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Subject: {ASSM} Biochemistry 4 - The Funeral (TG) [1/8]
Date: Thu, 22 Nov 2001 00:10:03 -0500
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Had to get a new email, so I'm reposting my old works under the new 
addy to get it out.

Part 1

Now, onto the boring stuff

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resemblance to real persons, alive or dead, are purely coincidental.

This story may contain aspects of fantastic science or magic.  The 
parameters of what this science/magic can accomplish are completely 
at the discretion of me, the author, and, as such, I make no 
apologies for any rules of "real" physics, chemistry, biology, or 
magic that may be broken within the story.

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Now onto the fun stuff

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BIOCHEMISTRY 4: THE FUNERAL

Sam and James were at the mansion of Elaine having a simple get 
together.  This was one of the things that Sam liked so much about 
being with Elaine.  Despite all the trappings of wealth that Elaine 
had, she was really just a simple girl at heart.  Many of the 
"wealthy elite" that Sam had to deal with maintained a rigid "air of 
civility", a wall of class distinction, between themselves and their 
servants, but Elaine was really just one of the girls.  Oh, everyone 
may have been rather formal and proper when referring to Elaine, 
never using her name alone and always using such titles as "Mistress" 
and "ma'am", but Elaine always fought to make sure that her servants 
all knew that she cared as much, if not more, about them as she did 
herself.

Perhaps this came about due to their mutual origins.  Every person in 
the house had come to this household because they had benefited in 
some way from Elaine's mastery of biochemistry.  There were a few 
genetic born women in the household, but most were born male.  As men 
they had been failures, ranging from exploitive assholes to those who 
engaged in outright abuse of their spouses.  Elaine had found out and 
used her biochemical concoctions to transform the men into beautiful, 
well-endowed she-males.  These were the same concoctions Elaine, a 
diagnosed transsexual, had used on her own body in order to get the 
body she should've been born with had she been born a woman.

Having to live the life of a woman, including all the discrimination 
and potential abuses, all the men learned their lessons and reformed. 
After a minimum of three months (more if it took longer to learn 
their lessons), Elaine changed most of them back, but about forty 
percent decided that they preferred the life of women and chose not 
to change back.  However, the original version of the substance 
Elaine used, which she called Aggressive Protein Strings (APS) had a 
defect.  As long as the person kept getting new doses of APS, they 
were fine, but as soon as they stopped the part of their body most 
saturated with APS, usually the breasts, but often the testicles and 
penis, would swell as their body started producing new Strings of its 
own.  The transformees would wind up with breasts that averaged 
around an F cup or a dick that ranged in length from eighteen inches 
up to three feet in length.  Feeling that they wouldn't be able to 
get jobs in the private sector, they were put to work in Elaine's 
mansion as part of her household staff.  Elaine, with Sam's help, 
later solved that defect and came up with a way to reduce the 
swelling of the tissues, but the new "girls" were happy where they 
were, many of them not even bothering to reduce their enlarged bodies.

Sam was one of those transformees.  In point of fact, Samuel Nevada's 
actions towards women were amongst the least heinous of the 
household.  He was a womanizer and a bit of a sexist, but open and 
honest about it.  He never had anything more than one night stands 
with women, but made it clear from the start that he was not 
interested in any kind of long term relationship.  He never led women 
on, never tried to convince them that they'd be "the one", and never 
made any pretense of who or what he was.  Normally, Elaine wouldn't 
have even bothered, but she had been told in a dream that if she 
transformed Sam and helped him confront the woman within, Sam would 
one day lead her to that which she desired most, true love.

Normally, Elaine wasn't much of a mystic, but the dream had been so 
convincing, and she did want true love more than anything else, so 
she took a chance and transformed Samuel into a she-male.  From the 
start, he was unlike any other transformee.  He was kinder, gentler, 
and more feminine than others had been, and earned the instant 
respect and love of most of the staff.  However, he was also plagued 
with nightmares; nightmares he never remembered upon awakening. 
Finally, with Elaine's help, he confronted his inner demons, 
discovering a past he thought buried.

As a child, Samuel was a bi-sexual transsexual.  After his mother had 
died, his abusive father had discovered him dressed as a girl, making 
love with his gay boyfriend.  After Samuel's boyfriend left, his 
father confronted and eventually raped him.  His father then forced 
him to dress in his dead mother's clothes and be a replacement for 
the wife he had lost.  Eventually, Sam's sister had come home from 
college and discovered what was going on.  She had yanked him out of 
the house, had their father prosecuted, and, with the help of his 
other sisters, placed Samuel into therapy.  But everybody else had 
assumed that Sam's crossdressing had been forced upon him by his 
father, and believed that Sam's protestations to the contrary were 
the result of an abused child defending his abuser.  Sam eventually 
started agreeing with them, at first just to get them to leave him 
alone, but then because their insistence had practically hypnotized 
him into believing them.  And thus, Sam's true, feminine self was 
buried.  After confronting his inner self, Samuel renamed himself 
Samantha and came to know himself for the woman she was.

Sam later discovered that his transsexuality changed his brain's 
chemical make-up in a way that allowed Elaine's APS system to bond 
without the resultant swelling.  Although Elaine didn't know it, she 
shared Sam's advantage, but was sure that if she ever stopped getting 
daily doses of her system, she would revert back to manhood, a result 
that occurred rarely but was possible.  Sam helped Elaine discover 
the truth about her system, allowing Elaine to create the chemical 
means to reverse the swelling effect.  Elaine returned the favor by 
granting Sam a wish.  If it was within her power to do so, Elaine 
would do anything Sam asked for.  Sam later bargained the wish and 
won, getting three wishes and the rest of her college education in 
law school paid for.

Sam used her first wish years later.  As a practicing lawyer, Elaine 
had asked her to accompany her lab assistant to a convention to act 
as legal assistance in case the need arose.  Sam's specialty was 
criminal law, but she would do in a pinch.  There, Sam met James 
Smith, an up and coming young businessman, and fell in love.  But 
James expressed a reluctance to involve himself with a she-male, so 
Sam never told him the truth of who she physically was, instead using 
a wish to get the operation to have her male genitals transformed 
into their female counterparts.

After the operation, another defect of the APS system was discovered. 
Sam's genitals had been saturated, and, after their removal, the 
APS's rebuilt her penis and testicles, making them even larger than 
before.  Sam and Elaine tried many other methods, but every time her 
genitals grew back larger than before.

Meanwhile, James was growing impatient.  Sam had confessed to him 
that she was no virgin and James eventually gave her an ultimatum: 
Have sex with him or it was over.  Sam felt that she'd lose him any 
way she went and ran off in tears.  She returned to Elaine.  Elaine, 
unable to grant Sam's wish, had returned it to her, and Sam used it, 
asking Elaine to use her system to transform James into a she-male.

Elaine agreed, using a new version that would allow either Sam or 
herself to change James back and forth between his male and she-male 
forms.  The original intent was to teach him some lessons about what 
he had done, and make him subservient to them for any time he wanted 
to spend as a man.  But James learned his lesson, somehow gaining 
control of his changes, able to change back and forth between Jack 
and his alter ego, Tracie, at will.  When Sam confronted him, 
revealing her transsexuality, he realized how he had hurt her, and 
fell in love all over again, proposing before the night was over.

Their union should've started a life of happiness, but at their 
wedding, James' sexist father, Jack, made an ass of himself, 
insulting Sam, Elaine, and most of their friends with his behavior. 
James went to Elaine and made a deal to transform him into a 
she-male.  Four months later, James and Sam invited his parents on a 
cruise, ostensibly to celebrate the anniversary of their engagement. 
Before the cruise, they had Jack kidnapped and filled him full of a 
new version of APS that would slowly cause him to transform into a 
teenaged, big busted female; the transformation proceeding a little 
further every time he orgasmed outside his wife without first 
bringing her to orgasm.

But Jack refused to learn his lesson, refusing to allow himself or 
anyone else to gain pleasure from his change.  Despite this, his 
wife, Melissa, a very old-fashioned woman, refused to leave him, so 
Sam used her second wish to see if Elaine could succeed where she and 
James had failed.  Elaine, who had fallen in love with Melissa, 
succeeded by proposing, convincing her to leave Jack and come to live 
with her as wife and lover.  Melissa accepted, so they transformed 
Jack back, and she left him.

One year later, Jack returned, wanting to talk to Melissa.  Elaine 
reluctantly agreed and brought Jack back to the mansion where the two 
of them lived together.  With the help of a truth serum Elaine had 
devised, Melissa found out that Jack had degenerated to a near 
suicidal depression.  Jack admitted that he needed Melissa's 
strength.  His near-abusive selfishness had been nothing more than an 
attempt to leech her strength by belittling her.  Melissa was shocked 
by his revelations, and didn't want him to die, but was unwilling to 
give up the life of love she had found with Elaine and her staff.  So 
she made Jack an offer: Return to being his teenaged she-male alter 
ego, Jacqueline, and she'd allow him to come live with her as her 
daughter.  Jack felt he had no choice and accepted.  Despite this, 
Jack realized after less than a day that he was happier as 
Jacqueline, and resolved to make a better try at his new life.

Over the next year, Jacqueline did her best to acclimate to her new 
life, and for the most part, did a wonderful job.  Her one continuing 
problem was Elaine.  Elaine, resenting the presence of the person who 
had once been Jack, was, at best, cold and indifferent to Jacqueline, 
but Jacqueline refused to give up in trying to be nice.  On the 
anniversary of Jacqueline's re-birth, she attempted to engage Elaine 
in conversation, and broached the subject of Elaine's creation and 
discovered the flaw that made it impossible for Elaine to rid herself 
of her penis and get the vagina she always wanted.  Jacqueline gave 
Elaine the key to getting that vagina by suggesting that she get 
herself both a vagina and and a penis, something that Elaine, despite 
her genius, had never considered.

Elaine created the new formula that would allow her to become a 
hermaphrodite, and Jacqueline volunteered to be the first to use it. 
After giving her the new medicine, Melissa explained to Elaine that 
Jacqueline had volunteered because she wanted Elaine, as Melissa's 
wife, to accept her as daughter, just as Melissa had.  Elaine 
realized how she had been behaving, and when Jackie awoke, Elaine and 
she finally became mother and daughter, just as Jackie wanted.

After Jackie and her "brother", James, had tested her new vagina in 
action, they revealed to the rest of their family that the males in 
their family had a defect in their physiological make-up and tended 
to die early.  Elaine immediately went to work trying to discover 
why, and to cure both Jackie and James.

A month later, Sam met up with a friend from her youth, Janine, who 
was now an obstetrician, and restored their old friendship.  Shortly 
thereafter, Sam revealed that she knew Elaine, who Janine knew of as 
a mysterious, somewhat reclusive benefactor to all of the free 
clinics and non-profit hospitals in town.  Janine, being a bit of a 
headstrong meddler, followed Sam to Elaine's. There, due to a slip in 
conversation, Janine found out about Jackie and Elaine's past and was 
told about the Smith family medical problem.  When Jackie pointed out 
that, although the females of the family seemed immune, the one woman 
who had not gotten married and produced a bunch of kids had also died 
early, Janine suggested that the solution had something to do with 
pregnancy.

A little over a month later, after Janine had formed an attachment 
with Linda, Elaine's head of staff, they discovered that the solution 
lay in breast milk, and a week later, Elaine came up with a solution 
to James and Jacqueline's problem.  James, due to his relative youth, 
would be able to eliminate the problem simply by drinking 
unhomogenized, human milk.  Jackie, who was internally a 65 year old 
man, needed more drastic measures.  Elaine used a special mixture 
that would both start Jackie's breasts lactating, and allow Jackie to 
absorb the needed elements from the milk she was making.  Jackie's 
only problem was that the mix had some side effects.  Her breasts 
swelled up to E cup; her sex drive was pushed into overdrive, and she 
had to experience wild, and sometimes dramatic, mood swings.

And that was only a month ago.  Sam and James were spending some free 
time with Elizabeth, Susan, Melissa, Elaine, and Linda.  Janine was 
due later, but for now, they were all satisfied with friendly 
conversation, soft music, and social dancing.  Linda was dancing with 
Sam, Elaine was dancing with James, and Melissa was patiently waiting 
for the next song to start, so the dance partners would switch.  But 
it was right in the middle of the song that they heard the door open 
and soon saw Janine walk in.  Linda immediately disentangled from Sam 
and went over to her lover.  As Linda and Janine kissed, Sam faked an 
upset look and said, "Well, I suppose I just get left out in the cold 
now."

Melissa stood, saying, "I think I can keep you company."

However, before Sam and Melissa could pair off, Janine said, "Wait a 
second, girls, there's something I've got to talk with Sam about."

James and Elaine separated a bit, but didn't leave each others' arms. 
Sam asked, "What about?"

"I think this better be private, hun.  You can tell who you want to 
after you hear what I have to say."

"Okay."  The two went off to another, more private room and Sam 
asked, "Okay, what's up?"

"Sam, a private investigator came to my office today looking for Sam Nevada."

Sam shrugged.  "So?  So somebody didn't get my name change when I 
married.  You could've given him my business address."

"I'm not so sure about that.  You see, he wasn't looking for Miss 
Samantha Nevada.  He was looking for Mister Samuel Nevada."

Sam froze.  Samuel Nevada, the name she used to go by.  Her male 
name.  A name that brought up memories of years of abuse.  A name 
that she was forced to go by yet was never really her.  It was a name 
she had rid herself of years previously when she realized that she 
was really a woman inside.  And, although she never voiced it, it was 
a name she privately hoped never to have to hear again.

Janine waited patiently until Sam tentatively asked, "Did he say what 
he was there for?"

"He said that your father is very sick and isn't expected to live 
much longer.  He said your family has been searching for you ever 
since your dad took ill, and now he was forced into trying to contact 
anyone who knew you in hopes of finding you.  Your family wants you 
to come home for the funeral.  He said that your sisters want to try 
to reconcile and repair any problems, so you all can be a real family 
again."

Sam just stood there for a few seconds before saying, "I hope the 
bastard suffers and dies in pain."

"Sam?"

"As far as I'm concerned, my family doesn't exist anymore.  They 
weren't there when I needed them, and wouldn't believe me when I 
tried to tell them who I was.  If this guy comes back, tell him that 
for all you know Samuel Nevada is dead.  He is to me."

"Are you sure?"

Sam curtly said, "I'm sure," and turned and left the room.

She returned to the parlor, finding that everybody was waiting for 
her.  James asked, "Are you okay, hun?"

"Yeah, but I think I'm going to have to bow out.  I'm feeling a 
little drained."

"I'll drive you home."

"No need.  You stay here and spend time with the others."

"I'm not going to be happy knowing you're at home alone."

Sam seemed on the verge of saying something, but then shook her head 
and said, "Fine.  I'm too tired to argue."  The two got their stuff 
together, said some quick good-byes, and went out to the car.

On the way home, James asked, "What's really wrong, Sam?"

"I told you, I'm tired."

"Sam, you know I can feel-"

Sam interrupted, snapping, "Can't you keep your damn psychic nose out 
of my business?!"  James recoiled as if struck.  Sam softened and put 
her hand on his.  "I'm sorry, James.  I know you're just trying to be 
supportive, but this is something I've got to deal with on my own."

James wasn't sure he agreed with her, but if she refused to open up, 
there wasn't much he could do.  He turned his hand over and laced his 
fingers with hers.  "You know I'm here if you need me?"

She said, "I know," and they drove the rest of the way home in silence.

************

ONE WEEK LATER...

Sam and James went into Elaine's mansion.  Sam complained, "Can't I 
just wait in the car?"

"I told you, hun.  I have no idea how long this is going to take.  I 
can't stop you if you do decide to wait in the car, but I'd feel much 
better if you would wait inside."

"Alright, quit nagging.  I'll wait for you to get finished."

Sam went to wait in the parlor for James to finish his business.  A 
few minutes after she sat down, Susie and Elizabeth came into the 
room, giggling like schoolgirls.  Susie saw her and called out, "Sam! 
Haven't seen you in a while.  How have you been?"

As noncommittally as she could, Sam replied, "Fine."

But Susie detected something wrong.  She asked, "Sam, what's up?"

"Nothing."

Susie sat beside Sam on the couch.  "Come on.  I could always read 
you like a book.  Something's upsetting you.  Now tell your best 
friend what's wrong."

Sam stood and walked away.  "Nothing!  Just leave me alone!"

Susie followed her and put her hand comfortingly on Sam's shoulder.  "Sam-"

Sam's next reaction surprised them all.  She yelled, "I said leave me 
alone!" and backhanded Susie.

In another room, James was talking to Elaine.  Janine, Jacqueline, 
and Melissa were all there, listening in.  "I don't know what's 
wrong.  Ever since that night, Sam has been getting more and more... 
edgy about anything.  The other day, she went ballistic on a delivery 
man who handed her the clipboard upside-down.  She told me about her 
father's impending death, but she won't open up."

Elaine said, "I don't know what to tell you.  Janine, do you have any 
idea what's going wrong?"

"I can only say what you've already figured out, that her father's 
death is hitting her harder than she wants to admit.  But she wants 
to believe otherwise, and until she can face it, there's not much we 
can do."

On the other side of the room, Jackie held a pillow and rocked a bit 
on the couch.  Only Melissa noticed it, though.

Elaine asked Janine, "Would a confrontation work?  Force her to face this?"

"I have no idea.  It might work, but it may force her deeper into her 
problems.  Psychotherapy just isn't my forte.  I think we need a 
professional to consult with."

Just then, Linda threw open the door and said, "Elizabeth and Sam 
just got into a fight!"

Linda, James, Elaine, and Janine bolted down the hall.  Melissa 
walked over to Jackie and asked, "What's wrong, dear?"

Without pulling out of the pillow, Jackie said, "I know what's wrong with Sam."

Melissa sat beside her adopted daughter on the couch.  "Why didn't 
you say anything?"

"Because it's not Jacqueline who knows what's wrong; it's Jack." 
Jackie dropped the pillow, wrapped her arms around Melissa and buried 
her face in Melissa's blouse.  Sobbing, Jackie said, "Oh, mom, I'm so 
afraid if I let him out, he'll take over and I'll be that mean, old 
man again."

Melissa held her daughter as comfortingly as she could.  "Oh, 
Jacqueline, I understand, but you have nothing to worry about."

Jackie sat up and wiped the tears from her eyes.  "I don't?"

"No.  Jack was never a strong man.  You're a strong, beautiful girl. 
Just remember the love you give and have been given, and there's no 
way that you could ever revert to that selfish man."

"Are you sure?"

"Jackie, if Jack were as scared of this as you are, he never would've 
even considered it.  He'd crawl up in a little hole and not even 
worry about anyone else.  But you want to help.  That's the 
difference between you two, and that's why you will never be him 
again."

"Thanks, mom."

Melissa stood.  "Come on.  Your sister-in-law needs you."

James, Elaine, and Janine ran into the parlor.  Actually, it hadn't 
been a real fight.  After Sam had struck Susie, Elizabeth had 
responded by knocking Sam down.  Now Elizabeth stood between Susie 
and the now prone Samantha.  Susie was trying to calm her wife down, 
but Elizabeth was too irate.  She yelled, "Don't you ever, EVER 
strike my wife again!  If you ever...  If I ever think you're going 
to, I'll break every bone in your body!"

James went to his wife's side, prepared to protect her, even against 
Elizabeth, who was physically strong enough to snap both Sam and 
James at the same time.  Thankfully, it wasn't necessary.  Sam broke 
down in tears, saying, "I'm sorry, Susie.  I'm sorry.  I didn't mean 
it.  I'm sorry."  James took his wife in his arms and held her as she 
cried her eyes out.  After a little while, she looked up at James and 
asked, "Oh, god, what's wrong with me?"

James whispered, "I don't know."

 From the door, they heard, "I do."  They turned and saw Jackie and 
Melissa waiting there.  As soon as she was sure that everyone knew 
she was there, Jackie walked over and knelt beside Sam.  She took 
Samantha's hand and softly said, "Samantha, you, James, and I all 
share a burden.  We are all the children of abusers.  James was able 
to mostly get out from under that.  Not entirely, or Tracie wouldn't 
be a part of our lives.  But you and me?  Our abuse was burned into 
us.  It marred us, became a dark shadow in our souls."  Sam tried to 
object, but Jackie didn't let her speak.  "I know you want to deny 
it, but I also know you can't, because I've been doing the same 
thing.  Sam, you and I have both been using our womanhood to hide 
from our past.  You may have been destined to be a woman, but it's 
also a shield.  Now, the specter of your past has come back and 
threatens to tear you apart.  Sam, you need help.  Professional help, 
I think."

Sam sobbed.  "Help me, please."

Elaine bent down and placed her hand on Sam's arm.  "We will, Sam. 
We'll get you whatever help you need, and I think I know just the 
professional to contact."

************
-- 
"This is reality, not T.V.  Can't you tell the difference?"
"Sure.  I just like T.V. better."

J R D
jrdss@pobox.alaska.net

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