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Subject: {ASSM} Chris.txt Story about a girl who thinks she's a boy...Caution, Almost rape, depression......
Date: Sun, 21 Sep 2003 19:10:03 -0400
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There is a part where a non consenual sexual scene is very close to a
rape, it is NOT meant to be erotic.  


New Kid
 He would play his favorite sport basketball with his buddies.
Sometimes he would be on the team that would have to be shirtless and
he enjoyed these times, he enjoyed the sun warming his bare back and
chest.  Chris was new to the neighborhood  moving in just as summer
vacation started.  He quickly made friends as he was able to just walk
up to a pick up basketball game and ask to play.  The other boys at
first thought that Chris was to small to play with them but after a
few minutes of playing, Jimmy was happy he let Chris play on his team.
Jimmy was 14 and lived down the street from Chris and saw Chris and
his Father move in the day before.  Jimmy waved to the newcomer to
come and join his team and Chris was ecstatic.  Chris introduced
himself hi guys I'm Chris Spencer and we just moved here from Montana.
Some of the other boys then began to make fun of Chris calling him a
hick and other names.  Chris just laughed it off and let his game do
his talking.  The other boys on Chris's team were of course Jimmy,
Steve and Bob.  They were playing against some older boys who were 16
and lived on the next street.  Jimmy inbounded the ball to Bob who in
turn passed the ball to Steve.  Steve shoots, misses and one of the
other boys tried to rebound when out of nowhere the short newcomer
came up, snatched the ball away, dribbled backwards and took a hook
shot SWOOSH.  Nice shot, said Jimmy.  Man that was unreal said Bob.
Steve was still standing in total awe after witnessing this short guy
do what he did.  The game continued with Chris scoring 12 points.  The
boys beat the older kids and were jumping up in the air high fiving
each other.  The older boys yelled that they must have been cheating
and walked away in disgust.  Bob and Steve had to leave to go to their
respective houses to do chores.  Jimmy looked at Chris and invited him
over to his house for a bite to eat and something to drink.  Chris
accepted but told Jimmy that he would first have to tell his Dad where
he was going.  Jimmy said he'd wait.

Permission

Chris came into the house all excited running and jumping like a nut.
His Father, who was in the Kitchen told Chris to settle down.  Chris
explained to his Dad what he had done during the game and his Father
gave him a atta boy and the two high fived each other.  Joseph Spencer
was a good man but life has been sort of difficult since his wife of
14 years, Becky, died of breast cancer last year.  Joseph was
transferred here to Ohio to try to get the Cleveland Division off the
ground.  It would be a tough job to get this manufacturing factory
operational but Joe's bosses knew he was the man to do it, besides it
would help him to keep busy and keep his mind off of his deceased
wife.  Now Joe was Father and Mother to Chris and tried his best at
bringing up the youngster.  Joe knew he should put his foot down when
it came to Chris but just didn't have the heart to break his
daughter's heart.  Yes, daughter.  Chris's full name is Christine
Marie Spencer but Becky and Joe have always called her Chris.  Now
it's not as if Joe wanted a son and turned his daughter into one, it
was Chris herself from a very young age that saw herself as a boy.
Chris would never cry when falling down and scraping her knee even
when she was only 4, she would actually laugh and shake it off.  No,
Joe just figured that Chris would grow out of this phase and enjoyed
letting his son retain his own identity.  Chris asked told his Dad all
about the game and how he was invited to have lunch at one of the boys
he just met.  Please Dad can I? Chris asked.  Chris, we still have a
lot of work to do here with unpacking and all that but..........yeah,
get your ass out of here before I kick it  Joe said laughing.  But be
home by 4 o'clock, I have a meeting to attend this evening and one of
the guys I work with will be sending over his Daughter to keep an eye
on you until I get back.  Ah Dad, Chris said, I don't want some stupid
girl over here with me, she'll probably want to play stupid games like
all girls do or she'll probably be putting fingernail polish on her
stupid nails, CHRIS,  behave or be knocked out pal.  Chris started
laughing and told his Father that he would indeed behave but would
probably spend his time playing playstationII NBA basketball in his
room.  Joe would never lay a hand on Chris and would protect his
daughter, er...son with his life.  Chris wanted to be treated as a boy
and Joe understood this.  Chris then ran out to the door and told
Jimmy to hold on a minute so he could take a leak.  Chris ran upstairs
to the bathroom, closed the door, pulled down his shorts and
underwear, lifted up his lid and began doing his business.  Just like
a lot of guys, Chris would hold up the wall by extending his right arm
and resting it on the wall while peeing.  Chris shook his hips a bit
and pulled up his underwear and shorts, flushed the toilet and was on
his way.

Jimmy's House

Chris joined Jimmy back outside and the two of them proceeded to
Jimmy's house.  On the way Jimmy asked the usual questions most boys
would ask each other like do you like fishing, do you like baseball,
do you football, do you like girls.  Chris told Jimmy that he and his
Father would go fly fishing at least once a month for large mouth bass
in Montana at least twice a month and maybe more times when his Father
was on vacation, but they never went this past year because of the
passing of his Mother.  Chris missed his Mother very much as any child
would.  Jimmy asked Chris what happened to his Mom and Chris told him
that she died of cancer.  Jimmy said he was sorry and dropped the
subject.  Chris also said he enjoyed baseball and played shortstop on
his old team.  He also enjoyed playing football and played the
cornerback/wider receiver positions at his old school.  Jimmy said
that his school had a pretty good football team and that Chris should
try out when school began again in the fall.  Chris said he would.
Jimmy then asked him if he liked girls to which Chris replied girls
are about as useful as dogshit.  I can't stand them, and then the two
of them began to laugh.  When they reached Jimmy's house they were
greeted by Jimmy's two sisters Emily and Jennifer.  Emily and Jennifer
were identical twins and they were Chris's age, 12.  Ignore these two,
Jimmy said, they are nothing but snitches.  Emily spoke up well at
least we don't look at dirty magazines and touch ourselves Jimmy.
Jimmy made a motion like he was going to kick Emily but Emily got up
and ran inside screaming I'm telling with Jennifer right behind her.
Jimmy's Mother could then be heard telling the girls to quit tattling.
Jimmy and Chris then walked into the house where Jimmy's Mother, Mrs.
Johnson was waiting.  Jimmy, stop picking on your sisters or else his
Mother screamed.  Okay Ma, Jimmy said.  As the two boys entered the
kitchen Jimmy's Mother looked up from reading her newspaper and saw
Chris.  Who's this, a new friend Jimmy? Mrs. Johnson said.  Yeah Ma
this is Chris, he just moved into the Moran's old house.  Hi Chris and
nice to meet you.  Would you boys like something to eat? Mrs. Johnson
asked.  Hell....Heck yeah Ma Jimmy said after catching his mistake.
Chris saw Mrs. Johnson give Jimmy an evil stare but she didn't say
anything.  Well then come in here and sit down.  It's so nice to meet
you Chris and I welcome you to our home and our neighborhood.  Thank
you maam, Chris said.  I'll have to make something for your Mom and
Dad so they will not have to cook tonight.  Mom, Chris's Mom died last
year.  OH MY, Mrs. Johnson now was embarrassed and felt bad for the
boy.  It's okay maam you didn't know.  Mrs. Johnson then hugged the
young boy and gave him a pat on the back.  She then stood up and said
that she had just made fish sticks and if the boys wanted some.
YES!!! Said Jimmy, I love those things.  Chris also enjoyed fish
sticks and didn't get to eat them that much.  The two boys devoured
the fish sticks with the twins looking on in disgust.  You boys are
such slobs said Jen.  Jimmy just ignored her and continued to eat.
Emily looked at Chris and said you look to pretty to be a boy.  Chris
looked up and asked in a loud voice WHAT!?!?!?  Jimmy threw a half
eaten fish stick at Emily, hitting her in the head and told her to
shut up.  Girls should not speak unless spoken to, got it he said.
Emily and Jen got up from the table with both of them sticking their
tongues out at the two boys and then left the room.  Chris looked over
at his new bud and said girls suck man, I hate everything about them.
Jimmy started laughing and agreed with Chris.  Well Chris I'll tell
you what kind of girl I do like, Jimmy said with an evil grin on his
face.   What, one that doesn't open up her trap? Chris replied back.
Jimmy then told Chris to grab his plate and follow him up to the attic
where my stash is at.  The two boys then proceeded up the stairs and
into the attic.  Chris looked around at the walls in the attic and saw
that it was nice.  Jimmy's Dad finished the attic a couple of years
ago and now Jimmy made this his room.  Jimmy then went over to his
bed, reached under the mattress and pulled out a Hustler Magazine.
Chris saw the hot looking chick on the cover but it kind of made him
feel uncomfortable.  Jimmy opened up the magazine and showed Chris a
nice pussy shot of one of the chicks.  Chris told Jimmy that he
doesn't care about that stuff and would rather check out Jimmy's
baseball card collection.  Jimmy looked at Chris and asked him if he
was a fag.  Hell no, replied Chris.  I just don't like girls and I
don't want to look at any part of them including their slits and
boobs.  Jimmy kept persisting on Chris to look at the magazine.  Chris
check out this guy's big dick, he's slipping her the salami, Jimmy
said laughing.  He does have a big one but it's not as big as mine,
Chris responded while laughing.  Jimmy then looked at Chris and made a
remark about Chris probably having a pussy.  Chris just said fuck you,
Jimmy.  Okay, okay I'll put the stupid magazine away but wait until
your 13 then you'll be begging me to look at these naked girls.  I
doubt it, Chris said.  After a couple of hours checking out Jimmy's
stuff, Chris looked at the clock and said he had to leave.  Jimmy
asked Chris if he wanted to sleep over tonight but Chris had to
decline because he had to help his Father early in the morning.  The
two boys then walked down the stairs from the attic and went outside
where they parted ways.

The Babysitter

It was 4:30pm and Chris was late and knew his old man was going to
kill him.  Upon entering his new home, Chris heard some girls voice
coming from inside the house.  Chris entered the home and let the
screen door slam behind.  At hearing this, Joe yelled at Chris to get
his butt in the kitchen now.  Chris knew he screwed up and ever so
slowly walked into the kitchen where his Dad and some girl were
standing.  Joe looked at Chris and told the boy he was late.  Chris
apologized to his Dad and told him he lost track of time.  Joe told
his son that it was okay but to pay better attention in the future or
there will be hell to pay.  Chris nodded his head in agreement.  Joe
then introduced Jamie to Chris.  Chris this is Jamie Linden and she's
going to be in charge for the next couple of hours while I'm away.
You better pay attention to what she tells you, ok?  Chris reluctantly
agreed but told his Dad that he was not going to play some stupid girl
games.  Joe told Chris that he'd better behave and to apologize to
Jamie for making her feel unwelcome, Chris did.  Joe walked up to
Chris to give him a hug but Chris pushed away saying guys don't hug.
Joe smiled and said okay son, whatever you say.  Joe then left the
house, got into his car and went to work.  Now it was just him and
HER, the stupid girl.  Jamie tried making conversation but Chris
ignored and said he had to take a piss.  Chris then went into the
downstairs bathroom to take care of business.  Chris then dropped an
ice cube into the toilet bowl for a target.  Damn, why can't I ever
hit the target on the first try, he thought.  And why can't I have a
laser beam type of pee instead of the waterfall type pee I always
have, screw it.  Chris flushed the toilet and left the bathroom.
Jamie also had to use the bathroom and as soon as Chris was out of it
Jamie went in.  Jamie was disgusted at that site she saw, pee all over
the bowl and the seat was left up.  Jamie then cleaned up the bowl
with a piece of toilet paper, put the seat down and then peed.  After
finishing her deed, Jamie flushed the toilet, pulled up her light blue
Victoria secret nylon panties, and let her skirt fall back into place.
Jamie then left the bathroom to find Chris to give him a piece of her
mind.  When Jamie walked into the den she saw Chris watching ESPN's
highlights.  She thought to herself that boys were such pigs and cared
about nothing important in life like relationships, clothes and other
things.  Jamie was 16 but acted much older like most 16 year old girls
do.  She then walked up to the television and turned it off.  Chris
got pissed off and told her to turn the damn TV back on but she
didn't.  Jamie then looked at Chris and said let's get something
straight little boy, I'm the boss and your Dad says you have to listen
to me.  And another thing, always clean up the toilet after you pee
and put the seat down so us girls will be able to do our business.
Chris looked at Jamie and said boys don't need the seat down when they
pee so do it yourself you stupid girl.  After saying this Chris walked
out of the room and went to his bedroom where he locked the door.
Chris was lying in his bed thinking how glad he was to be a boy and
not some girl who is controlled by emotions.  Sure Chris had his
emotions and the emotion he felt now was anger.  He closed his eyes
and fell asleep.  

Joe returned home at around 11 pm and thanked Jamie for watching
Chris.  He asked Jamie if there were any problems and Jamie said
everything went fine.  She said Chris had gone to his room and had
been sleeping ever since around 5pm.  Joe said, come on Jamie, and are
you telling me that there were no problems at all?  Jamie replied
nothing worth mentioning.  With this she collected her money and Joe
walked her outside to her car.  Jamie got in and before closing her
door she told Joe that she would be happy to watch Chris again.  Joe
thanked her, closed the door and Jamie drove away.  Joe entered his
home, went up to Chris's room, opened the door and saw his son....no,
he saw his daughter sleeping peacefully.  He observed the way Chris
slept and how peaceful she was.  He was looking at the blondish short
hair on her head and thought to himself that one day Chris may let it
grow out long like her Mother's.   Joe figured that Chris needed this
extra sleep with the moving and all and decided to let her rest.  He
closed the door and went to bed himself.  

The Third Day

The next morning at around 7am, Chris awoke from his sleep.  He lay in
bed stretching his arms and legs outwards and rubbing his eyes when he
felt something strange.  His chest which has been bugging him a bit
lately was pretty sensitive.  He got out of bed and realized that he
never removed his shorts or his Cleveland Cavaliers basketball jersey
the night before.  He removed his jersey and noticed that his chest
seemed a bit puffier then normal this morning.  Chris then removed his
shorts and underwear and went to the bathroom to pee.  Having no ice
cube to use as target practice, he just made believe and emptied his
bladder.  He then shook himself down below, shook his head and
wondered if he'll ever pee like the other guys do.  Although he never
saw the other boys pee he knew they could write their names in the
snow when they did pee.  Chris tried this once and it was a mess.
Chris then walked up to the full length mirror which hung on the back
of the door and looked at this body.  He was confused as to why his
left nipple was a little puffier than his right and they almost looked
like.........no, they're just probably puffy from playing basketball.
Chris also wondered why his penis would not extend outward from inside
his body.  Why is God messing with him like this, he thought.  He
thought for a second about yesterday when he saw that girl in that
dirty magazine Jimmy had.  Chris thought hard and wondered why his
dick didn't look anything at all like that guy's dick in the magazine
but his dick looked more like that chick's.  Chris mumbled to himself
what the fuck.....then shouted WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME.  Joe
jumped out of bed after hearing Chris shout.  He did not hear
everything Chris said but he was concerned that something was wrong.
Joe ran over to the bathroom door and asked Chris is everything was
ok.  Chris, realizing that he just woke up his Dad said I'm fine Dad,
I just stubbed my toe on the tub.  Joe then told Chris to hurry up out
of the bathroom and went back to his room.  Now Chris was really
worried, what if I am a girl he thought........nah....it will grow
out.  With this, Chris jumped in the shower and began washing himself.
He was sudsing up all over but whenever he ran the hard bar of soap
over his nipples he would feel discomfort.  Chris rinsed himself off,
got out of the shower and toweled himself dry.  God I can't wait until
I'm a man he thought.  HEY CHRIS, GET DOWN HERE WE GOTTA TALK......ok
Dad be right down.  Chris quickly ran to his bedroom to get dressed.
He opened up the top drawer where he removed a nice clean pair of
white jockey briefs, some white tube socks, pair of cut off jeans and
of course his favorite, the Cavaliers jersey.  Chris pulled up the
underwear to around his waist, looking down towards his crotch he
wondered when it will fill out.....not today I guess he mumbled to
himself.  Chris then put on the socks and his cut offs, then he put on
the jersey and it even though it fit very loosely, it felt
uncomfortable when touching his chest.  Screw it, only girls bitch and
whine about a little pain he thought.   Chris walked into the kitchen
where her Dad was whipping up some of his famous burnt slices of
toast.  Chris looked at the toast and told his Dad that he would make
his own breakfast this morning.  Joe told Chris to sit down for a
minute because they needed to talk his new school.  Oh come on Dad,
this is still June and school doesn't start until late August, can't
it wait? He asked.  No, sorry bud but since we moved here to Cleveland
I have been studying the school system here in this City and there is
no way I'm sending you to this public school system, it's probably the
worst in the Country.  Now even though we haven't gone to Church much
in the past year I'm thinking about enrolling you into St. Marks and
as a matter of fact this Sunday we will be attending Church.  Dad, I
think that's where Jimmy and the other guys go so it's cool with me,
he said.  Well there's one problem bud, unlike the public schools you
attended in Montana this one has a uniform code.  You must wear a
uniform to this school.  Oh great, I'm going to have to wear nice
pants and shirts and a tie.  Well I guess it's not to bad but it's
going to be hard to get used to not wearing t-shirts and tennis shoes
to school anymore.  His father just stared out the window after
hearing this and decided not to push the issue for now, he would need
help.  Ok pal, we don't need to talk about this right now but we will
very soon, ok?  Sure Dad, he said.  Dad, after I eat can I join the
guys over at the park for some basketball?  Yeah sure, go ahead.
Chris quickly ate his unburned toast with some jelly and chugged down
a glass of OJ.  Chris then walked up to his day and flicked the back
of his earlobe and said got ya and ran off.  Joe just sat there
laughing for a minute until reality set in and the smile quickly
turned to a frown.  

Embarrassed

Chris ran down to the park to meet up with his new found friends and
upon reaching the basketball court he saw Jimmy talking to a couple of
girls who were swinging on the swing set.  Chris shook his head but
walked up to Jimmy.  Chris came up to Jimmy and said what's up bud
with Jimmy replying not much Chris.  Jimmy, wanna shoot some hoops?
Chris asked.  Then one of the girls who was about 14 and looking kind
of slutty said Jimmy, who's the pretty boy?  Chris got pissed off and
walked up to the girl who said this and told her to go F herself.
Jimmy then told Chris that maybe he should go over where some other
boys were playing ball and that he would meet him over there when he
was done.  Chris agree but before leaving gave the girl with the big
mouth an evil look.  Chris could hear both girls laughing as he walked
away and he wanted to punch them in the mouth but remember that boys
should not hit girls because boys are much stronger.  Chris then
joined up with the other boys who were picking sides for a game and
with Chris being there the teams would even up.  He recognized Steve
who he played with yesterday and he saw Steve telling their team
captain to pick Chris.  The captain said man he's to small to be good
but picked him anyhow.  Everything was set to go when the other side
told Chris's team that they would have to be skins.  Everyone on the
team then took off their shirts.  Some of the boys on the other side
pointed to Chris but he just ignored it thinking that they were making
fun of his height.  Chris thought to himself that he'll grow taller
once puberty kicked in and couldn't wait for that to happen.  The game
began and all was going well but Chris's chest felt uncomfortable when
he was running full speed up and down the court.  The other side had
the ball and this one kid was dribbling towards the basket when Chris
came up from behind the ball and snatched it from him.  Chris then
began dribbling around the guy when another boy from the other team
tried reaching in to strip the ball.  The boy pretty much punched
Chris in the chest in order to get the ball causing Chris to fall to
the ground feeling short of breath and clutching his chest.  Chris
never felt pain like this before and was lying on the ground curled up
into a ball with his arms wrapped around his chest.  All the players
came over to see if he was ok as did Jimmy and those girls he was
talking to.  The all of a sudden the girl with the big mouth opened
her mouth again saying OH MY GOD HE'S HOLDING HIS CHEST LIKE A GIRL.
Upon hearing this Chris gathered up the strength and got to his feet
but still hurting.  Some of the boys were laughing and pointing to his
chest saying he looks like he's growing titties.  Jimmy then stepped
in and stuck up for his new friend by threatening any of them who make
fun of Chris with bodily harm.  The girl with the big mouth started up
again saying, hey pretty girl, it's time for a bra for you.  Chris
looked at her and told her to go do what she probably does best and
that's to lie on her back with some guy on top of her....Chris then
said he'd stick his thing in her to shut her up.  The girl and her
friend looked at each other and said we're out of here Jimmy,  and
they then walked off.  Jimmy took Chris by the arm while handing him
his jersey and told him that maybe he should call it quits for the day
but Chris refused and rejoined the game.  The game went on for another
15 minutes or so when they all became thirsty and decided to call it
for the morning.  Chris then went to his jersey and put it back on and
began walking towards home when Jimmy stopped him and asked him if he
wanted to go to the mall in the afternoon to check out the girls.
Chris paused for a moment and told Jimmy that he would after lunch but
would first have to get his Dad's permission.  Jimmy said okay and
they both went their separate ways until later.  Chris then walked
home because he was not feeling well, he wanted to run but his chest
hurt to much.  He thought that maybe the pain was from the growing
pains he heard about.  Yeah that's got to be it he thought to himself.
Jimmy then arrived home and entered the house and then went right to
his room.  He took off the jersey and began rubbing his chest
wondering why he felt the way he did.  He then put on his favorite
beat up white t-shirt and went back downstairs to get some lunch.

Back Home

Chris went into the kitchen to fix a sandwich.  He opened up the
fridge and got out some leftovers Dad left in there for him.  Chris
was hungry and put a bunch of cold spaghetti on his plate but was only
able to finish a quarter of it.  He then looked at a note which his
Dad left on the table and the note read. Hey bud I'm going to the
airport to pick up your Aunt Colleen.  I wanted to surprise you of her
visit but she arrived at a different time then she planned. Chris
thought about his Aunt Colleen and how he hasn't seen her since his
mother's funeral.  He liked her but she was so touchy feely for this
taste and she always wanted to dress him up and he could never
understand that.  After finishing the food and reading the note Chris
began looking for the cordless phone to call Jimmy to cancel the trip
to the mall.  Chris looked all over the downstairs but could not find
it so he decided to go up to his father's bedroom and use his phone.
Chris called Jimmy and apologized to him for not being able to go.
Jimmy understood and asked Chris if he was feeling better and Chris
said he was.  When Chris went to hang up the phone he dropped the
handset on the ground and it bounced underneath Dad's nightstand.
Chris bent over to pick it up and while picking the handset up he some
how snap the nightstand bottom drawer with the phone cord.  Chris hung
up the phone and continued to open the drawer and looked inside.
Right on top of everything was a video tape which was unmarked.  Chris
then decided to see what was on the tape, he put it into his Dad's VCR
and hit the play button.  Some strange music came on and then he saw
some girl dressed up as a nurse and a man dressed as a doctor.  Chris
figured that this was some stupid soap opera but continued to watch
then it dawned on him that this must be a dirty movie.  The nurse then
began to unzip the doctor's pants zipper and pull out his dick.  Chris
was envious of the doctor because his hadn't even grown out yet.
(Chris thought to himself that when his Dad got home he would ask why
his dick is still hidden).  Chris knew that watching this tape was
wrong but he wanted to see what would happen next.  The nurse then
began having oral sex with the doctor sliding his dick in and out of
her mouth.  Chris thought that the nurse was a hobag.  The doctor
began undressing the nurse while she blew him and out popped her
titties.  Nice titties too and Chris was getting excited wondering
what they would feel like in his hands.  Just before the doctor and
nurse got any farther Chris heard the downstairs door open and his
father's voice.  He quickly ejected the tape and put it back inside
the nightstand drawer.  Chris left his father's room in a hurry and
went to the bathroom pretending he was doing his business.

The Aunt

Aunt Colleen went into the house with her brother in law Joe and
marveled at how nice a job Joe did  decorating and Joe replied to her
you've got to be kidding nothing's unpacked yet and they both laughed.
Joe called for Chris but got no answer so he and Colleen went into the
kitchen to have some coffee.  Joe made some coffee and they both sat
down at the table to talk.  Colleen couldn't believe that it had been
a year since they saw each other and asked Joe how he was getting
along with his new job and raising Christine.  Joe asked Colleen to
call his daughter Chris and that it will take some time to convince
Chris that she is not a boy but a girl.  Joe told Colleen that the job
would be rough for a couple of months but he would get everything
organized quickly enough.  Colleen wondered how Chris was dealing with
his Mother's death and if she....he was adjusting to his new home.  Oh
yeah he's doing great and he made friends the first day Col, Joe said.
Well Joe did you bring up the new school issue with Chris and the fact
that she would have to wear a skirt and blouse as a uniform?  Joe
rubbed his face with his hands and groaned but told her he began to
tell Chris but wanted to wait for a woman to talk to him...her...shit.
It's not going to be easy Col, Chris has always thought of himself as
a boy and when Becky and I used to try correcting him he would erupt
into a mountain of anger and refuse to listen.  Colleen thought that
this was so wrong from the beginning but did not object because Chris
was not her child.  Chris then asked Joe if he thought Chris was
upstairs in his room and Joe told her to go look.  Colleen had another
sip of coffee got up out of her stair and began to make her way to the
stairs when she heard Chris from upstairs saying that he'd be right
down.  Before leaving his bedroom Chris took off his shirt and socks
and went downstairs wearing just his cutoff's.  When Chris reached the
bottom of the stairs he could see his Aunt walking into the kitchen
where his Dad was at.  Chris then walked into the kitchen saying hello
to his Dad and then went up to his Aunt to give her a hug and kiss.
Both adult's eyes were trained on Chris's chest and Chris's father
knew this would have to stop very soon.  Aunt Colleen grabbed Chris
and gave him a big hug and kiss.  Aunt Colleen asked Chris why he
wasn't wearing a shirt and Chris told her it was to hot to wear shirts
in the summer and none of the other boys do at times either.  Well
maybe you should wear a shirt at all times, Aunt Colleen said with a
smile.  Chris thought she was crazy with this wearing a shirt at all
times crap, and at that point he knew this visit was going to suck.
Who is she to tell me what I can and cannot wear, she's not my mom.
Well honey, we are going to have a sit down and have a talk very very
soon, just you and me, okay Chris?  Chris then looked at his Dad and
saw his Dad nodding his head in agreement with Chris's Aunt.  Chris
then asked if he could leave so he could go outside and play and his
Dad said that Chris would first have to put a on a shirt before
leaving the house.  Chris agreed but wondered what the big deal was
and figured once he was outside he would just take the stupid shirt
off anyways.  When Chris was outside he realized that Jimmy and maybe
some of the other boys went to mall to check out the girls and now he
was mad that he didn't go.  He thought that maybe his Dad would drive
him there and decided to go back inside and ask him.  Chris went right
back inside the house and before he entered the kitchen he could hear
his Aunt talking about how some girl needed a training bra.  Chris
wondered who she was talking about and knew that he better not
eavesdrop or his Dad would be pissed, so Chris walked back into the
kitchen to ask his Dad for the ride.  Joe and Colleen saw Chris enter
and stopped their conversation right away.  What's up bud, thought you
were going outside Joe said.  Dad the guys went to the mall and I was
wondering if you could take me so I can meet up with them   Joe knew
he couldn't due to the fact he had to go into work for more meetings.
Colleen offered to take the boy to the mall if neither of them
objected.  Joe agreed and called one of his co-workers for a ride so
Col could use the car.  Chris wanted to know if they could go soon and
Colleen said that she would have to get ready first.  It will take
only a few minutes Chris and if you can't find your friends at the
mall then you and me will do some serious shopping, ok honey?  Chris
frowned because he hated shopping and only wanted to go there to meet
up with Jimmy.  I'll meet you in the car in a couple of minutes but
don't you think you should change into some nicer clothes first Chris?
She asked.  Chris shook his head and said no and walked out to the car
to wait for his Aunt.  This is going to suck with her being around he
thought.  A few minutes later his Aunt came out and got into the car
with Chris.  They backed out of the driveway and drove away.

The Mall

It was around 6pm when they arrived at the mall and after parking the
car Aunt Colleen wanted to go to Kohl's to look for some "things" as
she called it.  Chris asked his Aunt if he could go off and look for
his friends but Aunt Colleen told him to wait.  Aunt Colleen wanted
Chris to get fitted for some clothes but she would not tell him what
type of clothes.  They went up the escalator, walked by the sports
clothes and into the ......oh no, why do I have to go here Chris
whined.  Aunt Colleen took Chris by the hand and walked him into the
lingerie section saying that she needed to buy some nice feminine
undies.  A sales lady then walked up to the two of them and asked Aunt
Colleen if she could be of help.  Oh what a handsome son you have
there she said.  Chris smiled but still felt very uncomfortable in
this part of the store.  Aunt Colleen asked Chris to go over and look
at the sports clothes while she talked to the sales lady.  Chris was
more than happy to agree with this and took off out of the girlie
section.  Aunt Colleen began to talk to the sales lady about Chris and
the sales lady was pretty calm about the whole thing but still could
not understand why anyone would raise a child as the opposite sex.
Aunt Colleen picked out a nice matching Bali bra and panty set for
herself and called across the room for Chris to come back.  The two
sections were separated only by an aisle so Colleen did not have to
shout.  Chris came back over reluctantly and stood beside his Aunt.
Colleen showed what she was going to buy to Chris and asked him if he
thought that the bra and  panty set were pretty...Whatever, Chris
replied.  Colleen then told Chris that the sales lady needed to
measure him for a proper fit and it would be faster to do it here than
to go to the boys department.  Chris sighed then Colleen told him that
if he wants to meet up with his friends then he should do it here,
Chris agreed.  The sales lady then instructed Chris into one of the
large changing rooms where she could measure him in private.  The two
of them then walked into the room while Colleen waited just outside
the door.  Colleen instructed Chris to do whatever the sales lady
wanted him to do and Colleen could hear a faint ok coming from inside.
The sales lady asked Chris to take off his shirt so she could measure
him for any shirts he might need.  She measured his neck first telling
Chris that this is done to find out what shirt size he will have to
wear when he begins school in the fall.  She then took the tape
measure and wrapped it around his upper chest.  Chris could see the
woman writing the neck measurement size down and also the chest size
which was 28.  She then took the measure and gently placed it over his
nipples.  Chris asked why she was doing this when she just measured
right above his nipples and the woman told him that she had to make
sure she got the proper measurement.  She also asked Chris if he felt
any discomfort in this area when he was either running around or rough
housing with his friends and Chris told her, sometimes.  The woman
then wrote down 28 3/4 on the paper next to the word bust.  The woman
asked Chris if he knew his height and weight but Chris didn't know so
she had him step up on a scale which was also in the room to get his
height and weight.  She told Chris to stand up straight and he then
felt something cold and hard on his head.  58" and 60lbs, the woman
said.  I am only 4' 10 Chris asked?  Jeez when will puberty kick in,
he said.  Oh it is honey, replied the sales lady.  Okay let's get your
waist and hip measurements now honey.  Just take off your shorts and
leave your panties on.  PANTIES?!?!?! Chris blurted out.  The sales
lady apologized to Chris and then told him to leave on his briefs.
Chris was thinking that this lady thought he was a girl and she must
be nuts.  The woman took the measurements of his waist and hips when
Chris asked the woman why she was measuring his hips as he never has
had this done in the past when getting pants.  The woman told him
again that she wanted to make sure she got the proper measurement.
Chris was then told to put his clothes on and to go out to his Aunt
and ask her to come inside.  Chris got dressed, went out and saw Aunt
Colleen there smiling at him in a weird way then told her the sales
lady wanted to talk to her.  After a few minutes the sales lady left
the changing room and went to a rack where there were girls bras
hanging from, she picked two different types of bras, some panties and
went back into the changing room to where Aunt Colleen was waiting.  A
few more minutes went by and Chris could see Aunt Colleen carrying her
items plus something else but Chris couldn't tell what it was.  Aunt
Colleen then paid the sales lady, thanked her and walked away from the
cash register towards Chris.  Okay honey let's go see if your friends
are still here.  They both walked all over the mall court looking for
Jimmy but couldn't find him.  It was 7pm and Chris thought Jimmy
probably went home for dinner.  Aunt Colleen asked Chris if he would
like to eat in the food court and of course Chris said yes.  They went
up to the Best Steak counter and ordered their food.  Aunt Colleen
asked Chris to go find a table for them and she would meet him there
with the food.  The food court was nearly deserted so Chris had no
problem finding a table.  He sat down...actually he slouched in the
seat with his left leg stretched out on the ground and his right leg
stretched up and way right and resting on the table top.  Chris
enjoyed sitting like this just like every other boy does but can't
when his Dad is around because his Dad will call him a slob and would
make him sit normal.  Aunt Colleen paid for the food and was walking
towards the table when she saw the way Chris was sitting.  When she
got closer to Chris she could see his shorts and underwear had pulled
slightly to the left and she could actually see part of his....no her
slit.  Chris take your leg off that table right now and sit properly
She barked out.  Chris did what she said and was amazed at how mad she
seemed.  Aunt Colleen looked at Chris and told the boy that he should
sit with his knees together but Chris didn't like sitting like that
because that's the way girls sit.  They ate in silence and once they
were done they left the mall to return home.  On the way home Aunt
Colleen asked Chris if he knew anything about girls bodies and how
they developed but Chris was not interested in girls that much and
only care about his development into a teen then a man.  Chris looked
over at his Aunt and just said who cares.  His Aunt then said that he
should care very much about a girls development into a woman.  So
what, said Chris, they grow boobies and then they get these period
thingy's sometimes and when they get older they have babies, but in
the mean time they play stupid games like hopscotch, house, tea
parties and they go to the mall to buy their girlie clothes and that
stupid makeup stuff so they can feel all pretty.  His Aunt glanced
over at him and told him that some day he to would be interested in
what girls did to make themselves pretty for boys.  Then Chris said
something really stupid to his Aunt, yeah well they can make
themselves pretty for me so I can lay on top of them and stick my
thing inside their holes then they can have my baby and I'll leave
them.  Even though Chris didn't really understand the first thing
about sex, he heard the way the older boys talked and thought it was
cool.  Colleen was shocked at what Chris said and would not talk to
the boy for the rest of the ride or the rest of the night for that
matter.  They soon arrived back home.

Dad Can We Talk   

It was getting late and Chris's Dad was still at work so he decided to
go to bed and ask him his questions tomorrow.  Chris said goodnight to
his Aunt and even though she was very upset at the boy she gave him a
hug, kissed him on the head and told him that someday he would
understand.  Chris moved away from her and started up the stairs to
his bed not knowing what she meant.  Chris removed all of his clothes
then went to the bathroom to do this thing.  This time he had to sit
for both duties and while sitting on the toilet he looked down at his
chest and at the puffiness which were around his nipples.  He wasn't
sure why they looked like that but the girls were right, they did sort
of look like little girl boobs the way they just stood out there.  He
finished up, wiped himself, flushed the toilet and then he brushed his
teeth.  When Chris was finished he walked up to the door and looked
into the full mirror again.  Lately he noticed that his waist was
looking different and it looked smaller than his hips.  He turned
around so he could get a side view of his body and noticed that his
butt appeared to be bigger then it had been just a couple of months
ago.  It didn't look like any of the boys butts he saw while still in
Montana.  Those boys would go skinny dipping all the time in a pond
but Chris was to embarrassed to join them all due to his dick and
balls not hanging outside of his body yet.  He did wonder why their
dicks looked the way they did and his did not.  He then turned for a
frontal view again and noticed that down between his legs something
seemed to be sticking out.  He didn't notice this before but then
again he didn't look as closely as he did now.  He was hoping that all
his dreams were finally coming through and his dick would finally be
that of a normal 12 year old boy's, but it wasn't his dick, it
actually looked like a flap of skin protruding from his crotch.  Chris
then went to his room and put on a pair of Cleveland Browns pajamas
and then went to bed.  Chris had some real weird dreams...dreams about
boys...about boys kissing him and touching him below his waste.  
Morning came around and Chris woke up doing his normal stretching
routine when all of a sudden he felt wetness down by his crotch.  He
thought that maybe he peed the bed last night but that couldn't have
been it.  He removed the covers and took down his bottom pj's and
looked.  No it wasn't pee and it certainly didn't smell of pee, it had
a different smell to it and it was kind of whitish/clearish looking
fluid.  The boy had no idea what it was then thought back to his dream
and how it felt.  Wait, I dreamt about kissing boys, is this normal or
am I a......no, I can't be a fag, he thought.  I wonder if it was one
of those wet dreams I've heard about.  His chest also had a nice
tingling sensation in it which he enjoyed.  Chris then began to put
his hand down by his crotch to see if he could feel his dick getting
bigger and started to rub down there.  Chris felt very good doing this
and continued on bucking his hips while rubbing.  Chris was jerking
his monkey off and loved it.  After a few minutes, Chris felt this
wonderful feeling shooting throughout his body and he was breathing
very hard too.  Chris would have kept this up all day long but he
heard his Dad's voice calling for him.  Shit, I never get any privacy,
he thought.  Chris dragged his ass out of bed and changed out of the
wet pj bottoms and put on a pair of shorts and headed downstairs for
breakfast.  Chris walked up to his Dad and asked them if they could
talk before breakfast because it was very important.  Aunt Colleen
also walked into the kitchen right behind Chris and greeted the other
two with good mornings.  Chris looked into his Dad's eyes and said
that he needed to talk to him in private.  Aunt Colleen looked at the
both of them and muttered something about man talk she then said she
would go upstairs and wait for them to finish, and left the room.  Joe
asked Chris what was wrong and Chris began asked him when he would
start puberty.  Joe told Chris that he probably already has started
but it takes time and to be patient.  Dad, why do I look different
from all the other boys?  When will my privates grow out and why does
my chest hurt when certain things like my shirts rub against my
nipples???  Do the other boys fee the same way???  And why are my
nipples pointing out like a girl's boob?  I hate the way I look and I
hate that I'm the smallest boy at the playground my age.  Why were all
the other boys in Montana able to write their names in the snow when
they peed but I can't???  Joe looked at Chris and knew that the time
had come for Chris to face reality, the reality of puberty, and the
reality of turning into a woman.  Chris, do you remember the other day
when we talked about your new school and how you would have to wear a
uniform?  Chris nodded his head that he did.  Well son...honey it's
not the type of uniform you thought it would be.  Chris asked his Dad
what he meant.  Joe reached into the kitchen closet and from the very
top shelf brought down a box labeled Schoolbelles Uniforms and placed
the box on the table.  Joe asked Chris if he remembered the sales lady
from last night and Chris nodded yes.  The sales lady gave this old
uniform to your Aunt Colleen last night, she went to her home and
dropped it off here....ummm....Chris this will be your uniform when
you go to school.  Chris was excited and also worried due to his Dad's
voice.  Chris asked his Dad why some stranger would drop off pants and
shirts and ties when they could just go to the store and buy them
together along with a brand new pair of Air Jordan's.  Chris then
asked his Dad if they could talk about this later and just talk about
Chris's questions and his Dad told him that this has everything to do
with what he was asking.  Chris seemed confused but went along with it
then the doorbell rang.  Joe told his son to hold on and went to
answer the door, it was Jimmy and he wanted to know if Chris would
like to go to Cedar Point with him, Bob and Steve and that his father
would drive them.  Chris overheard this and became very excited and
pleaded with his Dad.  Joe figured that Chris deserved this because
when he would come home tonight after playing with his friends all day
Chris would learn something that he was not going to like at all.  Joe
told Jimmy to hold on and that Chris could go after he got dressed.
Jimmy said it's no hurry and that they would be leaving in about an
hour so giving Chris have plenty of time.  Jimmy also said that they
would pick Chris up here at home.  Chris went up to Jimmy and high
fived the boy and saying what a great time they'll have going on all
the roller coasters.  Jimmy left and Joe instructed Chris to go
upstairs and shower and he would have some cereal ready for him when
he came back down, he also asked Chris to tell his Aunt Colleen to
come back down.  Before Chris even made the stairs he began taking off
his shirt and waving it in the air, he also felt uncomfortable by the
very slight movement on his chest.  He was almost upstairs when he saw
his Aunt and told her that Dad wanted her to come down.  Aunt Colleen
asked why his shirt was off and Chris said he needed to jump in the
shower.  Aunt Colleen grabbed Chris's arm and told Chris that young
ladies should never run around shirtless in front of anyone.  Chris
looked at his Aunt and said I agree then took off running to the
bathroom.  Chris took the rest of his clothes off and threw them on
the floor and then went to pee after he was finished he jumped in the
shower.  The warm water felt good on his face and he was also glad to
wash down by his dick after he noticed a funny odor when peeing.  It
smelled almost normal but a little different, he thought to himself.
He finished washing, got out and dried himself off.  Chris combed his
hair, brushed his teeth and then ran into his room and almost passed
out at what he saw.  Chris screamed out for his Aunt Colleen and a few
seconds later she came up to his room and stood by him by his bed.
Chris pointed to the clothing on the bed and asked her why there was a
sports bra and a pair of girls panties on his bed.  Aunt Colleen had
thought that Joe told Chris the truth about his sex and had laid out
these clothes before knowing that Chris still did not understand.
Also on the bed were some cute ruffled lace socks and a dress.  Chris
told his Aunt to get this crap out of here because there were no girls
living in this house but her.  Aunt Colleen asked Chris if he wanted
to talk and before Chris could say anything Joe came into the room.
Joe asked Colleen to take the clothing away and that he would explain
to Chris later that evening when he came home from Cedar Point.  The
two Adults then left his room so he could dress in peace.  Chris was
mumbling to himself about his goofy Aunt and wished she would take her
butt back home where she belonged.  He then went into his drawers to
find some underwear, socks,  and shorts.  He put all these on then
went for his favorite jersey but man did it stink.  Even Chris didn't
want to stink up someone else's car so he put on a Cleveland Indians
T-shirt.  Chris then ran downstairs to get his shoes and eat his
breakfast real fast.  Chris then  told his Dad that he was leaving.
His Dad gave him $50.00 for spending money but told him not to spend
all of it and then gave him a hug.  Joe then said to Chris have a
great time son knowing this would be the last time Chris would hear
these words from him.  Chris ran outside to where Jimmy was waiting,
he turned around and waved to his Dad.  Aunt Colleen was there to and
noticed that his shirt was a little small on Chris and was not
concealing his budding breasts at all.

Cedar Point

They arrived at the park and after paying for all the tickets, Mr.
Johnson told the boys that they would meet by the blue streak roller
coaster at 2pm.  The boys then took off to explore the park riding as
many rides as they could and enjoying themselves.  Steve looked at
Chris and asked him why his chest looked the way that it did.  Chris
looked down on his chest and realizing the shirt he was wearing was a
little tight noticed the two bumps on his chest that were pointing
outwards.  Christ then made up a story about it being a medical
problem and that the doctor was taking care of it.  Bob laughed and
told Chris that they did look like boobies then reached over and
grabbed Chris's right breast.  Damn, Chris shouted out, that hurts
man, don't do that or I'll kick your ass.  Bob then backed up and said
that he was sorry.  The three boys still didn't know Chris that well
and have only hung out a couple of times before going to the park so
they were still curious of each other.  Jimmy told them all to knock
it off and that he had to go and piss.  Then the other three boys said
that they had to go too so off they went to find a bathroom.  When
they finally reached the bathroom Steve jokingly told Chris that he
shouldn't go in the men's room but should use the girls bathroom
instead, Steve suddenly felt pain in his right upper arm after Chris
gave him a belt.  Chris smiled and told Steve don't fuck with the man,
then all the boys laughed and went in to do their business.  Because
Chris was still embarrassed that his dick hadn't grown out yet he
decided to go into a stall to pee and Bob did the same going into
another stall.  Chris then called out to the boys and said that the
water sure is cold down there, they all laughed.  Chris then took some
toilet paper and wiped his dick so there wouldn't be any stains on his
shorts for the guys to make fun of.  After they were finished in the
john, the boys went to play some games at the arcade.  It was 2
o'clock when they met up with Mr. Johnson and he treated them to some
hot dogs and greasy fries.  Chris wolfed down the food and then he
started feeling cramps in his gut and knew the fries were going to
make him have to use the john again.  Chris told them that he had to
go and Mr. Johnson informed the other boys to stay put and that he
would go to the bathroom with Chris.  Well Chris did not exactly want
to walk to the john so he took off running into the nearest bathroom
and went looking for a stall but the only stall open was one without a
door.  Chris did not care at this point, pulled down his pants and sat
down to do his duty.  Chris finished pretty quickly as the grease
acted like a laxative and emptied him out, he grabbed some toilet
paper and began wiping himself.  Mr. Johnson went into the bathroom to
make sure Chris was alright and as he walked by the stall with the
open door he glanced over and saw Chris had just pulled up his
underwear and was pulling up his pants.  Mr. Johnson then looked away
and thought to himself that was weird and wondered why Chris's crotch
are was flat with no package pointing out.  He also wondered why his
chest seemed to be that of a developing young girl, but Chris was a
boy, he told himself.  The glance was quick and he wasn't trying to
look at the boys crotch so he just ignored it.  Mr. Johnson asked if
the plumbing was working properly, laughing, Chris said yes sir.  Come
on Chris and let's go find the other boys, Mr. Johnson said.  They met
up with the other boys and Mr. Johnson told the group to meet back in
the same place at 7 o'clock.  The boys went off riding more rides and
playing more games.  They had a great time and boy were the chicks
HOT.  Jimmy was slobbering like a St. Bernard at all the booty he was
checking out.  It seems that Jimmy's hormones were kicked into high
gear while the other three boys still didn't really care about girls,
sure they looked at them but they didn't get all goo goo eyed over
them.  Jimmy nudged Chris in the chest to have him check out this one
hot chick wearing a two piece bikini.  Chris check out those tits, he
said.  Chris was grabbing at his own chest feeling short of breath and
he was bent over a little bit folding his arms across his chest.
Steve looked at Chris and asked him if he was alright and Chris said
yeah but his fucking chest hurt like hell.  Jimmy apologized to Chris
and said he'd be more careful.  Bob looked at his watch and told Jimmy
that it was time for them to meet up with Jimmy's Dad and the 4 boys
left the spot they were at and went to find Mr. Johnson.  Mr. Johnson
was standing next to a bench looking at his watch when the boys showed
up and he was amazed that they were only ten minutes late.  He asked
the boys if they had a good time and they all responded they did.
Okay guys, let's hit it, Mr. Johnson said and they headed out of the
park and for their car.  On the way home Jimmy asked his Dad if the
guys could sleep over tonight, Mr. Johnson said it was okay as long as
it was okay with their parents.  They arrived back home about an hour
later and dropped Chris off at his home first as it was the closest.

Sleepover

Chris ran inside his house where he was greeted by his Aunt.  Chris
did not want to deal with the nutcase and asked where his Dad was at,
and he wants to see if he's allowed to sleep over at Jimmy's with Bob
and Steve.  Aunt Colleen told Chris that his Dad was called into work
for more night meetings and that she wanted him to stay at home with
her so they can have a talk.  Chris protested saying that his Dad
would let him but Aunt Colleen was very firm when she told him, NO.
Chris ran upstairs to his room and slammed the door.  The first thing
he did was to punch one of his pillows wishing it was his Aunt's face,
God I hate her, he said.  Then Chris remembered that Aunt Colleen did
not know where Jimmy lived or his phone number and he decided to go
over Jimmy's anyways.  He quickly grabbed some pj's and then looked
out his window to try to figure out how to get down to the ground.  He
thought it was to high to hand drop out of so he decided that sneaking
down the stairs and out the front door would be easier.  He opened his
door and quietly walked down the stairs as not to give away what he
was doing to his Aunt.  He got down to the bottom of the stairs and
peered around the corner to see where his Aunt was at, she was in the
kitchen.  Chris quickly walked over to a table where his Dad kept a
notebook and pen and began to write Dad, I'm sleeping over at Jimmy's
house and I'll see you in the morning, Chris.  Chris then checked
again to make sure that the coast was clear and proceeded to open the
front door very carefully to keep it from creaking, the door was
opened and he stepped out pulling the door shut behind him.  With the
pj's in his hands he ran down to Jimmy's house.  Mrs. Johnson answered
the door after hearing the bell ring and greeted Chris saying that
Jimmy and the other boys were upstairs in the attic and if Chris knew
how to get up there, Chris nodded that he did and then went upstairs
to his buddies room.  Chris entered the room and saw the boys quickly
stash something under the bed mattress and when the boys figured it
was just Chris, they retrieved what they were looking at.  Chris
walked over to the boys and asked what was up and they showed him the
hustler magazine.  Chris said he didn't want to look at it and asked
when they could play some video games.  Bob called Chris a fag for not
wanting to look at the naked chicks getting screwed in the magazine
and Chris said that he was not a fag but that he just wanted to play
video games.  Mrs. Johnson then called up to the room saying that she
was bringing up some pizza and pop.  The boys quickly hid the dirty
magazine and Mrs. Johnson entered the room.  The boys were hungry and
thanking Mrs. Johnson for giving them pizza.  She told the boys that
she was going back downstairs and that she would not be bothering them
any more tonight but for them to be quiet around bedtime.  Steve told
Jimmy that his mom was cool and then stuffed a piece of pizza in his
mouth like he hadn't eaten in days.  After they finished eating and
drinking the boys started talking about the new 2004 Madden NFL that
was going to be coming out and how cool the game was.  Bob said that
his Dad was going to buy him the game as soon as it came out and asked
Jimmy if he wanted to play Madden 2003, but Jimmy wasn't really
interested in playing video games tonight and wanted to talk about
tits and pussy instead.  Steve told them that he would probably be the
first one out of the group to stick his thing inside a girl and cum in
her.  Bob was laughing real loud and said that, that's all girls are
good for anyhow.  Jimmy agreed and began making a humping gesture with
his hips saying I'm going to fill you up biotch.  All boys laughed but
Chris still was not into this type of talk but joined in the fun
saying that he would be the first one to stick his dick in a girl's
pussy and fill her full of his baby juices.  The other three boys
looked at Chris and laughed with Steve remarking that Chris's dick
probably looked like an inch worm.  Chris defended his manhood telling
the others that when he pees in the toilet that he can feel that the
water is cold.  Jimmy responded, you like that saying don't you Chris,
remembering he said it at Cedar Point earlier in the day.  Bob jumped
up to his feet and pulled out his monster saying that his was the
biggest.  Steve then did the same saying that his was bigger and Jimmy
pulled his out and Chris saw that it was much bigger then the other
two.  Steve looked over at Chris and said that it was his turn.  Chris
did not want to be embarrassed in front of his friends and he told
them that he had to pee first.  The boys called him a chickenshit but
Chris said he really had to go and hoping that when he returned the
boys would want to do something else.  Jimmy told Chris to go down the
stairs and turn left and the bathroom would be the first door on the
right.  Chris got up to his feet and went down to the bathroom.  He
followed Jimmy's directions and found the door to the bathroom was
closed but didn't hear anyone inside.  He forgot to knock and opened
the door and stepped in and then heard a loud scream.  GET OUT YOU
PERVERT!!!!, screamed Jimmy's sister Emily.  Emily had just gotten out
of the shower and was wearing nothing and Chris got a good look at her
body.  Chris said he was sorry, that he only wanted to use the
bathroom and didn't think anyone was in here.  Emily screamed again,
GET OUT!!! She grabbed a towel and covered her chest and crotch.
Chris just stared at her then turned and left.  Chris didn't
understand why Emily's body looked like.............his?  She's a
girl, he thought so how can she look like me?  He noticed that Emily's
chest was a little more puffier then his and that she actually had
small boobs.  Chris also noticed that Emily's private part had just
about the same amount of hair as his and it looked the same way his
did.  She has a pussy which looks like my dick, he thought.  Chris
started to panic a little bit, he was very confused.  He had never
seen a naked girl close up before.  Emily ran up to Chris and hit him
in his chest once again causing Chris to bend over in pain.  Emily
stopped in her tracks and looked at Chris and just stood there looking
at the boy who had just folded his arms across his chest.  Oh my God,
Emily thought, his chest hurts just like mine when I get hit there.
Emily started yelling at Chris saying that he got what he deserved.
Chris straightened out and after pulling his arms away from his chest
he said that he was sorry, it was an accident Emily you didn't have to
hit me.  Emily looked at Chris and saw that his chest looked just the
way hers and her twin sister did just 6 months ago.  Oh My God, she
said again, you're a ga......ga.....she then covered her mouth and ran
to her room.  Chris closed the door to pee and saw that Emily left a
bra and pair of panties on the floor.  Chris decided to sit and pee
this time so he could check out what the girl wears.  Chris picked up
the bra and thanked God that he would never wear one of these stupid
looking things.  It was a white satin bra with a pretty blue bow on
the front of it.  Chris laughed at the sight of this thing and thought
that a bra was a sign of weakness but he was curious as to how it
worked so he locked the door after he peed and wanted to see if he
could figure out how to work it.  He thought that this would give him
good practice for when he was older when he would get a chance to take
one off of a girl.  He placed the his arms inside the straps and
grabbed both ends with his hands.  After a few seconds fumbling around
with it, he was able to get the front snap attached.  He then pulled
the cups over his tender nipples and then looked in the mirror and saw
that the cups were almost filled with his chest.  Weird, he thought,
then he picked up the panties which were also white satin with a
little blue bow in front and looked inside of them.  The one thing
that caught his attention was some old blood stains on the bottom part
of them and also some old pee stains.  The pee stains were in the same
place as his pee stains in his briefs.  Chris did not put two and two
together and quickly lost interest in both items.  He removed the bra
and put them both back in the same place he left them.  Chris then
flushed the toilet, unlocked the door and stepped out only to see
Emily and Jennifer waiting outside the door for him.  Jennifer looked
at Chris and then at Emily and agreed that Chris really did look like
a girl.  Chris got mad and called them stupid girls and to leave them
alone when Jennifer asked Chris to prove that he was a boy and to show
them his dick.  Chris said no way and pushed them out of his way.
Emily quickly ran up to Chris and put her hand where his dick was but
felt nothing there but flatness.  She quickly took her hand away ran
over to Jen and they both ran into their rooms giggling.  Chris
ignored them and went back upstairs where the boys were changing into
their pj's.  Took you long enough Chris, Jimmy said.  Yeah, I think
those French fries from earlier were attacking me again.  Come on
Chris and get changed, it's getting late and I don't want my mom
coming in here and busting us, said Jimmy.  Chris saw the other three
boys standing around in just their underwear changing into their pj's.
He noticed their bulges in their shorts and once again wondered when
his will grow out.  Chris pulled off his shirt and shorts leaving on
only his briefs.  He started to get into his pj's but Steve stopped
him.  The other three boys were staring at Chris and at the flatness
in his underwear.  What are you guys looking at, asked Chris.
Nothing, said Bob, yeah Nothing, said Jimmy.  What do you mean guys?
Why are you looking at me like that?  Are you guys fags or something?
Ah, no all three said at the same time.  Bob whispered something to
Steve who then whispered something to Jimmy.  Jimmy walked over to
Chris and touched his chest.  Although very tender, Chris felt a nice
but strange sensation coming from his chest.  Chris backed off and
told them to stop.  Jimmy then told everyone it was time to get some
sleep as it was getting late.  Steve and Bob protested saying that it
was only eleven o'clock.   Jimmy told  Steve and Bob to use the
sleeping bags on the floor.  Chris began putting on his pj's again
until Jimmy stopped him and told him to sleep the way he was.  Chris
said okay and went with Steve and Bob to sleep allowing Jimmy to sleep
in his own bed, Jimmy stopped Chris and told him that he would shared
his bed.  Bob and Steve wondered why Jimmy was acting all weird but
decided not to piss him off and went into their sleeping bags.  Chris
got into the bed pulling the cover over him while Jimmy turned off the
lights.  Chris could feel Jimmy get into the bed with him now and felt
Jimmy very close to him.  After about a half an hour Jimmy could hear
both Steve and Bob sleeping and he also heard Chris sleeping.  This
was Jimmy's chance to find something out so he began to slowly move
his hand over Chris's underwear to where his dick should be but felt
nothing but a slit.  Jimmy was amazed and also very horny now.  Chris
was lying on his back sleeping and Jimmy decided to do something.  He
pulled his own underwear down to his ankles and reached over to pull
Chris's underwear to the side.  He then removed the covers to get a
look and couldn't believe his eyes.  He then stared at Chris's chest
and this proved it to him, Chris was no boy, she was a Girl he
thought, and boy did he get hard down below.  Jimmy then got on top of
Chris and put his dick on top of Chris's slit and began moving his
dick up and down on it.  This felt good and Jimmy wanted to put his
dick inside of Chris but did not want to take a chance of waking her.
So he continued to rub back and forth until he felt his dick wanting
to explode.  While putting his tongue on Chris's left nipple and
kissing it, his dick exploded and shot sperm all over her slit.  Chris
was having a strange dream about some guy putting his dick on his own
dick.  He also dreamt that this guy was licking his nipples and
suckling on them.  He was getting all excited when all of a sudden he
woke up only to see Jimmy on top of him and felt his dick down by his
crotch going back and forth.  Chris got mad pushing Jimmy off of him
and asking what the hell did he think he was doing.  Are you gay or
something? Chris asked.  Jimmy said nothing and looked at Chris's slit
and all the sperm that was on it.  Chris felt strange down below and
looked and saw Jimmy's cum covering his own dick and some of it
running inside.  Chris then used his fingers to move some of Jimmy's
cum but he also pushed some of it inside of himself.  It was very
sticky and all over him.  Chris got up and rearranged his underwear to
cover up his dick.  He then punched Jimmy twice in the mouth, grabbed
his clothes, put them on, and ran downstairs to get out of the house.
He then ran home crying.  Why did Jimmy do this to me? He wondered.

Home again

Chris returned home and busted through the front door and was met by
his Aunt who began yelling at him.  Chris just ignored her and ran to
his room where he slammed the door shut and locked it.  Colleen was
now worried about Chris and went up after her to see if she could
help.  Colleen knocked at her door and Chris would just tell her to go
away.  Colleen did but was worried that something bad happened to her
as she's never seen Chris act like this before.  Chris just lay in his
with his head buried in his pillow crying until he finally fell
asleep.  Chris woke up in the morning and stretched out as usual,
wiping his eyes he remembered what had happened last night and once
again became very sad and started to cry.  The last time Chris had
cried was when he saw the men lowering his Mother's casket into the
ground.  Why would Jimmy do this to me? Chris wondered, why would he
have sex with another boy?  Chris then pulled his clothes off leaving
only his underwear on.  He looked at his chest and thought back to
Emily and Jennifer laughing at him.  He then went to remove his
underwear and it was sticking to his skin, it also stunk.  Chris then
went to the bathroom to shower but first had to pee.  He stood in
front of the toilet and put his hand down by his hidden dick and it
felt all crusty down there.  He began to pee and it started going all
over the place because of the crust blocking his hole.  Chris finished
and cleaned up the toilet, flushed it then went into the shower.  He
began with washing his hair and even though it was short he still
hated doing it.  He then took the bar of soap and gently rubbed it
against his chest area and then the rest of his body.  Chris then
rinsed off , turned the shower off and stepped out to dry himself and
notice that his Aunt was standing there.  Chris instinctively covered
his crotch area with his towel.  Chris saw that his Aunt had brought
up the Schoolbelles box his Dad showed to him yesterday and wondered
what it was doing in there.  Aunt Colleen looked at Chris then opened
up the box.  She told Chris that he would have to face facts about
something and she knew that Chris had the strength to do it.  She then
pulled out the uniform.  What the......I'm not wearing that thing,
said Chris.  Listen honey you have to wear this uniform for school.
But I'm a boy, cried out Chris and that's a girls uniform.  His Aunt
was holding up a red plaid skirt and white pullover blouse which had
St. Marks inscribed on it.  Chris you are a girl, not a boy.  You were
born a girl and your name is Christine Marie Spencer.  Since you were
able to talk you would insist that everyone call you only Chris and
you would never wear any type of girls clothing.  Chris began to cry
once again and said it couldn't be true, he was a boy and then he
became very angry.  His Aunt then asked him to remove the towel away
from his crotch and he did.  She then took off her clothes to prove a
point to Chris.  She took Chris by the hand and they both stood in
front of the mirror which hung from the bathroom door.  She asked
Chris to look at both of their bodies but Chris kept his eyes closed.
She then asked Chris again to look at which Chris opened her eyes and
looked in the mirror and saw two fem.........female bodies staring
back at her.  Why, Chris asked, Why did this happen to me, I am a boy.
I know my chest will not grow any more then it already has and my dick
will come out of its hiding spot.  Chris began to move around the
small room throwing his arms up and repeating it's not fair over and
over.  Aunt came over to Chris and wrapped her arms around him telling
him that it will be alright.  Chris broke free of her grasp and walked
over to the uniform and held the skirt.  Chris started mumbling
something about wanting to get into a skirt someday but this is not
what he meant.  His Aunt then dressed herself and put the towel around
Chris's entire torso.  Chris moved the towel away from his chest but
Aunt Colleen was quite stern when she said  a lady always covers
herself.  Oh Fuck, Chris cried out, get away from me, I don't need
this kind of crap right now.  Chris ripped the towel off of his body,
opened the door and ran to his room.  Joe suddenly appeared after
hearing the commotion and went directly to Chris's room.  The door was
closed but not locked and upon entering the room Chris ran right to
him begging his Dad that the news was not true.  Chris was frantic now
claiming he did not have a puss but a dick and he was not going to
grow boobs.  Chris was crying again and his Dad gave his daughter
comfort in his arms.  Joe told Chris that it was all his fault that
this is happening now because he raised Chris as a son and thought of
him as one until very recently.  Chris I have always thought of you as
my son but in fact you are my daughter and I love you very very much.
No Dad, no!!!!  Why did this have to happen to me.  Why did Jimmy have
to rub his privates against my privates last
night...........WHAT!?!?!?!?  Chris what did Jimmy do, his Dad asked.
Forget about it Dad it's not important right now, I
don't........Chris, what did Jimmy do to you?  Chris now looked in his
Dad's eyes and knew he was pissed, more pissed off then he had ever
seen him.  Dad, can we please talk about that a little later?  I'm
having a problem dealing with everything right now and it's hard,
please Dad, please drop it until later and I'll tell you everything.
Chris just wanted to be left alone but both adults knew that would be
a mistake.  They would stay with Chris but not say anything to her and
when the time came they both knew that Chris would open up to them.
Chris went back to bed and just laid there crying.  

Just To Depressed.

Chris stayed in her bed all day only getting up long enough to use the
bathroom, she also would not eat anything all day.  The next day was a
little better as Chris ate a little of the food her Dad brought up for
her, but not much and stayed in bed all day again crying to herself.
Joe did not know what to do and once again placed all the blame on
himself for not correcting his child at an earlier age.  Colleen told
Joe that this is not the time to feel sorry for himself as they had to
snap Chris out of it.  Joe got up from the kitchen table to pour
himself another cup of coffee when he heard Chris's voice from behind
him.  Aunt Colleen got up out of her chair and went to hug Chris, but
Chris just told her to get away and blamed her for everything that was
happening.  Chris said to her Aunt that if she never would have come
here none of this would have happened.  Joe stepped in and told Chris
that, that was not fair.  The two looked at each other now and Joe
could still see tears in Chris's eyes.  Colleen was a  pushy woman and
Chris sensed this.  Aunt Colleen walked into the other room and came
back into the kitchen holding a bra and panties and told Chris that it
was time for her to act like a young lady and to put these articles of
clothing on.  Chris snapped at her saying that he would not as Chris
still thought of himself as a boy and nothing, not even tits and a
pussy would change his mind.  Colleen handed the clothes to Chris and
demanded that they be put on immediately.  Joe told Colleen to back
off and to give Chris some time to get used to all of this.  Colleen
also gave Chris his new school uniform to try on to make sure it fit
along with some cute lace socks and mary janes.   Joe then really put
his foot down demanding that she leave Chris alone NOW!!!!! Chris
grabbed all the clothes and ran back upstairs to her room slamming the
door behind her.  Joe asked Colleen how she could be so cruel and she
responded by saying that none of this would have ever happened if
Chris would have been raised the right way.  Joe looked at her and
shook his head and mumbled bitch to her and then told her that maybe
she should go back home.  He then walked out of the room and went up
to Chris's room and knocked on her door and opened it.  Chris told him
to wait outside so she could dressed and that it was proper for her to
be seen by a man (even her father) until she was completed dressed.  A
couple of minutes later Chris asked her Dad to come inside.  Joe
walked in and couldn't believe his eyes, Chris was wearing a white
pullover and the school skirt along with the lacey socks and mary jane
shoes.  Chris, I can't believe how you look.  Chris turned around for
her Dad showing him her backside and he could even see the outline of
the bra she was wearing.  Chris asked her Dad is he was happy with the
results and Joe just nodded and said nothing.  Chris then told her Dad
that she needed to go out to the garage to get something and walked
out of the room.  Joe sat on her bed with his face buried in his hands
for about thirty minutes.  When Joe did finally look up he noticed a
note on Chris's nightstand marked Dad.  Joe got the note, opened it
and began reading and when he got to the line Dad I'm a boy and I will
always be a boy and I will never live as a girl.  I love you, Chris.
Joe felt his heart drop to his stomach and panic then set in.  Oh God
he said as he jumped off of the bed and ran downstairs on his way to
the garage.  Colleen asked Joe what was wrong and followed him outside
to the garage.  Joe opened the door and Colleen fell to her knees
crying.  Joe went up to the small lifeless body which was hanging from
one of the rafters and grabbed Chris hoping she still was alive.  He
managed to grab a knife while holding Chris up by the legs and cut the
rope which was tied around her neck and the body fell limp.  Joe
started CPR on Chris but to no avail, she was gone.  Joe looked at his
daughter's body and she was only wearing a pair of briefs.  He then
looked around the garage and saw that Chris had taken off her uniform
and female underclothes and threw them in small garbage can.  It was
his fault and he would live the rest of his life with this sight
burned into his memory.  He just kneeled over Chris crying and crying
until the ambulance showed up and took Chris away to the hospital
where she was declared dead.  


A few weeks after Chris was buried, Joe had the police check into a
possible rape of Chris by Jimmy and after an investigation he was
arrested and tried as a juvenile and sent away for counseling.
Colleen went back to her home swearing to herself that she would never
be pushy towards anyone as long as she lived.  Joe quit his job, sold
his home and has never been seen or heard from since.




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