Message-ID: <38545asstr$1033348203@assm.asstr-mirror.org> Return-Path: <maureen_lcn@yahoo.com> X-Original-Message-ID: <20020929211620.84436.qmail@web12301.mail.yahoo.com> From: Maureen Lycaon <maureen_lcn@yahoo.com> MIME-Version: 1.0 X-ASSTR-Original-Date: Sun, 29 Sep 2002 14:16:20 -0700 (PDT) Subject: {ASSM} [NEW] Captivity [1/3] (MM, Mdom/M, nc, tort, oral, anal, ScFi) X-Original-Subject: {ASSM} [NEW] Captivity [3/3] (MM, Mdom/M, nc, tort, oral, anal, ScFi) Date: Sun, 29 Sep 2002 21:10:03 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2002/38545> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: gill-bates, hecate SWORN PART ONE: CAPTIVITY @Copyright Maureen Lycaon, September 2002. Permission granted to duplicate this story via normal propagation through Usenet and whatever mailing lists it's posted on (but please do not repost; I can do that myself, thank you); to archive it in the official web archives of alt.sex.stories, alt.sex.stories.moderated and alt.sex.stories.gay.moderated, as well as whatever mailing lists I post it on; and to keep one hard copy and two electronic copies for your personal use. All other rights are reserved under the Berne Convention. MANDATORY WARNING: This is hard-core erotica. If you shouldn't or don't want to be reading this, don't. AUTHOR'S NOTES: What this series of stories describes wouldn't be healthy in real life. The main character comes to accept and enjoy being enslaved and raped -- and I portray this as a Good Thing. The only reassurance I can offer my readers is: this is a dream you are in, an erotic dream about dominance and submission. It is not a guide to BDSM or the real world -- only a portal into the author's own twisted imagination. All hail Dusk Darkling, who provided most of the beta reading (and advised on Servant Byron's writing equipment); Windrunner and Tyellas, who also beta'd; and Michael Craig, who provided constructive criticism. You can read my other erotic works at: http://members.vclart.net/Maureen/index2.html Captivity (Part One of the "Sworn" series) By Maureen Lycaon He would never, ever know how long that state lasted, with him gasping, moaning, squirming, and thrusting into Lord Michael's hands. The dark spell of pleasure broke only when those hands stopped, ceasing to caress him. He felt the mattress give and sink as the Lord shifted his weight. Rain lifted his head to look at him. Michael had straightened up on the bed and was smiling down at him. This arrogant Lord had brought him to shameless, animal arousal, then denied him -- and now was gloating over him. Only the memory of the oath he had sworn restrained Rain as his fists gripped the bars to white-knuckle tightness, arms shaking with the strain, and he silently cursed Michael with every foul word he knew. As the Lord gazed down upon him, that smile faded. Michael nodded, as if acknowledging his emotions without responding to them. He didn't seem worried. "You are angry," he stated calmly. Rain glared back at him, not certain whether an answer was required or not -- and not trusting himself to speak. "Give me an answer, Rain." Some of the iron was back in that voice. "You are angry, are you not?" After a moment, Rain admitted, "Yes, I am . . . Lord." "You believe me to be laughing at you for becoming aroused. You imagine that I despise you." "I -- yes, my Lord." Michael nodded again. "Understandable," he remarked. "You still think of me as your enemy." Rain muttered "Yes, my Lord," before wondering if Michael had really expected an answer to that too. A silence grew between them, stretching into long moments. Rain felt a throb of hunger in his manhood; it was still swollen. He closed his eyes, turning his head away. Feeling another touch upon that stiffened flesh, he opened his eyes. The Lord had bent over him and caressed his organ again. "Would you like more of that?" Michael asked. Rain stared up at him, torn by conflicting emotions. What to answer -- a defiant "no", and risk being mocked and perhaps punished? "Yes", and admit how completely the Lord's hand had subdued him with pleasure? Chill, heavy helplessness spread through his soul. He would be allowed no pride at all, it seemed. "Yes," he admitted, his voice weak even in his own ears. Lord Michael simply nodded again. "Good. I *will* satisfy you, but before that I wish to give you your first lesson in pleasing me. Hopefully you'll now find it less distasteful. Afterward, provided you do well, I will reward you. I will go slowly, and keep your inexperience in mind." Lord Michael moved off of him and climbed down from the bed, slowly, unhurriedly, swinging his feet to the floor. "You may let go of the bars now," he told Rain. "Get up off the bed, and stand on the floor with me." Rain obeyed, feeling his still-stiffened manhood swaying as he moved to stand before the Lord. Michael sat down on the edge of the bed again, facing Rain, and spread his knees apart. Taking a pillow from the bed, the Lord dropped it to the floor between his feet. "I think that will be easier for you," Michael remarked. "Kneel on the pillow." Rain felt his face heat again. He was acutely self-conscious as he knelt down upon the pillow before the Lord, all too aware of how abject he looked. At least this time he wasn't in front of Lord Michael's entire assembled body of servants. "No, you need not raise yourself upon your knees," the Lord corrected. "Sit down on your calves. Yes, that's right." As Rain sat kneeling between Michael's opened thighs, the Lord's groin bare inches from his face, he suspected what he would be called upon to do now. It was not unknown to his own people -- when done by a woman, for a man. But for a man to suckle another man, let alone a Lord . . . *I must do this,* Rain told himself. *I must.* He felt his arousal mercifully dwindling. Lord Michael wasted no time, but spread his own thighs wider apart. The shape of his organ was obvious underneath the tight cloth of his trousers. "Open my trousers, Rain," the Lord commanded. Rain reached forward with both hands. Slowly, cautiously, he fumbled with the lacings -- they were different from those of Clansfolk, shorter and tighter, which made the knot at the top harder to loose. Finally he managed to untie it. He opened the flaps, so that the wiry pubic hair emerged. The Lord was wearing nothing underneath those thin trousers, not even a loincloth. So short were the laces, he'd have to pull them out of their eyelets to reach Michael's sex. He hesitated. "Go ahead, remove the laces," Michael's voice sounded. With some difficulty, Rain drew the laces out of several successive eyelets, until the Lord's organ was half-exposed. "Continue," Lord Michael said. "Draw out my member, and take it in your hands." Rain hesitated a moment, then reached forward again and carefully pulled out Michael's organ. Its warmth was like a shock to his fingers. He hated the feel of it, wanted to drop it and wipe his hands off. He did not want to do this, and he knew he must, that there was no escape from the necessity of it. Michael had not commanded him any further. Rain knelt there with the Lord's manhood in his hands, and looked up at Michael's face, uncertain. "Hold it in your hands for a moment," Michael told him. "Just look at it and feel it. Get to know how it feels." Rain lowered his eyes to the flesh he held, feeling its warm weight in his hands. It was about as long as his own, perhaps a little thinner, but uncircumcised -- something unheard of among Clansmen. He'd never seen a foreskin on an adult man before. The pubic hair was paler than his own, only a few shades darker than the Lord's blond mane. It was also stiffer and wirier, and less dense -- Michael was little exposed to cold, even in winter. The Clansman found himself caught in mingled distaste and fascination, feeling the manhood so like and yet unlike his own. It was rousing, just from his touch -- the tip was reddening. *It is not so bad, after all. It's just different. I can grow used to it.* The queasiness of his stomach mocked his efforts. *I must,* he reminded it. "Very good, Rain," Michael said. "Now, put your mouth on it. Kiss the tip." Rain gathered his will. He lowered his head, and kissed Michael's manhood on its very tip, a little over the slit. The warm flesh against his lips filled his awareness and drove out all other thought, as if the organ were already forcing its way into his mouth. His stomach hitched. "Good. Again," Michael's voice commanded. Rain obeyed once more. His stomach quivered, less strongly now. "Again -- more softly and respectfully this time." He felt as if he himself were being diminished as he feigned humble reverence for the organ, kissing it more slowly. The spasms of his belly subsided, giving in to the inevitable. He glanced up into Lord Michael's eyes, seeing the glitter of lust there. The Lord looked back intently at him and nodded once, almost imperceptibly, acknowledging his reluctance without making any concession to it. "Listen to me well, now," Michael said. "You are going to pleasure me with your mouth, and I do not wish to have to urge you on. Do you understand me?" "Yes, my Lord." Rain made himself breathe evenly and listen, forced himself to look the Lord in the eye. "You will take care not to touch me with your teeth, and when I spend, you will swallow my semen without my having to command you further. You will hold my member in your mouth then, gently, until I say that you may release it." Rain swallowed. "Yes, my Lord." "Now, take it into your mouth, just the head at first. Take a deep breath first -- that will keep you from gagging. Rest your hands on my knees or my thighs, if you wish." Lowering his head again, Rain braced himself . . . opened his mouth . . . took Lord Michael's flesh into his mouth, feeling it rest upon his tongue, press gently against the roof of his mouth. He couldn't help but taste it, its slight saltiness and the faint musk of sex. His stomach quivered again, beginning to rebel once more. Again he forced it down, breathing hard through his nose. Holding the Lord's organ in his mouth, he put his hands on Michael's thighs, awaiting the next order. "Tongue it, Rain. Lick it. Please me." Closing his eyes, Rain touched his tongue to the tip, tasting the salt of Michael's skin. His stomach heaved one more time, and then was still. The Lord gave him no further order, no permission to stop, and so he continued to lick the organ in his mouth. The taste and the feel were not as bad as he would have expected, even with the foreskin. They were not bad at all, really. He sighed through his nose as he worked, tonguing his master's sex, feeling himself grow accustomed to the strange task. The flesh stiffened and grew warmer as he worked. He wasn't sure if that were worse or better. It was . . . different. His own arousal had gone, his manhood hanging limp. A mercy, he decided. He had no wish to find this act arousing. The Lord's hand was stroking his hair again. He wanted to resist the soft pleasure of that touch, but he didn't have the energy or the concentration just now. It was all focused upon the act he had to perform. A small ache made itself felt in his neck as he worked with lowered head. He had almost forgotten his shame, until Lord Michael spoke again. "You are doing well, Rain," that deep, gentle voice said, with only a hint of huskiness, and Rain felt himself cringe inwardly. "But you must become more adventurous. Go ahead, explore my member with your tongue now -- you can take more of it into your mouth to do it." The Clansman did as he was bidden, taking more of the manhood into his mouth. He found that he could overcome his urge to gag by that deep breathing, just as Michael had said, and by not letting the tip brush his throat. He moved his tongue along it in whatever new ways he could think of: stroking, tapping, caressing. He even tried slipping the tip of his tongue into the slit; that actually drew a gasp from Michael. The Lord's breathing was becoming uneven, shaky, as Rain worked. "Very good," Michael said, his voice low and husky. "Work more quickly, now -- no, not too quickly," as Rain tried to seize the opportunity to hurry, eager to get the task over with. The Lord's hand came to rest on the top of his head, firm, commanding, and he stopped. "It's no use trying to finish swiftly, Rain," Michael admonished, the note of command in his voice once more. "You are going to have to do this every day, sometimes more than once. You will do better to accept that fact, and grow accustomed to pleasing me with your mouth. No, keep tonguing me even as I speak. I did not give you permission to cease. And now, suck upon it, as well." Rain felt heat flare on his cheeks at the rebuke. He began his work again, trying to ignore the worsening ache of his neck, the beginning of weariness in his jaw muscles. Michael once more stroked his hair as he worked. He heard the Lord begin to breathe raggedly again, the muscles of the thighs tightening under his hands. A deep, soft moan came. Another. The hand clenched in his hair, then abandoned him. He felt as if he knew every inch of the organ in his mouth, how it tasted, how it felt -- a knowledge he had never wanted but had had to gain anyway. Then he tasted the first salt of arousal, the seeping fluid that signaled true excitement. The revulsion he thought he had conquered rose to choke him. He jerked back, releasing the organ and letting go of Michael's thighs as he gagged. A moment later, his chin was seized in strong hands. He almost lifted his arms to fend Lord Michael off, to resist -- but at the last moment, he remembered himself, and let the Lord force his head back up. He was still gagging a little; he swallowed hard to quell it as he met those stern blue eyes once again. *He will surely punish me now . . .* Michael did, dealing him a single, firm slap across the cheek. Rain shuddered, knowing that he must not lift a hand in his own defense. His fists balled tightly at his sides as he looked into the Lord's stern eyes, feeling hot anger well up in his heart. The imprint of the slap burned on his cheek. He waited, but no second slap followed. Michael's gaze never wavered from his. "I did not give you permission to cease," Lord Michael said, his tone of voice as even as it ever had been. He released Rain's head. "Now, continue." Rain took a deep breath, fighting to regain control of himself. The Lord waited. At last, the Clansman leaned forward, put his hands back on Michael's thighs, lowered his head to resume his task. He had lost ground, but soon Michael was breathing raggedly again, then gasping. Rain tasted the Lord's salty fluid of arousal again, but at least this time the element of surprise was gone. He forced down the urge to gag with everything that he had, and succeeded. The Lord did not correct him again until the end. By the shudders of Michael's sex and the tensing of his legs, Rain had enough warning to brace himself. He refused to let himself know the taste the Lord's essence spurting into his mouth, swallowing as quickly as he could. Even so, a faint warmth lingered at the back of his throat. Michael's manhood quivered a last time, then grew still. *I have sworn to obey*, Rain reminded himself. It was little comfort. His stomach heaved, wanting to reject what he had just swallowed. His jaw ached; his neck felt as if it were about to break. Even with the cushioning pillow, his knees hurt fiercely. Remembering the command to hold the Lord's manhood until he was bidden otherwise, he waited. Gradually, Lord Michael's breathing slowed. His manhood softened, shrank. "You may release my member, now," the Lord said. "And you sucked very well, for a first time." Rain had thought he could feel no worse shame, but the words seemed to strike through his very soul. He tried to turn away, letting his arms drop, feeling a burning heat on his cheeks. Lord Michael reached out with both hands, grasped Rain's collar with his left hand and gripped his chin firmly with the right, refusing to permit the evasion. There was no anger in the Lord's expression, but neither was there any weakness. "No, Rain. You have given yourself to me, body and soul. You have no right to hide your feelings. None." In a heartbeat, shame turned to anger in the Clansman. He glared openly at the arrogant Lord. *You wish to see my feelings? Here they are!* He wanted to spit out the taste lingering in his mouth, wanted to twist away again, to strike out. Only his oath, and the knowledge that the safety of others besides himself was at stake, held him back. He became aware that his fists were clenched so tightly that they hurt as much as his neck, the muscles quivering with tension. He drew a shaky breath, let it out again, fighting his own anger. Long moments passed as his eyes remained locked with the Lord's. Michael's gaze never wavered, nor did his expression change as he looked back, still holding Rain's head. "You belong to me," Michael said, looking down at him with those gentle, terrible eyes. "You must accept it. *Accept* it, Rain." His heart recognized the truth of those words, even if his anger did not. They seemed to bore into Rain's very soul, crushing the anger, turning it to mere ashes. *What can I do? Nothing . . . not without breaking my oath.* Slowly, slowly, he felt his muscles relax, the heaviness of defeat filling them. Felt the aching of his knees, his neck and jaw. The Lord nodded, as if in acknowledgment. His hands released Rain, moved to rest upon the Clansman's shoulders, and began to massage them gently. "That was terribly humiliating for you, wasn't it?" he said. "Yes, my Lord," Rain admitted, hoping Michael would not mock him. "It was." Michael nodded again, gravely. There was no trace of mockery in his eyes. "Nevertheless, you will suckle on my member every day, and sometimes more than once a day, so you will get used to it." His hands moved slowly on Rain's shoulders for several more long moments, then stopped. "Now I will reward you, as I have promised," he said. "Get back onto the bed, and grasp the bars again." Slowly, stiffly, Rain rose from his knees. He had long since lost every trace of arousal; the promised reward held no allure. *I must do this. I must obey.* Michael moved aside to allow Rain to obey him, standing up to lace his trousers closed. Once more, Rain lay down upon the bed and held the bars of the bedstead, the entire front of his body exposed to his master, and waited for the Lord to do what he would. LORD MICHAEL: He had not truly submitted to me, I knew. Without his oath, without the safety of his people depending upon his obedience, he would never have been so docile. Nevertheless, he had done well, and for now his anger was broken. This lesson was almost over. I enjoyed the grace with which he moved, as he lay back down upon the bed, reaching up to clutch the bars of the bed-head, all the most sensitive parts of his body offered up to my gaze and my touch. His member lay limp again, but that barely detracted from his handsomeness -- and in any case, I meant now to attend to that. When he was settled, I brought up the chair so that I could sit beside the bed. Then, without further words, I began to caress him again, stroking his lean belly with my fingertips for a time before I moved downward once more. As I took his member into the palm of my hand, I saw a look of hesitancy upon his fine-boned face. I knew that he wanted to rebel again, to resist becoming aroused. I saw the moment of surrender in his eyes, the relaxing of his jaw muscles. Yes, he was making progress. He erected more quickly now that the way had been prepared, his member warming and stiffening in my hands. And yet there was one last shred of resistance, with which he closed his eyes and refused to look upon me or anything else. I let go of his member for a moment, reaching up to brush his lips gently with two fingers. "Open your eyes, my sweet slave," I bade him softly. "Look at me for a moment." His eyes opened immediately, and he looked up. I could see the shame there, and the resignation. "Listen to me well, Rain," I told him. "I own you, just as I have said. Your life is in my hands. So is your pleasure. Your body belongs now to me, and not in any way to yourself. You are not to pleasure yourself, ever, without my express permission, and you may not ask for that permission. I will give it to you if and when it suits my own wishes." I saw him close his eyes, but then he opened them again. A pink blush was suffusing his cheekbones now. I went on. "No matter how great your need, you may not satisfy yourself with your own hand. You may not spend, ever, unless I give you permission, and for the most part that will be a privilege that you must earn." I could see the words strike home. He swallowed, still looking at me, and the blush deepened. Yet his member remained erect. I permitted myself a moment of hope. He did not speak, so I asked him, "Do you understand me?" "Yes, my Lord." His voice was weaker than I had ever heard it, save after the lashing. "Good," I said. "Now, I will dispense your reward, with my hands. You may spread your thighs as you wish, let your hips thrust, but don't take your hands off the bars and do not try to pull away from me." His eyes finally lowered from mine. I began to caress him again, stroking and fondling his organ; a shiver passed through the long, lean muscles beneath his fair skin. He did not want his passion -- I could see that -- but he could not deny it. Those wondrous dark eyes began to glaze, the eyelids drooping half-closed over them, as he uttered his first moan, his face betraying his growing pleasure. His member was fully stiffened now. His thighs spread as I stroked, then closed a little as he tried to restrain himself . . . then spread still wider. Soon he was gasping and moaning freely, his body flexing and undulating in the throes of passion as it had before. His lovely testicles were reddened and drawn up tightly. As I continued to stroke his member with one hand, I let my other hand roam the rest of him, running up and down his tensed thighs, his hips, his ribs, caressing and softly pinching his dusky-pink nipples between my fingers until they were as stiffened as that craving phallus. At one moment, his whole body arched, shuddering under my hands like a dying stag under the hunter's knife. Almost, I took compassion upon him, to take him to completion. Almost. But the lessons I had just given him needed strengthening. Thus, as his swollen member twitched in my hand in the moments before spending, I withdrew. He whimpered, and then jerked his head up sharply to look at me. I could see the glaze of passion give way to anger, just as it had before. "Yes, I said you would be rewarded, that you would be allowed to spend," I told him. "I did not say that you would be satisfied immediately. I enjoy playing with my slaves, watching them writhe in need. I am going to do so with you." The helpless anger in those eyes was so beautiful, it threatened to take my breath away. But it was vital now to show no weakness. Thus, I reached out to administer the touch that had brought such a powerful reaction before, flicking my finger along the underside of the reddened head of his member. Despite himself, he gasped, just as he had the first time. As he recovered himself, suddenly there was fear in his eyes as well as anger. No doubt he was thinking of the sukai lash, wondering if he had been foolish to show so much rage. It would not do to let his fear go too far. I toyed briefly with his nipple, reminding him of his place, as I spoke. "So defiant still," I said softly. "No, never fear. I have said you need never endure the sukai lash again, and you will not. But you are my slave and my possession, and you need to learn that to the marrow of your bones. You have no right to resist me." I lifted my hand to run one finger across his lips. He sighed, the fire in those dark eyes dying as his gaze lowered. I could see the barely-perceptible slump of his shoulders. He was conquered. For now. The stiffness of his member had never slackened. Again, I allowed myself to hope. Perhaps he did indeed have those qualities I was looking for; perhaps there was more to his submission than an oath . . . even if he himself did not yet know it. I resumed fondling him. I played his flesh with all the skill I could summon, bringing forth the passion locked within him, making him moan and squirm, clutching the bars until his knuckles paled to whiteness. Always, I kept my touch just a little slower and gentler than he would have liked. His movements became ever more abandoned, his groans louder, taking on a pleading note. His heated phallus dripped its juice freely now upon my fingers and the quilt. What a study in masculine beauty he was! Magnificent, gloriously aroused, writhing unashamedly in need. At last, I once again held him poised upon the very brink of spending. I had a moment to wish for some skilled craftsman to capture the image he presented in paint or stone: his long, pale, flowing hair in disarray upon the quilt, his back arched more tautly than ever before, face contorted, each muscle standing out in corded relief beneath his sweat-gleaming skin. His whole body shuddered, tight as a bow just before the arrow's release. "Spend now, my slave," I told him, not raising my voice. He cried aloud as his member spurted into my hands. I continued stroking as he subsided, groaning, the flow dwindling to a last dribbling of fluids, then nothing. I did not cease until he had sagged back onto the bed in limp abandon, his member softening now. I dried my fingers on a clean cloth from my pocket as he slowly recovered. "Was that pleasurable, Rain?" I asked him. "Yes, my Lord." His voice was humble enough, yet still he would not turn his eyes to me. "Look at me," I bade him. "Let me see your eyes again," and I was rewarded once more with the opportunity to gaze into those magnificent, wounded, dark eyes. RAIN: Reluctantly, Rain opened his eyes to look at the Lord. "You are ashamed again," Michael said softly, his voice gentle as ever. "Yes, my Lord," Rain admitted. "At what, precisely?" "At -- at your touch, my Lord." "More at being pleasured by it, I think," Michael replied. "Is that not so?" Spirits curse this Lord, had he not been disgraced enough? But again Rain dared not lie. "Yes, my Lord," he said, and felt his face warm again. Michael actually sighed, a small sigh but very real, as if something about the reply were expected yet disappointing. He reached out to Rain's face. Rain held still, and the Lord ran his fingers through his hair. "Well, that isn't surprising," Michael said. "You regard me as your enemy. I wish there were something I could merely say that would change that, but too much lies between your people and mine. You will refuse to see that none of that has anything to do with what lies between you and me." *What in all the spirits' unknown names can he mean?* The question did not cross Rain's lips, but he felt his eyes widen. Lord Michael nodded. "It must have been terribly humiliating for you -- being naked before a Lord for his pleasure, being stroked to the verge of orgasm and then denied, having to use your mouth on him and swallow his semen, having him see you spend as well." Now Michael's expression actually seemed . . . sympathetic. Sympathy, in a Lord? Rain could only nod dumbly at the words. Michael's voice softened still further. "I am not your enemy, Rain. I hope that one day you will understand that." The Lord reached out and touched Rain's throat, the collar that encircled his neck. Then he lifted his hand to Rain's hair and ran his fingers through it again. "I am your master, but that does not make me your enemy." Direct comments and criticism to: maureen_lcn@yahoo.com. See author's notes above for the URL to my story archive. __________________________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? 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