Message-ID: <43089asstr$1056618606@assm.asstr-mirror.org> Return-Path: <newsadm@attbi.com> X-Original-Path: not-for-mail From: "erotic alex steel" <eroticalexsteel@hotmail.com> X-Priority: 3 X-MSMail-Priority: Normal X-MimeOLE: Produced By Microsoft MimeOLE V6.00.2800.1165 X-Original-Message-ID: <tHwKa.21648$Fy6.7947@sccrnsc03> NNTP-Posting-Date: Thu, 26 Jun 2003 06:48:57 GMT X-Spamscanner: mailbox3.ucsd.edu (v1.2 May 26 2003 01:55:38, 2.2/5.0 2.55) X-Spam-Level: Level ** X-MailScanner: PASSED (v1.2.7 48056 h5Q6mwf3066322 mailbox3.ucsd.edu) X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Thu, 26 Jun 2003 06:48:57 GMT Subject: {ASSM} (repost) Young Adventures in Gay Exploration - Chapter 3 Date: Thu, 26 Jun 2003 05:10:06 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2003/43089> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: Vulpine, gill-bates Young Adventures in Gay Exploration By: erotic alex steel (version date June '03) Welcome to my stories about my exploration and adventures in the gay world! These stories are designed for an adult reader and contain explicit material. If it is not legal for you to receive, distribute, or view such material it is your obligation to not take part in it. My intent in telling these stories are to please and titillate your imagination, and to help you enjoy touching whatever hot, moist, tasty, sexual parts you feel like touching while reading my stories or engaging in your own fantasies or other activities. Feel free to copy, distribute, or post, these stories wherever you like. (I only ask that you do so in the entire format you received them. Please don't edit or change them.) Remember, by doing so you are taking responsibility for the legality of your actions. Although 'erotic alex steel' allows his stories to be freely distributed, it is the responsibility of those distributing to follow the rules, laws and regulations within their city, county, state and country in regards to adult material. There are several stories, which will be posted in individual chapters, as each chapter has a different type of story or theme. This will make it easier to find for those only looking for that kind of story. A version date appears at the top of the story. It is important to include this, as the story may change and evolve over time as I have more adventures (or re-tune older sections as my writing changes or improves.) I am currently a full time college student and if you would like to help support me (and possibly inspire or support future adventures ;) ) I would love any donations you may feel appropriate. Even such small donations at $1 would be greatly helpful. Please, if you must enter a description for the transaction enter "donation." My stories are free, and as such, I am not 'selling' or 'charging' for them. Send your donations to eroticalexsteel@hotmail.com. Enjoy ~erotic alex steel Chapter 1: Finding glory Chapter 2: Meeting with Mister Green Chapter 3: Will you be my buddy? Chapter 4: Blowing my mind Chapter 5: Blowing his mind (cumming soon) - - - - - - - Chapter 3: Will you be my buddy? I had a wonderful first adventure with a glory hole that I will never forget (Chapter 1), but I just wasn't able to financially support my adventures at that location. As a full time student living on financial aid, I have to keep my costs at a minimum and my time for studying at a maximum. The half hour to 45-minute trip and a quarter of one-week worth of gas, that the trip cost each direction was too much for me to continue on any kind of regular basis. Despite my having several fun adventures with Mister Green (Chapter 2), my hunger for exploration and genuine contact was increasing. I was beginning to gain confidence and began to question if I wanted a more "personal" encounter. As with my first adventure, I later came to be very thankful for the experiences to follow these urges and desires. I hope you enjoy reading about my adventures as much as I enjoyed having them. ;) I now knew I loved to play with cock. That was obvious when I had fun on my first adventure out. And I thank the gods every time I have another good adventure. The question was now, how can I have more adventures that would be closer to home? Something I could get to more quickly and hopefully at a lower cost. A $3 entry fee, with the possibility of no one even being in the booths, is a bit high of a cost to pay. At least, that's what I think. So, where to roam? What new playground can I find? At first, all I could turn to was the phonebook and prior knowledge of my area. I tried an adult video store about 15 minutes south of where I lived. No luck there, not a single glory hole or signs that there ever were any. As I write this chapter, I've forgotten how I came across it, but I found a web page that was a free place for people to post. This site has classifieds, so I decided to take a look around at their 'men for men' section. Someone notified me of something I'd never heard of before, "buddy booths." For those who don't know what 'buddy booths' are, they are 2 adjoining video booths with a 'glass' between them. This 'glass' varies in material. Sometimes it is actual glass, which clears very well, and sometimes it is a plastic that doesn't clear so well. When the booths have no money, this 'glass' is 'fogged' so you can't see through it. However, when both booths have money and both parties agree by pushing a 'clear window' button, the window between the booths will clear, and you can watch your playmate in the next booth. The idea of this seemed a pretty big turn-on to me. Someone could watch me masturbate myself, as dirty or nice as I liked, and I could watch him doing the same. I was saddened by the thought that there would be no contact, but I wasn't ready for a lot of contact. So these buddy booths sounded like they would give me freedom to show off however I like, while giving me the security that I wouldn't have to worry about catching anything from my playmate, std, common cold, or otherwise. I decided I was going to put on quite the show for whoever was my playmate. The reality of the 'buddy booths' didn't quite live up to my fantasy. I learned a few things pretty quickly when I started visiting the booths. On the fun side, I learned I really enjoy showing off to an appreciative party. I mean really enjoy it. If I were a girl, I'd probably see if I could get into some kind of part time stripping job. Why don't I you ask? Well, in a boy's body I just lack the confidence. I'm fairly uncoordinated with dancing and, well, read on and maybe you will understand. The reason I really enjoyed showing off is the reaction in my playmate. I have always been more able to tell what people are thinking or feeling by looking at them. The little smile, the way their eyes move, their breathing patterns, the way they move, the slight relaxation in their body. I've always had a pretty easy time at picking up the body language of when someone was comfortable and enjoying things. When I would visit the booths, I would always take my time before putting in my money and clearing the window. I would take off my shirt, pants, and underwear, placing them neatly on the chair. I would set out my lube and money on top of them. This would leave a clear view for my playmate to see my naked body. (Naked save for my shoes and socks that would not be seen.) After stripping naked, my shaved head, nearly bare chest, shaved pubes, smooth shaven cock and balls, would all be easily viewable by my playmate in the next booth. I can't tell you in words appropriately how much of a thrill it is to see people react to seeing you. But I will, of course, try. ;) There was one particularly thrilling booth adventure I had. And this is the one I will tell. I had gone to the booths after thinking about visiting all day. Although my days of being embarrassed at school for having a 'boner' were long gone, I certainly wasn't announcing to my classes the times I got hard thinking about what I'd be doing later that day. By the time I finished the short 10-minute drive to the booths from my home, my cock was already fairly hard, trying to bust through my underwear and pants. I tried to calm myself down by moving slowly after I got in the booth and locked the door behind me. I stripped off my shirt slowly, looking at my nearly bare chest, slowly caressing my pecks, slowly caressing my tummy, again promising myself some day I'd get rid of this extra 15 or so pounds, getting down to 160 again (at 5'10" tall) and get it to a nice tight 6 pack. The thought of how the lube will make my chest glisten made my cock desire immediate release. I took off my shoes and gave my cock what it wanted. I let out my now fully erect cock, stripping off my pants and underwear as quick as I could. I gave my full 7" x2" thick cock a slow few strokes with quivering breath before getting ready for my show. I placed my folded pants on the chair after putting my shoes back on. The thought of stomping around in spent cum is nice, I just didn't trust the world enough to do that. I do sometimes have bukkake fantasies, thoughts of dozens of guys drowning me in hot fresh cum while they watch my naked body... *sigh*... cold and on the floor, well that's a different story. Tossing my shirt over the back of the chair, I was nearly ready. Taking the lube and money out of my pants pocket, setting them on top of the pants, my naked body fully in view, my raging hard-on already waiting, I was ready. I put a dollar in the machine and pushed the 'clear window' button. I had heard a playmate come in and put in his money while I was undressing. At this point I hadn't really looked at my playmate, I was eager to start my show for him. I grabbed up my lube in one hand, placing my cock in the other. I took a quick peek up to see what he looked like, and smiled. He was young, as young as me, which is rare in the booths. He had on a backwards baseball cap and a somewhat rumpled jacket. But I could tell by the tight shirt underneath it, he was muscled underneath his close. He had on baggy pants, but it wasn't the light blue color I was interested in. It wasn't their style I was interested in. It was his cock underneath, that cock he was already stroking through his pants with his forearm, that's what I wanted to see. Let me see your hot hard cock. I glanced back up to see that his face was clean-shaven, and caught a glimpse of the biggest smile I've ever seen on a guy. It was obvious by his eyes he was looking at me and enjoying what he saw. I blushed, shyly looking away down to my hard cock, and poured a generously thick line of lube from the base of my cock all the way down onto the tip. I knew I'd need a lot. I was definitely going to enjoy this show. Maybe I even poured a little too much, as it started to trickle around the tip and fall back to slip between my fingers. Closing the lube and tossing it onto my pants, I moved my arm out of view's way and leaned back flat against the wall behind me so my playmate could enjoy seeing me fully. There I was for him, naked, body standing erect against the cold plywood wall, cock erect and glistening with my hand now slowly working the lube around. I was reminded of when I was younger. When I would sneak around and try to peek at neighbors. My body was warm, rapidly approaching hot thanks to my playmate's very obvious appreciation, and the coolness of the air and the wood behind me served to ground me back in reality. This was no fantasy. This was no porn I was watching. This was a real boy, one who obviously very much enjoyed seeing me. One who was getting up and slowly taking off his jacket as he watched me there, naked, slowly stroking my cock up and down, slowly fondling my left side with my free hand. Slowly putting on the show I wish I could have given the neighbors. That show that I still feel the excitement of being caught for putting on. But this playmate had caught me. In fact, he was enjoying every second of it. I glanced down at my cock and saw how beautiful it is, how beautiful I am, by the light of the video. The light that danced off my cock like one of those disco balls. He still had that amazing grin, never taking his eyes off my body and my cock for a single second as he finished taking off his coat and was now starting to take off his pants. I thought to myself, this must be what it feels like to be a 'giddy schoolgirl.' His eyes looking me up and down caused my heart to race. It made me feel self-conscious, and the self-doubt would come back now and then. But I wonder if he could tell, because his eyes seemed to answer my doubts, telling me I had nothing to worry about. His eyes and smile seemed to whisper to me on hot breath that tickled my ear, that I was beautiful, handsome, and hot, an incredible sexual object with a big delicious cock he wanted to do things to. When he had taken his pants and underwear off, it was obvious he was no slouch. He was built just the way I like them, just a little bit of muscle and definition, but not too much. He quickly took off his shirt and was just as naked as I. He was smooth as a newborn baby. I don't know if he shaved all his hair, or if it was just very short and I couldn't see it by the light of the video screen. But from what I saw, he was smooth enough to lick all the way up from his toes to his nose and you wouldn't bump into a single hair. His fully erect cock was as smooth, soft, and inviting looking as mine. He settled back down into his chair, while I still lay flat against the wall. Trying to stand was becoming more difficult with all the weakening in my knees under his gaze. But just as much as that gaze and smile were weakening my knees, they were stiffening my cock, causing my heat to start to flow off of me in waves. And it was feeding my need to cum. He looked so satisfied there, leaning back in his chair, slowly stroking his cock for me to see and enjoy. My smile must have gotten as big as his because his got even bigger. There have only been a few times in my life when I thought someone smiled 'from ear to ear' and this was one. Although I know he was already really enjoying my show, lapping up every luscious drop, I wanted to give him more. I picked back up the tube of lube and dripped some out along my chest and even more along my already lube soaked cock. I moved off the wall to get closer to the window and started rocking back and forth with each stroke, my cock had to have more involvement. I started to slowly caress the lube over my chest and nipples, making my chest just as shiny as my cock. I could tell he enjoyed that. His position in the chair relaxed, maybe even due to my making his knees weak, they were shaking a little as he watched me. His smile softened as his eyes focused a little more on just my cock and my chest, his stroking speeding up in pace. We stayed just like that. Him sitting/laying in his chair stroking his cock. Me as close to the window as I could get, stroking my cock soaked in lube, squishing with every stroke, as my ass and knees rocked back and forth with each stroke. Despite how quivery my knees were, despite how quick my breathing pace was, this was a rare and delicious looking boy. He was getting me very excited and I didn't want to waste it. And I could tell he didn't either. Our eyes took in as much of each other as we could, meeting and lingering for brief moments when they met. It was almost as if we were talking to each other. Our own secret language of stroking. Whispering on hot breath, with a feather light brush against the other's ear, 'Just a little faster now, just a little more thrusting now, yes that's it, mmm, delicious.' It seemed as if we were ice creams and we were loving every lick of each other. And when we would get each other too excited, we would meet our eyes as if to pet the others head gently to calm them down. It was obvious we both felt the other rare and special and wanted to make this last as long as we could. It must have only lasted a few minutes, but it felt like an eternity. Me there, heat flying off of me, where I could feel the cold of the booth and the heat of my body creating a small current just along my hairs, making them stand up as straight as my cock. My knees shaking, but my cock using that shaking to thrust back and forth as I squished in and out of my hand. His pushing up and down just off of his chair as he fucked his hand. Fucking his hand faster and faster as he watched me thrust and quiver faster and faster. I could tell he couldn't keep control anymore and just like we had calmed each other down with a look, I gave him a new look and a small nuzzle motion that signaled it was ok for him to let loose. He didn't speed up much, as I sometimes do when I get close to cumming, but I could tell from the twitching of his near 6 pack abs that he was about to cum. I started to let go and jerk as fast as I could to keep up with him. He beat me, but it was ok, it was wonderful to see. He spewed all over his hand and down one leg. But he kept going for a few more strokes, the mess squishing around nicely in his hand. I was behind a little and his smile was just as big as it had ever been, so despite how hot I was, I tried to slow down some more. It was obvious he drank up every look he could get of me and I loved the attention and how it very obviously made him feel. Eventually I couldn't hold back either. I was shaking so hard I thought I was going to fall. Jerking and jerking for him, looking at him watching me with his big smile. Watching his satisfied cock relax obviously very satisfied in his cum soaked hand. I let loose all over the window. One, two, three, four, even five and six spurts onto the glass. When I'm alone I normally only spurt about four times, but not when I'm excited. And this day I was very excited. They hit hard and dripped slowly down the window between us. I stroked my cock slowly a few more times, to be sure every drop of cum had been drained out of me for him to see. We sat there for a minute. Just looking at each other, both with grins that would be obvious to anyone who knew what sex was that we had both been fully satisfied. Looking at the others satisfied cock, looking at our playmates naked body, looking into each other's eyes and smiling. After a minute he started to get up and his booth shut the window down, blocking our view of one another. I could hear him getting dressed, but I had a tougher time. I sank onto the window as my knees buckled under me. It wasn't just the excitement, but also the sheer happiness at cumming so hard. They were tired. I took a few deep breaths to try and calm myself back down, hoping oxygen would help sturdy them up. I heard him leave the booth by the time I had settled myself enough to wipe up and get my pants on. I thought to myself, 'oh well, a delicious and extremely memorable adventure I will never forget.' I took a little time getting my shirt back on and putting my things away in my pants. I got out of the booth and to my surprise there was my playmate, waiting in the small hallway. I must have flushed a bright red when I passed by him, still wearing his huge and satisfied smile. He moved a little closer as I passed and gave me a pat / hug as I walked by, nodding my way. I was so complimented, so appreciated, so immediately horny thinking how satisfied I'd made him, and yet felt so embarrassed that I could do all that I didn't know if I could have stopped had he done more than his half hug and nod. But, just like when we were seeming to talk to each other without words when we were naked in the booths, we both seemed to understand the boundary of the glass between us and to not cross that boundary. Sometimes I wish there had been more to this adventure than just what happened. But each adventure has taught me an important lesson about myself, in addition to being a sexually arousing adventure in the gay world that I will never forget. On a sad note, what I learned from this adventure was that in order for me to be interested in someone, really interested, I need there to be some kind of attraction. Yes, I rapidly discovered during this adventure I have a 'type' of guy I'm attracted to, just as I have always known what 'types' of girls I was attracted to. I pretty much already knew this before any of my adventures that I've written about, having watched many many porn videos. But with the adventures in the buddy booths, I confirmed those thoughts. Thanks to this playmate, this adventure taught me that I love the pleasure and happiness I give a playmate, whether that be by my touch, or simply by my being me. I feed on attention and appreciation of my body, a body I don't feel all that comfortable showing off normally. I feed on attention and appreciation of what I do with my body and the skill and attention I do it with. When someone can see my whole body. When someone sees me as a sexual object. When I can see their appreciation in their smile, their movement, their swollen cock, which soon has cum spewing out from it, I feel a thrill in my whole body. I feel a thumping in my heart. I feel my ragingly hard cock. I feel complete and satisfied. Most of all, I feel that I matter and that I'm important. This story taught me that it will be difficult to find an adventure that is all things for me. But that if I want to experience these feelings every time, all I need is a playmates cock. All I need from a guy, when I want these feelings, is a hot hard happy cock. It can be mine, or it can be his. But to win every time, it's all about the cock. -- Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated. +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ | alt.sex.stories.moderated ----- send stories to: <ckought69@hotmail.com> | | FAQ: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/faq.html> Moderator: <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ |Discuss this story and others in alt.sex.stories.d, look for subject {ASSD}| |Archive at <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org> Hosted by <http://www.asstr-mirror.org> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+