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 From TxM6 Taxi Murders Sextet Hyperfiction Novel
http://www.taximurders.com/lcfallon  (updated August 1, 2000)

Mirror Site at http://www.txm6.com

TxM6 is entirely a work of fiction for adults only.
Copyright (c) 2000 Sean Farragher

1086XBilly
Angela Leven: "Beautifully Ugly"
Notes From her Sketchbook
February 4, 1992

When the male and female strippers had lined up 
against the gray mustard colored wall, some nude, 
others in garish feathery costumes, one very large man 
passed in front, and behind, fingering this or that. 
He even lifted the tip of one breast, and finger 
fucked another between her things when he asked her to 
assume this position or another. Finally, at the end 
of the line, he rested his hand on one of the male 
dancer's shoulders. He seemed too comfortable there, 
Angela wrote in her diary.

"Numbers four, five and six step forward," the large 
man's Assistant barely spoke.

The morbidly obese man, picking at his face, having 
dropped his connections to the male stripper who 
seemed almost an end to line, said, "no, give me five, 
six, and nine. Fuck these shits," he said.

"Two are skinny and one is almost as much the fat slob 
as I am. Get them the fuck out of here."

The Assistant Director paused; thinking it appeared as 
if the fat man had impatiently pushed his way into the 
face of the much smaller man.

"Did you hear me, you sad shit," he said. "Get them 
the fuck out of here. Five, six and nine only."

Angry, shuffling himself about, the fat man sensing he 
was about to fall off the stool, balanced, and jumped 
down to the floor catching himself on the breasts of 
the small dancer who had been watching Billy as if 
transfixed. She reached out to help, but before Billy 
could grunt himself up on the rungs, accomplished too 
easily for such a large man, he rolled his belt up 
over his belly, and wheezed. Instantly, he was out of 
breath again. The small dancer with the slight 
breasts, pointed, bizarre, reached over to Billy and 
hugged him. Billy seemed out of sorts. He did smile at 
the child-woman. Within the landscape of mercy, Angela 
scribbled again over the hasty gesture drawing of the 
small woman; "we marry odd attractions when we step 
out of the stage and onto the pavement. Who is the 
victim and who the perpetrator," Angela wrote in dark 
strokes above her sketch of the fat man kissing her 
breast.

Angela wrote quickly in her notebook, kept with her 
sketchpad. She seemed almost a fury as she wrote five 
or six times, "MY BREAST," as cut the paper with the 
black ballpoint she loved. Kept the pen on a wire 
necklace, and it often fell between her breasts only 
to be retrieved by Aaron at times when he teased.

Having been commissioned by the fat man to sketch the 
strippers, Angela also kept had detailed notes about 
the sessions. It will make a great book she thought 
and besides the extra money, the juxtaposition of the 
fat man and the dancers, as they posed against the 
other, broke the spatial plane, she thought.

It makes me laugh. Don't get me wrong. It's not his 
suffering or the hurt the dancers feel. It is the 
imbalance really.

Angela having always desired truth, wrote, and painted 
it. She also realized that she her husband, Aaron, had 
a very rich client who loved the mixture of porn and 
art.

Continuing her notes, Angela wrote, "He weighed 400 
plus pounds and had a sad innocent school boy face. He 
was miserable and almost pretty, but fat as a cow.

Meet Billy Baker," Angela wrote in the margin next to 
a picture of the man dressed as Satan complete with 
tail. "Runs a Porn shop, she wrote against another 
sketch. This one showed the fat man poised on one foot 
looking into an old-fashioned movie box presumably at 
some new porn. Angela wrote the Letters XXX over his 
head instead of a nimbus. "Had a sister Dolores, who 
disappeared, they say," she wrote across another 
sketch. This one showed the fat man and an old lady 
presumably his mother, as Angela had written under the 
sketch, "His mother was murdered during holdup at 1975 
convenience store."

Continuing, she wrote more, "now, Billy hangs with 
male and female whores, and bangs a transsexual bitch 
variously called Rachel or Richard."

Writing under her own self portrait, Angela continued 
the narrative, but first she circled what appeared to 
be her symbolic image five times, "he told me, the 
bitch keeps me fat so I cannot fuck. I love proving 
the prick wrong."

"All of this," Angela wrote in the margin next to a 
sketch of the fat man playing with himself in his 
bath, "makes me more than miserable."

"There is more inside the story," she continued on the 
next page, a blank one without images, "but chapter 
one is too long now, she added, and actually, what is 
more important, and quite amazing, is how little 
anyone cares about anyone. Why should anyone care 
about Billy? Yet they do," Angela wrote, "they fucken 
do. I saw one of the models rub his shoulders after 
she had sucked him off. Witness to this tableau, Ah 
yes, I am the witness. More later. Makes me glad I 
have Aaron and I no longer wonder how it is possible 
nothing matters? Nothing"!

End of Angela's February 4, 1992 Notes.





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More American Adventures in erotica and other works by Sean Farragher:

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Sean  Farragher

Poetry Site: http://www.farragher.com

TxM6 Sites:
http://www.taximurders.com
http://www.taximurders.com/enfer
http://www.taximurders.com/lcfallon

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