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Playing with Dolls

By Orestes

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Dear sir,


   I feel silly writing this, and I'm not sure why I'm doing it. When I 
talked to the receptionist in your Minneapolis sales office, she suggested 
that I should put my feedback in writing. I don't know if I ever really 
intended to give feedback at all. I just noticed the office phone number for 
the first time today and decided to call. I probably should have noticed it 
before, because I've had Arlene for a while, and have undressed her many 
times.

   There I go again. I feel completely silly. I've named her "Arlene". As a 
guy, it's bad enough that I'm admitting to having one of your dolls, but the 
truth is, I've also named her, bought her clothing, and given her a whole 
personality of her own.

   I didn't buy Arlene in a store. That detail seemed important to me for a 
while when I first started playing with her. At least I hadn't actually gone 
to the girl's section of the local toy store, and chosen the one with the 
prettiest bows in her hair.

   Hell, I'm not that much of a sissy.

   Your receptionist told me that it was really important to include every 
detail, no matter how small. I guess it's important for your market research 
or something. I'll try to be complete, and please don't be upset if some of 
the details are a bit... well, personal. I just really want to do a good job 
of this letter, and I don't feel like I could leave anything out.

   At first when I received the package with Arlene in it, I was a bit 
concerned. The sender was Mike Robey, a photographer I'd worked with on 
several occasions. I had visited his apartment the previous week, and I had 
been nervous about hearing from him ever since. I was expecting an angry 
phone call, or even a few lame attempts to have me fired from my position at 
the magazine. What I wasn't expecting was a doll.

   You see, he wasn't home when I last visited his place, but I met a girl 
there. I should've walked away right then, but she told me that she was 
expecting Mike to call, and I really needed to talk to him about a deadline 
he was treading dangerously close to.

   Just thinking about how to write it down, I realize that the rest of my 
visit really sounds like something out of a typical male fantasy, like a 
Penthouse letter or something. The girl was named Ashley, and she looked 
like every one of the waifish sixteen year old models that Mike made his 
living photographing. And like each of the models I've ever met, this girl 
had been pumped full of "attitude" by agents and clothing designers.

   I had interrupted Ashley during her half-grapefruit breakfast, which, in 
a nutshell, was the weird part about the whole thing. I couldn't figure out 
how any up-and-coming model would end up having breakfast so scantily 
dressed in Mike Robey's apartment. Not only was he a second rate 
photographer, but he was chronically shy. Sure, he'd told me about his 
infatuation with girls like Ashley before, but I'll be honest that I never 
thought he had a shadow of a chance with these girls.

   So I sat near the window, waiting for Mike to call back from wherever, 
and wondered how he managed to score with a girl so obviously out of his 
league as this one. Like any guy who's telling it honestly, I was tracing 
the outline of her nipples through her T-shirt, and hoping to catch a nice 
view of her ass as she padded about the kitchen in bare feet.

   Then it got really weird. The hair on the back of my neck stood up when 
she gave me an appraising look, and decided to have sex with me.

   " Ronnie, why don't you come upstairs with me while we wait ?, " she 
asked. Except it wasn't really a question. It was like she was booking a 
quick session with her hair stylist or masseuse. In her self-centred 
reality, she simply expected everyone to go along with her whims. Ronnie. 
Ugh! Nobody calls me that except my little sister.

   The shame of it is, usually when people have that much attitude, they're 
right. People do jump to their commands. I followed closely behind her, my 
heart beating out of my chest, knowing the whole time that I'd probably 
catch trouble for it from Mike later on.

   As soon as we were in Mike's bedroom, she crawled up onto the bed. The 
pose she took would have looked more fitting on the plastic women who work 
for Los Angeles porn films than on a the skinny little frame of a teenage 
fashion model. She looked over her shoulder, with her tail in my direction, 
and the loose T-shirt  hanging low enough to give me a view of her pointed 
little breasts.

   " Do I seem like a stuck-up little bitch to you ?" The question hit me 
from out of nowhere. The soft hairless area surrounding her pussy was 
exposed by the revealing cut of her panties. Form this point of view, she 
didn't seem nearly as full of herself as she had a few minutes before.

   " Oh, c'mon Ronnie. Admit it. You think that I'm an arrogant, 
self-centred girl, just like every other model you've met. "

   " I might have thought..." I tried to dodge.

   " Please, " she whispered, running her fingers along the waistband of her 
panties, " call me a stuck-up bitch. Tell me how nice it'll be to teach me 
some manners. "

   Who talks like that ? It was like a bad movie script. I was more than 
willing to play along, though. I was beginning to see how Mike had made 
ground with this one. If she enjoyed being humbled in the bedroom, what 
better target could there be than a second-rate photographer with a four 
inch dick (okay, that's just speculation, but it sure sounds right).

   " You love the attention, don't you ? You love the way every guy in the 
room watches you while you pretend you don't notice, " I was trying to get 
the tone exactly right, and I was warming up as I went.

   " Yes, " she admitted, rubbing herself now through those tight little 
panties.

   " Everyone makes a fuss out of you. They curl your hair for you, and 
paint your face. They doll you up in their clothes, and tell you that you're 
the most beautiful creature to ever stand in front of a camera. And you lap 
it all up, don't you ? You love being superior to everyone. "

   "Yes," she squeaked, burying her face in a pillow, and pivoting her ass 
lewdly.

   " Underneath it all, though, you're just a wilful little girl. What you 
really need is someone to put you in your place. You need someone to teach 
you some humility. "

   I took hold of the waistband of her panties with my left hand, and held 
her ass in place. With my other hand, I gave her a sharp little slap on the 
bum. She reacted with a sexual groan that told me I had hit on exactly what 
she wanted.

   Everything about this was forbidden and exciting. My body trembled with 
lust, and my mind burned with the knowledge of how wrong this was. She 
didn't belong to me. At this age, she didn't even really belong to Mike. She 
belonged with her mommy and daddy.

   Ashley was a little girl. Maybe she didn't know it. Nobody treated her 
like a kid. She had been a sex object since the time they took the first 
picture of her. She lived in an adult world, amongst men and women who all 
wanted her, for various reasons.

   I could feel myself taking advantage of the little girl in her. Here I 
was, giving her the spanking she craved, while calling her a bitch, a whore, 
and a stuck up little cunt. The words came easily to my lips, and she loved 
them all. I pulled the crotch of her panties aside to find her neatly 
trimmed pussy glistening with arousal.

   I knew that I would feel guilty roughly thrusting my cock into the teen 
model. I knew that I would regret it. But I also knew that I wouldn't stop 
myself. This was a fantasy. Maybe it wasn't necessarily my fantasy, but it 
was a fantasy nonetheless.

   So when I received the package from Mike the next week, I didn't know 
what to expect. I thought he'd be pretty pissed off if he found out about 
the way I had played along with Ashley's game. When I opened it and found a 
doll inside, I didn't know what to think.

   It was a weird sort of message from him. My first impression of the doll 
was that it was remarkably similar to Ashley herself. The doll had slender 
proportions, dark hair, and even somehow conveyed the vague sense of 
superiority that Ashley gave out when I first met her.

   Odd, I thought. It's odd that Mike would send me this. What was he trying 
to tell me ? I left a couple of messages on his machine, and set the doll 
aside for further thought.

   I don't know at what point I took a look at the doll again. It just 
caught my eye a lot as I was around the apartment, then I would find myself 
staring at it. Heck, let's call her Arlene. It feels funny for me to call 
her "the doll". I know her so well. If she wasn't Arlene when she arrived at 
my door, she became my little Arlene soon afterwards.

   I probably don't need to tell you this, as you're the maker of the doll, 
and probably know more about it than I would, but the more I looked at 
Arlene, I could see a versatility in her. Sure, Mike had dressed her like 
his girlfriend, and given her a "model makeover", but there was something 
underneath. I was certain of it.

   Two days after she arrived, I found myself holding Arlene absently while 
I was working on the final draft of an article. Arlene was a pleasant 
distraction from the kind of drivel we pump through the pages of "Just 
Sixteen" magazine. I mean, really, how many times do we need to put together 
a quiz to tell a girl that her boyfriend is a real hottie ?

   It's funny... despite the fact that I helped throw together the magazine 
each month, I really had no idea of what goes on in the mind of a teenage 
girl. Everything was just a formula, and formula goes a long way. Look at 
daytime talk shows. All they have to do is slap together a lie detector 
test, a boot camp counsellor, and paternity testing, and the rating will 
just keep coming. For a girl's magazine, we pack together a half-dozen 
quizzes, photo layouts of the latest boy-band, and an interview with one of 
the actresses from "Friends", and we can sell all of the ad space we can 
pack in.

   I sat Arlene at the edge of my desk as I worked on the latest-greatest 
quiz. The girls who read our magazine have probably outgrown their dolls, 
but in a funny way, I'll bet it was an easy transition for them. It's just 
switching from one target market to the next, and they weren't terribly 
different from each other. It's all about image and insecurity, despite the 
"lady doth protest too much" arguments from my pseudo-feminist female 
colleagues at the magazine.

   Like I said, I never really understood what goes on in the minds of these 
young girls, but when I looked at the exquisite little doll that Mike had 
sent me, I think I caught just a hint of what it must be like to be caught 
up in the image and insecurity that sold dolls like these.

   On a whim, I decided to play along for a while. What would be the harm, I 
figured. Besides, the way Mike had styled the doll, it looked so much like 
Ashley that it was a bit creepy. Just a little change of the hairstyle would 
be enough to change the whole look.

   It's funny that I didn't really think to myself, "I'm playing with a 
doll. " It just never occurred to me until later. Well, six hours later, if 
you want to know. I got so *into* it, that I lost track of time. You see, 
she really did need some hair colouring. I ran down to the drug store, and 
bought the perfect shade of honey blonde.

   It suited her much better, and I was surprised at how well it worked on 
the dolls hair. From there, I just kept on styling and brushing her hair, 
aiming for the perfect look. Then, six hours later, I caught myself. I was 
contentedly brushing her hair, humming something silly as I played. Played. 
That's when it struck me that I was actually playing with a doll.

   Well, you can guess that I set her aside pretty quickly. I was 
embarrassed just thinking about it, but I knew had a bit of a taste for it. 
If I'm honest with myself, I had already named her Arlene during that first 
session, and I was beginning to make up a whole fantasy life for her. I 
could feel my heart pounding with... I don't know... excitement maybe.

   I finished my work on the computer, and e-mailed it in to the magazine. 
Strangely enough, the play session seemed to have improved my writing. I 
always felt a little self-conscious writing the kind if mindless stuff that 
would appeal to a teenage girl. This time, I just let myself go, and I 
really felt like I was able to relate to the girls who would read it.

    I tried not to think about Arlene for the next few days. I found it 
disconcerting to think about my own reactions. I even caught myself blushing 
a couple of times when commercials came on TV, aimed at the Barbie crowd, 
and I found myself watching with an unhealthy interest.

   That's what I was most ashamed of. I mean, anyone could get absorbed in a 
stupid activity, and feel a bit silly about it later. What bothered me was 
that I knew I liked it. I thought about it often, and found myself making up 
little stories about Arlene. Sexy little stories.

   If my friends knew I was having sexual fantasies about a doll, I'd just 
die. Despite the fact that I work for a girl's magazine, I hung with a bit 
of a macho crowd. They ribbed me about my job sometimes, but we all knew it 
was just for money. Hell, my friend Scott was looking to get me a job at his 
rock magazine. This wasn't forever.

   As I said, though, it would totally throw these guys if they ever found 
out about the way I fantasized about dressing and undressing Arlene, and the 
kinds of things a guy could do with her body.

   It wasn't until I hit a writer's block that I brought her out again. The 
magazine needed some quick material for the web site. I had the whole day to 
finish, but I just couldn't seem to get myself started. I was distracted by 
my own thoughts of Arlene.

   I'll just get it out of my system, I told myself. A little guilty 
pleasure, and I'd be back to writing in no time.

   Arlene was a real cutie. As soon as I brought her out from my bedside 
drawer, my heart swelled with a bit of pride over the good job I'd done with 
her hair. It totally changed the way she looked. Before, the doll had seemed 
to reflect the waifish kind of girl that Mike Robey was infatuated with. 
Now, I could see a whole new girl emerging.

   I don't know how a simple change of hair did so much, but Arlene's 
proportions seemed more generous now, like the kind of girl I fantasized 
about. The clothes were all wrong, and so was the eye colour, but I could 
see the potential there.

   Felling like I was sneaking into a porn theatre, I took a drive out to 
the mall, and stopped in a toy store. Hiding my shame just slightly beneath 
the surface, I walked through the doll section. I wandered casually around 
for a few minutes before stopping to look at what I wanted. Doll clothes.

   The store didn't have everything I wanted, but it was a good start. I 
chose two outfits on their own, and then I had to buy a couple of dolls too, 
because I really liked what they were wearing. You can't imagine how silly I 
felt, walking up to the front of the store with all this doll stuff.

   " They're for my daughter, " I explained nervously, as if I really needed 
an excuse. The clerk seemed inwardly amused by my explanation, which only 
brought a new shade of red to my face.

   I couldn't wait to get home, where I could explore my perversions in 
private.

   You might wonder what I was trying to make Arlene look like. I had a 
picture in my head. In the same way that Ashley had probably been Mike's 
ideal sex fantasy, Arlene was mine. She was a smart, athletic college girl, 
with wonderfully tight curves, and a smile that could knock you over.

   I knew where the fantasy came from, of course. In my time at college, 
there were a few girls who had really blown me away. Sara was a hockey 
player with all of Arlene's athletic curves. Becca was my first college 
girlfriend. She was a little conservative about sex, but she was the punch 
behind Arlene's smile. I dated Rose after I left college, but there was more 
than a hint of her sexual mischief in my doll's personality.

   My hands shook as I began to unbutton the clothing that she had come to 
me in. They were designer clothes, just like a model would wear, and I 
wondered where Mike had found them. Beneath those clothes, Arlene was 
perfect. Her breasts were as full and round as I could have hoped for. It 
was weird. She had seemed so tiny when she came to me. Her hips were round 
and wide, and I imagined how perfect they would be  for holding onto while I 
fucked her from behind.

   Okay, those are strange thought to be having about a doll. My cock was so 
hard, I needed to unbutton my jeans. I even began to stroke myself a few 
times as I dressed and undressed her.

   There was one more thing I needed to do to make her perfect. I left here 
there, her body exquisitely displayed in clothing stolen from other dolls, 
and rummaged through my closet. When I found what I was looking for, I raced 
back to her.

   I was so careful. I dabbed a little model paint onto the tiny brush, and 
mixed the colours with care. I wanted just the right shade. Finally, I 
brought the brush to her, and then pulled back to survey the results. I fell 
in love with her instantly. Now, beneath her honey blonde curls of hair, 
sparkled the most beautiful green eyes I had ever seen.

   An alarm clock broke the spell for a moment.

   Alarm clock. What was it for ? The deadline. I always gave myself an 
hour's warning. But I couldn't have spent the whole day playing already, I 
argued to myself.

   I needed to pull myself away, I knew, but I was just too horny and 
excited to stop playing now. I needed to cum. That would set me back on 
track.

   " What kind of sexual mischief can I find today, " I made a little voice 
for Arlene. God, that felt right.

   I looked around my play area. My eyes rested on the dolls I had purchased 
and stripped of their clothing. Okay, so compared to Arlene, they were just 
chunky bits of plastic, but I wasn't going to be choosy. My cock throbbed 
from hours of arousal.

   " Look who's here, " I made Arlene notice the other dolls. " It's 
babysitter Kerri, and her friend Sandi. What are you girls up to with all of 
your clothes off like that ?"

   Not exactly brilliant dialogue, but hell, I was playing with dolls, not 
writing something for a Broadway show. I bent Arlene down on her knees, 
fully dressed, and had her crawl over to where the other dolls were laying.

   " Oh, my. You girls are almost as naughty as I am, ignoring your 
babysitting, and playing with each other's bodies like this. Is there room 
for one more to play ?"

   Arlene crawled between little Kerri's legs, and I made some sounds for 
her as she discovered the younger girl's pussy. In the meantime, I had the 
Sandi doll climb onto Arlene's back, like a horsey, and begin to slap her 
ass in encouragement.

   " C'mon girl, lick it good, " I made a new voice for Sandi. " I'm next, 
and I'll ride your face harder than that. "

   It was such a silly scene, but Arlene was wonderful at it. I could almost 
see her extending her pink tongue into the young babysitter. I jerked myself 
as I made the girls writhe in pleasure, finally squirting my cum all over 
poor little babysitter Kerri's pussy, and Arlene's face.

   I had been right. Once my orgasm subsided, I was back in control of 
myself. For the first time in hours, I looked around the room. Doll clothes 
were strewn everywhere. My own clothes were off too, although I didn't 
remember removing them.

   Then, out of the corner of my eye, I noticed something. In the building 
across the alleyway from us, I had a fairly good view into the window of a 
young girl. She was usually pretty careful to draw her shades at night, but 
since I'm always home, there's been the odd occasion when I've caught a 
glimpse of her changing her clothes in the afternoon, or making out with a 
boyfriend on her bed.

   Just harmless stuff, really. I wasn't really interested in a girl so 
young. Heck, she probably still had a few dolls of her own.

   But tonight, our positions were reversed. The lights were off in her 
room, but I could see her shadow by the window anyhow. Oh fuck, I swore at 
myself. She had been watching me play with my dolls. She had seen me naked 
and jerking myself off onto them. How could I have been so careless ?

   I closed my shades and prayed silently that she wouldn't tell her 
parents.

   I had to put it out of my head. Now that I was finished with Arlene, I 
was able to concentrate on writing. In less than an hour, I wrote one of the 
best articles I had ever done for the magazine. I clicked to send it off, 
and then collapsed into bed, with images of plastic girls floating in my 
mind.

   You might think that this is as embarrassing as it ever got. I mean, 
there's something really emasculating to admit that I had totally enjoyed 
playing with those dolls. The problem was, it just got worse from there. I 
became absolutely obsessed with Arlene.

   Every time I looked at her, she seemed to more perfectly embody my 
deepest male fantasies. She was smart, and sexy, and loved to tease with her 
body. It even seemed like her breasts had increased in size a bit, still 
natural looking, but so big and firm that I got hard just thinking about 
them.

   My obsession extended into my personal life. I called off a date for that 
first Friday, because I knew that the girl wouldn't be able to excite me the 
way Arlene did. I spent a lot of the week in the mall, cruising for the 
nicest clothing for her. This might sound strange, but I didn't even limit 
myself to the toy stores in this search. I would buy sexy clothing in adult 
sizes, just thinking about how good they would look on her if she were real.

   There was a much better selection that way anyhow. It would have bothered 
me to spend this kind of money before, but I had no problem spending 
hundreds of dollars to fill my drawers at home with new skirts, tops and 
panties.

   I still was able to make my writing deadlines. Truth be told, now that I 
had some insight into the way young girls think about fashion and boys, I 
was a better writer than I had ever been. I was writing with a different 
voice. Arlene's voice. The other writers and editors at "Just Sixteen" were 
overjoyed.

   My friends weren't quite so pleased. Within the three weeks after I began 
playing with Arlene, I had cancelled every Thursday night basketball game in 
favour of playing with my dollies. I hadn't really seen much of anyone I 
knew in that time. I could do most anything by e-mail anyhow. Except for 
clothes shopping, that is.

   Finally, I think my friend Scott became curious about my odd behaviour, 
and dropped over for an unexpected visit. I wasn't feeling quite myself, and 
the last thing I needed was a visit from any of the guys. I'd been playing 
Arlene steadily for three days at this point. I'd become quite good at doing 
her voice, and I even called through the door in character.

   " Who is it ?"

   " It's, uh... Scott... Ron's friend. "

   I opened the door for him, blushing a little because of the way I had 
greeted him.

   " Come in, " I offered hesitantly.

   Scott was looking at me in a strange way as he entered. Suddenly, I was 
quite sure that he would know. He would know everything. Some of the 
clothing I had bought was strewn over the floor. I had been playing Arlene's 
character all day.

   What surprised me was that he didn't seem upset by it. He seemed more... 
interested than anything else.

   I never thought he would be. I told you he worked for a rock magazine, 
and he looked the part. He was a tall guy with long black hair, and tattoos 
over much of his body. He still smoked pot almost daily, and was a binge 
drinker. They guy made no bones about being a chauvinist.

   And here he was, faced with me playing with dolls, and he just seemed 
pleasantly intrigued.

   I couldn't think of what to say. When it came out, I regretted it 
instantly. I spoke in Arlene's voice again, in the mischievous tone I had 
practiced so often.  "Did you want to maybe, play with me for a while ?"

   " Okay, " he answered, after a tense pause. My heart leaped. Was it 
possible that there was one guy around who understood how sexy these little 
doll games were ?

   Apparently, Scott understood. He began to unbuckle his belt, and pull his 
jeans down to his knees. I could see his cock bulging in the front of his 
underwear.

   It's funny that I never questioned his actions. At the time, I was just 
thrilled that he wanted to play, and it only seemed vaguely weird that my 
friend was pulling out his penis to join the game.

   I brought Arlene to his cock, and allowed her to worship it.

   " Oh, it tastes so good, " I made Arlene say, between smacking my lips 
and making the sounds of a blow job.

   Scott got right into it. He could obviously understand how beautiful 
Arlene was. He looked down into her eyes as she continued to play with his 
cock. I raised one of her hands to the base of his cock, in my mind's eye, 
allowing her to feed more of his length into her face.

   " Oh, man, you're one hot piece of ass, " Scott told the doll. " Maybe 
I'll come back and fuck you in the rear sometime. Oh, jeez. Keep going. Show 
me your tits girl. "

   I was so excited that he was speaking to Arlene directly, as if she were 
real, that I played right back to him. I had Arlene remove her tight blouse, 
and groan with pleasure as his cock swelled in her throat. Scott loved her 
big breasts, and even reached down to fondle them as he enjoyed the 
sensations on his prick.

   With no warning, Scott pulled his cock back, and jerked himself above 
Arlene's face. His knees almost buckled as he squirted his jizz over both 
sides of Arlene's cheeks and forehead. He continued to grunt and bite his 
lower lip as he coaxed the last droplets of cum onto her lips.

   As he began to pull his clothing back on, he addressed my doll one more 
time. " Tell Ron not to worry about skipping basketball. With a piece of ass 
like you at home, who could blame him ?"

   When he left, my heart was pounding at a pace I'd never known. I needed 
to bring myself off. I sat back on the sofa, and spread my legs to play with 
myself. When I closed my eyes, I replayed the scene in my head.

   It's funny how the memory works. With my hand down the front of my 
clothing, and my body aching for relief, I could see Arlene in my head. It 
wasn't the plastic doll version of Arlene. The way I remembered it, she was 
real. I remembered the scene as if she were really there, greeting Scott at 
the door, and dropping to her knees to suck on his cock.

   Even harder to admit to myself was the fact that in the scene, I 
fantasized myself in Arlene's role. It's only natural I guess. I mean, I had 
been playing with her so much these days, I was bound to relate to her. But 
as I rubbed myself towards orgasm, it made me blush know how vividly I could 
remember the act of sucking my best friend's cock, even though I knew it was 
just playing.

   I could remember the feel of his hand on the back of my head. I wondered 
if he had really placed his hand there while he played with Arlene, or if it 
was just more of my twisted imagination. I even thought I could remember the 
feel of his cock stretching her throat.

   Most of all, I could remember the feel of his cum hitting her face. The 
feeling was so convincing, I reached up with my left hand as I continued to 
masturbate, and ran it along my cheeks where I could imagine feeling his 
stickiness on me.

   I froze for a moment when I felt something *real* on my face. How utterly 
humiliating. Scott must have gotten carried away, and inadvertently 
splattered me with some of his cum. As much as that bothered me, I was so 
aroused, that I couldn't stop the rush of my coming orgasm. I continued to 
rub my face with my fingers, taking guilty pleasure from the dirty deed of 
smearing his cum over my lips and chin.

   Damn, he really got me good. I could swear it was a full load on my face.

   I've never fantasized about guys before. I think it was just a weird 
situation. It was like I couldn't stop playing Arlene's role when I was this 
horny. I gathered his cum on my fingers while I replayed the blow-job in my 
head. When my body finally gave me my reward, I could feel Arlene's mischief 
take hold, and I sunk my fingers into my mouth.

   God, I felt like a slut.

   I bucked my hips up and down as I rubbed myself through the pleasure, and 
squealed excitedly in Arlene's voice. By the time I was done, I was 
exhausted. I picked up a pair of panties from beside the sofa, and wiped my 
face with it. Then I dropped into sleep, and the kind of dreams I always 
imagined that a college girl would have.

   In the next few days, I replayed the scene with Scott many times in my 
head. Playing the part of Arlene had made me feel so very sexy, and it was a 
feeling that was extending into my every day life now. I liked nothing 
better than to comb her hair, and apply her make-up, and dress her in cute 
little outfits I bought down at the mall. Whenever I saw the results in the 
mirror, I could feel my body growing warm.

   Now that I knew what it was like to play with other people, I really 
couldn't get it out of my head. I toyed with the idea of calling Scott back 
and inviting him over to play. I don't know. Some part of me still thought 
it would be a little weird.

   My face burned with shame as I considered my other options. I needed to 
find someone else to play with, but it would mean revealing my dirty little 
secrets. I couldn't stand the idea that some guys would make fun of me for 
playing with Arlene.

   In the end, my worries were for nothing. You wouldn't believe it. I 
hardly believed it myself. I finally took the chance one night. I dressed 
Arlene up as sexy as I could, and took her out to a college bar in the 
neighbourhood. The way I figured it, Arlene would really go for a couple of 
drunken frat boys. Besides, at least I wouldn't humiliate myself in front of 
my own crowd.

   I was prepared for the worst, but once these guys saw Arlene, they were 
more than a little receptive. Guys were buying me drinks right away, and 
were coming over to check out Arlene's body. Most of them were even polite 
enough to ask permission before they touched her body, and played with her 
tits. I was the centre of attention.

   " Miss, would you mind taking this somewhere more private, " the 
bartender finally asked me. I blushed, knowing I had become a little giddy 
with the excitement of the scene. I pulled Arlene's clothing back into 
place, and invited a couple of the guys back to my place to play some more.

   Any doubts about guys wanting to play with my doll were gone. I made all 
sorts of excited noises for them while they explored Arlene's body. One of 
them held her in place roughly as he pretended to fuck her from behind. The 
other guy loved the way I smacked my lips and moaned while he took pleasure 
in her mouth. They each came twice, and to tell the truth, by the time we 
were done playing, I was actually physically tired from all the effort.

   Since then, everything has just become easier. I'm playing Arlene 
full-time now, and I've never been so popular. Scott kept his word, and came 
back to try fucking Arlene in the rear end. He fucked her violently, and 
called her all sorts of dirty names. God, the way I made her buck and moan, 
it's no wonder he keeps coming back. That's the great thing about male 
fantasy. No real girl would enjoy the kind of constant sexual attention that 
Arlene was looking for. Well, no real girl I know of, anyhow.

   But Arlene has all sorts of plans. There's the teenage girl who lives 
across the street. It's funny. She's probably the same kind of girl who 
reads the article I write. Before, when I had seen her watching, I was 
ashamed of myself. Now, when I see her watching me play with Arlene, it 
gives me a perverse kind of pleasure to show off Arlene's perfect body. She 
must feel pretty inadequate in comparison. That's okay. It's just a matter 
of time before she comes over to play too. I can already see that she wants 
to.

   Other things are easy now too. Like last week, I didn't have enough money 
for rent because I spent it all on clothes. My landlord, who's usually a 
real asshole about this sort of thing, was more than understanding. He 
actually even stayed a while to play with Arlene with me. He told me that 
his wife likes to swing too, and they'll come up for a visit this week. 
They're not the most attractive couple, really, but in a strange way, even 
that appeals to Arlene's mischievous nature.

   So that about finishes my feedback. I really love Arlene. I don't know 
how you made a doll like her, but she's really changed my life. I would have 
called sooner, but as I wrote before, I didn't notice the phone number until 
just now. I'd love to hear back from you.

xoxoxoxo


   Dear Ronnie (and Arlene),

   Thank you for sending your letter of feedback. It makes me so happy to 
hear how much you've enjoyed playing with our product. She's quite unique, 
really. As you can well imagine, we've had a great deal of feedback from 
guys like yourself who have enjoyed the doll. It's always interesting to see 
what the male imagination can come up with, and I must say, I'm looking 
forward to a little playtime with Arlene myself.

   It may come as a bit of a surprise to you, but in all likelihood, you 
haven't played with the real doll in weeks now. She's probably sitting 
undisturbed in your bedside drawer right now.

   That idea is going to take some getting used to, but you'll come to 
accept it. Once you come here to live with us, you'll realize that many guys 
will want to play with you, and the doll has nothing to do with it anymore. 
In fact, they'll pay my company good money for hourly play sessions with 
"Arlene". Here, you'll live with other dolls of all the variety the mind can 
create. We'll have great fun watching all of you play together.

   In the meantime, I want you to give some other man a chance to live out 
his fantasies. I know you'll be reluctant to give her up, but the sooner you 
send your doll onto another guy, the sooner you can come and live in our 
"dollhouse. " Might I suggest that your friend Scott would be a good 
candidate? It will be fun to see what kind of a girl a real misogynist like 
him will dream up.

   You'll do exactly what I say, won't you ? Of course you will. Every good 
little doll wants to be played with, and I'll make sure you're played with 
long and hard. When you're done with this letter, destroy it. Get rid of 
anything that might lead investigators towards your new life, and catch a 
bus to Minneapolis.

   Oh, and about the girl across the street you mentioned in your letter. 
She sounds interesting. Please phone the office with her name and apartment 
number. There's another new product that we'd love to send out to her.

***

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