Message-ID: <39731asstr$1039396202@assm.asstr-mirror.org> Return-Path: <vickietern@aol.com> From: vickietern@aol.com (VickieTern) X-Original-Message-ID: <20021208134823.22018.00000058@mb-dh.aol.com> X-ASSTR-Original-Date: 08 Dec 2002 18:48:23 GMT Subject: {ASSM} MMMMMM by Vickie Tern 7/10 TG Femdom Date: Sun, 8 Dec 2002 20:10:02 -0500 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2002/39731> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: dennyw, gill-bates Mmmmmm! by Vickie Tern, 7/10 vii. They did. Only ten minutes after they arrived Kelly was lying back on their bed with her legs wide apart, and Nick's Raspberry mouth was burrowing deep into her crotch. She was looking down affectionately at Nick's huge dark eyes as they stared poignantly back up at her, and she reached low and stroked his blonde hair as if it were a puppy's. Her hips began to writhe in the rhythm set by his mouth. Stan had fucked her three times that afternoon and he was hung! She'd felt stretched out and sore as she'd hurried back to Betsy's to pick up her re-made husband, Stan's cum still oozing from her. She'd even felt resentful because she still craved more cock, and meeting Nick was depriving her. Now? Nicola between her thighs did have its compensations! She felt soothed and satisfied. There was her very own Nicola's face, shiny, gleaming, coated slick and heavy with Stan's cum and her own pussy juices as they ran out of her, and there was her very own Nicola's marvelous tongue inside her. That tongue was a state of grace, a divine glory making sensations that rose up and bloomed out from her pussy into her whole body. All from the mouth of the lovely young woman between her legs! How luxurious! She wriggled. At that moment Kelly fell in love with Nick all over again, the years of bitter animosity forgotten. Or rather, she fell in love with the new Nick, Nicola. It was especially satisfying that after all those years of sparring she'd ended up triumphant. That Nick was no more. Or rather, what there was of him was now hers and yet she was no way his. She breathed deep and writhed and let her groin rise and press into Nick's face as she orgasmed, then decided to go again, her hand on the back of his head pushing Nick back to his task. "Ohhhhhh, this is so gooood Nicola!" she allowed herself to moan. "You have no idea, you dear! So loveleeee!" But even as he wiped his face on her and lapped so devotedly at her clit, Nick was puzzled. She was soaked even when she began! Dripping! Drenched! So slippery from the moment his tongue first touched her, and then when he'd sunk his whole face deep between her labia, it was like dipping it into a sopping wet sponge. And those labia were so pink and swollen! Why had she been so eager to get him into bed with her? Why she couldn't wait? The way he looked now turned her on? Was he that attractive now? She tasted a lot like the first time he'd licked her -- only two days ago was it? He'd cum into her the previous night with what little fluid he had in him these days, then the next morning she'd auditioned him at her pussy as Janet. He'd nearly suffocated, but she'd gotten really excited. Was this the taste of Kelly when she was really excited? There was so much juice in her! It was confusing. As he tried to think it through, he noticed that whenever she orgasmed blebs of thick, cloudy fluid came out of her. Yet she always wanted more, pressing his head between her legs even as she spasmed, so he'd keep going. And as she orgasmed again, more emerged. He wiped her crotch with his mouth and nose even more vigorously, and eventually she came yet again, and leaked even more sticky fluid. At least her legs stayed spread far apart, as if she needed the cool of the air on her pussy to quench the heat, not just his tongue. He was grateful that this time he could breathe. When she finally finished, had had enough, she sighed deeply. "Let me see," she said suddenly. Nick didn't understand. "Your face!" Nick crept up over her torso until his gleaming, sticky face was above hers. She looked at him and smiled sweetly. "Yes. It's true. There's nothing smeared. You're perfect, sweetheart. Your lips are still beautiful! Even the shading on your eyelids! And your cheeks are still glowing pink, that's so romantic! You know, it's funny, the way your whole face glistens! Though that's probably not your make-up." She smiled again. "That Stan! He's a fountain!" She made no move to kiss him. "What?" Nick's heart warmed -- she liked his looks. But she wasn't talking sense. "Who?" "Someone I know. Never mind, you'll get used to it, we both will. That was heaven, I want you to know that! Sheer heaven! Nicola, would you mind spending the whole night down there the way Janet sometimes did? I'd feel so good knowing you're snugged in there between my legs. And I'll want you to kiss me any time you wake up, on my bottom or my pussy or my mound, wherever you find yourself." "Maybe. All right." But he still felt uncertain about all this. All this praise made him feel good. Affectionate. He knew he wasn't himself, and he was still uncomfortable with how far this thing had gone, how far he'd gone with it. He needed reassurance. He needed to regain a minimal amount of respect. Self-respect, anyhow. "May I kiss you now?" he asked. He put his slick face down close to her mouth. But Kelly's mouth curled, and she turned her own face away. "No, Nicola. Only my pussy. I appreciate what you've done, really, I love it, and I might kiss you for it, but not right now. I don't like the taste. Your face isn't decent. Some other time?" Not decent? "The taste of what? You mean because I'm wet with your juices?" What an innocent he was! Well, this was his life from now on, he might as well know so he can learn to enjoy it. "No, not exactly. I'd often kiss Janet when she was sloppy with my juices! I love tasting my own flavor on a lover's lips. I'll kiss you too when it's only me you're wet with after you've been kissing me down there. It's men's juices I don't much care for." "This isn't only you? It's men?" He touched his face. It was beginning to dry. It no longer felt slick but thick and sticky. Sticky like .... Sperm. Not his own sperm, certainly. And finally he recognized the taste in his mouth! Salty, musky. Like last time, that was his own sperm. "Mmmmmm!" was all Kelly replied. "No, it's only one man, but he's quite a man! Some of it's me. Let's go to sleep, you lovely girl, you!" "Kelly, you've just .... While I was in that salon ..., you were making ... you were with another man?" She looked up at her husband's beautifully made up face, his elegantly coiffed hair a touch askew but his features gorgeous. He was a woman. Her heart went out to him. "No, sweetheart, I wasn't with 'another' man. Just one. You aren't a man -- you're too beautiful, and you can't get it up like a man either, remember? You don't qualify either way." I suppose he still hasn't grasped the reality of his situation yet, she was thinking. I need to wave it in his face! "Yes, I was with one of the men I've been seeing since you became incapable. Stan, in this case. While you were getting all girly, he was being a real man with me. We fucked all afternoon, three times I think it was. It was marvelous! He's incredibly well-hung, he makes your prick at its peak look like a little boy's. Should that seem so surprising? I've never tasted him, I don't want to, but he always feels just great in my pussy. Do you like the way he tastes? Are you a little sad you've never had him in your pussy? Or its equivalent?" I should be kinder to him, the poor dear, she thought. Now he's really baffled. He really needs to see for himself what I need that he can't provide. I guess he needs to stand there and actually watch them mount me and pump me, or he needs to see me impale myself on one of those bucking stallions and then ride him to glory. Then maybe he'll understand why I do what I do and go away and leave me forever, and only Nicola will remain. But that idea wasn't that all attractive as she turned it over. Kelly wasn't an exhibitionist, she enjoyed her privacy. She'd been meeting various men for sex for quite a while, and her husband had known nothing, and that had all been part of the fun. It was all part of her secret revenge on him, their competition, that she knew and he didn't! No, she'd leave him guessing. Fearful that any time she wasn't actually with him she was being fucked somewhere else. "Kelly, what I just did ...." He stopped and thought it through. She'd wanted him to suck her vagina as part of their new relationship. He'd agreed. Nick swallowed hard. The taste of Stan's cum was still in his throat, stuck there. He'd swallowed another man's cum from his own wife's cunt. She'd wanted him to do just that. His throat tightened, and his voice came out thin, tense. "I know you told me you have needs, and all. But I thought if I did this, this becoming a girl thing, if I went along with you, then maybe you'd ...." He stopped, realizing that she'd made no promises other than not to leave him. So he began again. "Kelly, there I was in that salon making this tremendous concession to your desires, letting them do whatever they did to me to make me look the way I look now. I know I can't satisfy you as a man any more, I know that. You've told me why and you know you're responsible for it, at least in part. So you owe me a little for that. And you did tell me that you were ... seeing others, and I appreciate that you're honest about it." Honest about cheating on me, crossed his mind, but he couldn't think it through. "But at that very moment, when I was losing the last of my masculinity for you, did you have to go find another man? Rub my nose in it?" Kelly grinned broadly. "Especially then! And I didn't rub your nose in it, baby. You did! Just now!" She almost laughed out loud. "Honey, I just couldn't help it. It was so exciting, watching you give up trying to be a man, letting me make you into the girl of my dreams, getting you to let me feminize you. It's so endearing! I got so horny watching you shop that I just had to go out and get stuffed! I couldn't help it!" Then in a more conciliatory manner she added, "It wasn't to spite you or anything, lover girl. I just wanted to, that's all. It's how I am. I love sex, you know that! And you don't, not that kind, not any more. That's how things are! I'm sorry you're offended. But let's not ruin this wonderful night with another quarrel. Please, just snuggle back down where you were before, and let's go to sleep." Nick gave up. She pushed on his head and helplessly, uneasily , he slid back down between her legs. "Oh," she said. "I do love your voice when it sounds like that. From now on, everywhere, try to speak with that tight sound in your throat. I suppose it's from realizing you've swallowed another man's cum. So think that you've swallowed another man's cum whenever you open your mouth. Then no one will ever suspect you're a man. Maybe it'll be true enough often enough!" From between her legs came an indistinguishable whimper. Crying? "Oh, you're so sweet!" she said, to reassure him. "I do love you like this!" She stroked his lovely, blonde-streaked hair. As Nick's breathing grew regular, Kelly's face remained seriously thoughtful. I shouldn't be so cruel. I did want him to debase his manhood by making him slurp another man's cum out of me and know it, she reflected. And now he knows he'll be doing it again. But maybe I'm expecting too much too soon. I want him to be happy in his new life. I better call Rachel first thing, and see if she has any more pills or advice. Nick was still asleep when she unwrapped her legs from around his head and wriggled her groin out from under and went into her study to call Rachel. "Rachel," she said. "Can we talk? Nicola is doing fine, better than we could have expected, much better. But she's having a problem accepting that there are other men in my life. She's cooperating, but I suspect she isn't all there for me yet. It could get worse for both of us. Do you have any quick solutions? Another pill maybe?" Rachel didn't hesitate. "No problem! Honey, think a moment, you've got him where you want him, but what's in it for him?" Bring him in today, and we'll do his breast enlargement. Immediately. No more delays -- he needs tits so he can start enjoying them. No new pills -- your poor dear would forget even his name if we gave him any more of those things. But I have something for him for next week when his breasts have healed that'll speed things considerably I suspect. Next week we'll do something that'll take him out of any competition with other men altogether." "What's that, Rachel? I don't want him hurt, you know!" "Oh, it won't hurt! It shouldn't. Quite the reverse! We'll bitch him!" she said. "That's what's needed." "Ditch him?" Kelly misheard. Ditch him? After all that work making that bastard husband over into a second loving Janet, and so close to success? "No way!" "That's right. Bitch him! We've agreed that's the way he'll have to go sooner or later. Once a woman, never again a man! I guess now it's sooner, not later! Make him some man's bitch! Then he can hardly feel offended when you go off to play with some other man, can he?" "Oh, I see. Yes. I do want him to enjoy some of the things women enjoy. That I enjoy, so he'll understand. A good stiff cock high up inside you, there's nothing like it! But there are limits. I want Nick -- I mean Nicola -- I want her to be like Janet, remember, not some slut screwing anything in pants. I want her to be a lesbian wholly devoted to me! I don't want her mooning and daydreaming about the different men she's sleeping with! Or thinking about leaving me for one of them. That's why I don't want her to have a vagina, remember? I told you that way back, when you wanted to give him one, because you thought castration was too good for him, that what he deserved was to wake up from one of his tantrums one morning and stare in horror at a full-scale pussy and an empty crotch, no cock, no balls, and realize that for the rest of his life he'd be the one who was fucked! You remember, I disagreed, I wanted to bring him along gradually, because if he had a pussy he might want to use it, and then where would I be?" "Of course I remember, Kelly. I don't know which of us argued the crueler choice, give him a cunt, or don't give him one. You really should think about it, Kelly. I know you want the satisfaction of knowing he has to be a girl without the main advantage of being a girl, depriving him, that's the kind of triumph you can really cherish. But think about the alternative! Destroying his manhood utterly! No cock, no balls, erasing him from the face of the earth and making him all female, a slut obsessed with humping guys when he isn't busy sucking on your twat! Think of that! That's an even bigger triumph!" Kelly was silent a moment. Then, "All right Rachel, I'll think about it. But I won't trick him into a vagina the way I'm tricking him into everything else. He'd have to decide on it himself. It would have to be his call. Because anything else would really be cruel, and even though he's been a rotten husband he's a nice person now, and I do love him in some ways. I mean, I love her! Anyhow, if she does it herself, I can have the satisfaction of telling her afterward that she did it herself, that she has no one to blame but herself if she isn't satisfied. But I don't see it happening." Rachel smiled, though Kelly couldn't see it. "Kelly girl," she said. "Don't worry about it. I see it happening. Once again you've brought your problem to the right place. We'll get him some breasts right away, and then we'll put a good stiff cock into his ass next week just as soon as his breasts heal. Let him have a taste of what it's really like to be a woman. Maybe even get him hooked on it. Then at the very least he'll have no way to raise objections whenever you give him a taste of whatever you've been doing." "All right. We'll get Nicola some breasts, and then get her a man. But what man, Rachel? Someone we can control, certainly, but she isn't ready for one of mine. My guys would never screw a man in a dress with a cock in his ass no matter how big his breasts were. I know your favorite daydream, that some day he'll suck off all my men, prick by prick. I even told Nicola about it. But it won't happen. Not yet. Some day, if they don't know who she once was. They'd like getting a blow job from a friend of mine, because I don't give head myself and they all know it. But not yet." "Oh, honey, of course not with your guys, though believe me, there are men who'd love to get close to a man like Nick just as he is! We could find him one of those. Lots of gay men go cruising for transsexual women, straight men too! But it isn't necessary. I've got one already." Kelly grinned. "Oh?" It suddenly struck her. "Do you mean Kevin? Kevin's available? For real? You'd let him? Have you talked it over with him yet, Rachel? Would he want to?" "Honey, of course not! But starting next week what he wants won't matter! Yes, I mean Kevin! He's being punished again. All next week he's going to eat some of my pills and wear my clothes. I need to humiliate that male superiority of his again. The bastard actually flirted with one of my receptionists, can you imagine? She flipped a switch to let me know and I heard it all on the intercom." "Only flirted, Rachel? Haven't you gone a little further than that yourself now and then when it suited your fancy? A lot further? As far as a girl can go?" "What has that got to do with it? That's me! He doesn't know anything about what I do! He's my husband, and I do know about him! You know, as I think of it, the timing's perfect. I meant to blast his balls all next week with a T-Suppressant, so he couldn't possibly get it up again for a month. But now I think I'll do the reverse. Feed him Viagra all week, so he thinks it's his bra and his panties and lipstick that're giving him his erections. Then after a week's stroll on the girly side I'll set him up with Nick. Let him earn his way back into boy clothes so he can get back to his office. Make him fuck a man, that's what I'll set up for him! Fuck a man with tits who lives like a woman! Yes! He won't remember whether he's straight or crooked after that! Let them become lovers! It would teach him to appreciate me more for sure. Unless of course he should find he actually is gay and prefers Nick! But that'd teach him too! Either way it would keep him too busy to get into much more of his usual kind of trouble." Kelly smiled. Sometimes Rachel was just too much. "And there's a bonus, honey. Kevin's very good with breasts. Nick will finish up glad that he has them, even if he doesn't finish up glad that he has an asshole!" "Oh. I like that, it's perfect! But Rachel, remember, Nick is Nicola now, not a man. She's a woman, or anyhow she's a woman-in-training. Let's respect her for that. Are you sure you want Kevin to start an affair with a woman? You can never tell where that might go!" "Oh Kelly, come on! Do you really think ... well you probably do, you don't want him to be a man ever again and who am I to discourage you? No problem, as long as they hump their heads off. Good, it's done! Bring your girlfriend 'Nicola' by about four this afternoon. I have a colleague who does breasts, beautiful work -- I'll set him up with her for then. I'll say this for Nick. He looked quite convincing when I saw him yesterday. What's he like today now that Betsy's really got him all tarted up?" "As a matter of fact it's amazing, Rachel. You'd never believe it. He has a cute hairdo and permanent make-up that needs no attention at all and he looks gorgeous. With sweet little hoop earrings. He's quite lovely. She is, I mean. Nicola. Please, Rachel, call her Nicola." "Nicola? Honey, I knew him when! Only yesterday I hefted his shriveled balls, remember? And I'm the one who pumped his first tank of girl-juice into him! 'Nicola'? Well, all right, Nicola, I know you're still hoping that nasty thing you married will turn into a reincarnation of Janet. Oh, one more thing, can Nicola still do anything with ...ahhh ... her penis? If we're to get our two lovebirds real close I wouldn't mind humiliating Kevin just that extra little bit, requiring that he suck on Nicola's extra little bit." "Maybe. She still cums through a soft erection, if you can call it that -- it's sort of pathetic. More like drooling. At least she still could a day or so ago. So maybe Kevin could do something with her. But what I mainly want is for Kevin to fuck her hard, the way I love getting fucked. Up her rear, and the sooner the better. So she can't possibly feel bad in the future whenever she sees I'm also getting laid, or she happens to taste someone else's cum in me. I want her never to forget that she's also had a man's prick in her, and that she's also been filled with cum, so she won't feel bad that I'm enjoying myself that way." "You mean that you're enjoying yourself that way and she isn't?" "No, she hasn't gotten to that stage yet. She's sad because she still wants to be the only man in my life, even though she knows now that she isn't the only man, and that she isn't even a man. When she kisses me down below she feels conflicted." "Oh?" "Yes. Last night she tasted a man in me, and she recognized what it was because I'd already tricked her into tasting herself there. It upset her a little, she isn't used to the idea just yet. And I do feel so sad when she's sad." "Honey, don't worry, I'll see to it that Nicola's ass is filled to the brim. Next week it'll be Spunk City." "Well, thank you Rachel. You're a doll, I really appreciate it. I don't know why you're so helpful. See you at four." "My pleasure!" It is indeed, too, Rachel was thinking. And she really doesn't know why! As Kelly hung up she saw that Nick had come down. He was clutching his new pale blue wraparound closed with one hand while trying to make coffee with the other. He'd rolled his hair without being told, she saw, and then showered -- he was still wearing the flowered plastic hood that barely covered his rollers. His face was clear, his permanent blush just barely accenting his cheekbones, his eyes large and dark, and his lips delicately tinted Raspberry. Kelly felt a surge of pride and love. He's almost perfect, she thought. She is, I mean. She's trying, she really is! Trying to please me. Trying to make the best of what I've done to her. It comes to the same thing. "We'll go out later this afternoon, honey, and we'll pick up whatever dinner we feel like having after that. No need to prepare anything for the two of us for tonight. That'll be your job from now on, you know, now that you're a lady of leisure around the house and I'm still a working woman. But it won't be necessary tonight." "Working?" Nick was puzzled. "I thought you were taking a few days off so we can have all the time we need to ... reach our understandings." How he's revised it! Trying to back off! Kelly was amused. "No, baby, we already have our understandings. What you need now is time to reconcile yourself to what we've agreed, to learn how to do it. To be the best woman you can be. For example, right now you need to sit up straight and close your thighs. Whenever you're not wearing slacks and you're sitting down, your knees need to be touching, and keeping your ankles crossed is a good idea too. Shoulders back, always, you slouch like a teenage girl, and you're past that now. And stir that spoon using only your fingers, not your whole hand and arm. That's it! Delicate and feminine, always! Men love that!" Nick was puzzled by this last. Men? Was she needling him? "I thought what you wanted was for me to be Janet and sleep between your legs!" he said quietly, in his moderated, tense "girl" voice. It came out lilting, almost like a croon. "What difference does it make what men think? When they look at me they'll see a drag queen." Kelly was trying to prepare him to accept intimacies with Kevin, to enjoy the rest of what women enjoy too, the feminine flirting and the chance of a sexual conquest. But Nick didn't know that. So she presented it as a matter of self-esteem. "I don't think so, Nicola. You need to feel proud of yourself. Believe in what you are. Feel attractive. You don't want anyone to imagine that you were once a man now, do you? Well then, convince yourself you're a woman and attractive to men. I want you to go all the way, to think and behave so feminine no one could possibly imagine you were ever anything else." "Go swish?" "No, much more difficult. Go natural and graceful. Move nice and easy. Always tell yourself that you're lovely! Finished with breakfast? School's open." They went into the living room where a scant two days ago Nick had agreed to try, and all morning Kelly trained him toward womanhood. How to be graceful and lovely while sitting, standing, holding himself, reaching for things. How to manage his handbag and adjust his skirt. When to drape his fingers, and when to curl them. How to look deep into the eyes of anyone who spoke to him, and to question, not assert, when disagreeing. How to say "I'd like," or "Might I have" instead of a brute male "I want" or "Give me," so women could feel generous and men privileged when they provided whatever was wanted. "Of course whenever you accept anything from a woman, smile and nod gratefully," Kelly told him. "Because women understand and try to be generous with each other. But whenever you accept anything from a man, whether you smile or not be prepared to give him something in return. And you already know what most men will want in return. Sometimes you'll have to kiss them. Get used to the idea!" Whenever he couldn't quite find the most elegant posture, the daintiest position of repose, the gentlest tones of voice, Kelly urged him to let his inner girl take over his body. "You already look sweetly feminine," she said. "Let yourself feel fulfilled because you know you're loved, because you want to nurse and nurture others into that same feeling, because your heart is full of love for them. Let yourself go all limp and deliciously dreamy, and let that feeling take over. Can you do that?" Oddly, Nick realized, he could, in a way. "Yes," he replied as tenderly as he could. Kelly looked mildly into his eyes, but never wavered. "No, don't look away. Look at me. Tell me, with feeling, that you want to be the loveliest woman you can be. That you'll really try." "I want to be the loveliest woman I can be, Kelly. I really will try!" Kelly made him repeat it several times because she thought he didn't sound sincere. The fourth time or so, Nick surprised himself when he realized that he was genuinely and sincerely saying it. end 7/10 VickieTern@AOL.COM -- Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated. +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ | alt.sex.stories.moderated ----- send stories to: <ckought69@hotmail.com> | | FAQ: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/faq.html> Moderator: <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ |Discuss this story and others in alt.sex.stories.d, look for subject {ASSD}| |Archive at <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org> Hosted by <http://www.asstr-mirror.org> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+