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Copyright (C) 1999, Mkarl. ALL Rights Reserved
This story may not be reproduced in any form for profit or on another website
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by writing mrdouble@mrdouble.com or mrdouble@ix.netcom.com.
Original posting date:
Monday PM, July 26, 1999
A Resident Author story from MrDouble's archive,
Filename: freak.txt
http://www.mrdouble.com
Lean the Freak
By Mkarl
Warning...story contains descriptions of rape/humiliation/racially sensitive
imagery.
Fuck. I might be crazy for writing my story but it is so incredible that
I am going insane. I feel so fucking guilty but there was no way I knew what
would happen. I mean it was a crime of the worst kind but now I got a video
that makes me cum my fucking brains out as soon as I press play.
I try to think of the best place to start my story. I met this chick
named Lean and what a freak she is. She is only fifteen like me but her dad is
like a fucking millionaire or something. The chick really is a freak. She wants
to just talk about every kinky sex imaginable. On the computer we looked at
movies of dogs fucking girls and stories where the girls all get raped and
tortured.
At first I was trying to be shy but Lean was into everything and she
wanted to know about my dreams. That was when I explained how I wanted for my
Mom to be put in her place.
Please understand that I always truly loved my Mom and honored her
whenever it was obvious to people but in my dreams I imagined that she could be
so dirty. Of course, my Mom was always the boss of me and would make me do
everything I did not want to. I guess I got such a good giggle to imagine my
Mom so she could never be the boss again.
I tried to imagine that I would handle my Mom someday but that can never
be because she would tell my dad and then everything would be over for me. The
only way would be for other boys to do the job.
Sometimes I dreamed it might be my friends but they are such losers and
my Mom would tell the police on them. I imagined it would have to be someone my
Mom did not know so she could never report anything to the police. If my Mom
would feel too dirty she would never want dad to know so finally I decided to
dream all the boys to be Black.
I know it is wrong to be racist but where we live there are no Black
people so my Mom would never know the boys who get her. My dad is such a racist
and says that Black people are Niggers. My dad probably thinks that Black
people only want one thing. If it was "Niggers" that would rape my Mom then I
knew she could never tell dad or he would leave her.
I first began to image that my Mom could be raped by Niggers when I was
just twelve years old. I even wrote a dream in my diary before I decided to
cross it out in case my dad ever read it. Every time I dream of my Mom in an
oreo sandwich I could cum so much.
My first dreams always made my Mom love the Niggers. When they came to my
house she would try to be a good girl but there could be no use. The boys would
do lots of kissing to my Mom and then lots of fucking to all of her holes. My
Mom would start begging the boys to leave the house but by the time she was
getting fucked she would be loving the Niggers. I guess I was too young to
imagine very good rape ideas.
I got my computer when I was thirteen and since my parents know nothing I
could look at all the free porn. I found where the rape stories were and
learned to imagine so many good things.
My new fantasies were to have the Niggers beat the fuck out of my Mom when they
raped her. Mom would fight too hard and call the boys names so they just had to
put her in her place.
I could imagine boys pulling my Mom's hair and calling her every filthy
name as they would gag her on their great cocks. If Mom tried to bite them or
even keep her mouth shut then she could get slapped so hard to bruise her. Mom
would cry but no Nigger would care. Mom was going to have to pay for every
crime white people ever did to Niggers. I even imagined Mom being tied up in
the back yard to the tree and getting whipped by her "Masters".
For Mom to explain to dad how she got the fuck beat out of her by some
Nigger studs would take such a lie. Maybe Mom might say she fell down the
stairs. What a laugh I would get if Mom had to lie to dad. I always imagined if
dad found out about Mom's rape he would hate her.
My most recent dreams imagine that my Mom has to get revealed to my dad.
If the Niggers put a tattoo on her ass then she would be marked for ever. Maybe
even worse would be if my Mom would get bred by the Niggers. I know that Mom is
not on the pill so dad must have got cut. I always knew that a big tummy would
be such a problem for my Mom cause she is totally against abortion. My scariest
idea was for dad to be home when the Niggers got to my home. Sometimes they
would make sure he would not be around to get in there way ever again.
If it is possible I imagined every awful thing ever to happen to my Mom
and they always made me get a big cock. After I had my cum I would always feel
bad and tried to imagine such things again but then came the day I met Lean and
all of a sudden I told my dreams to someone for the first time ever.
Lean almost had a freak attack. She even touched herself in front of me
and made me use dirtier words to describe my Mom. She said I was such a bad boy
and wanted to know If I ever knew how some Niggers could really get my Mom.
I honestly was feeling guilty but the chick had her jeans down and her
hand in her panties so I was thinking I was about to get lucky. The freak
wanted reality so I told about my hunting trip with my dad. Lean already knew
Mom would be left alone but I said I could leave a key to my house outside
where Niggers might find it. The Niggers could get in my house when Mom was
asleep and keep her company for the whole weekend cuming in her so many times
she would get knocked-up for sure.
Lean actually jacked my cock for me as we talked about Niggers getting my
Mom on the weekend when she would be home alone and helpless. It was the
greatest sexual experience of my life but never in a million years could I
imagine the repercussions of my lustful mind. Fantasies are one thing but what
was to happen was no fantasy.
Maybe I can be blamed for not knowing what type of freak Lean was. Part
of me was just a stupid kid happy to find a cute chick who would touch my cock
and talk dirty with me. Still when Lean insisted I put my house key under the
trash can "just in case" while maybe the warning bells should have rung.
I feel sick that maybe I did suspect and actually even hoped what Lean
might do. I wish I had no guilt but I described such a filthy fantasy in every
wicked detail and then actually set it up. Even if I can convince myself that I
could never have imagined what a freak Lean was I am still guilty my
circumstance.
Lean will not tell me who the boys were. She says it cost her twenty-five
thousand dollars.
That is almost as much as my family gets for a whole year. There was seven boys
in all so they really worked Mom over. The cocky bastards had no hesitation in
being on camera showing their faces for every filthy and vicious thing they did
to my Mom. Maybe they are already wanted for some bad crimes but what they did
to my Mom would certainly put them in jail if they were not just young
offenders.
I guess I am kind of butchering the chronological relay of events jumping
all over but the more I write the more I wonder why I am doing this at all. I
am absolutely horrified at what happened. My Mom is a mess with all the
bruises. She can barely walk. I feel so bad but so far Mom has said it was just
a mugging with no mention of rape. She would not give the police any
description of the boys. I guess Mom is just hoping that there will be no baby
to explain later.
As much as the real life effects on my Mom are a nightmare I have myself
a collection of twenty video tapes showing more then eighteen hours of Mom in
every filthy predicament she was put through. Lean also has copies of the
videos and I guess the boys do too so who knows just how many people will
eventually get a look at the action. I will not be able to blame anyone for
enjoying the show because I have already watched and rewatched every second of
every tape with slow-motion for cum shots all the while jerking myself off
again and again.
Even as I confess my story I have a video playing where my Mom is with
three boys all at the same time. On my television Mom currently has close to
thirty inches of Nigger cock filling her. The videos are amazing and as guilty
as I am about my Mom's terrible humiliation I can not go ten minuets without
sneaking into my room to watch some more. The problem is I think Mom is getting
worried about me and is going to come walking in to my little porno show at any
time.
When I got home from my hunting trip Lean met me and quickly scurried me
to her place. She was only halfway through making my videos for me. When she
put the first one in the machine it was my turn to freak. I think Lean was
surprised. I was actually almost physically ill to see my Mom's crying face as
a boy was putting a belt to her. "Call me "master" you stupid cunt" he
commanded her. My Mom was begging him "You're my master Nigger. You're my
master."
Lean was just giggling her little freak head off telling me that everyone
uses the word "Nigger" throughout the video and Mom had to get beat to talk
like I would want her to. I heard myself mumbling about how I never wanted this
to ever really be true. Lean just giggled even more and said my cock was hard.
It was. God was I ever rock hard. The video continued on with a second
Nigger putting a belt to Mom too. Her face was getting it from one side and her
ass from the other. Lean told me not to worry because they did not mess Mom up
until the final video so she was still pretty for all the others. When Lean
told me how many videos there was I got shocked again
The Niggers had not even waited for Mom to go to bed on Friday before
they were on her ass. They were actually in the back yard while Mom was waving
me and dad away. There is video of us driving away to kind of add drama to Moms
impending doom. The boys had my key to the door and one of them ran the video
while they entered our house. Mom screams and tries for the phone but gets
tackled to the floor for her trouble. The phone cord is put around Mom's neck
and she starts to turn purple while the boy tells her they are Niggers and she
is white trash.
Mom is pulled by her hair like a cave girl to the living room. The boys
are just passing her around while ripping her clothes and kissing the fuck out
of her. She is basically down to just her panties for about fifteen minuets of
kissing while the Niggers tell her she will get beat and be a slave cause she
deserves it. Mom cries and begs saying she never did anything against Black
people but a boy pulls her hair and makes her say Niggers are animals. The boys
tell Mom they will act like animals to teach her the lesson she needed to
learn. The first video ends with Mom still in her panties but totally kissed
and slapped some times and haired pulled a lot.
The second video was about a stupid idea I had where a Nigger could get
away with raping my Mom if he married her. In some country that is a true law.
In my dream the wedding is forced on my Mom so she will have no way ever to get
the police to punish the Niggers. Lean had given a script to the Niggers what
to do so the second video started where a boy brings out the video Mom had made
of her wedding day. He holds it in front of my Mom so she will know what it is.
She is crying and obviously wishing anything could happen to save her. The boy
tells Mom that her wedding video is about to go in the camera to be erased so
he wants her to smile. The camera has a mess while I guess the tapes are really
changed and then there is an amazing close-up of Mom's face with a Nigger hand
pulling her hair back so she has to look right into the lens. The mix of true
pain and utter humiliation are the most obvious painting in her crying eyes.
The Nigger voices are all ordering Mom to smile but sh crying too much so the
camera just shows her for a few minuets while someone laughs and tells Mom that
when her husbands wants to see his wedding next time he will get such a
surprise.
Even with the boys being paid twenty-five thousand dollars and just
acting on my fantasies they really were rotten bastards for going so hard and
mean on my Mom. I guess part of my wedding idea was from real life that my Mom
is so religious and her "real" wedding had always meant everything to her. For
the boys to now be giving her a "Nigger-style" forced divorce and new "real
Nigger wedding" was a total nightmare for Mom.
The divorce was as if scripted by me. Lean had told the boys every detail
of what I had ever dreamed. The little freak must have somehow tape-recorded me
to have all my details coming true.
After the videotape the second item of Moms marriage was the certificate.
When the camera shows the boy I am like this can not be possible. He had
already tossed off on it or maybe more then one boy soaked it cause the camera
shot showed the paper was covered in cum. For Mom to have to eat her own
wedding certificate and to know it was my idea was sickening to me and I
actually stopped the tape the first time at this point.
It is like seeing a car wreck or someone jumping off a building. A person
is ashamed but they still want to look. The emotions of seeing such a site are
tremendous but most of all is the sheer shock of it all. Maybe that will
explain why I watch the scene so many times. My Mom is not easy. The slaps to
her face are the first ones that blacken her eyes. She tries not to open her
mouth but a boy pinches her nose. She would almost rather die but with the one
boy pulling her hair and pinching her nose the second boy is able to put the
paper in her mouth. It is maybe Mom's first ever taste of cum. She is actually
gagging and might get choked to death but the boys give her no chance. The
bastard grabs Mom's chin to try to make her chew.
Every bite gives Mom such humiliation and she is gagging so much she
starts to heave. The boys loose Mom enough that the paper comes spitting out
already totally chewed. The hair boy still holds her while the other boy put
the chewed paper back in her mouth when she has stopped heaving and Mom finally
swallows. The camera shows her with an open mouth tears just running down her
face like a river.
"Now for the ring bitch."
I know the ring was my great grand mothers and was meant to go on to
future generations but this was about to be changed for ever. A boy told Mom to
take it off or he would break her fucking finger. Mom was still fighting
everything and I almost thought he would break her finger but he got it off
without having to hurt her that much. Still what happens on video is probably
more painful to Mom anyhow.
The camera shows everything for all time as Mom is dragged by her hair to
the toilet. A boy has actually shit in the bowl. The boys order Mom to put the
ring in the shit with her hands. Seven hard slaps are put to her bringing pleas
for mercy. Mom can just not take it so hard. She has no choice and god does it
ever work on video to see Mom reach her clean little white hand down to put her
precious ring into the Nigger shit. The camera gets a shot of Mom's crying face
reflected in the mirror as she flushes her ring away for ever. The divorce is
as final as it could ever be so it was time for her new wedding.
Mom really is in amazing shape. I think she could almost pass as a
teenager. She had me at eighteen and is just thirty-three now going on barely
twenty. Of course Mom is to be stuffed into her original wedding dress with
some alterations knifed into it. So much for her precious dress getting passed
down unless it becomes custom for the bride to show her tits, cunt and ass
though big knife cuts.
The final touch on the wedding is the use of our family bible. Mom is
crying so much she can almost not talk the words but they get an "I do" out of
her and video one is over with the Niggers laughing about the hornymoon.
Like I have mentioned there are twenty tapes so I could go on and on but
since Lean had indicated the tapes are meant for public marketing on the
Internet I guess I should not ruin them for people who are going to be seeing
them. Let me just confess that every filthy and vicious thing was my idea from
the multiple penetrations to the constant bitch slapping and all the way to the
toilet. I had told Lean that I actually was disgusted by going that far but
there in tape fourteen is Mom now firmly beaten into total submission with
Nigger after Nigger sitting his Black ass on her face while she is doing her
best to flush for them.
Using Mom as a urinal actually came off a lot better and was pretty hot
as Mom was able to swallow without vomiting. I guess the crowning achievement
of the Nigger experience was the very possibility of Mom's breeding.
An entire video is devoted to Mom being beaten into shaming herself with
talk of wanting her own Nigger inside of her. The boys tease Mom without mercy
with what dad will think as she is fucked. They force Mom to talk about her
true fears of having a baby and she begins to cry again but she hardly has any
tears left so it is mostly just whining. The boy has amazing staying power and
the fuck is almost half-an-hour when he laughs and tells the camera that she
has just cum like the good little Mom to prove she really wants it and then he
gives her the first fill up. The boys hold Mom upside down by the ankles while
she is again forced to talk about how she can fell the baby inside of her and
how she wants to get a big tummy and color her family.
I wish I knew if Mom is knocked-up but so far she is not showing. I think
dad will leave us but god he must be stupid if he thinks Mom's beating could
just be from a mugging. She was whipped for gods sake. I wonder if she still
has the taste of Nigger shit in her mouth. Mom did not even go to church on
Sunday. I guess she feels too dirty. I actually cried a while the first day
when I saw my Mom suffering but now I want to talk to her and get her to admit
her shame. I have to read Mom's diary. Since Mom did not tell the police she
was raped maybe she actually wants everything to happen again.
What might happen? What could I make happen? The actual final video is
Mom forced to confess that everything that happened was not a rape and she
loved to get beat and wanted a special Nigger baby. Of course it is just lies
or is it? Mom is told the videos are to be given to me and she has to actually
talk about how she is a slut Mommy and she wants me to jerk off while watching
her be a Nigger slave. They even force Mom to ask me to blackmail her to be my
fuck toy. Maybe she thought the Niggers would never risk giving the tape to me
but she said it. What will happen if I act like all I got was the final video
witch can not identify any of the boys and actually approach my Mom with the
intention of blackmail? I can still say I am innocent in my Mom's suffering at
least in my own mind but if I reopen the wound by giving her a copy of the
tape? I want to but good I do not know what scares me the most if everything
goes wrong and somehow Mom learns her rape was all my idea of else e hing is
right and Mom becomes mine.
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