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Copyright (C) 1999, mkarl. ALL Rights Reserved
Date of first publication in Mr Double's Palisade :
Wednesday PM, August 18, 1999
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A Palisade Author story from MrDouble's archive,
Filename: whiteboy.txt
http://www.mrdouble.com
A White Boy's Shame
By mkarl
I am so humiliated as I sit here typing. My hands are shaking so much
that I can barely strike the keys. It was all a little over three months ago
but when I see my reflection in the mirror or catch a glimpse of my mother's
ever expanding stomach, it may as well all happened this morning.
They said I deserved it. It was all my fault for my attitude. Maybe. I
just thought Tyrone was a real asshole. He thought because he was in a gang
that he could intimidate me. I guess maybe I should have just handed over my
lunch money. What he took cost me so much more then the price of a plate of
Kraft Dinner.
I guess I am a little younger then I am suppose to be but the story is
consuming me. It is so horrific. The bastards got away with everything. Dad was
such an asshole. Maybe we should have allowed the boys to do him. I mean mom is
the one that is ruined and I will never be the same even if I can get rid of
these fucking tattoos. The mind never quite heals does it?
The real humiliation though and the entire reason I am compelled to
reveal this horrible event at all is my sick and disgusting fascination with
everything. I am seriously fucked in the head. I need to talk to someone but
how the hell can I? Maybe someone might see this and recognize me. I mean how
many kids are there wearing slave tattoos anyhow?
This humiliates me to confess, but I am going to try to be honest and
exhibit every shameful detail of that Friday afternoon in late May. You will
see when I use the words that I do how my mind is all fucked up. The boys
created my worst nightmare but now.
There were seven kids in all. Tyrone had all the help he needed to catch
me off guards as I returned home from school. I thought they might just beat
the fuck out of me and they did. One of the Niggers held me while Tyrone told
me I was his bitch and slugged me in the guts. I doubled over and he gave me a
kick between the legs. He kicked me in the face as I fell to the floor. I got
kicked in the ribs too by a couple of the other Niggers.
I was screaming I guess, but I should point out that our homestead was on
an acreage a couple miles from town. There was no one to spoil the party for
the bastards.
They had a purpose in mind right from square one. Somehow they knew my
dad was not to be home until Wednesday leaving me and my mom to fall helplessly
to their horrible intentions. I had arrived home straight from school on the
bus and we had two and a half hours to wait until mom got home so the boys
amused themselves with me while they waited.
Tyrone yanked me up by the hair and slapped me like a bitch. He laughed
and told me something like I was a fagot. He told me that he was not into that
shit but I was going to suck him off to see what a superior Nigger cock he had.
The bastard unzipped and put me in my "proper place."
I tried to resist and he pulled my hair so hard that he slipped off. He
cuffed me in the side of my head and then I felt a second boy in behind me and
heard him order me to be a good faggot. I started to cry like a baby. I was so
fucking humiliated. I wanted to get up and kill everyone but I was so afraid.
Yeah. I did it.
Those filthy bastards. They raped me. I was made to crawl like a fucking
beaten dog with my tail between my legs, from Nigger to Nigger as they first
had me suck them off into my mouth and then several of them pissed into my open
mouth and all over my face.
I drank piss. I was so hurting and ashamed. I was like in shock. There
were seven of them and they would have killed me maybe. I was so easy. I should
have died before I sucked off those Black bastards. They said I liked it. They
took off all my clothes and made me masturbate. Mustafa said he would shit in
my mouth if I did not jerk off in less then five minutes.
I couldn't do it. He came over and hit me and said that he would do it
later but I had to beg him first. He got some duct tape from Deon and they
bound my hands behind my back. Then they taped my mouth so they would not have
to listen to be cry and beg.
They went through our house stealing everything. Tyrone came over to me
with a picture of my mom.
"Mom has a great ass, huh? You ever give it to the bitch. Little faggot
like you? Naw, you probably never saw your mom before did you? All you little
white boy's think that mom is just so fucking perfect. My old lady was breeded
three times by three different daddy's in just as many years before she o/d..
That is what mom's are fucking for.
Look what I found in her panty drawer. I bet a retard faggot like you
doesn't even know this is a diaphragm. It is what your mom uses to keep from
getting any more useless faggots like you from that limp dicked husband of
hers. It ain't going to help her at all tonight. When mom gets her hot little
white ass home from her hard day at work then she is going to come right
through that front door and we are going to get that bitch and rape the fuck
out of her and breed her. Yeah Michael. Your mom is getting a new, superior
baby that she will fucking love more then she ever loved you. Then we can
fucking kill you and she will laugh because she has a better baby.
Cry you little bitch. This is all your fucking fault. I am going to tell
your mom that it is your fucking fault so she will hate your fucking guts. You
little faggot. You could not even save your mom. You can't warn her when she
drives in the yard tonight. You will see mom get out of the car and come up the
driveway to the front door. If you try to scream she won't hear you anyhow but
we will punish you by killing your cats and shiting in your mouth. You won't
scream and then mom will walk in and I will slam her right into the closet.
Can you here your mom scream yet. When I take her by the hair and smash
her head into the floor again and again to stun the bitch. I will get up and
just let the guys get around her like a pack of hyenas tearing her apart.
Then I will take your mom by the hair and drag her naked carcass into the
living room. Do you think she will be crying? Screaming? Fuck. She will
probably be loving it.... That is not what this is about though so I am going
to disgust her before she gets any of the good stuff.
A little faggot like you probably always had a Jones for your mom, huh?
The poor bitch. I am going to push her down on your puny little cock for some
pictures for the net. I doubt she will even know she has anything in her mouth
but she is probably used to tiny cocks from her pathetic husband. It sure will
be a nice treat for her after she finishes on you.
Maybe I will slap her in the back of the head and make her bite you off.
As if anyone could ever notice. I think you should suck me again since you like
it so much earlier faggot."
My face burned with red hot shame as Tyrone again thrust his nine inches
into my mouth after ripping the duct tape off. The truth is. I do have a
smallish cock. but that is not important. Girls always say in the stories that
size is not important. I wish Tyrone had been smaller as I nearly choked to
death trying to deep throat the Nigger. When he came, he purposely aimed his
cock at my eyes and it stung as I could not wipe it out.
The boys were such bastards, just so fucking confident. They had guns and
everything and were prepared to do whatever was necessary so they had no reason
not to be confidant but it filled me with impotent rage as they helped
themselves to food and dug out my mom's interment nothings. They also yanked
out her wedding dress and took a knife to it. All I could do was watch the
clock tick down and listen for the car to pull into the driveway until it
finally happened.
Deon took me to the window so I could see mom gather her bags and climb
out of the car. The evil asshole gave a whistle and told me she was a great
looking fuck. Mom turned and bent over to get the bag from the passenger seat
and Deon told me to look at that great ass that he was going to rape.
The look on mom's face was so unsuspecting. My heart raced as though it
might explode. I wanted to scream but I knew they would get her no matter what.
I could not see the front door but I heard mom call out a hello to me and
then heard her startled scream as she got grabbed. I heard someone shout to
hurt the bitch and I heard mom cry out as one of the bastards must have been
hitting her or smashing her head into the floor. I heard them telling her that
she was going to be raped and she was a slut and a cunt. I felt like crying
again. Maybe I did.
Mom was finally dragged to where I could see her. She was naked and it
had been about ten minutes since she had been grabbed. She was bleeding a
little from her lip. Her face was a little red and it was obvious she would
have bruises. I don't think she knew I was there for a minute before Tyrone
drug her to me.
I wanted to tell the asshole not to make mom do it. I was humiliated and
when she saw me naked and bound helpless, I think it humiliated her too. The
boys all got in the act making fun of how small I was and how this would just
be a warm up for mom. Jerome threatened her that he would kill me if she did
not suck me off in less then five minutes and put a gun to my temple.
I did not want to get a hardon. I wished they would kill me and just let
mom go. Mom was obviously terrified. She must have been in shock but I think
she thought she was really saving me as she took my limp dick into her mouth
and started sucking.
Everyone laughed at how I could not get it up. Tyrone taunted me and
pulled mom up by the hair as he fondled her tits and made me look. He ordered
my mom to tease me to an erection if she wanted to save my life and told her
she only had three minutes left.
He made my mom tell me she was a horny slut and wanted me to cum in her
mouth so she could swallow like a whore. He told my mom to say she wanted all
the Niggers to rape her and make her their proper slave. He pushed mom back on
me and she sucked again.
She was my mom for God's sake. I wanted to die as I got hard in her
mouth. It had to take longer then five minutes. One of the bastards had a
digital camera and made sure both mom and I were easily identified in the
pictures and then I fucking came in mom's cock-sucking mouth. I felt so grossed
out. Mom spit it out thank god, but I knew some was on her tongue and she
swallowed it.
Tyrone hit her and said a bitch swallows. He said if any Nigger cums in
her mouth that she would swallow every drop or he would cut off my balls. The
Niggers were animals. They wanted to humiliate and destroy me.
They took my mom's wedding video and put it in our family video camera,
making sure mom saw what was being erased. They tossed her photo album and
wedding certificate in a trash can and set it all on fire. The smoke was thick
enough to choke a horse as those pictures all melted and burnt. They took off
mom's ring and said they were going to pawn it.
This was all done so she would not be married to my dad anymore. It was
so fucking stupid but it really hurt my mom to lose all her heirlooms. Then the
Niggers stuffed mom in her ruined wedding dress and did some bullshit ceremony
where they made her promise to be a Nigger slave. Tyrone pissed on her face to
make her his bride.
I could barely keep my eyes open but then I could not look away either.
It was so sick. I never liked it but. It was horrible. I know it. Mom hated to
suck those filthy Black cocks. She screamed when they were going to breed her
and they had to hit her again and again before she gave in and started begging
for a Nigger baby....
It felt like another kick to the balls when I was forced to listen to
mom.
"Give it to me. Yes. Oh god yes. I want a new baby. A better baby. BREED
ME NIGGERS. SHOW MICHAEL WHAT MOMMY WANTS. I want by own dirty little Nigger
baby. I want to grow so big with a wonderful special baby that will always be
my favorite."
It did not matter that the words were fed to mom. They could not have
effected me any more if I thought they were really hers. A couple of the boys
ordered her to cum on their cocks as they breeded her. I prayed to god she was
just faking but it looked so horrible as she moaned and tried to act like she
wanted it.
I tell myself she was only acting to save us but. It is so hard. I hated
watching everything. When mom got fucked up her ass and screamed. When they
sandwiched her in a triple penetration oreo special, again, and again and
again.
I wanted to scream with her as they took a belt to her and whipped her
until she was totally out of it. They spent all Friday and Saturday. On Sunday
morning when we should normally have been at church, Mom and I were both
getting our artwork.
Mom got "baby on board" on her belly and "Nigger cock only" all around
her freshly shaved cunt. She also got Nigger's slave around each ankle and
wrist. I got a "please use magnifying glass" on my belly with an arrow aimed at
my cock and then I got "Nigger's slave boy" around my forehead and face. I got
"cocks in here" around my mouth and on my ass, and "Nigger lover" around both
wrists and ankles.
We were so fucked. The boys promised us that they would make sure we
would both be killed along with my dad and several other people they got out of
our address book if we ever identified them or turned any evidence at all. They
told us what web sites our pictures would be posted on and said that they had
taught us everything they needed so we would be safe as long as we stayed
quiet.
They left us tied face to face inverted with my head at mom's cunt and
hers right at my cock. No one came looking until Tuesday and I had to piss on
mom's face twice as they made us both drink before they left. It was so
humiliating when Mom's friend from work came in and saw us naked with the
tattoos.
Anyhow that was like three months ago. Mom conceived to my horror. But
why does that excite me. Why am I glad that we have not been able to find
anyone to remove our tattoos. My dad was an asshole for leaving but why do I
secretly wonder if mom will prove the old saying true. Once she goes Black, she
will never come back.
I hope to have more to write again as I came three times while writing
this. my name is Michael but you can call me mkarl
Write me at writemkarl@hotmail.com if you have any thoughts on this or any
other work by mkarl or THE DEPRAVED CANUCK.
August 18/1999
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