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Also From TxM6 Hyperfiction
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http://www.farragher.com  (Poetry updated 9/20/00)

0922xLiana0541x.htm
Murder/Suicide as Rape of Self 

"Liana raped herself. She removed her own heart. 
She sold her ass for crack vials and rent." 

Wednesday, May 8, 1991
Journal of Henry Whitman

What is the appropriate response by a cab driver 
to an almost dead customer who refused to pay 
for the fare, forget the tip!

I was surprised when I discovered Liana in the 
back seat of my cab. She had almost fallen into 
the large space of the last old Checker taxi 
running on Hudson Street Taxi line. 

She didn't know me. Nevertheless, she did. What 
is identity? How do we know anyone especially 
when we wake up and discover them? I drove her 
here and there for drugs and cash. I drove her 
dealers, tricks, and lovers' home. I even drove 
her little boy to school when she overslept or 
was incapable of driving him herself. Yes, I 
knew her. What did I know? Saw her pad once. 
Filthy. Crud. Food wrappers, but the kid was 
eating good food. Saw it from the best 
restaurants. She told me she could never cook. 
Burnt water, she said.

I suppose death could rationalize a last stiff 
for a tip. Bad jokes abound at the taxi stand. 
What exactly is a stiff tip? Nothing. Zero. 
Naught. No boundary. No cheeseburgers after work 
for the cab driver. He loses weight. Gets a real 
job. So there are benefits from stiffs. Dead 
ones, well the cops will have their pleasure 
with me on this one. I will be there stiff. 


TWO HOURS LATER

Henry laughed at myself, pulled back up into the 
taxi stand with the back seat empty. Cops came 
took her away. Ambulance rushed her to the 
hospital. Not dead, they said. She ODS. She is 
hard case one medic said from the second 
ambulance. They saved her life right on the taxi 
stand. 

Henry didn't tell them he was a medic in Nam. 
They knew, and when they found him over her, 
doing CPR, they joined in, helped. She's dead. I 
know she is dead Henry kept saying, but her 
heart pumped, and her eyes almost moved, and 
pupils were not fixed, and her heart and 
breathing grew with each push, as Henry looked 
at Liana's beautiful face, and the opening of 
her mouth. Her teeth were beautiful, but her 
breath, when he opened her lungs smelled of 
those thin Italian cigars she smoked just to 
show off. She said it herself, "I like to shock 
folks," some call me the shocker. 

Henry's cab in its bare comfort for survival 
became one terminal but fully breathing last 
statement. If you had not started on her 
immediately the cop said, she would be dead now. 
Yes, Henry replied. 

The cops walked away from Henry, reaching into 
their car, pulling at their radio mike, calling 
in clear. 

Henry heard one cop say to the other. "Strange 
fucken bird that taxi driver. Good guy but also 
gives me the creeps." 

The other responded. I know. He's just another 
fucked up Vet. Got to feel a bit sorry for the 
fucker. Heard he was a hero there."

Henry rolled back on the taxi stand buzzing with 
drivers questioning this or that bullshit. Henry 
told them all to get the fuck out of his face, 
and they, out of respect, or some fear, did. 

Henry leaned back letting his headrest against 
the window. What I need is a live one he 
thought. Can't wait to see Laurie. I want that 
open mouth, thick plump lips, and auburn hair 
draped over my thighs. Laurie is so eager to 
please, Henry thought, and I am such a shit was 
his reply to himself. Yes, I want lives one, 
fully wet, pink and pink, repeating the word 
pink, moist, full, distended, going through the 
list of words searching for another page of 
answers that do not appear in any reference book 
at the Butler Library.

Yes, Henry continued, feeling his cock harden, 
in the cab, feeling the life flood his fingers. 
"I want one ripe cunt anticipating animation. 
Yes, I like to hunt and harvest. Imagine the 
crushed skin of Jersey just picked tomatoes 
plump and succulent. 

I wonder, Henry thought, can you harvest a cunt 
with your lips pouring the skin into its own 
mold making life from life into another 
yearning.

Can you imagine Liana's fruit, cold and dark 
almost dead? Wonder if she has been released? 
They do it fast with drug addicts if they have 
been through all the programs. Hope she doesn't 
lose her fucken kid. 

Henry blew out of the taxi stand, horny, angry, 
hungry, but rushing to the hospital to see if he 
could find a way to help that sick cunt without 
ruining his own life. Henry should have known 
better. 

Driving up to the hospital emergency room, 
parking his cab in the ambulance slot, knowing 
he would have to move it, he ran inside and 
found the bitch sleeping and her family gathered 
around like she was a Princess. 

Knew she was rich, but not this group. Henry 
recognized one of the men. Shit, that must be 
her father. Talking to the Doctor, the man 
looked up at Henry and shouted, "Get the fuck 
out of her before I kick your ass, you piece of 
shit."

Henry protested, but stopped when he realized 
they have no idea what happened. Good, he 
thought, now I can get lunch at home. Maybe 
Laurie will be there, as she likes to do, 
hanging out at my place watching the soaps.

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