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TITLE: DEAR DIARY
AUTHOR: ANONYMOUS
CODES: Mf, ff, md, mc, drug, inc, transform, be
Sunday, April 19th, 1978
Dear Diary,
In one week, Jenny and I will be turning 14. Ray says that it'll be hard for
us to get through our first birthday without Mom. When he married mom, I
kind of thought Ray was an asshole but he's been really great to Jen and me
since mom's accident. Like he gave me this diary today as an early birthday
present.
I was thinking of maybe using it as a dream journal. Ray says it's perfectly
normal to have disturbing dreams when you're getting over something like
mom's death but the dreams seem so vivid.
Wednesday, April 22nd, 1978
Dear Diary,
Jenny was telling me about her dreams today; she's also been having really
bad dreams recently. She's usually running down a corridor being chased by a
surgeon. In the dream, he's usually carrying a hypodermic needle and she
wakes up when it pricks her.
It told her my dream. In it, I'm taking a test at school, in guidance class
and I can't finish because my right leg starts to hurt and then goes numb.
Sometimes I look down and see a big bruise on it.
Sunday, April 26th, 1978
Dear Diary,
The birthday party was awesome. When mom was alive, Jenny and I would have a
bunch of friends over for a sleepover and maybe watch some videos. But Ray
says that we should have a birthday party for young women -- not
schoolgirls. So, we went to this Japanese restaurant to what they call a
Tatami room. I had california rolls and futomaki. It was the first time
Jenny or I had ever had sushi. To be truthful, we didn't like it very much.
But Ray was so proud of us, he let us drink some wine.
When we got home, Ray said he regretted letting us have the wine. He said
we'd gotten silly and loud. It was funny though that even though he yelled a
lot, he couldn't stop smiling.When he came up to my room to tuck me in, I
asked why he was smiling when he yelled at me. He said it had to do with his
work, some kind of project being ready to reach the next stage.
Tuesday, April 28th, 1978
Dear Diary,
I'm really sorry I couldn't write yesterday. I was just too sick. Jenny and
I stayed home from school. Ray told us we had got hangovers. We kept
throwing up and our bodies ached. Even though I feel a lot better today, my
right leg still feels funny; it's like there's some kind of weird bruise on
it.
Oh, I nearly forgot, Ray gave me this strange CD for my birthday. He says
it's New Age music. Just when you start thinking somebody's cool, they turn
out to be a total dork. I threw the CD in the trash.
At school today, I told Samantha about the birthday party. She said Ray was
a weirdo. I think I agree. I mean I'm a lot more grown up than the other
girls in grade 8 but that doesn't make me an adult.
<GAP>
Tuesday, June 23rd, 1978
Dear Diary,
Our report cards were really disappointing. Jenny has had the same problem
focusing as me. The counsellor says its just from missing our mom. But I'm
not so sure when I drift off, I tend to feel really warm and tingly inside.
Not sad at all.
Jenny says its the same with her. Our friend Sam says it's probably puberty.
Gross. Sam is talking a lot about boys these days. They are pretty
interesting.
Thursday, August 6th, 1978
Dear Diary,
God I hate flying. It's so scary when there's turbulence.
We arrived today. It was pretty amazing. Just a big estate in the middle of
this mexican city. Ray's place has really high walls and huge grounds and
this incredible swimming pool. But we were kind of pissed. The airline had
lost our luggage.
Anyway, we wandered around the estate and checked out the cool abandoned
outbuildings and the weird furniture in the living room and bedrooms. Ray
says the house has been in his family for a long time.
Saturday, August 8th, 1978
Dear Diary,
It's official, the airline has lost our luggage. Ray went into town to buy
us some clothes. Our clothes were getting really rank. He suggested maybe we
should try skinny-dipping. That guy is such a fucking pervert. But when he
left the house, there didn't seem to be any harm in taking a dip.
Wow. Jenny has really developed too. We have tits; really big tits -- for
our age. I always though that girls were supposed to get hair on their
vaginas when their tits started to get big. But our vaginas were bald. But
my vagina was kind of shaped differently than it was last summer. Swimming
naked really made my vagina feel strange.
Monday, August 10th, 1978
Dear Diary,
I can't wait to get back to school -- where there are boys. My vagina is
starting to feel really strange. There's this little part of it that keeps
getting hard, right near the top, on the outside. It's kind of like my
nipples. They keep getting hard too.
My sister's nipples seem to be getting hard a lot. When she noticed me
looking at them today, she said "Ray says it's normal for our nipples to be
hard a lot. It's part of puberty." I couldn't believe she'd told Ray about
our bodies. "That guy's a sicko," I said.
Thursday, August 13th, 1978
I'm sure of it today. For the umpteenth time, I woke up with a new bruise on
my leg and what looked like a needle mark. And then I remembered the dream.
Ray was coming into my room in a surgical mask and injecting my right leg
(just below my ass) with some kind of liquid. I couldn't move. I had a
strange-smelling rag over my face.
I talked to Jenny about it too. She said she kind of had the same dream but
she couldn't be so sure. When we were comparing scars, I noticed how well
our asses were filling out for school.
Friday, August 14th, 1978
Dear Diary,
I have a confession to make. I've been spending a lot of time playing with
my vagina. When I touch the little hard part, even sometimes when I don't,
my vagina gets wet and slippery. Sometimes I touch my nipples while I have
one hand touching my vagina. It's pretty cool.
I think those dreams are real. I think Ray comes in every night when I'm
asleep and injects my leg with some kind of weird poison. I'm going to try
and stay awake tonight and see what happens.
Saturday, August 15th, 1978
Dear Diary,
Jenny smuggled my diary to me. She knows how important it is. I've been
really sick since I just fainted after dinner. My leg really hurt this
morning which is odd because I'm sure Ray didn't come into my room last
night. But I am starting to get scared.
I've told Ray I want to go to the doctor. Maybe he knows what I'm thinking.
He said he can't get an appointment until the 30th. Liar.
I started telling Jenny but she said it was just the effects of the fever.
God these pills are huge. I really wish I could take something a little
smaller but the little Mexican doctor told me I might have strep throat and
we couldn't be too careful.
I don't understand how a Mexican doctor can charge so much just for some
medication.
Sunday, August 16th, 1978
feel so good
feel so high
short
Monday, August 17th, 1978
fucking high
Tuesday, August 18th, 1978
fever is really bad says ray
jenny got it too
fever is really really good
Wednesday, August 19th, 1978
I have a vagina
it is pretty
Thursday, August 20th, 1978
so high
so high in my vagina
cool
Friday, August 21st, 1978
cool vagina
hot vagina
wet vagina
Saturday, August 22nd, 1978
I been in bed a long time
Ray says I getting better
I feel better. I feel better then I ever felt before. But no more medicine.
Sunday, August 23rd, 1978
Dear Diary,
My first day at the pool again. Whenever Ray goes away I play with my
vagina. I don't feel right. Kind of like I'm dumb all of a sudden. I just
need time to relax. Jenny and I are going to work on our tans all week. We
both have great tits now.
Saturday, August 29th, 1978
Dear Diary,
Airplane tranquilizers are cool. Especially in wine. But Jenny and I are
scared of flying so Ray said it was the best way to calm down.
Monday, August 31st, 1978
Dear Diary,
i had to like say i was wrong today
thats ok though because I been getting a lot wrong
nobody comes into my room at night coz the nice counsellor made me see that
I had somnotrauma
because sometimes really bad girls hurt themselves in bed and then blame
their stepdaddy
jenny says it's "a common psychological phenomenon"
there were big books on somnotrauma in the office Ray took me to and pills
for it
the doctor said he was a specialist in this sort of thing
he's really nice. I'm going to start seeing him every week. Dr. Lawrence.
Monday, September 7th, 1978
Dear Diary,
Dr. Lawrence says there is something wrong with me and jenny. Its a side
effect of the somnotrauma we have trouble concentrating now but I don't see
it i'm still writing in my diary He gave us cool sounding "new age" CDs.
They looked familiar.
The CDs are suppose to help us concentrate but I don't see it when I put the
cd on I lose track of time. Until I get that tingly feeling in my vagina.
Ray says give the cd some time, it'll start to work.
Monday, September 14th, 1978
Dear Diary,
What a horrible week. Samantha and Grace and all the other girls called us
dumb when we got back. I thought Grade 9 would be the best like being head
of the school. Specially coz Jen and me have the bestest tits now.
No contest. Ray's bought us C-cup bras. And that's why there making fun of
us there jealous but maybe its true I do feel kinda ditzy
Monday, September 21st, 1978
Dear Diary,
Now they say BIMBO ALERT whenever Jen and me walk in a room. The boys laugh
at us too. I found out the word today from a boy for what Jen and I get
when were wet we have boners my boner is now a whole inch long and I have
inch nipple boners
a boner sure takes a lot of attention whenever you have one the boy told me
you have to play with it until it goes away my boner almost never goes away
shoools boring when you got a wild boner
Tuesday, September 22nd, 1978
Dear Diary,
Do all the girls just play with their boners when they go to the bathrooom?
Wednesday, September 23rd, 1978
Dear Diary,
Jen and I just found the bestest book ever we just came home and put on the
CDs and then there was this magazine underneath the cd rack all the words
had been taped over in black tape so there were just pictures it was a boner
magazine I mean that's what jen and I call it because it makes us think
about our boners jens is just as big as mine I was kind of worried because
of the girls in the pictures had no boners or really tiny boners the boys
had really big boners but then jen showed me her boner and it was just like
mine we talked a lot about the girls putting their tongues in eachothers
vaginas in the pictures and boys putting their boners in girls vaginas and
bums and mouths it was really cool
some of the pictures showed girls putting their fingers in eachothers
vaginas we tried that it was really cool
Thursday, September 24th, 1978
Another boner book under the CDs with a note saying there will be one
everyday so jenny and I can learn about eachothers vaginas I think its from
the tooth fairy (you know the guy who injects you with yummy stuff while
your asleep)
Friday, September 25th, 1978
I got a new cd today from Ray. It was really cool after I listened to it a
few times my life was really simple everything was like totally clear like I
knew everything I need to know jenny liked the cd to we stuck our fingers in
eachothers vaginas to celebrate
Monday, October 5th, 1978
Ray Stickler
2838 Dingle Bingle Hill Terrace
Nanaimo, BC
V9R 1U3
Dear Sir:
I have not entrusted this note to your stepdaughters for fear that they
might mislay the note. As their guidance counsellor, I have come to the
conclusion that there is something seriously amiss with your daughters both
psychologically and physically.
During our first sex education class of the year, your daughter Melissa
stated quite unabashedly that she and her sister had been engaging in mutual
masturbation for several months. Needless to say, they were derided by their
peers and I sent them to see the school nurse.
The nurse informs me that although your daughters have yet to commence
menstruating or developing any pubic hair, they have experienced
extraordinary breast development and appear to be abnormally sexually
aroused much of the time.
Given the medical information in your daughters' transcripts and, I feel
that this merits immediate investigation. It pains me to forward this letter
to you given your already-extensive investment in psychiatric treatment and
meication but it is the opinion of our nurse that the anti-depressants taken
by your daughters may be having serious mental and physical side effects.
Yours Truly,
Hannah Brown,
Intermedia Girls Guidance Counsellor
Friday, October 9th, 1978
Dear Diary,
Boy did Ray yell at me and jen he yelled and yelled and yelled he said no
more talking about boners or vaginas or tits at school any more but I said
that wasnt fair because that was all we ever talked about with Sam and the
other girls ignoring us we could only talk to boys they understood how
important boners were we argued a lot and even showed ray our boners to show
him how we meant it and then he got mad again about us not wearing panties
under our kilts
then he got a funny look in his eye and said our problem was that we were
not ditzy enough so he went and got us some new pills to go with the pills
from the doctor
Friday, October 16th, 1978
Dear Diary,
wow just unhigh enough to write again
great new pills jenny and I dont talk anymore in school cause its dumb but
when the boys talk to us we laugh
we feel really good all the time we dont even have time for our boners
anymore every recess and lunch we lay on the grass next to eachother and
laugh because its all so funny
ray was so happy he bough us a new cd
Monday, October 18th, 1978
I love swimming I feel so better than the other girls they have ugly hair on
their vaginas and no boners and tiny little tits jen and me mashed our tits
together in the shower after swimming to show them how much bigger we were
than them
we started feeling really good and started kissing but the girls ran away
next week we wont make this mistake i cant wait for more swimming looking at
girls in little suits and boys in little suits it so cool
Tuesday, October 19th, 1978
Dear Diary,
jen and me have trouble talking outside our heads when the teacher tried to
talk to us about all our Fs and Ds since school started we could only giggle
she seemed so sad so we told her how great we feel we do feel really great
and our tits now they so big and firm and no bras and our asses too but we
know better then to talk about it
Monday, October 24th, 1978
Dear Diary,
why does daddy always smile when he yells at us I mean I understand the
yelling coz we got kicked out of school we just wanted to play with boners
today so we went to the boys change room instead of the girls and we took
off are suits in the shower and started kissing and stuff and the boys
really liked it they made us lie down and put their boners in our bums not
our vaginas it kind of hurt and was not so fun but it went on a long time so
we made it get good by sticking our fingers in eachothers vaginas while we
were on the shower room floor there were too many boys and not enough of us
so they had to put their boners in eachothers bums that made us feel really
good and we tingled a whole lot but then the teachers came and yelled and
made us wear clothes and we got dropped off at home in the morning lucky
daddy was home
he yelled at us mainly about the boys we boys are gross he said then he
showed us a video all about boners which said that we should call vaginas
twats now and our boners clits and our tits tits abd we should only play
with other girls with bald twats it was really cool o and the really
strongest tingles are cumming
Tuesday, October 25th, 1978
now we do home schooling this is so cool daddy has stopped being ray so he
can be daddy and teach us everything we been having more trouble with
concentrating
Wednesday, October 26th, 1978
daddy says I forgot to write the rules in the book I feel so dumb its just
im so high all the time specially after the injections and then I forget
about things after the good morning pills except all the laughing I think
jen and I just laugh and play after the pills pills are funnier than needles
but not as horny
Monday, October 31st, 1978
I got the hang of the drugs daddy explained that jen and me are sluts thats
why we half to be high all the time otherwise weel eat too much and spend
too much time thinking but daddy says even high girls still half to learn
and we have a lot of home schooling to do
we watch slide shows all day when were not running around totally high on
the pills when were high we run around naked and hold hands and laugh and
sometimes we remember to play with are twats but mostly we lie on are backs
and laugh or run and laugh but mostly we fall a lot and laugh on the floor
and laugh
but today daddy says we did a really good job when things were really funny
we remembered our twats and so I stuck my tongue in jens twat she laughed
and pinched her nipples and then she screamed for a while while lots of twat
juice came out of her
her clit is so big and red now and it sticks out all the time
then we got an idea and jen and I lay down and she sucked my clit while I
put my tongue in her twat we screamed and laughed and cummed and it all ran
together
daddy says the first part of the home schooling is over
Tuesday, November 1st, 1978
tonight me and jen slept in the same bed we half to now because all we are
doing in school right now is learning how to eat twat and listen to CDs
today we started work on the tit part of school in bed daddy says we dont
start that for another week but jen likes to read ahead in the twat books
tonight we looked at pictures of girls sucking eachothers tits while rubbing
eachothers clits are tits are so big and there firmer than in the books
there like those fruits that are orange on the inside there so cool
Monday, November 7th, 1978
Dear Diary:
THESE ARE MY NOTES FOR SCHOOL:
tits
1. inside my head my tits are my titties
2. the size of my tits is 38F
3. other names for tits are breasts, jugs, knockers, boobs, boobies, mounds,
melons and breasts
4. nipples are the most important part of tits
5. tits can be shown in public but not nipples
6. a girls tits are the most important thing about her
7. every girl should always try to make her tits better
my tits
8. my tits are special
9. other girls tits need bras to help stand up
10. I should show my tits as much as possible without showing my nipples in
public
11. people seeing my tits turns me on
12. my tits are the best in the whole world
13. my sisters tits look just like mine
other girls tits
14. seeing other girls tits turns me on
15. big tits make me especially horny
16. small tits make me especially horny
17. the most fun thing in the world is playing with tits mine and other
peoples
18. seeing other girls nipples in public especially turns me on
I half to memorize these and recite them all week its tough to memorize when
I feel so high daddy makes us work hard though
Tuesday, November 8th, 1978
I love my titties tonight me and jenny played with eachothers tits for a
long time it was our homework to come without touching any twat it was hard
so were our nipples ha ha ha ha
Wednesday, November 9th, 1978
jenny got a special prize today when she recited the 18 rules word for word
daddy stuffed a big plastic thing in her twat and then he made it start
buzzing jenny laughed and screamed a lot and clawed at her tits she did that
for a long time and then daddy told her she had to calm down and follow the
school program for the rest of the day but keep the plastic thing in her
twat with her hands it was hard for her because she kept laughing and
screaming and touching her clit and her nipples and then daddy would yell at
her for being a bad girl she fell asleep at the dinner table kind of shaking
and twitching her nipples were so pretty I sucked them after she went to
sleep but I played a joke on her after daddy put her to bed I stuffed a
really big carrot up her ass it looked so cool it made me laugh and laugh
then I sat on her and let it go into my twat I made myself cum then daddy
came into the room
Monday, November 14th, 1978
Dear Diary,
I had to go to the hospital unexpectedly on the weekend. But I feel much
better now. I wish I could say the same for my sister. She was just as
screwed up when I got back as when I left. In school now, she has to keep
memorizing boring lists and learning the simplest things over and over
again. She can't seem to remember anything and she loses her train of
thought after one or two sentences.
On the other hand, I'm completely in control. I have put my vibrator in my
ass where it is less distracting. After all, I have to write an essay about
what Jenny and I might do to another girl if we had one to play with.
Thursday, November 17th, 1978
Dear Diary,
I just can't believe how slow Jenny is. She forgets our veggie breaks almost
every time. Every hour, I have to remind her to go to the kitchen, fetch the
carrot stick it in her ass and get into a fuckable posture. Also, sometimes
she gets so distracted that she just starts giggling uncontrollably and I
have to entertain daddy all by myself which usually means having to take his
dick up my ass or cunt, which is really gross. I hate dick. Dicks are just
big, ugly overgrown clits; that's the only way I can even halfway entertain
daddy without throwing up.
I think Daddy understands though because he is buying lots of lesbo porno
magazines and letting me look at pussies on the internet. But most of the
time, I just fuck Jenny in different ways and that is enough. Even though
she's slow and has some problems, I really like her. Daddy likes it best
when we 69 a lot while he gives Jenny an injection in her ass. He says it
helps her to have more fun.
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