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(c) Copyright 1999 by artie@netgate.net

This work may not be reposted or redistributed without the prior 
express written permission of the author.

A work of fiction, meant for adults.  Read something else if you are 
not an adult, or are offended by stories with sexual content.  Then 
again, if all you're looking for is in-out, in-out, in-out, you 
should probably read something else.  I welcome constructive 
comments.  Enjoy.

Thanks to Homer Vargas and Denny for their insightful comments.

Life Cycle of the Kaelen

Ellen Grode, Mission Commander
Dale Kendai, Mission Specialist

Part 3
More Questions

	The next day was a return to more normalcy.  I helped with 
bread in the morning and overseeing net repair in the afternoon, but 
it was clear I'd taken on a new stature in the group.

	The next day at breakfast as we sat in our new spot next to 
Adda, my kaelen made a brief chirp as we sat down.  Adda gave me a 
puzzled look.

	"What is it?" I asked.  I hadn't recognized the sound.

	She told me Dina would watch Dale while I was in the hut for 
a few days.  There seemed to be some sadness or disappointment in her 
voice.

	I was confused momentarily, until I checked my chronometer. 
I'd lost track of time; my period was due to start, and if it was as 
usual, would hit mid morning to mid afternoon.  Then shock set in 
when I realized my kaelen had recognized it before I was aware of it.

	After our meal I told Dale I would be away with my period for 
a few days.  I comforted him as best I could.  I told him I would 
miss him, and he should rest up for my return.

	I went and bathed in the small pond, where I had been 
seemingly so much the last week or so, and found an unoccupied hut. 
I lay down and my kaelen immediately started the chorus that would 
relax my body.  I let two of them do that, but picked up the third 
and softly made the sound to sharpen my mind.  He stood on my 
forehead next to his brothers, his abdomen swaying.  I listened to 
the chorus and felt my body relax and my mind sharpen.

	The kaelen knew when my period was approaching.  Why weren't 
we awash in babies?  What's going on here?  Who gives life?  He does.

	I wished I'd studied more xenobiology.  Those feathery 
antennae -- commentators called them olfactory sensors.  How about 
pheromone sensors?  It made sense; they had to detect as well as 
generate.

	Of course!  They knew my period was approaching.  They could 
sense your state.  They probably knew when you were fertile.  They 
could sense pheromones!

	Oho.  That made a lot of sense.  I recalled the times we'd 
spent rutting, exhausting Dale while I was blissed out flat on my 
back.  Yes, those dates correlated quite well with ovulation.  The 
damn bugs were trying to get me pregnant!  I remembered back from my 
briefings that the contraceptive which was given us didn't suppress 
ovulation, just the implanting of the fertilized egg along the 
uterine wall.  Still, the bugs were doing their damnedest to get me 
knocked up!  That's why Adda seemed both sad and surprised when my 
period arrived.

	Okay, calm down.  That explains some of it.  But what about 
accidents?  Sperm could stay motile for some number of days.  And the 
unmarried women -- they were having sex without kaelen present, as 
far as I knew.  Why didn't they get pregnant?  How far does the 
control go?  Okay, it's reasonable to assume the kaelen could prevent 
pregnancy.  Could the kaelen influence sex of the offspring?

	Interesting questions, but right now I was tired.  I had the 
opportunity to rest.  I started making that sound they'd started when 
I first lay down.  Linguistically, its components were female, rest, 
and something else with female characteristics.

	I spent two and a half more blissful days in the hut.  The 
kaelen kept me too sleepy to decode any more of the mysteries of this 
place.  I knew now why there wasn't violence, or adultery.  Well, I 
didn't know why, but I did know what the mechanisms were that kept it 
from happening.  Thorough conditioning and bonding made it highly 
unlikely.  How had this symbiosis evolved?  I wasn't sure of that,but 
I commanded the ship to notify me two days before I was likely to 
ovulate next.  I wanted to study this process in more detail.

	Again, basic physics says that a stable dynamic system has a 
gain element and a control element, and some of the energy of the 
system is used to maintain that stability.  It doesn't matter if it's 
basic electronics, faster than light drive, or biological systems.  I 
could almost see Professor Conn pounding the desk as he repeated that 
to us, so many years ago.  What in this system was being sacrificed 
to maintain stability?  There was a price, and it was being paid. 
How?  With what?  Why is this particular memory so important?

	When I left the hut and bathed again I met Adda in the pool. 
With some sadness she hugged me and asked how I was.  I told her I 
was fine.  Once again she gave me a misty look and said, "You are far 
away from home."  I nodded to her, but then answered, "I'm not sure, 
mother."

	The next few weeks passed more or less uneventfully.  Our 
presence was changing things somewhat.  The ancient physicist 
Heisenberg proved that you cannot make measurements without 
disturbing the system you are measuring.  I was heralded as 
discovering the sound that sharpened the mind.  Dale had shown them 
how to select different stones, and flake them to make better 
implements.  This helped in a number of areas, making cultivation 
easier, making finer weaves possible for skirts and nets, better 
shaping of wood for boats.  He also made suggestions to fishing 
strategies and crop cultivation that would improve things, though not 
radically.  We didn't want to rock the boat severely.

	Then one morning I got the reminder from the ship that 
ovulation was approaching.  At breakfast I spoke with Adda about 
using one of the huts with the moss bedding.  She smiled broadly, and 
made arrangements for Dale to rest more that day.  Even though we 
were matriarchal, there was a male hierarchy as well.  Dale's 
innovations, plus being mine, put him high in that hierarchy.  That 
had him doing more supervision these days than hauling of nets as 
he'd done early on.

	We had a peaceful dinner that evening. I bathed with Dale in 
the small pool afterwards, and then took him to the moss hut chosen 
for us.

	As we were removing our skirts the kaelen started noisily.  I 
quickly quieted them; I wanted to at least start this, even if I 
wouldn't be in control.

	Dale smiled at me and hugged me as we sank to our knees.

	"Thank you," he said.  "Can we hold each other first?  That 
will make it easier to let go."

	I lay on the moss and said, "Of course."  I turned to my side 
and pulled him to a nipple.  He whimpered and started sucking.  The 
kaelen started the comforting sound and I let myself go to it.

	I remember afterwards shifting into passion.  I was on my 
back again, my body so relaxed and heavy, so hard to move.  I was so 
hot, and needed him so much.  And he filled me again and again. 
There was a time when he was thrusting in and out of me and he was 
practically crying, sobbing.  I gathered what strength and control I 
had and made the sleeping sound.  My kaelen changed their tune and we 
were soon asleep together.

	When we woke in the morning they tried to get us right back 
at it.  I silenced them, at least for a moment.  Dale sat up and I 
started to do so as well.  One of my kaelen, I'm not sure which one, 
had sprung to my forehead and started making the sound to relax me. 
It happened so suddenly, so intensely, that I didn't have time to 
stop him.  My body fell back on the moss.  I felt the three kaelen 
moving across my body, feeding on my moisture, especially between my 
legs.  It tickled and I laughed.

	I told Dale softly that they weren't letting me off my back. 
He looked over me smiling and said, "That doesn't sound so bad to me."

	He held my head and gave me some juice, thick and syrupy, 
followed by water.  Then he lay down on top of me and we kissed.  He 
kissed me, caressing my head and neck with his hands.  The damn bugs 
don't understand foreplay.

	But they did leave us alone for a while, as Dale kissed and caressed my body.

	Then he moved my legs apart and said, "Okay boys, you can 
take over now."

	I laughed.  One kaelen started the passionate rutting sound, 
but another, I recognized him as the one I'd chosen as he hopped to 
Dale's head, started the comforting sound.  The other two chimed in.

	Dale smiled and sighed, sinking down to my breast.  After a 
while the kaelen changed their tune.  I recognized them driving Dale 
into a frenzy, and was momentarily surprised to recognize one sending 
me off to sleep.

	When I awoke it was mid morning at least.  Dale woke soon 
afterwards.  He smiled, but looked concerned.  "How are you?" he 
whispered.  He looked at the kaelen with trepidation, almost fear.

	I pulled him to me.  He resisted at first but soon melted 
into me.  "I'm fine," I told him.  I wiggled my hips and legs a bit. 
"I may be a bit sore, but I don't feel like it."

	The kaelen comforted us for a while.  For some reason I 
crooned over and over, "I love you," as I held him to my breast, 
moving his head slightly the way I know he loves.

	We got up a while later.  He carried me to the pool in his 
wonderful strong arms.  I put my kaelen on a branch and let him carry 
me into the water, letting go in his arms.

	We moved to the falls and he held me up.  I was so relaxed in 
his arms, but then I saw the look on his face: concern, fear.

	"What is it darling?  What's the matter?'

	He shook his head.  "It's them," he said, nodding to the bank.

	"The kaelen?  What about them?"

	He sighed and held me close.  "They kept you asleep for a day 
and a half.  They ran me through cycles of making love and sleeping 
in your arms."  He smiled a little.  "I didn't mind that; it was 
intense.  But at one point I was concerned.  I started to shake you, 
to wake you.  I always thought they were slow creatures.  But they 
moved so fast!  I'd hardly grabbed your shoulders when one was 
spraying my face, and it felt as if another stung me on the back of 
the neck.  I collapsed on top of you.  Then for hours I was sucking 
at you, in bliss, unable to move.  Eventually they took me back to 
making love, but it was much more controlled.  They brought me to 
orgasm so quickly, and then collapsed me to your breast again, over 
and over.  They scare me."

	I held him to me.  I started to make the comforting sound but 
thought twice about it.  Instead I cradled his head and rocked him 
back and forth, back and forth.  I felt along the back of his neck 
gently and felt a small bump.  "It's okay darling, I've got you. 
They thought they were protecting me.  I'll talk to Adda about it 
right away.  I'm sorry if they hurt you.  Are you okay?"

	He sniffled a little.  He was looking more relaxed.  Such 
deep conditioning over just a few months -- how powerful it must be 
over a lifetime!

	"I'm not hurt darling, just scared.  The amount of power, of 
control they have is incredible."

	I agreed wholeheartedly.  We discussed the hypothesis that 
they effectively controlled births, and were most emphatically trying 
to get me pregnant.  We laughed a little; we thought the ship still 
held trump cards in that game.  While rinsing I looked at the back of 
his neck; he had the characteristic wheal of an insect sting.

	We went to the bank.  A few feet from the bank my kaelen 
started acting agitated.  We knew they wouldn't go in the water.  So 
I stopped and held Dale, and we kissed, in front of them.  They were 
thrashing around on the branches like mad.  One even jumped down and 
rushed to the water's edge.  We got out slowly and they rushed me, 
running up me to my shoulders and hair.  They started chittering, but 
I said firmly, "No!" waving my finger in front of them.  They quieted 
down.  Then I pulled Dale to me again and we kissed.

	"Is that better?" I asked him after a while.

	We'd put our skirts back on, but I could still tell it was 
better.  He sighed his answer.

	I took us around the other side of the pond to an area 
frequented by the young unmarried folks.  I'd seen a nice mossy 
place, and I wanted to show both Dale and my kaelen that I still had 
some control (I hoped).

	The first place I wanted was most definitely occupied by a 
couple I'd seen together for a while.  I smiled; there might be 
another making coming up.  Dale squeezed my hand at the sight of the 
two fit youngsters locked together on the moss.

	Luckily the second place was unoccupied.  We slipped off our 
skirts and put them on the path to indicate to others this spot was 
now taken.

	He had a very nice erection for me.  "On your back,"  I whispered.

	He lay down, looking at me expectantly.  I straddled him.  As 
I remembered what he'd told me, coming quickly, I formed a sound.  If 
I was correct, he would be relaxed, blissful, and still hot and hard. 
As I cooed the sound, the kaelen took it up, one hopping to his head, 
waving his abdomen over Dale's face.  I ran my hands over his body as 
he smiled and his eyes drifted closed.  I picked the one off my left 
shoulder and told it blissful easy release for me, and put it on my 
head.  I breathed deeply and felt myself grow wet.  I slid on to my 
husband and gently rocked us to ecstasy.

	Afterwards I leaned down and pressed a nipple to his mouth. 
The kaelen started the comforting sound.  I'd expected that, and said 
sharply, "No!" They quieted instantly.  Then after a few seconds I 
started the sound myself, moving over to hold him better.  The kaelen 
joined in and we were united in bliss again.

	We woke and returned just in time for the evening meal. 
While we both had pretty blissed out looks on our faces, when we sat 
down next to Adda I gave her a frown and told her softly, "We need to 
talk."

	After dinner Adda asked Dina to walk Dale back to our hut. 
Dale smiled to me and nodded.  Adda and I walked back over to our 
mossy conversation area.

	I told her what had happened, and how it had frightened Dale. 
She asked what I'd done afterwards.  When I told her she smiled and 
said I'd done the right thing.

	She then told me He recognized the power in our difference; 
it was important for us to bear children.  She told me she was 
surprised I was not pregnant already.  Then in great seriousness she 
added, "If you cannot have Dale's children, perhaps others can.  You 
are far from home, and these are our ways."

	I started making the comforting sound, as much for my benefit 
as hers, but instead sharpened our minds.  In that clarity I knew 
what N/K had surmised: we could interbreed with the natives.  I 
didn't mind Dale fathering children.  But what about me?  Did I mind 
Dale fathering children, other than our own?

	"Give us time," I told her, "our journey was long."  I 
thought of how long it would take to reverse the contraceptive 
process.  I remembered it was an implant.  That would mean a return 
to the ship, or at least high energy effector use.

	I looked up at the sky, then back to her.  "Our journey here 
took almost a year in a small ship."  Then I did something that's 
called intuition in a professional, and wild guessing in anyone else. 
"Having a child there would have been very difficult.  Just as He 
chooses when to give life, it was decided we should not have a child 
at that time.  This process takes time to undo."  (I actually said 
something closer to "this knot takes time to untie.")

	She sighed and smiled, looking at the sky briefly, then back to me.

	"If I cannot carry his child in the next few months, then we 
can discuss again having Dale father others," I told her.

	Adda nodded and smiled.  "Your journey was long.  We will 
give you the time you need.  You have brought much to us."

	We hugged and went our separate ways.  Dale was sitting in 
the hut typing when I entered.  We discussed part of my conversation. 
I decided not to tell him about the other aspect at this time.  We 
held each other with ferocity, before I allowed the kaelen to lull us 
to sleep.

Moths and Medicine

	Part of our Survey training of course was in field medical 
care.  We were able to put this training to use, mostly dealing with 
scrapes and bruises, occasionally with more serious incidents, mainly 
falls and cuts.  They didn't have any idea of shock, or of 
concussions, let alone of splinting broken bones.  The kaelen helped 
of course in accelerating the healing process and preventing 
infection, probably through boosting the immune system.  I also 
learned which leaves were useful for what injuries, for controlling 
bleeding, use as wound dressings, and the like.  I'd become the 
unofficial village medic.

	One morning on our way to breakfast Dina gave me a lopsided 
smile and frown, and told me I should keep a good supply of leaves 
and such handy; we'd be seeing a lot of injuries.

	"Why?" I asked her.

	She gave me a bemused smile, then gave a fleeting glimpse up 
at the sky, her way of saying to me I was far from home.  Then she 
said, "The flutter-giggles are returning."

	I know I gave her a puzzled look.  She gave me an exasperated 
sigh, then smiled and laughed.

	"I'll show you after breakfast.  You should show your husband 
later this afternoon."

	I'll wander into Dale's field of ecology for a bit.  While 
there are gaping holes in the ecology where even I would expect a 
species to fill, we did have flying insects and birds.  All the other 
insect life we'd been exposed to so far was devoid of the pheromone 
producing capabilities of the kaelen.

	At breakfast we saw quite a lot of giggling among the teens, 
especially the girls.  The boys were smiling as well, looking forward 
to something.

	"Is this part of a mating ritual?" I asked Dina quietly as we 
were eating.

	She choked momentarily, but recovered quickly.  She and Adda 
were getting used to my outlandish questions.

	"Yes," she said after a moment, "you could say that it is.  I 
hadn't thought of it that way, but this is often what ties the final 
knot."

	Now I was more puzzled.  "So why the injuries?"  As I looked 
around I saw one girl who seemed to have a bump on her head.

	Dina laughed.  "You will soon see."

	After breakfast the teens dispersed quickly, mostly in pairs. 
I watched Tala take the young man she'd been with for quite a while. 
Tala had quite the look on her face, and so did the young man.

	Dale grumbled to me that it was practically a holiday; the 
only people he could count on to work this morning were the older 
married men, and even they'd be taking off this afternoon.  I hugged 
him and gave him a kiss before he headed off.

	Dina led me around by the pools.  I noticed pale yellow moths 
everywhere, usually with people chasing them.

	"Those are the flutter-giggles?" I asked (I'll call them 
moths from now on).

	Dina nodded.  "Yes, let's go around the other side."

	We hurried to the other side of the pool, along the area Dale 
and I called "lover's lane," for its secluded mossy patches in the 
shade.

	Dina stopped along the path and told me.  "Cup your hands 
together like this, then breathe."

	She cupped her hands together, shook them a few times 
vigorously, then put her nose in between her thumbs and inhaled 
deeply and quickly.  I followed suit; we practiced a few times. 
Behind us we could hear the sounds of teens having fun.

	We went to one of the mossy areas.  As we were going in the 
path, Dina said quickly, "Catch one in your hands!" as she spied some 
of the moths sitting about shoulder level on some vegetation.

	We both quickly caught a moth each.  I started to shake mine, 
but Dina said, "No, sit down first.  That's why they get hurt."

	I sat down on the soft moss.  Dina motioned me more to the 
middle of the mossy area.

	"Now!" she said, "Follow me!"

	She shook her hands vigorously; I did the same.  Then she 
stuck her nose between her thumbs and inhaled sharply.  I did the 
same.

	I was filled with a strange aroma that soon had me seeing 
intense colors and turned my muscles to jelly.  As I slipped to the 
ground the synesthesia exploded in me, mixing my senses with strong 
hallucinations, combined with an intense orgasm.

	Sometime later I propped myself up on one elbow.  "Wow, some 
defense mechanism!" I thought to myself.  I felt very good.  About 
seven minutes had passed by my chronometer.  Now I knew how the 
injuries occurred, and why Dina insisted we sit down.  I looked over 
at her.

	She was still on her back, a dreamy smile on her face.  One of her 
kaelen was on her shoulder, the others were sitting in branches 
nearby.

	Her skirt was partially up, and the scent of her arousal hit 
me.  My mouth started watering and I moved on my elbows to between 
her legs.  I was still weak and wobbly.  I hadn't eaten a woman since 
our wild departure party over a year and a half ago.

	I put my hands under her bottom and pulled her to me on the 
moss.  I buried my face in her, enjoying her taste and her smell. 
Some of the synesthesia was still with me, as the sensations crossed 
over to other senses, feeling her taste and smell on my skin.

	Soon I heard her moaning as she moved weakly on the moss. 
Her moans increased and soon she was shuddering through the first of 
many orgasms as I enjoyed her hungrily.

	Finally I pushed myself up to sitting.  I know I had a 
satisfied smile as I looked down on Dina.  She gave me that look of 
wonder again, albeit a satiated look of wonder.  I extended a hand 
and helped pull her to sitting.

	As she looked at me, I asked, "That was new to you?"

	She laughed and nodded.  "Oh yes, very new."

	I couldn't believe it.  "Your husband doesn't do that for you?"

	She laughed again.  "He will."

	We both laughed together.  It took a while of precise 
questioning for me to tentatively conclude that oral sex was unknown 
to them.  So was masturbation.  As I contemplated this, I felt insect 
legs moving on me once more, and the sensation of little tongues on 
my skin.  I watched the same on Dina.

	I was amazed.  These things are so intimately involved in the 
sexual cycle!  Is it even possible for these people to experience 
arousal without kaelen assistance?  That would be another part of the 
puzzle as to why we weren't awash in babies.

	It took me a while to phrase the question in a manner in 
which she could understand, but they did have arousal without the 
kaelen, although not very often.  If I understood her correctly, the 
men especially needed some stimulus to get them going.  I guessed 
that once started, their conditioning would take over.

	Dina went on to explain that many people, mostly teens, would 
catch as many moths as they could during the period of a few days 
there were around, going through the cycle of catching, collapsing, 
recovering almost continuously.  They would do this singly, in pairs, 
in groups.

	The older ones though, the ones close to making their 
selection of mates, played a different game.  There it was common for 
the man and woman to go together to a place such as this.  They'd 
both catch moths.  The woman would take the full effect of the 
creature.  The man would take just a little, so he didn't collapse, 
and begin intercourse.  The woman would recover to a wild ride. 
Doing this with a man was a sign of commitment.  After making love in 
this manner, they'd usually catch another moth each, and enjoy them 
fully together, collapsing in each other's arms.

	Then she gave me a serious look and said that this also went 
on with married women.  This was the only time when a woman could ask 
another man, married or not, to go with her.

	I sucked air momentarily as I considered her statement.  So 
there was adultery, and it was permitted under these narrow 
circumstances.  Then I smiled and laughed a little.  There was 
adultery and it would be practiced with my husband.

	"Do you want him?" I asked.

	Dina laughed.  "No, I don't play that way."

	Then she looked serious again.  "But others want him.  It is 
up to you.  You need to teach him.  You can say no; he is your 
husband."

	I smiled and laughed again.  Dale would like this game. 
"I'll teach him, right here if I can."  I felt my nostrils flare as I 
sucked in a breath.  He would feel so good.  "And he'll do to me what 
I did to you."

	Dina asked me quite without embarrassment or concern how to 
teach her husband to eat her.  I gave her a lesson in female anatomy, 
causing some quite strong physical reactions with the touch of my 
fingers, and described how she should teach him.

	After that lesson Dina asked if I'd like another moth.  I 
laughed and told her we should head back; I wanted to share the next 
one with my husband.  I was sure he'd get to share many in the next 
few days.

	We stopped along the edge of the small pool; I washed my face.

	As I bent over to the water, my kaelen scampered down my back 
and into my skirt, avoiding the water, as they usually do.

	Another question formed in my mind.  Every time I started 
becoming intimate with Dale, our kaelen would respond in some way. 
Yet when I'd gone down on Dina, they'd remained quiet.  They 
evidently didn't consider that sexual conduct I guess.  The thought 
of doing that to Dina again, with the kaelen bringing us to easy 
release, my nipples sliding along that soft moss, got me wet again; 
it was certainly sexual to me!  And yet  kneeling over the pool, 
knowing how wet I'd become at that thought, my bugs remained quiet. 
When I stood up, they scampered up my hair onto my shoulders again, 
there to remain silent.

	We passed groups of young ones in various states of 
consciousness.  We saw a number of pairs in different stages of the 
dance.  Then we came to the large pool.

	As we rounded the corner, I saw a group about twenty meters 
away, again in various states of consciousness.  One of the girls sat 
up slowly and let out a horrible scream, the first noise of that kind 
I'd heard on the planet.  Then I saw why; a boy was laying face down 
in the water.  The others just sat or lay there.

	I ran over quickly and pulled the youngster out of the water. 
It was clear he'd inhaled standing and fallen unconscious into the 
pool.  How long ago?  I flipped him to his back as I felt for a 
carotid pulse and listened for respiration.  What did that damn moth 
do to metabolism?  Since a couple of the other kids in the group were 
still out cold, he must have been like this only a short while.

	He had a slow pulse, but no breathing.  I pinched a nail bed 
on a finger; it stayed bluish.  This was not good.  I positioned his 
head to open the airway and gave him a rescue breath; it didn't go 
in.  I remembered from my training that most drowning is caused by a 
very small amount of fluid.  I gave him a shake, repositioned, and 
tried again, this time with more force.

	I got chest rise, and a little chest fall with gurgling 
noises.  I put another big breath into him.

	I was rewarded with violent coughing.  I pulled him over on 
to my knees and let him cough up water.  He was gasping for breath 
and coughing.  To me it was a wonderful sign.

	He tried to get up but I held him.  The kaelen started making 
the comforting sound.  I quickly said, "No!" I didn't want him 
sedated or depressed in any way -- I wanted the full force of panic 
to reoxygenate him.

	I remembered the sound the kaelen had made to wake Adda in 
the hut, and its effects on me.  I guessed at the male specific 
version of that sound and made it.  It didn't affect me, but with my 
three kaelen making the sound, and Dina's three, it certainly 
affected my drowning victim and his male cohorts.  Soon I was having 
to hold on to him as he was breathing rapidly; I could see his pulse 
beating rapidly and strongly in his neck.

	I turned him to his back and held his shoulders down.  "Relax 
and lie there," I told him, looking at his eyes.  He was quite 
confused still.  I moved my head back and forth, allowing the 
sunlight to hit his eyes and watching the reaction of his pupils. 
They seemed equal and responsive.  Good, that pointed away from major 
brain damage.  His male counterparts were all awake now, and standing 
with the girls.  All were chattering wildly.

	I turned to Dina.  "Move them away a bit and calm them down, 
please," I asked her.  She nodded and stood up.

	As I watched my charge, I stilled my kaelen.  The boy's 
system was still on high, which is what I wanted, pushing oxygen 
through his system.  Dina managed to get the others moved back a bit; 
I heard the calming sound come from her, and all our kaelen started 
to reply.

	I overruled mine with the male specific variant of the sound. 
Soon my recovering victim started relaxing, even sagging.  "You're 
still with us, my friend," I told him.  "He was watching over you 
this day."

	I sat him up and held him to me, his head between my breasts. 
I was still running on adrenaline as well; this didn't excite me 
sexually.

	A larger crowd had gathered.  Dina kept them at bay as best 
she could.  I stood up, and helped the boy stand.  He was about 
fourteen or so, I'd guess.  He'd be a handsome man, thanks to me.

	We walked over to his companions.  They all looked 
tranquilized, as did he to a certain extent.

	I turned him so he was facing me and said in a clear voice 
for his companions to hear, "You will grow up to be a strong and 
handsome man -- if you are more careful than you were today."  I 
looked over them all; they looked shocked.  Good.

	I turned and walked away from them slowly, pressing my hands 
on my skirt to keep my hands from shaking.  I walked to Dina and the 
crowd.  Adda and a few other elders pressed to the front.

	Adda asked, "What happened?"

	I smiled, trying to look calm and relaxed.  "One of them had 
a mishap with a flutter-giggle.  He will be fine."

	I walked through the crowd as if nothing had happened.  I 
could hear Dina giving the more detailed explanations behind me, how 
he'd been face down in the water, and I'd kissed him to life.

	I stopped to consider.  What should I do?

	I turned to the group again and spoke to Dina.  "Dina, are you a fish?"

	The crowd laughed nervously.  Dina said, "No," with a smile.

	"Can you breathe water?" I asked.

	She shook her head.  "No."

	"Neither can he," I said, pointing at the young man, now 
sitting on the ground with his friends.

	"When he fell into the water, he tried to breathe water.  He 
couldn't.  Some water stuck in his throat, and that stopped the air 
from getting in.  I didn't kiss him, I blew air into him."  I took a 
deep breath and exhaled noisily, demonstrating.  "That moved the 
water, and he started to breathe again.  This is one of the things we 
know.  I can teach you."  I used an exclusive form of "we," excluding 
myself from  the group around me, playing on my strength as an 
outsider.

	That seemed to satisfy the crowd.  They began to disperse. 
Adda and Dina walked with me back to the center, putting their arms 
around me.  The comforting sound started and I did nothing to stop it.

	We sat in the shade between Dina's and my hut.  I'd calmed 
down again, at least partially.

	Adda stepped away from us.  She returned a while later.  When 
I looked up, I was surprised to see most of the elders gathered.  One 
of them spoke.  "You took the boy away from Him."  It was an 
accusation, and a dangerous one.

	I smiled and shook my head.  "No, that is not something I can 
do.  He used me, and the boy, to teach a lesson.  Maybe they will be 
more careful now in their play with the flutter-giggles."

	My accuser smiled a little.  I saw I'd done well with many of 
the others.  "I told the boy that he would grow to be a strong, 
handsome man -- if he was more careful," I told her with a smile.

	My accuser smiled a little more and nodded.  She looked to Adda.

	Adda looked to me and said, "You are from far away.  You have 
much to teach us."

	I sighed and shook my head.  "I have so much to learn from 
you, and so little to teach."

	That seemed to satisfy them; the group dispersed, with Adda 
sitting with us again.

Sharing, and Sharing

	Dale arrived with a group of men a while later.  He sat next 
to me as the rest dispersed to their usual places.  He gave me a 
wild, smiling, confused look.

	"Had a good morning?" I asked.

	"You must have, from what I heard," he told me.

	"What did you hear?"

	He lapsed softly into our native tongue and whispered, "You 
saved a kid's life."

	I nodded a little, then changed the subject.  "Have you met 
the flutter-giggles?"

	He laughed a bit and shook his head side to side.  "No, but 
I've seen what they do.  A few in my crew couldn't resist."  He 
looked around a bit.  "And on the way back, I got some very 
interesting offers."

	I put a hand on his thigh and laughed.  "Well, I'll introduce 
you after lunch, and we'll talk about some of those offers."

	It was an odd meal.  Not because of the food, which was the 
same as we usually had, but due to the wide range of expression in 
the gathered people.  The range went from intoxication and joy, 
through lust, to some still quite somber.  I hadn't met the parents 
of the youngster I'd saved earlier; I wondered if I would.

	Some people ate and dispersed quickly, especially those who 
disappeared in pairs.  We had a number of women, both married and 
unmarried, walk by and give Dale the eye.  A couple of them were 
quite striking.  I could tell Dale was interested.

	I wasn't sure how this worked in detail, so I leaned over to 
Dina and whispered, "Does this sharing go for both unmarried and 
married women, or just the married ones?"

	She smiled and answered in kind, "Usually just the married ones."

	Dale and I had finished our lunch.  I took his hand as I 
stood up, and tucked it into my skirt.  "Why don't we take a walk," I 
told him with a smile.

	He hopped to his feet.  Dina giggled a little.  "Be careful," she sang.

	I laughed as I walked toward the pond, my husband in tow.

	As we walked we saw groups of people, teens especially, 
already enjoying themselves.  From Dale's reaction, he'd already seen 
some of this.

	We walked around to lover's lane.  The first two spots I'd 
have liked were well occupied.  We arrived at another choice spot at 
about the same time as Tala and her boyfriend.  When Tala saw us, she 
giggled and turned quickly, taking her boyfriend off by the hand.

	We dropped our skirts on the path to give others notice. 
Moths abounded in the mossy area; they too liked the coolness and the 
shade.

	I caught a moth in my hands and sat down on the moss; Dale 
did the same.  I liked the approach Dina had used; go for it.

	"Follow me," I said.

	With that I shook the moth in my hands and stuck my nose 
between my thumbs.  When  Dale took a deep breath, I did the same.

	I let myself down to the soft moss, feeling Dale fall on to me.

	There's something to be said for synesthesia, that confusion 
and overlap of the senses.  The synesthesia we experience in those 
few moments when an AI is mapping and establishing direct neural 
connections is intense and can be terrifying.  This was so 
comfortable, riding on that sexual wave, everything overlapping and 
combining.  Especially the way it tapered off, leaving some overlap 
to luxuriate in, as I felt my husband at my breast once more.

	As he started to suckle I heard my kaelen start up.  I shook 
myself awake and quickly said, "No!" quieting them.  Then I helped 
Dale sit up.

	"Some defense mechanism, no?" I asked him.

	He laughed, still a little spaced.  "Very good.  I wouldn't 
want to harm them."  He looked around and saw a few more.  "Ready to 
go again?"

	I took one of his hands.  I explained the couple's game to 
him, the woman taking a deep breath, the man taking a slight one, and 
ravishing her.  His "interest" perked up immediately at that.

	Then I told him what I'd done with Dina that morning, going 
down on her, and learning that this was unknown to them.  He was as 
surprised as I had been.  We talked a bit about possible 
implications, and he quickly reached similar conclusions to mine, 
broaching similar questions.  During this process, his "interest" 
waned.

	That brought me to explaining some of the offers he'd gotten, 
and giving him my permission to accept the offers from married women 
if he wished.  That got his interest up again, quickly.

	But he looked me in the eye, smiled, and said, "But right now 
I want you."

	I looked him in the eye and asked, "And later?"

	He laughed, and I joined in.  He said, "I'll think about it. 
But I'm yours; please keep me."

	I saw motion out of the corner of my eye and reached out with 
both hands to grab a moth.  Dale grabbed for one as I shook mine.  He 
caught his and started agitating it as I took that deep breath, 
letting myself down on my back on the soft fragrant moss.

	After floating through that space for a while I was enveloped 
by a velvet tongue, plunging me once again into orgasm.  I was 
enveloped by a deep blue velvet tongue, smelling of cinnamon and man 
scent, the blue velvet feeling all over my skin, washing me in waves 
of sensation, of pleasure.  My voice shook me pink and jasmine as he 
slid into me, surrounding me from the inside and outside.  Our lips 
met in greens and blues, softness and humming as he slid in and out 
like the surf, carrying me on waves of sensation.  I crinkled and 
gathered together as I approached the edge, letting go into softness 
and colors again, colors punctuated by bursts of green as I felt his 
seed pumping into me.

	I felt him move again to my breast.  Electricity shot through 
me as he latched on.  The power of his sucking brought my entire 
being into my nipple.  Somewhere I felt and heard the kaelen start in 
again, taking us into comfort.

	We sat up slowly sometime later, helping each other.  We 
hugged and said, "I love you."  I giggled as I felt my chorus skitter 
between my legs to feast.

	I sighed and looked up at the sun.  An hour or so had passed.

	"Shall we go to the pool?  We should share this place," I suggested.

	He nodded and buried his head in my hair.

	As I stood my entourage went back to my shoulders and hair. 
We put on our skirts and walked back to the pool.  There were a 
number of couples in the water, some splashing and playing, but most 
moving slowly together, seemingly in postcoital bliss.  I hung our 
skirts and kaelen on a convenient place and we waded in.

	"How was that?" I asked him.

	He nuzzled my neck as he carried me over to the falls.  "I 
was going to ask you the same."

	"Mmmmm..." said it all.

	We washed and swam for a while.  We'd taught them a few new 
swimming strokes over the months.  They'd been amazed the first time 
Dale did the backstroke, and couldn't believe the butterfly.

	As more people started arriving, we moved to get out.

	"Going to accept any invitations?" I asked with a nuzzle in his ear.

	"Going to make any?" He asked, hands around my waist.

	I laughed.  "I hadn't even thought of it," I told him truthfully.

	He looked at me.  I told him, "But you should, with the 
married women, a couple of them."

	He raised an eyebrow, smiling a little.  I hadn't told him my 
conversation with Adda on having children.  This would be a good 
introduction.  "Really, you should."

	He gave me a little more of a smile and said, "If you insist."

	I laughed and hugged him to me.  "Oh you men!  Don't worry, 
you're mine and you're not getting away.  You can play for a few 
days, but remember you're mine."

	"How could I forget," he whispered hotly in my ear.

	We got out and retrieved our skirts and kaelen.  I noticed a 
few women noticing my husband.  He is, as they say, better hung than 
most.  I laughed and tucked his hand into my skirt, and started to 
our hut.  We still had a couple of hours until the evening meal.

	But he tugged me the other way.  Yielding, I let him lead me 
inland and uphill some, off on the way to the cultivated fields.  We 
went along another path, climbing higher on the hill.

	We crossed one of the streams that fed the small falls, then 
turned uphill a little.  There by the edge of the stream was another 
mossy shady spot.

	I gave him an accusing look.  "Been here before, have you?"

	He laughed and blushed a little.  "Only alone," he said, 
kissing my hand.  Then he reached up and caught a moth.  I did the 
same.  We sat down, then shook our temporary captives vigorously, 
giggling as we did so; they were well named.  He put his nose into 
his hands and took a deep breath.  He looked up in surprise to see me 
release mine to the wind, then put my arms around him as he started 
collapsing.  I held him to my breast and suckled him, moving his head 
around, telling him how much I loved him and how lucky I was.

	After a few minutes I moved him to his back and started 
stroking his cock to life.  When he was ready I certainly was, and I 
impaled myself on him.  We both moaned as we slid together.

	Remembering what I'd felt, I ran my hands over his body as I 
rocked gently.  Some soft touches along his abdomen, then along his 
thighs behind me, elicited moaningand quivering.

	I rocked along gently, keeping myself on the edge, until I 
saw his eyes start to open.  Then I leaned forward, put a nipple into 
his mouth, and started rocking in earnest.  He moaned more and bucked 
underneath me.  I came, and as I struggled to keep from falling over, 
felt him coming inside me.

	One of my kaelen, my chosen, was still on my shoulder.  The 
other two were sitting on nearby branches.  I started the sound to 
comfort just my husband.  My chosen echoed me, and the other two 
quickly scrambled to me to join in.  As I held his head to my breast 
I felt him soften.  I quieted the kaelen and then said, "Sleep 
darling, sleep darling."

	I rocked him until his breathing shifted again.  I let go of 
him and swung myself off, sitting on the moss and looking out, down 
at the pool and part of the village below us.  One of the moons was 
up.  I looked straight up for the stationary sparkle that was our 
ship.  Then I remembered and laughed to myself; synchronous orbits 
are equatorial.  Where's the equator from here?  I had the ship put a 
targeting reticule in my vision.  I turned and looked, seeing a faint 
spot of light in the target image.  There was our ship, our link with 
our civilization, our home.  What was to be her fate?  She could stay 
in orbit for many decades, continuing her preassigned studies, 
sending back a message torpedo every two to five years.

	I sighed.  It was only a few months until we reached that two 
year point, two years gone from our base, almost a year on planet. 
We should work on our reports so we'd have something to show for our 
time besides mounds of meteorological and geophysical data.

	I gave my chosen the sound to sharpen my mind and started 
working on this report again.  Still so many questions, so many 
things we don't understand.  And it's the same with Dale -- so many 
holes in the ecology, with the primary conclusion being that this 
symbiotic structure had been stable for quite a while.

	I worked for a while, absorbed in my work, until I felt a 
hand on my shoulder.  I sighed, closed my connection, and turned to 
my husband.  He was sitting up, with a tear in his eye.

	"What's the matter?" I asked as I wiped it away.  A kaelen 
skittered down my arm and took the drop off my fingertip.

	He laughed a little.  "Nothing.  I come up here to think, to 
work on my studies.  Like to see something?" he asked with a smile.

	I nodded.  He turned and picked up a rock.  I'd noticed there 
were rocks in this spot that didn't look like they belonged here. 
The one he had, held in two hands, was a section a few feet on a 
side, split from something larger.  He flipped it over and I gasped.

	"Recognize it?" he asked.

	It was the fossilized outline of an insect.  "It looks like 
the female, but it's so big!"  The fossil outline was partial but 
covered most of the insect.  When alive, this thing had to have been 
eighteen inches long!

	I looked at Dale in awe.  "Where did you find it?"

	"Oh, up in the hills.  I have crews looking for interesting 
rocks for me all the time.  They found it a few weeks ago."

	"Why didn't you tell me?" I demanded.

	He laughed a little.  "I was going to, but it was the first 
night of your ovulation.  You distracted me."

	I laughed and he laughed along with me.

	"What others?  Any males?" I asked.

	He shook his head.  "Not yet, at least not a complete one. 
I've seen some sections that can't be moved with male specimens that 
are relatively the same size.  One spot must have hundreds all packed 
together."

	"Hive?" I speculated.

	He shrugged his shoulders.  "Good a guess as any.  I think 
this answers my question as to predator species."

	I shivered at the thought.

	"Oh, and they had wings," he added with a tight grin.

	Now I was shocked.  The vision of these creatures, with the 
ability to fly...  With their breeding pattern, no wonder there were 
gaps in mammalian life forms.  A hive of these things could and 
probably did hunt host animals to extinction.

	And my God, if one larva that size wouldn't mean certain 
death to a human, two would, from the blood they'd consume.  "What 
about their prey, ah, hosts?"

	"I'd call 'em prey.  Don't know," he said,  "Wouldn't want to 
be around then."

	"But then how..." I thought out loud.

	He smiled again.  "How did both species evolve?  How did the 
symbiosis evolve?  Tell me, oh anthropologist, with a symbiosis such 
as this, how did the humans develop a spoken language?  Why 
cultivated crops?"

	I shook my head in wonder.  "I don't know, I don't know."  I 
know I was smiling again.  Such wonderful puzzles!

	He sighed and stood up.  "We'd best head down for dinner. 
I've had the ship looking at surface and subsurface rock formations 
in the general area, looking especially for likely fossil sites."

	"And?" I asked, putting on my skirt.

	He shrugged again.  "There are a few within a hundred clicks or so."

	I laughed.  We'd have to investigate; I knew that.

	Dinner was pretty jovial.  Tala seemed very well laid, as did 
Dina.  Well, so did I come to think of it.

	Early on a woman I'd seen before but didn't know came over to 
us and very formally gave us some very nice fruit.  I accepted it and 
thanked her.  She bowed and left without a word.  I gave Dina a 
puzzled look.  She leaned over and whispered to me, "The boy's 
mother."  Ah, that explained it.  I shared the fruit with our group.

	A while later a very attractive woman came over and sat in 
front of us.  She looked at Dale, then me.  I smiled, then nodded. 
She acted as if I'd just saved her life; her shoulders must have 
dropped two inches as she exhaled.

	She very calmly asked Dale if he would like to see the 
flutter-giggles with her.

	Dale looked at me, then at her and said, "Not tonight, I'm sorry."

	She looked heartbroken, until he said, "What about tomorrow 
after breakfast?"

	She lit up; her nipples crinkled up.  She thanked us politely and left.

	When she was out of earshot Tala and Dina both laughed.  I 
patted my husband on the leg.  "That was very good of you."

	He gave me a confused smile.  "What?"

	I just smiled back and looked at the ladies; we laughed together.

	After dinner on the way back to our hut he was propositioned 
again, and set up an assignation for the afternoon.  When that young 
lovely skipped happily off into the distance I squeezed his bum and 
told him, "You'd better save some for me."

	He laughed and threw his arms around me, hugging me.  When we 
got to our hut we noticed it had been lined with moss.  We had earned 
someone's gratitude.

	We spent quite a bit of time that evening working on reports, 
using the kaelen to keep our minds sharp.  When I realized it was 
after eleven at night I called an end to that.  We curled up together 
and I let my crew comfort us and take us off to sleep.

	I knew it was a dream.  I was running, and it was so hard, my 
legs didn't want to move, yet I had to move, and move fast.  They 
were after me.  I looked over my shoulder and saw two of them, huge 
males, a meter or more long, flying noisily toward me.  I knew they'd 
gotten Dale already.  I had to protect my children, especially our 
son.  They were more important than my safety; protect my children, 
my son.  It was so hard to run, so hard to move my legs.  I started 
clawing with my arms, trying to move faster.  I felt one getting 
closer.  I could imagine the stinger extending outward, knowing a 
female was moving slowly along toward us.  He got closer and 
closer....  The children....

	I woke up screaming incoherently.  Dale held me and hugged 
me.  I felt my kaelen drop from their usual nighttime nesting spot in 
the thatch down on to me, and it was all I could do to keep from 
screaming again and flinging them away.  My heart was pounding.  They 
skittered up to my shoulders and head and started the comforting 
sound.

	I quickly said, "No!" and stopped them.  I held Dale, I held him tight.

	"I've got you, you're okay, what was it?"

	I was still panting with fear.  "A dream, a very bad dream," 
I told him.

	He surprised me by starting the comforting sound; he did it 
pretty well for a man.  The kaelen picked up on it after a moment, 
but I silenced them.  "Not yet," Isaid.  "Hold me please.  I need to 
be held."

	We lay down and he held me close.  I curled up in his arms, 
for the first time in a long long while.  I finally started to calm 
down.  The crew started moving around, picking up what moisture there 
was to be had on my body.  I knew it had been a dream, but still my 
skin was crawling.

	I went back to pre-planetfall training and started my 
breathing exercises to calm my body and mind.  With every inhale I 
calm the body and the mind.  With every exhale I smile.  Focus on the 
present moment.  This is the only moment.

	It worked, as it had worked for me for years.  I felt Dale's 
breathing, slow and shallow; he'd gone back to sleep.  I sighed.  My 
chorus started a sleepy time song.  I didn't interrupt them.

	I woke a little before dawn and used the chamber pot.  Then I 
held Dale close, comforting both of us.  We got up later and walked 
to breakfast.

	"Want to tell me what it was about?" he asked, arm around me, 
protecting me, as we walked along.

	I shuddered a little.  "I'll tell you before lunch; I'll meet 
you by the pool.  You'll need to bathe."

	He laughed a little and gave me a hug.

	We were a little early for breakfast, but food was set out 
for us when we arrived.  Adda soon joined us.  I saw Dale's morning 
assignation watching us from a distance.

	"I know where our breakfast came from," I told him, nodding 
my head her way.

	He smiled nervously and ate quickly.  It was funny.

	"Don't eat so fast.  You'll have plenty of time to play," I 
chided him.  I thought Adda and a few nearby women were going to 
choke from laughing with their mouths full.

	He finished eating quickly.  I was taking my time this 
morning, not sure what I'd do; probably go play with moths.

	He gave me an expectant look.  I laughed and hugged him to 
me.  "You can go now.  Remember, play nice."

	He gave me a strong hug and whispered, "Thank you -- I love 
you," in my ear.  He stood up and started walking to the pools.  The 
young lady with the gleam in her eye met him along the way and 
practically dragged him off.

	I sighed and looked at Adda.  She smiled with me.  Then she 
said, "You had trouble last night?"

	I nodded.  Huts have thin walls, and I made a lot of noise, 
and a noise quite uncommon around here.  "A dream."

	She gave me a look of concern.  "About your home?"

	"No, about things that have not happened."

	We let it drop as Tala dragged in.  She looked beat.  I'd 
saved her some of the fruit we'd been given, and offered it to her as 
she sat down.  She gave me a half smile.

	"Where is your boyfriend?" I asked her, surprised to see her 
alone this morning.

	She gave me a half smirk.  "Where is yours?" she riposted.

	I chuckled.  "The same place?"

	She nodded and laughed with me.  I put a hand on her 
shoulder.  She sighed.

	As we finished eating I turned to Tala once again.  "What are 
you doing this morning?" she seemed troubled, uncertain somehow.

	She smiled at the question.  "Could we talk?" she asked.

	"Of course."

	She looked around.  Evidently she wanted a more private 
place.  I nodded to her and stood up.

	She stood and we took our leave of the other women.  We 
started walking, pausing on the path to the pools.  Neither of us was 
particularly interested in that area.

	"I know just the place," I told her, and led her back to the 
hillside spot Dale showed me the day before.

	She liked the view, as did I.  I was glad Dale put the fossil 
pieces away before we headed down yesterday.  They would take a lot 
of explaining, especially since I didn't have the answers to the 
questions they posed.

	While there were plenty of moths around, Tala didn't pay them 
any attention.  Instead after sitting down she began rambling, 
talking about growing up, not knowing her mother, and being raised by 
Adda and other friends.  She talked about her boyfriend, how serious 
she was, doubting how serious he was.

	Something clicked in me.  I turned her to look at me.  She 
initially avoided my gaze, but then looked me in the eye and gave me 
a nervous smile.

	"Tala, would you like me to act as your mother?"

	Her face lit up and she threw her arms around me, hugging me. 
She started going on about knowing I would understand but not knowing 
how to ask, and on and on until I started my kaelen comforting us.  I 
held her and rocked her gently.  She slid down a bit as she relaxed. 
I gave her a nipple.  As she suckled gently she sighed and relaxed 
even more.

	"Tala, you helped me greatly.  I will be happy to help you, 
if He allows it, if they allow it.  I will help you."

	As I held her and rocked her I thought more of what she was 
asking of me.  Did I give her the final "test," or had she already 
done that?  I would take her to choose a kaelen.  I would sit outside 
the hut while she "made" her husband.  She would undoubtedly acquire 
at least one other.  And then I would be called upon to start the 
next cycle.  Even with the kaelen comforting us, that thought and my 
dream sent a chill through me.  Was the dream a warning against just 
this?  I didn't think so.  I felt it was an omen, but of something 
still in the future.

	I held Tala closer to me, rocking her.  Her pretty face was 
relaxed in bliss.  I held her for a while longer, then sighed and 
helped her sit.  As she let go of my nipple it struck me that the 
experience hadn't been strongly erotic for me; I was comforting her, 
mothering her.  That was opening a new set of very deep feelings in 
me.

	Tala sat up and gave me a dreamy look.  We both sighed in 
unison, then laughed together.

	"Better now?" I asked her, caressing a cheek.

	"Yes, mother," she said softly.

	"Only if He allows it, if they allow it.  I'll talk to Adda 
as soon as I can.  When do you want to make your husband?"

	The question seemed to take her by surprise, even though it 
felt entirely predictable to me.

	"After the flutter-giggles are gone," she said.

	"And until then?" I asked.

	She grinned and spun around, catching a moth.  She held her 
hands out to me and transferred it to my hands.  Then she caught 
another for herself.  We giggled together as we shook them, sliding 
more to the middle of the mossy area.  I looked at her, then closed 
my eyes, brought my hands to my face, and took a deep breath.

	Oh I'm glad these things only appear once a year, I thought 
as I returned slowly to the world.  We sat up again.

	As we looked at each other, Tala frowned.

	"What is it?" I asked.

	"You are older, much older," she said, "Sometimes it shows in 
your eyes, in the way you speak."  We looked to be just a few 
biological years apart in age, I in my late teens.

	"Yes," I said softly.  Suddenly I did feel older.

	"How old are you?" she asked.

	I smiled to her.  "Do you really want to know?"

	She thought in silence for a moment, shadows of thoughts 
washing across her face before she said, "Dina told me you were from 
far away.  Yes, I want to know."

	I took her hands.  "We were born far away from here, and our 
ways are different.  We came here to live as you live, to learn what 
you learn.  I have seen about as many seasons as Adda."

	That seemed to shock her, but not much.  She looked out at 
the sky.  There were a few clouds in the distance.  I expect she was 
looking for one of the moons.  "How far away?" she asked.

	I sighed as she looked at me once more.  "Farther than that. 
Farther than you have words to say.  Our ship took almost a year to 
get us here."

	"Can I see your ship?  Did you build it?  Can you build 
others?" she asked rapidly.

	"Our ship was built for us, and we cannot build another. 
Perhaps you will see it one day, but not soon."

	She sighed.  "You know so many things."

	I laughed a little and shook my head.  "I know different 
things.  If I were a fish who had just grown arms and legs and could 
now breathe the air, I'd know many things about living in the sea, 
but I wouldn't know how to make bread.  Or a husband.  There are many 
things I want to learn, many things for you to teach me."

	She nodded.  After a while she asked, "Will you leave us? 
Will you go home?"

	I shook my head again.  "I don't know.  Where is home?  Home 
is where your family is.  Here I have a husband, a mother, and now my 
sister has become my daughter."

	I saw the tears form in her eyes, and felt them forming in 
mine.  We hugged quietly.  A new world of feelings was opening up 
inside me.

	She gave me another squeeze and sat back.  "Thank you mother. 
We should go."

	I gave her one more hug before we stood up.  We headed back 
down the hill.

	We paused by the large pool.  I looked in the water for Dale; 
it was still a while until lunch, but I didn't see him.  Tala saw her 
boyfriend and smiled.  Then she turned to me and gave me a 
questioning look.

	"Go get your man.  Dale is to meet me here before lunch.  He 
must still be playing."

	Tala laughed and gave me a hug.  "We will find him," she 
said, and skipped off to her man.

	I watched them hug as they met.  Then they walked off hand in 
hand along one of the paths.

	I sat in contemplation, thinking of my role here, my multiple 
roles.  As I was lost in thought I felt a presence and looked up to 
see Adda sitting down next to me.  She smiled.

	"Where is your husband?" she asked.  By custom, these 
assignations were to be fairly brief.

	"He must still be playing," I told her.  Then I took her hand 
and said seriously "Tala wants me to act as her mother.  I want to as 
well.  Is this permitted?"

	She gave me another of her beatific smiles, then a warm hug. 
"Yes, I will tell the others.  We were not sure she would ask; we 
were not sure you would accept.  Do you know what this means?"

	"No, but does anyone know the first time?  I owe it to you, 
to Tala, to Dina."

	"That is a good answer," she said with a somber smile.  She 
got up and walked quickly away.

	I wondered if she would talk to Tala, and in how much detail. 
I'd asked Tala, not the other way around.  Was I ready for this?  I'd 
answered that question already; was anyone?  There was only one way 
to find out.  It was just a dream, after all.

	I saw Dina, Adda, and some other women come by a while later 
and fan out.  A few minutes later Dina returned with Dale in tow.  As 
they got to the edge of the pool, Dina took his skirt and he walked, 
almost sleepwalked, into the water.  I stood and removed both skirt 
and kaelen.  Dina met me halfway to the water.

	"I rescued him," she said with a laugh in her voice.  "I'll 
wait for you."

	I waded in; the water felt good, as it always does.  I caught 
up to him and hugged him.  When he hugged me he had a ferocious 
hunger in his hands, but weakness in his arms.  I led him to deeper 
water, holding him.

	"What happened?" I asked.

	He laughed weakly.  "It was the bugs again.  Things started 
out as you had said.  We found a cozy spot.  She took a moth and I 
took a little whiff of mine; not too much, but enough I thought.  I 
decided to give her a real thrill, so when I woke up I went down on 
her.  You should have heard her, maybe you did.  But when I slid into 
her, her bug took over.  It was like one of our rutting sessions. 
She was flat on her back, and the bug was running me through cycles 
of coming in her and collapsing.  It was intense.  Dina rescued me."

	I held his head, pretty much supporting him as we moved to 
the falls.  "Poor boy," I cooed to him.

	He gave me a tired laugh.  We rinsed our hair and moved 
slowly back to the shore.

	We put on our skirts.  Tala and Dina helped us comb out our 
hair.  Dale thanked Dina for rescuing him.  She laughed.

	"Where is his playmate?" I asked.

	Dina gave me a sly smile.  "Still sleeping, with a smile that 
will last until both moons are full."

	We laughed together as we headed for lunch.

	Adda and the others were already eating.  Once more, someone 
had brought us lunch.  I looked around and could tell who it was. 
She had slightly larger breasts but smaller hips.

	"She looks like your type," I whispered in Dale's ear, 
nodding my head her way.  "I wonder if they know doggy style?  Having 
her on top of you might be difficult if she was unconscious."

	He looked up and moaned a little.  I laughed along with the 
rest of the ladies.  "Too much play?  Does my baby need a nap this 
afternoon instead?"

	He smiled and blushed.  "Well..."

	Tala suggested, "You can always take a full breath, or catch two."

	I could see he might be contemplating that.

	As we finished lunch his afternoon paramour walked over.

	"Play time again big boy," I told him, messing up his hair a bit.

	He sighed, then looked at me and laughed.  He sprang to his 
feet in a show of male ego.

	She approached us; she had a single kaelen.  Dale put his arm 
around her waist.

	"Be gentle with him, he worked very hard this morning," I 
told her helpfully.

	Dale frowned at first as we laughed, but was laughing as well 
as they walked off together.

	I turned to Tala.  "Do you know about the moss in our hut?"

	She nodded her head as she swallowed something.  "Yes," she 
said when her mouth was empty.  She told me it had been done by the 
group of teens I'd helped.  They'd be keeping our hut cleaned and 
with moss for a week or two as thanks.

	Dina asked me, "Do you have plans for this afternoon?"

	I smiled and said, "Your husband too?"

	She gave me a low laugh.  "Yes, but I was busy this morning."

	I shook my head.  Oh well.  I thought about it myself, but 
not seriously.  "I think I'll go shake some moths," I announced.

	Tala added, "She has a very nice place to do it."

	Dina nodded.  "May I come with you?"

	"Yes.  We'll need to be back in time to look for my husband, 
though.  He may need rescuing again."

	We laughed, but Adda nodded seriously.

	The three of us went back up the hill.  We each caught a moth 
and sat down.  As I looked up at the end of a deep breath I saw Tala 
had done the same, but Dina was sitting there smiling.  What was she 
up to, I thought as I melted to the mossy ground.

	I found out as I drifted back to the scrambled sensations of 
a tongue in my center.  I heard someone (Tala?) start the kaelen on 
blissful release for us.  I let go to the sensations.  I floated up 
again to the comforting feeling, and felt a nipple at my mouth.  It 
was heaven to be held to that soft warm nipple.  I awoke later and 
sat up to see Dina comforting Tala; both had that look of bliss.

	When we were all capable of talking again Dina asked me, "How 
did I do?"

	I chuckled and ran fingers on her thigh.  "You did very well."

	Tala surprised me by saying, "Yes, she did."

	I looked at Tala, then Dina.

	Dina said, "And Tala practiced with me.  My husband is 
learning, as will hers.  Soon we will all know."

	Tala added, "Just like with swimming."

	I laughed and was joined by the others.  It was a little 
different from the new swimming strokes we'd taught them.

	I looked at the sun angle; it was getting late.

	Dina sighed.  "We should go down and rescue our men, especially Dale."

	As we headed down I said, "You think Dale will need rescuing again?"

	Tala said, "Oh yes, both of them are the same moon, as are most of us."

	I almost stumbled on the path down as my mind clicked the 
pieces together.  What had we called it in college?  The female dorm 
syndrome?  Get enough females living closely together, and gradually 
they all slip into the same menstrual cycle.  I knew that my cycle 
was out of phase with most of the women in the village; it was 
actually quite nice.  During some phases of one moon in particular, 
the huts held two women each.  Being out of phase, I got one to 
myself.  So that meant we might be dealing with a bunch of women at 
the peak of their fertility.  The bugs certainly could tell that. 
And they certainly seemed to want our children.  That explained the 
ride Dale was getting.

	"Tala," I asked as we walked, "how will you keep from having a child?"

	She shook her head, this must be something everyone 
understood.  "He will sing to me in my hut at night, telling me it is 
not yet my time.  I will spend my days in the huts as usual."

	That answer was somewhat of a surprise, yet expected.  It was 
another answer to my question of why we weren't awash in babies.  Did 
they prevent fertilization, attachment to the uterine wall, or just 
insure a menstrual cycle at the next appropriate period?  Or did they 
do something completely different?

	"What is that sound?" I asked.

	Dina turned to me.  "We won't tell you, not yet," she said with a smile.

	I stopped and sighed; we were at the bottom of the hill path. 
Large mounds of feelings resettled inside me, moving, reshaping, and 
rebalancing.  I told them, "I know He wants me to have a baby; so do 
I.  These knots take time to untie."

	We walked back to the pool area.  They told me to wait, and 
went off in search.

	This time Tala and Dina both walked Dale back.  He was still 
dazed, and they looked as if they were having trouble moving.  I 
laughed to myself; this could be very good for a monogamous 
relationship after all.  They dropped their skirts, and his, and Tala 
led him into the water while Dina shed her kaelen.  I shed mine and 
quickly moved to them.

	I took my husband and floated him on his back.  He looked at 
me with glassy eyes, smiled, and let his eyes close.  "They did it to 
me again," he croaked.

	I looked at Dina and Tala; they were washing furiously.  They 
must have waded through quite a cloud of pheromones.

	They came up out of the water smiling.  We all went to the 
falls.  They stood under the falling water for a while.

	"How is his friend?" I asked.

	Tala gave a low laugh and Dina answered.  "He is working hard 
on this one," she said, pointing to Dale.  "There were two kaelen 
there.  She too will be smiling until the next full moon."

	It seemed to be a good recipe for success; pump them full of 
sperm and keep them on their backs.  Perhaps I should check with the 
ship.  Even if a trip up to the ship was necessary, I could do that 
from one of the peaks and only be gone a few hours.  He was not to be 
denied it seemed.  He wanted babies; he was going to get babies.

	Hmmm...  Going to the ship...  There had been a few days 
recently when Dale hadn't been around for lunch.  He'd talked of 
fossil deposits a few hundred clicks away.  The big problem would be 
in avoiding sonic booms while the ship moved you inside an effector 
field.  Both of us had done that many times in training.

	We got out and combed out each others' hair, Dale sitting 
more or less comatose.  Dina whispered something to Tala, and Tala 
headed off as we walked back, one of us on either side of Dale.

	We arrived back a little before dinner time.  We sat in our 
usual places to rest.  I lay Dale down at my side, putting him in the 
rescue position.

	Adda came by a little later, joined by three of the other 
elders.  Both Dina and I bowed respectfully.

	One of them said, "Thank you for helping Tala.  She is asking 
much of you."

	I sighed and replied, "She has given much to me; you all have 
given much to me.  I am happy I can give something back."

	Adda sat down and the others went to their usual spots.  Adda 
looked down at Dale.  She started making a sound; it was male, 
resting, and something else.  The something else was familiar.  I'd 
heard it during my period.  Recovery?  Rebuilding?  I practiced it a 
little.  Adda smiled to me and told me to sing it for him when he was 
asleep; it would help him regain his strength.

	Dinner started a while later.  I got Dale to sit up.  I 
thought about using the kaelen to give him a kick, much as I'd done 
to the boy I'd saved, but thought against it.  Right now he needed to 
rest and recover.

	During the early part of the meal a very pretty young thing 
with one kaelen came over to us, bearing a very nice array of fruit. 
She put it down in front of Dale and me, looking Dale in the eye and 
smiling as she did so.  Her nipples showed her intentions.  She asked 
sweetly if he was busy in the morning.  I expected a groan, but 
instead he said, "How about tomorrow after lunch?"

	She smiled and thanked us, looked me in the eye, and when I 
nodded, she bowed again and left.

	"You are insatiable!" I exclaimed after she'd walked away. 
"Who are you with tomorrow morning?" I accused.

	He handed me a piece of fruit and said, "You."

	I was still tempted to mash the fruit in his face, or worse 
yet, into his chest so he'd have to bathe again.  Instead I said, "I 
love you."

	He nodded and said, "I know," then more softly, "I need to be held 
tonight. Protect me."

	That just about melted my heart.  His balls may belong to the 
bugs, but his heart was mine.

	After dinner we went back to our hut.  I could tell we left a 
couple of women frustrated.  They probably had another day or two.  I 
also got inviting looks from some young men as I led my husband.

	Once inside, I comforted him and led him to sleep, putting 
him down on the soft moss.  I started one of the kaelen making the 
restorative sound.  The kaelen hopped down and rested on Dale's head, 
its abdomen swaying over his face.

	I sharpened my mind and worked on my report for a while.  I 
had more answers, or more puzzle pieces, but still more questions. 
The bugs could regulate births, that was clear.  They could sense 
fertility.  Did they prevent fertilization, implantation, or cause 
abortion to eliminate unwanted births?  From my own training, to 
which I wished I'd paid more attention, I remembered that for our 
science, the least meddlesome approach to a woman's hormonal cycle 
and balance was to interfere with implantation of the fertilized egg 
along the wall of the uterus.  But, who knows what they'd evolved.

	Another puzzle that popped up was from Dale's comment on his 
morning's rut.  I'd have to follow up and confirm that.  He said 
there had been but one kaelen there, yet the woman had been flat on 
her back, and he'd been run through the wringer.  Possible solutions 
included more than one kaelen, each controlling one person; one 
kaelen switching from one sound (meaning pheromone) to another, or 
most intriguing, one kaelen producing more than one pheromone at 
once.  Did they synthesize on the fly, or did they have a stored 
library ready to go?

	Once again it got late and I was no closer to solving this 
world's puzzles.  I held my husband and let our kaelen sing us to 
sleep.

END of Part 3
Life Cycle of the Kaelen

by artie@netgate.net
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