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Subject: {ASSM} (RP) Anna, Susan, Sandra, Sis and me (MF oral anal toys) by Henrik Larsen
Date: Wed,  2 Apr 2003 21:10:07 -0500
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(c) Copyright Henrik Larsen 2002.



Comments are very welcome. You can reach me either through assd or by e-mail 
at henlar@hotmail.com.


This story contains elements of explicit sexual nature.

If, for some reason, you feel offended by erotic stories, then I don't know 
why you have opened this one. Maybe to be offended, so you can complain 
about how awful it is that somebody writes stuff like this. If that's the 
case, my advice is to seek professional help. You need it. If you are not 
allowed to read stories like this, I will not be held responsible, if you 
choose to continue. But don't worry; it's all fantasy.

A great thanks to Old Rotorhead and Jay Cantrell for proofing and editing.

Reposting or any other use of this story is strictly prohibited without the 
express, written permission of the author.




Anna, Susan, Sandra, Sis and me.


"I still can't believe you dumped Susan for Anna. I mean, Susan is every 
man's dream, isn't she? She's slim, tall, blond and tremendously good 
looking. Isn't that what all guys want?"

"I'll choose to overhear what you're implying about Anna because you're my 
sister, but no, Susan isn't what all guys want. She's like a Barbie doll: 
stiff and only good at one thing."

"Sex?"

"No, looking good. Having sex with her was like having sex with a Barbie 
doll. She was stiffer than my cock and only worried about messing up her 
hair and the risk of breaking a fingernail. "

"OK, but why Anna? She has a nice face, but she is a bit on the heavy side, 
and she looks so boringly ordinary. I know she's bright, but not exactly 
what I'd call sexy."

"That sure as hell depends on what you mean by sexy. OK, she's has some 
extra padding here and there, but she's really wild in bed."

"Anna? You're kidding. She looks like a librarian, for Christ's sake!"

"Spare me your prejudice. She's hotter than hell. I'd been with quite a few 
girls, but Anna is the first girl I've met who openly admits that she likes 
sex."

"I like sex!"

"Yes, but you're a lesbian, and you're my sister."

"And being a lesbian automatically makes me a sex maniac?"

"No, but being a person who primarily defines herself to the rest of the 
world by her sexuality indicates that sex is pretty important to you, 
right?"

"Point taken. Tell me more."

"Sure. It was this reception, and it was so bloody boring. I don't really 
know how, but I ended up chatting with Anna and she was bored stiff like I 
was. We had a few drinks, and I started thinking about going home. Anna 
asked me if I wanted to come along back to her place. I asked her if she 
wanted to show me her etchings, you know, just for fun. Anna said: 'No, I 
want to get laid!'"

"That's sure to send most men running back home to mummy."

"Hell no. I mean, I'd had a few pints, and I knew I wasn't going to get 
anything at home. Susan and I had a little quarrel that morning, and the 
night before as well. As a matter of fact, we'd been fighting like cats and 
dogs for weeks. Things were rapidly going down the drain anyway. Never mind. 
I thought it was great that a girl could say something like that; take the 
initiative and be honest about it. So, we went out. It was pouring and we 
couldn't get a cab. Man, we were soaked when we got back to her flat."

"I'd bet!"

"Did I ever tell you that you have a dirty mind? OK, so Anna said: "We're 
going to get naked anyway. Let's throw it all in the dryer." I'd been in her 
flat for less than a minute, before we were stark naked in her bed. She's 
really sexy, you know. She has the biggest areolas and nipples I've ever 
seen. You would love them."

"If she'd let me clamp them."

"Maybe. I don't know if she has tried that, but she's not squeamish. I'll 
ask her. Perhaps she'll let me take some pictures to show you."

"Never mind. Go on."

"Easy now! Don't tell me hetero sex turns you on? Well, she wanted me to eat 
her first, and she told me so. I mean, she knew what she wanted, and she 
wasn't afraid to say so. She even helped, spreading her labia for me, so I 
could get to her clit. I think you'd love her pussy as well. Anyway, she 
told me when it was good and when it was really good. If she wanted me to do 
something, she told me so. Man, it was so hot, nothing like Susan. I don't 
think Susan has ever made a sound when we had sex."

"I think I know what you mean."

"She didn't hide her orgasm either. God, that was loud. What was the name of 
that girl that you had sex with in your room, and where mum and dad found 
out, because she squealed like a pig when you made her come? Just like 
that."

"Jill. Don't remind me. It was so embarrassing. I didn't want to break the 
news like that to mum and dad."

"They survived, and I think they're still praying for your salvation and the 
delivery of some grandchildren. You know they love you."

"If they really love me, they would know that it's the way I am, and I'm not 
going to change!"

"Hey now. They know that. Mum was worried and sad, because she knew how 
difficult it would be for you. Dad just loves children, right, and he can't 
wait to be a granddad. You are the oldest and a girl. I think he'd expected 
you to deliver several grandchildren. He just had to get used to it, that's 
all, but mum was genuinely worried and you know she was right. You should 
have told them back then."

"I couldn't, could I? I was sixteen, confused, and I didn't know what was 
happening to me."

"I know, I know, just forget it. Wanna hear more? OK, Anna was soaked, and 
she sure hadn't had enough. Some girls turn into rag dolls when they'd come, 
but not Anna. She wanted more."

"Gee, I thought it was boy's that turned into rag dolls."

"Yeah. Very funny. So we fucked, but you know, Susan usually wanted to get 
it over with, and I'd had a few pints, so it didn't take that long for me to 
come."

"Premature ejaculation, little brother?"

"No, just . . . never mind. I thought she was satisfied, you know, but she 
wanted more and she didn't give me much time to rest. She tried to blow life 
into my cock, but it wasn't really working, so she took out a vibrator and 
began to masturbate. I mean, right in front of me."

"Now, that's a nasty trick."

"Yeah, As soon as my cock began to grow, she told me get up to her mouth. 
She just tilted her head back and licked my balls and cock shaft. Then she 
sucked me in. I was still only half-mast, but it was getting there, and she 
took it all in! She gagged a little, but man, it was hot. She told me to 
knead her boobs really good, and all the time she played with the vibrator. 
I tell you, it didn't take long before I was ready again. I've never got it 
up twice before, but Anna is just . . . "

"My brother, the stud."

"Save your sarcasm. It was fantastic. She wanted to do it doggy style. That 
way, she could use the vibrator on her clit while I banged her from behind. 
This time I didn't lose it, no way. When she'd come again, she wanted to 
ride me, but with her back to me. That was fine with me, I mean, I love to 
see a girl's arse when I fuck her, and Anna has got a great arse. She still 
had the vibrator and while she rode me really hard, she began to tease my 
arsehole with the tip of the vibrator. Talk about dirty trick!"

"So you lost it again?"

"No, it was really wild, but I held on until she took a thin vibrator and 
lubed it up. Man, I was really nervous. You know I'm not prejudiced or 
anything, but that's something gay guys do. If I hadn't been a bit 
inebriated, I'd probably have stopped her, but it was so wild and when she 
began to slide it into my arse . . . It was just incredible. She'd turned 
around and I tell you, I really made her boobs bounce. Girls who pull stunts 
like that have to be good riders and she is. She used one hand to guide the 
vibrator in my arse and one to rub her clit like mad. I don't know if she 
came a third time or not. It was just too wild and loud for me to notice. 
God, I don't think I'd ever had an orgasm like that."

"Hold it right there, brother. I just need to go. I wanna hear the rest, 
OK?"

"Gotta get relief?"

"Yeah, but not that kind. I'll be back in a sec."

"We'll continue after the break."

- - -

"OK, I'm ready. Let me have it all."

"Where was I? OK, I really wanted to stay with Anna, but I had to get home, 
you know, be a Tuesday night and I'd had to get up and go to work and all. I 
mean, there was no doubt in my mind that we had to see each other again. 
Susan was asleep, but the next morning she started nagging me about coming 
home late. I got really pissed at her and told her to find somewhere else to 
live. I'm not too proud of that now. It wasn't really her fault. I mean, 
even though it was my flat and all. Anyway, she'd packed and was gone when I 
came home in the afternoon."

"You kicked her out, just like that?"

"I didn't mean it like that! It was just bad timing. Things were rotten 
anyway, but I know I should have done it more . . . you know what I mean."

"Yeah, I know. It happens. Go on."

"I called Anna and told her that Susan and I had split up. Not the details, 
of course. I really wasn't proud of it. I was a little afraid that she 
wouldn't . . . you know, we were a bit drunk the night before, but she was 
cool about it, and invited me over straight away. She didn't have to ask 
twice."

"You've thinking with the wrong head, little brother."

"So what. It's not like I'd asked her to marry me. So I was going over there 
to get laid. What's wrong with that?"

"You'd dumped Susan just for a lay!"

"Oh, stop it. It was more than that. We'd really had a good time the night 
before, not just in bed. Do you wanna hear this or not?"

"I do!"

"Then stop preaching and listen, OK? I took a shower, picked up a pizza on 
the way, and went over to her place. Really romantic, eating pizza from the 
box. It was as if we'd known each other for years. She never showed me her 
etchings, so I asked if I could see her toys instead. No problem. I could 
even try them out on her, if I wanted."

"Smart move. Did she have a big collection?"

"No, well, she had the two I'd already seen, a vibrating egg and a ordinary 
dildo. The first two I'd seen were her favourites. The dildo was the first 
one she bought and she didn't really use it any more, and the egg was mainly 
for wearing if she was too busy to lie down and do something about it."

"Just what I need. So little privacy here. I need something discrete."

"I'll can get you one, if you want it? Anyway, I was a little curious about 
the egg, too, and I tried that out first. Extremely versatile. You can use 
it in so many places, but I was more into the two other vibrators. I used 
the big one, which wasn't that big, in her pussy and the small one on her 
clit. I tell you, that really got her going, but I wanted to get more into 
it, you know and she's got a very suckable clit. Besides, I wanted to return 
the favour from the night before."

"Sooo considerate."

"Yes. It did much the same for her as it did for me. I wonder what her 
neighbours think about her. She really screamed. It's so bloody exciting 
when she tells me how it feels and what she wants me to do, you know. When 
she came, I just replaced the big vibrator with my cock and left the small 
one up her arse. It was a very special feeling to fuck her while she had a 
running vibrator up her arse. Talk about good vibrations."

"Sounds great!"

"It was, but we were doing the old missionary and the vibrator wouldn't stay 
in. So, I sat up and Anna straddled me with her back to me and took the 
other vibrator. Now, the small one was pushed back inside every time she 
plunged down on me, and Anna used the big one on her clit. I grabbed her 
boobs and especially her big nipples. We did it really slow and Anna was 
talking all the time, telling me how good it felt to be filled. It occurred 
to me that she might find it just as exciting if I talked to her, and I told 
her how I could feel the vibrator going into her arse and how tight she was. 
She really is, you know, even though she's a big girl."

"I bet you she has used the egg a lot. Good exercise for your vaginal 
muscles."

"She had another orgasm, before I came. Man, it was wild."

"And then she got you up again?"

"No, that was it. We just relaxed and talked the rest of the evening. I 
think you need to relax a little, too, don't you? Visiting hours are over. "

"I know, but I don't want to rest. When I try to relax and sleep, I start 
thinking. I don't think I can stand it in here for much longer. I want to 
get out of here"

"You'll be out of here soon. I'm sure they find out what it is any day now. 
Didn't they take a lot of tests today?"

"I feel like a pincushion. Blood samples and biopsies. They've done that for 
a week now. My own doctor took a zillion tests four month ago. The 
specialist took test. I've had every possible test at least twice. Why can't 
they do something?"

"They will, Sis. Don't get upset. I know it's hard. Why don't you let Sandra 
visit you? She's miserable, you know. She can't understand why you won't let 
her visit you."

"I don't want anybody to see me like this. I look like shit, don't I?"

"Not to me and not to Sandra, I'm sure."

"Come on! You know what I mean."

"Think about it. It will do you good, and you'd not be alone so much."

"Tell her I'm OK, will you?"

"I will. You are OK?"

"No, not really. I'm scared . . . Please hold me a little before you go."

"It's gonna be ok, Sis, and it's ok to be scared. You can cry as much as you 
like, I won't tell anyone. But they would understand, Sandra, mum and dad. 
You're not alone and we do understand. I'm scared too, sometimes, but I know 
you're going to be all right. Trust me. Nothing's going to happen to my old 
Sis."

"I love you, little brother. Thanks for spending so much time here. I don't 
know what I'd do without you. You're the only one that really understand me, 
I think."

"No I'm not. I'm the only one you think you understand."

"Why do you have to say things like that? Take care now. Will you come 
around tomorrow? I wanna hear more about you and Anna."

"I'll be around. Before you know it, you'll be hetero. Sweet dreams."




Day two.




"Hi Sis. Any news?"

"No, nothing. They've taken more tests. I'm been waiting for you. I slept 
sooo good last night, and it's all your fault."

"I'm sorry. Did I ruin a good martyrdom or are you suddenly going straight?"

"Nooo! I still have a little imaginative power left and I put myself in your 
place. There's nothing like sex to keep your mind busy and besides, there's 
not much else to do here."

"Oh yeah! I bought you this: small and discrete. Where do you want it?"

"What would I do without you? You're so sweet. If you take the wrapping, I 
can keep it in my toilet bag. That's about the only private thing I have 
here. Oh goody, that will surely be able to distract me."

"You'll be out soon. I talked to the nurse and she said that they were 
confident that the test they'd taken today would give them a clue. She's 
sure it's only a matter of a day or two, before they know."

"Yeah! Sure! Never mind. As long as you visit me, I'll survive. You wanna 
tell me more about Anna?"

"All right. Do you want the chronological tale or just the juicy 
highlights?"

"Just the juicy bits."

"I thought so. Well, where should I begin? Oh, by the way, Anna would like 
to borrow your clamps, if you don't mind. And it would be ok with some 
pictures. She felt really sorry for you, lying here all alone."

"Did you tell her what we talked about?"

"Sure. I think she thought it was a little odd at first, you know, us being 
siblings."

"Did you tell her why?"

"Not in great detail, but enough for her to understand."

"Do you think she'll keep it to herself?"

"She'll never tell a soul."

"You better tell her the whole story, then. I don't want her to ask about it 
one day. I'd rather that you tell her."

"I think that would be a good idea, yes."

"I don't want to talk about it, at least not now. Go on, tell me about 
Anna."

"OK. Well, it's not like we use toys all the time, even though we are mostly 
at her place. She doesn't have a car. The toys are at her place, but we 
don't always use them, even when we are there. They kind of lose their 
magic, if we use them all the time. But Anna is quite ingenious. She really 
shocked me one day."

"Is that really possible? I thought I'd made you immune."

"Well, you might have talked about it, but I haven't actually tried it."

"What? Don't beat around the bush!"

"Stop interrupting me, then! I was lying on my back and Anna was sucking my 
cock. Her tongue was everywhere, up and down the shaft, licking the head and 
she sucked my balls. Just when I thought she was going to finally swallow 
the knob, she dove again and licked my balls, but not only that. She pushed 
up my legs and began to lick around my arsehole. I don't know what excited 
me most: The feeling or the fact that it was so kinky, but it sure as hell 
felt good."

"Oh Yes!"

"Yeah, I thought you'd know. She licked closer and closer to the centre 
while she slowly jacked my cock. I was going nuts, I tell you. She poked and 
licked and kept me on the edge. When she could feel I was about to burst, 
she stopped and waited a while. God, it was torture. I didn't want to come, 
really! I mean, we'd just started. I had to push her away. Then it was 
payback time. If she could lick my arse, I could lick hers and I did. My 
revenge was that I didn't stop when she came, I just continued. I made her 
come two times, while she told me how much she loved it with my tongue in 
her arse. By then, I was so ready to fuck her you wouldn't believe it."

"I believe you."

"I don't know what it's like for a girl, but I get so excited when I go down 
on a girl and make her come. Coming two times in a row made Anna a little 
more passive than she usually is and I just fucked her so hard and fast. 
Almost a pity, really."

"Hey, I love that when I'm all exhausted and she does me one more time. 
Sandra used to do me with a strap-on, just like that."

"Why don't you let her visit?"

"We've been over that a thousand times. You know we broke up before I got 
sick. I've just gotten over it and don't want to see her right now. I don't 
want her to see me like this. Maybe I still love her and hope that she'll 
come back, but she sure as hell won't, if she sees me like this."

"You're looking great. Sandra is really feeling so badly about it."

"And you've told her why I don't want to see her, right?"

"I have."

"She'll just have to learn to live with it. I can't deal with it now, OK?"

"Sure."

"I really appreciate that you visit me so much and I know you feel that it 
would be easier if I had more visitors, but I don't want to see anybody 
else. You don't have to come around all the time. Sometimes, I feel really 
bad because you're always there when I call and I never do anything for 
you."

"Wrong. You mean everything to me. I'm just no good at telling you:"

"Bullshit, and you know it!"

"Seriously, Sis. I don't know where I'd be without you."

"Never mind. You were telling me about you and Anna."

"All right. You know, I'd licked her arse, I'd fingered it and used the 
small vibrator, but I'd never ever tried to do it with a girl, you know, 
anally. I was sure Anna had tried that already, but she hadn't and she was a 
little reluctant to let me do it. Can't blame her, really. The thickest 
thing I'd put up there was my thumb and not even the thickest joint."

"It requires patience, little brother."

"Have you?"

"Only dildoes, but thick enough to match."

"Well, Anna's little vibrator isn't much thicker than my little finger. But 
I managed to convince her that I'd be careful and stop if it was too much. 
We hadn't chosen a special day to do it. Anna had told me she'd let me when 
she felt in the mood for it. It took a couple of weeks. One night, when I'd 
licked her and played with both vibrators, Anna suddenly said that now was 
the time to try. We always use gel for the vibrator and Anna was already 
very slick. When she knelt in front of me with her head and shoulders on the 
bed and her arse tilted upward, I was about to just slam it in. It looked so 
sexy and exciting."

"Yes! There's something about a girl in that position that makes her so sexy 
and inviting."

"Especially when the girl has an arse like Anna's. I kept my promise and 
moved very slow. Anna had suddenly lost control over her muscles. She was 
really nervous and clenched tightly. I couldn't even get my little finger or 
the vibrator in. I didn't try to force anything in. Instead, I teased her 
with my finger until she relaxed and suddenly it slipped in. I fucked her 
with my finger for a while, taking it the out completely every now and then, 
just to get her used to it. Anna liked a finger up there and began to relax. 
When I felt confident that she was relaxed and ready, I replaced my finger 
with my cock."

"And then she could take it?"

"No, not right away. It took several minutes. I just pushed little by 
little. For once, Anna was very quiet, breathing deeply to try and relax as 
much as possible, and then it suddenly passed the tight ring. It was tight! 
Boy, it was tight. Perhaps she tensed when I entered. She was really 
concentrated and breathing deeply."

"Tell me, is it just me or - You know, a lot of men love to do it anally, 
with women. Is it really that good? I mean, I prefer something much smaller 
back there. It doesn't really feel good, if it's a big dildo, at least not 
for me. I know some women like big things up there, but what does the a man 
get out of it?"

"Once you're in, it's not that tight. The rectum isn't that tight. The best 
part is to pass the anal muscles. That's tight. I think it's because it's 
kind of taboo. I mean, it's a little kinky to fuck a woman anally and that 
excites me. I guess other men feel the same."

"Did Anna like it?"

"Yes, but it was little like me, I think. It's forbidden and therefore 
exciting. Initially, it hurt; not as bad as she'd feared and it passed 
pretty quickly. After that, it really turned Anna on. Both of us, actually. 
She didn't like it too much if I penetrated her deeply, but that didn't 
matter much to me. It was only towards the end, when I came, that I lost 
control and went all the way in there."

"Have you done it again?"

"Yeah, Not that often, but sometimes when we're in a really naughty mood. 
Anna has learned to relax and she says it doesn't hurt any more, initially. 
Still, most of the time, we just have ordinary sex."

"What's ordinary to you?"

"Well, oral sex and intercourse. We like to tease each other. Take a 
Saturday, for instance. We can kiss and touch all day. I'll come up behind 
Anna and grab her tits. I'll knead them through her shirt for a couple of 
minutes, until I can feel her hard nipples through the fabric and then I'll 
stop. Later, she'd do something similar to me and we go on like that all 
day. Sometimes, we can't stay away from each other and have to make love in 
the middle of the day, other times we wait until bedtime. It's something I 
never did with Susan. She'd be annoyed if I did something like that."

"I think you and Susan misunderstood each other a lot."

"Perhaps. I mean, I think sex should be fun. Not just something you do under 
the covers with the lights out. It's not something that you have to get over 
and done with, like cleaning the house or cooking the dinner."

"The way you tell it, you and Anna have a lot of fun."

"Yeah. Do you wanna hear more?"

"No, save it for tomorrow. You are coming tomorrow, aren't you?"

"Of course."

"Then I think you should go home to Anna now."

"You'll be ok?"

"Sure. I think I need a little time to myself and my new toy."

"Right! I'll see you tomorrow."



Day Three.




"Hi, Sis."

"Did you talk to the nurse?"

"I did. You'll beat it, I know you will. You're a strong girl, Sis. You'll 
fight it and beat it."

"I . . . I. Just hold me, please."

- - -

"Thanks, little brother. I needed that."

"Always welcome."

"It's just so . . . Why me? What will happen? I mean, the nurse explained 
what was going to happen. I've never heard about it before; Hodgkin's 
disease! And why didn't they find out in the first place. I had to go 
through a cure for scabies, twice. I had to go though all kinds of allergy 
test. I was sent to a masseur because they thought I had 
muscle-infiltration. It was my bloody lymph nodes! Why didn't find out. Why 
didn't they check it? Why?"

"I guess it's a rare disease and hard to diagnose. I hadn't heard about it 
before, either. The nurse just gave me a brief description and told me what 
they were going to do. I know it will be rough, but they found it pretty 
early and your chances are good, Sis. You'll be ok."

- - -


"Sorry."

"Hey it's ok to cry. If not now, then when the hell should you cry?"

"I just . . . I've spent so long preparing for all the terrible diseases it 
could be and now that I know, it feels like the whole fucking world is 
tumbling sown on me. I feel so exhausted."

"You know, it's my lunch break. Maybe you should try and get some sleep. 
I'll come back tonight."

"Ok. And thanks for coming so quickly. I really needed you to hold me."

"Anytime. See you."

- - -

"So, did you get a little sleep?"

"A little. Cried a little. It helped, actually. You won't believe who came 
to see me."

"I though you'd told everyone to stay away?"

"I did, but she didn't know."

"Tell me! Who?"

"Susan!"

"What! My Susan?"

"Yeah, your former Susan."

"How did she know you were here?"

"Somebody had told her and she thought she would come around to see me."

"Just like that?"

"No, I actually think she wanted to see me, not just because I was here."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, I don't know. Just a hunch. By the way, she was sorry that she walked 
out on you, just like that. We got a bit of a laugh over that. She's not 
that bad, you know."

"No, I know. I guess we weren't meant for each other, that's all. What's 
that hunch you got? She wanted to come back or something?"

"You're so vain, little brother. No, not back to you, but I think she . . . 
Maybe she's not meant for men at all."

"What? You think she wanted you?"

"Yes. Does it bother you?"


"No, I mean, it might be a little awkward at the wedding."

"What wedding?"

"Anna's and my wedding in two month time. You're invited and if you're with 
Susan, I guess we'll have to invite her as well."

"But-but I'm going to get chemo therapy and radiation. My hair will fall off 
and . . . I'll look horrible. Maybe I'm in the hospital!"

"No, you'll be let out in a couple of days. You don't need to be 
hospitalised during the treatment, if there's someone at home to look after 
you. You'll stay with me."

"But what will Anna say? I can't just move in with you."

"Of course you can. It's ok with Anna. "

"I . . . you're so sweet, little brother, but you know what? Susan actually 
offered that I could stay with her. It will be a hell of a way to start off, 
but at least she'll see all my bad sides from the beginning."

"She has? I can't really imagine her as Florence Nightingale. Are you sure 
you want to do that? It will be perfectly OK to stay with me."

"I don't know. I mean, Susan was so nice, you know. I've always liked her. I 
. .  .  I'll be needing someone to hold me and take care of me and I know 
you'll do it and all, but it's like . . . you are always there for me and I 
don't want to wear you out, you know what I mean?"

"That won't happen, Sis. Are you sure Susan is really up to it?"

"Sure, why not? Are you afraid that I can make her squeal in bed?"

"If you can, please don't tell me about it."

"If you say so, but I know you will be curious."

"Maybe."

"I just don't know if it's the right way to start. I mean, I'll probably 
lose my hair and everything. I'll look horrible."

"No you won't. You'll look beautiful, even if you lose all your hair. You 
have such a pretty face. Besides, you won't have to shave, if you still do 
that."

"You can really find the positive sides of everything, can't you?"

"Yeah. No stubble."

"You know what I really like about you, little brother? You can make me 
forget everything, even that I'm about to die."

"You're not about to die. You'll fight it and you'll win. I won't let you 
die. I've brought you back once and I'll do it again, if necessary."

"It's not enough just to make me throw up this time."

"No, but I promise I'll help you keep up your spirits. Maybe it's not such a 
bad idea to move in with Susan after all. I guess you'll take it as a 
challenge to make her go crazy in bed."

"Especially if I can tell you about it."

"She doesn't know that we have no secrets. I've never told her."

"I have."

"Jeez, Sis. The two of you must have had a very serious conversation today."

"We did. I think she was pretty shocked, when she found out what was wrong 
and that I'd just been told. She didn't crack up, but she apparently decided 
to be honest with me; probably with herself as well. She told me that she'd 
been in love with me for a long time, but I was living with Sandra and she 
was living with you, and she wasn't even sure what she felt. She has never 
been with another girl. I mean, her parents brought her up that way. She's 
fantasised about it, but never done it."

"Moving in with her sounds a little risky to me. Don't you think it would be 
better to move in with me first and then see how things develop?"

"Maybe. She liked the first kiss and she sure liked it when I touched her 
breasts."

"What! Here? She must really have wanted it. She's so shy and would hardly 
kiss me in public. She let you touch her?"

"Yes. She had a loose blouse on and I slipped my hand under. She touched me, 
too. My tits."

"You're really something, you know that? You hit on my former girlfriend and 
seduce her in a hospital bed."

"No. She comes here and declares her love for me and we kiss a little, 
that's all. Mind you, if I'd been able to lock the door, we'd probably doe a 
little more than that."

"I believe you."

"I guess I've had a crush on Susan for a long time. We always seemed to get 
along so well, but we'd promised never to hit on each other's girlfriends 
and I already had a girlfriend. I loved Sandra, you know I did. I was 
devastated when she left me. If I hadn't promised you never to do it again, 
I might have considered it."

"Then I'm glad that Susan and I broke up."

"Are you jealous?"

"No, I don't think so. I mean, if Susan wanted you and not me all along, it 
explains quite a few things. I have Anna now and we're made for each other."

"Good. It's terrible, but I'm feeling pretty good. I was so anxious to know 
how you felt about Susan and me. It's such a relief. I'm so happy about 
Susan. I'm feeling like I'm in love for the first time. I have a fifty-fifty 
chance of surviving and I'm about to begin a horrible treatment and I feel 
happy. I must be crazy."

"Why should you want to feel bad? You'll be much stronger if you're feeling 
good."

"I guess you're right."

"Of course I am. I'm always right!"

"I'm . . . I'm scared."

"You have every right to. Just remember that you are stronger now. You know 
who you are, what you are and what you want. You want to live. It's not like 
before. You want to live and you have something to live for. You've always 
had, but know you know."

"What if I don't . . ."

"You will. You have to. You are going to hold the baby in the church, when 
it's going to be baptised; you'll be the godmother. You can't just check out 
when someone needs you."

"What baby?"

"Anna's and my baby. Anna is pregnant and we have already decided that you 
are going to be his or her godmother."

"Oh my God! Congratulations. But what if I'm still sick and have no hair? 
What if I'm here?"

"You're not and if you are, we'll bring the preacher and the guests here and 
have the ceremony in the hospital hall. But you're going to be fine and if 
you haven't got your hair back yet, you'll have to do without it. You will 
be beautiful and everybody will be able to see that you fought it and you 
won. You're strong and you'll be so beautiful, Sis."

"You-you are crazy . . . You can't do this to me!"

"It's healthy to cry, Sis. You get a lot of stuff out that way."

"You - - - iuiiu."

"I love you too, Sis. Just get it out."

- - -

"Feel better?"

"I feel so happy and so frightened."

"Just let the happy feeling win."

"Easy for you to say! It's just words."

"No, words aren't always easy. You should know that."

"Did you tell Anna?"

"I did."

"Did she understand?"

"Better than most, I think. She knows what it's like to be different and be 
outside in that age. She was pretty heavy as a teenager and the dates didn't 
exactly queue up. She was very alone and had very little confidence in 
herself. She has an older cousin, who taught her that she wasn't ugly just 
because she was big and helped her build up her self esteem."

"They're close today, too?"

"Yes. Not like us, but close. Anna couldn't believe how we managed to keep 
it a secret, but she understood why we tell each other everything."

"Good."

"I'll be going now, Sis. You get some rest and I'll see you tomorrow."

"OK. And thanks. I hope I can live up to your expectations."

"Just live. That'll be enough."

"Get out of here! And tell Anna I love her, love you both."



Day Four.




"Hi. Anyone been to see you?"

"Susan. It was . . . great. I'm feeling so good. I mean, I'm still scared 
and if I start thinking about it, I start to cry, but . . . I'm getting out 
tomorrow. Susan's coming to pick me up."

"Great. Are you moving in with her straight away?"

"No. Perhaps. I don't know. I have to go back and pack a few things, but I 
want to be with Susan as much as I can, before the treatment starts. I mean, 
if I don't make it I . . . I want to . . . spend as much time . . . with her 
as I can."

"Come on, Sis! You'll make it. There's going to be a lot of fear and a lot 
of tears, but you'll make it."

- - -

"You remember that video - Shakespeare Sisters: Stay With Me? I feel like 
that, only it's me in the bed and you beside it."

"God, Sis. It's so sinister. I always get the chills when I hear that song. 
It's so beautiful and so full of emotions. You will stay with me, promise? 
Stay in our world."

"I promise."

"Have they told you more about the treatment?"

"Yes. They'll begin with radiation. They will hit on the lymph nodes. Then 
it will be chemotherapy. Four times. That's the really hard part. If I'm 
lucky, that will be it."

"Piece of cake, Sis."

"It's so easy for you to say. I'm the one who's going through it. They are 
going to block my Fallopian tubes so that I can't get pregnant. I told them 
it wasn't necessary. You know what the nurse said? "We better. You might 
suddenly be afraid that you're missing something and want to try it just 
once. You won't be the first to do things you've sworn never to do."

"Maybe she's right. You never have been with a man, so you don't know what 
you are missing."

"No, but I just can't see anything erotic in having a hairy ape all over 
me."

"I can only agree."

"Do you always have to have a smart answer? No, don't answer that."

"I'm all quiet, but I've just come up with another answer."

"Save it and be serious for s moment, will you? I've been thinking. I mean, 
they say it might affect my fertility, but it's not very likely. Still . . 
."

"You wanna have kids?"

"Sandra and I were half way into it. We were actually arranging to go to a 
private clinic and get inseminated. I was to go first. Oh God, we should 
talk more often. Anyway, we didn't get around to it, but I still think I 
want to and if Susan . . ."

"Isn't it easier to do it the way nature intended? I mean, just this once? 
It's probably cheaper as well. At least Susan will be able to."

"There's only one man I would ever dream about having sex with and I can't 
have children with him."

"Why? Has he had a vasectomy or something like that?"

"No, stupid! He's my brother!"

"You want to . . ."

"No, I mean perhaps. I . . . maybe I do want to try to have sex with a man, 
just once, just to know what it feels like, but it has to be with someone I 
love and trust and there's only one: you."

"Thanks. I'm really honoured."

"Seriously, it's just something I'd thought about after the nurse said it. 
I'm not sure I even want to do it. I don't know if you'd want it. Have you 
ever had a crush on me?"

"I . . . I guess so. You're a very pretty and sexy girl, but you're my 
sister and on top of that, you're lesbian, so I've never really thought that 
much about it."

"Have you ever masturbated, thinking of me?"

"I . . . I've done that, but I was usually fantasising about you with 
another girl. For a long time, you were the only girl I'd ever seen naked, 
so I guess it was only natural that you were . . . kind of my dream girl."

"Don't be ashamed about it. I think it's kind of nice . . . exciting that 
you have been dreaming of me. If . . . if I decided that I would like to 
try, would you want to?"

"If you ask me right now, then yes. I know it sounds kind of strange, but 
all this talking about life and death have made me so horny. I've been 
taking it out on Anna the last couple of nights, or rather, we have been 
taking it out on each other, because she got terribly horny, too."

"It might be strange, but I've felt the same way. I mean, before I was told, 
it was sort of a way to keep my thoughts away from it all, but yesterday, 
even though I'd just been told, I suddenly felt so hot."

"Have I ever been a part of your fantasies?"

"Not until today, but . . . when the nurse told me, you know, that she 
thought I might do something like that, even though I'd never ever 
considered it, I began thinking about you. What it would feel like. I 
fantasised about talking you to a hotel and just spend one day and one 
night, doing everything. I wanted to feel you and taste you. You know that 
you're still the only man I've ever seen in the nude?"

"You poor thing. How do you know that you are a true lesbian? I mean, it 
might just be my body you don't like."

"NO! I've seen enough. On the beach and by the pool. I know. I simply can't 
imagine anything less sexy than a hairy ape on top of me."

"You could ask him to shave."

"Yeah, right! I just can't imagine myself being with a man. Except you."

"You're really in luck then. Last night, Anna and I spend a long time 
talking about you, the disease, and treatment. I told Anna that you were 
worried about losing your hair. Anna is shaved, you know, bare as the day 
she was born and she asked me if she could shave me. She's asked before, but 
I'm not all that keen on having a razor near my cock or balls. I've refused 
so far, but as I said: all this talking made me horny and she caught me in a 
moment of weakness. I said yes."

"Oh dear. Delilah got to you."

"Not with that effect, no. First, she lathered me up with foam. By the time 
she'd done that, I was standing like a flagpole. I'd promised myself not to 
look, but I couldn't help it. She did it very slowly and very cautiously and 
it was so difficult to relax. Have you ever cut yourself?"

"No, I don't think so. Mind you, I'm very cautious."

"Anna was too, thank god."

"Go on. You must have done more than that."

"Oh yes. When she'd finished and washed the foam off, she rubbed some oil 
into my skin. Man, that felt good. It felt so different, now that the hair 
was gone. She used her hands and her mouth to make it feel really good. Her 
hands were able to just glide over my skin. Anna really liked it as well. It 
was the first time a man had let her shave him and she just wouldn't stop 
caressing me. I ended up blowing it all into her mouth and face. She had to 
go out and wash her face afterwards, because she let go of my cock at the 
wrong time."

"She didn't let you off that easy, did she?"

"No. I wanted to try the oil thing on her, too. I began with her boobs. I 
always love to wash them when we shower together. I like that slippery 
feeling. I liked it so much that Anna had to tell me to move on and get down 
where it really mattered."

"I know the feeling."

"No, I mean, it was great to oil up her pussy as well. I can't use soap 
there when we shower, and it was really a nice feeling to slip in and out 
between her fold and openings so easy. It felt like she was very, very wet 
and then a little."

"So?"

"So, when Anna had come, she'd hoped I was ready again, but wasn't quite. 
Now, Anna knows that seeing her masturbate is one of the most exciting 
things I know, and she decided to make a little show for me. You've seen my 
bed, right? The one with the short bedposts. You know there's two balls on 
each bedpost: a small one at the top and a slightly bigger one under it, 
right?"

"I think I've seen it, yes."

"Anna put a little oil on one of the bedposts and knelt on the bed. She 
began to ride the bedpost while she masturbated. It was so wild. She made me 
move closer and began to suck my cock while she was still riding the 
bedpost. That got me back in shape, and it put me in a really kinky mood. I 
told Anna to stay where she was, leaning over the bed with the bedpost still 
inside her. Then I got up behind her and began rimming her arse. I tell you 
it drove her up the walls. It was awkward, but it was so hot. I still have a 
pain in my neck."

"One must suffer."

"Sure, but we didn't stop there. While I was rimming her, she told me to get 
up and fuck her. She was really hot. With all the oil I'd already used, I 
could slip into her arse fairly easy, even though Anna was more upright 
then. She was really getting into it now and she'd taken the second knob on 
the bedpost inside her. I held on her to her oily tits and played with her 
nipples while she moved up and down on my cock and the bedpost. At one 
point, I was afraid that she'd break the bedpost."

"You two are crazy, you know that. Didn't you say that she was pregnant?"

"Yes, but the bedpost is short, don't worry. It didn't take that long for 
her to come and when she did, her arse sort of contracted along with her 
pussy and I had to give in as well. It was just so hot."

"I think you're really going to be in my dreams tonight, little brother."

"Oh dear!"

"Don't worry, it's only fantasies - so far."

"Thank God!"

"Honestly. Would you be shocked if I asked you to have sex with me?"

"No, I don't think so, no. I don't think you can shock me any more."

"Please, I'm serious. Would you want to do it?"

"Sorry. Yes, I think I would. Not just to please you, but because I think 
you're a very sexy girl, even though you're my sister."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. I know it's wrong and that we shouldn't even consider having sex, but 
to do it just once would be . . . it would be justifiable and as long as it 
was our secret, it wouldn't hurt anybody."

"Nobody will ever know. If we decided to do it. I'll keep my apartment, at 
least for a while. I just need a little more time to make up my mind. It's 
not you, it's just . . ."

"Hey, you don't have to make excuses. It's your decision. I love you very 
much and I think you're sexy, but it's not like I don't get enough at home."

"God, little brother! You can really be profound sometimes."

"You think about it. I only want to do it if you really want it. I'll see 
you tomorrow, Sis."

"It will be at Susan's, then. Do you have her address?"

"No."

"Neither do I. I'll call you when I'm there, OK? Should I ask Susan to 
leave, before you come around?"

"No, we better get it over and done with and get used to it. See you 
tomorrow."

"I love you, little brother."

"I love you Sis."




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