Message-ID: <44378asstr$1064016603@assm.asstr-mirror.org> X-Original-Message-ID: <20030919162450.20911.qmail@web41906.mail.yahoo.com> From: Philip Harris <pharris_online@yahoo.com> X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Fri, 19 Sep 2003 09:24:50 -0700 (PDT) Subject: {ASSM} Kim (MF, F-solo, light bd) Date: Fri, 19 Sep 2003 20:10:03 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2003/44378> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: dennyw, newsman --------------------------------- Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! SiteBuilder - Free, easy-to-use web site design software <1st attachment, "Kim.txt" begin> Kim (MF,F-solo,light bd) by Philip Harris Kim's story: A lot of boys were after me when I was a teenager because my breasts were big, my hair was blonde, and I was pretty cute. Besides, I was friendly toward them. I smiled, and made myself approachable and acted "girlie" and told them they were clever even when they said stupid things. I liked to talk dirty, too, which seemed to draw boys to me. By the time I was 15 my boobs were overflowing my blouses and it felt so good when boys touched me that I just sort of let them do it. Soon there was a lot of pressure on me to go all the way. I wanted to wait a few years, but pretty soon I gave into one boy--it just sort of happened-- and after that I kind of felt I'd be selfish if I didn't give into other boys too. My high school years seemed like constant sex, sex, sex. I didn't have time for any schoolwork at all. After finishing high school I got a job as a receptionist, and that was the first time I had sex with an older guy. Mr. Bartoni wasn't really old--I think he was maybe 35. He treated me pretty well and let me take days off whenever I wanted and mostly I just had to give him oral and let him make his "daily check on the twins," as he called it. Having boobs seemed a lot better than having brains, in those days. Then I started putting on weight. My metabolism changed, or something. I was never a skinny girl, but from about age 19 I started getting heavy in a lot of places. Boys were still friendly toward me, but they stopped calling me up for dates. I remember the first time a boy didn't want to have sex with me; our date ended early and I found myself at home alone, crying. I felt terrible about myself after that and promised myself that I was going to slim down, but I just kept gaining weight. That was the beginning of a long dry spell for me. It was as if all the boys and men in the world were through with me. Mr. Bartoni wasn't even playing with the twins anymore, and soon afterward he let me go from my job. I found other jobs after than, and learned to spend my evenings alone at home, comforted by a dildo. I still had a passion for sex. I really needed it. I became a frequent masturbator. I'll tell the truth: I did it at least once almost every night. Some nights I did it a lot more than once. I had fantasies of living with a dominant man, of being very sexually submissive toward him. He'd make me dress in only a nightie around the house, with no underwear so that he could always see through to my bare boobs and pussy. And he would always be touching and caressing them--possessing them. Just in passing through the kitchen he'd stop and cop a feel, squeezing my boobs, and then reaching between my legs, finger-teasing me and chastising me if I wasn't sex-ready. But that was all fantasy; my own fingers were the only touch I felt. And I was ALWAYS sex-ready. I lived like that for a couple of years--on my own, very lonely at home. When I was 23 I decided that I'd better go back to school. I started going to college at night. There were dreamy- looking boys all around; their trousers bulged. But the other girls were terribly pretty and skinny and young. I smiled and was nice to everybody, but it ate me up inside with envy whenever I'd see a tall boy whispering to a pretty girl, holding her shoulders as he talked to her, their body language conveying that later that night she'd be getting exactly what I very desperately needed. Then in my senior year I had to take a graduate class because an undergraduate class I needed was filled. The graduate students were different. Most of them were older. Many of the women were mothers, their bodies rounded and chubby. The men were older too, losing their hair, and some with bellies. One guy who sat next to me was very friendly. We clicked right away. He was okay looking--not great--eight years older than me, and a bit chubby himself. The first evening of class was on a hot day in September and I wore a low-cut blouse. I saw right away that he was sneaking peeks at my cleavage. He was pretty clumsy about it, looking down my blouse so far it was comical. After class I went home and--well I'll confess that I was rather bad--I dildoed myself three times that night. The next week we both took the same seats in class and we talked to one another quite a bit. It went on like that for several weeks, with us talking, him x-raying me with his eyes, me being naughty at home, but nothing else happening. Then just before the midterm exam I told to him that I needed help with my studying. "Would you like to study together after class?" he asked. We studied in the library, and then I asked him over to my apartment for more studying on Saturday afternoon, and he accepted. That was on a Tuesday night. All that week I was busy with my dildo. I kept fantasizing about how I should approach him. I thought about simply meeting him at the door in a sheer nightie, explaining, "Oh, this is the way I always dress when I'm at home. It's comfortable." But I didn't even own a sheer nightie. I thought that maybe I should say that I always study in bed. At that point in my life just having a man in my bedroom and on my bed with me would be a thrill. I fantasized about us locking eyes, sweeping our textbooks off the bed, kissing passionately, then undressing, and fucking like beasts. That fantasy got me off three times on Tuesday night. I even thought about somehow getting some Viagra and slipping it into a Coke for him. I wonder if that would work? Can you imagine a man in a woman's bedroom, on her bed, suddenly getting an erection totally beyond his control! Would that drive him wild with lust? "No, no, please don't," I'd plead as he pins me down to the bed and forces his hands inside my clothes. "You're raping me, you're raping me," I'd cry as he forces his Viagra-crazed cock between my kicking legs. On Wednesday night I dildoed my pussy numb with that fantasy. No, a gentler approach would be wiser. While we're studying, I'll just reach between his legs and casually stroke his cock bulge, without saying anything. "What are you doing?" he'd ask, but I wouldn't say a word. I'd just continue coaxing. "Don't you want to study?" he'd say. "Don't you want to fuck?" I'd answer. On Thursday I tried that gentle approach between my own legs and it certainly worked for me. On Friday night I realized that my boobs had been his most obvious interest. I tried several T-shirts, with bra and no bra, and some plunging-neckline blouses. Standing before my mirror in panties and bra I didn't like the body that I saw, but my panties were soaked with hopeful anticipation. I began to feel desperate--I really needed service from this man. I tried to control myself, but within ten minutes I was back to self-servicing. I wonder if men ever get so desperate? On Saturday I decided upon a tight T-shirt torn in front to slow a slutty amount of cleavage, with my bounciest bra underneath. All morning and into the afternoon I waited anxiously for him to arrive. At the very last minute I panicked when I realized that I had absolutely no birth control in the house. It had been so long that I'd thrown out my old diaphragm, and I didn't have any condoms or anything. Was there time for a quick run to the drugstore? No, I didn't want to risk not being home when he arrived. I decided that I wanted it so much that I for the first time since high school I was going to go bareback. To my tremendous relief he was exactly prompt. He was dressed more causally than at school. He wore shorts and a T-shirt. He looked cute, but I was momentarily disappointed that he hadn't dressed up for a date. He was carrying his schoolbag. I had kind of hoped that he'd have plans to take me out after studying. I felt disappointed, and immediately abandoned my plan of taking him into my bedroom to study, as being too obvious. I felt a sinking feeling that this "study date" wouldn't work out as I'd hoped. But when he came into the apartment his eyes immediately gave me the full-body x-ray, with an extra gawk at my boobs. "Do you live alone Kim?" he asked, looking about my apartment. "Yes," I said. He put down his schoolbag and suddenly grabbed my boobs through my T-shirt, pulling me to him by them. He kissed me full on the mouth, squeezing my breasts powerfully. "I don't know what you had planned," he said, "but you're going to spend the afternoon fucking instead of studying." He kissed my mouth again before I could answer him. I was completely taken aback, but recovered my wits quickly and returned his kiss. "My bedroom is that way," I said as soon as my mouth was free, but he pushed me over to my couch and sat me down. "We'll fuck in every room," he said, "but we'll start here. Show me your boobs first." I quickly pulled my T-shirt off over my head and unhooked my bra, releasing the twins. He took handfuls immediately and twisted them painfully. "You've been teasing me with these from the first day, haven't you?" he demanded. "Haven't you, you slut!" I didn't expect this from him at all, he seemed so mild mannered in class. He was truly hurting me--cruelly. "Yes, yes," I said. "You're a slut aren't you? You love being fucked, don't you?" He let go of my breasts and immediately pinched my nipples, jerking them upward so roughly that I jumped out of my seat. "Yes," I said. He jerked my nipples downward, forcing me to sit again. "Say that you're a slut and you love to be fucked," He demanded. "I'm a slut." I said. "I love to be fucked." "You're too rough," I added. "Ahh!" The last was a scream of pain as he pinched my nipples and jerked them so hard it felt like he was trying to rip them off as souvenirs. "Take off your pants and fuck yourself while I watch," he demanded. I stripped off my jeans double-quick, dropping my panties at the same time, and started rubbing my clit. "Spread your legs and show me," he said. "Finger-fuck yourself. Show me that you want to be fucked. Show me penetration." I did as he asked, spreading my legs and finger-fucking myself there on the couch. I'd done this hundreds of times, but never while being watched. He was being far too rough with me, but it was an incredible turn-on to be made to do this. "Don't cum," he said, "but fuck yourself faster." He released my nipples and the sudden end to the pain felt terrific. "Fuck yourself faster and harder, but don't cum," he said. He began undressing in front of me while I sat spread- legged before him, my boobs bouncing as I finger-fucked myself frantically. "That's it, that's it," he urged. "Do it more." "I have to cum," I pleaded. "Don't you dare!" he said. "From now on you only cum when I say that you can. If you're alone here and you need to cum, then you call me and ask me and you let me listen to you do it." "Stop now," he said, just in time, just as I nearly exploded from stimulation. "Please don't be so rough with me," I begged him. "I'll do whatever you say. I want to fuck you. I wanted to fuck you tonight." "Stroke my cock," he said, sitting himself naked beside me on the couch. I stroked his cock with my vagina-juiced hand. It felt marvelous, the first cock I'd touched in years. His body was not great but I felt ecstatic to be having real sex again. He fondled my boobs, gently this time, while he kissed my lips, then his mouth went down to my nipples while his fingers entered my pussy. We played with each other on the couch for a long while. He kept me near climax for a long while, making me say, "there, there" and "fuck me, fuck me," to indicate when I was right on the cusp of cumming. He came from my hand job, which was a disappointment because I wanted him to cum inside me first. His cum shot onto my carpet, and some of it splooged onto my coffee table. He made me wipe the rest of it onto my boobs, and then lick it off. He slapped me cruelly on the left nipple when I tried to rub a little of it into my pussy. When I'd tongue-cleaned my boobs, he took some handcuffs from his schoolbag and made me put my hands behind my back. "No, please," I pleaded. "I'll do anything, but please don't use handcuffs." He used them anyway, and now I was naked on my couch with my hands bound behind my back. He reached into his schoolbag again and I heard tiny jingling bells. "Oh no, please, please," I pleaded again when he took some clamps with Christmas bells on them from his schoolbag. "Please, I don't like to be hurt." He tightened a small clamp upon each of my nipples, stopping just short of hurting me. The bells jingled merrily whenever my boobs jiggled. "I'll tighten them when you've gotten used to them," he said, "now kiss me to show your willingness." He kissed my mouth for a long time, but while he was doing that he reached beneath us and tightened each of the nipple clamps until tears came to my eyes. He flicked the bells to make them jingle gaily. "Please loosen them," I asked when he stopped kissing me. He grabbed the little bells with his fingers, tugging on them, which made the clamps hurt much more. "This is to establish our relationship," he said. "You give me pleasure, and I choose whether to give you pleasure or pain; understand?" "Yes, yes, yes," said as he turned each clamp a little bit tighter and shook my boobs to make them jingle again. Then he put me over his knee and spanked my bare bottom until it was a sore as my jangling nipples. "Now you're going to cum for me," he said, while I was still upside down over his knee. He began rubbing my pussy up and down very gently. I was already very aroused, but my pussy was overworked from before. He deliberately under stimulated me. "Let yourself cum, let yourself cum," he coaxed. Very gradually he increased my stimulation. He'd slow or stop whenever he saw that I was again near climax. He penetrated me with his fingers and pressed his fingertips against my G-spot, making me confess where it is. He pressed hard, pressing his thumb against my clit too. Soon I was moaning with frustrated need for climax. No man had ever done this to me before. All the men I'd had when I was younger simply got themselves off quickly and let me cum naturally. "Are you ready to cum for me?" he asked. "Yes, please, please," I said. "Jingle your bells to let me know that you want to cum." I shook my boobs back and forth to make the bells ring for him. "Okay," he said. He took his fingers from my pussy and pushed me off his lap. "Find a way to make yourself cum," he said. I was naked, achingly horny, desperate, but with my hands still bound behind my back. I thought of my dildo, and headed for the bedroom with him following along behind me as my boobs jingled the way. Using my hands behind my back I opened my bedside table drawer and took out my dildo, turning on the vibrator. "Will you please take down the coverlet from the bed?" I asked him, "I don't want to ruin it." "You have to do this all yourself," he told me. I carefully placed the dildo on my bedside table, where the vibrator drummed against the wooden tabletop. Working backwards, I pulled the coverlet and blankets down from the bed, stripping it to the sheets. Then I placed the vibrator upon the bed and climbed in beside it. For a minute I rolled about futilely, eventually getting myself into a sitting position with the vibrator against my clit. He watched amused as I hip-humped the vibrator, my boobs shaking and jingling, and pitiful moans escaping my mouth until I finally came for him, my wetness spreading through the sheets. I'd fantasized all week about cumming while he fucked me, but he'd made me cum to my dildo again. "Will you please take the bells off my boobs," I pleaded. "My nipples are very sensitive and they hurt awfully." "I love the way you moan to the bell chorus when you cum," he said, "and I want to hear you do it again." He joined me on my bed, spreading my legs and bringing his face between them. I'd craved this pleasure for years. He used only his tongue on me, very skillfully, making me moan and jingle in orgasm for a very long time. "What's the most times you've ever cum in one night?" he asked as he wiped his face clean between my boobs. "Three times," I lied. I had to taste myself on his lips and tongue as he kissed me. Just to make sure, he dipped a finger into my pussy and then put it in my mouth. "I'd much rather taste you," I told him. He got into 69 position, but this time he only finger- teased my pussy, while I sucked his absolutely delicious cock with enthusiasm. In one afternoon he was giving me many things that I'd craved and craved for a long while. He pulled his cock out before cumming. "Are you ready for me to fuck you?" he asked. "Very ready! Please fuck me!" I pleaded. "But could you please take the bells off my nipples? They hurt!" He jiggled my breasts again as he mounted between my legs. "I like you wearing the bells while we're having sex," he said. "You'll have to have them clamped on until you get your nipples pierced with rings for me, okay?" I didn't want to do that, but he was teasing my pussy with the tip of his cock and I was desperate for pleasure. "Okay," I said. He was a very good fuck and it felt wonderful to have him cum inside me. I'd always been afraid of becoming pregnant, but the feeling was so good that I simply didn't care. I wanted him to cum in me--a lot. He was being very cruel to me, and I was falling deeply in love with him. He undid the bells while he was laying on top of me afterward, his cock still inside me. It felt so good! My boobs felt so good, my pussy felt so good! I felt very satisfied by having his cum inside me. It wouldn't have felt nearly as complete if he'd used protection. "Thank you, thank you," I told him sincerely, forgiving him his cruelty in my relief from pain and frustration. He stayed all that night and until late the next afternoon, and he never let me put any clothes on. I couldn't walk across the room without him feeling my breasts or caressing my pussy. We fucked six times, and me made me cum a lot more often than that. He made me dildo myself while he watched, he fingered me while making me stand up against a wall, he handcuffed me and belled me and made me bed-fuck the vibrator again. He put me outside of my apartment naked and made me stand in the hall like that for ten minutes, frightened out of my wits that somebody might come along and see me. "Just for fun I'm going to make you walk naked across campus some night, just to see how many guys rape you," he teased. Holding my naked body to him felt very good. He hugged and held and caressed and coaxed me almost constantly throughout the whole weekend. He spanked me often, and tied me up sometimes, but more often he kissed and fondled me kindly. He made me be sexual to myself and to him continually. That was last weekend. Now it's Monday night and he's left me alone. I can't wait to see him in class tomorrow evening, and I'm dying for him to come over again next weekend. Now I've got my dildo out and I'm very horny, but I've got to wait for him to get home from work so that I can phone him and ask his permission to make myself cum while he listens. -end- More stories by Philip Harris can be found on http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/pharris/www/. <1st attachment end> ----- ASSM Moderation System Notice------ Notice: This post has been modified from its original format. 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