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The following IS primarily a true account of an intimate part of my life. Of 
course, certain events have been meshed with some fantasy and most 
descriptions needed more color; so I took the liberty. However, although the 
names have been changed, the persons are real in my life.
I have started writing this recently and decided that I would post it for 
the ASSTR group. The next instalnents will be forthcoming, provide you all 
enjoy reading it.

So, here goes...

My Story

	The story I am about to pen down is largely true. However, there would be 
some fantasy in it ... the ones that have been part of my ... our sex life.
I have always been rather taken with sex ... as far back as I can remember!
	My first memory of satisfaction is that of me masturbating one night in the 
privacy of my own room. I come from a rather well-to-do middle class family 
from India. Not many of my friends had rooms of their own as kids, but I 
did.
	My parents were part of an extended family. My dad was the oldest of three 
brothers. Our family home, which still stands in the northern part of the 
city, has three floors, and we ... meaning my parents, my two brothers and 
I, occupied the third. Each floor has five rooms, including a common family 
room and while I had one room to myself, my two older brothers shared 
another.
	That night in question, I was having trouble falling asleep. I was reading 
a magazine where there was this short translation of a victorian erotica. I 
am not sure if that was my first exposure, but it surely had made me very 
horny. I was probably around thirteen then...
	I remember touching myself between my legs ... and discovering the slippery 
substance literally oozing out. I am not sure if I should have been 
concerned, but inserting two of my fingers inside had felt so good that I 
had continued to make the fingers travel in and out ... in and out ... in 
and out...
Oh! The mere memory of that first conscious act makes me want to do it now 
... even as I am writing this.
	Anyway, that was probably the beginning of my sexual awakening ... and I 
never stopped since ... I need it to put myself to sleep every night.
	It was probably not long after that that I accidentally brought somebody 
else into the very private area of my life. It was during one of those 
innumerable festivities that our house, as big as it might have been, was 
full with people. My cousins, uncles, aunts and their not-so-distant 
relatives ... our home was teeming with relatives.  It was a very joyful 
time and for about two days (I was amazed to realize later) I had not 
sexually relieved myself. I was busy during the days and was tired enough at 
night to fall asleep without the help of my fingers.
	Most of our relatives left on the third day before supper. Among those that 
did not, was my cousin Debi, who was sharing the room with me with some of 
the other cousins. She is a little older than me; about sixteen then.  And 
she was one of the most beautiful of persons I have known till today. Not 
gorgeous in the usual sense, but with an aura of beauty and attractiveness 
about her that made all the boys stare at her with lust.  One of our distant 
cousins even ventured to flirt with her whenever he got the chance in those 
couple of days that he was our guest.

	I was in my usual mode the following night. Debi was sleeping beside me on 
my bed, which was just wide enough for the two of us. The other cousins that 
shared my room had all left. I was reading a short novel that had a few 
paragraphs of description of love-making between the lead character and his 
mistress. It would not cause such arousal today, but for my adolescent 
fourteen-year-old brain that was plenty. My juices started flowing and 
pretty soon I could feel the thin fabric of the panties at my crotch 
sticking to my skin down there.
	I looked at my cousin ... she seemed to be sound asleep. So, I gently put 
the book down and turned the table lamp off.  The semidarkness of the room 
somehow hightened my arousal. I turned on my side, facing away from Debi and 
gently folded my legs at the knees ...  almost to a fetal position. I pulled 
the front of my night dress up and, with my left hand, reached between my 
legs ... parting the thin soaked divider of my panties.  I inserted my index 
and the middle into my slippery recess and wiggled around for a few seconds. 
I then pulled them out and, using the wetness, started gently rubbing the 
swollen seat of excitement - the little button -  with those two fingers 
with a vertical motion. I did not realise how long I had been doing that, 
but I froze instantly when I felt a warm hand on my then almost bare 
bottom...
"What do you think you are doing?" Debi whispered in my ears. Her tone more 
naughty than threatening. But I was mortified. I turned my head around 
towards her and tried to explain that I was just itching my thighs.
But that was not very convincing, was it?
"That was a long itch. wasn't it?"   Debi's hand was around me by then, her 
lower belly pressed firmly against my buttocks, "watching you, I have 
started to itch too...."
Debi started to gyrate her hips, as if trying to rub her belly against my 
buttocks.
	I was totally at a loss for several seconds that seemed like an eternity. 
My heart was pounding and  I did not know if it was from fear and 
embarrasment or from Debi's excitement adding to mine. But my indecision did 
not prevail too long.
	Debi put her left arm around me ... her hand found the few buttons on my 
dress-front and undid them. She caressed my small breasts lightly ... they 
were small, really small.  Yet, they took in her touch with eagerness and my 
tiny nipples hardened under her palm. At that moment I became aware of 
Debi's nipples against my back, between my shoulder blades. They felt harder 
than mine, and bigger. At sixteen, Debi had a fuller body.
My head was turned towards Debi, our warm breaths mingling. She said, 
"Sharmila, how long have you been doing it?"
"Doing what?" I asked back. I guess I had not yet gotten over my initial 
belwilderment.
"O, c'mon..." cupping one of my breasts tightly, and giving it a squeeze, 
Debi almost chided me under her breath, "you know what I am talking about. 
So, how long have you been doing it?"
"Oh, I don't know" I replied, "quite some time now..."
"Did anybody teach you?"
"You're kidding, right?" I was truly surprised at that question, "who would 
teach me ... " These things, I thought came naturally to a girl.
"I am horny too, you know" Debi's embrace had grown tighter, "want to do it 
with me?"
"Mmmm, yeah", I was in no state to turn down the invitation.
What followed was for me a hour of extreme pleasure.
Debbi got up from the bed, checked the door and made sure it was locked from 
inside. When she got back to it, I was lying flat on my back, with my legs 
squeezed tight together, caressing my breasts with both hands ... trying to 
derive the same pleasure Debi had afforded me a while back. It was nice, but 
that was the first time I realized that somebody else's hands do a far 
better job than your own ... at least on certain parts of your body. It, of 
course, made very little sense then.
	Debi stood beside the bed, looking at me, and took her Kaameez off. 
Underneath she had nothing to hold her full, well rounded, breasts. In the 
moonlight that was sneaking in boldly through the open window, her breasts 
glistened with her slight perspiration. She tugged at the cords holding her 
Salwaar, and the loose fitting cotton pants fell to the floor.
	She was not wearing any thing under that either! Her pubic hairs were 
thick, forming a well defined triangle under the flat belly and between 
those gorgeous, slender thighs. I instantly idolized her figure. "Exquisite" 
did not fully describe it. Every part of the body seemed perfectly placed 
and shaped. I never saw another woman's body like that, and never had 
thought about mine either. That was the night that made me aware of my own 
budding femininity, beyond my routine sexual gratifications.
	I could not explain it why, but Debi's nudity aroused me more. Even at 
fourteen I was not aware of anything other than the fact that sex feels 
good. Hetero- or homosexuality had little significance in that 
gratification. So, when I look back now, I understand why I felt aroused. It 
was my cousin's free approach and the offer of "doing it together" that was 
exciting to me. No more, no less. As will be revealed later, I have been 
rather free-spirited ever since, when it came to sex. However, I almost 
never feel fulfilled "doing it" with complete strangers or a person I don't 
feel affection for. Debi was one of my favorite cousins. I called her 
Moni-di.
	Debi stepped out of the heap of that salwaar and crawled up into the bed 
beside me. My night shirt was already bunched up around my waist, and my 
small breasts were bare through the front of the shirt. I still had my 
panties on.
"Take these off, won't you!" She was slipping my panties off my legs even as 
she was saying that.
"Do you think I will ever get breasts like yours, Moni-di?" I said.
"You will, if you massage them..." Debi said, and then giggled under her 
breath, "or have them massaged regularly.."
"Yeah ... " I said nervously. I knew what she meant, but I also knew that it 
was not easy finding somebody that would massage them. At that moment I was 
anxiously awaiting my older cousin's next move.
	Debi parted my thighs and lightly touched me across my paech fuzz. Her 
fingers brushed the opening of my wet slit. My whole body went tense with 
pleasure. I parted my thighs more in anticipation. She got the queue and 
became more deliberate with her hand. After cupping my mons with the palm of 
her hand she gently inserted a slender finger into me.
"Wow..." she exclaimed under her breath, "you really are horny ... my god, I 
don't think I get so wet ... mmmm."
I had nothing to say, other than, "Mmmmmmm...". Her finger felt heavenly in 
there.
She started to finger-fuck me slowly, moving her digit in and out in a 
slightly circular motion. ...
Then she leaned forward, her finger still carying on what it started, and 
kissed me on my lips. It was insipid ... my first kiss ... that too from my 
cousin. And I did not feel anything then. We still have good laughs talking 
about it.
I think she  felt my lack of enthusiasm at that first kiss of my life, and 
did not dwell there any longer. Her head moved dwon to my chest and she 
started to lick my tiny hard nipples. As if instinctively, I arched my back 
and grabbed her head closer to my aching nipples. She bit them lightly and 
guided one of my hands to her crotch.
	She did not have to show me what to do. I ran my fingers through her  
silken curly bush and found my target. It was twice the size of my own pea! 
I collected some of Debi's slippery juice from her cunt and, lubricating her 
swolen stiff clit with it, I started stroking it in circular motion.
Her hips started undulating, and, keeping her own finger inside my 
overflowing cave, she used her thumb to pleasure me at my clitoris.
	I raised my hips from the bed and we matched each other's rythm. She 
stretched out beside me with her left thigh across my lower belly, her left 
hand working between my legs without losing a beat. I momentarily had to let 
go of her cunt, but quickly established contact with my left hand ... I was 
still lying on my back. I started rubbing her clitoris with my middle 
finger, her slippery juice continuously lubricating my fingers. I reach 
around with my right hand and started to cup and massage Debi's breasts.
"Ohhhh! ... yes ... yes ... yes..." Debi cooed into my ears, "do it ... yes 
... feels good ... doesn't it Sharmila?"
"Yessss ... Yessss. ... Yessss" I hissed back in rythm with our joint 
gyrations.
"I am ready..." Debi started whispering ... "I can't stand it ... I'm ready 
... yesssss ... oooooh ... nnnnnghhh ... Sharmila...."
"Noooo..." I almost cried out ... "Not now ... Moni-di ... No ... No ... No 
... " the rythm still intact. I was not ready to abandon this pleasure just 
yet ... I wanted to prolong it for the rest of the night. ... I wanted to go 
on till I died....
"Oooh ... Sharmila ... you ... are ... so ... naughty...." my older cousin 
panted back. She understood what I wanted,  intuitively.
She panted in my ear, "OK ... then ... slow down ... yess ... don't ... 
don't rub me any more..."
Instantly I withdrew my hand from Debi's crotch. She gasped again, this time 
in frustration, "No ... Nooooo ... keep ... it ... there..." and tried to 
recapture my hand with her thighs.
	Confused, utterly confused, I obeyed ... and let my rest between her 
thighs, just under her moist opening, my fingers a hir away from her clit. I 
was also eager to touch her there ... my own being very slowly and gently 
massaged by my cousin's fingers.  Sensing that I was trying to get to it 
aagain, she parted her thighs and went back to the earlier position of 
having one across my belly.
I touched it with my two fingers very lightly and could feel it throb. She 
dug her finger inside me eeven deeper, as if to try and block herself from 
reaching her own climax.
	Through all that, I had not stopped rocking my hips. Debi was simply 
pressing down on my pleasure-button while continuing to slowly finger-fuck 
me. As a result, I was being able to control my own pace of deriving the 
pleasure from her hand.
	Pretty clever for a relatively novice of fourteen, don't you think? My 
spouse thinks so! He was impressed beyond his wits the first day we made 
love. I drove him crazy with anticipation and the way I used his whole body 
for to pleasure myself. Our sex life never ever slowed down since that first 
day. But, I will come to that part later. Be patient.
	Debi was already covered with a thin film of perspiration and my shirt was 
getting soaked too. So, she let go of me for a moment. I sat up on the bed, 
and she pulled the shirt off me over my head. We were now both naked. 
Sitting up like that, she embraced me, and our breasts flattened against 
each other's. I could feel her stiff nipples trying to stand up against my 
small breasts.
	Debi looked into my eyes and planted a full kiss on my lips. This time it 
was so very different that I shuddered! I never had any idea that a simple 
kiss could make one's cunt throb inside, but that was what happened. I was 
left breathless when Debi removed her lips. It was not even a deep one. Debi 
had confessed later that that was her first kiss too, and she only knew that 
a kiss was supposed to be with the lips. Needless to say, we perfected our 
techniques over the years and both of us have benefitted from our early 
teenage homosexuality.
	We kissed and kissed and kissed,  till our lips ached. With each one, we 
discovered a little more about it. While, through all those, the urgency 
down below between our thighs was not burning, our kisses grew more and more 
passionate. Our bodies were tingling with each others passion, as if each of 
us could feel the sexual energy of the other through our moist skins. That 
night, we discovered for the first time how unimportant climaxing was. Debi 
told me later that she had also masturbated towards orgasm as fast she 
could, till that night.
	We abandoned the bed and rolled around on the floor never letting each 
other go. Our thighs intertwined, the seats of our passion were rubbing 
against each others thighs ... sending shockwaves through our bodies. 
Another half-hour had passed. I do not remember waht all we did, except that 
I had a feeling of melding with Debi's body.
	She was too excited to want to hold off much longer. Without any words, she 
turned me over on my back. The cool cemented floor against my back did 
little to take the heat away from my naked perspiring body. Debi laid her 
body on top of me and guided one of my hand beween our bellies and to her 
cunt. I started rubbing her clit vigourously while she again inserted two of 
her finger into me and resumed doing me. Our mutual frenzy manifested itself 
in the urgency with which we were bringing each other to come. Strangely, 
though, to  both of us climaxing was still no longer the immediate goal. It 
was our mutual satisfaction that pervaded our thoughts:
"Oh ... Oh ... Oh ... Sharmila ... want to come?" panted Debi.
"Yesss ... Yessss. ... Yesssssss ... Oh, yessss..." I replied the same way, 
"You?  Moni-di? Do you want it now?"
"Oh ... sweet Sharmi ... yes ... ahhhhgh ... yessss..." she double the speed 
of her fingers, and attacked my clit with her thumb with renewed vigor, "Do 
it ... yesss. ... nnnnnnngg. ... my God. ... too  much ... ooooof...."
My hand picked up her tempo and, clutching her with my other free hand 
around her back, I used all my fingers to rub her across her entire opening.
	I could feel my juice wetting the floor under my buttocks. Debi's were 
flowing freely down my hand and across my wrist. Both our hands were making 
slurping noise between our legs. I came first.
"Yessss. ... happenning. ... Moni-di ... Oh ... Oh ... Oh ... yesss ... 
aaaaarrgh. ... my God. ... nnnnnnngh..." I almost let out a shout when Debi 
muffled my pleasure cries by putting her palm across my mouth.
And she came ... trying to suppress her own cries that sounded like loud 
whimpers, "yeah ... oh ... yessss ... Sharmi. ... sweet ... nnnnnnnnn.. ... 
yeahnnnnng...."
And she slumped on me ... both our bodies limp from extreme pleasure ...
My cunt was still throbbing inside, and Debi pointed that out with a 
suppressed giggle, "Wow ... Sharmi ... you are still pumping my fingers ... 
you not done yet?"
"I am done all right" I replied lazily, "that has never happened before, I 
mean when I do it myself"
"I know what you mean..." Debi sat up on me, holding my hand there and 
guiding my fingers into her, "feel it ... I am doing the same thing..."
She was indeed!
	We woke up next morning sprawled on the floor as naked as we were when we 
dozed off from exhaustion that follwed the hour-long pleasure. It was 
Moni-di who frantically woke me up by poking me on the side and whispering 
in my ears, "Hey ... Sharmi ... wake up..."
I heard the knocks on the door even as I was coming out of my sleep! I 
looked at the wall-clock in my room ... it was already eight in the morning. 
  We never slept past seven in our household.
"We'll be right out..." I shouted in my sleepy voice.
	Debi got up from the floor and, looking at my naked form on the floor, 
smiled a shy smile.  It was her first time too with another girl! I stand 
corrected; it was the first time with another person for both. (However, she 
did admit to being shown her pleasure zone and to being hinted at about 
pleasuring herself by one of her friends at school.) I guess the happennings 
of the night before were as unreal to her as it was to me. But even as 
nudity was disappearing under her salwaar and kaameez, I couldn't but help 
remember our intimacy fondly. And I could feel the wetness developing 
between my legs. Again.
"Will we do it more, Moni-di?" stretching on the floor I threw my naive 
question at her, half expecting a denial from my older sixteen-year-old 
relative. After all, although we were close as distant relatives can be, we 
were never even come close to being THAT close prior to that night! But 
Debi's answer had my juices flowing in full gust again ... the weariness 
notwithstanding.
"Not till tonight, I guess..." She said , "and I don't think "Moni-di" is 
what you want to call me after last night", she added with a wink and a 
smile!
The explanation of this little transition in addressing could hardly be a 
part of this narrative.

	Debi was one of my  uncle's nieces by marriage. That is, her dad and my 
uncle's wife are siblings. By extension, she is my cousin. They lived in the 
same city, about thiry-minute's bus ride away. Which meant that we started 
seeing each other quite regularly.
	After that night, she stayed back for another night's pleasure, and we made 
the most of it. Then, it was happening almost every weekend. Sometimes she 
would come over to spend the night, or else I would go over to their house. 
Since she shared her room with her younger sister, we had to do it rather 
quietly which was not easy.  So, mostly it was at our house. Anyway, none of 
our parents thought much of our closeness. I faced some objection at 
addressinging her as "Debi", instead of "Moni-di" as she is known to her 
younger siblings and cousins, but Debi insisted to the elders that I address 
her as such. So the matter was soon forgotten. And, close friendships 
between girls of our age was not unusual in India. Till today, nobody is any 
wiser except those that matter.

	A year had passed since that first night. One night Debi, while caressing 
my breasts, whispered "I have done it with Ajit".  I sat up on the bed. We 
had  climaxed once already that night and was preparing to go at it a second 
time after resting for about fifteen minutes.
"Really?" I was not surprised at all, "when" I pressed on. Ajit was Debi's 
fiance. They had been going steady for about six months.


<to be continued>
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