Message-ID: <42284asstr$1052215811@assm.asstr-mirror.org> Return-Path: <news@google.com> X-Original-Path: not-for-mail From: pattycutman@excite.com (Patty Cutman) X-Original-Message-ID: <4e799a1d.0305051928.4332a35@posting.google.com> Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit NNTP-Posting-Date: 6 May 2003 03:28:50 GMT X-Spamscanner: mailbox2.ucsd.edu (v1.2 Mar 17 2003 15:04:36, 0.6/5.0 2.43) X-Spam-Level: Level X-MailScanner: PASSED (v1.2.7 71433 h463SpUL077842 mailbox2.ucsd.edu) X-ASSTR-Original-Date: 5 May 2003 20:28:50 -0700 Subject: {ASSM} A first sexual experience. (ff/m hymen) Date: Tue, 6 May 2003 06:10:11 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2003/42284> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: dennyw, gill-bates Sometimes during therapy we are able to uncover an early childhood experience that dominates our sexual development as an adult. Usually when such experience are examined and expressed they will no longer control us. Frequently I have my clients write down such an experience as part of their therapy. Here is one such experience. I have published it here just in case someone reading it will recognize the foundations of their own sexual frustrations. The client has waved his right to confidentiallity and the names have been changed to protect the innocent. I am happy to report that now both Kevin and his partner have a very satisfying sex life. Sexual Counselor Patty Cutman ---- Kevin's experience follows, in his own words ---- My sister's best firend, Flora, was 16 when I was 12. It seems that she had heard some horror story about how a girl's first experience with intercourse was always painful. Flora and my sister, Helen, discussed this for a long time. Flora was planning to have her first experiece with her boy friend and she wanted it to be perfect. So Helen and her hatched a plot. It seems that Helen had volinteered my services to be the first to enter Flora so as to make her first "real" (as Flora put it) intercourse a more romantic happening. Since I liked Flora and though she was about the prettiest girl I had ever seen, I was more than happy to oblidge and followed their directions as best I could. Flora pulled her pants and panties off and set on the edge of the bed, Helen sat next to her. I saw the triangel of pubic hair where Flora's legs met. "Well come on dummy, you got to get undressed too" Helen taunted me. When finally I was standing there in the room in my birthday suit, they looked at each other and giggeled. Flora goes "I dont know about this, he's so small". I wasn't sure what she was refering to. After all I was taller than most of my friends and was just slightly shorter than Flora even though she was 2 years my senior. "Come over here Kevin" Flora said. I walked over and stood in front of her. She reach out and pulled me closer so I was standing between her legs. Then she surprised me by reaching for my pecker. She streatched it out as far as it would go. "I dont know he's really small" she said again. Helen said, "Well just try and see if it works". Flora started squeezin me more and wiggeling me with he hand. With her giving me that kind of attention, I blushed all over, and started to get an erection. "He's cute" said Flora. Soon I was stickin straight up to my tummy. She pushed the skin on my penis down as hard as she could and the head popped out. Now I should tell you something about my sexual anatomy. I didn't know it at the time, but I am considerably under average in size, even as an adult. I must not have been more than 3 inches long fully erect. "I don't know about this" Flora said again. Flora scooted back from the edge. She put her feet up on the bed and gaped them apart in front of me. She laid back and spread opened her sex with her fingers. I saw inside. It was all wet and pink. She said to Helen, "Help him get it in right". Now Helen stood beside me. She took my little erection in her hand and directed it to the opening in Flora's sex. "Push it in there", she said to me. I pushed forward into Flora's sex. The feel of her wetness tingeled on my sensitive penis skin. I can still remember that feeling today. "Push it inside" said Flora. I pushed in. "I dont think its in" I said. "No," said Flora, "Push harder". Helen put her hand behind my butt and tried to help me push. "He's not going in" Flora said. Then finally it did slip in .. all the way inside her ... my penis was stickin fully in her. "OUCH" screamed Flora pushing me away, "Not there, your on top of it!" I stood there with my penis twitching and tingeling while they examined Flora's sex. "He's so small he just slipps up around it, and when he's pushing on it, he doesn't push far enough", was Flora's analysis of the situation. "Try again" said Helen. Flora took my penis in here hand, she held it to her sex but she directed it down further than it had been. "Push in hard right there" she said, "And keep it down". She kept her finger on me for a moment to keep it pointing right. I pushed as hard as I could into her. But her sex seemed to stretch in as I pushed and I couldnt get myself in her that way. Finally Flora said "Oh stop it, your not doing anything, your too short!" She seemed disgusted and mad at me. "Oh ok, he cant do it", Helen said. Then to me "You should go wash yourself off." With that, I was dismissed from their prescence. They closed the door on me. I never did find out how Flora worked out her problem. That experience has dominated my relationships with the opposite sex. It is difficult for me to go beyond an intense feeling of inadequacy. I still have a firm belief that I will never be able to properly consumate a sexual relationship. Consequently, to this day, I am reluctant to become intamate with women. -- Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated. +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ | alt.sex.stories.moderated ----- send stories to: <ckought69@hotmail.com> | | FAQ: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/faq.html> Moderator: <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ |Discuss this story and others in alt.sex.stories.d, look for subject {ASSD}| |Archive at <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org> Hosted by <http://www.asstr-mirror.org> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+