Message-ID: <23349asstr$954141011@assm.asstr-mirror.org> X-Original-Message-ID: <20000326150705.62210.qmail@hotmail.com> From: "Jan V." <jan123@hotmail.com> Mime-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; format=flowed Subject: {ASSM} Jan V. - Dear Diary - 2nd part Date: Mon, 27 Mar 2000 02:10:12 -0500 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: <assm@asstr-mirror.org> Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: <URL:http://assm.asstr-mirror.org/Year2000/23349> X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation <story-ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Story-Submission: <ckought69@hotmail.com> X-Moderator-ID: dennyw, kelly Jan V. - Dear Diary (Ff) - Part 2 (2/2) As promised here is the second part of Dear Diary. If you missed the first posting, just email me and I'll tell you where you can find this and other stories written by me. -jan PS - Enjoy! Feedback: jan123@hotmail.com Part Two March, 7th Dear Diary Last night was a really huge disappointment. Sofia has vanished into thin air. I don't know what happened to her. I start to think she was kidnapped or something. I called Dad and Jarvis drove all the way to pick me up at Sofia's house. I think Gloria must be behind this, and because I don't know who that Gloria is and where she lives I don't have a way to contact my aunt. I was really in a bad mood when Jarvis arrived and gave him the finger when he started complaining about my hair (I dyed it purple!) and my short dress. I said to him, "Who the fuck do you think you are? My mother?" That made him shut his big fucking mouth for a while. -------------------------- March, 8th Dear Diary Today I've been to Lisa's house, more a huge white mansion than anything else. Her dad is my dad's best friend, and so Lisa and I are more or less stuck to each other. I hate Lisa when she starts bullshitting me, like as if she could've had all these major fucks she talks about so often. I have had my fun, though, 'cause Todd and Marv were there and had some major shit to smoke. I really can't get enough of getting high. It's to fucking nice to get out of your skin for a while and be free. And when I get high I get horny like hell and wanna fuck whoever. Todd was ok, but nothing to write home about. After Sofia boys and girls my age seem so lame. They are!!!!!! -------------------------- March, 9th Dear Diary Dad's got himself a new girlfriend. She's just eighteen, can you believe it? I don't know where he finds all those "babies", who could be my own big sisters. Fortunately I have no brothers or sisters, or I'd make their life a living hell as I do to Dad's girls... Brynne, it was his girlfriend's name. She was a Norwegian model who lived in the US because she hated the climate of her country. She was often away but when she was with him, all they did was smooching around. I had to get away from home because I didn't want to puke on them. Today was different because she was lying on a long chair naked, near the pool. I must admit she's got a good body. She looked very sexy, especially because her body didn't have any tan lines and shone from the sunscreen she'd applied on her own skin. I must also admit that I envied her body and her tits and her long legs. Still, watching her behind the den's drapes made me wet, so wet that I wanted to finger myself. I would've if Jarvis hadn't come in the den without saying a word, scaring the bejesus out of me. ----------------------------- March, 10th Dear Diary Yesterday Brynne was really nice to me in spite of all my practical jokes and my angry remarks about her. In a way she's kinda cool because she doesn't pretend to be someone else. She reminds me of Aunt Sofia, 'cause she likes to read as well and has this detached way of living her own life, as if there was no tomorrow and you gotta live your own life to the fullest as long as possible, you know. By the way, I wonder where she is. I think she must've been kidnapped by Gloria or something, or even murdered. And maybe that bitch is going to come after me. I told this to Dad and he laughed!!!!! Can you imagine that? The fucking bastard laughed at me in front of Brynne. She, however, took my worries seriously, saying that he should call the cops. He dismissed the idea as childish. Yeah, look who's talking!!!!!! --------------------------- March, 11th Dear Diary Brynne and I were again alone in the house. It was Jarvis' day off and Dad had to work. Brynne lay again on the pool chair and looked as damn sexy as two days ago. I decided to join her and see if she was into girls. By now I had a major thing for her... I mean, I wasn't in love her or that kind of heavy stuff, but she just made me wet forever, you know... She was just that kind of girl that both boys and girls can dream of making love with. I spread myself on the chair, also as naked as she was. I was a pitiful look, you know, cream white all over, no tan at all. I noticed her eyes went open and that she was checking me out through her half open eyes. Yes, 'cause I noticed that when a girl want you she's kinda subtle, you know, because she doesn't know what your reaction will be. You don't want to be known as lesbo, oh no. That's a no-no where I live. But not for Brynne, she told me later. Norwegian people are more open to alternative sexualities than us Americans are... She said, "You gotta put some oil or you will be burned alive." At first her foreign accent was totally, but totally irritating to me. Today it made me laugh 'cause her English was kinda funny sometimes. "Ok, then do me," I said, turning over on the chair, my tummy down. "Do you?" she asked as if she didn't understand what I meant. "Yeah, do me... I mean, with the sunscreen. What did you think I was talking about?" Brynne blushed like hell as if I caught her off guard. Yeah, lots of people underestimate 13-year-olds. Anyway I'll be fourteen in May. I loved her hands on me, especially when I put her hands on my boobs, because she was avoiding them as if she was afraid that she was going to rape me or something if she did that. She also didn't dare to touch my inner legs but I opened my thighs wider and pointed with my finger the spot she'd missed. She was slightly embarrassed at first but then she warmed herself to me and touched me there gently. I grabbed her hand and made her do it slower and rougher... Again she looked embarrassed but I sent her a look as if I was begging, you know... and she frigged me for a while until I came. This was my best orgasm ever. ------------------------------- March, 12th Dear Diary Dad told me that the cops called him. Aunt Sofia was found dead in an alley. It seemed that someone had stabbed her to death and had dumped her there. I was in a total shock and, for the first time in my life, I cried someone's death. When my mom died, I didn't cry. I just couldn't. I just felt numb, you know, as if you're high on shit or something. I smoked like crazy, 'cause I didn't want to feel anything. Fortunately, this time I was not alone. Brynne was really cool and she held me and soothed all the time. And for the first time in my life, I let someone see my fragile side of my personality, you know... Everybody thinks I am this monster because I couldn't even cry my mother's death, but... I am not. I am just a girl like any other. I am. -------------------------------- March, 13th Dear Diary Today I showed Brynne how to make a joint. It was a major riot to see that Brynne, despite all her European sophistication, had to learn from me, four years her junior, how to make a joint. That really cracked me up. This time we lounged on the balcony of my room. Brynne looked really cool with her dark, stylish CK shades. I could see her right boob coming out of her loose, low-cut blouse. I bade my time... I wanted her really high before I made my move... Yesterday she came with all this bullshit trip guilt, saying that she really felt bad about her making me come. That she could go to jail for having had sex with a minor and that kind of stuff. I said that my father is the one who should be in jail for having seduced her, 'cause she was just seventeen when he made love to her for the first time. I really like to see other women smoke, and seeing Brynne getting high with me was totally, totally cool and sexy. I was all wet when I kissed her on the neck and she moaned slightly, pulling me away, mouthing a coy 'No'. I came closer again, my hand between her legs. My fingers pressed her pussy over her cut-off jeans, and she moaned again. She tried to get rid of me, but the shit made her weak; she laughed instead, a little higher than she'd done before. "You are a little devil," she said. "I was warned about you." My hand went between her legs again, but this time she didn't fight me. She just closed her eyes (I could see them 'cause I stared at them sideways) and moaned almost imperceptibly, biting her lower lip, smoking coming out of her nostrils slowly, as if she was a dragon, a beautiful dragon at that. I kissed her and she moaned again. She embraced me, but that didn't help and so I get rid of her hands and kneeled in front of her. I made her take her jeans and panties off and fingered and licked her off. She went wild, moaning like a mad woman. She came hard, 'cause I could feel her pussy throbbing around my hand and fingers... It was totally cool to make her come and hear that I was a better lover than my father was! Yeah! -------------------------------- March, 14th Dear Diary I was totally pissed when Dad came last night and kissed Brynne. Never in my life was I this jealous about someone. Brynne did her best to prevent the unavoidable. I kicked him on the shin and was sent to my room. She came upstairs and wanted to talk to me but I didn't open the door. If she wanted to stay with him, so be it. I didn't have to watch it. I wanted to call someone and get away, but instead I trashed my room and ripped my bedclothes. Dad threatened to send me to a boarding school; I told him that I'd rather kill myself than go to such a place. This threat calmed him down, 'cause he knew I was perfectly capable of going through with it. In spite of all our fights, Dad and I really knew each other's weakest spots. We are mad, both of us. Mad, mad, mad, raving MAD!!!!!! --------------------------------- March, 15th Dear Diary Brynne came to my room this morning and woke me up. She apologized for last night and then remained silent, watching me, as if she waited for my reaction. I was too sleepy to know what to say. I must have mumbled something, because she went away - it is all I can remember. I cried my eyes out when Jarvis told me that Brynne had left and was not coming back. Right then I wanted to die, because everybody I loved went away or died... ---------------------------------- March, 16th Dear Diary Lisa came over because she heard that I was sick. "You look like shit," she said. "Thanks," I replied. Yeah, that's Lisa and me, always very friendly to each other. At least she didn't try to bullshit me this time with one of her made up stories. She asked about Brynne and I made her shut the fuck up. Then she told me about Todd had been arrested and charged with drug possession. She heard also that the cops wanted to talk to me about my aunt's death. I was too weak to say anything. I just wanted her to leave. ----------------------------------- March, 17th Dear Diary I feel better today and left the house. It was kinda depressing to be home, knowing that Brynne wouldn't be there, basking in the sun, her sexy body reverberating its golden tan. She was a hell of a girl, I must admit, and I let her go. And that hurt, hurt like hell. ---------------------------------- March, 18th Dear Diary Brynne called today, but her call was for Dad, not me. She wanted to talk to me too, but I didn't. I went to Lisa's and saw Todd there. He talked about his time in jail and how tough he was. I took all this bullshit in stride and cracked jokes about that. He was pissed at me, but I just shrugged and lit a joint. I closed my eyes and imagined Brynne all naked, dancing in front of me, inviting me to take her in my arms and kiss her slowly, feeling her tits in my hands and frigging her until she could not take it anymore. I wanted to play with myself, and I would've done it if I were home. I wish I was, and so I left Lisa's. I walked home, shit in my hand and Brynne in my head. ------------------------------------ March, 19th Dear Diary I miss Brynne like hell. I went through Dad's phonebook and saw where she lived. Jarvis drove me to her apartment with the excuse Dad wanted Brynne back and *I* had to convince her of that. I rang but got no answer. I was about to leave when Brynne arrived. A handsome guy was next to her, so I jumped back to Dad's limousine and demanded Jarvis to bring me home. Brynne ran after me, but she was too late. Jarvis shook his head while driving home, but I couldn't care less about what he thought of that. Tonight Brynne called several times, but I told Jarvis to say I wasn't home. I smoked plain cigarettes this time, 'cause I wanted to think. I needed a plan, but it was hard to come up with one. ----------------------------------- March, 20th Dear Diary I was with Lisa and Todd when Brynne came to my room. I screamed at her she ought to leave; I didn't want there and that she had no right to come barging in my room like that. She said she wanna talk to me. I told her she could do that in front of Lisa and Todd. She shook her head, and as she did it her long golden bangs hid her shiny green eyes. She looked very sexy in her sundress. My desire for her returned, and I finally agreed and we went to the pool and talked. We didn't talk much, because before she could say anything I hugged her neck and kissed her, my lips on her sweet-tasting lips, feeling her tits against my body. I liked the way she gasped - it was more surprise than anything, but think she was a little turned on too, judging by the way she looked at me. "Stop, you little devil. You're ruining my new dress." I kissed her again, passionately, leaving her breathless. I saw her hesitation, but her surrender was near. To make her relax I made her sit on the couch next to me and rolled a joint for us. "So, what do you want to talk about?" I asked. "I wanted to see how you were," she said. "Why would you care?" I said. "You left, didn't you?" She stared at me in silence, and then said, "I care. That's why I left." I lit the joint and handed it over to her. She closed her eyes and took a deep drag in and handed me the shit when she'd had enough of it. She looked more relaxed; I put my hand on her thigh, and caressed her there. She grabbed my wrist but writhed myself free. I caressed her tit and she gasped. A weak "no" formed in her mouth, but I knew better. I kissed her in the neck and then licked her there. She lost control and moaned, "I don't know what you do to me. Please, stop." But I didn't want to stop. My hand went under her dress and panties, and she was as wet as I was. I gave her the fuck of her life. I sucked all her juices dripping out of her pretty, delicious pussy. She screamed her heart out when she came, as my fingers raped her... It was something to be seen, her flushed face. We kissed for hours until she said she loved me... 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