Message-ID: <41757asstr$1050012607@assm.asstr-mirror.org> X-Original-Message-ID: <003c01c2ff71$bd94fb40$0100a8c0@office> From: "RCM" <rcm@foresitewireless.com> X-Priority: 3 X-MSMail-Priority: Normal X-MimeOLE: Produced By Microsoft MimeOLE V6.00.2600.0000 X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Thu, 10 Apr 2003 09:59:04 -0500 Subject: {ASSM} -RP- Playing the Game II, Playing to Win, Ch. 26-30 by Rev. Cotton Mather Date: Thu, 10 Apr 2003 18:10:07 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2003/41757> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: gill-bates, newsman Just a little something for those of you who are just catching up with the adventures of my good friend Sean Porter... --------------------------------------------------------------------- Welcome to the Church of The Reverend Cotton Mather. This story is the sole property of the author, and may not be copied or downloaded for the intent of profit. Permission is freely given for anyone to download or copy for their personal pleasure or use, as long as there is no intent to charge money or barter for the privilege of acquiring this material. (Copyright 2002, Rev. Cotton Mather) E-Mail all comments to RevCottonMather@hotmail.com Don't be shy! I enjoy hearing from you. --------------------------------------------------------------------- PLAYING TO WIN: PLAYING THE GAME, BOOK II by Reverend Cotton Mather - 26 - ANXIOUS TO GET BACK TO THE GAME Just before practice on Monday, Coach Neville called me into his office. "How are you feeling, Mr. Porter?" He sat back in his chair, taking his glasses off. "I feel pretty good," I replied. "Your doctors have given you their permission to resume playing?" "Yes, sir. My only real restriction from the doctors was to stay out of the weight room for a couple of weeks after the stitches came out." He smiled briefly, knowing full well that I was only an occasional visitor to the weight rooms, anyway. "And they warned me that my ribs would take a long time to completely heal, but they would provide their own method of restraint." "Which has proven to be the case," he said. "Yes, sir, but I have been running more and more, and they've either gotten better, or else I've been learning to control it better." "That's good. That's very good. Now, I don't want to hurry you into coming back into the lineup until you are ready, so I am relying on your judgment to let me know when you want to try playing. As you know, this week's game is the last game of the regular season. The playoffs start next week. I would like to get you into a game, if even for just a few minutes, by the first playoff game. We're going to need you to be as strong as you can be by the second round of the playoffs, so I'm giving you almost three weeks to get ready." "I don't need three weeks, Coach. I want to play this Friday." "Sean, I don't know..." "Let me at least start the game, Coach, and if I'm having trouble, you can take me out. But I think I'm almost ready now, and I know I'll be ready by game day." He sighed, and pinched the bridge of his nose, his glasses dangling from his little finger. "That's very optimistic, Sean, and I should tell you, I've been getting some telephone calls these past few weeks. There are a lot of scouts who want to watch you play. I've been trying to put them off, but it's getting harder to make them readjust their schedules to accommodate ours. You would best be served if they could see you at full strength." "Scouts? You mean, besides Pickett Cropper?" He looked startled. "You've talked to Cropper?" "Well, yes, I have. He called me a couple of weeks ago." He gave me a tight smile. "Coach Cropper is a very forceful personality," he said a little ruefully. "He squeezed a lot more information out of both me and Dr. Osgood than either of us wanted to give." He grinned openly. "He's got his sights set on you, I think. His interest will bring even more focus on you, and on your teammates. Hopefully, some of the spotlight will spill onto Mr. Abbott and Mr. Johnson, too. They deserve a chance at playing at the next level." "Let 'em come, Coach. I'm ready to play. I can't tell you how buzzed I am, just thinking about getting back into a game." "Well, you'll get your chance this Friday, Mr. Porter, if that's what you'd like," he finished. He stood up, and put his glasses back on. "Shall we go out to practice?" "Yes, sir!" I hopped up, pumped about getting ready for Friday. I was really anxious to get back to the game. It was painful, but I worked hard on Monday and Tuesday at practices, and Kayla and I increased our distances in the evenings, and I was running or jogging the whole way around by then, with no rest stops. If I needed to catch my breath because of a short faster section, I just slowed my pace until I could jog comfortably and wait for my breathing to normalize. I felt great, a feeling that was no doubt enhanced by the presence of the girl I was now admitting, at least to myself, was my girlfriend. Wednesday's practice, however, did not go quite so well as the earlier days. It all started at the end of practice for the day, when Coach Neville stepped into the locker room, as we were taking off our soccer shoes and shin guards. "If I may have the team's attention for just one moment," called out Coach. He waited for the general hubbub to quiet down. "For this Friday's game, we are reverting to our original starting lineup." A lot of the players were looking at each other, not sure quite what Coach meant by his statement. He could tell that his announcement wasn't very clear, so he explained. "That is, Sean Porter will be returning to his customary position at right defense." Kevin said loudly, "All right!" There was a buzz of happy agreement from my teammates, which made me feel pretty darn good. "Bullshit!" barked Adam Prince. He was in the next row over from me and most of the rest of the team. "That's my position!" Coach peered over toward Weasel over the top of his glasses. "It was yours on a temporary basis, Mr. Prince, and you know it." "No, I didn't know it!" shouted Prince. "You gave it to Ingrams when Porter went down, and I won it from him, fair and square!" That set up a lot of grumbling among my teammates. "So?" said Eric. "All that means is that you won the temporary assignment." "No fucking way," yelled Weasel. "I won the position, not the temporary assignment." "One more outburst like that and you will be benched for the remainder of the season," warned Coach. "This is not your decision to make. Mr. Porter is our starting defenseman. End of discussion." I stood up. "You know what, Coach? Maybe it would be a fair test for me." I walked over to the next row of lockers, where Weasel was sitting. He was, for all intents and purposes, sitting by himself. The nearest player was four or five lockers down from him, another bench player. Nobody else, it seemed, wanted to be near him, even just to change clothes. "Okay, Weasel, I challenge you for the position. If you can find another player who's willing to defend for you, that is. If nobody stands up for you, you lose by default. Deal?" "You're fucking toast, Porter," he mumbled. He made sure, though, that he said it soft enough that Coach didn't hear him. "What did you say?" I asked. He was starting to really irritate me. I took a step closer to him, and Rich Ingrams, of all people, stood up and stepped in front of me. "I said, you've got a deal," spat Prince. "Tomorrow at the beginning of practice, then?" I turned to Coach, who gave a reluctant assenting nod. "Eric?" I looked over my shoulder. "You want to help me teach this young 'un a thing or two about the game?" I got a chuckle from most of the team. Eric came around and stood next to me. "It will be my pleasure, my good man," he said in his best British accent. He flipped Weasel the bird, and sauntered back to his own locker. I followed him back to my own, and sat down to finish stripping off my sweaty uniform. I was committed. My starting position depended on beating Weasel the next day, and I felt I was ready. On Thursday, Eric and I jogged out of the locker rooms and over to the track. I was pretty confident that Weasel wasn't going to be able to talk any of our teammates into playing with him on the challenge, especially after hearing from a lot of them during the course of the day, offering encouragement and support. After our first lap, however, Coach waved us off the track and over to him. He had a disgusted look on his face. "Your challenge match awaits," he said. He gestured over toward one of the far practice fields. Eric and I looked over. One of the figures was definitely Weasel, but I couldn't tell who the second person was. Coach was silent as we walked over toward the field. Whoever Weasel had talked into playing was going to get an earful from me, and was going to be run off his feet by Eric, who was walking next to me, scowling. I didn't even recognize the kid waiting with Weasel. Coach Neville did the introductions. "Gentlemen, the defenders are Adam Prince and Larry Endicott. The challengers are Sean Porter and Eric Johnson." Coach turned to Eric and I. "Mr. Endicott is a freshman from the Junior Varsity team." "What?" I asked incredulously. Was he serious? Endicott turned to Weasel. "What's going on here, Adam? You said you wanted me to play with you, that it was a challenge match, but you didn't tell me I'd have to play against Sean Porter and Eric Johnson." His face was a little pale, and he was shaking with nervousness. "I mean, it's, like, the two best players in school. I don't belong here." Weasel turned on poor Larry ferociously. "You agreed, Larry. Besides, didn't you want to show Coach Neville you're good enough to play Varsity? Now's your chance." Eric turned to Coach. "This ain't right, Coach," he pleaded. "This kid's been roped in by Weasel, probably through no fault of his own. Call it off." Coach looked at each of us in turn, his stare lingering on Weasel's face a moment longer than anyone else's. "No," he declared. "Play the challenge." He set out the simple rules, and gave Eric and I, as challengers, the first offensive attempt, from the hash mark denoting the midfield of our playing area. There were two temporary nets set up across the width of the field, our respective goals. Weasel was still trying to talk persuasively to Endicott, standing next to him in the middle of their side of the field, their backs to us to keep us from eavesdropping. He was probably explaining to him what he might see from us, paying absolutely no attention to his opponents, or to Coach, who blew his whistle to start the match without waiting for Weasel to finish up. I tapped the ball forward to Eric, who immediately took off down the sidelines, leaving both Prince and Endicott scrambling to try to catch him, an impossibility with his speed and his head start. It took less than 5 seconds for us to tally our first score. On the restart, Weasel tapped the ball to Endicott, but Eric had started less than 10 yards from him, and as soon as the kid touched the ball, Eric dropped his shoulder and shoved him off the ball, easily taking it away. He lofted a pass over Weasel's head into open space, where I picked it up, and practically strolled to the goal, for a 2-nil lead. Prince looked over at Coach, expecting a foul to be called on Eric, but Coach just stood impassively on the sidelines, arms folded as he looked on. I could see Prince muttering to himself as he trotted back to retrieve the ball I had left in their net, and he had a determined set to his face as he dribbled it up to reset an offensive try. This time, Larry passed off to Weasel. Eric called for a switch, and he ran at Weasel as I moved over to cover Larry. Weasel had just taken a few steps with the ball when Eric reached him and pushed him down hard. Weasel tumbled as he fell onto the grass, rolling over a couple of times. He scrambled up, cursing, and looked like he was going to run up to Coach and jaw at him for not calling the charge and the push. "Play on," called Coach, signaling a legal play with his arms. Coach resumed his position, legs apart and arms crossed, looking at Prince, waiting for him to complain. Seeing Coach standing there and staring at him changed his mind, however, but by then it was too late. Defenders were down 3-0, just like that, and had hardly even entered our territory, much less mounted an attack. Before restarting, Weasel conferenced with Larry for a moment. I was sure he was telling Larry to get physical, since it was obvious that Coach was going to let us play a wide-open game. Larry was at least 20 pounds lighter than Eric, and shorter even than Weasel. He didn't look like he was very pleased about having to play more physically against us. He showed some grit, though, and stepped up to the ball and tapped it to Weasel. Prince took the ball a few steps down the field, and tried lofting the ball back over to Larry. Eric leapt up and tried to head it off, but the ball just glanced off the top of his head and behind him. Larry managed to corral it, and swept in and shot the ball at our goal as I tried to close with him. I could almost hear the sigh of relief from Weasel, that he wasn't going to be skunked, as I ran over and pulled the ball out of the net and took it up to midfield for our restart. Eric tapped the ball to me, and took off downfield, Larry hot on his heels. Weasel closed on me. I could see the panic in his eyes, and when he shifted his focus for just a second, I knew what he intended. I steeled myself for the elbow he threw into my ribs as I stepped away from him just enough to take some of the force off of his blow. A flare of pain drove up my side, anyway, but I was able to absorb it, eat up the pain, and shake off the attack. As he closed with me, either intending to throw another elbow at me or to shove me off the ball, I stepped down hard on his instep, and he tripped over his own feet, crashing to the ground like a sack of potatoes. He rolled onto his back and clutched his ankle in pain, but I wasn't about to stop. Unimpeded, I headed for their goal. Endicott came toward me, but it was impossible for him to keep the ball out of the net, and he knew it. He made his choice, going back to keep Eric from taking a pass, and they both stopped and watched as I powered the ball into the goal and through the bottom of the net from about five meters out. The ball skidded under the bottom edge of the net and skipped across the grass, and ended up resting against a parking lot bumper about 20 meters away. Endicott just looked at Weasel disgustedly, and walked back to midfield with Eric and me, pointedly leaving the ball for Weasel to retrieve. Prince stared at the three of us for a moment, and then limped over to get the ball. He carried it back and threw it down on the ground. "Enough yet?" I asked him. "No!" he spat. He flailed at the ball, just clipping it off the side of his foot, and he took two painful steps in the direction the ball had spun, when he was knocked to the ground again by Eric, who stood to the side, over him, hands on his hips. "Enough yet?" Eric asked quietly. I could see anger flaring in Weasel's eyes, and he scrambled to his feet, only to be pushed back down again by Eric, who straddled him this time. "Enough." This time it wasn't a question that Eric asked, but rather a statement. Weasel's eyes were blazing, but then the uselessness of the situation set in. It was like somebody let the air out of an overfilled vinyl toy as he kind of collapsed in on himself. Lying there, he finally conceded defeat. "Yeah, all right, enough," he acknowledged. Eric stepped aside and held out his hand to help him up. Weasel looked surprised, but took the outstretched hand, perhaps half- expecting Eric to trick him and drop him as he pulled himself up, but he got hauled to his feet. Eric brushed him off, and then clapped him on his back. "Maybe next year," he said with a slight grin. "Nope," I said. "But maybe the year after that." Prince didn't look too happy about that, but he nodded in acquiescence, anyway. The four of us walked over to Coach, still standing stoically on the sidelines, as a group. That evening, I told Kayla about the challenge match as we jogged around the neighborhood. "I'm a little surprised that Adam gave in like that at the end," she said. "That's right, you know him, don't you?" I asked. "Isn't he a good friend of Bronson's?" "Brandon," she automatically corrected. She knew I was doing it on purpose, but she wasn't about to give me the satisfaction of appearing irritated. "How well do you know Weasel?" I persisted. She glanced over at me as we ran. "Well enough to know that he has temper issues," she said. "Yes, he does," I agreed. "But, judging from today's practice, maybe he can find a way to work through those issues." "He's a nice enough boy," she said. "He just needs to find a way to redirect his anger." "Hey," I said. "Maybe he can redirect his anger toward Kleenex." She looked at me, a puzzled expression on her face. "Well, that way, he'll have tissues issues," I said blandly. She stuck her tongue out at me and sped up, leaving me to scramble to catch up to her. "I told you before, don't point that thing at me unless you intend to use it," I said, puffing a little from the sprint. She gave me a teasing glance. "Oh, I intend to use it," she said. "Some day. Maybe. If you're a good boy." And she took off again. I didn't have the reserves to chase her, though, and she sped ahead of me. She finally relented about a block later, and stopped, jogging in place while I caught up, smiling at my discomfort the whole while. By the time I had dropped Kayla off and jogged home, it was almost too late, but I decided I could call over to Lori's house before I jumped in the shower. She answered on the third ring. "Lori? It's Sean." "Sean! What a pleasant surprise! It's great to hear your voice. How are you feeling?" "I feel really good," I said. She sounded really happy, happier than I had heard her, practically since I had known her. "I'm back playing," I continued. "I'm starting in the game tomorrow evening, in fact. Do you think the boys can come?" "Oh, they'd love to, Sean. Thank you for thinking of them." "I want them to be team ball boys, is that okay? They can sit on the bench and hand out water and stuff to the team, chase down balls that are kicked out of bounds, that kind of thing." "That's just wonderful! I know they'd love it." I arranged to meet her and the boys by the gate to the field before the game, so I could take Davey and Kip with me into the locker room and introduce them around. "Sean, that's lovely. Thank you so much," she said. "Like I've always told you, Lori, they're great kids. I like having them around, and I've missed them." "And they've missed you, Sean. And so have I," she added. "In fact, I..." I didn't want to get into a conversation that might take us to places better left unvisited, so I quickly interrupted her. "Have you seen Molly lately?" I asked. "As a matter of fact, I have," she replied. "She calls me every couple of days, and she's back to being my regular sitter again." "That's great," I said. "Thanks for giving her another chance." "She deserves it," she said. "And she knows it was you who gave her the opportunity." "It wasn't me," I said. "She did it herself. All I did was walk with her sometimes. She did all the heavy lifting." She laughed, a throaty sound full of amusement, with just a hint of interesting possibilities. "You are one of a kind, Sean Porter," she said. "Yep," I agreed. "They broke the mold after they made me, but only because the cracks in it made it pretty much useless." Coach Neville must have been a busy guy on Wednesday and Thursday. He also must have been quite confident about the outcome of the challenge match, because he called the list of scouts and coaches who were interested, and let them know what our schedule was for the next couple of weeks. He also called Matthew Hartigan, and gave him an interview over the telephone, casually mentioning that I would be in the starting lineup again for the last game of the regular season. As a result, the headlines in the sports section of our local paper on Friday morning were just the opposite of the previous paper. The bigger headline read "Porter To Start Tonight", and the sub-head was "Bears Soccer To Try for 14-0". While every athlete loves to see their name in the sports section, I was a little dismayed that the emphasis was on my start, rather than on the team's undefeated season. I also knew that I would rake in a fair amount of good- natured grief from my teammates after school. About an hour before the game, I met Lori and the boys at the main gate. "Sean!" "Sean!" Almost a chorus, Davey and Kip were jumping and waving as I walked up to them. "Hi, guys! You want to come into the locker room with me?" I asked. "You bet!" "Yeah!" Lori took hold of both their hands, turning them to her as she knelt down to get their attention. "Now you cowboys mind what Sean says, do you hear? He's the boss. Okay?" "Yes, Mom," said Davey. "Sean's the boss!" shouted Kip. She stood and smiled warmly at me. "Thank you again, Sean, for being such a good friend to these two. And to me." I took her hand for just a moment. "They'll mind just fine. Don't worry about them." The boys and I headed back toward the school. They raced ahead of me as I turned back to Lori. "Will you be at the game?" I asked. She smiled, her eyes glistening. "I wouldn't miss it for the world," she said. I took the boys in and introduced them around. They already knew Jorge, from when he had been helping their team's keepers, and they ran around the locker room in high gear, kicking soccer balls down the rows between the lockers, until the noise was just too much, and I had to restrain their enthusiasm, especially when Coach Simonson poked his head out of the office to see what the ruckus was all about. Davey and Kip jogged out onto the field with the team when it was time. I had instructed them about their duties as ball boys, and once we were into "game mode", they paid attention and did their best. They walked around with cups of water, and asked each member of the team if they would like one, and they lined up the game balls off the sideline so they would be ready for use. They were friendly little kids, and the entire team took to them right away. The announcer's routine of introducing the starting lineups began. I glanced up into the stands, and was surprised to see that they were full. Hartigan's article seemed to have brought out the crowds. I couldn't see Lori anywhere, but Kayla's pale blonde head was easy to find. She was sitting in the student section with some friends, talking animatedly, her hands in constant motion. I looked over into the parents' section, and my mom and my dad both waved to me. Michael was somewhere in the stadium, and I assumed that Stephen was there, also, probably mingling with the high school kids. I was completely taken by surprise when the announcer got to the defensive players, because he seemed to skip right over my name. Normally he either went in alphabetical order, offense and then defense, or else by position, right to left, but this time, after calling out the players on the offensive team, he announced Anthony Rogers on the left, Mikey Evanson as sweep, Brett Oldman as stopper, and Jorge Mendoza as keeper for the defensive team. I thought maybe he had forgotten me, but then, with the volume cranked up, he announced, "And playing in the right defensive position," and the rest was nearly lost as the crowd started yelling and whistling and stomping their feet, the sound rolling across the field as the announcer finished, "A junior, Sean Poooorrrrterrrr!" I ran out onto the field, joining my teammates already there, stunned about the introduction. They were clapping and yelling, along with the crowd. I was grateful everybody was welcoming me back onto the field, but I wished they would hold their enthusiasm until they saw how I played. That was the real question, after all. We took the field, and at the referee's whistle, our opponents, the River Oaks Lions, started the game with a pass back to their midfielders, and they spread out their forwards, trying to take advantage of the entire width of the field. Possession of the ball see-sawed back and forth, nobody mounting a real challenge, for the first ten minutes or so. I was feeling pretty good, loose and warm, even though the temperature was not that much above freezing, and I felt like I was seeing the field and the path of the ball very well. I relaxed a little, some of my worries dissipating with the plumes of my breath. About midway into the first half, the left midfielder for the Lions sent a ball high down the sidelines, trying to hit his forward. I moved into place to try to intercept, and the forward jumped in front of me to keep me off the ball. I shuffled back around him, and we both went up for the ball, our shoulders and arms bumping. I had a height advantage, and I was able to overreach him. The ball came down toward my forehead while I was at the apex of my leap, and I snapped my head to the side to head the ball back over toward Kevin. Pain flared in my rib from the impact and the jostling, but by the time I landed back on the ground, I knew it was just a short spasm. It passed as quickly as it had hit, and another small, niggling worry was dispelled. At halftime, Coach asked me how I felt. "I feel good," I said. "Good enough to play." "That's all I needed to hear," he said, and he walked over to talk to his offense. Davey brought me a big paper cup of water. "Here you go, Sean," he said, handing the water to me. I drank it down gratefully. "Thanks, Champ," I said. "Make sure everybody else gets some water, too, okay?" "You bet," he said, and he raced off to grab some more cups to hand out. I only played about twelve minutes of the second half. Coach pulled me out and put Weasel in the game. We were up 3-0 by then, and I only had about 8 or 10 touches on the ball. Coach was pretty confident we were going to win, and he didn't want to tax me on my first outing back, so I kicked back and watched the rest of the match with Davey and Kip from the bench. The boys still had to keep an eye on the ball, since one of their duties was to chase down out-of- bounds kicks, but they still were able to sit with me for most of the time. After the game ended, Lori came down out of the stands and collected her boys. "Did you guys have fun?" she asked. "Yeah!" "It was great, Mom!" She looked up at me. "You played well, as usual," she said. "There wasn't much for me to do out there tonight," I replied. "Probably just as well, anyway." "Thank you for giving Davey and Kip this opportunity to be with you, Sean." "They were a lot of fun," I said. "Maybe, if we can get a little further into the playoffs, I can talk Coach into letting them sit by me again." "I wouldn't want them taking away from your concentration," she said. "Your coach might not want the distraction." "We'll see," I said. She gathered up her kids and, amid rowdy goodbyes, herded them off toward the exit. I was kneeling down, packing up my gear bag, when Coach Neville walked over. There was another man walking with him, talking to him in a deep southern drawl. When they got to me, Coach said, "Sean, I'd like you to meet a fan of yours." The man stuck out his meaty hand for me to shake. "How you doin', son? I'm mighty glad to finally make your acquaintance on a face to face basis." I smiled and shook his hand. "Glad to finally meet you, too, Coach Cropper," I said. "Ah, hell, son, everybody just calls me Pick, and you should, too," he said with a wide grin. (Continued in Chapter 27) --------------------------------------------------------------------- Welcome to the Church of The Reverend Cotton Mather. This story is the sole property of the author, and may not be copied or downloaded for the intent of profit. Permission is freely given for anyone to download or copy for their personal pleasure or use, as long as there is no intent to charge money or barter for the privilege of acquiring this material. (Copyright 2003, Rev. Cotton Mather) E-Mail all comments to RevCottonMather@hotmail.com Don't be shy! I enjoy hearing from you. --------------------------------------------------------------------- PLAYING TO WIN: PLAYING THE GAME, BOOK II by Reverend Cotton Mather - 27 - VEILED IN CURTAINS OF ETHEREAL LIGHT Coach Pick spent a lot of Saturday with me and my family. He came to the house about 10:00 in the morning to meet my parents and my brothers, driving up in a rental Buick. He talked about Gainesville and north central Florida, about the University of Florida, and about his soccer teams. He left just before lunchtime, to go talk to another family about an hour away, but he promised to be back in plenty of time to go out to dinner with us. "You know, in Florida it's pretty darned hard to get a good steak," he said. "I took the liberty of making reservations at that there Great American Steakhouse, down in the city. I hear it's a pretty good place." "Well, yes, it's probably the best steakhouse around," confirmed my father. "Well, good an' all, then. I'll be back to pick you all up around 6:30, then, and we'll head on down there for a big, juicy steak." He shook my dad's hand with great enthusiasm, winked at my mother, and patted me on the back. "If you all can think up any more questions to ask of me, well, let fly tonight. Okay?" And with that, he was out the door and on his way to his car. Now I had to scramble to let Jake and Kayla know that I wasn't going to be available tonight. I hoped Kayla understood my having to break our date better than the last couple of girls did. Then, on the other hand, tonight I wouldn't be making the same kinds of mistakes I did with the others. I called the Lehigh house. Jake had already left for his football game, but Kayla was still home. "Hi," I said. Even over the phone lines, I could hear the smile in her voice. "Hi, Sean," she said. "Uh... Kay, I... uh... I have to postpone our date tonight." There was a brief silence at the other end. "Okay," she said. The smile in her voice was considerably diminished, which distressed me. "Look, Kay, I'm really sorry, but the coach from the University of Florida is here, and he's taking us all out for dinner tonight, and..." I paused, a thought occurring to me. It didn't happen often, so it surprised me every time one came along. "And?" "And I'm an idiot," I said. "Why didn't I think of it before? Why don't you come to dinner with us, Kay? We won't be able to go to the movie with Jake, but we'd still be together, even if it means having to spend time with my parents and my brothers." The smile was back. "Okay," she said happily. "I'll just clear it with my mom, but I'm sure it'll be okay." She dropped the phone with a clunk, and I heard her voice fade away as she started yelling for her mother through their house. A few minutes later, she came back on the phone, a little breathless. "Mom says okay." She giggled. "She also asked if you and I were an item." "An item? Like, a couple?" "Yeah, I guess that's what it means. It's parent-speak for going out together, I think. Anyway, I told her that we were just friends hanging out together. I think she knows that's kid-speak for 'an item', though." "Well, now you've got me wondering. We've actually only been on one honest-to-God date. Are we an item?" She hesitated. "I don't know," she said cautiously. "Are we?" "Well, a lot of the team thinks we are," I said. "And a lot of my friends think we are, too," she replied. Silence. "Kayla? I know we've never talked about this, and maybe it's too early, but would you consider going with me? Being my... 'item'?" "Your item? I'm not sure I want to be known as an... item." I was finding it hard to gather enough saliva to swallow the lump in my throat. "Well, then, how about my girlfriend?" "You mean, like, exclusive?" "Well, yeah, I guess. Uh... Wait a minute, no, I don't guess. I know. Yes, my girlfriend, exclusively, you and me." "You mean I won't be able to see Bronson anymore?" There was a hint of a teasing tone in her voice. "Bronson? Oh, you mean..." "You know very well who I mean," she said. "Well, right. I mean, yeah, no more Bronson." "Okay," she said brightly. I finally was able to swallow the lump. "Okay? That's great. So you'll tell Brandon you won't go out with him anymore?" "I don't need to," she said softly. "I already did, two weeks ago." We took two cars downtown, because of the number of people that were going to dinner. My parents and my brothers were in my dad's car, and I rode with Pick as I directed him over to Kayla's house. I walked up to the front door and knocked, and Mr. Lehigh opened the door and ushered me inside. "Hello, Sean," he said, pipe in hand. He gestured breezily toward the sofa in the living room, inviting me to sit down. "Hi, Mr. Lehigh." "So, Kayla tells me she's going to dinner with your family and a scout from a school somewhere in Florida?" "Yes, sir. It's actually the head coach of the University of Florida. A friend of mine named Jesse Wilhoit is playing on his team, and Jesse suggested that his coach come talk to me." "Well, that's good news," he said. "Isn't it a little soon for schools to be recruiting?" I shrugged. "I don't know, sir. He's the only one I've talked to, though, so maybe it is soon." Kayla came down the stairs, wearing a little dress that left one shoulder bare, and fit her athletic body beautifully. My mouth went dry just looking at her as she walked into the room. "Hi, Sean," she said quietly, fully aware of how I was staring at her. She kissed her father on the cheek, and I scrambled to open the front door for her as she slipped on a heavy cloth coat. "Have fun, kids," called out her dad as we walked down the sidewalk to Pick's rental car. Kay scooted over to sit in the middle of the two of us. Pick shook her hand as I introduced them, and we were off. By the end of dinner, Pick and my dad were acting like old, long lost college pals. My mom was watching their antics, occasionally shaking her head and smiling. Michael and Stephen were most interested in eating as much as they possibly could stuff into themselves, and I could only concentrate on Luscious Kayla, sitting next to me, her hand in mine under the table. After desserts and coffee, Pick paid the bill, leaving a very generous tip. "Hell, I'm on an expense account on this trip," he said with a wink at my mom. "Might as well be generous with Gator money." By the time we got back to our house, Pick had assured us that Florida would be sending me an offer sheet that included paid tuition, room and board for four years, subject to the usual physical exams, etc., etc., etc. It put a big smile on my dad's face, realizing that my college education was going to be paid by somebody other than him and my mom. Pick thanked us all for our hospitality, and promised me he would be keeping in touch. He even said he would try to come back for the state playoffs, if our team made it downstate. I borrowed my mom's car, telling my family that we wanted to meet up with the gang down at Mike's Pizza. Kayla and I hopped in the front seat, but I knew Mike's wasn't my preferred destination, and I was hoping it wasn't Kayla's, either. When I turned onto the highway away from the pizza restaurant, she gave me a grin and sidled up close to me, her arms around mine. It was cold out, even for late October, and it was starting to drizzle as we drove aimlessly for a few miles. I happened to find myself driving along the country lane toward the Gallagher's barn, where the shell of the Junior Class Homecoming float probably still sat. I pulled into the small parking area, and shut off the lights, leaving the car running so the heater could keep the interior warm for us. The drizzle was turning to indications of the first snow of the season, but it was very light, and it was melting as soon as it hit any surface. I fiddled with the radio until I found a station playing some mellower music, and turned it down low. I turned to the lovely girl sitting beside me, and put my arm around her, drawing her closer to me. She looked at me in anticipation, her lips slightly parted, her eyes half closed, and I succumbed to the unspoken offer, bending down slightly to kiss her. At the first contact of our lips together, she moaned softly, surrendering to me. Her coat was unbuttoned, and I slipped my hand around her waist, along the silken material of her dress. She crossed her leg and gently rubbed her foot against my shin as we kissed, and she melted even closer to me, her lips moving against mine in sensuous pleasure. I kissed her soft lips, and covered her cheeks, her neck, her ears, and her eyes with soft touches with my lips. She lifted her head and closed her eyes, giving in to the sensations, offering up her tender throat to my searching lips. When I reached the hollow of her throat, she whimpered, and shrugged out of her coat, reaching for my jacket to push it off my shoulders. I stopped kissing her just long enough so we could toss our coats into the back, and we reached for each other again, melting back together into a hotter, moister kiss, this one a tasting and teasing exploration involving lips and tongues. With one hand wrapped around her neck and grasping her bare shoulder, I moved my left hand back around her waist to her tummy, the palm gliding along the slick material. My fingers slid along the material, heading toward the rise of her small breast, until I gently held that handful, feeling the shape of her through the dress and her strapless bra. I caressed her that way, feeling, through the layers of material separating her skin from mine, her little button-like nipple expand. She twisted in my arms slightly, giving me access to her back, the location of the zipper holding her dress together, and I took the hint, abandoning the desirable mound of her covered flesh to work the metallic tab down from her shoulder blades to her waist, releasing the tension of her dress around her body. My hand encountered the bare flesh of her back, and my internal temperature notched up a few more degrees. I caressed the soft skin of her back, and drew a path around her side, taking the material of her dress with me, and moved away from her just enough for her to slip her left arm through the sleeve, allowing the material to fall to her waist. She stared at me, her mouth slightly open as she breathed heavily, and I put my arms around her again, and kissed her eyes and her lovely lips again. When I slipped my hand beneath the elastic bottom of her bra and cupped her naked breast, she moaned into my mouth, and thrust her tongue hard and deep into my mouth, sending streamers of white-hot pleasure shooting into my brain. Her distended nipple felt like it was etching a pattern in my palm, and I never wanted it to disappear. I drew my hand across her chest, under the bra, and held her other breast in my hand, feeling its pliant flesh and hefting its small weight, warming and branding my palm just as the other one did. Eventually, just touching wasn't enough. I had to taste them, lick and suckle on the delightful morsels my fingers were finding, and I broke our wet kiss, and scattered kisses and flicks of my tongue down the side of her neck, across her chest, until I encountered the cotton material of her bra, where I discovered the flaw in my plan. Kayla chuckled, a low and throaty sound that sent chills up and down my spine, and she reached back with both hands, until, almost magically, the small bra loosened, and she flung it off, tossing it to the side before opening her arms to me once again, offering herself up to me. She held the back of my head as I paid homage to the delights of her body, kissing and caressing and squeezing and lightly biting the wonderfully soft flesh of her breasts. As I continued to suck and lick her nipples, I dropped one hand down her midriff, sliding my fingertips underneath her dress, until I encountered the elastic waistband of her panties. I felt her suck in her tummy a little, giving my hand some more room, and my fingers slipped beneath the silky material, sliding down until I touched her curly and damp triangle of hair near the juncture of her thighs. My fingertips explored further, moving slickly through the moist folds, releasing her oily moisture onto my fingers as they delved into her most private places. My fingertips found her vagina, and just the tip of one finger dipped slightly inside, covering itself with her dampness, and then dragged upwards, opening her nether lips, until it discovered the tiny bump of her clitoris, peeking out from its hiding place. Kayla's sharp intake of breath, combined with the sudden tightening of her hold on my head, told me that she liked what was happening. I continued to suck and nibble at each swollen nipple in turn, taking time occasionally to lick the soft and salty flesh of her boobs before returning to tease and play with her sensitive tips. At the same time, my left hand was exploring between her opened thighs, delighting in the warmth and the wetness emanating from her center. From her distended clitoris to her flooded opening, her folds moved to accommodate my fingers, and as I dipped first one finger, and then two, into her hole, her walls expanded and contracted against my intrusions, keeping pressure on my fingers as I worked them in and out slowly, in time to the small thrusting of her hips and the quivering of her thighs. After a long and slow buildup, Kay finally arched her back, mashing her small boob against my mouth, and she pushed her hips up hard against my fingers, pushing two digits as deeply into her as they would go. My thumb was resting against her clit, and when she arched, the nub bumped against the ball of my thumb, and the resulting vibration pushed her over the edge. I could feel her walls clamping down on my fingers, and a small rush of additional moisture was hot as my hand was rewarded with rhythmic squeezes of her thighs and her vagina. She was clutching my head to her bosom, her arms contracting against me in an automatic reflex to her trip to the top of the mountain, followed by her leap over the cliff face, and she squeaked nearly breathlessly as the waves of pleasure cascaded over her. Finally, her orgasm passed, and she loosened her grip on my neck. I looked up at her, and saw that she was gazing down at me, her eyes shining, a happy, nearly translucent look on her face. She lifted me up by my neck gently, guiding me to her, and I kissed her, and she gave me an open-mouthed tongue-lashing by way of showing her appreciation for my ministrations. My fingers slipped from her pussy, and I wrapped my arm around her, hugging her to me as we kissed. My own internal furnace was burning white-hot, and I could feel her heat rising again, also, as we kissed. I felt her small hand touch my thigh, and she let it brush across my leg until it found the almost painful bulge in my crotch. Her tiny palm measured my erection, rubbing up and down my rampant cock slowly, her fingers caressing, gauging, teasing. I felt her fingers tiptoe up to my belt, and she struggled, one-handed, to unbuckle it. I was pretty frenzied by that point, so I broke our kiss so I could sit back and help her with the belt and the button. As she grasped the tab of my zipper, I yanked my pants apart and pushed them down and pushed my shirt up and out of the way. Kayla giggled, and worked on extracting my inflexible member from my briefs, pulling the elastic away from my hips and pushing the cotton underwear down, releasing my cock to the evening air. As she grasped my flesh, she moved up onto one knee, and pushed me back against the seat, kissing me hard again. Her hand was pumping me as she kissed me, and occasionally she would slip her hand all the way down my shaft to caress and cup my aching balls. Finally, she took some sort of pity on me, and she leaned back just a little, breaking the contact of our lips, and, staring at me and smiling all the while, she dropped her head, settled into the seat just a little, and, still looking me in the eye, stuck out her tongue and took one long, loving lap all the way up my cock, from base to tip. Just that small contact was enough to make my eyes bug out, and I lost it. Without warning to me or to Kayla, my hips bucked, the swollen head of my cock bumping her in the nose, and I started shooting, streamers of white-hot cum launching into the air in front of her face. She jerked back out of the way and then she didn't dare move, for fear of getting hit in the eye with a shot, and she watched in amazement as I shut my eyes tight, concentrating on the extreme pleasure of the hydraulics in action, squeezing out all my seed. I felt her hand grasp my spasming shaft, and she contributed by pumping me, jacking me off to keep the display going for as long as she could. When I finally collapsed back against the seat, she whispered, "Wow. That was a lot," and she lay back against me, her head on my shoulder and her hand still caressing my slowly deflating cock, as we both looked at the mess I had made. She let go of my cock and doodled with the pools of semen on my bare stomach with her fingertips, making random patterns in the milky liquid. I sighed, a contented and happy sound, and put my arm around her bare shoulder. I could feel her bare breast resting against my side, our cooling skin still feeling slightly feverish. It was a feeling I wanted to experience over and over again with her. Finally, though, she stirred, perhaps getting chilled, and she sat up and rummaged around for her purse. She opened it, and took out some tissues, and began to clean me up. I took a couple from her and helped, wiping off the steering wheel where one spray had landed. I was going to have to get out the soap and water first thing in the morning, to try to remove our scent from my mom's car, I knew. We struggled to get back into our clothes, and I opened the window to toss the sticky tissues out. I was surprised to see that the snow was still lightly falling, and the roof of the barn was sprinkled with white. It was nearly time to take her home, but we were both unwilling to break the spell completely, and we moved back together to cuddle for a few more minutes. I had both arms around her, and she was quietly nestled up to me, her head on my chest, her pale hair tickling my chin. "Sean?" Her voice was quiet, introspective, as she lay against me. "Hmmm?" "Do you remember last fall? After your playoffs?" "Mmmm... hmmm," I confirmed. "When Molly broke up with you?" I shuffled around a little nervously. I wasn't sure it was such a wise thing to be talking about one of my past failed relationships with her, so early in the game, but she was leading this conversation, and so I followed, even though I was hesitant to do so. "Yeah," I answered. "And you found out about her and that other boy?" Now I was just a little nervous. Where was this going? "Yes?" I replied. "And you watched them from the tree behind her house?" That made me sit up straight. I picked her up gently, and turned her so I could look at her face. "How did you know about that?" I asked, a little panicky. Her eyes were doe-like in the darkness, somber and huge as she looked at me. "Because I was there, too, with you," she whispered. I was shocked. "You were... Where were you? Not with Molly?" "With you," she repeated softly. "I watched you watching her, and my heart was breaking for you." Her eyes were shining now, unshed tears at the memory of that painful night of nearly a year ago. "I followed you when I saw you walking across the field, through our back yard," she continued, her voice soft in memory. "I saw you in the tree, and I heard you. When you climbed back down, I was ashamed. I couldn't let you see me, so I left, hurried back home before you would find me. I thought you would have noticed my footprints in the snow, right beside yours, and follow them back to my house, but you didn't. I wanted you to." I pulled her back to me, holding her close. "But why, Kayla? Why did you follow me? And why tell me about it now?" Her tears were dampening my shirt now, but she didn't move. I heard her sniffle a couple of times before she answered quietly, so softly I almost didn't hear her. "The snow reminded me. I went with you, because I knew what you would find, and I knew it would break your heart, and knowing it would hurt you was breaking mine. But I also knew you didn't want anyone to know of your hurt, so I left, even though it was the hardest thing I've ever done." I took a deep, shuddering breath. "But why, Kay? Why... Why was it hard for you? Why did you... Why?" I didn't know what to ask, much less how to ask it. But she knew what I was asking, better than I did, just as she had probably always known. "Because... you needed me to be there, even if you didn't really know, except deep down, that I was with you. And I needed to be there, too." She paused, and in her hesitation, I suddenly did know. And I probably knew it all along, at some level, so her next few words didn't really surprise me. "Because I love you," she continued, getting stronger as she finally said the words she had waited so long to say. "Because I've always loved you, for almost as long as I've known you." And she cried, tears of happiness and tears of release mixing together, as we sat there, holding each other for a few minutes more, as the snow settled around us, veiling us in curtains of ethereal light. (Continued in Chapter 28) --------------------------------------------------------------------- Welcome to the Church of The Reverend Cotton Mather. This story is the sole property of the author, and may not be copied or downloaded for the intent of profit. Permission is freely given for anyone to download or copy for their personal pleasure or use, as long as there is no intent to charge money or barter for the privilege of acquiring this material. (Copyright 2003, Rev. Cotton Mather) E-Mail all comments to RevCottonMather@hotmail.com Don't be shy! I enjoy hearing from you. --------------------------------------------------------------------- PLAYING TO WIN: PLAYING THE GAME, BOOK II by Reverend Cotton Mather - 28 - THE ALL-STATE CHEER Can a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl really know what love is? Even in my own overheated and taxed brain, that question haunted me all night. Long after I had dropped Kayla off at her house, sharing another searing kiss full of promise, I was still bothered by what she had told me. In the intervening years since, I have discovered that there have been exceptional children who have known their hearts early on. Joan of Arc was 12 when she first heard the voices that put her on the path of martyrdom, and Shakespeare infused a 13 year old Juliet with some of the most touching and memorable lines in English literature (even though his model for Juliet, from the Italian tale "The Tragicall Story of Romeus and Juliet", was 16). I could not presume then, nor can I presume even now, 20 years later, that my Luscious was as resolute as St. Joan or Juliet. In fact, in my own mind, aside from the implications of having a girlfriend who was "in love" with me, I was still able to appreciate the undeniable fact that Kayla was gorgeous, she had an uninhibited streak, and she was all mine. Now I just had to figure out a way not to blow it. As we did our homework each evening, there seemed to be more of an intimacy between us, and Jake was well aware of it, and did his best not to interfere too much, or give me too much shit about it when Luscious wasn't around. Sometimes, though, he just couldn't help himself. All the next week, every time he passed me in the hall at school, he would punch me in the arm hard. "Keep your mitts off my little sister," he said one time. "You can kiss, but you'd best not touch," came another warning. "I'd better not find no fingerprints where none should be," he threatened another time. I whirled and grabbed him by the arm that time, and pulled him off to the side. "And I'd better not hear about you searching for fingerprints where you shouldn't be looking," I said. He looked a little surprised, then shocked, and finally, seeing my grin, he chuckled. "Okay, deal," he said. But just for good measure, he gave my arm another pop. I didn't give him the satisfaction of seeing me rubbing the bruise he caused. Coach Neville worked on getting us prepared for the playoffs. We were seeded first, and had home field advantage all the way through the tournament, until the final four teams traveled downstate to play, still three weeks away. This was a change from last year, when the sectionals were held at a neutral field at a local college. We didn't mind not having to travel to our games. It just meant that we could pack our stands with a good-sized crowd. If all went well, we would be playing two games a week until the state playoffs. Our first game was against Lincoln Valley, the team we had absolutely pummeled earlier in the season, beating them by a score of 11-0. On the one hand, I was looking forward to playing against the Bozo Brothers one more time, but on the other hand, it was a little depressing that their team actually made it into the playoffs. Surprisingly, they only had three losses all season long, which probably only pointed out to all and sundry that our conference was not particularly strong in soccer. Still, it was tempting to look beyond Lincoln Valley to see which opponents might be coming up for us to play. Watching the film on Thursday, it was apparent that Lincoln Valley was playing a stronger game now than they did earlier in the season. Maybe their coach had been able to infuse some religion into their front lines, their weakest positions. Then again, considering the strengths of our conference, maybe it was just that they were shown playing weaker opponents. On Friday, the Metro Times, the big city newspaper, came out with their statewide prep rankings for all the fall sports, along with their All-Conference selections. The big news for us was the selection of Jorge Mendoza in the net, Eric Johnson as a midfielder, and Trent Abbott as forward joining me as All-Conference players, with Mike Evanson and Kevin Soranno also listed as outstanding players, even though they didn't make the All-Conference team. No other team in the area placed more than two players on their respective All-Conference teams, and in our conference, only Rockton Heights had two players named. All the other teams were represented by one player, including Lincoln Valley, whose stopper was selected. As we were in the locker room getting prepared for the game, the mood was loose and light, with a substantial amount of good-natured ribbing aimed at all of us whose name had been in the paper. Matt Hartigan was also in the locker room, talking with Eric and Trent, gathering up tidbits for his own article for the local rag about the game. Eric and I did our customary laps around the field before the game, but we couldn't check out the opposition, because the Lincoln Valley team was still unloading from their buses. We rejoined our teammates and flopped to the ground to stretch out, taking our time and doing more joking and relaxing than stretching. The football team was playing on Saturday, so the stands were filling up fast. The student section was already packed, and Jorge, Eric, Anthony and I walked over to the fence to take a look at the crowds. Keisha and Ayesha came down to say hello, and Kayla came hopping down the steps to join them when she saw me there. She stuck her fingers through the fence, and I held them with mine as we stood there. "Play well, Sean," she said, her eyes shining with happiness. "I'll try," I said. "It might be a little tough out there, though, what with all these All-Conference guys wanting to hog the ball all the time." I glanced over to make sure Eric and Jorge heard me. I didn't want to waste a good opportunity to hand them some shit. Eric heard me, and was studiously ignoring me. Jorge was standing by the fence on his far side, and all his brothers and sisters, including Kristina, were gathered in front of him, talking excitedly to him, so he wasn't paying any attention to me at all. Kristina was concentrating on ignoring me, too. I certainly couldn't blame her. She had joined a growing list of females I have disappointed and failed over the past couple of years. I fervently hoped that my losing streak with women was at an end as I turned back to Luscious, still clutching my fingers. "I don't think I'll have to worry about you not getting your touches on the ball, Porter," she said. "Somehow, you'll find a way." I smiled at her. "During practices, I'm a ball hog," I said. "During games, the ball can stay on the other side of the field, for all I care. Fewer chances for me to fall down and embarrass myself." "And us," said Eric, still ostensibly chatting with Keisha. Jorge and Anthony were headed back toward the bench. I waved to Kay, and Eric and I ran up to join them. I put my arm around Jorge's shoulder. "Hey, amigacho, I never got to congratulate you." "Thanks, Sean. It was a surprise, I tell you." "Not to me, it wasn't," I said. "You've been directing the defense like you've been doing it your whole life." He grinned at me. "I have been doing it my whole life," he said. "Yeah," I agreed. "I guess you have, at that." I dropped my arm off his shoulder. "Hey, Jorge, is Kristina still going out with Paco?" He shot me a surprised glance. "I thought you was wrapped up with Jake's sister," he said. "Oh, I am," I said hurriedly. "I still feel bad about how that all went, that's all. I just want her to be happy." He shrugged. He was able to squeeze entire conversations into his silent gestures, a gift few kids our age had acquired. "Yeah, she happy, I guess. At least she's liking the worship. Paco is completely whipped, man. He just walk around all moony eyed, staring at her all the time, hanging around the house until Papa, he tells him to go home. Gives me the creeps." "You want me to help you chase him off?" "Nah. Kristina's enjoying being the center of attention with him around. And he's basically a good guy. Hell, I'm the one got them together, why am I complaining? Let her have her fun. At least it's with somebody who treats her good." "Yeah," I said grumpily. "Her last boyfriend didn't treat her so well." He just looked at me for a moment, expressionless. "No, he din', did he?" he said quietly. "But I t'ink he learned from it pretty good now." "Yes, he did," I reluctantly agreed. We left it at that. Everybody has their own pre-game preparations that they go through, personal time to get them into game mentality, and I stepped away from everybody and started on my routines. I liked to stand with my toes on the chalk of the sidelines and stare out onto the field, setting up my own imaginary borders. I liked to think of myself as a benevolent dictator of my territory, allowing transgressors reasonably safe passage, unless they were carrying contraband, in the form of a soccer ball. In that case, the dictatorship became considerably less benevolent, and stepped much closer to being militarily threatening. I pictured, in my mind, patrolling my borders, friendly and relaxed, but still oh so watchful, wary of any strangers who ventured across my invisible boundaries, ready to strike against any incursion. I stepped back and grabbed a cup of water, just as the announcer started up with the starting lineup. He announced the lineup for the visiting team, and it took me a moment to realize, as he called out the Lincoln Valley left forward starting player as Bruce somebody or other, that the guy's name wasn't really Bozo One. He used almost the same routine for calling out our team's starters that he used the previous week, except that he added the All- Conference honors for Eric and Trent. Once again, the crowd got louder and louder as he started with the defensive side, starting with Anthony, and then announcing Mikey and Brett. As they trotted out onto the field, the noise level went up another notch as the announcer's voice intoned, "Starting as goalkeeper, a sophomore, and an All-Conference selection, Jorge Mendoooozaaaaa!" And the grandstand started shaking as the entire crowd stomped their feet and yelled and whistled. The announcer paused to let the noise settle just a little before continuing, "And at right defense, a junior, also an All-Conference selection, Sean Pooorrrterrrr!" I ran out and high-fived all my teammates, and clapped Jorge on the back. "Welcome to Adulation Central, buddy," I said. "But don't get too used to it. Five minutes after our season is done, we're back to being plain old Mendoza and Porter, B-average students." "Don't I know it," he replied as we jogged back to the sidelines. "Can't get a swelled head over playing a game." The game was even easier than our regular-season game. The Lincoln Valley coaches had apparently instructed their players, under penalty of permanent substitution, to keep the ball out of the left offensive half of the field, where Kevin and I were patrolling. They repeatedly attacked our left, only to be rebuffed time and again. Because there was no pressure at all on our side, Kevin shifted over about 15 meters, covering more of the middle, allowing Mikey and Robert, our center midfielders, to shift over a little, giving Eric and Anthony a buffer. Lincoln Valley was essentially playing a half- field game on our half, cutting down on their offensive options by more than 50 percent. Their only real scoring opportunity came on a corner kick late in the first half. Jorge boxed up everybody on the line, and put Anthony on the near post and me on the far post, and he positioned Brett 5 meters out and in the middle. The corner kick came in high and lazy, and we were able to block out all their players as Jorge went up and easily snagged the ball out of the air. He punted it down to the midfield stripe, where Javier picked it up, passed it over to Jimmy on the right, who dribbled it down the sidelines against the defender, stopped and crossed it about 15 meters in front of the goal. Conference scoring leader Trent Abbott was right there, crowding out the stopper with his back and arms, and he took the pass with his right foot, sweeping the ball off his instep into the top left corner of the net, over the outstretched arms of the Lincoln Valley keeper. It ended up as a 9-0 drubbing, and we left the field satisfied with the win, and looking forward to our next opponent, to be played on Sunday, and who was sure to be more of a challenge than the hapless Lincoln Valley team. And, at Sunday's game, they were more of a challenge, but it was still a pretty easy win for us. Coach even pulled his core group in favor of giving some of his bench players a little more playing time. Trent, Eric, Jorge, and I sat together on the bench for most of the second half, soaking up the weak sun and relaxing, for a change, as the second team held on to win, 6-1. The next week, we were surprised and a little disappointed when we learned that Rockton Heights, our conference rivals, got beat in their playoff game over the weekend, on a power play when one of their players got a red card and had to leave the game. Playing short, they got beat off the ball, and the Shady Grove Orioles walked off with the win, 3-2. "What the hell kind of mascot is an oriole?" asked Eric, when he heard about Rockton's defeat. "Doesn't exactly instill fear in the hearts of their opponents, does it?" said Trent. "Maybe all the good animals were taken," suggested Mikey. "Maybe so, but orioles? Might as well just call yourselves the Yapping Dachshunds, or the Mighty Angry Turtledoves, or something. At least if you were the Fighting Statisticians, you could clobber your opponents with your briefcases." Eric just shook his head, chuckling, while the rest of us laughed. "I wouldn't take the Orioles too lightly, were I you," warned Coach Neville ominously. "Shady Grove has two players in particular who are very good. All-Conference selections, in fact, in a conference full of fairly athletic teams." He took off his glasses and casually polished them with his loosened tie as he glanced at me with a small smile. "Interestingly, both of their Conference players work the left offensive side. Perhaps Mr. Porter, here, will finally face a bit of a challenge." "Yeah, great," I said. "Just remind Kevin and Robert to keep the ball on the offensive side of the field, okay?" "By the way, I just got word of something that might be of interest to you, Mr. Porter, and to Mr. Abbott, also." He stood, and the entire team quieted down expectantly. "Earlier this afternoon I received a telephone call from the State Athletic Board. I have just been informed that Sean Porter and Trent Abbott have both been selected for first-team All-State honors." The whole room erupted. Trent and I high-fived each other. "Ah, but I am not finished," interrupted Coach. "Second-team All- State honors are accorded to Eric Johnson at midfield. Congratulations to all three players." I grabbed Eric by the shirtsleeve and dragged him up to stand with Trent and me. We draped arms around one another, the three of us, basking in the show of appreciation from our teammates. "Now, if I may continue for a moment," called Coach. He had his hands in the air, calling for a little quiet again. "All of these honors for these individuals are fine, and well justified. However, those accolades will be all the sweeter if they can also be accompanied by a trip downstate. And to do that, we have some hard work to do this week." And, with that, Coach Simonson fired up the projector, and analysis of our last game began. On Tuesday, I called Lori to see if Davey and Kip would like to work for the team as ball boys again on Sunday. We had a game on Thursday, and perhaps I was looking too far ahead, but the way we were playing made me pretty confident we would at least be playing on the weekend. "Oh, I know they would love it," she said. "Great. It'll be easier for them this time, now that they know the guys, and they know what they will be expected to do," I said. "Thank you, Sean. And I believe congratulations are in order, too." "Well, the talent pool for defenders must be a little shallow this year," I said. "I really shouldn't have been picked, since I missed two games entirely, and half of a third." "That's baloney, and you know it," she told me. "You deserved the honor, just as you earned it last year, too." "Don't get me started on last year," I said. "The only reason I even got noticed is because of the publicity surrounding the situation that got me into the game in the first place." "Maybe so," she said. "But that doesn't detract from the fact that you played well enough, in spite of the pressure, to earn that recognition." "Well, thanks, Lori. I knew I could count on you to boost me up a little. I appreciate it." Even through the low-fidelity of the telephone, I could hear the humor in her voice. "I'm just telling the truth here, Sean. Besides, I owe you more than you'll ever know." "What? How do you figure?" She hesitated. "I'll tell you about it sometime, Sean." She paused again, sounding unsure of herself. "Sean? On Sunday?" "Yes? Sunday? At the game?" "Yes. At the game." She paused once more, and then seemed to change her mind about something. "I'll just see you Sunday, Sean. At the same gate?" "Sure," I said, more confused than ever. My confidence was not misplaced. Our game on Thursday was against the Apple Valley Tigers. They were a good team - they had to be, to make it this deep into the playoffs - but Apple Valley was a tiny community, and their high school was one of the smallest in our area. Their starters were decent players, but when they had to go to their bench, they were vulnerable. Their strategy for our playoff game was to double cover Trent as much as possible. It would have been a sound plan if Trent was our only offensive threat, but as it worked out, it was a courageous but foolhardy plan. Once their strategy was figured out, Eric and Robert stopped trying to feed the ball into Trent, and shifted their focus to the other side, moving the ball over to Kevin, Jimmy and Javier. Because of the double team, somebody was going to be open, and we were able to spread the field out all the way to the sidelines with passes, forcing the Tigers to scramble to cover. Eventually they had to pull their offensive middle guy back to help defend, allowing us to pull another player up to attack, while leaving their chances of moving the ball into our half on a scoring opportunity pretty minimal. The final result was another too-easy win, 5-0. We found out the next morning that Shady Grove also advanced. Our Sunday game would be against the Orioles. On Sunday afternoon, about an hour before game time, I was standing at the gate, waiting, when I saw Davey and Kip come running up. Davey grabbed at the handle and swung the gate open, and they both dashed in and grabbed me around my waist. "Hi, Sean!" "Hi, Sean!" "Hi, guys, how have you been?" I asked, trying without success to disentangle myself. Lori came walking up, a big smile on her face. There was a man I didn't know walking with her. "Hey, Lori," I said. "Sean I'd like you to meet David McMasters. David, this is Sean Porter." McMasters was a big man, with a big, open face. He looked to be older, maybe around 30, and there were laugh lines etched around his mouth, evidence of a seemingly friendly guy. He stuck out his hand, and I shook it. He nearly shook my arm off with enthusiasm. "Glad to finally meet you, Sean. Lori's been talking so much about you, I feel like we've been friends for a long time!" he practically shouted. "Really?" I shot Lori a glance, but she was just standing beside him, smiling affectionately at David's introduction. "Oh, yes," he continued. "And the boys! My goodness, they think you're the tops!" "The tops?" What the hell were the tops? I had no idea, but apparently they were good things. "Absolutely! Right, boys?" said David as he turned, looking around for Davey and Kip. They had already run down the path toward the door into school, though, and he just shook his head in bemusement. "Those boys move faster than just about anything else I've ever seen," he said with a smile. He held out his arm for Lori. "Well, come on, then, Mrs. W., we'd best be finding our seats in the stands, hadn't we?" Lori was almost floating above the ground as she slid her arm through his proffered elbow. "Yes, David," she said. She looked back to me, her entire face aglow. "And thank you again, Sean. This means the world to me, and to the boys." And they walked off together. David was almost a foot taller than Lori, but somehow it didn't look funny at all. It looked kind of nice, especially when I saw him moderate his naturally longer stride to accommodate Lori's shorter step. I smiled and shook my head, and then walked over to where the boys were waiting as patiently as they could, by the door to the locker room. It was time to prepare for the game. Maybe the Shady Grove mascot was weak and goofy, but the team was not. At the referee's opening whistle, they started an offensive set that was quick and effective in getting the ball down close to our goal. They were not afraid to use the sidelines, and they relied on their speed and agility to make crossing passes to their forwards in front of the net. Their first attack, on our left side, slipped by Eric, skirted the line, and their midfielders and forwards all attacked, leaving Anthony to scramble to stay with their right forward, who was handling the ball. Even so, Anthony was a step behind him when he lofted a cross into the box, and defenders and attackers alike went up to try to head it. Brett Oldman managed to muscle his mark off the ball, and he headed the ball over toward me, but I had two opponents on me almost before I got to the ball. I managed to knock it off the shin of one of their players, and it caromed out of bounds, skidding along the fence. Davey tossed me another ball as I stepped out to handle the throw, and I caught it and immediately turned and whipped it as far as I could down the line, hoping that Kevin or Jimmy would be able to snag it. Kevin trapped the ball, a defender right behind him with his hand on Kevin's back, but he was still was able to sideswipe the ball into the center, where Robert picked it up, passing it over to Eric right away, who was momentarily open. As soon as the Orioles defenders recognized that Eric had the ball, they dropped back, picking up their assignments, and their midfielders and forwards came back to assist, blanketing their half of the field with players. I thought that their forwards and midfielders were going to be exhausted by halftime, trying to play both sides of the ball like that. If they built up a lead by then, though, they could afford to play keep-away during the second half, without the need to mount any offensive charges. Eric couldn't advance the ball, so he passed back to Anthony, back across the midfield stripe, and we reset while the Orioles came back over to try for an interception. Jorge and Mikey recognized the pattern at about the same time I did, so we spread out in the back and passed the ball laterally, Mike to me, me to Brett, Brett to Anthony, until we could find an opportunity to advance it. We were able to work the ball up to Kevin and Robert occasionally, but we didn't seem to be able to move it forward any further than that, and the ball kept on returning back to us. Then, on an unintentionally soft pass from Robert to Anthony, a Shady Grove midfielder managed to intercept. He split the field, running in the seam, as Anthony and Mike angled toward him. Brett picked up the center forward, but that left their right forward open, behind Anthony, and the midfielder threaded a pass over to him. He stopped the ball with his right foot, took two shambling dribbles, and launched a shot at goal. Jorge was awake and paying attention, though. He trusted Brett to hold off the man in the center, and had kept one eye on the ball, and one eye on the forward behind Anthony. When the pass was made, Jorge was as ready as he could be. He rushed out at the forward, cutting down on the shooting angle, and managed to block the ball, deflecting it over toward the right post. The Orioles forward on my side saw the opportunity, and ran hard toward the loose ball, but I was right with him, and I managed to shoulder him away, keeping my arms and elbows tucked. I took the ball out from his reach with my left foot, and popped it back toward the sidelines. My opponent looked to the referee, perhaps looking for an obstruction call or a charge, but the referee indicated a legal play, telling him to play on. The game seesawed back and forth like that all the first half, and by the time the referee blew his whistle for halftime, I was pretty winded. I looked at the rest of my team, and they were looking like they felt the same as I did, tired and blowing hard, but still coming off the field feeling like we had accomplished something, keeping them out of our goal. Their offensive lineup had to be even more winded than we were, and they had nothing to show for it. Of course, neither did we, but I knew that Eric and Trent couldn't be shut out for the entire game. Something would happen. In fact, Eric, Trent, Javier, Jimmy, and Robert were huddled together with Coach Simonson, trying to come up with just that something. At the start of the second half, I was feeling pretty decent again. On our kickoff, we moved the ball back to Eric, and Trent took off downfield at a hard sprint, part of the play they had designed. Eric launched a high pass down the sidelines, leading Trent by about 10 meters, and Trent picked it up from over his shoulder at a dead run, and kept on going. Eric, meanwhile, relying on his speed, ran as hard as he could, angling in toward the middle, with Javier heading toward the right side, in front of Eric, for a diversion. The Orioles sweeper loped out to cut off Javier, and their stopper warily came out to try to track Eric. Trent put on the brakes, and his defender scrambled to stop and reverse, but Trent was open for long enough. He powered a crossing pass to Eric, and the Orioles stopper closed on him, keeping him from a clear shot. He stayed off Eric, though, fully expecting him to try to make a move around him, but instead, Eric one-touched the ball back into open space in front of Trent, who was now in full stride, bearing down on goal, with his defender two steps behind him in a delayed reaction to the play. The ball reached Trent's left foot in stride, and he swept it off his laces, over the keeper's head, and into the high far corner of the net, for the first goal of the game. The stands erupted with cheers, and from the student section came the syncopated cry, "All State! All State! All State!" in honor of the offensive combination of Eric Johnson and Trent Abbott. On the Orioles restart, it became apparent that they, too, spent halftime coming up with adjustments. They still loaded up the offensive side, but this time they sent more players into the middle and their left. The ball came over to their left midfielder, and his forward took the sideline route, so I was forced to guard the passing lane, until Kevin could come back to pick up the man with the ball. The forward slipped ahead of me, back toward his midfielder, and got the ball, and then immediately passed it back over as the midfielder stepped closer to the center. They worked a two-man game against me, keeping the ball moving between the two of them and away from either Kevin or me, staying near the sidelines, moving constantly into open spaces. On the one hand, it was a clever way of keeping the ball down in our area of the field. On the other hand, it didn't really advance the ball, and eventually something would have to be done. Mikey Evanson forced the issue by sliding over to make it three on two. He stepped in front of the midfielder and intercepted, but all he could do was knock the ball to the side, instead of control it. The ball was headed just behind me, with the Orioles forward in front of me. He stepped to the side, probably intending on retrieving the ball as it passed behind me, and so he was caught. I heeled the ball back to Mikey on a give-and-go, and took off upfield, knowing that Mikey would do the right thing, one-touching it back to me. I was just running up to the Orioles midfielder when the ball came at me from Mikey, and I stepped in front of it, still with my back to it, and let it run up my left leg. I boosted it up and over, and Jesse Wilhoit's Alley-Oop One-Man Give-And-Go looped over the surprised midfielder's head, landed bouncing on the other side for me to pick up, and I headed downfield with just one defender between me and the corner of the box. I angled a hard pass just in front of Javier, and he feinted at it, making the keeper hesitate, and let it go past him so that it could hit Trent, who rocketed it past the diving Oriole keeper for goal number two. Trent came running over to me, and jumped up and landed on me, and we both fell to the ground. Eric jumped onto both of us, and the pileup began as we yelled and screamed. The student section started up with their "All State! All State!" cheer again as we slowly extricated ourselves, and we jogged back to our side of the field side by side, Eric and Trent and I. It was all over but the shouting. The Orioles coach had to substitute his midfielders, who had run the field as hard as they could, but they were scrambling to make something of nothing by then, and all their offensive tries were rebuffed. We were content to play the time out, and the clock worked in our favor, running the Orioles out of time before they could score. We were headed downstate. (Continued in Chapter 29) --------------------------------------------------------------------- Welcome to the Church of The Reverend Cotton Mather. This story is the sole property of the author, and may not be copied or downloaded for the intent of profit. Permission is freely given for anyone to download or copy for their personal pleasure or use, as long as there is no intent to charge money or barter for the privilege of acquiring this material. (Copyright 2003, Rev. Cotton Mather) E-Mail all comments to RevCottonMather@hotmail.com Don't be shy! I enjoy hearing from you. --------------------------------------------------------------------- PLAYING TO WIN: PLAYING THE GAME, BOOK II by Reverend Cotton Mather - 29 - THE END OF THE SEASON The team was scheduled to take a bus down to the University campus, where the playoffs would continue, on Thursday morning. Our semifinal game would be played Friday night, and the winners of Friday's games would meet for the championships on Sunday afternoon. After practice on Wednesday, Kayla and I were sprawled in my family room. On this last evening before I had to leave for a few days, Jake was being uncharacteristically sensitive, making himself scarce and allowing us a little alone time. We were supposed to be doing homework, but we really weren't in the mood, so we were blowing it off in favor of some down time. The television was on, but it was just noise. We weren't paying any attention to it at all. My mother was puttering in the kitchen, getting dinner ready. Stephen was upstairs, presumably doing homework, but probably reading comic books. Michael was still at work, and Dad was probably on his way home from work. Kay had become a fixture in our household, staying for dinner about half the time during the week, and my mom was treating her more and more like a daughter, and less like her middle son's girlfriend. It was very weird. With a quick glance toward the kitchen door, Kay came crawling across the carpet to me as I was leaning against the couch, the book I was supposed to be reading for English open in my lap. She kissed my cheek, her eyes wide open, and when I turned to kiss her lips, her eyes crossed as she puckered up. I couldn't help myself. I burst out laughing. She kept her eyes crossed as she leaned back. "It's not nice to laugh at someone who's being nice to you," she said, trying hard to keep a straight face. She couldn't hold it, though, and she started laughing hard, holding her stomach. Between gasps, I said, "If you keep on doing that, your face is going to freeze like that." "But would you still love me, even if that happened?" she asked teasingly. Her eyes uncrossed, and she shook her head like a dog, getting her focus back. "Of course I would. You're luscious even when you can't see straight," I said. She wrapped her arms around my neck and leaned against me, resting the tip of her nose on mine, our faces so close I was seeing double. Two of Luscious. Lucky me, I thought to myself. "And I'd still love you, even if you didn't have that adorable little scar on your lip," she said. She gave my scar a quick kiss, and then flopped back to sit next to me on the floor. She reached over and pulled her history book over and put it on her lap. "Back to work, sluggard," she said. She opened the book and flipped through the pages, looking for the chapter she was supposed to be reading. "You're right," I said, not moving a muscle. "I'm a no-good, lazy and stupid sluggard of a jock. I shouldn't be allowed to roam loose in public." She peered at me. "That's true," she agreed. "Okay, no going out in public for you, jock. At least, not without a keeper. By the way, did you know that I'm a qualified keeper? Licensed and everything." "Really? Can I see?" She reached for her purse and pulled out her learner's permit for driving, which she had just recently gotten. She handed it to me. "See? Right there," she said, pointing. "It says that I am authorized to accompany all lazy and no-good jocks at any time. Do you want to hire me?" "How much would I have to pay you?" "Oh, we can work out suitable wages," she said, a promise implicit in her words and her knowing smile enough to make me break out in a sweat. After dinner, I borrowed my mom's car to drive Kayla home. I stopped for just a moment halfway between my house and hers and turned the lights off. She was sitting next to me, and when I stopped the car, she looked over into my eyes. "You're very bad," she said with a saucy smile. As much as I wanted a quick make-out session with her, there was something I really needed to ask her, though. I put both hands on her shoulders and turned her toward me. Her eyes were lidded, and her mouth was slightly open, anticipating a kiss. It was too much to resist, so I kissed her softly. Her lips nibbled and caressed my bottom lip, and her tongue traced the edges of my scar, sending bolts of light and heat through my nervous system, but I knew we didn't have time to get carried away, so I reluctantly broke away from her and held her so I could look into her face. "What?" she asked, a little irritably. "Kay, I need to talk to you for just a minute." In the dark interior of the car, I could see her eyes picking up ambient light from the streetlight, a half a block away. "Okay," she said quietly. I saw her eyes soften as she realized how serious I was. "I'm leaving tomorrow for the tournament," I said. "I'll be gone all weekend." "Yes, I know." "I... I just need to know that you'll be here, waiting for me, when I get back." She giggled softly. "Sean, it's just for one weekend. You're not going away for a year." I was a little flustered. "I know. It's just... last year..." She leaned forward and kissed me softly, sensuously, a kiss full of possibilities. "I'll be here," she whispered. "I'm not going anywhere without you." "I had to ask, Kay..." "I understand, Sean. I saw what happened. I'm not like her." "I know you're not, it's just..." She kissed me one more time to shut me up. "Go. Play well. Bring home the championship. Don't let anything break your concentration, especially worries about me. I've been here for you for longer than you know, and I'm not giving up on you, just because you're going to be out of town for a few days. Call me every night and let me know how it's going, if you'd like. In fact, you'd better call me every night, even if it's just to say hello." She sat back, apparently satisfied that all was now settled. I guessed that it probably was, so I dropped the car back into gear, turned the headlights back on, and drove her home. That night, alone in my bed, I made a secret vow to myself. This girl was too precious to let slip away. I knew I had to work hard to keep her on my side, and I was going to try my damnedest to not fuck up for a change. The bus ride downstate the next day was boring. Farm field after farm field, as flat as land could possibly be, and drearily cloudy and dim. I tried to sleep most of the way, but only managed to doze off and on for much of the trip. There was a magazine being passed around among the guys, with a lot of whispering and laughing going on. I tried to ignore it as it moved around the bus, down the opposite rows of seats from where I was sprawled. I thought it was probably a Playboy or some similar contraband that somebody had managed to sneak on, and I was a little surprised when, about halfway through our trip, I glanced toward the front of the bus and saw Coach Neville reach out and take the magazine. He opened it and read something, and then smiled and handed it back to Brett, who was sitting right behind Coach and his wife. There was an air of good humor, and I wasn't a part of it. Grumbling, I squirmed in my seat, trying to find a more comfortable position so I could go back to sleep. Coach saw my distress, and finally stood, holding himself steady by hanging on to seats on either side of the aisle as he faced the rear of the bus. His voice was loud, carrying over the whine of the tires on the highway. "What do you think, team? Should we tell him?" Tell him? What the hell was he talking about? I sat up and rubbed my face. I was feeling pretty cramped and miserable. "Nah," said Eric. He was across the aisle from me, and he was smiling like he had a secret he was dying to tell as he glanced over at me. "What?" I asked him crossly. "What are you talking about?" That set the entire bus to laughing. They were all nuts, I thought, but I kept my mouth shut. See? I had learned something of value over the past few weeks. Coach came down the aisle toward me, swaying with the movement of the bus, almost pulling himself along with his hands on the backs of the seats. He got up to my row, and handed me the Playboy magazine. "Here," he said, smiling. "Read and enjoy." He stood there while I took the magazine from his hand. It wasn't a Playboy, after all. It was the latest copy of Youth Soccer Today, the official magazine of the American High School Soccer Association. I thumbed through it, wondering what was going on. On page 10 there was a big article about the YST All-American Team, but I had already heard that there weren't any players on the boy's teams from our state listed. "Try page 24," suggested Coach Neville. I flipped open the magazine to page 24. The article was entitled "The Top 100 Players To Watch". It listed the players the author and the magazine considered to be the best players, aside from the All- American selections, in the country. The players were listed in alphabetical order, and a couple of pages further on, I found that somebody had highlighted the following listing: "PORTER, Sean: A junior defenseman on a high school team ranked in the Top 20 nationwide, Porter is the anchor upon which the team's strengths are attached. Incredible firepower in their offense (averaging over 7 goals per game) this season has been achievable because of the stifling defense that shuts down opponents, no matter how powerful (averaging less than 1 goal against for the season). In fact, no team has scored more than 2 goals against this team as of this writing, and Sean Porter is the key factor." "Is this a joke?" I asked, handing the magazine back to Coach Neville. Surely it was an elaborate practical joke. Somebody went to a lot of bother to print up this phony magazine. "No joke, Mr. Porter," he said, a wide smile splitting his face. "I believe congratulations are in order." He began clapping, and everybody on the bus followed suit. I was in shock. I looked over to Eric for confirmation, and he was applauding along with everybody else, grinning at me. "You the man, Seanster," he yelled. It was very difficult for me to agree with that. I didn't feel like I had accomplished much this year. In fact, I felt like maybe I had cheated somebody somewhere along the line, to have them write something like that, something so obviously false, about me. I leaned back in my seat and stared out the window desultorily, embarrassed by the attention I was getting when it was really the entire team who deserved the praise. Sure, maybe I contributed to the team's success at times during the past year plus, but to think that Eric and Trent were successful because of my play was just ludicrous. How come nobody else could see how ridiculous this all was? I closed my eyes as the noise in the bus died down again, but I couldn't persuade my brain to shut down, and dark thoughts to match the day were my companions for the rest of the trip downstate. It was cold and rainy when we got off the bus at our hotel. Both coaches had brought their wives along, and Mrs. Neville and Mrs. Simonson helped us sort out our room assignments for the weekend. We were staying four to a room, and I was rooming with Eric, Trent and Anthony. We only had two keys between the four of us, and we decided that Eric and Trent would be in charge of them. We had a practice session scheduled, and Coach had requested that we be in our practice uniforms when we met in the lobby of the hotel. The bus was idling outside the door. "Okay, men, if I may have your attention, please." Coach Neville raised his arms for quiet. "Thank you. Coach Simonson will be leading you over to the practice fields. They are about two miles from here. I will meet you there with the bus." There was a lot of confused murmuring. Finally, Rich spoke up. "We're not taking the bus over?" he asked. "No, you're not," he said. "Think of it as your warm-up." He was grinning as he turned and walked out to the bus, holding his clipboard over his head to ward off the rain. It was uncomfortable running through the streets in the rain, and by the time we got to the practice field we were soaked through our uniforms and shoes. Coach didn't give us time to complain, though, as he already had his scrimmage teams set, and he handed out knit jerseys, yellow for one team and red for the other, and sent us out onto the field. We kept at it for about an hour. By then, we were dispirited, tired, uncooperative, and miserable. We trudged to the bus, where Coach handed each of us a plastic garbage bag to sit on. "No point in getting the bus seats wet," he said cheerfully as we filed onto the bus. By the time we got back, I was cold, wet, and very uncomfortable. Somehow, I got chosen to be last into the shower, so I changed into dry sweats to wait my turn. I was looking forward to having hot water pound on me for as long as I could stand it, and I was hoping the hotel wasn't going to run out of hot water by the time it was my turn. I lay down on the bed and silently wished that my three roommates would hurry up already. In the morning, it was apparent that I was not well. My throat was scratchy, and I was starting to develop a cough. I felt a little feverish, and I could feel the beginnings of some congestion trying to establish itself in my chest. I ignored it as best I could, making do with some aspirin to take the edge off. Our game was scheduled at 4:00, so we had most of the day to sit around. The rain had stopped, though it was still cloudy and cold. A bunch of guys went off to look around the campus, accompanied by some student guides. Coach Simonson and Mrs. Simonson took most of the rest of the team to a long lunch, but I opted to just order a sandwich from the cafe in the hotel and stay in the room, trying to rest. The television was on, but it was just background noise. I remembered too well what daytime TV was like, from my few days staying home from school, so I refrained from flipping through the channels looking in vain for something interesting. At 2:00, we all gathered in the lobby, waiting for our bus to show up to take us to the stadium. We tossed our gear bags into the luggage compartment below, and shuffled onto the bus for the short ride to the locker rooms. I was feeling pretty punkish as I changed into my uniform, but I knew I would be able to shake it off for the game. How long I would last running the field was a different matter, however. The field was still wet from the previous day's rain, and the grass was slick. The areas around the nets were patchy with brown grass and mud, treacherous ground to work on for defenders. Jorge, Brett, Anthony and I inspected both net areas, trying to map out in our minds where it would be most slippery. There were just a few people in the stands at the start of the game. A combination of the weather and the distance from either our town, or from Watkinsville, our opponent in the semi-final match, kept nearly everybody away. The game started out very tentatively, both teams seeming to want to test the quality of the field and the quality of the midfielders at first. The wet grass, even though it was cut short, still held up the wet ball, so bounces were lower, passes were shorter, and the ball couldn't roll very far on the ground. It tended to compress the width of the field a little, pulling us into the chewed-up ground a little more than we would have liked. I was just as glad that the game started out slowly. I was feeling cold and lethargic, and I had to force myself to pick myself up and run at the ball, instead of waiting for the ball to come to me. Against weak teams from our conference, I could have gotten away with waiting, but strong teams demanded decisive action on the ball. Any weak passes, any hesitation in attack or defense of an area, was quickly exploited at this level, so I concentrated on continually moving, jogging back and forth within my borders, staring at the ball movement to try to focus my concentration a little. Anytime the ball entered my area, I pushed it off as soon as I could, either passing the ball over to Brett or to Jorge, or, if necessary, out of bounds. I didn't want to have to face any one-on- one challenges while I was feeling so slow and clumsy. Fortunately, I only had a few touches on the ball during the first half, and at the whistle we were up 2-0 on goals by Trent and Robert. I sat down in a heap on the bench and draped a towel over my head to conserve some of the body heat I had built up during the first half. Coach came over and crouched down in front of me. "Are you okay out there?" he asked. "Yeah," I said. My nose was running, and my head was starting to hurt. "I just want to put this game away and go back and go to bed," I said. "All right," he said as he stood. "Just let anybody on the sidelines know if you need to come out, Sean. Don't be a hero out there. It looks like we'll play another day." He went off to talk to his other players. Kevin and Jorge came over and sat on either side of me. "Hey, Porter, you gonna play the second half?" I glanced over at Kevin. "Of course," I said. "Why?" "Just checking," he replied. "I didn't want to have to baby-sit Weasel if I didn't have to." I smiled ruefully. "Hell, Kev, you might just have to baby-sit me out there pretty soon, the way I'm feeling." He snorted. "Don't you worry about it, Sean. It wasn't the babysitting I minded, it was having to do it for Weasel. You need help, you just let me know." "Thanks, man, but I'll be okay." Jorge said, "I got you covered, too, man. I can move Brett or Mike over a little it you need them." "They're attacking Anthony more than they're working my side," I said. "Don't leave yourself with a hole they can squeeze through." "Don' worry, man. They quick, but I know what I'm doin' out there, too." "Yeah, I know you do, Jorge. Sorry." "'S all okay, man. We got you covered. You just play what you can, we got the rest." The referee called for the teams to take the field for the start of the second half. As the game progressed, Jorge and Kevin were true to their words. My borders got squeezed down, until I felt like I was defending an area about the size of my bedroom at home. I took a few throw-ins, and only had to run down one attacker, managing to kick the ball into his shin guard and out of bounds for a goal kick, and Jorge pounded the ball back upfield. After about 20 minutes on the field, Coach subbed me out for Rich, and pointed me toward the bench. "You're done for the afternoon," he said, patting me on the back. Rich, Weasel and Anthony would alternate on both sides of the defensive line for the balance of the game, and I was able to watch from underneath my towel as our midfielders and defenders played keep- away for the last several minutes, protecting our 4-0 lead that would propel us into the championship game. As soon as we got back to the hotel, I staggered into the shower. I didn't even bother to brush my teeth or dry my hair, but instead I opted to skip dinner and crawl into bed. After my three roomies left, I remembered I had promised to call Luscious. I was sorely tempted to blow it off in favor of sleep, but my conscience, and the remembrance of the consequences of not calling people in the past, drove me to reach for the telephone on the nightstand between the beds and dial her number. I only talked to her for a few minutes, begging off so I could try to get some rest. I told her a little bit about the game, and mentioned that I was getting a cold, so she relented and allowed me to keep our conversation short. Even so, I felt unaccountably better after I had talked to her than I did before. Maybe she really was good for me. I felt pretty much like death warmed over the next day. I was achy all over, and my head felt like it had so much snot in it, it was likely to explode in a fury of mucous. Anthony and Eric had already gone downstairs to meet the rest of the team for breakfast, but Trent waited for me to get dressed so he could walk downstairs with me. "Are you sure you wouldn't rather go alone?" I asked miserably. "It would be much easier on both of us if you would just leave me here to die." "Sorry, pal, but you ain't dying on my watch," he said. He didn't sound very sympathetic. In fact, he sounded hungry. I, on the other hand, wasn't looking forward to watching everybody shovel food down, since I had no appetite. But he wasn't going to let me be, so I finished up, and we headed down to the restaurant. It was an off day for us. Coach had just a light workout planned, really not much more than stretching, and then a film session to try to design some plays against our opponents for the championships, South High School, and their All-State midfielder, Spencer Goldman. I had met Spencer at last year's All-State banquet, and had met up with him again at Duane Olchick's summer clinic, playing both with and against him for two weeks of intense soccer. I knew his game well, and he knew mine. I just wished I felt well enough to give him some game. Mr. and Mrs. Neville and Mr. and Mrs. Simonson took the entire team out for pizza and soft drinks Saturday night. The place we went had an arcade room off to one side, and everybody spent all their dimes and quarters playing pinball, air hockey, Pac-Man, and the newest video game craze, Donkey Kong. I even forgot about my stuffy head while I was whacking away at the air hockey table, trying to beat Eric and Jorge. I got my butt whupped several times, but I managed to work up a little bit of a sweat playing, and I felt better by the time we trooped back to our hotel for the night. I thought that maybe, with luck, I might live through the night. The championship game was being played at 2:00 on Sunday afternoon. I woke up in the morning feeling nearly human again. My body aches were almost gone, and so was the scratchy throat. All that was left was a congested head, and I knew a little medicine would help that long enough to play. We got to the fieldhouse about 12:30, and took our time getting suited up. It was another cloudy, cool day, but it was dry, a good day for a faster game. We were on the sidelines, stretched out and warmed up, by 1:45. There was a bigger crowd in the stands today, but, considering the stadium held over 10,000 people, good midfield seats were not hard to find. South won the coin toss, and on the opening whistle, they began their first offensive set, and almost immediately got the ball over to Spencer, who dribbled down into Seanland. I ran up to challenge him, but before I could engage, he passed off. As I got up to him, I said, "Hey, Spencer, already you're attacking my side?" He grinned at me. "I just heard you weren't feeling very well, so I thought I'd trot over and see how you were doing," he answered. "Hummmph. I appreciate your concern, but I'm feeling good," I said. He jogged off toward the middle, following the path of the ball. He gave me a small, unobtrusive wave as he turned away. "Maybe another time," he called over his shoulder as he moved off. We were confident enough in our game to not mess with our lineup, but I had the feeling South probably shifted players around, putting their stronger forwards on the left and their stronger defenders on their right, guarding against the one-two punch of Eric Johnson and Trent Abbott. As a result, the ball stayed pretty much in the middle of the field, without much encroachment one way or the other. The field was spread, so there was a lot of area to pass into, and both teams exhibited good ball control and accurate passing. Finally, we created an opportunity. Mikey moved the ball to the left, passing it up to Eric. South loaded up that side of the field, moving their center players over to cut off passing lanes forward, but their right midfielder was a step behind Eric, and that's all he needed. He put on a burst of speed, creating just enough room, and launched a high pass all the way across the field to a wide-open Kevin, who immediately trapped the ball with his chest, let the ball drop to his feet, and passed it up to Jimmy. South's left defender was caught flat-footed, and Jimmy was able to work the ball around him. He passed the ball over to Robert in the middle, who one- touched it up, threading the ball in between defenders, to Javier, who faked left, moved two steps to the right, and fired a missile into the back of the net. It wasn't Trent, and it wasn't Eric, but we took the goal anyway, and were glad to have it. We jogged back to set up for the restart. Robert turned and reminded us that South would push hard to tie it up before the half, and to be prepared. With only about five minutes to play, I had the feeling it would be an intense stand. They tapped the ball forward, and then passed back to set up. Instead of charging the ball, we maintained, only our forwards advancing. South spent a precious couple of minutes passing the ball back and forth on their side of the field before they decided to attack. Spencer had the ball at the midfield stripe, and he took off, moving around Robert, and angling over to Anthony's side. His forward slipped in front of Mikey, who was tracking the ball, and Spencer slipped a pass between our two players to his forward. Brett was on him, though, and managed to harass him enough to keep him from shooting, until Mikey came over and stripped the ball away, clearing it back into South territory. By the time they collected the ball and passed it back up, the referee's whistle was blowing, and the first half was over. I was breathing hard, laboring more than I wanted as I came off the field, but I hoped that the break would give me enough time to rest and catch my breath for the second half. As soon as I could, I drank two or three cups of water. I didn't want to get dehydrated out there, especially with the decongestant working. The second half picked up in intensity, with South running down every loose ball and pressing their attack in an effort to gain the upper hand. It was now or never, and they were well aware of it. On every attack, we managed to dodge the bullet, either by clearing the ball out on a pass, or through a takeaway, often as not passing the ball back to Jorge and letting him kick a high floater out to midfield. We tried attacking, but they threw everybody back onto defense, and by sheer weight of numbers were able to retake the ball and try a new offensive set. Finally, late in the game, South took a corner kick. In competitive situations, the standard procedure for corner kicks was to loft a kick from the corner toward the front of the goal, anywhere from 10 to 18 meters out from the net, and have your offense and your midfielders charge in and try to take either a header or a shot of some sort off the kick. Only in recreational leagues, and with younger players who can't get the ball up into the air very well, do you see two people setting up, one at the corner to start the play, and another inside, ready to take a pass. South, however, set up just that way, and the defenseman passed from the corner to his teammate. Jorge had set up Anthony at one post and me at the other, and Mike Evanson should have seen the play develop and gone out to challenge, but he didn't. The player received the pass, and one- touched it back to his teammate coming inbounds from the corner, who came in about 10 meters. At that point, he could be a lot more accurate with his lofted pass, and he put it up in the air, right outside the goal. Jorge ran out and jumped up to make a play on the ball, but it was headed by one of South's players before he could get there, and he was forced out of the play. The player who jumped up and headed the ball knocked it about 5 meters over to Spencer Goldman, who was ready. As the ball dropped to him, he was moving forward, and he used his momentum as he cocked and fired at the corner I was defending. To this day I would swear that I never got a clear view of the ball. The play developed too fast, and the ball came screaming off Spencer's shoe. I just happened to be in the right place at the right time. Purely by instinct I stuck my foot out, hanging onto the post, and the ball ricocheted off my shin guard, straight out into the midfield area. It must have missed crossing the goal line by centimeters, it was so close. Eric, the fastest man on the field, turned on the afterburners and raced after it, and gave the ball a big kick, sending it sailing past the startled stopper's head. Eric charged right by him, and had a one-on-one opportunity against the keeper. He kept going hard toward the net, and South's keeper came out to him, hands wide apart, staying on his toes as he approached. Eric took his shot while the keeper was still about 10 meters away, but the triangulation between him, the keeper, and the goal was not good, and his shot went just wide. By the time everything reset on the goal kick, time was running down. Our defense kept the ball out of harm's way, and every time we cleared it out, precious seconds were burned up, and the final whistle ended the contest. We had won the state championship game, 1-0. We piled on each other in the middle of the field joyfully, an incredible unbeaten season suddenly over. After we disentangled ourselves, we lined up to congratulate South on the game, and then headed toward the sidelines. Spencer Goldman walked over and shook my hand. "Great goal line stand, Sean," he said. "It was pure luck. You should have gotten the goal, Spence." He shrugged. "Right place, right time helps. You've also got to have the reaction time and the game to make it work." "Thanks, Spencer. I appreciate it." "Besides, there's always next year," he said as we walked together off the field. He smiled. "Watch out, Porter. We'll probably be right here, a year from now. Most of our team is coming back." "Ours, too," I said. I stuck out my hand. "Okay, next year it can be your turn. But you'll have to earn it. We won't just lay down for you, you know." He grasped my hand as we made a friendly pact. "I'm counting on it," he said. "By the way, I saw the magazine article. Congratulations on making the list." "See what you can accomplish with just the right publicist?" I said facetiously. "But thanks, anyway." "Hey, whatever. All I know is that there weren't a lot of juniors on that list, and no sophomores at all. It's pretty good company you're keeping." "Yeah," I said, humbled a little. "You're right, it's just that I keep on looking over my shoulder, wondering when the little practical joker is going to pop up and say, 'Just kidding, Porter. Now back to being mediocre again.'" Spencer laughed. "Ain't gonna happen, I'm afraid. Learn to live with it, Sean. You're on the list because you belong on the list. See ya at the banquet." And he veered off, heading toward his teammates. I mulled over what he had told me. Maybe I belonged on the list, maybe I didn't. I wasn't the best judge of my own game, I knew, and I probably wasn't the best judge of my character, either, but it just felt to me like I was somehow pulling the wool over too many people's eyes lately. I just had to put my trust in my friends to keep me straight. (Continued in Chapter 30) --------------------------------------------------------------------- Welcome to the Church of The Reverend Cotton Mather. This story is the sole property of the author, and may not be copied or downloaded for the intent of profit. Permission is freely given for anyone to download or copy for their personal pleasure or use, as long as there is no intent to charge money or barter for the privilege of acquiring this material. (Copyright 2003, Rev. Cotton Mather) E-Mail all comments to RevCottonMather@hotmail.com Don't be shy! I enjoy hearing from you. --------------------------------------------------------------------- PLAYING TO WIN: PLAYING THE GAME, BOOK II by Reverend Cotton Mather - 30 - SEARCHING FOR TRUTHS AND LIES The soccer team returned home triumphant, and the recruiters started calling. Pick called on Monday, too, and told me that he had been at the championship game. "Helluva stop, son, on that corner," he said. "The kid who took the shot is a really good player," I said. "All- State selection the past two years." "You mean that Spencer Goldman fella? I know, Sean. He's on my list to call on, too." "Really? He'd be a great addition to your team, Coach." Pick went on to let me know that the paperwork was in motion for his offer, and if my parents or I had any questions, to call him at any time. "Now, I really mean that, son," he reiterated. "I know you do, Coach, and I appreciate it. I've got your number, right here on the kitchen bulletin board." "Okay, then," he said. "You take care, Sean. I'll be talking to you in just a few weeks." "So long, Coach, and thanks for everything." Trent, Eric, Jorge and I were soccer heroes for a few weeks, just as Tiny and Alex Simmons, our senior quarterback, were the football heroes for the moment. We could all bask in the glory until basketball season started, and then it would be somebody else's turn, in this case Sam Loggins, our 6'5" sophomore phenom, to be the athletic Big Man On Campus. Personally, as much as I enjoyed the attention for awhile, I was just as glad to sink back into relative anonymity again, once the winter sports began. By Christmas break, Kayla and I had become one of the student body Official Couples, and we had fallen into a general routine of doing homework, either at my house or hers, and then going for a run afterwards, time permitting. On the weekends, we would meet up with friends and go to the school basketball games, or perhaps head over to Mike's Pizza. We would have occasional make-out sessions in the car on the way back home, but nothing more serious than the kissing and petting we had experimented with before. The arrangement seemed to work well. I purposely didn't put any pressure on Kayla to go any further than she was willing to go, and yet she was happy to help me with my particular needs as the occasion arose, you should pardon the pun. She took our relationship seriously, and I so did I. Maybe I was learning from past mistakes, finally. I hoped so. While Molly certainly didn't enter a convent, neither did she get nutty again. She and I talked often, usually during school, but occasionally one or the other of us would call, and we would spend an hour or so on the telephone. At first, Kayla was a little concerned about these calls, wondering if Molly had an ulterior motive, but after watching the trusting friendship that Molly and I were developing, she wisely said nothing. For Molly's part, it took her a long time, and a lot of gut- wrenching conversations with me, with Josh, with Tessa, and with her sister Heather, to regain her spirit and her positive outlook. It helped that Joey and Vinnie were still serving detention every afternoon. With no leader to hold them together, the Bulls, a pretty rag-tag group to begin with, even considering the trouble they had managed to stir up over the past couple of years, were pretty much finished. Harold and Pammy had both dropped out of school and gotten low paying jobs after tiring of serving out a few weeks of their daily detention. A rumor flashed through school sometime before Christmas break that Pammy was pregnant and had gotten kicked out of her mother's house, that she had moved in with Harold, living in the basement of the Barnes house with him. A few days later, Jen Davies came to school and let her friends know that she had run into Pammy at a doughnut shop where she spent her days mixing dough, and it was all supposedly true. Richie Del Toro was still in the pokey, and little brother Jilly was still in reform school, and the Del Toro family was watched pretty carefully by our local law enforcement community, just in case. One day, just a few days after Thanksgiving, I got an invitation in the mail from the Wilkinsons, about an open house holiday party that Lori was hosting. There was a handwritten note paperclipped to the invitation: "Dearest Sean, Davey, Kip and I would love to see you at our open house. Many of the parents and boys from the team will be here. Please come, and please bring a guest if you'd like! Love, Lori" The date for the party was on a Saturday afternoon and evening. I assumed that the kids would probably be there during the afternoon, and the evening would be mostly for adults. I called Kayla and told her about it, and we made a date. The Saturday of Lori's party was unseasonably warm, almost a throwback to October weather. I had on casual pants and a short- sleeve shirt, and I took along a light jacket, for when it cooled off after the sun went down. I drove over to pick up Luscious, who came skipping out her front door as soon as I pulled into the driveway. She had on baggy green cotton pants, and a light green sweater. She had pinned a little gold Rudolph pin, with a tiny garnet for his nose, to her sweater, for a holiday accessory. She wore her pale, almost white hair down and loose, and it cascaded over her shoulders and fluttered in the breeze as she ran to the car. My heart nearly stopped as I watched her, she was so lovely. As she opened the door, she tossed a backpack into the rear seat, and then sat down and shimmied over to sit close to me. "What's in the pack?" I asked, but she just looked at me, a small smile on her face. Her only answer was to kiss me on the cheek before settling back into the seat. There were a lot of cars parked in the driveway and in the street, and I had to go around the corner to find a parking spot. Kay and I walked up the sidewalk to the house. The front door was open, and there was quite a bit of noise coming from the house as we turned up the driveway to the sidewalk, skirting the cars parked in the driveway. I opened the storm door for Kayla, and as soon as we stepped into the house, I was bombarded by two bolts of lightning. "Sean! You came to our party!" "Mom! Sean's here!" Kip looked up at Kayla, her silky blonde hair backlit by the sunlight streaming in through the glass of the door, a look of awe on his face. "Are you an angel?" he asked breathlessly. Kayla burst out laughing, and then knelt down and gave Kip a big hug. "No, I'm not an angel. I'm just a girl," she said. "But thank you anyway, sweetie." I bent down close to Kip's ear. "She's fibbing, pal. She really is an angel. My angel." She glanced at me, her eyes happy and shining. Lori came out of the family room, and Kay and I hurriedly stood up to say hello. She gave me a hug, and when I introduced her to Kayla, she surprised her by giving her a big hug, too. Lori held her for just a moment, looking into Kayla's eyes. "Do you know how special this boy is?" she asked. Kayla smiled, her eyes softening. "Oh, yes, I do," she replied. Lori cocked her head critically. "Yes, I believe you do," she said seriously. She suddenly grinned. "Come on," she said, taking us each by an arm. "I should introduce you around." And she led us into the living room, where a lot of the soccer parents were standing or sitting in little pockets of conversation. I knew most of them, having met one or both parents at one time or another over the course of the last couple of seasons, so we did the rounds, saying a few words to each as I introduced Kayla, and accepting congratulations from them for the team's season and for my individual awards. We were holding hands as we walked toward the kitchen, hoping to find a soft drink. There was a big, booming voice echoing from the family room, and from the sounds of it, the owner of that voice had quite a crowd in there he was entertaining, because there was a lot of laughter and chatter coming from there. There were a couple of cooks and servers in the kitchen, caterers preparing little snacks and hors d'oeuvres, and one of them directed us toward the dining room, where a temporary bar was set up on the sideboard. We found plastic cups, ice, and sodas in there, along with liquor, beer and wine. We poured Cokes into cups for ourselves. I looked around, making sure nobody was watching us, and picked up an open bottle of rum, and splashed just a little into each of our glasses. Kayla watched me silently, her face solemn but her eyes dancing, and we stirred our drinks, and walked hand in hand toward the family room. Lori sprang up from her seat on a footstool next to the big man with the big voice, the same man she had been with at the soccer game. "Sean, you remember David?" She turned to David. "Dave, this is Kayla Lehigh. Kayla, this is David McMasters." Kay's small hand was lost as it was completely engulfed in David's big hand. He was very gentle, however, as he bent down and greeted her. He motioned to the chair he had just vacated. "Such a lovely creature should not have to stand," he said. "Please, Kayla, sit here. Mr. P., and how are you?" He shook my hand with appreciably more vigor. "That was a great game you played that Lori took me to see. I really enjoyed it. Can't say I really know much about soccer, but Lori's boys are teaching me all the time. Here, sit, right here next to your companion," he continued, indicating the footstool. "No, thank you, I'd prefer to stand," I said. "Lori? Please sit and relax." I glanced around, and, to my surprise, sitting together on the couch were Molly and her twin brother Josh. Josh was grinning at me, and Molly looked like she was struggling to hold back a bellyful of laughter. "What are you guys doing here?" I asked in surprise. Now Molly did laugh out loud. "What, you're the only high school kid Lori knows? I've known her longer than you have." I felt properly dressed down. "You're right, I'm sorry," I confessed. I stepped over toward them. Molly stood and hugged me fiercely. Even though she was one of my best friends, and our time together was past, my hormonally frenzied brain still recognized the weight of her breasts as they mashed against me. 'Don't think about it, don't think about it, you are such a pervert,' I repeated over and over in my head. Which, of course, made me focus even more on the feel of her body, to the point that I was reluctant to let her go, for fear of showing my awareness of her to the rest of the room, and particularly to Kayla. Molly sat back down, and I sort of crouched over to the footrest next to Kay. She just glanced at me, a hint of amusement in her eye. "Is Sean behaving, Kayla?" asked Molly. "Oh, he's trying," she answered. "He still needs some work, though." "It doesn't change much, even when they get older," said Lori with a small laugh, sitting in a stuffed chair next to me. David was standing behind her, arms resting on the back of the chair. "Nope," said David in a booming voice. "Men want women to never change, almost from the moment they meet them. Women, on the other hand, seem to see men as a work in progress, with a finished project barely in sight." He laughed at his own joke, and it was so infectious and loud that you couldn't help but join in. Kay and I finally left about three hours later, stuffed to the gills with goodies that seemed to pour nonstop from the staff working in the kitchen. Josh and Molly had left just a little before us, and it took us awhile to make our way through the house, saying our goodbyes and wishing everybody a happy holiday season. Lori and David met us at the front door. "Thank you so much for coming," said Lori. "Oh, thank you for inviting us," said Kayla. They seemed to have struck up a friendship over the course of the party. I hoped they didn't go in for too much in the way of intimate girl talk. "You know, Sean, you don't need an invitation to come over," said Lori, looking at me seriously. "The boys and I welcome you anytime. You and Kayla, both." "Well, thank you," I said. "I appreciate it. And thanks for inviting us tonight. It was great seeing all the kids and their parents again." I shook David's hand, and Lori hugged me as David wrapped Kayla up in his long arms and hugged her. Lori gave me a surreptitious kiss on the cheek as she whispered softly in my ear, "She's wonderful, Sean. I'm so happy for both of you." Her eyes were glistening when we finally separated. I nodded to her, unable to say a word. I knew how lucky I was. It was still a relatively warm night, and still early for us. Kayla and I strolled down the sidewalk to the corner, holding hands and swinging our arms in step. We got into the car, and I just naturally started driving out of town, back out toward Gallagher's barn, which was rapidly becoming known to us as Our Special Place. I pulled into the empty parking area and shut off the lights. It was warm enough in the car, and not too cold outside, so I killed the engine, turning the key back so that the radio would play softly. Luscious Kayla was sitting tucked up next to me, her head on my shoulder, and my arm was around her, holding her close. We stayed that way for a long time, just gazing out the window at the darkness, and listening to the music floating out of the speakers. Finally, Kayla lifted her head up to me, and I leaned down and softly kissed her. No fooling around this time, she closed her eyes and gave herself up to the sensation of my lips pressing and melding together with hers as we kissed gently, unhurriedly. She broke the kiss first, and began to nibble and nudge at my bottom lip with her lips, and bringing her wet tongue into play. Each nibble she took upped the ante just a little, creating an additional spark that added itself to the previous spark, until there was a pleasant heated tension surrounding us. My blood was circulating now, keeping me warm, and I could feel heat radiating from Kayla, too, as I put my left arm around her waist and she turned more toward me. She pressed herself harder against me, pushing me back a little until I was slightly jammed between the seat and the car door, and I stayed that way, content to let her lead as her kisses got more insistent, ranging now from my throat to my lips, but always returning, homing in on my lower lip as she nibbled and tasted from corner to corner, hesitating only to explore the scar that was barely perceptible, except to her. She loved to concentrate on that spot, and I loved to feel her focus. She sat up suddenly, her pale hair gleaming in the dim light of the moon. "Come on," she said, as she vaulted herself over the back of the seat. She hitched herself up into a sitting position in the back seat, and opened the zipper of her backpack. She looked at me, a look that made my heart skip a beat. "Well?" was all she said. It was enough to put me in motion. I clambered over the seat and landed next to her as she pulled out a thin blanket and began to cover the vinyl seat, shoving me out of the way so she could scrunch it underneath me and tuck it in. "The seat's too cold otherwise," she said with a smile. She reached down and grasped the hem of her sweater and pulled it partway up and off her. Before she pulled it up over her eyes, she paused, watching me looking at her. The naked skin of her flat stomach was flawless, and looked dark compared to the small white bra she was wearing. I really wanted to stroke that soft skin, but I restrained myself. She smiled even bigger, and pulled the sweater the rest of the way off, tossing it into the front seat, and then reached back behind her and unfastened her bra, and sent it over the back of the seat, too. She settled back and crossed her arms beneath her small, delectable breasts. "Your turn," she said, looking like she was ready to enjoy a show. I almost tore the buttons off my shirt in my haste to shed it. I yanked it out of my pants and unbuttoned it as fast as I could, and flung it over the seat. She almost imperceptibly nodded in satisfaction, and opened her arms to me. I accepted her invitation, and leaned over her to kiss her, my hands finally making contact with the soft skin on her tummy, and then running up from her narrow waist to her fleshy boobs. Her nipples were puckered in the cooler air, and they expanded even further as my thumbs played over them. She opened her mouth, inviting my tongue to explore, and tilted her head so that our lips formed a better seal, and she inhaled through her mouth, drawing my breath from me, throwing fuel onto the fire that was already burning hot within me. We stayed connected like that until the heat being generated forced us to break the kiss, panting. I started in on feasting on the tender skin of her throat, working my way down while drawing out the tension that was building ever tighter in both of us, as I got closer to my goal. I loved playing with her boobs, and could have died happy the moment I took her nipple into my mouth. She arched her back in pleasure, and I reciprocated by opening my mouth a little wider and sucking in as much of her breast as I could. The locker-room talk about girls seemed always to revolve around how big their breasts were, with many guys declaring that the bigger they were, the better. On the other side were the guys who proclaimed that more than a mouthful was a waste. While I didn't necessarily agree that more than what I could fit into my mouth was wasted, I also was willing to admit that I tended to be more appreciative of willing, soft female flesh that fit nicely in the palm of my hand. More than a mouthful, less than the mountainous kinds some guys seemed to drool over. And Kayla's fit well in my hand, a fact I was just then appreciating, as I caressed one boob while I nursed at the other, occasionally switching positions in the interest of fairness. After several minutes of heated contact, Kayla started wanting more. She pulled me up to give me a searing kiss. At the same time she slid down until her head was propped on the armrest, and she was splayed across the car seat, her legs spread, with me lying on her, half kneeling between her legs. As I kissed her, I let my hand wander from the soft mound of her breast, down her quivering stomach, to the elastic waistband of her pants. She sucked in her tummy in anticipation and invitation, and my fingers slipped beneath the elastic and continued down, encountering the silky material of her panties. I cupped her hot and moist mound, pressing all of my fingers against her, and then slid them back up to slither beneath the elastic edge of her panties. I felt her sparse and damp hair that protected her slit, and delved deeper, drawn by the warmth and the moisture. As the tips of my fingers parted her folds, a flood of her oils were released onto my hand, easing my passage to her heated opening. I dipped one finger halfway into her, and left it there for a moment. I could feel her hunch against me, her body wanting more. When I slowly withdrew my finger, she moaned into my mouth, and held me tighter to her, already missing the presence of my finger within her. I plunged back into her, my finger tunneling as deeply into her flooded hole as it could, and she thrust her tongue into my mouth practically in unison, sending a flare of heat throughout me. I cupped my hand to give myself more room against her confining clothes, and pumped my finger in and out of her vagina. My thumb found her clit, and rubbed back and forth against the little nub as it expanded, creating a wave of motion through her hips. I felt the tension rise, and the movement of her hips got a little more erratic, but I didn't want her to fall over the edge quite yet. I pulled my finger out of her opening, and pulled my hand out of her pants. She moaned in frustration, until she felt me tug at her waistband. She broke our kiss and helped me push her pants and her underwear down her, lifting her butt off the seat and pushing on them before shimmying them down her legs and working them off her feet, tossing them into the front seat to join her sweater and bra. She lay back again and held her arms out, a smile on her face and lust in her eyes. I lay back down next to her, my leg over her knee, and ran my hand back down her body as I bent down to once again offer homage to her breasts. I used two fingers on her now, plunging them in deeply, pulling out to spread her oils from her opening to her attentive clitoris, and then teasing her with just the tips for a moment before giving her the full length of my digits again. At the same time, I licked and suckled at her swollen breasts, alternately sucking and biting the nipples and licking the slightly salty skin of the undersides of her tender boobs. She clutched my head to her bosom, running her fingers through my hair, as I worshipped her. Her hips were bumping up against my hand as I plunged in and out of her pussy, my thumb teasing her clitoris on each downstroke. Her breathing got more ragged as she climbed closer to the edge, and she let out a small, high sound as she suddenly grabbed onto fistfuls of hair and hung on tight, her hips churning against my probing hand. I bit down on her nipple when I felt the small discharge flow from her pussy around my fingers, and she arched her back, her entire body trembling, and she fell off the cliff, coming hard. As for me, I very nearly shot off in my trousers, untouched. I was subconsciously rubbing myself against her leg as I was working her, and when she climaxed, she almost took me with her, as her leg quivered against my rock hard dick. As she fell back to the seat, my own incipient crisis slowly passed, and I lay down with her, casually stroking her boob as I watched the pink evidence of her orgasm slowly fade from her chest, throat and cheeks. She sighed contentedly, her eyes closed, as she let the sensations wash away her cares. Finally, she opened her eyes and looked at me, a smile on her face. "Why do you still have clothes on?" she whispered. That was all it took to set me in motion. I sat up and yanked my shoes off, letting them drop with a thud to the car floor. I scrambled to loosen my belt, and Kayla sat up to help, and four sets of fingers fumbled at opening my pants and shucking them off my legs. Once we got them off and tossed aside, Kayla started pushing on the waistband of my briefs, but the elastic kept on getting hung up on my upraised and very stiff cock. With a small giggle, she managed to figure out a way, and my underwear went flying across the car, too. I sat back and watched as Kayla, with a hungry look in her eye, bent down and grasped my stalk with her tiny hand, wrapping her fingers around it and jacking it just a little, while her other hand wormed its way between my legs to cup and heft my heavy balls. I was dribbling pre-cum, and she used that moisture, spreading it around the head of my cock with her fingertips, rubbing it into my tight skin like a lotion. When more bubbled out, she stuck out her tongue and licked it off. With a glance up at me, she smacked her lips, smiled, and opened wide to take the sculpted helmet of my hard cock into her mouth. She sealed her lips around me, and sucked hard, her cheeks hollowing out with her effort. Seeing the vision of her kneeling there, naked and intent, her small breasts quivering with the movement of her hand working the base of my cock and her pale hair falling loosely around her, was almost enough, by itself, to send me off. I reached down and fondled her breast for a moment, and she moaned around my cock, which sent shivers of excitement through me. I could feel the vibrations of her vocal chords all the way from the tip of my encased cock, down through the steely shaft, into my scrotum, being kept warm by her hand, and up my spine and directly into my fevered brain. It all happened so fast. One moment I was caressing her soft breast and feeling her moaning around my intrusion into her mouth, and the next I was tensed up, sending streamers of semen shooting directly down her throat. My eyes were open wide as I saw her throat convulse, trying to keep up with the discharge, as she reflexively swallowed. Even so, quite a bit of bubbly, white fluid leaked out around her lips and down my shaft, collecting on her fingers still wrapped tightly around me as they pumped and coaxed the spasms to continue. Finally, I was drained, and I collapsed back against the seat as my muscles relaxed. Kayla lifted up off my slowly deflating cock, and licked up the remains that had escaped during my climax. She even licked off the web of flesh between her thumb and her index finger, where a small amount had pooled. Finally, satisfied that she had gotten it all, she clambered up and landed on top of me, practically driving the breath from my lungs. Looking directly into my eyes from about two inches away, she deliberately licked her lips. "I dare you to kiss me now," she whispered, the challenge making her eyes bright. "Hah!" I laughed, and I wrapped her up in my arms and brought her down to me and gave her my best open-mouthed kiss, packing as much heat and desire as I could into it. If she was woman enough to take me into her loving mouth and accept all that I could give her, I was certainly going to be man enough to show her how much it meant to me. It caught her by surprise, but she recovered quickly, and snuggled up against me into a more comfortable position, and settled down to enjoy it, letting her tongue work its magic within the cave of our joined mouths, and letting my tongue tease and feint with hers. As we kissed, I could feel the lubrication from her pussy leaking out and soaking my thigh, and my restiffening cock bumped up against her leg as she lay on me, her knee between my legs. I dropped my hands down her back and grasped her delectable ass, clutching the globes between my fingers. She shifted her weight just a little, until she was directly on top of me, and I could feel the coarser hair of her pubis against my cock. Practically on its own, my body took over from my brain, and my hips started hitching up and down just a little, and Kayla's body, perhaps in response, scrunched down just a little, and I felt her pussy lips part around the head of my seeking cock. She rubbed back and forth against me, as my hips got a little frantic in my desire to feel her tight walls against my rigid dick. Her rocking up and down bumped the head of my cock against her clitoris, and I felt the heat of her folds encase just the tip of my cock as she moved back up me. Then, suddenly, I was there, at the portal. The head slipped into her overheated hole and rested there, taking its measure of her, anticipating feeling the fullest depth of her body, the willing tightness of her walls. Kayla broke our kiss with a gasp, and stared at me. "I... I can't," she whispered. I felt her hips raise, and the contact between my cock and her vagina was lost. Tears began welling in her eyes. "I'm so sorry, Sean," she sobbed. I held her close. After a moment's hesitation, she allowed me to press her back down onto me, only this time my hard cock was resting between us, away from her heated pussy. I brought one hand up to caress her neck, and she put her head down next to me. "It's okay, Kayla," I said quietly. "Whatever you want. Remember when I told you that, before? Nothing's changed." She sighed. "I love you so much, Sean," she said softly. "I wish I could do it. Maybe someday I can, but not yet. And I don't want our first time to be in the back of your mom's car, either." She sighed. I could feel her trembling. "But it's not because I don't love you. I do." "I know you do, Kayla," I reassured her. "And I love you, too. That's why it's okay." She lifted up and stared into my eyes, checking the windows to my soul for truths and lies. I suffered her examination, hoping she would see truth there, but afraid she might find deceptions that even I might not be aware of. "Do you, Sean? Do you love me?" she asked, wanting to hear the words again, almost afraid she had been mistaken. I took a deep breath. It was time to face my biggest fault and do something about it. "Yes, Kay," I said seriously. "I love you. I will do anything for you, anything at all." She looked deeply within me, searching. She must have found what she was expecting, because she suddenly attacked me, kissing me hard, torn between mashing my lips with hers and talking to me while we were connected like that. "Oh, I love you, I love you, I love you," she mumbled into my mouth. She wriggled against me, trying for as much skin touching mine as she could. My cock was almost painful in its rigidity, an iron shaft of flesh poking our stomachs. Her small breasts were pressed flat against my chest, her nipples poking into the skin on my chest, and she held both her hands against the sides of my face as she kissed me. I couldn't help myself, as my hips started lurching on their own, creating a delicious friction between our bodies. She felt it, too, and took a modicum of pity on me, reaching down between us, snaking her hand down to grasp my turgid cock. She lifted up slightly, breaking our kiss, and, a gamin look in her eye, watched me as she played me. I tried to retaliate by dropping my hand down her body, intending to probe her oily slit, but I couldn't reach her the way we were laying, so I had to content myself with playing with her soft breasts, rubbing my thumb over her nipples and feeling them fill and extend. After experiencing the talents she exhibited with her mouth and tongue, I didn't think she would be able to get me off by just jacking me, but I was pleasantly surprised. Before long I started humping into her fist as she squeezed me, and she recognized the look in my eyes when she got me close. She smiled, and stopped what she was doing. "Uh... Kay?" I said, nearly panicky in my elevated condition. "What?" she asked innocently, her hand wrapped around my painful cock, squeezing but not moving. I grabbed her under her arms and lifted her up just enough so that I could wrap my lips around one swollen nipple, and I clamped down on it and sucked on it hard. She squealed, and reflexively began pumping me again, and that was all the stimulation I needed. I spurted out my seed onto our sweaty skin, and she worked her wonders by jacking me until I was done, and then she spread my warm, sticky spend into the skin of both of our stomachs, all while she was allowing me access to her plump boobs, moving side to side so that I could minister to each in its turn. Finally, she sighed, and climbed off me. She pushed my legs off the car seat, and sat down, and then snuggled up to me once I had struggled back to a sitting position. I put an arm around her shoulder, holding onto her upper arm, and I continued to caress her breast with my other hand, unwilling to give up on the contact with my favorite part of her body. "We have to go soon," she whispered. "Yeah," I replied. Neither of us moved. After a couple of minutes of silence, she said, "I can't move. You have to do it for us." "Yeah," I replied again. Neither of us moved. More silence. "I wish we could stay like this," she said. "Me, too." Silence. "We really have to go soon." Pause. "Yeah." She sighed. "Okay, I can see I'm going to have to be the strong one here." She pushed me away, and I lost contact with her boobs. I missed them already, so I reached for her, but she slapped my hands away. "No, you pervert," she said with a laugh. "Now get dressed. What if somebody comes along?" "What, here? Nobody knows about this place," I said. "Well, get dressed anyway. You have to take me home, and you need to look presentable, in case my parents are up and waiting for me." "Ugh." Now there was an unpleasant thought. I liked her parents, but I really didn't think greeting them with the musky smell of their daughter's secret scent on my fingers was such a good idea. I reached for my pants on the floor. Kayla, in the meantime, leaned over the seat to retrieve her clothes. This put her enticing butt within my range, so I took advantage and first kissed each cheek, and then extended my tongue and slowly licked up her middle, tasting her oils and delving into her still moist hole. She groaned, and wiggled her ass, burying my nose as I tasted her. "Oh, God," she moaned. But she had more strength, as well as a lot more common sense, than I did, and, with an effort, she pulled away from my questing mouth and turned around to face me, crouched down and leaning back against the back of the front seat. "You are so bad," she whispered with a smile. I frowned. "And I was trying to be so good," I said. She giggled. "You are good. And bad. Bad for me. You make me think naughty thoughts too often." "And that's bad?" She laughed. "You are unbelievable, Porter. You never give up, do you?" I shrugged. "I think that's actually a compliment," I said. She took my head in her hands and kissed me lightly on the lips. "Yes, it is," she replied. "Now get dressed, you sluggard. I'm just a kid, and I have a curfew. You won't like it if I get grounded, you know." "Okay, okay," I muttered. I bent down to retrieve my underwear from under the front seat. Apparently, I exhibited too much of a target, because I heard Kayla giggle, and felt her kiss my ass cheeks, and then run her tongue over my scrotum from behind. It sent shivers up my spine. "Hey!" I said, struggling to get turned back around. "You're just a kid, and you have a curfew. You don't want to get that motor started up again, do you?" She gave me one of her small, secret smiles, which was all the answer I would get to my question. I got her home with about a minute and a half to spare. She ran up the sidewalk, not wanting to wait for me to walk her to her door, and waved as she went inside, leaving me feeling alone and somehow incomplete once again, until the next time I could see her. (Continued in Chapter 31) <1st attachment begin> <HTML removed pursuant to http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/erotica/assm/faq.html#policy> <1st attachment end> ----- ASSM Moderation System Notice------ Notice: This post has been modified from its original format. 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