Message-ID: <25718asstr$965769021@assm.asstr-mirror.org> From: "Sharmila Sanyal" <anu_g42@hotmail.com> Mime-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; format=flowed X-Original-Message-ID: <F201DB8k589eVM4BoUl000008d0@hotmail.com> X-OriginalArrivalTime: 07 Aug 2000 17:18:59.0967 (UTC) FILETIME=[936890F0:01C00093] Subject: {ASSM} My Story by Sharmila Sanyal X-Original-Subject: Story Date: Tue, 8 Aug 2000 17:10:21 -0400 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2000/25718> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: gill-bates, kelly The following IS primarily a true account of an intimate part of my life. Of course, certain events have been meshed with some fantasy and most descriptions needed more color; so I took the liberty. However, although the names have been changed, the persons are real in my life. I have started writing this recently and decided that I would post it for the ASSTR group. The next instalnents will be forthcoming, provide you all enjoy reading it. So, here goes... My Story The story I am about to pen down is largely true. However, there would be some fantasy in it ... the ones that have been part of my ... our sex life. I have always been rather taken with sex ... as far back as I can remember! My first memory of satisfaction is that of me masturbating one night in the privacy of my own room. I come from a rather well-to-do middle class family from India. Not many of my friends had rooms of their own as kids, but I did. My parents were part of an extended family. My dad was the oldest of three brothers. Our family home, which still stands in the northern part of the city, has three floors, and we ... meaning my parents, my two brothers and I, occupied the third. Each floor has five rooms, including a common family room and while I had one room to myself, my two older brothers shared another. That night in question, I was having trouble falling asleep. I was reading a magazine where there was this short translation of a victorian erotica. I am not sure if that was my first exposure, but it surely had made me very horny. I was probably around thirteen then... I remember touching myself between my legs ... and discovering the slippery substance literally oozing out. I am not sure if I should have been concerned, but inserting two of my fingers inside had felt so good that I had continued to make the fingers travel in and out ... in and out ... in and out... Oh! The mere memory of that first conscious act makes me want to do it now ... even as I am writing this. Anyway, that was probably the beginning of my sexual awakening ... and I never stopped since ... I need it to put myself to sleep every night. It was probably not long after that that I accidentally brought somebody else into the very private area of my life. It was during one of those innumerable festivities that our house, as big as it might have been, was full with people. My cousins, uncles, aunts and their not-so-distant relatives ... our home was teeming with relatives. It was a very joyful time and for about two days (I was amazed to realize later) I had not sexually relieved myself. I was busy during the days and was tired enough at night to fall asleep without the help of my fingers. Most of our relatives left on the third day before supper. Among those that did not, was my cousin Debi, who was sharing the room with me with some of the other cousins. She is a little older than me; about sixteen then. And she was one of the most beautiful of persons I have known till today. Not gorgeous in the usual sense, but with an aura of beauty and attractiveness about her that made all the boys stare at her with lust. One of our distant cousins even ventured to flirt with her whenever he got the chance in those couple of days that he was our guest. I was in my usual mode the following night. Debi was sleeping beside me on my bed, which was just wide enough for the two of us. The other cousins that shared my room had all left. I was reading a short novel that had a few paragraphs of description of love-making between the lead character and his mistress. It would not cause such arousal today, but for my adolescent fourteen-year-old brain that was plenty. My juices started flowing and pretty soon I could feel the thin fabric of the panties at my crotch sticking to my skin down there. I looked at my cousin ... she seemed to be sound asleep. So, I gently put the book down and turned the table lamp off. The semidarkness of the room somehow hightened my arousal. I turned on my side, facing away from Debi and gently folded my legs at the knees ... almost to a fetal position. I pulled the front of my night dress up and, with my left hand, reached between my legs ... parting the thin soaked divider of my panties. I inserted my index and the middle into my slippery recess and wiggled around for a few seconds. I then pulled them out and, using the wetness, started gently rubbing the swollen seat of excitement - the little button - with those two fingers with a vertical motion. I did not realise how long I had been doing that, but I froze instantly when I felt a warm hand on my then almost bare bottom... "What do you think you are doing?" Debi whispered in my ears. Her tone more naughty than threatening. But I was mortified. I turned my head around towards her and tried to explain that I was just itching my thighs. But that was not very convincing, was it? "That was a long itch. wasn't it?" Debi's hand was around me by then, her lower belly pressed firmly against my buttocks, "watching you, I have started to itch too...." Debi started to gyrate her hips, as if trying to rub her belly against my buttocks. I was totally at a loss for several seconds that seemed like an eternity. My heart was pounding and I did not know if it was from fear and embarrasment or from Debi's excitement adding to mine. But my indecision did not prevail too long. Debi put her left arm around me ... her hand found the few buttons on my dress-front and undid them. She caressed my small breasts lightly ... they were small, really small. Yet, they took in her touch with eagerness and my tiny nipples hardened under her palm. At that moment I became aware of Debi's nipples against my back, between my shoulder blades. They felt harder than mine, and bigger. At sixteen, Debi had a fuller body. My head was turned towards Debi, our warm breaths mingling. She said, "Sharmila, how long have you been doing it?" "Doing what?" I asked back. I guess I had not yet gotten over my initial belwilderment. "O, c'mon..." cupping one of my breasts tightly, and giving it a squeeze, Debi almost chided me under her breath, "you know what I am talking about. So, how long have you been doing it?" "Oh, I don't know" I replied, "quite some time now..." "Did anybody teach you?" "You're kidding, right?" I was truly surprised at that question, "who would teach me ... " These things, I thought came naturally to a girl. "I am horny too, you know" Debi's embrace had grown tighter, "want to do it with me?" "Mmmm, yeah", I was in no state to turn down the invitation. What followed was for me a hour of extreme pleasure. Debbi got up from the bed, checked the door and made sure it was locked from inside. When she got back to it, I was lying flat on my back, with my legs squeezed tight together, caressing my breasts with both hands ... trying to derive the same pleasure Debi had afforded me a while back. It was nice, but that was the first time I realized that somebody else's hands do a far better job than your own ... at least on certain parts of your body. It, of course, made very little sense then. Debi stood beside the bed, looking at me, and took her Kaameez off. Underneath she had nothing to hold her full, well rounded, breasts. In the moonlight that was sneaking in boldly through the open window, her breasts glistened with her slight perspiration. She tugged at the cords holding her Salwaar, and the loose fitting cotton pants fell to the floor. She was not wearing any thing under that either! Her pubic hairs were thick, forming a well defined triangle under the flat belly and between those gorgeous, slender thighs. I instantly idolized her figure. "Exquisite" did not fully describe it. Every part of the body seemed perfectly placed and shaped. I never saw another woman's body like that, and never had thought about mine either. That was the night that made me aware of my own budding femininity, beyond my routine sexual gratifications. I could not explain it why, but Debi's nudity aroused me more. Even at fourteen I was not aware of anything other than the fact that sex feels good. Hetero- or homosexuality had little significance in that gratification. So, when I look back now, I understand why I felt aroused. It was my cousin's free approach and the offer of "doing it together" that was exciting to me. No more, no less. As will be revealed later, I have been rather free-spirited ever since, when it came to sex. However, I almost never feel fulfilled "doing it" with complete strangers or a person I don't feel affection for. Debi was one of my favorite cousins. I called her Moni-di. Debi stepped out of the heap of that salwaar and crawled up into the bed beside me. My night shirt was already bunched up around my waist, and my small breasts were bare through the front of the shirt. I still had my panties on. "Take these off, won't you!" She was slipping my panties off my legs even as she was saying that. "Do you think I will ever get breasts like yours, Moni-di?" I said. "You will, if you massage them..." Debi said, and then giggled under her breath, "or have them massaged regularly.." "Yeah ... " I said nervously. I knew what she meant, but I also knew that it was not easy finding somebody that would massage them. At that moment I was anxiously awaiting my older cousin's next move. Debi parted my thighs and lightly touched me across my paech fuzz. Her fingers brushed the opening of my wet slit. My whole body went tense with pleasure. I parted my thighs more in anticipation. She got the queue and became more deliberate with her hand. After cupping my mons with the palm of her hand she gently inserted a slender finger into me. "Wow..." she exclaimed under her breath, "you really are horny ... my god, I don't think I get so wet ... mmmm." I had nothing to say, other than, "Mmmmmmm...". Her finger felt heavenly in there. She started to finger-fuck me slowly, moving her digit in and out in a slightly circular motion. ... Then she leaned forward, her finger still carying on what it started, and kissed me on my lips. It was insipid ... my first kiss ... that too from my cousin. And I did not feel anything then. We still have good laughs talking about it. I think she felt my lack of enthusiasm at that first kiss of my life, and did not dwell there any longer. Her head moved dwon to my chest and she started to lick my tiny hard nipples. As if instinctively, I arched my back and grabbed her head closer to my aching nipples. She bit them lightly and guided one of my hands to her crotch. She did not have to show me what to do. I ran my fingers through her silken curly bush and found my target. It was twice the size of my own pea! I collected some of Debi's slippery juice from her cunt and, lubricating her swolen stiff clit with it, I started stroking it in circular motion. Her hips started undulating, and, keeping her own finger inside my overflowing cave, she used her thumb to pleasure me at my clitoris. I raised my hips from the bed and we matched each other's rythm. She stretched out beside me with her left thigh across my lower belly, her left hand working between my legs without losing a beat. I momentarily had to let go of her cunt, but quickly established contact with my left hand ... I was still lying on my back. I started rubbing her clitoris with my middle finger, her slippery juice continuously lubricating my fingers. I reach around with my right hand and started to cup and massage Debi's breasts. "Ohhhh! ... yes ... yes ... yes..." Debi cooed into my ears, "do it ... yes ... feels good ... doesn't it Sharmila?" "Yessss ... Yessss. ... Yessss" I hissed back in rythm with our joint gyrations. "I am ready..." Debi started whispering ... "I can't stand it ... I'm ready ... yesssss ... oooooh ... nnnnnghhh ... Sharmila...." "Noooo..." I almost cried out ... "Not now ... Moni-di ... No ... No ... No ... " the rythm still intact. I was not ready to abandon this pleasure just yet ... I wanted to prolong it for the rest of the night. ... I wanted to go on till I died.... "Oooh ... Sharmila ... you ... are ... so ... naughty...." my older cousin panted back. She understood what I wanted, intuitively. She panted in my ear, "OK ... then ... slow down ... yess ... don't ... don't rub me any more..." Instantly I withdrew my hand from Debi's crotch. She gasped again, this time in frustration, "No ... Nooooo ... keep ... it ... there..." and tried to recapture my hand with her thighs. Confused, utterly confused, I obeyed ... and let my rest between her thighs, just under her moist opening, my fingers a hir away from her clit. I was also eager to touch her there ... my own being very slowly and gently massaged by my cousin's fingers. Sensing that I was trying to get to it aagain, she parted her thighs and went back to the earlier position of having one across my belly. I touched it with my two fingers very lightly and could feel it throb. She dug her finger inside me eeven deeper, as if to try and block herself from reaching her own climax. Through all that, I had not stopped rocking my hips. Debi was simply pressing down on my pleasure-button while continuing to slowly finger-fuck me. As a result, I was being able to control my own pace of deriving the pleasure from her hand. Pretty clever for a relatively novice of fourteen, don't you think? My spouse thinks so! He was impressed beyond his wits the first day we made love. I drove him crazy with anticipation and the way I used his whole body for to pleasure myself. Our sex life never ever slowed down since that first day. But, I will come to that part later. Be patient. Debi was already covered with a thin film of perspiration and my shirt was getting soaked too. So, she let go of me for a moment. I sat up on the bed, and she pulled the shirt off me over my head. We were now both naked. Sitting up like that, she embraced me, and our breasts flattened against each other's. I could feel her stiff nipples trying to stand up against my small breasts. Debi looked into my eyes and planted a full kiss on my lips. This time it was so very different that I shuddered! I never had any idea that a simple kiss could make one's cunt throb inside, but that was what happened. I was left breathless when Debi removed her lips. It was not even a deep one. Debi had confessed later that that was her first kiss too, and she only knew that a kiss was supposed to be with the lips. Needless to say, we perfected our techniques over the years and both of us have benefitted from our early teenage homosexuality. We kissed and kissed and kissed, till our lips ached. With each one, we discovered a little more about it. While, through all those, the urgency down below between our thighs was not burning, our kisses grew more and more passionate. Our bodies were tingling with each others passion, as if each of us could feel the sexual energy of the other through our moist skins. That night, we discovered for the first time how unimportant climaxing was. Debi told me later that she had also masturbated towards orgasm as fast she could, till that night. We abandoned the bed and rolled around on the floor never letting each other go. Our thighs intertwined, the seats of our passion were rubbing against each others thighs ... sending shockwaves through our bodies. Another half-hour had passed. I do not remember waht all we did, except that I had a feeling of melding with Debi's body. She was too excited to want to hold off much longer. Without any words, she turned me over on my back. The cool cemented floor against my back did little to take the heat away from my naked perspiring body. Debi laid her body on top of me and guided one of my hand beween our bellies and to her cunt. I started rubbing her clit vigourously while she again inserted two of her finger into me and resumed doing me. Our mutual frenzy manifested itself in the urgency with which we were bringing each other to come. Strangely, though, to both of us climaxing was still no longer the immediate goal. It was our mutual satisfaction that pervaded our thoughts: "Oh ... Oh ... Oh ... Sharmila ... want to come?" panted Debi. "Yesss ... Yessss. ... Yesssssss ... Oh, yessss..." I replied the same way, "You? Moni-di? Do you want it now?" "Oh ... sweet Sharmi ... yes ... ahhhhgh ... yessss..." she double the speed of her fingers, and attacked my clit with her thumb with renewed vigor, "Do it ... yesss. ... nnnnnnngg. ... my God. ... too much ... ooooof...." My hand picked up her tempo and, clutching her with my other free hand around her back, I used all my fingers to rub her across her entire opening. I could feel my juice wetting the floor under my buttocks. Debi's were flowing freely down my hand and across my wrist. Both our hands were making slurping noise between our legs. I came first. "Yessss. ... happenning. ... Moni-di ... Oh ... Oh ... Oh ... yesss ... aaaaarrgh. ... my God. ... nnnnnnngh..." I almost let out a shout when Debi muffled my pleasure cries by putting her palm across my mouth. And she came ... trying to suppress her own cries that sounded like loud whimpers, "yeah ... oh ... yessss ... Sharmi. ... sweet ... nnnnnnnnn.. ... yeahnnnnng...." And she slumped on me ... both our bodies limp from extreme pleasure ... My cunt was still throbbing inside, and Debi pointed that out with a suppressed giggle, "Wow ... Sharmi ... you are still pumping my fingers ... you not done yet?" "I am done all right" I replied lazily, "that has never happened before, I mean when I do it myself" "I know what you mean..." Debi sat up on me, holding my hand there and guiding my fingers into her, "feel it ... I am doing the same thing..." She was indeed! We woke up next morning sprawled on the floor as naked as we were when we dozed off from exhaustion that follwed the hour-long pleasure. It was Moni-di who frantically woke me up by poking me on the side and whispering in my ears, "Hey ... Sharmi ... wake up..." I heard the knocks on the door even as I was coming out of my sleep! I looked at the wall-clock in my room ... it was already eight in the morning. We never slept past seven in our household. "We'll be right out..." I shouted in my sleepy voice. Debi got up from the floor and, looking at my naked form on the floor, smiled a shy smile. It was her first time too with another girl! I stand corrected; it was the first time with another person for both. (However, she did admit to being shown her pleasure zone and to being hinted at about pleasuring herself by one of her friends at school.) I guess the happennings of the night before were as unreal to her as it was to me. But even as nudity was disappearing under her salwaar and kaameez, I couldn't but help remember our intimacy fondly. And I could feel the wetness developing between my legs. Again. "Will we do it more, Moni-di?" stretching on the floor I threw my naive question at her, half expecting a denial from my older sixteen-year-old relative. After all, although we were close as distant relatives can be, we were never even come close to being THAT close prior to that night! But Debi's answer had my juices flowing in full gust again ... the weariness notwithstanding. "Not till tonight, I guess..." She said , "and I don't think "Moni-di" is what you want to call me after last night", she added with a wink and a smile! The explanation of this little transition in addressing could hardly be a part of this narrative. Debi was one of my uncle's nieces by marriage. That is, her dad and my uncle's wife are siblings. By extension, she is my cousin. They lived in the same city, about thiry-minute's bus ride away. Which meant that we started seeing each other quite regularly. After that night, she stayed back for another night's pleasure, and we made the most of it. Then, it was happening almost every weekend. Sometimes she would come over to spend the night, or else I would go over to their house. Since she shared her room with her younger sister, we had to do it rather quietly which was not easy. So, mostly it was at our house. Anyway, none of our parents thought much of our closeness. I faced some objection at addressinging her as "Debi", instead of "Moni-di" as she is known to her younger siblings and cousins, but Debi insisted to the elders that I address her as such. So the matter was soon forgotten. And, close friendships between girls of our age was not unusual in India. Till today, nobody is any wiser except those that matter. A year had passed since that first night. One night Debi, while caressing my breasts, whispered "I have done it with Ajit". I sat up on the bed. We had climaxed once already that night and was preparing to go at it a second time after resting for about fifteen minutes. "Really?" I was not surprised at all, "when" I pressed on. Ajit was Debi's fiance. They had been going steady for about six months. <to be continued> ________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com -- Pursuant to the Berne Convention, this work is copyright with all rights reserved by its author unless explicitly indicated. +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ | alt.sex.stories.moderated ----- send stories to: <ckought69@hotmail.com> | | FAQ: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/faq.html> Moderator: <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+ |Archive: <http://assm.asstr-mirror.org> Hosted by Alt.Sex.Stories Text Repository | |<http://www.asstr-mirror.org>, an entity supported entirely by donations. | +---------------------------------------------------------------------------+