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From: Uncle_Sky@home.alone.invalid
Subject: {ASSM} Ed's Shame Ch. 1 (b/g, rom? no sex)
Date: Sat,  5 Jul 2003 23:10:03 -0400
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The usual warnings apply. This is an adult story, about an adult topic,
written for adults. If you are too young or prefer not to read this type of
material, then don't. This story contains material of an explicit nature
about the relationship between two children. It is not for children. Do not
try this at home.


Now if you have gotten past the warning, join me as I pull another fantasy
out of that dark place in the back of my mind where I keep all my
fantasies. But this is not really a fantasy. It is based on actual events
that have been fictionalized.This is material that shows I am not as nice
as some would like to believe. This story is a little different from my
others. I am not sure how to code it, so I will only put (b/g) and let you
take your chances.


Ed's Shame Ch. 1
     by Uncle Sky


Ed was sitting on a bench in the park watching the children play. Well, to
be honest he was watching the little girls play. Ed greatly admired little
girls. He especially liked the ones around 8 years old. There was one
sitting on the ground playing jacks not far from him. She had her legs
spread wide and was bouncing the little ball and grabbing the jacks from
the space between her legs. She wore a bright yellow summer dress with puff
sleeves. The hem came just to her knees when she stood up. But as she sat
there playing, it rose up slightly and Ed could see her bare legs and every
now and then, when the ball seemed about to escape, she leaned over to the
side and the dress moved up. Ed could just barely see her panties then.


He tried not to let anyone know he was watching. It would not be safe for
him if they knew. He had on his dark glasses and held a newspaper in front
of him. But his eyes were on the girl, not the paper.


Oh how he wished he could play with her. Touch her. Feel her. He wanted
her, but would never make a move toward her. He had watched many little
girls over the years. But he never touched any of them. He had been
watching little girls for many, many years. Ever since he was 9 years old
and in the third grade. That was when he met Judy.


It was 1945 and the War was over. Life was getting back to normal. Eddie
was finally starting third grade. He had repeated the second grade because
he got all his childhood ailments the first time through. He had measles,
whooping cough, and chicken pox. He missed so much school they just
couldn't pass him. Just last summer while he waited to enter the third
grade he had come down with polio. He was terrified. But he survived with
no noticeable after effects. And in spite of it all he was now in the third
grade.


It was a large public school in a large city. That meant that he didn't
know most of the kids in his class. Those that he did know were not close
friends. He was pretty much a loner. He was not very good looking either.
He wore glasses and had buck teeth. Some of the other kids teased him. Most
of the time he went to school and then right home after school.


His friends were in his neighborhood. They went to different schools so he
didn't see them during the day. They were about the same age as he was and
they played together when ever he had free time. But he had one friend that
was much older, Leroy.


Leroy was 16. That was like a grown up to Eddie. Leroy knew a lot about
grown up things and he told Eddie lots of stories. Many of the stories were
about Leroy's adventures with girls. He liked to brag about his sex life.
Eddie envied Leroy.


Then along came Judy and things changed. Judy was only 8 years old. In many
ways she was like Eddie. She was plain they said. Her hair was dirty blonde
and scraggly. Her clothes were old and looked second hand. Her family was
poor. She was not popular.


Judy lived on a street about two thirds of the way to Eddie's house along
the route he took walking home from school. He saw Judy walking ahead of
him most afternoons, on her way home. He walked slowly and watched her from
behind.


Most of the kids in Eddie's class had boyfriends and girlfriends. They were
too young to date but they liked one person in a special way and spent time
together when they could. They were too young for romance really. But they
were getting to that point. But not Eddie. And as he watched her he
realized that Judy didn't have a special friend either. He watched her and
wondered. No one else seemed to like Judy. He wondered what would happen if
he made friends with her.


Judy and Eddie knew each other because they were in the same class. But
they never spoke to each other or spent time together. That is, not until
Eddie got up his nerve. One afternoon as he walked home a little ways
behind Judy she stopped suddenly. She seemed to be looking at something but
Eddie couldn't see what. Without much thought he decided to see what was
going on. He walked up to her and said "Hi Judy, whatcha lookin at?".


Judy jumped and looked at him with big blue eyes. She looked as if she was
scared to death. "Oh, uh, um, nothin. Just a kitty that ran over there
behind that tree". She started to walk away as if she was in a hurry. She
was not used to boys talking to her. I wonder what he wants, she thought.


Eddie had no idea where he got the bravery all of a sudden but he kept
walking and stayed next to her. They walked along a little ways before he
could talk. "I see you walk this way every day. I do too. It's on my way
home. You want to walk together?" Good gosh, did he say that?


Judy looked at him for a second as she tried to think what was going on.
Boys did not talk to her unless they were going to tease her about
something. But Eddie didn't look like he was going to do anything bad.
Maybe it would be ok. Maybe he would be nice to her. Judy thought that
would be great. "Um, OK. I guess."


Eddie was speechless again. She had said yes. Now what should he do? He
walked along beside her. They were both quiet. Before Eddie realized it
they were at her house. She stopped and looked at him as if waiting for
something. He finally opened his mouth and out came the best he could think
of. "See ya." And off he strode down the street toward his home. His mind
was churning. Good God. How dumb can you be, he thought. She probably
wouldn't ever speak to him again.


But Judy was watching him now. He had not said anything mean to her. She
thought she had even seen a smile on his face when he said "see ya". She
smiled, turned and went into her house. She wondered if Eddie would walk
her home again tomorrow.


The next day Eddie and Judy acted the same as always. Well, almost the
same. Eddie found himself looking at Judy more and more. If she saw him
looking he turned away quickly. A few times when he looked over at her he
found her looking at him, but then she would look away as if she didn't
want him to know. The day seemed to drag on for ever.


Finally the day was over and everyone headed out the door to go home. Eddie
dashed out as fast as he could and then waited for Judy by the school gate.
It seemed like a long time but then she came along behind a group of other
girls. Nothing was said. The two of them just headed home. They walked
along beside one another but that was all. Eddie was trying to think of
something to say but he couldn't. He just didn't know what to say to a
girl.


All too soon for Eddie, they were at Judy's house. Like the previous day,
they just stood looking at each other for a minute, then Eddie said "see
you tomorrow" and walked away. Well he thought, it was a little better than
yesterday.


This went on for the rest of the week with no real change other than the
way he said goodbye. He just couldn't think of how he should act with a
girl. Saturday came and he went to see Leroy. He would know what to do.
Leroy knew all about girls.


Eddie told Leroy everything that had been going on. Leroy laughed and then
asked some questions.


"Do you like her?"


"A little."


"What do you want from her?"


"I guess I want to have a girl friend. Any girl friend. But she's the only
one who would pay any attention to me, so I guess it has to be her."


"Do you want to fuck her?"


"Geez Leroy. I don't know about that. I guess I would if I could."


"Well you need to treat her differently if you like her than if you just
want to get laid."


So Leroy told Eddie how to treat Judy. He told him what to say and what to
do. He told Eddie to report back as he made progress and he would get more
help as needed.


Eddie lay in bed that night thinking about Judy and what Leroy had told
him. The more he thought about it the more he wanted to get laid, and Judy
was his only hope. He decided to follow Leroy's advice.


On Monday morning Eddie left home early. He went over to Judy's house and
waited for her. When she came out he said "hi. I thought we could walk to
school together too." Judy smiled and off they went together. Eddie could
tell she was pleased.


All that week Eddie and Judy walked to and from school together. Little by
little Eddie managed to start talking. They talked about school first. Then
they talked about their families. Soon they were talking about games and
movies and other things they liked. Eddie was very careful to say he liked
the same things as Judy even if he didn't. Judy seemed very pleased and
smiled a lot.


On friday Eddie made his next move. As they were walking home, he very
casually reached over and took hold of judy's hand. She didn't pull away
like he thought she would. She squeezed his hand a little and held on as
they walked. When they got to her house Judy looked a little nervous. She
glanced around as if afraid of being seen and then before Eddie could do
anything she leaned forward and planted a kiss on his cheek. He was in
shock. He didn't have time to react because as soon as she did it, Judy ran
into the house.


Eddie was floating. He was amazed at how things were going. Leroy must be
right. He might actually get laid. But he needed more help so he went back
to Leroy. The older boy coached him and told him he was doing fine. Getting
a kiss so soon was very good for a start. They discussed the next move and
Eddie went home. He spent the whole weekend planning and going over it all
in his mind. It seemed like Monday would never come.


But Monday did come and Eddie was there waiting for Judy when she came out
to go to school. After a quick look around Eddie planted a kiss on Judy's
cheek just as she had done to him on Friday. Judy smiled and they went off
to school holding hands and laughing. Eddie felt great.


The rest of the week went along about the same. In the morning one would
kiss the other on the cheek and in the afternoon the other would do the
kissing. They took turns. It was fun and a little daring to them. They both
seemed very happy.


Friday soon arrived and it was time for Eddie to make his next move. As
they walked home he asked her about her parents letting her go to the
movies. She told him she couldn't have a date yet but was allowed to go
with other girls to the Saturday matinee. Eddie asked her if she would meet
him at the movie the next day. He said they could sit together if she
wanted to. Judy agreed. As they parted outside her house they kissed again.
But this time as Judy leaned forward Eddie turned his head and they kissed
on the mouth. Judy was surprised but not angry. She kind of liked it. With
nothing more said, they parted.


Saturday morning Eddie got cleaned up and combed his hair. He made sure he
brushed his teeth and used mouthwash. He wanted to be ready for his date
with Judy. His mother was a little surprised at his actions but didn't
think too much about it. She gave him his allowance and off he went to the
movie. He arrived early and stood for a long time waiting. He was beginning
to think Judy was not coming when he saw her at last. Judy smiled and took
his hand as he bought both tickets and they went in.


Ed suddenly realized that there was someone between he and the little girl.
He carefully looked up and saw a frumpy looking old bag standing there. She
was looking at the little girl and then she glanced over at him. Ed turned
the paper he was supposedly reading, over as if following a story.


The old bag moved on with a grumpy look on her face. Ed realized he had
almost been caught. He had let his thoughts take control of him and forgot
to turn the paper. He must be careful or he would be in a world of shit.

Once more Ed looked past the paper and saw the girl playing. She had a cute
little smile on her face and seemed to be having a fun time. She was fast
too. He noticed her speed in picking up the jacks while the ball was still
in the air. She did well but just missed the last one every time. Then she
would start over. He wondered how much longer she would stay in that
position. He glanced around to be sure he was not being watched, then
seemed to go back to reading. But his mind wandered back to Judy.


As they walked into the lobby Eddie asked Judy if she wanted anything from
the snack bar. She said she would like a coke and some pop corn. Eddie got
one large Coke and one large pop corn. He picked up two straws and several
napkins. Together they walked into the theater. It was crowded with kids as
usual for a mattinee. Eddie glanced around to see if anyone was watching.
Seeing it was all clear he turned and walked up into the balcony. Judy
followed as he climbed all the way up to the top row. They would be alone
up there. None of the kids went up there for the early show and no adults
ever came to the kids show on Saturday.


Judy felt a little nervous going way up there with Eddie. But she liked him
and trusted him, so she went along quietly. Eddie stepped aside and let
Judy go into the row first and find a seat she liked, then he sat down next
to her. He handed her the pop corn and stuck the two straws in the Coke.
They both leaned forward and took a drink at the same time. Their heads
bumped together and they giggled.

Soon the show started. First was the cartoon then the Tom Mix Serial. They
didn't bother to show the newsreels for that show since it was all kids.
The first feature was next. It was a cowboy movie but the hero had a girl
friend so there was a little romance in it too. They settled down to watch
with Eddie holding the Coke and Judy holding the pop corn.


By the end of the western they had finished the pop corn and only had some
Coke left. There was a short intermission and they took turns going to the
restroom so that one could hold the Coke while the other was gone. Just as
they settled down again the second feature started. This one was a
detective story but there was a little more romance in it. Judy seemed to
like that.


As they watched the movie Eddie tried to remember what Leroy had told him.
Very slowly he moved his arm up and over the back of the seat behind Judy.
She noticed but didn't say anything. It wasn't long before his hand was
down on her shoulder and he was holding her close. He thought she might
pull away but she didn't. Instead she rested her head on Eddie's shoulder
and snuggled closer to him. He couldn't believe how easy it seemed to be.

It wasn't very long before the Coke was gone. Eddie put the cup on the
floor. That left his hand free. Time for the next step. He reached over and
took Judy's hand in his. She gave his hand a little squeeze and left it
where it was. It was in her lap. Now it was Eddie that was getting nervous.
He wasn't sure what to do next. He tried to think but couldn't seem to
remember what Leroy had told him. He just held her hand for a while.


After a bit Eddie decided to try something. He moved the arm that was
around her shoulder so that his hand was touching her cheek. He ran his
fingers over her ear and cheek and down to her neck. She sighed. Oh my God,
she likes it, he thought. He kept touching her face and neck and then
slowly pressed her cheek until she was facing him. He moved his head
forward and placed his lips on hers in a soft kiss. Leroy said the soft
ones were best. He was right.


They held the kiss for what seemed like ages. When they pulled apart they
were both out of breath. The kiss had been the first real romantic kiss for
either of them. It was closed mouth but was much better than the little
pecks they had been sharing for a while on the way to and from school. This
was big for both of them. But Eddie wanted more. Not too fast Leroy had
said. Go slow and get further. So Eddie waited a few minutes and then
kissed her again. Boy did he like this kissing. And when he looked at Judy
it was pretty clear that she did too. There was a look in her eyes that he
had never seen before. Like a spark or something. And such a soft looking
smile on her face too.


Soon the movie was forgotten. They hugged and kissed all through the rest
of the show. Then during the last kiss Eddie decided to try something Leroy
had told him about. French kissing. It started out just like all the
others. Then he opened his moth just a little bit and slipped his tongue
out. He didn't press hard but slowly ran it along her lips, then pulled it
back in his mouth. He held the kiss a moment longer to see what Judy would
do. Nothing, that's what she did. Oh well, at least she didn't run away
screaming. So he kissed her again. This time he was going to keep his mouth
shut but to his amazement, she opened her's and licked his lips. He felt
warm all over. He slid his tongue out and met hers. They slid along into
and out of each others mouths, tasting each other for the first time. It
was hot and they were just getting started when the lights came up.


The darn movie was over. They had to leave. Eddie was already thinking
about next week. He wondered how Judy felt. Did he dare ask her? Should he
let well enough alone? As they left the theater he put his arm around her
waist and held her close. She did the same. It was kind of awkward at first
but after a few steps they got settled into a stride that kept them
together and not bumping each other with every step.


They didn't talk for about a block and then Eddie had to say something. But
what? He started a couple of times and hesitated. Then he managed to get it
out.


"I really liked that."


"Yes, they were both good movies."


"No. Not the movies. The other thing. The kissing." He managed to get
it out without stuttering.


"Oh. Yes. I did too. It was very nice. It made me feel all warm." She
blushed as she admitted that. He liked the way she looked when she blushed.


"I felt all warm too. I never felt like that before. I want to do it again
if you want to." Slow, Leroy had said. He kept reminding himself. He didn't
want to ruin it.


"I hope so," she said. "But we're almost to my house now and you can't come
all the way. I can't let Mom know I was with you. She thinks I went with
the girls."


They stopped and looked around. Not seeing anyone they kissed quickly but
harder than they had before the movies. Then she dropped his hand and
started walking away. He waved at her and called after her that he would
see her monday morning. She waved back and nodded, then was gone.


To be continued.


Comments to skywrites at webtv dot net (Uncle Sky)

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