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Subject: {ASSM} The (Sex) Story of My Life (Jeff Zephyr) Chapter 1 - The Beginning (f bbgg, exhib, voy, preteen, no sex)
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Usual disclaimer: This story involves sexual subject matter. If you
aren't old enough to read this, go home!
Copyright by me, 2000. Please don't distribute in an altered form, or
with any charges for acquisition.
The (Sex) Story of My Life, by Jeff Zephyr (jeffzeph@hotmail.com)
JeffZeph's Life So Far
A semi-true story ;-)
Thinking back on my life brings back lots of memories, and the
occasional fantasy about "back then". I'm not dead yet, and some of
you might find my tales interesting. Check out the intro if you want
more background. This is the start of the tale, my "kid" youth,
before sex was in my life as such.
JeffZeph Life Episode 1: "The Beginning" Age 4-9. (f bbgg, exhib,
voy, preteen, no sex)
I was a child of the sixties, born about when John Kennedy came along
to shake things up. The times were changing. My parents were 50's
kids, and my mom was just 17 when she had me. My dad had his Harley,
and me and mom rode behind him (before car seat laws and helmets), and
we lived with my dad's mom and aunt, and I don't recall anything
specifically related to sex before five years old, and even then it is
vague. Like many kids, I got to see my parents naked, and the fact
that my (and my brother, two years younger than me) bedroom's path to
the outside went through my parent's room made that happen a bit more
often than might for some. But at that age, it didn't make a special
impression on me, it was "just there".
With both parents working for a while, babysitting was required. We
were dropped off with various friends of my parents, including one big
old-style Polish family with 8 kids! One of the older girls. Sheila,
age about 14, was in charge of the little ones. That meant playing
dress up and dolls, not exactly what a boy is most fond of doing. In
the process, we'd change clothes in the closet, and come out in our
new costumes. The girls and boys both changed, and Sheila, the
babysitter, made "pairs" about the same age both change at the same
time. In the dark, we couldn't see anything, and we weren't (yet)
getting completely naked.
However, Sheila liked to give us baths, and look at us when we were
undressed or dressing. At about 5, this didn't seem like a big deal.
I wasn't embarrassed in front of auntie, grandma, other babysitters,
so this one wasn't different, to me and Jay, my brother. But one
time, she decided that we should play "models", and basically all get
naked and pose. Her included, the first time where she took off
everything. It was interesting to look at a teenage girl with
breasts, hair above her pussy, and it was exciting even though I
didn't know why. I had seen the other girls (oldest was about 7 or 8)
naked before, and it wasn't quite the same. I had also seen my mom in
the nude, in the bathroom for showers, and out in public toilets,
she'd take me in when she had to go, so I got to see her pussy often.
Somehow, though, mom's pussy and its hair, and tits, didn't have this
effect.
Sheila was excited by this new game, and touched herself from time to
time on her pussy, while she had all of us "posing for pictures".
Then she let each of us take a turn as the "photographer", and that
gave us a much better look at each other. She and I took some
"closeups" of the others, and I spent a fair amount of time looking at
her pussy, breasts, ass, and she took a close look, close enough for
me to feel her breath on my body, at me and my brother, but mostly at
me. Especially when my little "weenie" got hard. That happened from
time to time before, but it wasn't something unusual, nor did I know
why it felt nice. It just did. Sheila had brown,curly hair on her
head, and above her pussy. Her pussy lips were hidden by hair, unlike
the other girls, but were fuller. Not quite as much as mom's, but I
felt something very different looking at her. And with mom, it was
never quite this close of a look.
My mom was a very pretty woman. She had long brown hair then, and let
it hang down her back quite a ways, which I (and Dad) liked to brush.
She had mid-size tits, big nipples, and a fairly hairy pussy, which
did make it hard to see details of that region. Not all boys get to
see their parents without clothes often, but we did. In some ways,
that made this game with Sheila and her family seem like just another
kid's game, not something unusual.
We spent about an hour playing naked like this, but when we heard the
noise of her parents coming home, she made us all get dressed quickly.
This "hurry up, get dressed", whispered, made my heart pound, another
new feeling. We were all playing nicely with toys, just like regular
kids, when our parents came to check on us.
The next few visits were non-nude with her parents around, and when I
asked her about the "playboy game" with her older brother in the room,
she "shushed" me, and told me not to talk about it. I didn't
understand why, but I did what she asked. At home, I spent a bit more
time looking in the mirror in the bathroom at myself. I didn't know
what was special about getting naked, or why people looked at pictures
of naked women (Playboy didn't have naked guys in it), but there was
something interesting about it.
We got another chance to visit with Sheila as the oldest at home, and
no parents expected soon. We started out with a dress-up game, but
this time getting naked with sheets, blankets, etc., to cover with.
We also turned the lights out, and played a kind of naked "hide and
seek", and this let Sheila have a chance to catch me and grab me. We
hadn't touched while naked before, and especially, hadn't touched on
our "private spots". I noticed that the other girls caught each
other, and my younger brother, but Sheila seemed interested in me. My
"weenie" also got hard, which happened from time to time, but held in
Sheila's hand it seemed harder than before. Sheila asked me to touch
her pussy, so I did, though in the dark I didn't know where I was
touching. It was wet, and when I touched her slit she jumped up a bit
and laughed as though it tickled, and I "petted" her pussy fur, which
seemed to calm her.
Things might have become even more interesting, but with all the
laughing from tickling between the others, we didn't hear our parents
come in the house. When we heard noises, Sheila jumped up and said
"get dressed", but it was too late. Though I, my brother, and the two
younger girls hid in the closet and tried to get dressed, while Sheila
pulled her dress on and went to the bedroom door, my mom heard us in
the closet and opened the door, and saw us undressed. The yelling and
spankings that followed were bad, though I didn't understand exactly
what we had done wrong. We never got to visit there again with Sheila
alone.
Something about this made me interested in getting naked, and doing so
where other people could see me. My brother and I started to play a
flashing game (age 5 and 3, about), where we'd drop our pants and hop
about like rabbits between the bushes, near the parking lot by our
house. It had lots of traffic on the road, but more unfortunately for
us, our mom could see us from the house. That led to another painful
spanking from our dad, who explained that we can't be going naked
outside. Oddly, this wasn't a strong deterrent, since unlike some
other things (such as playing with fire making us die) there was no
reason given for it, just that "it wasn't done". We continued to get
naked, or drop pants, outside from time to time, besides the obvious
times such as pissing. There wasn't any sex or touching yet, nor did
we know girls who tried this. When we moved to a new place, many
miles away, (not living with grandma any more), this "playing naked"
stopped. I think that we were afraid in new places, unable to find
our "safe hideouts" to do what we wanted.
A couple of years later my mom was pregnant with my sister Cher, my
dad lost his job, and we had to move back. This made me unhappy,
losing my friends, especially a close friend who was a girl. Being
back didn't immediately restore my interest in nakedness, but it did
start it coming back. There was one girl in my new school that I
really liked named Sherry, though at age 7 this doesn't have much to
do with sex. When we were alone in the shared coat room between our
classes, she decided to kiss me. This led to a lot of teasing,
naturally, but we kept walking home together, talking, though no more
kissing followed. We did talk about it, and about romance, marriage,
and how we might be in love and getting married one day, like in the
teasing rhyme "Sherry and Jeff, sitting in a tree...". This might
have led to more interesting things the next year, but my Dad decided
to take a new job far from the city, and we moved about 300 miles away
to a farm house. Having lost my friends a couple years back made me
take this a little better, but I wasn't a happy boy.
But the new place was nice. There was another farm across the road
whose family had two girls, Debbie and Tammy, who were about the same
age as me and my brother Jay. There was one other house on the road
(3 miles long) with a big family of Menominee (american natives), with
a couple boys our age (Tony and Tommy), and a teenage girl (Caroline)
who'd become our babysitter from time to time. There was one more
house about 2 more miles away, with a couple of boys about our age
(Ty, short for Tyler I think, and Kyle). The next houses with kids
were a few more miles away, too far to easily visit, and that pretty
much gave us a huge "play field" for just a few kids. It took a while
to settle in and get acquainted, but we all got to hanging out
together, and I slowly forgot about my earlier adventures.
The next spring, though, Ty's cousin Larry, an older boy about 14 or
so, a bit "slow", but liked to hang with us little kids, unlike other
older boys, visited us and hung around. While out behind the barn, us
boys (all in the neighborhood) were talking about our bodies, and
Larry dropped his pants, and explained what he knew about the subject,
and how it felt really good to touch it just right, and how having a
girl do it was even nicer. We all showed each other our "things", and
Larry showed how his looked hard, but he didn't explain quite enough
about masturbating, unfortunately, for us to make it work for us.
After his visit, however, I started sleeping in pajamas without
underwear, and as it got warmer, taking my clothes off outside in the
woods or barn, just to see how it felt.
Caroline as baby sitter was also interesting, because she had boys to
visit during "sits" at her house, and she would let us watch TV, while
she kissed her boyfriend, let him touch her chest (no bra, didn't seem
important yet to me, since I saw Mom's from time to time). For us
kids, this was pretty innocent, and I didn't relate it to my desire to
get naked.
Debby and my brother and her sister played together often. Mostly,
playing house, school, tossing a ball around, etc. A couple weeks
after Larry left, she told me that Tony had talked to her about seeing
Larry's "dick", and she asked me about what happened. I told her, and
also said that I had tried out getting naked and it seemed like fun.
She asked me what it felt like, being nude outside in the sun, and I
said it felt nice. I didn't know why it did, but where we lived it
was safe, and no one was going to come around.
About a month after that, after school let out, Debby and I were off
playing in the woods, and she asked me about getting naked, and if I
would do that here, with her. I asked if she wanted to get naked too,
and she said "no". Still, it didn't seem like it would hurt, and
there was something exciting about getting naked with someone, other
than my brother. I took off my shirt and pants, but put my shoes back
on. We walked through the woods, and she laughed at how my dick
bounced, and took a closer look at it while kneeling. Now, living on
a farm with animals, you have some idea about sex, and how the parts
work, but we unfortunately didn't relate that to kids, or even much to
people. Getting hard was exciting, but it didn't lead to anything
more than a nice feeling.
But Debby seemed to find it interesting to look at, and she asked me
"How does it feel being naked in the woods?".
I said, "It is nice, very warm feeling, you should try it and see."
She said, "I don't want to get naked in front of a boy".
"Well, you could go off behind those trees by yourself, and see how
it feels."
"OK." And she started walking away.
But then she stopped, and took her shirt off, then pulled here pants
off over her shoes. She turned around and said, "This does feel
interesting, the breeze on my "nibbles", as she touched her chest. "I
guess it is OK to be naked with you, since you did it first".
We played like that for a few minutes, just running around in the
woods. It was an open kind of woods, with lots of sunshine, but no
way that anyone could see inside from a road.
She then asked me if I had seen a girl's vagina before. I said I had
seen my baby sister's, but she said that baby's don't count. I
remembered about Sheila and her sisters, and told her about that
situation a bit. She then pulled her panties off, and asked if her
pussy looked like Sheila's. It didn't quite, of course, since 9 years
old isn't quite enough to have hair, nor quite look so big. But there
was a nice bit sticking out between her pussy lips that Sheila didn't
have, and Debby let me take a long, close look, and even let me touch
it briefly. She then asked to feel me, and touched by dick and balls.
We then went back to running about, then lay down on our clothes in
the sun.
Over the summer, we did this quite often, getting naked and looking
at each other. We didn't touch each other often, after the first, but
did spend a lot of time together in the woods, naked. We also played
"house" at her place, with us being the parents, our siblings our
kids, and we'd sometimes get undressed for "bed", changing into
sleeping clothes. For the little ones, this was underwear or pajamas
over their clothes, but Debby and I took off everything to change into
our "sleeping clothes". We'd then lay down together for our "night
time", but we didn't kiss, just lay together, sometimes on top of each
other. We didn't have a lot of chances to do that, and somehow we
knew that our parents shouldn't know about this, and as far as I know,
they didn't find out.
One time, in early fall when it was warm after being cold for a
while, we were out with all four of us in the field, my brother and
me, and Debby and her sister, and Tammy asked "Is this a good spot to
take clothes off?".
Debbie said "Maybe, no one could see you from here".
Some teasing followed, and apparently Debbie had shared something of
her experiences with her sister, while I had not told by brother about
more than taking my own clothes off with Debby to watch. Tammy
decided to push the issue by taking her own dress off, then said "Why
don't you get nude?".
We eventually all did, with me taking my shirt off, and my brother
his, then while Debby took hers off, Tammy took her underwear off and
stood naked, so we all followed suit. We then ran around in the sun,
enjoying the breeze on our bodies. My brother and I both still had
hairless pubes, and looked rather similar, and so did the two sisters.
We took a little time comparing each other's naked bits, but didn't
touch them. Fall came back cold again shortly after this, and we
didn't try anything in the house, though Debby and I did find a few
times to get together in the barn and get naked. But we (or more
accurately, she) were getting worried about getting caught by parents,
and with both moms at home most times, we didn't do this often.
My mom's sister and her family came to visit for a few days, with my
two cousins John (a year older than me) and Judy (about my brother's
age, 7). I was sleeping nearly naked, with pajama bottoms only, at
this time, and the idea of having a new girl to peek at was exciting.
She got to sleep in my sister's room, upstairs, while the others slept
downstairs in the guest and living room. I made a plan to somehow get
naked with her. While Debby seemed to go along with this simply by
talking about it, Judy didn't seem interested, and John thought that
boys shouldn't get naked in front of each other. However, before going
to bed each night, I'd talk to Judy, and let her look at me, and see
my "dick" through the hole in the front of my pajamas. On the last
night before they left, she asked me if I was naked in the dark in my
room, and I told her yes, lying -- but i quickly slid my pajamas off.
I stood up, and she could see that I was naked, even though it was
dark. She pulled her nightgown off, and though it was too dark for me
to really see any details, I could see that she was naked. When I got
up to get closer, my dad yelled up the stairs to "go to bed", and she
ran off, and that was that.
Things didn't go well for our family after this. My dad's job cut his
time and money, we couldn't keep the house heated fully and I got
quite sick, went into the hospital for a while. My parents fought a
lot, and I was cold and miserable. And though it was probably good in
the long run, the school decided that I was too smart to keep in 3rd
grade, and moved me to 4th, causing me to lose easy contact with my
school friends, and new pressures with school changing from "easy
breeze" to "tough luck". I was catching up, but that part of my life
was harder, home was harder, and it really wasn't a good time for me.
We moved around Christmas, back to grandma's house in the city.
Though I was back in my old school, most of my old friends were a year
behind, but now Sherry was in my class. The next year was more or
less a usual kid's year, getting used to new friends and places, and I
don't remember anything specifically about nudity or sex in that time.
I probably will if I think about it, it is possible that there was
nothing more than a bit of playing while nude with my brother, and
seeing my baby sister (about 4 now) naked. It was something we just
took for granted, that a baby girl that age could be naked about the
house, unlike older boys.
The next year, however, my friendships with girls, when most boys were
hanging only with the boys, turned interesting. But that is another
episode.
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