isn't that awful to hear ? lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just shakes head and grins and laughs...Nah, you're sweet
...didn't mean to get too heavy on you, but I do have a habit of
saying exactly what is on my mind and in my heart, Grin...am
wearing Desert Storm-style camoflauged pants and a black Eddie
Bauer knit golf shirt
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And you?
***Slysays:
lol thank you for answering.......*grin*...... I am wearing a
purple shirt, black leggings, lol
***Slysays:
and it wasn't too heavy, but very serious to me......and very
supportive, I thank you Nam......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sure thing, My Bestest Friend
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hhmmm, a purple shirt and and black leggings and that's all?
Hhhmm, no pants or skirt or underwear? Cool !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Where's a webcam when you need one?
***Slysays:
lol no, the leggings are cotton, was wearing a beige skirt
before, and of course panties and a bra, sorry
hon.............lol
***Slysays:
leggings are like sports pants, just tighter, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
O, I C, Grin
***Slysays:
lol
***Slysays:
well, I should let you go for now, my Nam, I hope this
wasn't too serious, and again thank you,
really.........*hugging you*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, it wasn't too serious...well, it was serious, but it needed
to be for what we were discussing, we're still learning a lot
about each other, learning more and more each day and each day I
feel that much closer to you, Happy Smile...talking with you
always makes me happy, Very Happy, Sly...but yeah, I do need to
run for now, thanks...Hugs&Kisses for now, yack at you later, My
Buddy Ol' Pal
***Slysays:
lol thanks my Friend and Confidant, take care
***Slysays:
Hello there, are you busy?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hi, Sorry I missed your ping earlier, was taking a short nap, am
here now
***Slysays:
Hi there, no problem, how are you?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, a little tired, mainly I are too many mashed potatoes and
gravy with supper and all those carbs' made me sleepy, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I ate...
***Slysays:
ah I see, lol we had fried chicken, vegies and baked potato,
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Had leftover turkey (which I loved), mashed potatoes and brown
gravy, corn, and biscuits
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do love Southern cooking
***Slysays:
wow, a real southern meal!
***Slysays:
lol yes
***Slysays:
lol you're cute
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I try to be
***Slysays:
You do more than try Nam, you are..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
(almost blushes)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, been thinking about me, a little, Hhhmmm? (fish, fish, fish)
***Slysays:
have you read that article at PD&S? about what it is to be
seriously in the "lifestyle"? hmmm yes, I was really
thinking about you after our last conversation this afternoon,
it drained me but made me feel that you are really genuine as
well.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Thanks, Hugs My Sly...I didn't mean to drain you, was just trying
to be supportive and comforting, Happy Hugs & Kisses...I can't
recall reading the specific article at PD&S you mentioned but
probably did...I agree with a lot of what Serenity says but also
disagree with a lot, too; she has her own philosophy of and about
the lifestyle which matches in some places but not others my
own...she and I
***Slysays:
I see.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
have discussed many things at length about the lifestyle and
respect each other's viewpoints but that's about as far as it
goes...I've lived not one but two No-Limits 24/7 TPE lifestyle
marriages, something few Masters/men/people have ever done, so
while it doesn't make me an expert, it does give me a lot of
first-hand anecdotal experiences to draw wisdom and insight
(hopefully, Smile) from
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sly, why I do NOT expect my next, which will also be my very
Last, partner to be "perfect", I do expect and will not have
anything less in my next/last relationship that isn't 100% what I
want in my heart of hearts
***Slysays:
yes, of course, this article is more about what is really
required, and the difference between public and private
TPE....... yes, I know how you feel, that is exactly what I
want as well, if it is possible.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of course it's possible, even probable (sly Hint)
***Slysays:
lol yes, I got the hint, really, I just want to be absolutely
ready and sure when I really think about and decide something
like that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
To me, it is, it will be important not just that I am totally
happy with my partner, but that she is with me equally also, and
we both understand WHY we we're both so deliriously happy with
each other...knowledge of self and our partner not to moderate
passion, but to intensify it
***Slysays:
okay, definitely, of course, but you know, I do think it is
rare.........
***Slysays:
and I also think that it is a matter of "spiritual"
compatibility, at least in how developed two people are......if
not matched well, life will pull them apart eventually
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I couldn't agree more..
***Slysays:
and it is hard to judge that really, many people aren't even
aware of that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...which is why I think you and I are so drawn to each
other...even though we have different spiritual paths, they're
similar in many ways, our commitment to our respective ones is
very striking, and the fact that we're both good and gentle yet
very strong people
***Slysays:
yes, I do think we have some important things in common, but I
am not ready to invest in anything, not to get ahead of
ourselves here......*smile*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
In RT, no, I understand...but we are investing one heckuva lot of
time in each other, and at least for me, I know why I'm doing so,
Grin
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Because I think I've found someone for whom my being compatible
with doesn't begin to describe what you and I are mutually
creating
***Slysays:
lol yes, I know we are, that is why I mentioned it........
wow, you pack a punch at times Nam, really......... but these
things take time and tests of "reality", you know?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, absolutely...we both need to see each other when we're weak,
hurt, angry, pissed-off, childish, selfish, and a whole bunch of
other not-so-pretty times and emotions...and that takes
time...which we have plenty of, Smile
***Slysays:
yes, we do..... for me it is really wanting to be
real........that is the first prerequisite I have for myself,
let alone anyone else........ and something that I have found
surprisingly present with friends online, great really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...not that I ever have any fear in any situation, but yes,
my bluntness comes through even stronger online than it does in
person most of the time, I know what you mean
***Slysays:
I have fear, but don't let it stop me if I can, or learn from
it, and yes, our qualities seem to be clearer, less held back,
online
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, changing the channel, Smile, you have to be at work by 9 in
the morning?
***Slysays:
yes, I do......why?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just making conversation
***Slysays:
oh, okay, lol, thought you were going to tell me it was
bedtime, but I did sleep this afternoon, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I don't want you to stay up TOO late tonight, Grin
***Slysays:
lol hmmm I wouldn't mind that......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, it would be "bedtime" only if you were here in RL
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
(Subtle Hint, hint...)
***Slysays:
mmmmmm now that is a lovely thought, Nam.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Thank You, My Sly
***Slysays:
lol mhmmm
***Slysays:
lol if we could do that, it would mean a number of
things.........
***Slysays:
that we really are compatible, and that we are free........
***Slysays:
two very wonderful things to be with a partner
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
We are both already, Sly...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It's just a matter of letting the real world outside catch up
with us
***Slysays:
well, okay, if that's the way it is, all right,
fine......lol but we will have to live in the real world
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You will be my muse, and I shall be your Master, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, we do, and I simply say what is in my heart
***Slysays:
mmmm sounds so wonderful really.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it is, and will be, Promise
***Slysays:
please hold on a sec, homework again.....lol wow,
my heart is fluttering here.....*smile*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...sure, no prob....
***Slysays:
hi, sorry, back............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No prob, Hug
***Slysays:
*hugging you tightly*.....
***Slysays:
it would be dreamily close to perfect, wouldn't it?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
"Loves to be hugged by My Sly..."
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it would...PERFECT...that's the only word that fits...it
would be PERFECT
***Slysays:
hmmm okay, well, I haven't ever believed in perfect, so be
forewarned that this is going to take me a while to "see"...
*smiling at you again*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, I'm not a perfect person, far from it, but I know what I
want, and yes, our relationship, our homelife, our lovelife, our
hearth of creation, would be perfect
***Slysays:
well, it will be up to us to find that out then...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Two people don't have to be perfect to have a perfect marriage
***Slysays:
no, that's right
***Slysays:
a close to perfect bond, or in fact a perfect bond for their
growth
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
They only have to unconditionally love and respect each other
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, a perfect bond, forged from the hearth of God
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
God, Sly, I can just visualize us making the most incredibly
perfect music together on ALL levels, Smile, for the rest of our
lives
***Slysays:
lol yes, I do know what you mean, but really, I think you can
visualize more than I can at this point.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...just saying what I see in my mind and feel in my
heart...No pressure, of course
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It's just so neat, no, so perfect that you and I keep discovering
how close to perfect for each other we apparently are
***Slysays:
yes, I know, and I love that really, you are very open and
very good at that......
***Slysays:
well, we do have the same interests, and some of the same
personality characteristics......and who knows what
else........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehe...this going to be so much fun, discovering each other
even more as time passes
***Slysays:
yes, there do seem to be sparks flying all around, don't there,
lol interesting......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You're so cute when you try to be coy and shy, Grin
***Slysays:
lol o dear.... can't hide much from you, can I ? but
seriously, I don't play at these things, I think that's why I
am careful too
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I don't play at these things, either, My Dear, but you know that
already...I'm not a "player", I'm a "do-er"
***Slysays:
that's good, really, am glad to know that, so am I when I put
my mind to it, lol and in this area of life I have been
purposely not doing, am determined to only do things well,
*S*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, when we're together in RL that first time, all doubts will be
erased immediately...I think it would take something
extraordinary for us not to at least meet in RL eventually,
something like finding out one of us was actually a Nazi or Ku
Klux Klansman or international terrorist or something similar,
and since I'm not, I don't you are either, GRIN, so such
"skeletons" are a non-issue to me
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I don't THINK you are...
***Slysays:
no, most definitely not.....lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do know that you have a good soul, a pure heart, are beautiful
on all levels, love God, love people, love music, love life, love
living, and are hopeful that I just 'might' be "the one" that you
just might want to spend the rest of your life with, just
May-Bee,
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Time will tell, but yeah, May-Bee
***Slysays:
lol you are enjoying this, aren't you........... *shaking my
head, smiling.....*......but I wasn't looking for "the one" yet,
as long as you know that as well
***Slysays:
I am not in a hurry
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I know (pokes Sly, slyly)
***Slysays:
but I do think we will meet as well, especially if we keep
talking like this........ (you're terrible!)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehe, Yes I am, aren't I ?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I AM a stinker...
***Slysays:
lol yes, you are.......(hey wait a minute, how do you mean
that exactly?) ^o)
***Slysays:
***Slysays:
you have to be laughing now...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just laughing up a storm actually
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I am a stinker, but NOT a player, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I just love to make you laugh, to see you laugh
***Slysays:
lol that's important, really.........I think I have had enough
of players, not my thing.....
***Slysays:
lol yes, me too, it's really fun to make you laugh, I'll
have to work on shocking you though
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Considering I am pretty close to be shock-proof, not impossible
to shock but close, you do have a challenge on your hands
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
to being...
***Slysays:
hmmm yes, it will require digging deep inside the darkness
within me (for we all have a dark side) to produce something
even remotely surprising to you...........
***Slysays:
I will enjoy every second of that, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As long as it comes from an honest place within you is all I ask,
i.e., don't "tease" me, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When you try to shock me, keep in mind that in doing so you might
be mentioning something that actually might EXCITE me instead,
Seriously
***Slysays:
lol well, that is the idea as well of course, and no, I
wouldn't make something up that wasn't in me, not my way at all
***Slysays:
I like genuine things, people, feelings, unique thoughts, etc
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm about as genuine and unique as they come, Dear
***Slysays:
yes, I did notice that, Nam......sigh........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hope that is a happy "sigh"
***Slysays:
lol just know that I am not ready to really develop something
quickly, and yes, it was a longingly happy sigh
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My honest expressions of what I feel and think are never, ever
meant as pressure, Sly...it's just me being me...I really am the
most patient man you'll ever meet
***Slysays:
I really like that you are honest, and I don't feel it as
pressure, just don't want to disappoint you in any way Nam....
***Slysays:
and I want to be honest as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Don't ever, ever worry about you disappointing me, I don't...even
us empaths who can see "over the horizon" can't see what our
futures will bring
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's what free will agency is for, so we can create the futures
we want and need
***Slysays:
no, of course not, but aren't you ever insecure at all about
making someone happy? yes, we do create it, knowingly or not
***Slysays:
it just seems like a huge decision to make, and one needs to be
quite sure about it
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, if it is someone I care about, yes, I do feel doubt and
insecurity at times about if I make them happy or at least happy
enough, but I do my best, am always myself, am always honest with
them as well as myself, and after that, well, not meaning to seem
insensitive, but I just don't worry about it after that...as long
as I have openly and honestly communicated as much as I can, as
long as I
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
have tried my best to make my partner happy in all ways I know
how to do, then that's really all I can do
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I know that's very blunt, but it's me being very honest
***Slysays:
yes, that is very true also, I understand, it isn't
insensitive, but it is realistic
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I DO spoil my partner, always, rotten, Seriously
***Slysays:
and that is why people really have to know each other and
themselves......hmmmm doesn't that sound great....lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
In fact I love surprising my partner always, shocking her to no
end in nice ways, showing how much I love her in ways she didn't
think I knew how to do, just love watching her melt when I do
someting totally unexpected that she just wants to both
simultaneously strangle me over and drop and give me a blowjob
over right then and there
***Slysays:
LOL o god, do you ever have that right....... that is
engaging many emotions at once, wonderful really......... I
love that!! honestly......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just smiles....you're in for the time of your life with me, Dear
***Slysays:
hmmm it does sound like it Nam, lol....... we seem to be
quite well matched in very interesting ways.......
***Slysays:
which brings me to a question.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Certainly, shoot...
***Slysays:
hold on, formulating here.....lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
no rush...nods...
***Slysays:
lol well, it's really this: do you really want a real life
relationship at this point? and do you need that position of
power in interpersonal exchanges, in order to feel fulfilled
when you do have a relationship?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I do really want a real-life relationship at this point, if
you're asking do I need to be a "Master" or similar in said
relationship at this point for me to be happy, the answer to the
second part is a definite "no"...if my partner was a natural
sub/slave then sure, I would happily fulfill that role, but I
don't need it for my personal fulfillment...I don't need a formal
role as "Master" for
***Slysays:
listening...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
me to be happy in a relationship with "the right" person...now,
that said, I always am and will be Alpha Male, that's who and
what I am, and my partner needs to be equally strong and
independent to me to be able to feel comfortable with me as her
mate, because, yes, my true power can't be shut off like an
electrical switch...but do I need for her to be submissive in a
role-playing context behind
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
closed bedroom doors for me to be happy with her? No! However,
that said, and I can't be any more honest than I am in saying
precisely what needs to be said, my next partner will have to,
HAVE TO comfortable and accepting and yes enjoying my
hypersexuality, i.e., within the limitations placed upon us by
needing to make a living, having family and other outside
obligations, etc., my partner will
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
need to be not just accepting of my needing and wanting to make
love for hours and hours but enthusiastic about that prospect...
***Slysays:
okay, understanding that, ...... smiling.......
***Slysays:
she would have to want you with close to equal passion, ......
and have a close to matching appetite, so to speak.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, my hypersexuality is a natural extension of my basic
dominance as a man, as HER man within the context of the
relationship, and of course my natural dominance will always be
there, I can't a bit more NOT be an Alpha Male than I can stop
breathing, but yes, she would have to be my equal in my eyes
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, her natural libido and predilections would have to be close
to mine for me to be happy
***Slysays:
yes, okay, agreed on all the above really, and if her desire
to be dominated is only an expression of great passion really,
and does not extend to the same things that you have described,
would that be enough for you? (I guess that would be more on an
emotional level than actual physical tasks to express it then)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, that's correct...Sly, and we can speak in the hypothetical
if it will make you more comfortable, Smile, if you and I were to
be together in RL, would I want to be your Master? Yes, but the
secret is, I would be anyway, even if it we didn't call it that
or have formal roleplaying...Sly, I'm basically Dominant over
everyone in my life anyway, it's something I don't think about,
but since I do
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
so with love, with compassion, with respect, it doesn't feel like
Dominance to my partner or to those in my life, it simply
"is"...would I have to tie you up (I really don't enjoy rope
bondage, BTW), use canes and crops and cat o'nine tails on you,
brand you and do ritual scarifications on you for ME to be happy?
Uh-uh, no, those things wouldn't be necessary...what would be
necessary would be: ...
***Slysays:
yes, I understand (and am relieved, honestly), it is an
expression of how you are even more than how others respond to
you, innate really.....smile......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...that we be together as much as possible because we love each
other, that we always are true to each other and honest with each
other, that you be as passionate about me as I am about you, that
we share all the things we have in common and enjoy doing
together, that we want to grow old together, that we make
passionate love for hours upon hours when we can, and yes, we
want to experiment and
***Slysays:
and push limits and discover things about each other.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
push the boundaries, over time, that the trust and love is there
should we decide to do so, but the main thing for me would be to
be with you
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, to have the trust and love and keep discovering each other
***Slysays:
and to continue to grow, yes...... that is the only way two
people can continue to be happy together, I think so too
yes, exactly....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
The only limits I would ever put on "us" would be that whatever
we decide to do, WE, as in both of us, agree on it, and whatever
we decide to do is done from a place of love and respect
***Slysays:
yes, that is just about perfect, Nam, *smiling again*.....
it isn't easy all the time to do that but with honesty it is more
than possible, I do believe that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That said, we don't have to do every single thing we would want
to experiment with the first year together, or even the first ten
years...we would do what we would decide to do, when we would
decide to do it, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, as long as we both are honest with each other, love each
other, and always respect each other, something close to
perfection with you as my partner would not just be possible but
highly probable
***Slysays:
lol yes, and when we would be honestly ready and willing to do
things, but it isn't all good discoveries either, sometimes
certain limits are discovered that we may not like........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That is true, and when we discover dislikes, even if it's just
one of us that dislikes something, our relationship will be
strong enough not just to survive that but actually be stronger
for it
***Slysays:
stronger in that it requires respect for the other as an
individual?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Stronger because differences, individual likes and dislikes,
aren't used against the other partner, but instead allow us both
to concentrate on what we both enjoy instead...does that make
sense?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's why the handful of things that are and would be paramount
for me to have a happy relationship with you in RL would have to
be met, those things being:
***Slysays:
hmmmm yes, but only if there are more things that we like than
that we dislike, I think........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, agree...we must like MOST things mutually or it wouldn't
work
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
1) unconditional love and complete respect for each other,
always, 2) allowing for each of us' weaknesses and human
failings, 3) love of God and allowing each our own spiritual
paths, 4) agreement about what we would want for our futures, for
the rest of our lives, and yes, 5) a healthy and enthusiastic sex
life, the vast majority of the real-life practices we would both
be engaging in of course
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
(Smile)...we both wouldn't have to be equally enthusiastic about
every single thing we would do in bed together (and on rooftops
and in deep pine forests either, Smile), but we would have to
enjoy MOST things close to equally
***Slysays:
lol o Nam, that sounds like the perfect relationship, really,
and includes all of the things that I know are important......
***Slysays:
yes, in deep pine forests would be fantastic, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it does sound like the perfect relationship, doesn't it?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Rooftops ain't bad, either, Yoink, Yoink
***Slysays:
yes, it does, really...... (haven't tried those, really)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, with me, you probably will (Hint, Hint)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As long as I'm reasonably sure we wouldn't be arrested, of course
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But deep pine forests are more fun that hot asphalt roofs,
usually
***Slysays:
lol I do like being spontaneous, trying different things,
and of course getting arrested wouldn't be on of those
things........lol
***Slysays:
I would think so
***Slysays:
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, being arrested is NOT an erotic experience, trust me on this
one, Grin
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, My Sly, what I wrote is compatible with what you want, too?
Yes, I know, I do ask questions I already know the answers to,
Smile
***Slysays:
lol okay, I will......
***Slysays:
yes, it is actually, and that sure feeling of knowing the
other person, as well....... it is a sense of the other person
on a deep level that does that, along with the qualities that
you mentioned
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I agree of course...there isn't much we don't agree on, is
there, Smile? It is also important for me that my next partner be
"the one" for the rest of my life, she must be THAT compatible
with me and be in love with me THAT much that she would be in it
"for the long haul", for the rest of her and/or my time in this
plain
***Slysays:
yes, that is my thought as well, lol
***Slysays:
I am not counting on it though
***Slysays:
on having that, but I am still hopeful........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You'll, we'll never know until we met in RL and see if your aura
matches my aura and my pheremones match your nasal receptors,
Silly But Serious Grin
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
In time, in time, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Speaking on a serious note now, I don't have timetable as such
for us getting together, even for a brief time together one
weekend perhaps...Seriously, we will need to continue our
courtship and speak over the phone quite a bit before that day
comes that I fly up or send you a ticket to come down...I am very
hopeful that day will come, you know I am, we are seemingly so
perfect for each other, but
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do know from having lived these 46 years that reality can
sometimes bite you hard on the ass
***Slysays:
lol yes, I know that, there are certain things that need to be
seen, really.........
***Slysays:
(sorry, had to tend to my daughter for a minute)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No prob
***Slysays:
seen and felt in person, but unless either one of us is lying
terribly about something, I don't think there would be any
horrible surprises
***Slysays:
it would just be awful if there wasn't any physical chemistry
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, I haven't been fibbing any, and I'm sure you haven't been,
Smile But Serious
***Slysays:
no, I have kept things pretty real
***Slysays:
and intend to continue that, smile as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But yes, just being heart-wrench-ingly honest, there is always
the chance that when we'd meet there wouldn't be any physical
chemistry, we both are honest enough with ourselves to know that
is a possibility, however dreadful it might be
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, if anything, I've tried to "scare you off" a bit with
extreme examples of my honest, such as letting you read my
PlanetDweller stories, which would have sent many running to the
hills and cussing me as they went
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
of my honestY..
***Slysays:
lol well, yes, but also, there is much to be said for seeing
the person we are in each other, and that is mostly in the mind
as well...........
***Slysays:
just like great sex is mostly in the mind, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I will send you more photos of me, will make the time to dig them
out of my digital archives...I don't have that many of myself,
since I'm usually the one taking the photos and not being in
them, but I'll search some and see what I can find
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, great sex starts in the mind, but my 8" cock inside you for
hours and hours doing its magic can make that sweet mind of yours
AWFULLY comfortable, Grin !
***Slysays:
sure, it is the same with me really, especially the last few
years, but not to worry....... it's more important to
communicate as we are doing right now I think........ (lol
wouldn't I love to experience that for a change! )
***Slysays:
if you have any questions about me, do ask, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Certainly, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
One thing I'm curious about, and this won't be any big surprise
to you, is if you had period sex much and if so, did you enjoy
it?
***Slysays:
I didn't much, because my partner didn't really like it too
much, but I always wanted to more........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Another important thing is if you have a venerial disease now or
have ever had one? I'm totally disease free, and except for
having chlamydia in 1976, have never had one
***Slysays:
and yes, I would enjoy it, as long as I was sure that it was
being enjoyed and not thought of as being gross!! (no worries
with you there I know)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Do you have any absolute "no"'s within vanilla sex, such as no
anal, etc.?
***Slysays:
o god no, never, not even a hint of one, and I did have
myself tested several times after that one night stand about 5
years ago now......
***Slysays:
lol not no anal, for sure......... hmmmm let's see.... I
think tasting blood and "scat" would not be on my list of things
I want to do really.......lol
***Slysays:
waterworks also don't do much for me......
***Slysays:
are you laughing again???
***Slysays:
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just listening, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Have you ever had anal sex before?
***Slysays:
I have to go here actually....... what timing...... I tried it
with my ex, it was okay, but know that I like it now, since a
few years ago really.............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool !
***Slysays:
lol I am not into pain during sex, also........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
We can continue another night soon...just remember that I
probably won't be here Torrow night, will be at Lee's probably
***Slysays:
but as part of play can take pain very well.........lol
***Slysays:
okay, sure.......
***Slysays:
I will stay off the computer for once myself, lol, can use a
break as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You're making me extremely "hard" right now, my girlfriend &
slave, GRIN
***Slysays:
hmmm am I really?
***Slysays:
that's interesting........
***Slysays:
ok,
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, if I had a webcam handy, I'd show you
***Slysays:
I have to go....... lol yes, you would too I think
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Okee, Sigh...enjoyed it, Hugs&Kisses, dream of me, I'll be
dreaming of you,
***Slysays:
Have a wonderful night my Nam, sweet dreams, lol yes, let's
at least dream about each other, take care
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
G'night My Sly, Happy Sigh, Bi-Bi
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
Goodnight Nam, hugs and kisses... ..
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Never give out your password or credit card number in an
instant message conversation.
***Slysays:
Hello there, are you home?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hi Sly, and yes, I'm here, sent you an email earlier, Smile !~
***Slysays:
yes, I just read it, thanks, *kisses*........
well, the way I see it, there are not so many "things" that
can happen online, lol, except for friendship,
really.......... and that I prefer above anything else anyway,
as we have talked about......... other than that the cybersex
world is losing its sparkle to me, but I am interested in
people's experiences and thoughts about bdsm to some extent
***Slysays:
and you were not pestering me that I recall, btw........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Grins
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of course, we could "go voice" whenever you feel comfortable
doing so...that's the next step...especially since you have an
unlimited calling plan to the US and/or I could get one that
covers Canada too...but no rush on that...I want you to feel 100%
comfortable with me here before "going voice"...and then, after
that, when we're ready, I'll probably fly up for a weekend to see
you some, to see
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
to see if there's any RL chemistry or not...but no timetables,
and no rush, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do plan on getting a webcam this weekend, BTW, so you can see
my eyes in RT, Smile
***Slysays:
interesting.......smile..........I have friends in England who
love their webcams....... It isn't that I don't feel
comfortable talking to you on the phone, it's that I prefer to
know someone for a while, really, and for there to be an ease
in communicating that naturally leads to wanting to hear each
others' voices, (I have heard yours of course!)
***Slysays:
and I can call you, that isn't a problem either.......as long as
there aren't any expectations, I think that is what I would be
nervous about
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, Sly, there wouldn't be any expectations, My Word as a
gentleman, Smile But Serious
***Slysays:
not to mention that talking on the phone is much more intimate
than talking here, well, it's different, and I for one
connect with someone very much by hearing their voice, speaking
with them........ I don't think I am ready to do that at this
time
***Slysays:
and I do believe your word as a gentleman, Nam, you are very
kind and sweet to reassure me of that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just being honest, I would like for us to talk sometime in the
next month or two or so...no set timetable, and I wouldn't expect
you to call on a regular schedule, but yeah, sometime in the next
30 to 60 days or so, I'd like for us to talk, if you're feeling
comfortable enough by then...or maybe sooner too, Geee-Rrriinn
!!
***Slysays:
lol that is sweet Nam, I like your grin, I'll bet it's much
more mischievious in person, too......... that sounds like
it may be doable, of course.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool ! And yes, my grin is little-boy mischevious in person,
Uh-hu
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You do know more about me in some ways that all but 2-3 people on
this planet, Sly...only 2-3 people know that I write as
PlanetDweller and "am me", too...
***Slysays:
really? why is that? I thought you had a lot of online
contacts........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, not a lot...I've been around the "cyberworld" since its very
infancy, and have SOME select cyber friends, yes, but my friends
who are cyber I tend to have as RL friends, too
***Slysays:
and they don't know about your extensive writing?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, because they would totally freak if I told them, meaning my
PlanetDweller stuff
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My PlanetDweller stuff is a completely separate part of me
***Slysays:
lol hmmmm but you told me, why?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Because, this is where my philosophy comes into play...simply
put, I "went with my gut"....after deep prayer and deep
meditation, simply felt like it was the correct action to
take...I could have been dead-wrong of course, but I simply
followed what I thought my "Fate" was nudging me along to do
***Slysays:
lol well, we all have that feeling at times, can relate to
that....... but I confess I haven't prayed in a long time,
really.......... I tend to follow my gut as well........ if
you had gotten a really negative reaction from me, would you
have been "turned off", so to speak?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, if you had been deeply offended by what I had written as
PD, then I would have assumed that you would have pretty much
ended our acquaintanceship at that point, just being honest,
Smile
***Slysays:
lol yes, if I had been offended and biased against you for it
as well, I am sure...... I am quite open minded, and
respectful of someone else's "space" and thoughts...... and I
expect the same in close friendships, we can't all be the same
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You are wise beyond your years, My Dear
***Slysays:
no, I am just experienced with people, that's all.......
although not on all levels, that's for sure
***Slysays:
and Iove people, in all our incredible diversity.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It was and is important for you to know that what I write about
as PD is 95% for others, not for myself, and is truly meant as to
be means of healing for others
***Slysays:
yes, I know that, you have said that many times, and I have to
admit that I don't really relate to it in that way.......
***Slysays:
but I respect your expression of that for others,
really.......and for yourself
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
If we had met online and our situations were reversed and I
thought for one second you might be an actual child molester, "I"
would have been deeply disturbed by "you" at that point and ended
the acquaintanceship...I've always felt you can live The Golden
Rule, respect others totally and not have to spend time with them
if you don't want to
***Slysays:
yes, that's very true......... and just for the record, at no
instant of our contact have I felt that you were an abuser of any
kind whatsoever........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Concerning those we don't like in RL, we can still respect them
as children of God, but not feel obligated to bring them home to
dinner, Smile But Serious
***Slysays:
yes, exactly......... whew! lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Thanks, that's important to me, means a lot to me
***Slysays:
that is one of the "gut feelings" that i would have pretty
accurately, I think
***Slysays:
but your expression of things is beyond me, lol, at times
anyway lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I am a horny old goat, but only for one special adult female
partner, Grin
***Slysays:
lol yes, I have noticed that..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehhheee
***Slysays:
lol cute, really......... have you done any writing
lately? And what on earth did you do while your ISC was down?
***Slysays:
lol withdrawals again
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, my computer wasn't down, just my ISC...worked on a couple of
columns that my sub-Editor didn't care for so I asked him
point-blank to tell me more or less what he wanted (he's always
resistant about "assignments" usually for some reason, wants me
as free-lance as possible)
***Slysays:
of course......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...so I've been piddling with them, but with hurricane coming and
having two elderly parents who were freaking a lot, was busy
dealing with them, a lot
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But yeah, last night I was suffering "withdrawal" sympTs,
Baddddddddd
***Slysays:
lol aw, poor guy........... *hugging you*........ makes
you really appreciate things, doesn't it? lol we had the
same thing with the power outage last month
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...so, any plans for this weekend? Nothing here, just the
usual, errands Torrow, pro football games on Sunday...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do need/want to write another PD story or two, just need to
find the time and energy
***Slysays:
usual things for us too, has been a busy week so I think I'll
spend some time with my mother, help her tidy up her garden,
etc....... and am doing some writing to spice up my life,
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'd like to see what you write of course, Smile...does your
mother live with you or nearby?
***Slysays:
no, she lives nearby, with her husband of 17 years...... they
are fine, she is not a frail aging person exactly, lol
***Slysays:
early 60s, both of them
***Slysays:
and I will send you what I write, would like your opinion
actually........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool, will love to read it!
***Slysays:
Okay, of course......... and I have started your novel,
btw......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I did start writing a new story for my PD site a couple of
weekends ago but wasn't happy with it so I trashed it...I dunno,
I 'might' fish it out of the TrashCan and finish it, though it
won't be one of my better ones
***Slysays:
like you were saying about someone in your life, that "the one"
may or may not have certain needs and wishes, it is something
to be worked out at the time
***Slysays:
I do think that it is useful to be able to explore these
things in fantasy, though........and enjoyable
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I think that we all have 2-3 very deep and inviolate personal
needs from a potential partner in RL, and as long as that tiny
less-than-a-handful are met, the rest is "negotiable" and "gravy"
***Slysays:
probably, yes.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I think that exploring fantasies is how we truly learn about
our own sexuality
***Slysays:
lol yes, I think you're right
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Now, that said, I've had every single fantasy fulfilled in RL in
my own life, so for me it's a matter of letting my fate cross my
path with whom I'm supposed to be with
***Slysays:
well, that must be a reassuring thought in a way, lol, for me
it is a matter of finding out what I want before I get involved
again.......... I'm a novice compared to you, Nam, in some
ways
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I am a novice compared to you in some ways, too, Seriosly,
Sly
***Slysays:
hmmm *smiling*...... that's nice of you to say, my dear
***Slysays:
and all perfectly fine, that way we have something to learn
from each other.........
***Slysays:
ain't life grand??
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it is, and if it ain't at that exact moment, yes, it can be
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Most important word: "Love"
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Two most important words: "Don't Panic"
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Three most important words: "I Love You"
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Three second most important words: "Please Forgive Me"
***Slysays:
yes to all of the above, I agree wholeheartedly
***Slysays:
It's ou, isn't it.......
***Slysays:
lol o my
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles, interesting emoticon that just popped up
***Slysays:
it's ( Y ) ou that is....... lol
***Slysays:
yes, it is.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehhehee
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it's me
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I always try to be nice, but I never say a single syllable I
don't always mean 100%
***Slysays:
that's good to know
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As Mark Twain would say, I don't have a good enough' memory to be
a successful liar
***Slysays:
well, you do a damnably good job at impressions, for all that
***Slysays:
lol said with a smile, btw..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Grins back at you...so, did you finish reading most/all of the PD
stories?
***Slysays:
not yet, no, but I did look at most of them.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Was there any one story in particular that really turned you on?
***Slysays:
Blood on the Snow...... except that there was little of "His"
reactions, yours that is....... it would have excited me more
to know that, and that would be known in r/l of
course........lol also the brother/sister story with the
computer, unbelievably, lol
***Slysays:
in all of your stories, there is definitely an arousing factor
there, whether it is because of the forbidden, or just the way
you are describing it........ except for the child/daughter
scenes, just couldn't get into those
***Slysays:
lol no criticism intended
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I totally understand why you can't get into the child/daughter
scenes, same reason I don't get into forced man/boy scenes
***Slysays:
okay, I see.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Everything I described in "Blood" I've done in RL, BTW, just not
all at one time and with one partner
***Slysays:
yes, I remember that you said that
***Slysays:
I don't think I could, honestly........lol
***Slysays:
go to those extremes I mean
***Slysays:
but the intensity, that is SO interesting.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I might have to do a re-write/re-telling of "Blood" from his
perspective as a "balance", that would be interesting, yeah,
great idea, Sly!
***Slysays:
and can be done within any limits I think
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Thanks
***Slysays:
lol yw my Nam, and yes it would be
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I remember what you said about your favorite fantasy being one
where your man/partner just totally "takes you", that's why you
like vampire stories and similar if I remember correctly, I've
been thinking about writing a story along those lines
specifically for you, Hon
***Slysays:
wow, really? I would love that, honestly........ *smile*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Tell me a little more about what you would and wouldn't like in
it, please
***Slysays:
that would be great, seriously.......... I don't quite have
the "guts" to do it in cyber, I think...........lol
***Slysays:
I will, but have to let you go for a bit here, my daughter is
coming home.............I think mostly it is being completely
sexually and emotionally "possessed" by someone who can see into
my mind, lol......... not so original perhaps
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles
***Slysays:
am not afraid of a little blood and gore in a vampire scene
either......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Okee, well, I'll yack at you later, have really enjoyed this
afternoon with you, Hugs&Kisses until later, Bi-Bi
***Slysays:
bye for now .........many kisses.........
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++=
Never give out your password or credit card number in an
instant message conversation.
***Slysays:
lol that's cute, no need though, it will be interesting to
hear your southern drawl, mister............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You didn't think I had a Southern drawl in my .mp3 voice
recordings?
***Slysays:
yes, you did, I thought, but that is a bit different than
everyday speaking, I mean what you normally sound like
***Slysays:
lol not trying to sound formal........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I can speak in approximately 200 different American/American-ized
dialects, Seriously...when I travel and am in one part of the
country for over a week, I unconsciously start speaking mostly in
that local dialect with just a trace of my NC one in the
background, Smile But Serious...the only time my voice really
sounds different normally is when I'm in a lot of physical pain,
its pitch becomes
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
about half an octave higher
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But yes, I'm looking forward to you hearing me in my "normal"
mode, too
***Slysays:
wow, that's really interesting, I tend to speak as those do
around me as well, to become more clearly understood I
guess..........
***Slysays:
and yes, I am too, and you haven't heard me yet, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
If I had to geuss, I would think you probably sound something
Edith Piaf when she was speaking conversationally and Liv Ullman
from "Scenes From A Marriage"
***Slysays:
lol hmmmm that's pretty sexy, you realize, I'll have to
let you judge that when you hear me, I don't hear myself as
others do.............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
ok
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sorry, back
***Slysays:
hi, me too.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I was going to say that when I listen to my own voice, I really
can't stand it either, I think that's part of the human condition
***Slysays:
lol yes, it seems that way, yet it is so much "us" that
others hear
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I've been told by who knows how many people that with my pleasant
but understated mild Southern accent and reasonably precise
usually enunciation and timing that I should get into radio
(actually did have my own local radio show for a few months back
in 1979 on a local campus radio station) or similar
***Slysays:
I posted a little message on PD&s btw, lol, in support of the
discussion class on Sunday......
yes, I can imagine that too, having just heard you a
bit.......... really
***Slysays:
I have a sexy voice, many people tell me, lots of
energy.........
***Slysays:
lol
***Slysays:
and shows how I am feeling, I knew that
***Slysays:
I used to sing quite a bit actually
***Slysays:
not for a long time though
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I mean about you singing
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
not singing now, Sheepish Grin
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do know that when I do vocal exercises regularly, I have a
decent but not great singing voice, if it is a bit monochromatic
***Slysays:
lol yes, I think singing is pretty cool too, I used to do it
fearlessly, now I don't think I could even get a peep out in
public.........lol
***Slysays:
o really? as in monotone? I doubt that........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When I was into martial arts when I was a teen and into my 20's,
I used to regularly do these very dramatic and painful exercises
to flex my diaphragm, and when I was doing those daily my voice
was a full register deeper
***Slysays:
yes, I'm sure........ it is the lungs that power our voice,
another reason to exercise more! (sigh)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I was trained to use the power of my diaphragm to "power" my
whole upper body during kata and kumite exercises...all opera
singers are trained to power their voices from their diaphragms,
not their lungs
***Slysays:
yes, have heard that, that's really interesting......... you
must have been extremely fit!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I was, actually still am all things considered, but even
back then still had my little "paunch" or "gut", just being
truthful, Smile
***Slysays:
but being 37 is bad enough........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I like older women, BTW
***Slysays:
lol is that right?
***Slysays:
hmmmm I don't have to worry about you being turned off by
wrinkles then?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, nor peripause nor menopause, either
***Slysays:
(in 5 or 10 yrs or so)...... lol no, I guess not! you
would enjoy each phase, I think...........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, as we talked about, I've yet to met a woman yet who
actually ENJOYS having her periods, and from my first hand
experience with two peripausal and then early stage menopausal
wives, they enjoy THAT stage even less...I won't get graphic on
you unless you ask me to, let's just say that until their periods
actually stop for good, it's a rollercoaster ride for them
***Slysays:
yes I know, watched my mother go through some of those things,
and friends too......... and actually, you are speaking to a
rare person who does enjoy her periods, because I don't have any
negative side effects, have increased energy (and sensitivity,
which can be seen as + or -) and I actually like the energy high
I experience each month! lol
***Slysays:
hold on, brb
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
k
***Slysays:
I meant emotional high.......lol
***Slysays:
back, obviously
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Grins
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sly, you and I couldn't seemingly be more compatible than if we
each ordered from "room service", Grin...Damn...you actually
enjoy your periods, and yeah, you know I kinda do too,
GHehehehehehe
***Slysays:
lol yes, I know you do........... I would love it if a guy
could really understand how a woman feels when she is on her
period, in a way it is being more of a woman, I'm always glad
when it's here and glad when it's over, lol (and of course
the increased sexual drive is a bonus too)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, since I'm an empath, I like to think I do, since in RL I
would "link up" with you, Smile But Serious...to me, as you can
gather from my writings, it's about accepting our sexuality for
what it is, no more and no less...and for some reason, periods
have been pushed out of the equation in Western society's views
on and about sex...it's about being who we are, men and women
***Slysays:
yes, very much so, and it's during her period that a woman needs
a man to be "there" in a different way, because she is somewhat
more inwardly focused (just my take on it), it's too bad it's
such a breeding ground for misunderstandings and emotional strife
***Slysays:
also an indirect way of not accepting the naturalness of
menstruation
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I couldn't agree more...it's about a base-level,
genetic-level response to fertility signals and processes, too
***Slysays:
seeing it as a positive, as wel....... yes, exactly, that we
share as a species, it isn't supposed to be a battle of the
sexes, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When you're on your period, that's when you want a man just to
totally and completely and full of his masculine self but with
awareness and tenderness just completely possess you, am I
correct ?
***Slysays:
wow, yes you are.......
***Slysays:
just take over, really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You've just given me a fully erect, raging hard-on, Sly ,
Seriously
***Slysays:
really seriously? wow, I am also just sighing here.........
(and you won't believe this, but it's getting close to that time
for me, lol)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Grins...yeah, you mentioned it earlier this week,
Hehehehee...have been waiting for you to talk about it more, was
going to ask you soon if it wasn't about time for you to start
soon
***Slysays:
lol now isn't that a nice change, you actually like it.....
I love that, really
***Slysays:
and it's so great, any discomfort is outweighed by the energy
and the sexual need........... I could attack you right now,
lol
***Slysays:
but I am lucky, there is very little discomfort, if any at all
for me
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I could definitely take charge and overwhelm you right now,
Too
***Slysays:
MMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......... BIG sigh........ we can only
wish............lol
***Slysays:
it's just when I have had a lot of stress, emotional
especially, that I will get a headache sometimes, that's about
it
***Slysays:
the rest, tenderness etc, is just part of it
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just wish you had a webcam "this month", Hint Hint,
Hehehehehehe...oh well, maybe next month or soon
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Do orgasms during help?
***Slysays:
I think women who complain a lot about sympTs have negative
feelings about themselves too, don't accept certain things
maybe.................oh yes, orgasms relieve any bloating or
pressure feelings, and even the headaches when I get them,
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cooolllllll, that means after you and I are together, you'll
never have a headache for the rest of your life then, Hehehehe,
Chaaa-Ching!
***Slysays:
lol sounds great, really...........
***Slysays:
and so does the rest, "taking over" for that time would be such
a wonderful thing
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And orgasms during not just with my cock, but with/from my tongue
and fingers as well
***Slysays:
now that is really amazing, I think most guys would just avoid
it altogether
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes it would, and it will be so natural when I'm myself and just
do what I want, which is be "in charge", Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
They usually do, even if they like period fucking
***Slysays:
yes, I know......... you love that, and that would be the
perfect time for it.......lol
***Slysays:
yes, tasting blood isn't the same as enjoying the extra
lube........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My only limitation is that I can't give you head for much over
15-20 minutes...my jaws, unfortunately, aren't hypersexual
***Slysays:
lol a tiny flaw in an otherwise extraordinary guy, not a
problem..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But I do love to manually stimulate you, not just your outer
labia and clit but your G-spot as well
***Slysays:
and 15-20 minutes is long enough........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehee
***Slysays:
lol yes, that is a bit of a new discovery to me actually
***Slysays:
the g-spot that is
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Have you ever had a cyprinne-fluid-emitting G-spot orgasm?
***Slysays:
not so much fluid emitting no, but an intensified orgasm, oh
yes.........
***Slysays:
many intensified orgasms I should say
***Slysays:
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When we're together, I'll have to give you a nice
fluid-emmitting, i.e. "flooding" G-spot orgasm...you'll be
literally begging me to stop one second and threatening to kill
me if I do stop the very next second, Hehehehhee But Serious,
it's a lot of fun for both of us
***Slysays:
wow, haven't quite done that, lol......... there is quite a
bit that I will enjoy I know, once "active" again.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...and wait until you see my hands in RL, too...I have
these huge hands that can palm a basketball with long, thin
fingers strong enough to literally crush bricks by grip alone but
precise enough to play piano well and large enough to be able to
stretch an entire octave on said keyboard
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
They're just PERFECT for massaging your G-spot
***Slysays:
lol o my.........
***Slysays:
and have had a lot of practice as well, it seems.........lol
***Slysays:
fine-tuned hands, lol
***Slysays:
I have been avoiding sex instead of learning about it, I think
I have a lot of catching up to do
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Grins...let's just say the ex-wives and I got respective divorces
for reasons other than sex, Smile But Serious
***Slysays:
yes, I know...... figured that much at least......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I want to be the one to teach you and help you catch up, too,
!
***Slysays:
hmmmmm now that could prove to be interesting, Nam.........
really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it could, it could indeed-y
***Slysays:
lol at least you would know that you would be getting some
genuine responses in some things, lol, I can just
imagine.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh My Dearest Sly, I've never had a woman fake an orgasm with me,
Just Smiles...all my partners know I'm enough of an empath to
where I can't be fibbed to, to beging with, and, and as long as
they're relaxed, they know each time with me I'll take them on a
sexual journey that no other man on this planet ever could
besides myself...just being honest, GRIN !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
to BEGIN with...
***Slysays:
^o)okay, absolutely no lack of confidence there, hmmmm...... he
isn't self-delusional, is he? nah, that sounds too good NOT
to be true! lol sorry........had to throw that in
there........I just love that, and it had better be true if we
do end up meeting, buster!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, My Sweetie Sly, I can tell you all about what it would be
like for you until the proverbial cows come home and when we're
together you'll be thinking such things as "damn, he was
exaggerating!", and "damn, how'd he just do that to me?" and
"damn, if I had though he was actually this good we'd have met in
RL months ago!" and "damn, damn, DAMN!, make me fucking come, do
your magic, Big Boy, NOW!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Little things like that will be roaming around in yer' head,
Hehehehehehehe
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
he WASN'T exaggerating...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I had THOUGHT....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...do need typing lessons apparently
***Slysays:
LOL you are a treasure, Nam........ truly..... and yes,
I did get the correct meaning there.........
***Slysays:
lol nah......
***Slysays:
it's nice to be that confident and that happy about it, really,
it's supposed to be enjoyed that much!
***Slysays:
and it's so fun to banter with you, really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles, Hugs Sly
***Slysays:
you're a worthy opponent, Sir, and I can't give you a better
compliment than that
***Slysays:
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Compliment accepted
***Slysays:
(of course)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Although "opponent" I take to mean "perfect match", Smile
***Slysays:
yes, that is what I meant, in that sense exactly
***Slysays:
it's just that we both enjoy the "challenge" aspect of that
match, I think
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
The opposite half of the mold that made me
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, we do...
***Slysays:
not in a competitive way, but to enhance each other, to become
everything we can become
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I just can't wait until we're in RL and making love for hours and
at some point some 8-10-12 hours later you're begging me to
stop...my "job" will have been done, GRIN !
***Slysays:
I think that is a natural (and misunderstood as well) aspect of
male/female attraction.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it is
***Slysays:
lol yes, you will know that you have "conquered" me in
truth........mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
***Slysays:
love that, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And just wait until my cock starts doing its "special tricks"
inside you
***Slysays:
haven't forgotten about those, *wink*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Grins...don't worry, that's just the "1 iron" in my "bag of
tricks"....I'll be surprising you nicely for years to come if not
forever
***Slysays:
lucky me, Nam
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Lucky US, Sly
***Slysays:
yes, of course...... *gentle smile* I do confess that it
doesn't seem very real to me yet, but I have to say as well that
it is the most intriguing concept of a relationship that I have
encountered thus far, Nam
***Slysays:
it is important to meet one's match, to be fulfilled if at all
possible.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles....I do have to ask, "the most intriguing concept of a
relationship that I have encountered thus far"....explain a
little further, please?...sounds intriguing to me, too
***Slysays:
*grinning*..... trying to outfox the fox, eh? lol
well, I mean that the picture we have painted so far is the most
interesting and to me personally intriguing one that I have
considered, insofar as I have considered a relationship.....
and it includes so many of the things that I want, at least I
think so in theory, that it comes close to the "ideal" of
fulfillment.........
***Slysays:
it is very close to the level of passionate interaction that I
know I want from a relationship as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Listens....
***Slysays:
lol I think that's it.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, as long as I put the toilet seat down and make sure I always
put the cap back on the toothpaste tube and open jars for you,
you think we'll pretty compatible in RL, Eeehhhh?
Hehehehehe....yeah, I do too
***Slysays:
lol in theory yes
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I really think that you're apparently the most perfect woman for
me I've ever met in my life, No Kidding, Smiles
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Even our differences I see as being strengths within our RL
relationship, because of our basic respect for each other
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Great, 100% compatible sex is usually if not always "the mortar"
for a solid relationship, but you must have "the bricks" of love,
trust, respect, etc., for that mortar to be able to create a
solid foundation and building for
***Slysays:
interesting way to put that, (and good to hear since that kind
of sexual compatibility isn't what I have experienced yet, so I
can't really judge that too well) and very true of course, love
and trust and respect for each other is paramount, without it
everything falls apart....... definitely
***Slysays:
but evenso Nam
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Listens....
***Slysays:
this is all mental compatibility that we are talking about
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
For right now, yes
***Slysays:
it doens't include things that may annoy the heck out of each
other, lol
***Slysays:
(and I'm not so worried about chemistry, btw, lol)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
We both are adults enough to know that when we met in RL, that
there may not be a single spark of chemistry between us, or one
of us not having that spark and the other does,...but I'm not
worried about that prospect at all...
***Slysays:
lol thinking alike here
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's why I'm not worred...because we're slowly developing this
friendship first and since we're both as honest as we can
possibly be with each other, I think the chemistry will follow in
RL, too
***Slysays:
are we being as honest as we possibly can be with each other?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I think so
***Slysays:
(I am because it would really turn me off not to be, I would
not be able to function, seriously)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I am because I don't know of any other way to be
***Slysays:
okay, fair enough, really
***Slysays:
it's the best way to be, for sure
***Slysays:
but not supported or even allowed for many
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's why I wanted to get "the PlanetDweller issue" out of the
way early, because of the sense of attraction I had to you
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I agree, because of fear, most people aren't usually honest with
others, because they're not usually honest with themselves
***Slysays:
I see, yes that makes sense of course........if I had run for
the hills, as you said, then you would have known that much
anyway..... yes, exactly, and I have been in that
place with myself but not to hurt others, just pertaining to
myself really......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, and I would have understood too of course
***Slysays:
I have not faced issues in my life at times, but it had little
bearing on others, thankfully
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I know it seems like I'm perpetually trying to impress you or
brag to you, Sly, but, most times, I'm really not...I just want
you to get a sense of the "complete me" as much as I can
communicate to you using digital media
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But I'm VERY glad you didn't run for the hills after reading my
PD stuff, BTW
***Slysays:
I know that, honestly...... I think I am a little afraid that
this is some kind of hoax, lol, and I am a naive fool for
taking part in it....... don't be offended, but some of the
things you have said have been hard to believe, lol I'm
glad too, and glad that you're "real"
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, I know I'm a little "over the top" at times, especially
regarding my personal faith-based beliefs, but in all seriousness
now, virtually everything I've told you about me can be confirmed
from and by independent, 3rd-party sources...yes, I'm about as
"real" as they come, My Sweets
***Slysays:
*smiling at you* that's why I want to hear your voice, Nam,
and talk to you, I can hear more than I can "see" here.......
***Slysays:
I am not judging or thinking anything negative here, and as I
said, there are worse things
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I don't want to project anything but complete honesty, Sly...I
have to be careful with my money now, but I'm a manager by nature
as well as profession so I'm always careful with my money,
Smile...I 'could' afford to fly up to see you, right now, and it
wouldn't hurt my pocketbook a bit, Hint Hint, Hehehehehehee
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'd just do a 7-day "super saver" instead of a full-price coach
ticket
***Slysays:
lol opTistic as usual......... well, sure, and why
not....... (this really doesn't matter in the slightest to me,
honestly........you have encountered an unnatural chick here,
money means next to nothing to me, as long as I am in control of
my own, lol)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Money to me is first and foremost "a tool"
***Slysays:
yes, and that is all that it is
***Slysays:
it is not power, or prestige, or standing in society, it is
only a material tool
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As long as I have enough to pay my bills and a little extra for
my luxuries like dining out and going to concerts occasionally,
I'm happy
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I really don't have any "vices" except fine dining, Seriously
***Slysays:
I am basically the same, and like in all things am just
concerned with being independent and true to myself
really.......... well, good, lol, no
drinking/drugs/gambling then.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nope, none...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Let me clarify just a tiny bit...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
If/when we're married, let's say 20 years, you might see me take
approximately 5 drinks in those 20 years, mostly after a totally
perfect steak at Blackie's in Washington DC or so...you'll never
see me take an illegal drug, ever, period, and will fight an MD
tooth and nail so I don't have to take any prescription ones he
might want me to take; alcohol and drugs have ZERO phsyiological
effect on me
***Slysays:
wow, they have great effect on me, which is why I avoid them
completely as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
and I have the most NON-addictive personality you've ever
seen...when we're on a beach somewhere and bugs are bothering us,
you MIGHT see me smoke ONE good cigar, let's say I might smoke 5
decent cigars in those 20 years, but again, not for the reason
most smoke...concerning gambling, I don't gamble; that said,
"nickle/dime/quarter" poker games with friends where I might lose
a maxmimum of $20 is
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
entertainment to me, not gambling, as is "dollar a game or beer a
game" friendly bets on pool; but I've played maybe 5 games of
nickle-dime-quarter poker in the past 30 years (all who know me
know I'm an empath and have an unfair advantage, Seriously)
***Slysays:
lol okay, I believe you already!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
and I've played maybe half a dozen dollar-a-game games of pool
since I was 13, again, most who know me know I'm good and won't
even bet $1 a game with me
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Be careful what you ask for, you might get a "novel" in response,
Sweetly Pokes Sly
***Slysays:
lol yes, I see that, but I know how important it is to be
clear sometimes, too........ and I don't have any vices to
speak of either, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Except me, of course
***Slysays:
don't drink at all, have never used drugs, no casual sex, no
gambling at all........lol yes, I have you now........o
boy...........whew!
***Slysays:
addicted
***Slysays:
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Big Silly Happy Grin right now, knowing My Sly is addicted to
me...my my MY, that's a nice addiction, isn't it?
***Slysays:
it is, really, *smiling here*, I am keeping a close eye on it
however, lol, making sure it doesn't get out of hand
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehehehee
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
All I have to do is send you one of my handkerchiefs to sniff,
and you'll be hooked for sure
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
One I keep in my pocket and don't ever actually use, of course
***Slysays:
(thought you would like that one)....... even relationships can
be addictive I suppose, but I have little patience or tolerance
for "games", thankfully......... hmmmm interesting
***Slysays:
of course
***Slysays:
being the perfect gentleman that you are.........
***Slysays:
always ready to offer a lady in need, I imagine?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, EXACTLY!, Damn, Sly, you're good!, we're good!
***Slysays:
lol I do remember that much about southern hospitality and
manners, thanks to Gone With The Wind, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I also hold doors open in public for strangers, both men and
women, and give up my seat on mass transit to women, and am
always patient with children and older people, etc.
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, Sheepish Confession, that's when I'm on the Metro in DC or
subway in NY, have never taken a bus, Sheepish Admission, but ya'
know what I mean
***Slysays:
yes, I do.........and even with children, your own are an
exception at times, lol
***Slysays:
good thing too
***Slysays:
I have a very positive impression of you, I am not hesitant to
tell you
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You're very sweet
***Slysays:
and not because of these things that you've said, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hhhhmmmmm
***Slysays:
it's because of what you put into your "efforts", so to
speak........ even if misguided at times, as we are all, I
think you put your "everything" into things, and in my book that
means that you're more than all right
***Slysays:
make sense?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
yes, it does
***Slysays:
lol o good.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I get an "A" for effort if nothing else
***Slysays:
yes, but for many things as well I'm sure, it just doesn't
have to be for everything
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm always a professional in all endeavors I attempt, always pay
attention to detail, always give things my 100% best effort, etc.
***Slysays:
yes, I know that, it is very endearing really, it means
that you care very much about the outcome of things
***Slysays:
and to put your full effort into things means that you have a
great deal of faith, even with faults etc
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, that's true...the Lord doesn't require us to be perfect,
only that we try to be...and He doesn't hold our failures against
us, only if we DON'T try
***Slysays:
well, I guess so, and of that I feel I am guilty at times,
that I didn't have the strength to try more, to do more, to be
more than what I have been
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
We all have at least some regrets, I think, even if they're small
ones...I don't worry about what might have been, though, unless I
know, KNOW I didn't give it my 100% best shot
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I know from experience that success often comes "from left field"
when we least expect it to happen
***Slysays:
well, if you can say that you have done that most of the time,
given it 100%, then I think you have lived a privileged life in
some ways....... yes, perhaps, I don't know
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And consistent, evenly-sustained effort combined with longevity
usually, USUALLY is rewarded
***Slysays:
lol yes, I think so as well, persistence does pay off
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I know I've lived a privileged life...I try not to be proud
about it, but yes, honest about it
***Slysays:
it's good to know it, that's all, to understand that that is
how it is......... no more than that, we don't always choose
these things
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
The one factor that's consistently shown to separate those who
fail from those who succeed, since those who succeed often fail
many times before actually succeeding, is that those who are
successful have a single-mided purpose and focus on their goal,
whatever that might be to/for them
***Slysays:
yes, I've heard that before, I know that as well..........do
you know, the only thing I have been very determined about is
being a good parent to my daughter and eventually increasing my
own mental and physical strength.......
***Slysays:
I am doing well on both counts, but there has been little room
for anything else
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm not as successful as I want to be, not hardly, but I'm not
obessed with "success", either...the main thing is to me, is that
I want to be know for my honesty and integrity above all else
***Slysays:
yes, same here really, for myself first, not towards others
though
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I can understand that!, i.e. focusing on your daughter and
yourself
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I agree, first for self, then for others
***Slysays:
Dear Nam, I have to get to bed.......... lol yes, it's the
only way really, to know and be responsible to yourself first
........
***Slysays:
(am getting really tired really fast)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah me too, Sigh...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's cool
***Slysays:
lol I'll bet you aren't that tired.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I've really, REALLY enjoyed tonight
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, not really
***Slysays:
yes, me too........... no? lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But I'll go to sleep okay when I hit the bed, no problem
***Slysays:
why not really?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Because I'm physically fatigued but mentally alert, my usual
conondrum/paradox
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My tired body will tell my mind to shut the fuck up and go to
sleep as soon as I hit the bed, Smile
***Slysays:
o, not really tired, I thought you meant not really enjoyed,
lol
***Slysays:
lol yes, I imagine it will...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Always enjoy my time with you, Dearest Friend
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It means a lot to me
***Slysays:
thank you, and same here, really.........*hugging you
tightly*......... I'm glad, Nam
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Loves to be hugged by Sly
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I'm glad my one big secret is out in the open now and isn't a
problem for you
***Slysays:
Have a wonderful night, *kissing you passionately as
well*......*teasing grin*.......
***Slysays:
yes, I'm glad for you as well........
***Slysays:
not a nice feeling to worry about that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You two, dream of me, I'll be dreaming of you, Night-Night,
Bi-Bi, "kissing you totally passionately while getting in a nice
sweet grope of your behind and tit, GRIN!"
***Slysays:
lol mmmmmmmmm you sweet man........ I could get very used to
that, careful now.........
***Slysays:
goodnight, take care.......
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++==
Never give out your password or credit card number in an
instant message conversation.
***Slysays:
Hello Nam, are you there?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hi Dear
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles
***Slysays:
Good morning......
***Slysays:
a question for you, if you don't mind-- how to find the
chatsite for this evening?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It kind of a pain to find, because the chatsite doesn't have a
permanent URL, they set a new one up for each new week,...first,
you have to go to the PD&S main website...then, you have to find
the link to MSN's main chat-groups page from there...from the
main chatgroup page, you have to choose "Lifestyles" if I'm not
mistaken...then you have to scroll through 3-4 pages of listings
usually to find
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
PD&S's
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It IS kind of a pain...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'll help you tonight if you have any problems
***Slysays:
thanks, I will try that again, did already, didn't see
it..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Master Lon usually doesn't create this week's site until sometime
later today
***Slysays:
okay, I'll wait until later then, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
He then sends the URL to Serenity
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, how did you sleep, well I hope?
***Slysays:
yes, very well thanks, a bit short but sweet nonetheless,
***Slysays:
and you?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehheee...I'll accept the responsibility for keeping you
way past your normal bedtime, Silly Smile...well, thank you, very
deep and restful...and yes, no kidding, I did dream of you, Happy
...I would like another photo or two of you sometime if you have
any to send, I'll try to find some other ones of myself today or
soon...
***Slysays:
I have a mismatch of pictures at different ages on my pc right
now, sent them to a family member not long ago, not recent ones
though
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That'll be okay, you said your appearance hasn't changed that
much over the years, mine hasn't either except for the
goatee/beard...I would appreciate it you'd send me what you feel
comfortable with, you ARE very physically beautiful to me, Sly,
all kidding aside
***Slysays:
thanks, Nam, really, that's very nice to hear, and I can send
you one from when I was about 17, lol, although it has little
to do with today really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'd appreciate it
***Slysays:
I have more pictures of my daughter really than of myself,
that's pretty typical I guess....... (why, though, do you doubt
that the one I sent you is genuine? just asking....)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, I know the one you sent me was very genuine, I just am a
little greedy maybe and would look more to be able to "flesh out"
my image of you better...the more photos I have of you, the more
a' complete "gallery" of images I can composite with/from in my
own mind
***Slysays:
hmmm well, then the one of me when I was younger wouldn't help
much really, lol and although I have no fears where you are
concerned, it may not be the wisest thing to do at this point
really.......... I will look for a few of myself that are more
recent and scan them for you, it isn't that I'm unwilling to do
so
***Slysays:
To me also, appearances aren't really that important, I would
rather see less than more myself, but then I don't have a male
brain, do I............lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Grins...male and female brains ARE very different, indeed, Smile
But Serious...and even if I was female, my brain I think would
still be "graphically and dimensionally oriented"...but yes,
please look for and scan some more recent ones of you, that would
be great!
***Slysays:
okay, I will do that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You know when I look at someone I see their wholeness, their
completeness, their "soul" if you will
***Slysays:
yes, I know, but there is only so much one can see from a
distance, I realize also, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I never judge anyone by their appearance, only by what's in their
heart, and that's not really a judgement to me, only an
"assessment", if you don't mind me splitting a semantic hair
***Slysays:
and the one I sent you is a bit distant, purposely done I will
admit, but it also does show the type of person I am, even if
my hairstyle has changed, .........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That said, you're still very beautiful to me
***Slysays:
no, I agree...... and thank you
***Slysays:
very sweet of you
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of course, M'Lady, My Sly, My girlfriend & slave
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
lol hmmm you are feeling happy this morning, I can
tell......... ( slave?? *gasp* lol)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehee...yes, I am ....
***Slysays:
I am as well, and not in the least because I think I have
"cracked the code" with myself a bit......... good, glad that
you are.......*smile*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And yes, you are
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
"cracked the code"? Sounds intriguing?
***Slysays:
well, maybe not to you really, I think it has been really
affecting me (more than I would have possibly thought) that I
haven't been active sexually, not physically but psychologically
really............and yesterday I basically did some further
"research" into sexual response, reading only, lol, and so
much of it is what I should have been experiencing really, I
don't mean to sound
***Slysays:
shallow because it isn't, and with my particular background it
has more meaning than the average inexperienced person
***Slysays:
psychologically as well........ so needless to say, it is
important for me to understand this, whether I choose to utilize
it or not
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I think I understand...you've been reading a lot to be able to
fantasize while reading and/or afterwards to begin to explore
parts of your sexuality that either have been dormant or you
haven't explored yet at all...it doesn't sound shallow at all,
Sly, it sounds very necessary...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It also sounds like you've been researching such RL things as
female orgasmic response, G-spot orgasms, etc.?
***Slysays:
I picked up a few books by Graham Masterton, actually, not
reading to fantasize but to inform myself further, lol.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm not familiar with Graham Masterton?
***Slysays:
lol yes, found one on the G-spot as well, in the bargain
bin at Chapter's no less...lol
***Slysays:
He is a well-known writer, hold on one sec
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
k
***Slysays:
he is a former editor for Penthouse, Mayfair, etc, has written
about 12 books on improving sex for couples.....
***Slysays:
British I think, not sure
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, I C, Smile...Cooollll !~
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, what did you find out?
***Slysays:
well, it is to me, lol, anyway......... I wasn't a novice
when it came to reading, I have read some really good erotica as
well, also Anne Rice, for ex., but it's more that the "brakes"
are off with myself, for various reasons, and so what I am
reading now makes a hell of a lot more sense than it did
before............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Listens, Smiles Knowingly
***Slysays:
and exploring the G-spot, for ex., is something that I didn't
do before because I was in fact still trying to suppress feelings
rather than explore them, at the cost of even part of my
identity as a woman I think....... not good at all
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
May I also suggest "Parachutes & Kisses" by Erica Jong, most
libraries would have that
***Slysays:
but things are a' changin', lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, it wasn't good
***Slysays:
sure, thanks, I will look for that as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, they are, and I couldn't be happier for you and prouder of
you, too
***Slysays:
well, truthfully, I am blushing right now, it seems so
damnably trivial in the sight of a "normal" person, I'm
sure........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hopefully some of what I've written has opened your eyes and mind
to other possibilities as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, I don't see it as being trivial, I see it as being necessary
and liberating for you
***Slysays:
as I said before, the fact of making certain things consensual
opens up positive feelings, even if it is totally fantasy
only.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I'm not exactly "normal, JIC you haven't noticed, BTW, Grin
***Slysays:
lol well, hmmmm.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I agree
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
On both counts
***Slysays:
*-) I wonder.........
***Slysays:
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
What are you finding out about yourself now that maybe surprises
you?
***Slysays:
just the fact of sex being a need, of it making the rest of my
senses more acute, of it being a part of being happy even,
first of all..........
***Slysays:
and then also the range and depth of my "appetite",
lol......... never mind societal standards, god there must be
a lot of deprived frustrated people in this world!! lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, there are, but WE are NOT two of them
***Slysays:
even physically, I didn't really know what I could or couldn't
do or want, actively suppressing it before
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I'm glad you have such a healthy "appetite", you've been on a
"diet" for way too long
***Slysays:
but the mental/emotional cost of doing so was becoming too
great, thankfully, that's why I am glad my body made this a
priority, lol (hormones)
***Slysays:
yes, I have in a sense, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles Knowingly & Hopefully
***Slysays:
no longer however
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Way Cool !
***Slysays:
lol that is sweet of you, you do understand I see
***Slysays:
lol yes, it is....... what a strange life this is
***Slysays:
I intend to take time to explore still though, in a very relaxed
but intent way, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it's strange, but also very nice at times, when "Fate" kicks
in and puts us exactly where we need to be and with whom and
where
***Slysays:
it just really helps to know what the hell was happening in my
head all this time, and it's funny, but even not really awarely
knowing, it still affected my self-image as well, ......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Even when we don't exactly understand why
***Slysays:
I am not so sure of that actually
***Slysays:
yes, exactly
***Slysays:
but understanding to me is paramount really, I think it's the
way I have survived in my life when emotionally everything was
too much.......my brain kicked in and helped me stay afloat
***Slysays:
some things need to be experienced to understand,
however........and you're right, we do need to trust that
certain things will appear when needed
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I know the feeling...but when I lack the capacity for true
understanding for things OUTSIDE of myself, I just chalk those up
to God's will and go on as best I can
***Slysays:
not me, I need to understand, and I will continue to pursue
something until I do, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And yes, certain things MUST be experienced on a physical level
to be truly understood...like the old Jimmy Buffet line from one
of his songs: "don't ever to describe a Kiss concert/if you've
never seen one", Silly Grin
***Slysays:
it's called determination, I hope, not sheer blind
stubbornness......... lol that's cute
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
One could say the same thing about experiencing
cyprinne-producing G-spot orgasms, GHint, Hint
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, I'm the most stubborn man on this planet, can outstubborn a
cat, you and I are quite similar in that regard
***Slysays:
lol well, I haven't applied what I have read yet, or maybe I
would be enthusing about that.......
***Slysays:
well, I like to investigate things really, to really uncover
and understand all that I can, and I hate limits.......with a
passion, *wink*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I like "focus" and "single minded-ness" and "determination"
better than stubbornness, Yes
***Slysays:
yes, me too........lol ah well, it's all in how you see it
perhaps, or in who is saying it
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Pheewwwww, Sly, you just gave me 'another' hard-on when you just
said "I hate limits...with a passion"....Wow!
***Slysays:
lol are you serious??
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, Very
***Slysays:
wow, the power of words, amazing..........lol (I love that,
really)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It's all in the mind
***Slysays:
I do have one quality very strongly as well, and that is
hope..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
If the mind can't lead, the body won't follow
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, same here...hope for what I've always wanted and more
importantly, needed
***Slysays:
not faith, I have to admit, because I haven't had a form or
substance to use to "attach" myself to ...........but I always
seem to have a lot of hope for things.........
***Slysays:
not for what I've wanted, but for there to be true purpose and
meaning to this world.......
***Slysays:
for things to be as positive as what I do perceive them to be,
and for me to have a place in that
***Slysays:
(comes from being deprived, they say, remember Frankl, in
Man's Search For Meaning?)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I understand...but to find peace in the world, to help create
peace in the world, one first must find peace in one's own heart
and with one's self
***Slysays:
yes, exactly, which is great, because we all deserve to have
that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sorry, I'm not familiar with Frankl, or if I am, don't remember
him, can't place the name to anything I remember having read
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, we do
***Slysays:
Victor Frankl, survived a concentration camp in WW II, small
but powerful book, very well known
***Slysays:
you should read it, I think you would like it
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'll write it down
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
TY
***Slysays:
he describes his own voyage, spiritually more, the indomitable
human spirit really.........while going through that experience,
and many reflections on human nature as well, very insightful
***Slysays:
yw
***Slysays:
I will be on from about 7:30 on, will try to get in and if not
will "hail" you........*kisses for now*............ see you
then
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hugs*Kisses for now, Deep Happy Sigh, Bi-Bi
***Slysays:
have a great afternoon........ (smiling at your sigh....)
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Never give out your password or credit card number in an
instant message conversation.
***Slysays:
Hello my dear, are you there?
***Slysays:
If you're in, give me a shout, I will be on only for a bit
right now, and will be a bit late for this evening, but I will
leave the computer on. *kisses*..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hi Dear, there?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hi, sorry I missed you earlier, hope you're having a nice time
tonight, Smile, I'll be around until at least around 10-ish or
so, maybe a little later...ping me if you'd like to chat, I'll
make sure I have the computer's speakers volumn up so I can hear
your ping, talk to you soon, Hugs&Kisses
***Slysays:
Hi there, I'm finally here, what's happening with PD&s?
***Slysays:
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hey, haven't dropped in there yet
***Slysays:
o dear, okay, I will try to get in now then, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm headed that way now too, Smile
***Slysays:
okay, great.........*hugging you*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
}Hugging you back{
***Slysays:
and of course I don't see it.....disgusted sigh...lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm looking now too
***Slysays:
okay
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, I've looked at every single listing in the US Chats section
and don't see it, Sigh
***Slysays:
no, neither do I ..... hmmm well, we will just have to chat
here
***Slysays:
lol just kidding, if you have time that is
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Not like chatting with you is a disappointment at all to me,
Smile, and of course I have time for you My Sly
***Slysays:
thanks my Nam, I'm glad you feel that way...... but didn't
they let you know where it would be?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Uh-uh, they never do, and I'm supposedly Co-Mod
***Slysays:
yes, lol, that's what I was thinking, it's just strange
because serenity placed such emphasis on attendance.........
***Slysays:
a bit overdone I think, to say that people will be banned, but
it's up to them
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, what stern, almost hostile message she posted publicly to
members about either get involved or she'd delete their
membership
***Slysays:
yes, I thought it was a bit much myself, not exactly
encouraging, but she was trying to drive a point home I
guess.........
***Slysays:
more activities would accomplish better things I would think
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I don't sweat personal quirks like hers if it doesn't affect my
pocketbook
***Slysays:
lol good thinking........
***Slysays:
I am "attracted" to groups in a way, but usually do not end up
staying in them, am not much of a group animal, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Me neither
***Slysays:
more like that eagle you see flying up there......^ lol
***Slysays:
(if you see it!)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Groups always develop little, catty cliques that I don't care
for, but that's human nature
***Slysays:
yes, it is
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I always look up at the sky, it's amazing what you see when you
actually look up
***Slysays:
yes, it is, and most of the time beautiful, too......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I always see that eagle flying or that incredible light-painting
with clouds and light that God does
***Slysays:
yes, it does always make you think that way.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Some of the totally incredible light and cloud shows I've seen I
wish a camera of some kind could capture, and I have some very
expensive cameras, but none can begin to accurately capture what
my eyes and heart sees
***Slysays:
yes, I know exactly what you mean, I've spent some time doing
that as well.......did succeed to some extent in Holland one
summer, some great shots
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles, what kind of camera and lens did you use?
***Slysays:
Minolta T200. I think it was, this is a lot of years ago
***Slysays:
35 mm of course, with extended lenses, I don't recall exactly
***Slysays:
or was it XT.....lol
***Slysays:
will you be available to voice chat Torrow, btw? just wondering
already........ and thank you,
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I should be...I know Tuesday I've got to be out most of the
day making sales calls (I owe a couple of "fence-mending" calls
to some folks), but sure, Torrow I should be available most
anytime except for between 12 noon and 1PM, that's blocked out,
but otherwise I'm free
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You know I'm really looking forward to hearing your voice
***Slysays:
o dear, that is pretty much when I will be home, unless it is
earlier or later that I am free for lunch, depends on what is
planned...... I am as well, really.........lol
***Slysays:
we'll have to play it by ear then, literally and
figuratively......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Screw it, Smile, I can always reschedule my lunch appointment,
Smile But Serious, not a problem, I'll just schedule it either
for Tuesday too or another day, it's not THAT important,
Seriously
***Slysays:
well, be sure of that, it can be another day,
really...........*smile*......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm sure
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Seriously, Smile
***Slysays:
I will just check to see if y ou are here......... ok, that's
great then, something different from this forum.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes....were you going to want to use Messenger here as a
voice-over-IP carrier, or something else?
***Slysays:
I have yahoo as well, messenger that is, but prefer this, if
something else works better for you let me know please.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, this should be fine, I HOPE...keep in mind that up until I
disabled the hardware ID on my computer from my Messenger
preferences, I had been able to receive but not send files like
webpages or txt files or such...but I think it's working okay
now...we'll make something work Torrow, shouldn't be a problem
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I had NOT been able...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Shoot, I'm tired, I had been able to receive but not send files,
Sorry
***Slysays:
sure, we'll just give it a try...... lol that's ok, I was
just going to ask you how you were tonight........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My feet are killing me but otherwise I'm doing okay, just my
usual pings and pangs....and how are you doing tonight?
***Slysays:
good, I've had an energetic day, but a bit emotional really,
fine though
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Why emotional?
***Slysays:
(almost "that" time of the month, lol)...... just reflecting on
something important this afternoon, and my brother's daughter is
down again from Holland, she's 17, just came out of an abusive
situation, reminds me of too much
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sighs for you, Feels for you...and yeah, I was kinda wondering if
you got more emotional "just before"
***Slysays:
yes, but not a problem usually, it would be more if I was in a
relationship maybe, *grin*....taking it out on a guy, lol
***Slysays:
more sensitive for sure, but usually in a good way,
honestly..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Grins...you could/can take out your frustrations all you want on
me when we're together in RL, I won't mind a bit
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'll fix you homemade chicken soup and give you chocolates
***Slysays:
mmmmm that sounds great, lol, and yes, it would be good to
have something to focus on........
***Slysays:
wow, you are GOOD...........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I just LOVE to spoil the one I love, Happy Thought
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I'll massage the small of your back, too, of course
***Slysays:
yes, isn't that a great thought? used to do it all the time,
the giver "gets" more than the receiver, and yes, of
course......... lol (man, I can only dream of such
things......)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And do lots of other sweet and nice things, but hey, that is,
that will be true all month/all year/all life long
***Slysays:
are you really so consistent? honestly............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
YES
***Slysays:
wow......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Honestly, I am
***Slysays:
most men become complacent and take their partner pretty much for
granted, I think....but then so do many women
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
For me, with me, Sly, it's all about respect and love...if I
truly love you, if I'm in love with you, then of course I'll
respect you, and that old Golden Rule thing always takes
precedence anyway
***Slysays:
ok, here's a question for you.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I never take a single moment of my life for granted, period, let
alone a single moment with my partner
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Okee....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...shoot with your question
***Slysays:
what is the difference between really loving someone and being
"in love"?
***Slysays:
that may sound stupid,
***Slysays:
but
***Slysays:
lol I would like your thoughts on that, if you don't mind
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sure, no problem
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, the English language is so crude in this regard that has
only one word for "love", that being "love", to express a huge
variety of emotions and conditions of concern, respect, love,
affection, attraction, passion, etc., my first proviso
***Slysays:
yes.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Generally, I'd say that I can truly love someone, and let's just
say this given someone is a female, without being attracted to
them sexually or physically
***Slysays:
yes, that kind of love I am very familiar with as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I could love a guy like that too, don't get me wrong, without any
sexual overtones at all, that would be like the Greek word for
that called "phila" or brotherly/sisterly love
***Slysays:
yes, okay....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But, for me to be "in love", it would be the rough equivalent to
the Greek word "eros" but also deeper than the classical Greek
meaning...for me to be "in love" with some, I have love them
first, yes, and also feel a chemical or animal attraction to
them, feel a desire to be with them sexually as well as
emotionally, but also spiritually and psychically as well,
keeping in mind that when I'm with
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
a partner on a physical, sexual level I'm also like it or not
also linked to them on a very real "empathetic" or "psychic" or
whatever you wish to call it level, which only reinforces my
physical desire for them
***Slysays:
yes, I think we are "built" to be that way, the physical being
a spiritual link as well...... hmmm (just carefully
reading that over, lol)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
With Angel, both times with her was several days in a row, they
weren't "one night stands"
***Slysays:
I see, and how did you resolve those feelings, did they not
leave you with permanent "scars", so to speak? (are you sure
you were in love?)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I'm sure I was in love all three times...how did I resolve
those feelings?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, let's make that 4 times, forgot to include B, whom C and I
planned to marry, though I NEVER made love or had intimate
contact with her, so the "in love" designation is borderline
there...anyway...back to your question, Smile...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, and I mean this sincerely, those three times left me with a
lot of permanent joy in my life, memories and feelings I shall
treasure always
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
How did I resolve not being able to be with them any longer?
Seriously, because of my faith, knowing that my Fate lesson(s)
with them had been learned
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
The way I see it, Sly, is that I needed every single moment with
each to be able to be prepared for when "The One" is meant to
come into my life, and I couldn't be more serious now, Smile
***Slysays:
well, don't you think that "The One" is the one you fall in
love with in the first place? is there a different thinking
about that "One" then?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes..."the one" is whom I'll spend the rest of my life with, no
ifs ands or buts...of course I thought so with each, so how do I
resolve the fact that I'm not now? Hhhhhmmm, because I know that
like it or not I'm very human and I do make mistakes and just try
to make sure my mistakes don't hurt others or myself too much.
That's one of those imponderables that I just have to chalk up to
Fate.
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
What about yourself, how many times have you been in love?
***Slysays:
yes, I understand your reasoning there, it is something a bit
different in my "Faith", the thinking about a spouse,
especially the spiritual bond that is forged, that does last
forever it seems, even when divorced, lol............ I
haven't, believe it or not, I have loved (esp. my husband)
but since I didn't connect certain required emotions, I really
haven't been yet
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hhhhmmmm, interesting...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
In a way, I think, you might be lucky...
***Slysays:
I don't know, I don't think there is a difference really, I
have slept with a few men, and should have felt more
perhaps.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Listens...
***Slysays:
I don't know what would have been any different, but I do
know that if I had been in love, it would have completely
devastating to me, I think.... but maybe not as well, who
knows....
***Slysays:
would have been
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
In my three cases, my having been in love with those three all
were tempered by betrayals in their own ways by all three,
respectively
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When I'm betrayed, all love let alone being in love ends right
there
***Slysays:
yes, I do understand that....... believe me, it is difficult
to sustain that bond without trust
***Slysays:
yes, same here, I stopped "trying" .......... and knew it was
over instantly
***Slysays:
some people don't think humans are meant to be
monogamous.......
***Slysays:
it's ridiculous, when trust is based on honesty and
equality........ it just wouldn't work any other way, I think
***Slysays:
so do you think then, that those feelings of being in love
increase each time, as your capacity increases?
***Slysays:
your spiritual capacity, to love, I mean........(do you mind
this conversation, btw?)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I do
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, I don't mind at all
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I meant yes, I feel that each time of being truly in love
increases my capacity for being in love even more, should it ever
happen again
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But no, I don't mind this conversation, you and I can talk about
anything, ANYTHING, Smile
***Slysays:
yes, I think so as well.......and I really wonder if there is
such a thing as "the one".........that's good, I think we can
talk about anything as well...... thanks, really.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I've thought long and hard about monogamy...my first wife was bi
and had GF's all through our marriage and I didn't mind because
they weren't a threat to our marriage, and yes, that summer with
her and Linda was A LOT of fun...that said, that permanent
threesome also taught me a very valuable 1st hand lesson, that in
a threesome or moresome, someone always, ALWAYS has their
feelings hurt...
***Slysays:
yes, I thought as much, really......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Is it possible for three people to be in love with each other
equally and no one have their feelings hurt (usually) and
basically no jealousy? Yes, I think it is, but that's truly a 1
in a Billion or greater circumstance
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I know ME, and I'm very monogamous by nature
***Slysays:
I don't think it is possible or desirable....... really (I
would never be able to "share" my man with someone, I would kill
first, lol)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When I finally met "My One", it will be forever, and no, I'll
never "share" her with anyone, man or woman
***Slysays:
and again, I wonder if there is such a thing really, the
thought of it is kind of comforting, that if you do, you can be
totally sure of that person, but I don't think it is that way
really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
please explain further...
***Slysays:
I think we are capable of deep "in love" relationships with more
than one kind of person, for example, but the one we choose
is the one we grow with, it is the actual relationship that
determines that, I think..........
***Slysays:
every day life is not particularly romantic at times, but that
bond........
***Slysays:
that togetherness, so to speak, is what allows people to be
as close as they are, the question is in the choice of person,
I think
***Slysays:
if we knew ourselves half as well at 20 as we do at 40, for
example, we would make a different choice
***Slysays:
but I may be entirely wrong here
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, we'll have to respectfully and modestly disagree on our
definitions of being "in love", since, speaking for myself, I
can't be "in love" with someone without a happy sexual
relationship with them; I can love them deeply, so deeply I could
and would give my life to save theirs, but not be "in love" with
them...
***Slysays:
I do agree with that........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do agree that there are many "possibilities" out there who
could end up being The One, but within my faith, if there is
meant to be "a One", then there is only one true One, if that
makes sense
***Slysays:
no, it doesn't yet, please explain further?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I do think what we want from a partner and more importantly
need from a partner changes with age
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Within my living my Fate, I have met three, maybe four women whom
I could spend the rest of my life with happily...and yet, fate
and circumstances didn't permit that to happen, which means they
weren't The One, even though I thought they were at the time
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, do I believe The One is still out there, and do I think she
and I are fated to meet and be together the rest of our lives? I
honestly don't know. I hope so. I pray so. But I really don't
worry about, because I know if she is The One and we're supposed
to be together forever, our mutual and individual Fate choices
will combine eventually and yes, we'll be together
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm enlightened, Sly, Yes, but it's not part of "The Rules" that
I'm permitted to know my fate any more than anyone else is, only
that I have knowledge and understanding that my choices I make
are MY choices and those choices will allow or not all good and
bad things in my life, including finding The One or not as my
life might turn out...make more sense now, Smile?
***Slysays:
well, that part yes, which is true for all of us, but I do
have to disagree with "the One" idea, although I have used those
same words to mean the one that you do want to spend the rest of
your life with.......
***Slysays:
this is interesting.........
***Slysays:
you, who have been in love, believe this.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles
***Slysays:
and I who haven't, do not..........lol
***Slysays:
what's wrong with this picture?? lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nothing's wrong with this picture at all, Sly, it simply "is",
Grin
***Slysays:
lol yes, like most things Nam......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Being my usual blunt self, Sly, do I hope YOU are The One? Yes!
Do I "think" or believe you are The One for me? Honestly, I have
no clue yet, and won't until we meet in RL whenever that might
be. I do know I think a lot of you, and that you and I are so
very compatible in so many ways including all that are important
to both of us.
***Slysays:
We do seem to think, no FEEL the same way about a lot of things,
and mostly the intensity of things I think, lol.......
***Slysays:
we are the same way in some ways........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It's just me, but I don't understand how you can't believe in the
concept of The One and still believe in monogamy like you do,
accepting that monogamy is a deep tenent of your faith
***Slysays:
monogamy means choosing to be with one person, faithful to
them......... but it is still a choice.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, agreed ! Surprise, surprise, Hu?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's why a compatible sexual aspect to a relationship is so
very important to me
***Slysays:
and WHO is part of that choice as well........ yes, I'm glad
that I'm at this age now, to be able to factor that into a
choice awarely,
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I accept how much of a human "animal" I am, albeit a very
monogamous one
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, agree totally
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Physical communication on/from a sexual level is every bit as
important as communication on verbal, non-verbal, and spiritual
levels
***Slysays:
the fact that we want and need that "one" also indicates that we
are meant to be monogamous, really......... yes, I do agree
completely there, of course........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...so, wanna suck my cock now?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'd order you to suck it since you're my slave, but Master/slave
communication doesn't translate well in chat, Grin
***Slysays:
lol o my, ran to the bathroom quickly, expecting you to
write a long answer................and looky here.........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, are you sucking it yet? Sure feels like it!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Gotta make you laugh and smile, Sly
***Slysays:
lol no, I don't guess that it does, although it is supposed
to......... o my, you are in a state all of a
sudden..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, just gotta keep you interested, that's all
***Slysays:
lol I am laughing, really........ I like honesty, it's
more of a turn on than anything else.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Since that's the case, I must keep your panties absolutely soaked
all the time...
***Slysays:
lol well, you have intrigued me, I will admit, no doubt
about it, and I have sensed something about you from the
beginning, something familiar yet unknown........
***Slysays:
I'm not quite sure how I should put it......
***Slysays:
I have wanted to get to know you, that is certain
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Listens...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
To me, it feels like we might have been married in a past life
and reunited again in this one
***Slysays:
I have to confess that I have been still "processing" a number
of things that have stood in the way of my having a serious
interest in someone, and also that I have had feelings quite
unexpectedly for someone online, no less......... hmmmm
that's an interesting way of putting it, but I also think of
"familiar patterns" when you say that, lol.........psychology
be damned.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My feelings EXACTLY
***Slysays:
(since I don't believe necessarily in past lives......lol)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I know, but it certainly does feel like it at times
***Slysays:
hmmm but those familiar patterns may not be altogether positive,
or may be extremely so, depending on what we do with
them........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Quite true, Listens...
***Slysays:
it may be just really compatible needs and desires, as
well.........hard to find out unless in person, and at the same
time harder to find out in person because physical attraction can
get in the way as well............lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it can get in the way both in positive and negative aspects
***Slysays:
not to mention that emotional attraction is often
unaware.....yes, right
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Too much of it or not enough of it
***Slysays:
yes, I think so too... it's so important to get it within the
"just right" range for both......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I am like you, Sly, in that while I'm very hopeful for "us", I
also have enough life experience to be very realistic if not
brutally honest with both myself and you and keep expectations,
well, not low, but realistic until we actually meet and see if
what we're developing here translates into "there"
***Slysays:
I am also realistic about my lack of knowledge here,
really........and as I have said, I am not clear with my
feelings for someone....... still trying to understand what
happened there, if anything really......
***Slysays:
I am quite brutally honest with myself as well, even though I
can get completely swept up in things..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, you mean your other online relationshup where he played you
and it didn't work out?
***Slysays:
and lose focus for a while......
***Slysays:
lol yes, I do mean that.........
***Slysays:
it wasn't a relationship though
***Slysays:
just an encounter, or series of them.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm not sure what you mean when you said above: "my lack of
knowledge here"?
***Slysays:
my lack of actual physical experience with desire for a
man.......... I have not allowed myself to feel it,
really.......it wasn't conscious, it was an unconscious need for
safety first..........
***Slysays:
I have not had that connection with someone in reality.......
***Slysays:
even my marriage was really sparse that way, because of his
past as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
O, I C, and I understand, I think...but it's a question of
conscious choice on your part, because you're obviously a sweetly
libidnous and highly sexual woman in RL when you wish to be?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As long it's with WHOM you wish to be?
***Slysays:
no............
***Slysays:
it's this: I could not allow myself to be that vulnerable to
someone, in fact.......... it is not until just a few months
ago (and because of online "exploring") that I have consciously
decided to feel more....... I did not withhold out of choice,
but out of inability to connect positive emotions with sex
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I understand, because of your past negative experiences (to
say the least) with sex in RL
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Your abusive situations in the past
***Slysays:
yes, exactly........ and again, it wasn't a conscious choice,
but part of survival, really.......
***Slysays:
so now that my hormones have given me no choice, lol
***Slysays:
and of course because of maturity and having worked through a
number of emotional issues etc
***Slysays:
I do want and need more now......but wasn't so conscious of that
before
***Slysays:
in fact, I think I felt that I was protecting myself by not
having a relationship
***Slysays:
that's the way I saw it then
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, that was and is understandable
***Slysays:
regrettable but understandable yes
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
The main thing is, to me, is that you have had this massive
learning curve about yourself and are now making conscious
choices from that self-knowledge that are right for YOU
***Slysays:
yes, well, it hasn't been a certain path at all....... and I do
still have my weak spots, hate them, but I am learning
yes....... there isn't a better way that I know of at the moment,
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You are much more special than you know right now, Sly
***Slysays:
and let me clarify this......it isn't that I didn't feel for a
man, it is that I didn't let myself show it, out of
fear........ am I? I just feel kind of pissed off
and determined to set things right, that's all.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles....
***Slysays:
it's very frustrating as an adult woman to be dealing with this
stuff, really....... I feel like I am out of my league, and
yet can see that I am just fine, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I don't think you're "out of your league" at all, Sly, not at
all...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
There are certain things that need to be experienced in RL to be
understood, but definitely not EVERYTHING, Nope
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I don't need to be assfucked by a guy to know I wouldn't like it,
for example, Grin
***Slysays:
lol yes, I think that is what I was hoping when I went into
Literotica, really, at the very least to catch on to a few
interesting things.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Michael was so wicked putting that scene in Chapter 2
***Slysays:
lol yes, and I can tell you didn't exactly like it too
much..... hmmmmm
***Slysays:
so no men for you, huh?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nope, only as canoeing buddy, not assfucking or suck-buddies,
Nope
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I have done one MFM threesome when I was a teen-ager but the
other gentleman and I didn't fool around, concentrated on "her"
***Slysays:
lol I talked to a very interesting guy at Lit who really likes
group activities, and he loves sucking a guy off........ very
natural to him, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Each soul has their own path in this plain, Fer Shure
***Slysays:
yes, true........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I also have done a "soft swing" with another couple, actually
with C's sister and her boyfriend who happened to be my best
friend (best friend T persuaded his GF W to nag C to go out with
me on a blind date, that's how C and I actually met)
***Slysays:
wow, and.....? lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
This was 2-3 months after C and I met
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As mentioned, it was a "soft swing" meaning that we didn't swap
partners, just fucked our respective partners on different beds
in the same bedroom
***Slysays:
I see..... interesting.......
***Slysays:
o okay, lol didn't know that actually
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But yeah, it was a lot of fun watching T & W and being watched by
them
***Slysays:
I would like to watch someone else actually...... it would be
interesting to watch real sex, lol wow, you were
young........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it's a totally different perspective to watch another couple
have sex, especially when you and your partner are also having
sex in the same room simultaneously
***Slysays:
hnmmm can imagine, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...so, how you feeling right now?
***Slysays:
well, quite good actually, I love open discussions about
things, lol........... and you?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Very well, thanks ...yeah, I have tons of fun just yacking with
you, too
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Especially since I know you have a certain level of attraction to
me and fascination with me
***Slysays:
yes, I do.......
***Slysays:
it is based on two things, I think.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Listens...
***Slysays:
one, that you have shown a depth and understanding, if not
complete honesty at times, lol
***Slysays:
and two........
***Slysays:
well, I can't tell you that yet.....lol
***Slysays:
a woman must have her secrets after all........
***Slysays:
(laughing yet?)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just like a woman, Ohhhhoppssss, Didn't mean to say that,
Gee-Riinnn!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, laughing aloud
***Slysays:
well, it is in the best interests of my own heart, to which I am
true, my friend
***Slysays:
to thine own heart be true......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I don't know why you can't tell me Reason #2, but I'll respect
your decision...when you want to tell me, or I need to know,
you'll tell me
***Slysays:
yes, when I have seen my way through this one, I will tell you
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool ! Will sending you some nude photos of myself or photos of
my erect cock possibly help in your decision? {Hehehehehehee}
***Slysays:
no, truthfully, lol, but thanks for the offer! *weg*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Come to think of it, doing so might send you running to the
bathroom, to laugh out of earshot of me
***Slysays:
lol very cute...........
***Slysays:
I doubt that though........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, every guy in the world THINKS he has 8" but this one KNOWS
he does but also knows that 99.9999% of the women "out there"
don't and wouldn't care to see a photo of it
***Slysays:
lol it would look a lot better in person, let's just put it
that way............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You are SOoooo diplomatic at times, Sly
***Slysays:
lol yes, I know.........I have been accused of being a
politician.........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And you do know how to keep a fellow intrigued, too, I will say
that...I'll be waiting patiently for you to tell me Reason #2,
and won't nag you about it, My Promise
***Slysays:
but seriously, women arent' quite as visually oriented I
think........ lol okay, I will tell you when ready, I
promise........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, what else would you like to know about me? Just ask me
anything, 's cool...
***Slysays:
hmmm well, you have provided me with a great deal of
information............I don't think I have any questions exactly
at this point..........
***Slysays:
not yet anyway
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's cool...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...just plucking questions out me' brain now...have you
ever felt sexual attraction towards another woman, and if so,
have you had a lesbian experience?
***Slysays:
haven't had a lesbian experience......but have felt attraction,
sexual, towards women yes
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles while mind ruminates that, Grin...what about group
sex?...any fantasies about that, or experience with it?
***Slysays:
fantasies galore, lol, no experience......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
If you could live anywhere you wished to, if money/job was not a
problem, would it be Holland, Canada, or somewhere else?
***Slysays:
o dear, tough one....... Alberta probably..........lived
there in '80 for almost a year
***Slysays:
(Holland is a dream, not reality anymore, although that was my
first instinctive reaction)
***Slysays:
love mountains and oceans equally......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Why not Holland, do the taxes and/or politics there suck?
***Slysays:
taxes yes, and very crowded really, it's just my memories that
beckon, and that long ago feeling of childhood safety
probably.......ask me again after next summer, after I
visit........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
If you love mountains and oceans equally, then you'll simply HAVE
to come live in North Carolina...some of the most beautiful
mountains in the world just 3 hours drive west of Raleigh
including the highest mountain east of the Mississsippi, and some
of the most gorgeous and famous beaches in the world just another
3 hour drive this time to the east from Raleigh, and I grew up in
all 3 areas and
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
yes, was very blessed in being allowed to do so...a couple of
webpages I sent you last night were taken from articles about my
childhood memories at Long Beach NC growing up that were
published some years back...
***Slysays:
yes, sounds really beautiful........do you know, I am not eager
to attach myself to any place again? that's terrible,
really........ it sounds great though.......you're very lucky
that way I think
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I suppose it would all depend on who you're attached to or not as
the case might be, Grin
***Slysays:
yes, that is very true, lol....... I did think of that as
well.........
***Slysays:
it isn't so simple though, I have my daughter to finish
raising.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That is very true, and I do stay very cognizant of that fact,
Smile But Happily Supportive
***Slysays:
yes, I know..... you would, of course, appreciate that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, My Dearest Friend Sly, I'll need to run sometime soon, in
the next bit...no rush, but I must be practical
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
yes, I know, was thinking the same thing really, need to
get to bed on time tonight
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sometimes being of practical mind does suck
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
We always do think an awfully lot alike, along the same lines,
never fails, Smile
***Slysays:
yes, it does, I'm not tired because of my impending
"courses", lol.......one side effect I didn't mention........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When are you expecting it to hit you?
***Slysays:
about two nights in a row I am almost sleepless really.....
***Slysays:
Torrow I think
***Slysays:
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
If it wasn't for my feet I'd sit here all night long and just be
with you, Happy Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You'll tell me exactly when you start?
***Slysays:
I know, definitely go lie down, *smiling
sympathetically*......
***Slysays:
lol sure......
***Slysays:
(why?)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Because I do have a slight menstrual fetish and you're my online
girlfriend, Perhaps? {hehehehehee}
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Okee, more than slight, Grin
***Slysays:
lol yes, I know, and sure, I will tell you
when............
***Slysays:
yes, a tad more than slight, lol
***Slysays:
I will be happy to spill all my menstrual secrets, lol
***Slysays:
will be a unique experience, to a guy no less........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Very sweet of you !
***Slysays:
lol that just about describes me right now.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just imagine me "dining at the 'Y' ", as my lesbian friends used
to say
***Slysays:
lol yikes......you are a bit vampirical..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sweetly so, Yes
***Slysays:
whatever turns you on, hon.........lol
***Slysays:
ok, go rest now.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And thankfully, what turns me on also turns you on as well,
especially regarding period sex and blood sex and similar
***Slysays:
lol well, my body made that decision for me........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Okee...I'm looking forward to talking with you voice Tomorrow,
will be online at least from 11:30AM until I hear from you at
lunchtime
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And will dream of you all night tonight, My Dearest Sly
***Slysays:
ok, sounds good........will be interesting to say the
least.........*smile*.......
***Slysays:
thanks Nam, dream deeply and sweet then.......
***Slysays:
***Slysays:
Goodnight........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, Good-Night, sleep tight, Hugs&Kisses, Bi-Bi
***Slysays:
night Nam.....
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++==
Never give out your password or credit card number in an
instant message conversation.
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hi Sly, I'm here, 11:51PM
***Slysays:
hello, are you there?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hi Dear, I was having problems with Messenger and Hotmail,
evidently Microsoft cancelled my hotmail.com account but I think
it's okay now, ping me when you're here
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, I see you now, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
I am here.......lol ok yes....
***Slysays:
just checked in a bit ago
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, silly Microsoft, they would cancel my account today of all
days, things apparently are okay now
***Slysays:
wow, it's a strange day, have a virus in one of my email
accounts, cancelled it.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Damn, yeah, it's a Monday all the way around
The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
Hi Sly, I'm here, 11:51PM
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just got a strange error message here, ping me back, please
***Slysays:
lol isn't it though.....
***Slysays:
ok.......
***Slysays:
there still?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, you ready to hear my voice? I've got my NCAT mic and all
hooked up
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
hooked up
***Slysays:
ok, yes......just give me a minute......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Okee, just let me know when
***Slysays:
ok, here goes.........lol
Slywould like to have a voice conversation with you. Do you
want to Accept (Alt+T) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Crosses fingers...
You have accepted the request from Slyto have a voice
conversation.
***Slysays:
can you hear me?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nope, not yet, can you hear me?
***Slysays:
no, not yet......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I can see the bar graph volume indicators moving up and down but
can't hear anything
***Slysays:
I can see that it is working on my end, but nothing from
you........ o dear, that's why.......but it may not be set
right
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Same here
***Slysays:
go to adjust audio properties.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
How do I do that? Don't see it/them....
***Slysays:
let's see now....... where did I find that? lol right click
on volume, then check out that nothing is muted at least......
The voice conversation with Slyhas ended.
***Slysays:
I can't remember where i saw it now, but there was an option to
check mic 1 or mic 2, and that made the difference for me last
night talking to a friend........
***Slysays:
have to end it to go to audio wizard under tools...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Very confused right now, Sorry
***Slysays:
did you use the audio tuning wizard?
***Slysays:
on messenger
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I just did and nothing, Sigh
***Slysays:
hmmm okay, I don't seem to remember myself where that option
was, I changed it at first to reduce static but then realized
that it cut out the voice entirely.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I think I'vw got it now, forgot to switch over to my external
sound card
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sheeppish Grin
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Wanna try again ?
***Slysays:
ok, try again....lol
***Slysays:
sure, of course......
Sly would like to have a voice conversation with you. Do you
want to Accept (Alt+T) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
You have accepted the request from Sly to have a voice
conversation.
The voice conversation with Sly has ended.
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
There?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
The carrier signal dropped for some reason
You have asked to have a voice conversation with Sylvia. Please
wait for a response or Cancel (Alt+Q) the pending invitation.
You have canceled your invitation to Sly to start a voice
conversation.
You have asked to have a voice conversation with Sylvia. Please
wait for a response or Cancel (Alt+Q) the pending invitation.
The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
There?
The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
The carrier signal dropped for some reason
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Jey
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
hi there.......
***Slysays:
I have had trouble signing back on, think it was msn.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No prob, figured it was a technical issue
***Slysays:
and computer is very slow all of a sudden, but ........... how
are you?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm fine, and very, Very Happy
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Now that we've talked
***Slysays:
lol I see that! something to do with me?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, 'a little' (Shy Grin)
***Slysays:
yes, I am very pleasantly surprised as well.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just giggles a little...so, would you like to go back to voice,
or wait until another time? When is your daughter due home from
school?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm more than pleased, Sly...you're everything I had been hoping
and dreaming of, and more, Seriously
***Slysays:
I am picking her up today, it's raining, and in about 50
minutes I have to go, not sure if I trust my computer right now,
but we can try again......*wink* ....
***Slysays:
wow Nam, that's quite a statement,
***Slysays:
Do you know what I like the best about you?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No, please do tell me, though
***Slysays:
Your down to earth sincerity, seriously.
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I Yam Who I Yam
***Slysays:
I can hear in your voice, although at first a bit hyper like
myself, lol, that you are a person who is just themselves,
lol yes, exactly
***Slysays:
I really did think or suspect that you were someone else........
especially after the other day, with those words you
mentioned............
***Slysays:
saying that love, don't panic, I love you, and please
forgive me were the most important
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Me, hyper? Nnnooooo !!! (Sweeet Sarcastic Grin)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Really?
***Slysays:
lol call it high energy then........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just pokes you sweetly
***Slysays:
yes, really......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehee
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Those words are most important to me, Seriously
***Slysays:
lol hmmmm
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
At least I wasn't who you feared I was, but am who you thought I
might be
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You're still finding out about the latter, Smile
***Slysays:
yes, I know.......same here, but it's hard to find someone who
believes it as well...... so what did you think I meant when I
said... It's ( Y )ou, isn't it.......? yes,
that's a good way of putting it......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm not really sure if I payed much of any attention when you
said "it's You isn't it?", to be completely honest
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I may have thought you were joking somehow
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Anyway, at least you know now that I am who I say I am
***Slysays:
yes, that's what I thought.......lol
***Slysays:
well, I still don't really, lol, I have been thinking how
easy it would be to fool someone online, really, and it
would........but I am glad that I heard what I heard this
afternoon, honestly.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, would you like to go back to voice? I'm set up now...I'll let
you do the invite
***Slysays:
sure......
***Slysays:
one sec.....
Sly would like to have a voice conversation with you. Do you
want to Accept (Alt+T) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
You have accepted the request from Slyto have a voice
conversation.
The voice conversation with Slyhas ended.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++==
Never give out your password or credit card number in an
instant message conversation.
***Slysays:
Hello Nam, how are you?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
ok
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My editor gve me a rush assignment on this article about
hurricane recovery and I've been on the phone all day
***Slysays:
wow, interesting........ very busy then, sorry to hear that,
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, it's fine... it'll be fun
***Slysays:
that's good..... interesting anyway, and of course this is a
rush.....unusual circumstances
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, very
***Slysays:
how are you other than busy? *smile*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
They need all by this Friday but of course that's going to be
impossible
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm okay, thanks, and you? Have you started yet ?
***Slysays:
o really..... well, maybe you can wing it......
***Slysays:
no
***Slysays:
lol not yet, am later than I thought, but today probably,
lol
***Slysays:
the emotional turmoil has been unusual though
***Slysays:
a lot happening lately, stress will do that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes it will
***Slysays:
it's cute that you asked, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Harmless perversion, eeerrrr, distraction, Grin
***Slysays:
yes, it is, not a bad one at all, there are much worse things
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
At least you know it's basically stress and that you're not
pregnant
***Slysays:
lol cute.....it couldn't be pregnancy for sure........ damn
it all..........
***Slysays:
the process, not the pregnancy, is what I'm complaining
about, lol
***Slysays:
or the lack of getting there, I mean
***Slysays:
lol o well, not making sense, that's how bad it is!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I understand...why so much stress lately? The new job and all,
mostly?
***Slysays:
yes, and the incompetent way that my brother is dealing with my
niece, who needs a lot of help right now, and in this process
of realizing many things still about how I am affected (the down
side of sexual discovery here, but at least that's
temporary)........ but it will be fine
***Slysays:
and now that I think of it, I also haven't been running in the
mornings....... see, I knew there was something else
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I know you'll be fine, Dear...it's a matter like you say of
learning more about yourself...you'll be much stronger after the
process of you becoming my slave, eeerrrr, and/or girlfriend is
finished, Grin, and you've explored your fantasies too
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, if your body is used to running, you do need to try to get
back into that habit
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
What's wrong with your niece, if I might ask?
***Slysays:
I am used to the stress relief, but with school in the
mornings for my daughter, I haven't been able to...............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Damn, that is heavy, very sad
***Slysays:
yes, it is.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It sounds almost like outside intervention might be needed
***Slysays:
and seeing how poorly my family deals with it all is sad
too......after all these years, knowing that I went through the
same just about.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
To protect her
***Slysays:
yes, definitely
***Slysays:
but my sister-in-law is a control freak, has been using my
brother for years, their marriage was already on the rocks
because of her three kids, now out of the house...........and
yes, she may become suicidal, I think so as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Damn damn damn
***Slysays:
time to antagonize everyone again, it's okay though, I'm
getting used to this
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
At least you know "the system" and how to use it
***Slysays:
and once she does get some help and support, I think she will
be okay
***Slysays:
yes, true too
***Slysays:
thanks, didn't mean to bring that up really
***Slysays:
has been on my mind heavily for the last week now
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
No prob, we're friends, Sly, that's what friends are for
***Slysays:
lol I'm grateful Nam, really........
***Slysays:
and you know I feel the same way.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I do, and that makes me very happy
***Slysays:
so, changing the topic, you were glad that I really am female,
were ya? lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh yeah ...and if I were there in RL right now, I'd be "priming
your pump" to go ahead and get you started, Double Big Grinnnnn
!
***Slysays:
wow....... mmmm what a way to put that, be careful, or I may
escape to NC for a while! lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'll make reseverations and/or send you a ticket anytime you'd
like
***Slysays:
you are quite serious, aren't you....... I do appreciate that,
as well........it is very tempting at certain moments, now
being one of them
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, I'm serious, but it's not meant as any pressure, just a
friendly but very sincere offer...
***Slysays:
yes, I know that, that's why it's so tempting
too........*smiling at you*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles back at you too, Heheheheheee...of course, the first time
we're together I'd like for us to do something other than have
you stare at a hotel ceiling for two straight days (didja' get
that one, Grin?), but that would be perfectly fine too
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'd like for us to spend at least some time together doing a
couple of things out of bed that we both would enjoy, Seriously
***Slysays:
well, if it was at Niagara Falls for ex., then we could go out
for half hour breaks to gaze at them...........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Wow, you read my mind, that would be PERFECT
***Slysays:
yes it would be, I know.........sigh..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of course the "fall colors", the turning of the leaves in the
hardwood forests in the Appalachian Mountains here just 4 hours
west of Raleigh are pretty spectacular too
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
A little B&B off of the Blue Ridge Parkway
***Slysays:
wow, sounds wonderful, really.........*packing my bags
here*..........
***Slysays:
now THAT sounds perfect.......lol
***Slysays:
there is so much I would like to see
***Slysays:
still lots of time I know......
***Slysays:
so much I would like to do as well.........
***Slysays:
and I don't mean sex, although that is on the list, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
thought so.......ok
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
just a sec...
***Slysays:
yup no probs....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Am back, sorry
***Slysays:
that's ok, really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, lots of things, and LOTS of great sex too
***Slysays:
lol yes, lots and lots.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just try to imagine...4 hours for me is like 20 minutes for most
men
***Slysays:
lol I have no idea how long I could last, you
realize............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nice, slow, easy, then fast, then slow, a nice easy rhthym all
day long
***Slysays:
you may be WAY too much for me, lol
***Slysays:
but I doubt it........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, but it'll be fun for you to see how long you WANT to last
***Slysays:
yes, it would be.......and that sounds great, all day, just
basking in it all......mmmmmmmm
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just imagine, Sly...I am the most gentle, most tender, but most
overwhlemingly masculine man you'll ever meet...holding you close
to me, looking deep in your eyes as we make love, kissing and
kissing and kissing as we make love, for hours and hours...I
don't think you'll have a problem wanting every moment I give you
***Slysays:
I don't think so either Nam.......really, *sighing
happily*.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You know I'll be checkin airfares later on tonight
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
The symbol for Raleigh-Durham's airport is "RDU", BTW, Hint hint
***Slysays:
lol well, don't make me panic now, I was just warming up so
nicely........*weg*......
***Slysays:
lol okay, will remember that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, don't panic, you know I'm planning for the future, not for
this weekend, Silly Grin
***Slysays:
yes, I know, I was kidding, just bein' my sly self, you
realize........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, you were, you are perfect for me, Happy Smile
***Slysays:
lol you are sweet, really.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Only because we're sweet, together
***Slysays:
ahaa, is that what it is........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I can be a real pain sometimes, don't forget
***Slysays:
well, so can we all, I think........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sssooooo....ggimmmeeee a kissssss
***Slysays:
LOL o dear....... that was a bit terrible of you, you
know.........
***Slysays:
I was laughing, couldn't believe you were saying that.........
***Slysays:
but it was really nice
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Now, why was that terrible? I thught it was a pretty good attempt
at a near-seduction, Slightly Sweetly Evil Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Gotta keep you on YOUR toes, too,
***Slysays:
yes, it was, you are very slightly sweetly evil, I know
that.......lol and you do, just by being you, don't worry,
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
ok, I have to go actually, but will wait for you to say
bye.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
This is important, Sigh...enjoyed it A LOT, Thanks, Husg&Kisses,
talk to you later tonight hopefully, Bi-Bi for now
***Slysays:
bye for now Nammy....
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Never give out your password or credit card number in an
instant message conversation.
***Slysays:
Hello Nam, are you in?
***Slysays:
lol
***Slysays:
talk to you later
***Slysays:
Knock, Knock............. ding ding ding !!!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hey
***Slysays:
hey there.....how are you?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, hanging in there
***Slysays:
good.......you'll be glad to know that while we were talking
earlier, I got "it".......lol
***Slysays:
hence the vampire bats
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
GRINS....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You mean this large 6'4" one hanging around you now, too?
***Slysays:
lol yes, especially that one...... but no, I sent you
these.........
***Slysays:
and note the picture here, if you can see it.....lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, that's what they were, Sorry, didn't recognize them...don't
get to see my distant cousins that often...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Looks like Elmer above has gained a little weight...
***Slysays:
lol cute
***Slysays:
this display picture is called crimson sun, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Pardon my being a little dense here, but what "display picture",
you mean the emoticon for the bats, Sheepish Ignorant Grin?
***Slysays:
no, o sorry.....with msn 6.0 there is another display picture
that you can choose......
***Slysays:
on here.....scenic or whatever
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
O, I C...ssssoooo...whatchas yusing right now, tampon or pad?
***Slysays:
pad......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Is that what you normally use, or do you switch back and forth?
Always, Kotex, etc.?
***Slysays:
Always of Exact brand, lol.....and I use mostly pads, sometimes
both if it is heavy, at night as well
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...if you were here right now in RL, I'd ease up behind you
next time you got up off the couch to go the kitchen, pull your
pants down, bend you over at the waist, and slip my nice hard
cock in without taking your panties off, letting it slip past
your pad into your font of womanliness, GRIN
***Slysays:
wow............whew!! lol
***Slysays:
go easy on me here, you know what kind of a state I am in!!
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes I DO, Sweetly Coy Grin..think about it, My Sly...me kissing
your neck as I hold you close from behind as I bend you over the
back of the couch, kissing you as I grope your breasts, my cock
slowly but steadily slurp-slurping inside you as I lightly pinch
your nipples through your braless top...
***Slysays:
mmmmmmmmm that is GOOD......Nam, I just realized, when on my
period, I am always "enterable".........lol nice and slick
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, you are, Super Big Grin !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And the more I fuck you, the heavier your flow becomes
***Slysays:
lol yes, for a while anyway, just like after I run
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Uh-hu...and the pheromones of your femininity go straight to our
olfactory receptors, making us both even hotter
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My hand now slipping down the front of your panties to play with
your blood-sticky clit as I continue to fuck you from behind, we
both on our knees on the couch
***Slysays:
really? I didn't know that it was that way.....while on our
periods that is
***Slysays:
o my, Nam.......are we cybering??
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Actually, most women have a slightly dimished sense of smell
during, but pheremones just byass that all together
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Maybe, a little
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just love to fill your mind with images of possibilities
***Slysays:
mmmm pushing myself back against you, opening my legs further
and reaching back to play with your balls........... lol it
is pretty full I think......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
GRINS
***Slysays:
lol
***Slysays:
but wait a sec.......how did this happen so fast?? lol
***Slysays:
<laughing here>
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Because I'm your Master, that's how, and you came home on your
period and I smelled your essence before you even walked in the
door and it made me beyond horny, that's how
***Slysays:
ooohhh....... that's how........good then, please carry on my
Master..... fuck me until I scream with the pleasure,
pleeeaaasseee!!!
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And you as my mate never deny me ANYTHING, that's how
***Slysays:
I think I may be able to handle that.....lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, you'll scream soon enough, learning the "hypersexual rythm"
takes a little time
***Slysays:
lol I know, I am partly exaggerating as far as I am
concerned.........but would love to get there.......
***Slysays:
to be honest......*smile*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Those screams of passion that come after hours and hours come
from places inside you that you didn't know you had
***Slysays:
lol Nam, you are making me laugh in a very delighted way
here...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I think you're engaging in entertaining speculations more than
exaggerations
***Slysays:
yes, that's true....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Good, I'm 'supposed' to
***Slysays:
lol as long as you enjoy that as well........supposed to or
not......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I do...that's the nice thing about being us...it's like
making love to our mirrored selves, and me being an empath makes
it even more so...I touch you where I want, and where I want
also, usually, magically also happens to be where you want to be
touched right that second...it's way cool
***Slysays:
well, that would be a first for me, no doubt.........has never
been that way, really.........lol are you sure you aren't
talking about being familiar with each other?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Uh-uh...Seriously, even though I know you'd probably never do
this in a million years, I wouldn't care if you called L up one
day and talked with her about me...you could ask away and she'd
be as honest as I am...she'd be answering: "yeah, he can really
do that", "no, he's actually being modest, he can actually do
this" and "good fucking luck, Sylvia, I couldn't keep up with
him"
and similar
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
wow, I am impressed.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Seriously, she wouldn't mind and neither would I
***Slysays:
really......... hmmm I wouldn't though, I don't
think........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, I know you wouldn't, but the offer is sincere, should you
ever change your mind...she's not jealous at all, she actually
gave me "dating tips" when I started to become involved with "A"
this past year
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And she's very monogamous by nature too, she just doesn't want me
in her life any longer...but enough about the 2nd-soon-to-be-ex,
Smile
***Slysays:
o yes....... that's good actually....... and if I knew her I am
sure we would talk about you, lol
***Slysays:
lol okay......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, feeling a tad bit randy right now, Hhhhmmmm?
***Slysays:
o yes......I always do as you know........lol and I
did take care of that earlier.....but ran into a little g-spot
trouble, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sounds intriguing...
***Slysays:
can talk about that another time, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Why not now, Hint Hint? Like I wouldn't have my long, thing, but
very strong fingers inside you right now too, working your G-spot
as I fucked you with my cock
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
What happened, Hhhmm?, a little G-spot squirty-squirt ?
***Slysays:
I wish you were here doing that right now.....lol ok.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, I do too
***Slysays:
lol well, it was a mix of good and bad........
***Slysays:
good because I felt everything that the book was talking about,
lol
***Slysays:
and bad because it raised some bad memories, but good again
because now I know why I have resisted this
***Slysays:
and good too because I intend to ENJOY to the
fullest...........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, and I know you'll take this the correct way, maybe that
latter was good also, at least a little, maybe, hopefully...if I
was there, I could "umbrella" you/us in healing energy and while
not removing the pain of your past entirely I could help make the
future of us as lovers smoother
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's good, that's a very positive attitude!
***Slysays:
yes, that is how that works, realizing what triggers things,
that way one can get over them
***Slysays:
lol of course.......there's no stopping me now you know.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I certainly hope not...Grin
***Slysays:
it's about bloody time, too........no pun intended, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehehee, Good One!
***Slysays:
I can't believe how much more positive I feel about a lot of
things, having felt unawarely down on myself for not being more
sexual before, or maybe for not fulfilling what I sensed I
needed, even that was unconscious
***Slysays:
it is too easy to talk to you, do you know that??? lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That makes me very happy that you feel that way, it's such a nice
and sincere compliment from you, and all I can say is "thank you"
and I'm glad you do feel that way
***Slysays:
oops hold on, lol, I have to go pee........ yes, I really do
feel that way, honestly........I do figure these things out on my
own usually but it's great to have you to talk to........
***Slysays:
(laughing yet?)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...go pee...I'll be right here
***Slysays:
ok lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I am, Smiling
***Slysays:
hi there........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
HEY there too
***Slysays:
lol so, since we are getting more personal here, tell
me.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Sure...
***Slysays:
I know you love everything, but what reaches you the most, what
heats you up deeply...... what do you most want when you are
with someone?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's easy enough...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...hold them close to me first, look deep in their eyes, kiss and
kiss and kiss and then maximize skin-to-skin contact, using our
entire bodies as one huge collective sex organ...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I simply love to "make out" like bandits and be as physically
close to my partner as I can become
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Look deep into her eyes as we kiss and tell her how much I truly
love her
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Inhale her essence like a fine perfume
***Slysays:
mhmm yes, I know what you mean........ I think I want that
incredible intensity.......intense love and passion at the same
time....... that sounds wonderful, Nam
dear........mmmmmmm
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Whatever we do with our genitals is "gravy"....since I know I can
literally make love for days on end, there is ZERO performance
pressure on me...touching, kissing, licking, nibbling, fucking,
touching and kissing more, fucking and fucking more as we kiss
more and our eyes just meld into each other's...that's what I
'want' and 'need', Sly
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, 100% simultaneous beyond intense love and passion
***Slysays:
wow, that's very well and directly put Nam..... lol
***Slysays:
great answer to my question, lol .........*grinning*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles, glad you liked it, 'cause you know it's the truth
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It is what I want and need and deserve...and you do too, Sly
***Slysays:
yes, I know that now..... it's great to know what I need,
even if I have to still wait for it, a relief even..........lol
***Slysays:
and it's something great to look forward to as well..............
***Slysays:
and play at online, lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Uh-hu...I swear, it's like I can smell your scent in RL right
now...
***Slysays:
lol o dear......
***Slysays:
I am speechless again, damn.........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Grins....Hehehehehee
***Slysays:
and laughing, you would enjoy this a lot more in person I
know..............
***Slysays:
and I would be lost! lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, you wouldn't be lost, you would be very, VERY happy !
***Slysays:
yes, I know........ it would be SO great to just put myself in
your hands entirely, no kidding, and let the tide take us as
far as we can go...........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Mind was just wandering out to sea a bit as we swam with the tide
there...
***Slysays:
hmmmmm o yes? where was it wandering to?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That smallish beach with the kinda shortish lighthouse that had
the large dark seashells wash in with the tide that you used to
visit sometimes as a kid
***Slysays:
hmmm I do remember darkish seashells from the ocean, in
Holland........and a shortish lighthouse, now that you mention
it, behind the dikes, hmmmmmmmmm
***Slysays:
(are you making fun of me with the tide analogy??? lol)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nope...well, maybe a little, Silly Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
A friend of mine gave me that image he noticed in your mind and
said I should tell you about it
***Slysays:
lol the tide of sexual desire, the burgeoning sense of
release and freedom...........doesn't that sound like a tide to
you??? lol
***Slysays:
o really?
***Slysays:
Michael, by any chance?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I also see what looks like a large freigher just out at the
horizon's edge
***Slysays:
and I didn't see it in my own mind, actually....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You know me too well already, Sly, Grin
***Slysays:
hmmmm (yes, I think I do.....smile)
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, he was poking around in your memory cells...if you want him
to stop, if him doing so pisses you off, just tell him so and
he'll stop
***Slysays:
I am sure that we saw many of those then.......wish I had more
conscious memories of that time........
***Slysays:
hmmm since I don't believe that he is really here, that's hard
to do......... *gentle smile*
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's cool
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
He doesn't mind that you don't believe he's not there
***Slysays:
I hope so....... and I don't mean to be abrupt about it, just
being real...... he doesn't? lol
***Slysays:
guess that's a good thing, considering who he is.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's totally cool, Seriously
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, Michael's 100% harmless, is actually a 100% protector and
nurturer
***Slysays:
hmmm sounds nice...... sounds like an ideal guy really.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, he's my mentor
***Slysays:
that's cool, really....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Him and JC of course, but I'll never be able to get to JC's level
***Slysays:
lol on initials basis, are you?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Maybe in a few billion I can reach Michael's, though, Maybe
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah...
***Slysays:
yes, maybe......... we are all working on that voyage.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes we are
***Slysays:
I hate to do this..... but I have to go heat up some soup, add
some things........
***Slysays:
second supper here, child is hungry again........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's cool...I'll be up a while...I'm expecting a voice phone
call so if I'm on the phone if you ping back I won't be long,
I'll acknowledge your ping and then be right with you
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
She's like a Hobbit, 1st breakfast, 2nd breakfast, etc.
***Slysays:
okay, sure, thanks, I know K has to use the computer for a
bit but she shouldn't be long......after she eats again that
is...........
***Slysays:
yes, lol
***Slysays:
she would like that idea....
***Slysays:
hungry growing teen.......sigh........okay, will talk to you
later then........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Okee, well, go be a good Mom, we'll talk again later tonight,
Hugs&Kisses
***Slysays:
okay, talk then........
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Never give out your password or credit card number in an
instant message conversation.
***Slysays:
Hi there, still up?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hi, yep
***Slysays:
I'm going to bed in a bit, am eating soup....lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles...comfort food, hhmmm, Smile?
***Slysays:
yes, homemade chicken soup........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I love chicken & rice soup
***Slysays:
yes, good stuff.......
***Slysays:
yes, know what you mean, especially after it has been cooked
in water........all the good stuff is in the soup
***Slysays:
just like K, she doesn't want the meat
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Other than staying off of them, not much I can do, and
unfortunately, I can't live like that, so I just have to muddle
on
***Slysays:
hmmm I'll bet losing a bit of weight and walking would
help......if I may say so
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I make my chicken & rice soup with white meat chicken, canned
chicken broth, and Uncle Ben's rice
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nope, it doesn't interfere with my "horizontal" activities at
all, not that I've had any since this past March
***Slysays:
lol you're in a drought, dear........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
In fact, any aerobic exercise in the horizontal plane helps Hint
Hint
***Slysays:
lol ahaa...... more encouragement
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Not a drought, a chosen celibacy, Smile
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, I did forget about "Angel" in March and this past June, but
that's also over
***Slysays:
I see..... so did you think there was anything really there with
Angel?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, it's just been since June...though it seems like FOREVER,
Grin
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I had hoped there was, but there wasn't
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Her choice
***Slysays:
lol yeah yeah.........I feel SO sorry for you.......says the
celibate for 5 years woman
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Not mine
***Slysays:
lol okay, yes I remember
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, I can see you are crying a river for me (Now if I could
show sweet and loving sarcasm though emoticons, Smile)
***Slysays:
o believe me, it is coming across loud and clear
hon...........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm got at doing sarcasm either here or in RL, I come across as
being serious, usually
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm NOT good at doing sarcasm
***Slysays:
o dear, so then people get offended, I take it?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Damn, what was that I wrote two paragraphs above? Shessshhhh
***Slysays:
lol you're tired ......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, which I why I seldom attempt it
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I have "wit" more than "humor" I think
***Slysays:
hmmm well, you are probably being enthusiastically sarcastic in
a friendly way, just like everything, lol
***Slysays:
comes across too strongly then......... yes, you do have wit
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Wit usually does have an edge to it, sometimes even a
visciousness depending, and I know that my wit comes across like
that sometimes
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I never mean to hurt anyone's feelings, just get their attention
and make them laugh
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, anyway...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
.....gimmme a kkkisssssss
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehehehee
***Slysays:
lol ..........passionate ones no less.............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, of course, with lots of tongue action too
***Slysays:
mmmmmmm light sucking, getting hot and heavy
gradually..........
***Slysays:
sounds good to me
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Arms holding you close, hands roaming at will...and what is
this?...oh, a pad!...cool...fingers slipping beside it to massage
your G-spot as we kiss and kiss and kiss
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You're getting hotter and hotter and hotter....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...and darn it all, you have to go to bed soon, Drat drat
drat!!!! (Hehehehehehehehee)
***Slysays:
wow.......... hmmmmmm (you must be reaching in to me deeply
to accomplish that, lol)..........
***Slysays:
lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My fingers are lllongggggg...I can reach all the way to your
cervix without even trying
***Slysays:
you know, I bet it is better to experiment with a partner when
it comes to the g-spot.........lol
***Slysays:
wow
***Slysays:
yum...........
***Slysays:
o god...........lol
***Slysays:
you're killing me here, you realize........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I can palm a basketball, Seriously, Dear
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, and you know it's the truth, which is killing you even more
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But I don't have to reach far in for your G-spot, it's within a
couple of inches of your entroutus
***Slysays:
mmmmmmmmm palm me instead......lol right now yes,
because I am really really really wanting everything that I've
been missing..........lol
***Slysays:
yes, I know........
***Slysays:
just hard to reach yourself
***Slysays:
myself that is
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yep...but with me doing it, I can massage your G-spot with two
fingers while massaging your clit with the rest of my hand, yes,
just like palming a soft basketball, Hehehheee
***Slysays:
.....sighing longingly...........lol sounds great.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I can do that just as long as I & you like
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
My hand NEVER gets tired
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And my cock NEVER goes down while I'm doing it, it just stands at
attention and comes and comes and comes as I'm doing so
***Slysays:
it would be great just to do as much and go as far as you
really feel you want/need to.........
***Slysays:
wow, really??
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Uh-hu
***Slysays:
you must have high levels of testosterone...........lol
***Slysays:
lots of drive, energy etc
***Slysays:
***Slysays:
oops....lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm saturated with it like my body's a spong for it...which is
also why I have virtually zero body odor
***Slysays:
interesting.......didn't know that would affect it
***Slysays:
hold on just a sec, ok?
***Slysays:
more like 2 minutes
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
k
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
no prob
***Slysays:
ok thanks.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles
***Slysays:
ok hi
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, it's a common myth that guys like me who are born with
naturally high levels of testosterone are more prone to violence
and have more body odor i.e. "stink" because of it, just the
opposite is true in fact
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
On both counts
***Slysays:
really? I thought testosterone did have to do with aggression
levels.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Only if those levels are artificially inflated by the ingestion
of anabolic steroids, of which testosterone is one among many but
all have the same effect...naturally occuring high levels, nope,
no problems, just the opposite in fact
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It's part of "The Alpha Male Syndrome"
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, how's your flow doing, heavy tonight, Hhhmmm?
***Slysays:
wow, nice.........really
***Slysays:
lol no not yet........
***Slysays:
it's usually heavy on the second and third days only
***Slysays:
and gone by the fifth.........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Cool...you mentioned you'd share your "menstrual secrets" with me
***Slysays:
sure, there aren't that many though.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I have no short term memory but I DO remember important things
like that, Grin
***Slysays:
of course.......lol that's the important stuff after
all..............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of course !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do enjoy tampon play too, as you have probably gathered from my
writings
***Slysays:
yes, I do remember something about that.........
***Slysays:
which is strange to me, I never did like tampons too much
really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hhhmmm, why not?
***Slysays:
I'm not sure really.......didn't want to use them when I was
younger, and I am so used to pads........ I guess it's the
"mess" of them that I don't like......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nods...
***Slysays:
lol nodding and waiting ........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When we're together in RL, anything you do or don't want to do is
cool, as long as we're together
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I also bet you're a "typical woman" in this regard too...
***Slysays:
lol how so?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...I bet you insist on bathroom privacy 99% of the time
***Slysays:
no, I wouldn't care about that really........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Guys don't care, they WANT you to hold their dicks while they
pee, they think it's funny when you do
***Slysays:
especially if you wanted to watch per se......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Really? Way cool, Dear, you ARE the perfect woman for me!
***Slysays:
yes I know........
***Slysays:
I have never done that, held a guy while he is peeing, must
do that one day.......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Absolutely...when we're together we'll do so
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I'm not into "watersports" BTW and you said you weren't either
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But holding my dick while I pee so you can see what having a dick
to pee out of is cool
***Slysays:
no, I'm not really........ yes, exactly, lol
***Slysays:
very cool.......
***Slysays:
of course.....lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And don't forget I like eat "cherry sundaes" until my jaws wear
out, too
***Slysays:
wow, that is so amazing to hear.......seriously
***Slysays:
When we were talking, you said in a different tone of voice that
you should go back to Lit......see what is happening
there.........any further thoughts on that?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
You on your back with your legs spread wide open for me to feast
at, a little whipped cream and some wet walnuts, Seriously, yep,
Seriously, eat until my jaws lock up or wear out
***Slysays:
lol wow........and you do love to do it that much? talk about
heaven...............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, I went there and look around and didn't see much that
interested me, Sorry
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
looked around...
***Slysays:
hmmm what nick did you use?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I looked around at Boards and such without posting so I didn't
register a nick
***Slysays:
o I see.....you didn't go into the chat then.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nope, didn't check out chat
***Slysays:
and the stories must seem tame to you
***Slysays:
have you ever chatted there?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I will love eating your pussy every single night, period or not,
My Dear
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Uh-uh, never chatted there
***Slysays:
my god...... I could get seriously used to that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yeah, and I could, too
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Perpetual smorgasbord, whatever we feel like doing, whenever we
feel like doing it, bowing only to the reality of life
***Slysays:
lol that's so great to hear....... so tell me, what is
the most intimate thing you can do sexually, just from your own
preferences? (sounds perfect to me)
***Slysays:
really sounds perfect, I kid you not
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, it would involve you actively, too, not just me
***Slysays:
well of course........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I know and I'm 100% serious, Smile But Serious 100%
***Slysays:
I just meant what is the most intimate to you............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
We are perfect for each other
***Slysays:
mmmmmm you are very sweet.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
The most intimate act, in sequential order, is:
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Total body seduction first, lots of kissing and kissing and
kissing, and hugging and holding and groping, and kissing and
kissing and kissing...then...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...making love to you, while you're on your period of
course...then...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...having you suck me until I come immediately after fucking you,
yes without wiping your blood off first...I know this thought
makes you a bit or more than bit squeamish but you did ask,
Smile...then..
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...after you suck my bloody cock until I come and you lick it
clean...then...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...I hold you close in my arms once again, look into those deep
pools of eyes of yours, kiss and kiss and kiss you, while my cock
slips back inside you once again half-hard and quickly becomes
hard again as we lazily make love until we fall asleep, my cock
inside you all the while
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And when we wake up in the morning, my cock is still inside you,
and we get one more quickie before going to work
***Slysays:
mmmmmmm wow......... a whole experience kinda guy, aren't
you........ sounds heavenly really............
***Slysays:
lol that would be a great trick........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When we're together, it will be an often reality
***Slysays:
and I am not so squeamish about blood, btw........
especially when very aroused, our olfactory senses are less
acute I know
***Slysays:
whew......... what a thought that is
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Coollll !
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes...and the reality will be a thousand times better than this
thought here in cyber
***Slysays:
hmmmm lol that is another interesting thought, to be
sure......
***Slysays:
I know you have experienced all of this already.........and you
are sure of yourself........
***Slysays:
I am getting there, have to say
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I am
***Slysays:
but very realistic about it all too
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes
***Slysays:
don't want to jump into anything
***Slysays:
or think that things are there when we don't know
it.........we can talk about fantasy too, doesn't have to be
about impending reality........
***Slysays:
I am not one to fool myself, in spite of getting caught up in
things easily and sometimes naively, recently with little
control in fact.....lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Listens
***Slysays:
but it's great to find out what you want
***Slysays:
and maybe, hopefully , actually even get it...........lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, hopefully
***Slysays:
lol grrrrrrrrrrrrrr really hopefully..........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Laughs aloud,...yeah, REALLY hopefully
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Wanna hear my second favorite? It's a little shorter
***Slysays:
sure, of course
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, take the first two paragraphs or so of the first fantasy,
all the kissing and smooching and all leading up to actual
penetration....
***Slysays:
ok...........smiling.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...then I would have you on all fours, shoulders flat on the bed,
your head also flat on the bed turned to one side...
***Slysays:
mmmmmmmmm I know where this is going
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...your butt high in the air and your sex perfectly exposed to me
and whatever I wish to to do...
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...I fuck your bleeding pussy until my knees start to become weak
and hurting (I 'do' have arthritis, yas' know, Smile) but I still
push through the pain because the longer I fuck your reddening
pussy the hotter and hotter I become...my thumb slips into your
asshole for a little extra sensation for you and for a sign of
the dominance I have over you, too...
***Slysays:
mmmmmmmm go on........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
...and then, when I know my knees can't take but another 2-3
minutes, I pull my thumb out of your asshole, shove my cock
covered in your perfect womanly blood into your asshole, using
your blood, our blood, as lubricant, grab your asscheeks, grab
your ass with both hands as hard as I can, and just just just
JUST start flaying away at you, fucking your asshole with every
bit of passion I have,
***Slysays:
mmmmmm oh god, Nam.............
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
grunting and straining like the animal I really am, turned on by
your menstrual blood and your submission and my just totally
overwhelming you with my masculinity, I just grab your ass and
fuck your asshole as hard and deep and fast as I can until I just
explore inside you and crumple into a heap beside you, pulling
you to me to kiss you, shoving my tongue down your throat while
my hand just
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
gropes your throbbing and begging bleeding pussy for all it's
worth, my cock shrinking to nothing from its massive come, as we
kiss and kiss and kiss and our souls literally meld into one
another, as we kiss and kiss and then rest, your head on my
shoulder, your eyes closing with a wonder and joy you've never
had before, happiness purring from deep inside you, my sly
tigress, finally truly fucked
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
by her perfect alpha male
***Slysays:
o god....... how perfect that is.........really......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it is...and will be...in RL, Big Shit-Eating Satisfied Grin
Right Now
***Slysays:
lol you really envisioned that....... as I did of
course.........
***Slysays:
that is really interesting........you do have the same intensity
that I do.....
***Slysays:
and that doing that fulfills us both is perfect, really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I do...we both do...that's one thing among so many others
that makes us perfect fits for each other
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I could almost feel you feeling what the two above would feel
like in RL...and in RL, they'd be even BETTER
***Slysays:
lol of course I don't have reality to base it on, so maybe
I am less sure and less knowledgeable about it really.........
yes, I know, I am a visual person as well..... it comes alive
in words, doesn't it........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it does...trust me, Sly, when we do come together in RL, the
words we create our world together with here can't and won't
begin to touch the true perfection of being we'll feel together
***Slysays:
I do trust you, lol, you just sound so sure of it........
hard to be that sure of something like this, isn't it?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hhhhmmmm....yes, and no...no, and yes...the spiritual side of me
knows that I'm 100% sure we'll be even more compatible than we
are here, and the practical side of me knows that as well...but
the practical side of me also whispers in my ear that our journey
together has just begun, that we both have obligations in the
immediate future that take RL precedence over what you and I want
and yes we
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
will fulfill those individual obligations...but the spiritual
side of me also tells me to have faith in my own truth, in your
own truth, in our own truth, and things will work out between us
as they should
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But yes, when we're together in RL, what we describe here will
seem innocent and tame compared to the pure love and passion we
will have for each other, always
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Of that, YES, I am 100% certain
***Slysays:
well, that was a very diplomatic discourse, lol, and of
course........I am more cautious than you may think,
really...... it is a spiritual fit that has to be there, for
sure, love is the only really important factor there........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do trust in God completely, and I do trust in my own right and
obligation to exercise my own free will agency, because I know I
always make the correct choices for myself and for those I love
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Have to balance the incredible passion displayed previously with
a moderating discourse now, don't I, Grin?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
There always is, always has to be, balance in life, balance in
all things
***Slysays:
I completely respect your thoughts here, but I think it is hard
to proceed to those levels without basing it in reality.........
and yes, of course you do.....we really are a lot alike, it's
hilarious......I can see the energy that your previous display of
passion has given you...... and your mind is sharper for
it......lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Try to screw with the balance of your life and God will go ahead
and balance the scales of your life for you
***Slysays:
yes, agree on all counts.....but have you had that balance in
your life then? I know I haven't.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, without passion in my life daily, I become a useless blob,
only half-kidding
***Slysays:
I know.......really
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It's not the balance I want or the balance I like, but yeah, it's
balance, Sigh
***Slysays:
music and love are the two great energizers......lol passion in
both of course
***Slysays:
o really? lol well, you are lucky then I guess.......but why
not the balance you like?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And I've not forgotten my promise that in RL we would make
perfect music as in with musical instruments and not just our
genetalia together
***Slysays:
lol
***Slysays:
don't worry, I intend to find ways to accomplish that,
regardless of circumstances now........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Because the "left hand" balance of my life now is helping take
care of my elderly parents, whom I hate with a passion but whom
I'm obligated by the laws of God and my own sense of honor to
help in their time of need
***Slysays:
yes, I understand that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Good, you should...I just know that if/when we're together in RL,
the actual music as in tonal scale productions Smile we would
make together would be like, well, Paul & Linda McCartney
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Or John & Yoko....no, wait, you HAVE to be a better musician and
artist than she is, GHRINNN
***Slysays:
lol trust me, I am.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I know...well, I don't know yet, but yeah, I do know
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
***Slysays:
I used to sing quite well, have a bit of a deep singing voice
for a woman, rich, I guess....... I think I should try to do
something with it soon
***Slysays:
I think it's important to me at this point.....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
We would use our love for each other in the living room and our
happiness with each other in the kitchen and our passion for each
other in the bedroom to fuel our synergy for each other in the
music room
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I think it is for you, and know it's important for me right
now as well
***Slysays:
as well as learning more instruments! Wow.........that does
sound perfect, you realize.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, it does, and will be
***Slysays:
lol o my, you are a sure one......
***Slysays:
but I love what you are sure about, all great things,
really........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
The one small advantage I have of "being me", the one small grace
God grants me for me having to put up with the balance of being
who I am, is that sometimes, Sometimes I get to "peek over the
horizon" a bit...not guarantees of what I see I'll eventually
reach, mind you, but a realistic hope that I can and will and
100% certain knowledge that what I see is actually real and is
really there
***Slysays:
yes, that is a grace, as you say........
***Slysays:
I have had that at certain moments as well......and I think it is
also when we are selfless, when where we are standing is so in
tune with God, so not fixated on ourselves and focussed on
reality, that we can see much more than if we tried to reason it
out, to estimate and calculate it.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, agree totally, that's how it works for me, too
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
So, did you have a nice little come playing with yourself as you
read what we were doing in the alternate wolrd, hhhhmmmm, Smile?
***Slysays:
lol no, actually......but I did touch myself, it was too hard
not to........lol (as you know)
***Slysays:
I wanted to though, truthfully........
***Slysays:
lol you are laughing again
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Smiles
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nope, but do have a nice, comfortable grin on my face, Yes
***Slysays:
well, that's what happens when someone expresses pretty much
what you yourself want.......... lol
***Slysays:
it's interesting at the very least, what a shared sense of
passion can do...... similar desires and "hungers"........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes it is...and I know that most of the time, 100% of what I want
is also what you want, and the other times, 99.999% of what I
want you also want but you'd never deny me anything I wanted,
your pleasure and passion is being "my woman", my partner, my
lover, my love, and giving yourself totally to me as I wish
***Slysays:
*smiling*..... yes, that is how it would be........I would not
deny my partner something that is important to them......it would
be my pleasure also, just for that fulfillment........
***Slysays:
you have read me well, I think.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As you have me, I know
***Slysays:
I don't know sometimes...... lol
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, I'll always be full of nice surprises, just love to surprise
you when you least expect it
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
But you know almost exactly who and what K is, and I think you
like K pretty darned well at this point (Fish, fish)
***Slysays:
I know who K is, yes, but I do think that until or if we do
meet, that we will not know each other really........ that is
what I think, really, I would rather not pretend otherwise
***Slysays:
it is one thing to play with someone in fantasy, and another to
play with them in reality
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I know, and agree totally of course...plane tickets are cheap and
I'll buy, Hint hint
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As soon as you're ready to make that step, No Rush
***Slysays:
reality is not playing really..... it is discovering.........
and I am not now, as you know, and I don't want you to think
that you have to do anything for that.........
***Slysays:
I am here, and talking to you honestly about things........
as you know
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, and ditto
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Though I am confused a little about the above long paragraph
***Slysays:
what part?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
and I am not now, as you know, and I don't want you to think
that you have to do anything for that
***Slysays:
I am not now ready........I meant
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I know, and that's cool, Seriously, Sly
***Slysays:
you said as soon as you are ready to make that step
***Slysays:
ok....
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
When we decide to meet in RL it obviously has to be completely
mutual on both our parts...and we both know that when that day
comes, it will be because we both hope, I hope, that we will be
as compatible in RL as we are here, for the hope of maybe
becoming a couple and maybe spending the rest of our lives
together...
***Slysays:
it is easy to be compatible here, don't you think?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
And as I've said a hundred times already and really mean it, even
if we don't work out in RL, we both have found someone whom we
can ourselves with and be friends with forever if we so choose
***Slysays:
yes, of course
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hhhmmm, not really, not any easier here to be compatible than in
RL, not for me at least and I don't think for you, either...we're
not typical people, Sly...our levels of personal honor, honesty,
and integrity are the same here as in our real lives, and that's
not true for most others
***Slysays:
yes I have found that out too......but it is easy for me to get
along with others, really....... and even to be compatible with
others......it has been more difficult to know what I want, and
to be able to SHOW what I want to someone is going to be harder
still......but believe me, I wasn't exactly looking on the
internet for that, I was just looking to become more comfortable
and to know
***Slysays:
myself more.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I do have a slight, sheepish grin confession to make, ready for
it?
***Slysays:
and to find what I want is a gut level thing, in person, reality
kind of thing.....sure, ok......?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Because we are so seemingly perfect for each other, in not just
most but virtually all ways, being the realist I am, not meaning
to be a pessimist because I know pessimism often breeds unhappy
reality and breeds the same dread reality that said pessimism
focuses on, but because we're such a fit for each other I've just
been waiting and dreading for that "blind side tackle" to happen,
for something
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
to come completely out of left field into our friendship that
would totally preclude us ever meeting in RL...I know I shouldn't
worry about such things, if they happen they happen, but seldom
have I hoped something might be actually for real as I've been
hoping you and I might be "for real"
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Just my human insecurity, Smile
***Slysays:
what would be something that would preclude our meeting, in your
eyes?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Oh, like you actually being a man
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
With a very sexy voice, of course
***Slysays:
well, you have heard my voice now........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Hehehehheee
***Slysays:
lol think I could fake that?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Nah, just a joke...bad attempt at humor
***Slysays:
I am singe, too........ not married or attached, lol
***Slysays:
I do know what you mean
***Slysays:
but there is nothing that way
***Slysays:
there is only that my standard is being in love
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
That's what I feel in my heart, too, nothing is in the way of us
***Slysays:
no
***Slysays:
I mean that there is nothing that would preclude it.......
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I agree
***Slysays:
but there is also nothing in reality that is creating it
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
It's just a matter of letting time and time help create it
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
What can we do, what do you want to do now, IF anything, in
reality to begin to maybe process of starting to create it?
***Slysays:
I will tell you truthfully, that I did have gut level feelings
for someone online....... and that since then I have no intention
of allowing that to happen again, really..........
***Slysays:
I think it is a matter for me of being ready for a relationship,
looking for one.........
***Slysays:
and then deciding if we should meet
***Slysays:
based on an online friendship that has developed
***Slysays:
but I am not even ready yet
***Slysays:
so I have to honestly say that there is little that I can do at
this time really
***Slysays:
the process of starting to create it.... you seem to have a
better vision of it than I do, also because you have this
experience already......
***Slysays:
I think I would need to know you in person to even begin to
have the confidence to begin to create it
***Slysays:
I am just being honest here, this is reality for me
***Slysays:
It is also reality alone, I am not used to having someone around
to say.....let's do this, let's try to do such and such and see
what we can do with it or what we want together........
***Slysays:
So I am just looking and learning as I go here...... still
discovering.......does that make any sense?
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, unfortunately for me, it does
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I have been reading and hoping way too much, and the fault there
is all mine, not yours
***Slysays:
there is no fault because you were not wrong, I think.........
***Slysays:
I think we are a lot alike, and that the possibilities seem
endless......SEEM endless.........
***Slysays:
that is the point for me that has to be real
***Slysays:
I need that reality to even begin to take it seriously.........
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
As compatible as we are here, you're simply not ready for the
next step however innocent it might be, and you won't be for some
months or years to come, if then
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
I appreciate that, I do
***Slysays:
I am seriously raising a daughter here, as well, and she does
have priority for a while yet I imagine...........
***Slysays:
o I will be, I know that
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Yes, I know
***Slysays:
when I don't know, and I won't know until I do begin to take
those steps
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
Well, Sly, My Dear Friend, Big Sigh Coming, I do understand...oh
well...we can stay friends if you wish, but since there's almost
no chance you'll want to meet me in RL anytime soon or in the
next months or whenever, I think we need to back off here in
chat...
***Slysays:
yes, I think so as well.....the romantic and passionate aspects
only make it feel more urgent to meet etc........ and I am not
at this time considering meeting you, that is true, not yet,
it would be too fast for me
''''namastemaster@yahoo.com says:
OH well, it's been fun...I do need to go onto bed and rest
them...Hugs&Kisses, Gnight, talk to you again soon, Bi-Bi
***Slysays:
goodnight Nam......take care......don't worry, we are friends
who are honest with each other........hugs and kisses,
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