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What I Loved About Barbara (MfMMMM, bd, sm, snuff)
(C) 2000
by Abelard

[Warning: If it is illegal for you to read sex stuff, my condolences, but 
fuck off. The events depicted in this story are performed strictly in the 
imagination of a professional. No not try this shit at home. If you read on, 
please maintain at least one hand on your controls at all times. If you 
wanna' publish this story for profit, ya' better ask me first. Finally, tell 
me what you think at <<Abelard_fra@hotmail.com>>.]

The sad story of a woman possessed. If you are squeamish about heavy bd/sm 
and/or sexual killing, don't read this story.

			WHAT I LOVED ABOUT BARBARA

What I loved about Barbara was her quiet, haunted look. She was a petite 
little blonde with the "god help us" face of a waif.  Oh, she was nervous in 
a jumpy sort of way, but I just wrote that off to her shyness, which I found 
sweet.  At five foot two, and less than a hundred pounds, she looked as if I 
could just fold her up in the palm of my hand and hide her completely. And 
she acted as if she would like me to do just that.  Just a scared little 
bunny out in the big wide world.

That's when I married her.  She was eighteen; I was twenty-five.  (An older 
man...to take care of her...that's what she said.)  We made gentle, friendly, 
caring love. My little blonde fuck-bunny.  Her little tits were mostly all 
nipple, and her flat, flat stomach ended in just little wisps of pubic hair. 
At eighteen, she could have passed for twelve.

But after about six months of marriage, her passion began to cool.  Barbara 
just didn't seem that interested any more.  I thought maybe the poor kid was 
just overwhelmed by the demands my big old cock was making on her, even 
though I was still being very gentle.  I loved being very gentle with her.

We talked about it, and what she said nearly blew me away.  She finally 
confessed to me that she had been raped by her father and her uncle.   My 
innocent little angel!  Raped by two older men...one of them her father for 
Christ sake!  Not only once, but ...repeatedly...over a period of a four years, 
starting when she was fourteen.  RIGHT UP TO THE WEEK BEFORE WE WERE 
MARRIED!!  No wonder she was jumpy!

She said that her father and her uncle weren't particularly rough with 
her...just indifferent.  They'd come in her mouth or in her cunt, OR EVEN IN 
HER ASS (something I certainly had never tried!).  And then they'd just go 
back to drinking beer and watching the football game.  She tried to tell her 
mother, but her mother just didn't believe her...or didn't want to believe 
her.  Major denial there. After we were married, she said, they wanted to 
keep on fucking her, but so far she had been able to avoid them. But her 
parents lived only four blocks away...

So anyway, as I said, after we had been married for about six months, 
Barbara  began to lose interest in our gentle and loving sex life.  That's 
when she told me about her past with her father and his brother.  The odd 
thing is the effect it had on me.  At first I wanted to kill both of them, 
of course, but then I began to have these disgusting fantasies...like, 
watching her being fucked by her father...who was by then forty-five.  Or by 
her uncle, who was a couple years younger.

I got turned on by the fantasy of these indifferent older men fucking 
Barbara while I watched, and began to think of her as a slut who liked it 
that way.  This led me to start to get a little rougher with her. I began 
screwing her harder.  Then I started talking dirty and calling her names.  
She liked it.   The first time I slapped her in the face while we were 
making love, she gasped and got very hot. It was as if a dam had broken.   
She began fucking me back, hard, and thrashing around, moaning and generally 
grabbing her own pleasure from me.  This was very unusual for her, of 
course, but I loved it.  Afterward, however, she lay there crying quietly.

I felt bad, and tried to make it up to her by cuddling and promising never 
to slap her again.  That's when she said, "No, I'm crying because I'm so 
ashamed that I liked it. The idea that you didn't care about me, that you 
just wanted to use me, turned me on.  It was like I was with dad or Uncle 
Buck all over again, only different...like I could let go, like I could 
indulge myself or something.  What does that make me, some kind of pervert? 
Do you think I may be crazy? "

I said, "No, sugar, I think it makes you a woman who sometimes likes it 
rough.  A lot of women do.  Probably has something to do with Joe and Uncle 
Buck, but shit if I know what."

"You think?"

"Hell, I don't know, I'm no psychologist.  But I'll bet it does.  Did you 
ever get turned on, did you ever like it, when your father and your uncle 
were...(I looked for the right word here)... abusing you?"

"NO!!  GOD NO!! I hated it, hated it, HATED IT!!!   At first  I'd shut my 
mind off, like I'd go somewhere else in my mind, and try to pretend it 
wasn't even happening.  But I couldn't control my reactions.  I hated my own 
reactions.   I didn't WANT to get hot.  I didn't WANT to get wet...but I did...I 
couldn't help it...AND I HATED IT!!  I'd get this sicky, dying, feeling when 
they made me strip for them.  I'd go into a sort of a fever, and I'd get wet 
between my legs. Then I would sort of slip inside that feeling, and pretend 
that I WAS sick, and they were just taking care of me...you know giving me 
injections (in my mouth or in my vagina) and stuff. But then, of course, 
they didn't really care at all.  They'd just use me and throw me away like 
an old rag. And I'd have to pretend that I hadn't felt anything.  That it 
didn't mean anything.  And then I found you.  And you were so sweet and 
gentle and loving and caring, and I loved you...and I loved being loved."

"Oh, Barbara, God, I'm so sorry.  Honey, I love you.  You and I, we will let 
it go...or close it off... or get beyond it.  I'm here for you.  I'll never hit 
you again, I promise."  I really felt bad that I had slapped her and opened 
up this Pandora's Box.

Barbara was quiet for a while, and then she said, "No, Tommy, I don't think 
that's the answer.  You and I...well, you know, we have been kind of slowing 
down (which was true).  It just isn't as good for me anymore, this way.  I 
think, somehow I have to work through it, or work WITH it, or something.  
It's just too big a thing to keep the doors closed on and ignore. I think I 
NEED it rough.  Oh God, is that perverse, or what?"

Well, I didn't quite know what that meant...and it made me sad to think that 
she wasn't as satisfied with me anymore. But then I began to think about it 
some more, and realized that it wasn't me that was turning her off, but her 
own mind and her past. For some reason she NEEDED abuse.  I began to 
speculate to myself about  how we could work this out, and I must admit that 
it turned me on a little.  As I said, I had already started to have rape 
fantasies about my wife, and what she was saying sounded like maybe she did 
too.

Slowly, carefully, we worked out that she needed permission to be a whore, 
and if I saw her that way, and treated her that way, (at least in the 
bedroom) she could get really aroused, and really hot, and really sexy. She 
needed permission to indulge in that "sicky" feeling again, to feel that 
"fever" again, and not to deny it...not to suppress it, but to let it out...to 
let it fly...to rise with it to a realm of sexual ecstasy.  She needed to 
think that feeling "sicky" was alright, was okay, was normal.  She needed to 
admit that she wanted her daddy...and her uncle...and her husband...maybe even all 
at the same time...maybe mauling her, and pawing her, and slapping her, and 
hurting her...and ignoring her. Maybe then, she said (perhaps a little 
dubiously) she could let it all go, and get back to what was REALLY normal.

So we started to play the game, and she loved it.  And the fantasy part I 
loved too.  She told me that once her uncle had held her down while her 
father fucked her...so I tied her elbows behind her and put a rope around her 
neck and tied it to the top of the bed, while I tore off her panties and 
fucked her roughly.  Or I grabbed her hair and forced her to her knees and 
shoved her face onto my cock, and fucked her mouth.  Or (a first for me) I 
spread her wide and fucked her in the ass from behind...with only my spit for 
a lubricant.  The first time I twisted her nipples hard she came for five 
minutes straight.

All of this kept her happy for about another six months or so, and I tried 
to slap her and hit her where the bruises wouldn't show, but it began to 
take more and more to get her off.  I'd have to throw her onto the floor, 
and fuck her ass hard, and then cum on her face while I was pinching her 
nipples...and still, sometimes, she couldn't have an orgasm.  But simple, 
gentle, loving sex...which was beginning to look better and better to me...just 
left her absolutely stone cold...and even contemptuous. I longed for the days 
when we crooned to each other, and kissed a lot, and were loving with each 
other.  She, on the other hand, began to make fun of me for wanting it that 
way. And it began to piss me off.

The first time she called me a queer for wanting it gentle, I punched her in 
the face and broke her nose.  On the way to the hospital she made me stop, 
and she was desperate for me to fuck her in the mouth...and she came like a 
ton of bricks, just from sucking me off... while her nose bled all over my 
underpants. I remember thinking this was really getting sick.  When we 
arrived at the emergency room, she with cum still on her face, she told the 
intern that we had been having oral sex in the car (fully consensual, she 
assured him) and that she'd lunged away as I came and banged her nose on the 
steering wheel. The doctors were more amused that skeptical.

After that, my attitude toward Barbara began to change.  No longer was she 
the pretty shy little girl I had married, or even the pretty, shy little 
wife with a major fetish.  I began to see her really as a slut, a whore, an 
object to be used.  I began to fantasize threesomes again...

When I finally got around to suggesting that she fuck somebody else while I 
watched, she didn't even blink.  Instead, her eyes got wide, and she got a 
sly grin.  "Oh, Tommy...could I? Would you? Oh, God, I've been fantasizing 
that for the past three months. But I was afraid to say anything...I do love 
you."

Yeah, right.  As if the bitch even knew what the word meant.

So I got Ralph, a buddy of mine, to come over one night.  He'd never met 
Barbara (who was, by this time still only nineteen) and when she came into 
the living room with a tray of drinks, he was polite, but distant.  When she 
went back into the kitchen for the rest of the snacks he whispered to me, 
"Tommy...what the hell is your daughter doing here?  I thought you said..."

When I told him that that wasn't my daughter, it was my wife, I could 
practically see his hardon rising!  "OH, WOW!  SHE'S the one?  SHE is who 
you want me to fuck?"  She came back in with the snacks, and I introduced 
them formally.  She smiled up at him shyly, and made a timid  little squeak. 
  She sat down in a chair across from us, blushing.  We sat around after 
that, pretty uncomfortably, trying to make polite conversation about the 
weather, and the latest political  scandal, and internet stocks.  Barbara, 
who was wearing a simple cotton skirt and blouse, ankle socks and light 
sneakers, was sitting opposite us with her legs tight together, her heels on 
the floor, very prim and proper, and very scared.

Finally, she asked me to come with her into the kitchen to get some more 
dip.  When we got there, she grabbed me and gasped, "Tommy!  MY GOD! he 
looks JUST like my uncle!  Did you realize that!"  Well, I didn't think he 
looked anything like Uncle Buck, and I almost said so, but then I stopped.  
I realized that whether he did or not, she wanted him to look like Uncle 
Buck.  So I just mumbled something inane and got the dip.

When we came back into the living room, Ralph looked up expectantly, and I 
figured it was now or never.  I had worked out in my mind how we could 
proceed, so I just simply said to Barbara, "Okay, girl, there's a ball game 
on channel 7.  Go turn on the TV and then take your clothes off for Uncle 
Buck and me."

Ralph said, "Who's Uncle Buck?"  And I said, "You are." And he said, "Huh."  
  Meanwhile Barbara was getting more and more agitated, and she began to 
blush and fidget.  After she turned on the tube, she came back in front of 
me and began whining, and lifting the hem of her skirt (which was a full, 
light cotton number, just a girl's summer print skirt, with no slip 
underneath).

"Aww, please, Daddy...I don' wanna.  Don' make me take my clothes off...please?" 
  She began writhing in fourteen year old agony...or ecstasy...it was hard to 
tell which, and she pulled her skirt up, clear to her chin like a six year 
old, revealing her plain white cotton underpants.

"Girl, do what I tell you, now.   Don't get me mad at you!"  I was 
improvising here, trying to guess how her father had approached it.

However close I was, it seemed to be working.  Barbara stopped whining and 
took off her blouse, skirt, sneakers and ankle socks.  She stood before 
Ralph and me in her bra and panties.  Ralph/Buck was practically drooling 
has he looked over my wife's skinny little body.  She was built wide legged, 
so that there was a gap between her legs at the top, which was emphasized by 
her thinness.  And her tits hardly filled the A cup bra, so that there was 
even some loose fabric in the cups.  She really still looked about thirteen, 
even her face, which was now flushed and excited.

"Now give me my beer, girl."  She picked up my beer from the coffee table 
and tried to hand it to me.  I pulled her into my lap and popped her bra 
hitch.  Then I took my beer from her as she shrugged the bra off her 
shoulders.  When it was down by her wrists, I held her by the shoulder with 
one hand and touched the cold beer can to her left nipple.  She gasped as 
her nipple hardened.  As I said, she has practically no tit flesh at all, 
just these marvelous puffy nipples, one of which was now tight and hard and 
wet.

Ralph was sitting beside me to my left on the couch.  Barbara was in my lap 
with her knees hitting his right knee.  He hesitated for a second, looking 
at me, and I said,  "Go at her, boy, she's all yours."  That's all he 
needed.  He quickly spit on his left hand and rubbed it on her other tit, 
which now glistened and hardened like her left one.  He pinched both her 
nipples and stood up, pulling her up by the tits, and drawing her close to 
him.  She stood pressing against him, his fingers still pinching her tits.  
She bent her head way back and looked up at him, wide eyed.  "How did you 
know...?  Oh, God, you ARE Uncle Buck... Oh, God, please don't...please don't do 
that...please d...d..do that...Oh, do that...do that....DO THAT!!

Barbara dropped her hands limply at her sides, and sagged against Ralph, her 
knees threatening to buckle. She was a rag doll, completely available to his 
every whim.  A fuck doll.  An abandoned whore, willing to let him do 
anything with her.  He raked her panties off her, scratching her belly with 
his fingernails, leaving angry red streaks.  He pushed her down on the 
carpet in front of me, and rapidly shed his clothes. She lay there naked, 
her legs bent, her cunt open.  She gasped as his angry purple hardon popped 
out of his underpants.

Ralph practically threw himself on top of her, and she all but disappeared 
beneath him.  He slammed into her hard, sliding her four inches up the 
floor, undoubtedly giving her rug burns on her shoulders and butt.  He 
humped her hard for several minutes, both of them sweating and groaning, 
growling and gasping.  She locked her legs around his back and fucked back 
as hard as she could, bucking, shoving.  Then she put her feet on the floor 
and was practically bridging, with him on top of her, lifting his whole 
weight with her pelvis, her cunt.  She was screaming, "Fuck me!  Fuck me!  
Fuck me, Daddy.  Oh, fuck, fuck, fug, fug...fu...fu..Oh, God! Oh, fuck,  Oh, 
piss,   Oh, Buck,  Oh Fuck, Oh, Buck fuck, Buck fuck, Bu..Fu...Oh, mmm.  
Oh...ohh...oooooh...

While all this was going on, I got out of my clothes too, and was sitting on 
the couch, mesmerized by the scene in front of me.  I couldn't keep my hands 
off my own erection, which swelled with every gasp and whimper my wife was 
making.

Suddenly Ralph pulled out of Barbara, knelt back on his haunches, grabbed 
her legs, and flipped her tiny body roughly into her stomach.  Her reddened 
ass, high and rounded, rose as if by itself as she struggled to her hands 
and knees.  Ralph shoved her shoulders back down, and spread her ass cheeks. 
  He spit into her crack and began working his cock into her rectum.  She 
groaned, and then howled as his knob penetrated her anal sphincter. Then she 
went limp again like a rag doll.  When he was well seated in her ass, he 
lifted her around her chest, pivoted both of them on one of his knees, and 
virtually threw the top half of her into my lap. He continued to fuck her in 
the ass while he grinned at me.  He said to her.  "Okay, little missy, suck 
your daddy.  Fuck your daddy with your mouth, while I fuck your ass with my 
big old cock.."

Barbara was sweating, and drooling, and sobbing, and her nose was running, 
but she was also in a trance.  She really was just a little fuck doll, a 
hot, wet piece of meat to fuck and throw away.  I loved her and I hated her. 
  She disgusted me and attracted me.  I felt the need to come IN her and ON 
her and OVER her and even THROUGH her.  I wanted to kill her and to save 
her.  I came as hard as I've ever come in my life, practically half way down 
her throat, and I kept fucking her mouth and fucking her mouth...until I began 
to realize that she was gagging and choking and nearly unconscious.  I 
pulled my cock out of her mouth and she lay gasping and panting on my leg.  
Her saliva and my cum drooled out of her slack jaw.  Her hot and tearstained 
cheek rested on my thigh, her wet eyelashes flicking.

I gradually realized that Ralph had come some minutes ago, and was really 
just holding Barbara up so I could fuck her mouth more easily. He backed 
away, leaving her kneeling in front of me with her head lolling in my lap.  
"Far fuckin' out," was all he said.

Ralph and I then just turned our attention to the ballgame on TV.  We were 
just flopping there on the couch in the nude, drinking our beers.  Barbara 
eventually got up and went upstairs, with Ralph's cum and a little blood 
running down the backs of her legs.   Ralph finally grinned sheepishly at 
me, and started to find his clothes.  "God damn, Tommyboy, you got one hell 
of a vixen on your hands there. No wonder you needed  help." But I could 
tell that he was feeling a little uncomfortable too.  The experience had 
been pretty intense, and not altogether positive...even for him. I don't think 
he liked what he had learned about himself very much.  And I was beginning 
to feel depressed too. I had had an intense orgasm, gone into outer space 
even, but, I mean, where the hell did we go from here?  How would I get my 
shy, loving little wife back?  Eventually, Ralph went off home, and I went 
up to bed. We made no plans for a repeat performance.

Barbara was quiet and serious for the next couple of days, and we even made 
love gently once or twice.  But it wasn't the same, somehow.  It was like we 
were being formal and careful with each other while she convalesced from 
some illness.  After a week or so our reactions to each other began to get a 
little more normal (or pre-fetish normal), and I began to have hopes that 
maybe that was it.  Maybe we had exorcised the bogeymen and Barbara was 
getting back to her old sweet, shy self.

That's when I caught her with the magazine.

She was in the bathroom, sitting in the nude on the toilet like some teenage 
boy, masturbating to heavy S & M pictures.  She was so engrossed in the 
activity that I actually walked up and looked at the magazine for maybe ten 
or fifteen seconds before she realized that I was even there.  The sequence 
I saw showed a woman literally hanging from five or six hooks actually  
imbedded in her back. (They showed the "after" pictures too, where her back 
was lacerated and the wounds looked dangerously angry, so they were really 
doing that to her). [Author's note: if you think I'm exaggerating, try 
<<alt.binaries.pictures.erotica.torture>>  some time.] The poor woman was 
dangling there, suspended on wires.  Her cunt was shaved completely, and  
hooded men moved around her wacking her with switches while they jerked  
themselves off.

Then I spoke.

"My God, Barbara.  What the hell is this?"  She jumped and dropped the 
magazine on the other side of the toilet.  Then she sat up like she was just 
going to the bathroom, but she looked up at me with major guilt all over her 
face.

"I... oh...I, well I was just..."

"I know what you were `just,' Barbara.  What I don't know is why.  What the 
hell is going on in your head?"

Barbara broke down and started sobbing, but she managed to say, " Oh, Tommy, 
I don't know...It's like I have this demon inside of me that's just got to 
have this stuff....Did you SEE that woman? My God what that must be like..."

I said rather coldly, "Barbara, I don't want to talk about that woman.  That 
woman is sick or a victim, or both."

"I know.  But maybe she likes it...or some part of her likes it....maybe she's 
like me."

I knew I was being co-opted into this sickness, but I couldn't help it.  I 
should have just cut off the discussion, but I was still trying to reach 
her, to pull her back from the abyss.  So I said, " But Honey, look at her, 
look at how sick that is."  And this meant, of course, that Barbara now had 
to look at her again.  She had to pick up the magazine and open it to those 
terrible pages, and study them.  And I had to look at them with her.

We went into the bedroom together, and Barbara lay on the bed in the nude, 
holding the magazine.  I stripped down to my boxer shorts and joined her on 
the bed. I intended to croon and cajole her into putting down the magazine 
and making tender loving love.  But first we had to look at the magazine.  
So we studied it, and I found it more and more repulsive, and she found more 
and more erotic. I began to get really frustrated.  I didn't see any way to 
get back to the gentleness.

Finally I knocked the magazine out of her hands and knelt up facing her.  
"Alright, Barbara, you want it rough?"  She looked scared, but I grabbed her 
arm and wrenched it behind her back, twisting it up painfully.  The fevered 
look came to her eyes.  I grabbed a hairbrush from her bedside table and 
scratched the inside of her thighs with it, leaving red marks where the hard 
plastic bristles raked her skin.  She was gasping , and clearly going into 
some sort of sexual frenzy.  I forced her onto her stomach and rammed the 
handle of the brush up her ass.  I left it there while I jammed three 
fingers up her cunt from behind.  Then I grabbed her hair and began banging 
her head against the headboard.  She was so small, and helpless, and at the 
same time so wild and crazy, that I couldn't help myself, something sort of 
broke inside me. . I flipped her over (the brush still in her ass, now being 
driven into her by the bed under her), and began slapping her face while I 
forced my whole hand up her cunt.  I was fisting her and crying...and then I 
threw up.

That night I slept on the couch in the living room.   The next day, I had to 
take Barbara back to the emergency room.  The hairbrush had done some damage 
to her rectum.  The doctors took care of her efficiently, but this time they 
were considerably less sympathetic toward me.  The same intern who had fixed 
Barbara's nose several months ago now insisted on taking a statement from 
me.  What the hell was I going to say?  They sure weren't going to buy that 
it was "all her idea."  I finally settled on, "Well, we just got a little 
carried away, sir."  Fortunately, Barbara meekly corroborated this version 
of the truth, and the doctors (and the nurses) settled for just glaring at 
me and treating Barbara with even greater sympathy.

Barbara spent that night in the hospital.  I went home and stuffed  the S&M 
magazine into the back of my closet.  Don't ask me why I didn't just throw 
it away.  When Barbara came home the next day she was moving very gingerly.  
She had four stitches in her ass.  I was feeling very sorry for her (and for 
myself) and I was very solicitous.  I began to like taking care of her...at 
least it was a gentle undertaking...one where I could indulge my desire to be 
loving and kind.  But it occurred to me that maybe being loving and kind was 
a kind of fantasy too...at least it didn't seem quite "normal" anymore.

Well, things calmed down again...for about three weeks...while she healed.

Then I came home one day a little early, and caught Barbara on the phone.  
"Oh, god, Oh god.  YES!  I WANT you to cut my nipples off...Yes, YES,  shove 
that knife up my cunt.  Cut me, make me bleed.  KILL ME,  KILL ME..."

Horrified as I was, I just stood in the doorway and dropped my briefcase.  
Barbara whirled around, caught sight of me, and slammed the phone down.  She 
had her blouse open, and was toying with a razorblade. I screamed at her, 
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?"

"OH, Tommy!  Oh, god...I didn't expect you home for another half hour...I was...I 
was just..."

"Jesus, Barbara!  No `just' about it this time.  Good Christ!  Who the hell 
WAS THAT? "

She looked down, "I don't know.  Just a guy."

"You don't know?  YOU DON"T KNOW??  You're talking to strangers about having 
them KILL you??"

"Yeah, well...  See he called here about a week ago.  Just an anonymous dirty 
phone call...and I began... talking to him.  He wanted to do all these silly, 
conventional things like come on my face and stuff, and I began to think  
`Well now, here's a guy I could really educate.  No harm done...all talk.'  
...So I started talking to him."

"About killing you?  Jesus, Barbara, don't you realize how dangerous that 
could be?  He's got our phone number...He could get our address..."

Barbara was silent.

I screamed.  "HE ALREADY HAS OUR ADDRESS...DOESN'T HE?"

Barbara nodded glumly.  Then she said, "But it's not what you think.  He 
would never...."

"HOW DO YOU KNOW?  How do you know that he would never?"

"Because I was talking to my Uncle Buck."

The room started moving.  I sat down hard on the kitchen floor.

After that, things went down hill fast.  A week later Ralph came into my 
office with the personals section of an underground newspaper...just the sort 
of thing he would be reading, I thought nastily.  But in it was this ad:

	Fuck my wife while I watch.  Anything goes.
Come in her ass.  Tie her up. Beat her.
All races, either sex. Bring the gang.
Anything short of the hospital or the morgue.

Incredibly, it had MY phone number on it!  Ralph said, "Did you...?"

I was too stunned to respond at all.  I thought, of course, that Barbara 
must have put that ad in the paper herself.  I was so upset that I left work 
right then (It was about ten o'clock in the morning), and went storming 
home.  I should have known better.

There were three strange cars parked in front of my house, and one more in 
my driveway.  I didn't even want to go in.  With great trepidation I went 
around to the back door.  I let myself in quietly...I'm not sure exactly 
why...but maybe I thought if I snuck up on this quietly it wouldn't be as bad 
as I feared.  Maybe it was four women who were just gabbing away over coffee 
in my livingroom.  Yeah, right!  Good luck... The smell of cigar smoke 
disabused me of that illusion almost immediately.

I stood in the doorway between the kitchen and the livingroom.  What I saw 
made me just turn right around and just sneak back away. Nobody there even 
noticed me.

Barbara had a noose around her neck, which was attached to the hook in the 
ceiling where we hung the swag lamp.  There was a stranger behind her, 
fucking her in the ass, and one in front of her fucking her in the cunt.  A 
third man was sitting on the couch watching and jerking off, and Uncle Buck 
(good old Uncle Buck) was burning Barbara's tits with a lit cigar!  But it 
was the look on Barbara's face that finally got me.  She was in a fevered 
sweat, her eyeballs were rolled back in her head, she was gasping  in the 
throes of an intense orgasm, going limp, sagging on the weight of the rope 
around her neck.

After I fled, I stayed away all night.  I just drove and drove and drove 
around.

Anyway, about six o'clock the next morning I went home.  Barbara was 
apparently just asleep in our bed.  I didn't disturb her.  I didn't want to 
look at her.  I showered and changed, and went to work.
About two o'clock that afternoon the police came and arrested me. Her mother 
had found her when she came to pick Barbara up to go shopping.

So that's my story your honor... ladies and gentlemen of the jury.

Yes, the rope that strangled her was mine.  Yes, I smoke that brand of 
cigar. Yes, you found the S&M magazine in my closet.  Yes, You heard from 
the doctors.  (It's ALWAYS the husband's fault, right? )   Yes, you heard 
from the newspaper.  Maybe they're telling the truth when they testified 
that it was a man's voice who placed that ad, but it wasn't mine. (Did he 
sound like Uncle Buck I wonder?).  And yes, you heard her father act 
outraged that I would even suggest that he had abused his darling little 
daughter.  Even Ralph told you that it was me who invited him over.

But, so help me God, all I ever wanted was a quiet, shy, loving little 
wife...what I loved about Barbara was her quiet, haunted look.


The End (Oh ... Ralph got twenty years to life.)





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