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 From TxM6 Taxi Murders Sextet Hyperfiction Novel
http://www.taximurders.com/  (updated August 13, 2000)


1037XLaurieasChrist
KIDNAPPED: Forced Dream Journal
June 19, 1992 (three days post partum)

Forced Dream Journal VI
Laurie Fallon is Christ Herself:
(some pathetic day in June again)

I heard them say they loved June. Maybe it was another.
Who the fuck knows. I had her hands on my breasts all night. 
She wants my milk. I will give it to her. So easy to satisfy
a feeding frenzy. Yes, I know they wanted to murder shadows.
I could handle the flesh being lost to shit. I could not 
handle losing my shadows or my passionate need for being 
fucked inhuman. I was a great gift to them. I made their 
possession my own property by that reversal.

Must be Monday, I want the traffic inside my skin. I cannot 
bear the man to see my face. He looks at my eyes and I feel 
death, as some extreme. He seems so kind. Type dutifully, 
recording my impressions, and he pats me on the ass, or 
touches my face, sometimes reaching around my back and 
fondling my tits. I love it. I hate that I love it. He is so 
calm; I forget that I am his captive. Abel spoke like an 
echoic child, said Sheila, and I repeated, Sheila, and then 
to Lilith my retort did not vary, mocking victim and terror 
what had been said. Who is Sheila they laughed. You are 
Laurie and there is no one else. I stopped, felt the pressure 
inside my vaults collapse as cloth and ether made me shift in 
time until my days were lost, beyond it all. I woke naked, 
hooded, shackled, prone, open, hurting, alone, as hands 
taunted my breasts and cunt. Four hands. Two people exploring 
apertures and summits, rubbing my tits with oil, sucking the 
textured brown skin, and teasing textures of dreams we have 
paraded. Able moved me distant like a house or a buggy, and I 
heard the sand shift underneath the wave. Lilith helped Abel 
release my legs and I kicked bloody, hoping to clip a face or 
crack teeth. Something must be done, I thought or dreamed. 
Looked away, and that cold played easily, I swam upward, out 
of a funnel, in the dark, photographer's room or closet: 
paint against the ceiling. My Aaron or Michelangelo 
Buonarroti's fresco. Plaster and paint fucking in clay like 
Eve or Adam made from Lilith or that true God. I was the 
model for Christ not her fucken mother. God, so he identified 
herself underneath the titter of the stings and barbs. He 
directed me to pose naked as communion in the extreme broken 
down, my Coochie open. I was Christ as the mother lifted my 
frail veil's apart for seduction of brides. My hands were 
cold, and the finger tips shimmered, shining with clear 
polish; my nails long dug ass blue and red foul scars 
gleaming stark bronze lip gloss. I shine like the white 
halter invisible against my mature breasts, or the cloth 
stuffed into my bra, cunny, against my gender defined fat 
crazy dance, strutting as the risen mound under cotton 
underpants, naked outside, with pubic curls, twisted, 
dropping down, six inches of purple silk., Wounded with a 
thick rope, much more than a tampon, almost like the 
hangman's sky attached it seemed led me to trap door where 
the season swing from the loop. Inside his deadly room, I was 
always undressed. Fully naked (which meant I had no 
illusions), and protection, what clothing shifts, as a wasted 
artifact: Turned inside out, my interior as blood and spoils. 
Imagine the internal silvery lining of a latex condom, 
aluminum package flickers in the bathroom light. Blood on the 
floor. Danger in the mouth; semen tastes like salt and viral 
spirochetes, an alluvium, semen water river, a soil for dying 
some time alone on the back of the alley under the mushrooms, 
without decay, just wasting away illness, as the speed of 
light closed beyond the chart, and its now 1975 (hopefully 
before AIDS had an announcement). Time, birth is, of course, 
one darling myth like knowing the origin of new life, even 
the genesis of a probably always fatal monkey humanoid AIDS 
caused by the retro-virus, HTLV-III. Bottom line: taste of 
come.







More American Adventures in erotica and other works by Sean Farragher:

http://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Sean_Farragher/


Sean  Farragher

Poetry Site: http://www.farragher.com (updated 8/13/2000)

TxM6 Sites:
http://www.taximurders.com
http://www.taximurders.com/enfer
http://www.taximurders.com/lcfallon

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