Message-ID: <26434asstr$969545408@assm.asstr-mirror.org> From: "Sean Farragher" <seanfarragher@msn.com> X-Original-Message-ID: <NEBBKECCILIDDPJFHMPOKEIECJAA.seanfarragher@msn.com> MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset="iso-8859-1" Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit X-Priority: 3 (Normal) X-MSMail-Priority: Normal Importance: Normal X-MimeOLE: Produced By Microsoft MimeOLE V5.50.4133.2400 Subject: {ASSM} From TxM6 Murder/Suicide as Rape of Self Liana IV Date: Thu, 21 Sep 2000 10:10:08 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2000/26434> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: RuiJorge, IceAltar Also From TxM6 Hyperfiction http://www.txm6.com (updated 9/16/00) http://www.txm6.com/enfer (updated 9/17/00) http://www.txm6.com/lcfallon http://www.farragher.com (Poetry updated 9/20/00) 0922xLiana0541x.htm Murder/Suicide as Rape of Self "Liana raped herself. She removed her own heart. She sold her ass for crack vials and rent." Wednesday, May 8, 1991 Journal of Henry Whitman What is the appropriate response by a cab driver to an almost dead customer who refused to pay for the fare, forget the tip! I was surprised when I discovered Liana in the back seat of my cab. She had almost fallen into the large space of the last old Checker taxi running on Hudson Street Taxi line. She didn't know me. Nevertheless, she did. What is identity? How do we know anyone especially when we wake up and discover them? I drove her here and there for drugs and cash. I drove her dealers, tricks, and lovers' home. I even drove her little boy to school when she overslept or was incapable of driving him herself. Yes, I knew her. What did I know? Saw her pad once. Filthy. Crud. Food wrappers, but the kid was eating good food. Saw it from the best restaurants. She told me she could never cook. Burnt water, she said. I suppose death could rationalize a last stiff for a tip. Bad jokes abound at the taxi stand. What exactly is a stiff tip? Nothing. Zero. Naught. No boundary. No cheeseburgers after work for the cab driver. He loses weight. Gets a real job. So there are benefits from stiffs. Dead ones, well the cops will have their pleasure with me on this one. I will be there stiff. TWO HOURS LATER Henry laughed at myself, pulled back up into the taxi stand with the back seat empty. Cops came took her away. Ambulance rushed her to the hospital. Not dead, they said. She ODS. She is hard case one medic said from the second ambulance. They saved her life right on the taxi stand. Henry didn't tell them he was a medic in Nam. They knew, and when they found him over her, doing CPR, they joined in, helped. She's dead. I know she is dead Henry kept saying, but her heart pumped, and her eyes almost moved, and pupils were not fixed, and her heart and breathing grew with each push, as Henry looked at Liana's beautiful face, and the opening of her mouth. Her teeth were beautiful, but her breath, when he opened her lungs smelled of those thin Italian cigars she smoked just to show off. She said it herself, "I like to shock folks," some call me the shocker. Henry's cab in its bare comfort for survival became one terminal but fully breathing last statement. If you had not started on her immediately the cop said, she would be dead now. Yes, Henry replied. The cops walked away from Henry, reaching into their car, pulling at their radio mike, calling in clear. Henry heard one cop say to the other. "Strange fucken bird that taxi driver. Good guy but also gives me the creeps." The other responded. I know. He's just another fucked up Vet. Got to feel a bit sorry for the fucker. Heard he was a hero there." Henry rolled back on the taxi stand buzzing with drivers questioning this or that bullshit. Henry told them all to get the fuck out of his face, and they, out of respect, or some fear, did. Henry leaned back letting his headrest against the window. What I need is a live one he thought. Can't wait to see Laurie. I want that open mouth, thick plump lips, and auburn hair draped over my thighs. Laurie is so eager to please, Henry thought, and I am such a shit was his reply to himself. Yes, I want lives one, fully wet, pink and pink, repeating the word pink, moist, full, distended, going through the list of words searching for another page of answers that do not appear in any reference book at the Butler Library. Yes, Henry continued, feeling his cock harden, in the cab, feeling the life flood his fingers. "I want one ripe cunt anticipating animation. Yes, I like to hunt and harvest. Imagine the crushed skin of Jersey just picked tomatoes plump and succulent. I wonder, Henry thought, can you harvest a cunt with your lips pouring the skin into its own mold making life from life into another yearning. Can you imagine Liana's fruit, cold and dark almost dead? Wonder if she has been released? They do it fast with drug addicts if they have been through all the programs. Hope she doesn't lose her fucken kid. Henry blew out of the taxi stand, horny, angry, hungry, but rushing to the hospital to see if he could find a way to help that sick cunt without ruining his own life. Henry should have known better. Driving up to the hospital emergency room, parking his cab in the ambulance slot, knowing he would have to move it, he ran inside and found the bitch sleeping and her family gathered around like she was a Princess. Knew she was rich, but not this group. Henry recognized one of the men. Shit, that must be her father. Talking to the Doctor, the man looked up at Henry and shouted, "Get the fuck out of her before I kick your ass, you piece of shit." Henry protested, but stopped when he realized they have no idea what happened. Good, he thought, now I can get lunch at home. Maybe Laurie will be there, as she likes to do, hanging out at my place watching the soaps. -- Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated. +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ | alt.sex.stories.moderated ----- send stories to: <ckought69@hotmail.com> | | FAQ: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/faq.html> Moderator: <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ |Archive: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org> Hosted by Alt.Sex.Stories Text Repository | |<http://www.asstr-mirror.org>, an entity supported entirely by donations. | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+